Chapter 101

The living room balcony is bright and the balcony outside is dark.

Cheng Jin sat on the gray lazy sofa, with a glass of water standing on the transparent low table, and the reflection on the big black window to the floor was unclear.

He lowered his throat and said yes.

Lu Bo: I asked her to see you.

This tone makes the emperor generous and the queen's feeling of demonstrating.Cheng Jin smiled.

He looked farther away: You know she has feelings for me.

Lu Bo is on the bed: I knew it before I was together.

So, you will definitely doubt whether she still has something to do with me, and you don’t believe her.

Lu Bo stared at the ceiling and loosened his shoulders.

It would be better to say that I was too afraid that she would lie to me and then suddenly left.She has done it before.

Cheng Jin: She can't break me, and you don't want to act ruthlessly on her, so you are tired.

Lu Bo did not say anything, closed his eyelids tightly.

Cheng Jin: You don’t want to break up, so you tacitly agreed to come to me. You have already passed that hurdle in your heart, right?

Lu Bo opened his eyes and said for a long time: ...Yes.

Cheng Jin picked up the water and took a sip: I know you must be confused.

Lu Bo was stunned for a moment and slowly: Don’t you want to monopolize it?

think.

Then why?

Human weakness.The more you desire something, the easier it is to be controlled by that.Cheng Jin's eyes calmed down and then smiled. There were two reasons.

First, she has no distinction between her feelings for us.He paused, and the second is that we are almost the same. After identifying one person, we must get whatever we want.

Because she was not distinguished from each other, when she reduced Cheng Jin's weight, her balance would become unbalanced, which made her feel dissatisfied with him.

This made her want to return to balance, so that she would have hesitation when pushing away, guilty after pushing away, unspeakable heartache, and regret hiding, which made Lu Bo angry, but it happened according to the rules of human nature and could not be changed unless she was heartbroken to him.

Neither he nor him are good at it.

He thought he was the same as Lu Bo, and he was quite dark at heart. He would stumbling on the other party until he achieved his goal. He had the courage to do things that were not good-looking.

So who she is with is like a river running forward, and the other man must be the stone growing in the water, which is always blocked.

Cheng Jin knows the three of them. Because of this, the best result is probably the three of them together.

I have thought of it since she said she liked it when she got drunk.Cheng Jin took another sip. If it were me, maybe you would be the one lying in the hospital now.

After a long time, Cheng Jin heard his voice vaguely, and could imagine his eyes that were stuck.

Lu Bo: I like two...

Cheng Jin explained to him, quietly: I have been so close, I have been in love for more than ten years, and I have had relationships one after another, and I have been entangled.Don't think everyone is the same as us.

Listening to the other person's shallow breathing, this was still the only harmony between them, Lu Bo thought.Agreeing an agreement may result in less disputes.

Lu Bo sat up and took the cigarette from the bedside table: Don't make her cry.

how?

Because she didn't choose you, you must be unhappy.Don't bother her, talk to her well.

Always putting her in her shoes, this kind of brain deserves to be shared in the end.

Cheng Jinjing said, lowered her head and smiled: No wonder she fell in love with you.

I feel uncomfortable being praised by my rival.Lu Bo knocked on the smoke: Where are you?Why?

have no idea.Cheng Jin looked back at the glass again.

Even if I realize I like it, I can't explain it.

I am a math student and I don’t say it very well. Let me tell you a story: One day, Master Li from the barber shop received A and he asked him why you came?A said that my father wanted me to come, and Master Li said, why do you listen to your father in everything? Are you not your opinion?Later, Master Li received B again and he asked B why you came here?B also answered the same way. Dad asked me to come. Master Li immediately smiled and said, "Good boy, you are so filial."

I like it or not because I like it or not.Lu Bo stretched his mouth, what does that mean?

If the logic is reversed, you will like it only if you like it.I said it, but I couldn't tell it, but I just felt that way of her.Why, about four words.Cheng Jin rubbed the edge of the cup for no reason.

What Lu Bo remembered: She liked you when she was studying.

Cheng Jin: If she doesn't like you, she won't let you touch you.

After the words came, both of them felt that this should not be what they said.

Coughed, Lu Bo held a cigarette in his mouth: Originally, she just wanted to be a friend, but we insisted on provoking him... We owe it first.

Cheng Jin lowered his eyes and turned his cup: Yes.Debts are paid.

Lu Bo did not lit the cigarette in the end, so he lay back on the bed and wanted to quit completely.

He now knew that under the common sense of the two, there were three people pulling each other. Human nature and selfish desires rub against each other between morality and emotion, and inevitably each one would feel pain.

In order to avoid pain, they have been able to reach an alliance beyond common sense.

Cheng Jin was worried: Are you sure?

Lu Bo solemnly: ...Yes.

They were all quiet for a while, and they were silent like running water on the other end of the phone. Lu Bo opened his mouth first.

I want to have a daughter.

Cheng Jin choked up and laughed: Don’t think that having a daughter is your father, maybe she will be your father by then.

Lu Bo thrusts the corner of his mouth: Don't worry, I will discipline him strictly then, I will make rules, I will definitely tell her if she wants to smash things.

Just like you, I was afraid that I would follow behind by chance, and coaxed me and said, "Ah, my daughter looks so cute when she smashes things. What else do you want to smash? Dad will bring it to you."After Cheng Jin finished his last sip of water, it would be better to ligate it.

What harmony.

When Lu Bo thought of this man choking him for the rest of his life, he suddenly vomited the smoke.

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The sunlight spreads in all directions, and the day is coming.

Cheng Jin opened his eyes very early, washed up, exercised, and then sat by the bed to watch her.

Under the light of the window, her feet were very white, and the light blue veins on her instep were pulsating.He touched it and couldn't let it go.

His eyes drooped, and he saw that the watch he used to wear was no longer there.

The past heartbeat began to spread in my mind, like watching a movie, he sat in the cinema and watched him explain to her at Starbucks.

She asked him if he was hungry?

He had no time to spare, so she looked into his eyes, tore the French bread and feed him little by little.

There were people coming and going in the store, but she only saw him.

No one knew that the indifferent face was beating loudly at that time. He asked for reasons that there were many solutions to this question. He demonstrated them all one by one, deliberately explaining them many times just to stay with her for a while.

He has not changed since he grew up.

I do a lot of shameful things just to stay with her for a while.

Cheng Jin lay in the bed, hugged her, combed her medium-length hair in empty eyes.