Without hiding it from everyone, Dong Xu filled in Chengda.
It was concealed to Nanhua, where my parents always thought she and Lu Bo went together.
Since she made up her mind, she has carefully selected other colleges and universities, and finally chose Chengda, who is far away from home, has poor accommodation, is low-key in publicity, but has a high academic level, and is studying Chinese language and literature.
I walked so far, and I didn't feel it at the time, and I was very stubborn, just for an indescribable escape.She felt that she had to go to a new place without acquaintances to return to herself and start a new self.
When a person moved his luggage, packed his lower bunk, and collapsed on the bed and exhausted his energy, his feeling slowly floated up.
Loneliness first came, then she began to miss home, parents, and many people, and then continued to stand up.
The other three sisters in the dormitory are very good.
Among them, Wang Yashi is closest to her.She taught her to put on makeup, she was a very clever girl and loved to think about makeup techniques. Dong Xu was often her art work.
Wang Yashi loves to act coquettishly, rub her face, sleeps with her, and sticks to her, always says Dongdong is so cute, and speaks straightforwardly, but never hurts people.
Influenced by her, Dong Xu also let go of it, less shyness, and gradually learned to act cute and cute to her.
Over time, when sitting in a public classroom, a boy also came over to ask for WeChat.
Speaking of which, her WeChat account was changed shortly after she entered the school, and her mobile phone number was also included.
Because the campus card package is very cheap, I am hiding some people.
The old mobile phone number was closed due to arrears for too long, and the WeChat account could not be retrieved because she forgot her password. The traces of the past were intentionally or unintentionally eliminated.
Dong Xu only told her mother the new mobile phone number. However, one night, a strange number came over and the other party didn't say anything for a long time, but she vaguely knew who it was, and she didn't say anything and hung up directly.
From then on, the strange number never came again.
……………………
The first club I added was the debate club.
Dongxu met He Yuze, a sophomore senior. Although he is not good at eloquence, he is handsome and interesting.He also likes to eat pork buns, because she is quite intimate with him compared to others.
During the day, we study and activities, and at night, the story meeting in the dormitory will be opened.
When Lin Ji-eun talked about her ex-boyfriend, she burst into tears and said that breaking up is like this, while she couldn't bear to leave her because of the past, and she felt relieved because of the past.
For some reason, Dong Xu, who had never had a serious relationship, actually empathized with it.
But as he spoke, the topic was inexplicably transferred to her.
Aren’t you very close to your senior?Not Ah?
Dong Xu was stunned for a moment and waved his hand: Just an ordinary friend.
You're not interested in him?
She shook her head again.
Where is him?Then is he interested in you?
I have no idea.
I think you two are quite right. Anyway, it’s time to fall in love once, but it’s not a good idea to try it.
When Dong Xu thought of changing his relationship with He Yuze, the strong resistance came again and shook his head fiercely: I really don’t feel anything about him.
The other one then asked: Then what do you have any feelings about?
What kind of thing do I like?
After late at night, the October autumn wind filtered in through the cracks of the window, gentle, and a hint of coolness. She slept on the bed, feeling like a leaf floating on the water, and her thoughts were floating and heavy.
What I admire in some aspects can guide me.
When she thought of this sentence, Cheng Jin unconsciously appeared as if he was holding her and giving her a tireless lecture on the topic.
I can play together and I don’t feel tired all day long.
When she thought of this sentence, the past when she and Lu Bo went to his grandfather's house to catch ducks and pick wild fruits.
It can make my heart beat faster...
Like a quick look, the scenes flashed in my mind, and it was called like raindrops
It was the moment when Cheng Jin accidentally hugged her.
It was the moment when Lu Bo said he liked her.
It was the moment when Cheng Jin admitted that it was him last night.
It was the moment when Lu Bo rubbed her ankle.
Those slender and blurry moments, those moments that were gradually forgotten, too many moments fell on her like a heavy rain.
With a sudden slight moment, Dong Xu opened his eyes in panic.
She stared out the window in a daze. She was stunned for a long time before she pulled up the quilt and covered her face deeply. Her throat felt astringent: Did her hazy love happen at that time?
……………………
When I returned from my freshman year holiday, Lu Bo had moved.
Her mother said that after his property grew, he had to change the land, so he was just waiting for him to graduate from high school, so he moved to the capital a few months ago, and the company subsidy policy had just been issued there.
He didn't tell you?
Said it, I remember it.
Your memory.
After a while, Dong Xu bit his lip and lowered his eyes: Did he ask you to tell me before he left?
What do you ask me to say?Aren't you all in contact?
Dongxu nodded hurriedly.
While placing the luggage, Dongxu saw a yellow corner of the box where the debris was placed in the corner.
After about a year, she finally opened it after wiping the box surface and dust suffocating.
Lots and lots of things.
Snacks, drinks, dolls, stationery, perfume... almost explored her interests and hobbies to the end, and the specialties there, each of which was exquisite and even rare.
But seeing this, Dong Xu felt a little uncomfortable, and the part between the nose and throat began to sore and swell.
He was still so careful, and each of them was posted with a white note, and wrote: It was a bit sour, if you think it was not delicious, you won’t buy it next time; the roommate strongly recommends it, you can try it; I think you will like this, and you can choose the one you like more next time...
The sunlight in the room shone out of dust, and the chaotic dust rolled in disorder.Dong Xu looked at the light marks on the floor in a daze. Slowly, he noticed that there was a postcard at the bottom of the box.
His handwriting:
Little Mutou, my family moved to the capital, and it will be even harder to see in the future.I have something to say.Can you come to Shanxi Park on February 27?Old place, where the swing.If you don't want to come that day.
The strokes stop here.
It seems that he doesn't know how to start writing either.
……………………
A fifteen-minute bus ride, Shanxi Park arrived, their favorite territory when they were young.
The swing finally got old.
The two hemp ropes were ground into the rope chips and gaps, and no one dared to sit or care about it, so let it stand as a symbol of an era.
She remembered her tiny body in the air wearing a long skirt, like a fish jumping out of the water.
The two little boys pushed her high, and used all their strength to push her to a high place, making her laugh happily.
She shouted.
While she was enjoying her freedom, she forgot that they had held the rope behind her.
Dongxu sat under the tree, leaning against the bark.
She lowered her head, her knees were put together, and her eyes were padded with her arms.
At this moment, she suddenly remembered Lu Bo's expression when she left, the kind of showing off her strength that she endured the pain and pretended to be calm.
She seemed to vaguely see Cheng Jin and others on the swing, pedestrians watching the show strangely, with his disappointed back and lonely night.
Suddenly, the sour and hot emotions that could not bear suddenly surged violently into her throat, into her nose and tear glands.
She realized that they liked her, and she also liked them. She thought that they had expected her response so much, but she pushed them away again and again. She thought that because of her escape and dullness, when she disappeared without a trace, when she hung up the phone directly, they were suffering for her.
Why did she realize such an obvious thing?
Even if she just chose one first, she drove them all away.
Finally, Dongxu cried.She hurriedly wiped away with her palm, but it kept flowing.
Why did I deny it at that time?I like them Ah, they must have felt very bad at that time, absolutely very bad...
But how do I choose...
How could I fall in love with two people...
It was not until the night that Dong Xu finally calmed down.
She knew she could never go back.
Even if you wake up, it is useless, and it cannot be corrected if you miss it.
The people who once cherished each other moved away one by one, moving to a distant place that she could never find again.
No matter how she looked around, she would never hear any familiar voice again.
……………………
Four years of college, day after day, passed quickly.
After being recruited by He Yuze, the benefits are tempting. Dong Xu is about to go to the capital after graduation. After meeting, he will wait here to make a breakthrough.
When he got on the plane, the clouds outside the window were bright. Dong Xu felt it was a little dazzling and closed his eyes gently.
Think back to the past.
When I was young, I always had an outrageous retardation about my feelings, and I was often loved without knowing it.
I am also afraid of being self-indulgent, so that I even deliberately pretend to be stupid, pretend to be fine, and pretend not to know about others' courtships openly and secretly.
She didn't know what was wrong with her at that time, and seemed particularly unwilling to accept changes in the original relationship and unwilling to accept friendship and love.
Now she has become much more friendly, and everyone around her can talk about her name. She no longer always nests in the corner introvertedly like she used to be, and sheds her skin while growing.
Only then can we understand what Eisenke said: Extroverts desire stimulation and are easier to tolerate changes.On the contrary, introverts will activate alertness under external stimulation, and will evade change in order to avoid harm.
Although I realized that I had been moved by them now, I was also curious about what they looked like now.
But it has passed.
In fact, Dong Xu and He Yuze are trying to date. Although they have not yet been explained, their relationship may be about to come to an end after the past.
As for them, it is a very old thing to like her.
In the past four years, everyone has completely lost contact. On a high probability, they should have a new partner and have long lost the feeling they had about her back then.
……………………
If she meets her by chance in the capital, she thinks she will only ignore her.
It was concealed to Nanhua, where my parents always thought she and Lu Bo went together.
Since she made up her mind, she has carefully selected other colleges and universities, and finally chose Chengda, who is far away from home, has poor accommodation, is low-key in publicity, but has a high academic level, and is studying Chinese language and literature.
I walked so far, and I didn't feel it at the time, and I was very stubborn, just for an indescribable escape.She felt that she had to go to a new place without acquaintances to return to herself and start a new self.
When a person moved his luggage, packed his lower bunk, and collapsed on the bed and exhausted his energy, his feeling slowly floated up.
Loneliness first came, then she began to miss home, parents, and many people, and then continued to stand up.
The other three sisters in the dormitory are very good.
Among them, Wang Yashi is closest to her.She taught her to put on makeup, she was a very clever girl and loved to think about makeup techniques. Dong Xu was often her art work.
Wang Yashi loves to act coquettishly, rub her face, sleeps with her, and sticks to her, always says Dongdong is so cute, and speaks straightforwardly, but never hurts people.
Influenced by her, Dong Xu also let go of it, less shyness, and gradually learned to act cute and cute to her.
Over time, when sitting in a public classroom, a boy also came over to ask for WeChat.
Speaking of which, her WeChat account was changed shortly after she entered the school, and her mobile phone number was also included.
Because the campus card package is very cheap, I am hiding some people.
The old mobile phone number was closed due to arrears for too long, and the WeChat account could not be retrieved because she forgot her password. The traces of the past were intentionally or unintentionally eliminated.
Dong Xu only told her mother the new mobile phone number. However, one night, a strange number came over and the other party didn't say anything for a long time, but she vaguely knew who it was, and she didn't say anything and hung up directly.
From then on, the strange number never came again.
……………………
The first club I added was the debate club.
Dongxu met He Yuze, a sophomore senior. Although he is not good at eloquence, he is handsome and interesting.He also likes to eat pork buns, because she is quite intimate with him compared to others.
During the day, we study and activities, and at night, the story meeting in the dormitory will be opened.
When Lin Ji-eun talked about her ex-boyfriend, she burst into tears and said that breaking up is like this, while she couldn't bear to leave her because of the past, and she felt relieved because of the past.
For some reason, Dong Xu, who had never had a serious relationship, actually empathized with it.
But as he spoke, the topic was inexplicably transferred to her.
Aren’t you very close to your senior?Not Ah?
Dong Xu was stunned for a moment and waved his hand: Just an ordinary friend.
You're not interested in him?
She shook her head again.
Where is him?Then is he interested in you?
I have no idea.
I think you two are quite right. Anyway, it’s time to fall in love once, but it’s not a good idea to try it.
When Dong Xu thought of changing his relationship with He Yuze, the strong resistance came again and shook his head fiercely: I really don’t feel anything about him.
The other one then asked: Then what do you have any feelings about?
What kind of thing do I like?
After late at night, the October autumn wind filtered in through the cracks of the window, gentle, and a hint of coolness. She slept on the bed, feeling like a leaf floating on the water, and her thoughts were floating and heavy.
What I admire in some aspects can guide me.
When she thought of this sentence, Cheng Jin unconsciously appeared as if he was holding her and giving her a tireless lecture on the topic.
I can play together and I don’t feel tired all day long.
When she thought of this sentence, the past when she and Lu Bo went to his grandfather's house to catch ducks and pick wild fruits.
It can make my heart beat faster...
Like a quick look, the scenes flashed in my mind, and it was called like raindrops
It was the moment when Cheng Jin accidentally hugged her.
It was the moment when Lu Bo said he liked her.
It was the moment when Cheng Jin admitted that it was him last night.
It was the moment when Lu Bo rubbed her ankle.
Those slender and blurry moments, those moments that were gradually forgotten, too many moments fell on her like a heavy rain.
With a sudden slight moment, Dong Xu opened his eyes in panic.
She stared out the window in a daze. She was stunned for a long time before she pulled up the quilt and covered her face deeply. Her throat felt astringent: Did her hazy love happen at that time?
……………………
When I returned from my freshman year holiday, Lu Bo had moved.
Her mother said that after his property grew, he had to change the land, so he was just waiting for him to graduate from high school, so he moved to the capital a few months ago, and the company subsidy policy had just been issued there.
He didn't tell you?
Said it, I remember it.
Your memory.
After a while, Dong Xu bit his lip and lowered his eyes: Did he ask you to tell me before he left?
What do you ask me to say?Aren't you all in contact?
Dongxu nodded hurriedly.
While placing the luggage, Dongxu saw a yellow corner of the box where the debris was placed in the corner.
After about a year, she finally opened it after wiping the box surface and dust suffocating.
Lots and lots of things.
Snacks, drinks, dolls, stationery, perfume... almost explored her interests and hobbies to the end, and the specialties there, each of which was exquisite and even rare.
But seeing this, Dong Xu felt a little uncomfortable, and the part between the nose and throat began to sore and swell.
He was still so careful, and each of them was posted with a white note, and wrote: It was a bit sour, if you think it was not delicious, you won’t buy it next time; the roommate strongly recommends it, you can try it; I think you will like this, and you can choose the one you like more next time...
The sunlight in the room shone out of dust, and the chaotic dust rolled in disorder.Dong Xu looked at the light marks on the floor in a daze. Slowly, he noticed that there was a postcard at the bottom of the box.
His handwriting:
Little Mutou, my family moved to the capital, and it will be even harder to see in the future.I have something to say.Can you come to Shanxi Park on February 27?Old place, where the swing.If you don't want to come that day.
The strokes stop here.
It seems that he doesn't know how to start writing either.
……………………
A fifteen-minute bus ride, Shanxi Park arrived, their favorite territory when they were young.
The swing finally got old.
The two hemp ropes were ground into the rope chips and gaps, and no one dared to sit or care about it, so let it stand as a symbol of an era.
She remembered her tiny body in the air wearing a long skirt, like a fish jumping out of the water.
The two little boys pushed her high, and used all their strength to push her to a high place, making her laugh happily.
She shouted.
While she was enjoying her freedom, she forgot that they had held the rope behind her.
Dongxu sat under the tree, leaning against the bark.
She lowered her head, her knees were put together, and her eyes were padded with her arms.
At this moment, she suddenly remembered Lu Bo's expression when she left, the kind of showing off her strength that she endured the pain and pretended to be calm.
She seemed to vaguely see Cheng Jin and others on the swing, pedestrians watching the show strangely, with his disappointed back and lonely night.
Suddenly, the sour and hot emotions that could not bear suddenly surged violently into her throat, into her nose and tear glands.
She realized that they liked her, and she also liked them. She thought that they had expected her response so much, but she pushed them away again and again. She thought that because of her escape and dullness, when she disappeared without a trace, when she hung up the phone directly, they were suffering for her.
Why did she realize such an obvious thing?
Even if she just chose one first, she drove them all away.
Finally, Dongxu cried.She hurriedly wiped away with her palm, but it kept flowing.
Why did I deny it at that time?I like them Ah, they must have felt very bad at that time, absolutely very bad...
But how do I choose...
How could I fall in love with two people...
It was not until the night that Dong Xu finally calmed down.
She knew she could never go back.
Even if you wake up, it is useless, and it cannot be corrected if you miss it.
The people who once cherished each other moved away one by one, moving to a distant place that she could never find again.
No matter how she looked around, she would never hear any familiar voice again.
……………………
Four years of college, day after day, passed quickly.
After being recruited by He Yuze, the benefits are tempting. Dong Xu is about to go to the capital after graduation. After meeting, he will wait here to make a breakthrough.
When he got on the plane, the clouds outside the window were bright. Dong Xu felt it was a little dazzling and closed his eyes gently.
Think back to the past.
When I was young, I always had an outrageous retardation about my feelings, and I was often loved without knowing it.
I am also afraid of being self-indulgent, so that I even deliberately pretend to be stupid, pretend to be fine, and pretend not to know about others' courtships openly and secretly.
She didn't know what was wrong with her at that time, and seemed particularly unwilling to accept changes in the original relationship and unwilling to accept friendship and love.
Now she has become much more friendly, and everyone around her can talk about her name. She no longer always nests in the corner introvertedly like she used to be, and sheds her skin while growing.
Only then can we understand what Eisenke said: Extroverts desire stimulation and are easier to tolerate changes.On the contrary, introverts will activate alertness under external stimulation, and will evade change in order to avoid harm.
Although I realized that I had been moved by them now, I was also curious about what they looked like now.
But it has passed.
In fact, Dong Xu and He Yuze are trying to date. Although they have not yet been explained, their relationship may be about to come to an end after the past.
As for them, it is a very old thing to like her.
In the past four years, everyone has completely lost contact. On a high probability, they should have a new partner and have long lost the feeling they had about her back then.
……………………
If she meets her by chance in the capital, she thinks she will only ignore her.
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