Ran Jing picked up the textbook that was thrown on the ground, gently shake off the dust and put it back on its original position.
Similar things happened to her again and again, and Ran Jing had long been used to it.
She was used to picking up her own things from the trash can, used to ignoring the gossip of others, and even more used to lying on the bed and staring at the ceiling after having sex with Yuanxu.
Yuan Xu originally wanted to help Ran Jing take a shower first and then take a shower by himself.
First, I took a bath for Ran Jing, did it once in the bathroom, put the person in the bathtub and changed the sheets, and came back to put her clothes on the bed. After he finished taking a shower, Ran Jing was just sleepy and could hold her and sleep until dawn.
They have always done this, but today Yuanxu doesn't want to do this anymore.
Today, Ran Jing had a fight with Yuanxu before he had sex with him, and fought all the way from the living room to the bedroom.
Ran Jing was furious and was completely unpredictable. He slapped Yuan Xu directly on the face, and his nails slashed a few red marks on his cheek.
Yuan Xu also gave the gift mercilessly, pressed the person on the bed, pushed his knees between her legs and locked the person under her body.
Ran Jing held up his hands and was grabbed by him. He subconsciously began to struggle, turned his head and bit his arm hard.
Yuan Xu sniffed in pain, raised his hand and pinched her face, and said in a stern tone: Try taking another bite?
The changing neon lights shone on the ground through the floor-to-ceiling windows in the living room. Ran Jing said nothing, using silence as resistance.
In Ran Jing's experience, everything will have a day in the past, just wait quietly.
The butterflies in the Amazon River Basin occasionally flap their wings can cause a tornado in Texas two weeks later. An inconspicuous action can cause a series of huge reactions. If she had not been silent after being bullied but fought back, her life would naturally not be the same as she is now.
Would it be better?Or will it cause a storm?
Ran Jing had no idea, she was afraid of the butterfly effect.
My parents’ marriage is an empty-dead tooth. It’s nothing wrong from the outside, but it’s already full of holes inside, and it hurts faintly when the wind blows.
They chose to pull out this tooth decay and each started a new life.
No one wanted Ran Jing, and the ball was thrown around. In the end, Ran Jing's father was defeated, took the ball and threw it to Ran Jing's grandmother.
Ran Jing has always been a taciturn child. She witnessed her mother hugging her uncle she didn't know and then flapped her wings and told her father, which caused a huge storm.
It would be great if I remain silent.
Ran Jing often had this idea, so she chose to remain silent when the cigarette butt burned her arm. When Yuan Xu asked her if she would like to have sex with him, she also chose to remain silent when she struggled a little and seemed to be threatened.
Anyway, it will pass, just wait silently.
The only time I don’t choose to be silent is when I have sex with Yuanxu.
There is no way to remain silent, the pleasure spreads to all limbs like a tide. Only by groaning in exchange for oxygen can you barely ensure that you are not overwhelmed by the wave and suffocated to death.
Sometimes her breathing will be swallowed up by the Yuanshu.
Yuan Xu liked to lick Ran Jing's lips first, then put the tip of his tongue into his mouth and stir it up, and he was tightly pressed against her.
Every time I kiss, I have to hold my chest tightly. Even if I enter the back, I have to put my chest on her back and cross her face to kiss.
Like a dog in estrus.
Of course, the Yuanshu is not a dog.
He is a popular three-good student on campus, and his family is well-off and well-known.
If nothing unexpected happens, he will go abroad to study in a top university, inherit his family business after he finishes his studies, marry a beautiful girl of equal status, and live a boring and rich life.
He would forget that he had been crazy about a girl's body in high school, and he wanted to stuff his cock into her pussy all the time.
I will also forget that I once spoke harshly to the girl, and then hugged her and expressed my cheap apology after being drunk.
Where is Ran Jing?
He will be admitted to his ideal university, run far away, rely on scholarships and money earned from working, and no longer botheres his father with blood relationships.
I found a job that is not good or bad, rented a one-bedroom house, and stayed in the bay window to read books and bask in the sun when I was free.
Maybe I will go back to see my grandma occasionally, maybe I will never go back.
She will not forget those who have hurt herself, will not forgive, and will not take the initiative to take revenge.
She would remain silent, and might resist a little at some point, but it was only a little bit.
Keep being a tree in autumn, unable to feel the rain, sunrise or frost, and still waiting for a spring day that may never come.
But this is all for the future.
Now Yuan Xu is full of love with Ran Jing, and now Ran Jing is full of studying hard to prepare for the college entrance examination.
Ran Jing is not that smart, her math grades are so bad.
She can understand every sentence in English, memorize the meaning of every major historical event, and write a full-score argumentative essay, but she cannot solve a function question that seems to be handy in the meta-order.
When Yuan Xu was in a good mood, he would take the initiative to ask Ran Jing to explain the questions. He didn't react much when he saw her math test paper. He would only laugh and say that the scores he scored higher than her current scores.
Ran Jing didn't care about his words. She had heard anything ugly, and this level was nothing.
Yuanxu's mind is very active and his ideas and steps for solving problems are also very jumpy, so he is not suitable to be a teacher.
In addition, his mind was not on this. As he was talking, he put it over and kissed Ran Jing, rubbed her back through her clothes, and drew down the spine to the sunken place, pressing and rubbing it on her waist.
After finishing, Ran Jing turned out the math test paper and corrected the answer, and bent his left thumb on his lips, turning his pen and thinking hard.
Yuan Xu half leaned against the sofa, took up a strand of her hair and put it on the tip of her nose to smell it, and then walked around her fingertips.
The hair is long.His voice was low and light, like a whisper from a lover.
Ran Jing didn't hear what he said clearly, and made a nasal sound in a vague way as a response.
Yuan Xu was dissatisfied with her perfunctory behavior, so he used some force to pull her hair and said it all over again.
This time Ran Jing heard it clearly, raised his hand and touched the end of his hair to find that it was already reaching his waist. Only then did he remember that he had not cut his hair for a long time.
Since he went to junior high school, Ran Jing has cut all his hair himself.
The length depends on your heart, either in the ear or shoulder-length. I shaved all the troubles before, but I was scolded by my grandmother before I became more restrained.
Yuan Xu had seen her cut her hair.
In his bathroom, he cut it with scissors in front of the mirror, and his waist-length hair suddenly turned into short hair with ears.
Ran Jing never cared about things that were unexpected, and even things like conditioner and body lotion had never been used.
Yuan Xu cared about these things very much. After taking a shower, he would apply her body lotion, although it would change the taste as she smeared her frequently.
Yuan Xu also likes kissing Ran Jing very much.
In school, Ran Jing often received news from Yuan Xu. They kissed in the locker room of the basketball team, kissed in the warehouse where sports equipment was stacked, and even hid behind the curtains of the classroom while running during class breaks.
It is more convenient at home, and you will get a deep kiss as soon as you enter the door.
She kissed her waist until she was limp, picked it up and pressed it on the wall, kissing her from her lips to her fragile neck, caressing her clothes in a good manner, allowing the smell of lust to gradually spread in the air.
Yuan Xu's favorite kiss was given to him by Ran Jing on tiptoe on the day of the college entrance examination.
That was the first time she took the initiative, hooking his neck and leaving a dragonfly kiss on her lips.
Then, Ran Jing disappeared.
I didn’t attend the graduation ceremony, and the graduation certificate and files were sent directly to my home.
Yuan Xu knew that their relationship would end after the college entrance examination, but he never thought it would be so straightforward.
At first he was a little angry, but after he got angry, he felt something was wrong. He vaguely noticed something was hidden and could not figure it out, so he could only become restless.
It's just a toy to vent your desires.Yuan Xu told himself this, ignoring the strange feeling and not reassuring Ran Jing.
One year, two years...
Yuan Xu dreamed of Ran Jing more and more frequently. Sometimes he half-dreamed at night and wanted to catch the person who always had a cold feeling in his arms. Only when he touched the coldness could he distinguish the dream from reality.
The instant loss pierced into the chest like a sharp arrow, and then passed through the back, leaving only severe pain.
Yuan Xu felt that this feeling was very inexplicable. He didn't understand why Ran Jing had disappeared but was still filled with his whole life, and he didn't know what to do to resist this pain.
He was thinking about her all the time, irrelevant to sexual desire.I wonder what she would be doing now, whether she had a good meal and sleep, and whether she would be chanting him like herself.
Probably not.
Ran Jing would not think of him. She wished to be farther away from him, otherwise she would not have walked away so frankly.
Yuan Xu wanted to know Ran Jing's recent situation, but he had no way to know it.
No one contacted her, nor did she contact anyone.Only her head teacher knew which university she went to, but she didn't have her contact information.
After hanging up the phone, Yuan Xu wanted to buy a plane ticket and go back to China to find her. When he was looking at the plane ticket, he suddenly turned off the computer, as if he had encountered some kind of beast.
What is he doing?
Yuan Xu questioned himself, but couldn't answer himself.
He could only use the crowd and alcohol to fill his life, cover up the fact that he longed for Ran Jing, and put all his energy into forgetting Ran Jing.
The idea of seeing Ran Jing was like a huge rock that was so breathless that Yuan Xu couldn't breathe. He crawled with it with difficulty. The more he walked forward, the bigger the rock became.
Yuan Xu was afraid that the huge rock would fall and smash him out of recognition, so he returned to his country like a fleeing, using the excuse of inheriting his family business.
I met Ran Jing again at a welcoming banquet held by my childhood friend.
Yuan Xu came out of the dinner to get some breath and saw Ran Jing in the corridor.
She was smoking.
She still has the same short hair that is easy to care for, a short suit jacket on her body, and a ignited women's cigarette between her fingers.
Ran Jing also saw him, was stunned for a while, but still chose to remain silent.
When did you learn it?Yuan Xu approached her and leaned against the wall as she was.
Ran Jing glanced at the lit cigarette and finally decided to tell the truth. He just learned it a few days ago.
Illuminated the smoke, and watched the fire erode the smoke body bit by bit, as if all the worries were burned to ashes.Shaking off the ashes means shaking off the irritability in your heart.
This was what Ran Jing’s roommate taught her when he came out for dinner a few days ago when he learned that she was annoyed at work.At first, Ran Jing just tried it, but unexpectedly found that it was effective.
Next to it was a small trash can. Ran Jing shook the ashes, then picked it up and threw it in.
The company she joined after graduation is very good and always likes to build a team.Ran Jing refused several times, but he was brought in without any excuses today. Who would have thought he would meet Yuan Xu here?
Ran Jing wanted to leave, but was pulled into another unmanned private room.
After being pressed on the door, Ran Jing remained silent and stared at Yuanxu.
Do you... have nothing to say to me?
Yuan Xu wanted to kiss her but didn't dare. The uneasy and anxious emotions occupied his heart and had no way to vent. The bubbles that were beaten to the shore would easily burst.
Ran Jing was a little confused. What should I say?
Until Ran Jing was half forced to get into Yuanxu's car, she couldn't figure out what Yuanxu was going to say.
Similar things happened to her again and again, and Ran Jing had long been used to it.
She was used to picking up her own things from the trash can, used to ignoring the gossip of others, and even more used to lying on the bed and staring at the ceiling after having sex with Yuanxu.
Yuan Xu originally wanted to help Ran Jing take a shower first and then take a shower by himself.
First, I took a bath for Ran Jing, did it once in the bathroom, put the person in the bathtub and changed the sheets, and came back to put her clothes on the bed. After he finished taking a shower, Ran Jing was just sleepy and could hold her and sleep until dawn.
They have always done this, but today Yuanxu doesn't want to do this anymore.
Today, Ran Jing had a fight with Yuanxu before he had sex with him, and fought all the way from the living room to the bedroom.
Ran Jing was furious and was completely unpredictable. He slapped Yuan Xu directly on the face, and his nails slashed a few red marks on his cheek.
Yuan Xu also gave the gift mercilessly, pressed the person on the bed, pushed his knees between her legs and locked the person under her body.
Ran Jing held up his hands and was grabbed by him. He subconsciously began to struggle, turned his head and bit his arm hard.
Yuan Xu sniffed in pain, raised his hand and pinched her face, and said in a stern tone: Try taking another bite?
The changing neon lights shone on the ground through the floor-to-ceiling windows in the living room. Ran Jing said nothing, using silence as resistance.
In Ran Jing's experience, everything will have a day in the past, just wait quietly.
The butterflies in the Amazon River Basin occasionally flap their wings can cause a tornado in Texas two weeks later. An inconspicuous action can cause a series of huge reactions. If she had not been silent after being bullied but fought back, her life would naturally not be the same as she is now.
Would it be better?Or will it cause a storm?
Ran Jing had no idea, she was afraid of the butterfly effect.
My parents’ marriage is an empty-dead tooth. It’s nothing wrong from the outside, but it’s already full of holes inside, and it hurts faintly when the wind blows.
They chose to pull out this tooth decay and each started a new life.
No one wanted Ran Jing, and the ball was thrown around. In the end, Ran Jing's father was defeated, took the ball and threw it to Ran Jing's grandmother.
Ran Jing has always been a taciturn child. She witnessed her mother hugging her uncle she didn't know and then flapped her wings and told her father, which caused a huge storm.
It would be great if I remain silent.
Ran Jing often had this idea, so she chose to remain silent when the cigarette butt burned her arm. When Yuan Xu asked her if she would like to have sex with him, she also chose to remain silent when she struggled a little and seemed to be threatened.
Anyway, it will pass, just wait silently.
The only time I don’t choose to be silent is when I have sex with Yuanxu.
There is no way to remain silent, the pleasure spreads to all limbs like a tide. Only by groaning in exchange for oxygen can you barely ensure that you are not overwhelmed by the wave and suffocated to death.
Sometimes her breathing will be swallowed up by the Yuanshu.
Yuan Xu liked to lick Ran Jing's lips first, then put the tip of his tongue into his mouth and stir it up, and he was tightly pressed against her.
Every time I kiss, I have to hold my chest tightly. Even if I enter the back, I have to put my chest on her back and cross her face to kiss.
Like a dog in estrus.
Of course, the Yuanshu is not a dog.
He is a popular three-good student on campus, and his family is well-off and well-known.
If nothing unexpected happens, he will go abroad to study in a top university, inherit his family business after he finishes his studies, marry a beautiful girl of equal status, and live a boring and rich life.
He would forget that he had been crazy about a girl's body in high school, and he wanted to stuff his cock into her pussy all the time.
I will also forget that I once spoke harshly to the girl, and then hugged her and expressed my cheap apology after being drunk.
Where is Ran Jing?
He will be admitted to his ideal university, run far away, rely on scholarships and money earned from working, and no longer botheres his father with blood relationships.
I found a job that is not good or bad, rented a one-bedroom house, and stayed in the bay window to read books and bask in the sun when I was free.
Maybe I will go back to see my grandma occasionally, maybe I will never go back.
She will not forget those who have hurt herself, will not forgive, and will not take the initiative to take revenge.
She would remain silent, and might resist a little at some point, but it was only a little bit.
Keep being a tree in autumn, unable to feel the rain, sunrise or frost, and still waiting for a spring day that may never come.
But this is all for the future.
Now Yuan Xu is full of love with Ran Jing, and now Ran Jing is full of studying hard to prepare for the college entrance examination.
Ran Jing is not that smart, her math grades are so bad.
She can understand every sentence in English, memorize the meaning of every major historical event, and write a full-score argumentative essay, but she cannot solve a function question that seems to be handy in the meta-order.
When Yuan Xu was in a good mood, he would take the initiative to ask Ran Jing to explain the questions. He didn't react much when he saw her math test paper. He would only laugh and say that the scores he scored higher than her current scores.
Ran Jing didn't care about his words. She had heard anything ugly, and this level was nothing.
Yuanxu's mind is very active and his ideas and steps for solving problems are also very jumpy, so he is not suitable to be a teacher.
In addition, his mind was not on this. As he was talking, he put it over and kissed Ran Jing, rubbed her back through her clothes, and drew down the spine to the sunken place, pressing and rubbing it on her waist.
After finishing, Ran Jing turned out the math test paper and corrected the answer, and bent his left thumb on his lips, turning his pen and thinking hard.
Yuan Xu half leaned against the sofa, took up a strand of her hair and put it on the tip of her nose to smell it, and then walked around her fingertips.
The hair is long.His voice was low and light, like a whisper from a lover.
Ran Jing didn't hear what he said clearly, and made a nasal sound in a vague way as a response.
Yuan Xu was dissatisfied with her perfunctory behavior, so he used some force to pull her hair and said it all over again.
This time Ran Jing heard it clearly, raised his hand and touched the end of his hair to find that it was already reaching his waist. Only then did he remember that he had not cut his hair for a long time.
Since he went to junior high school, Ran Jing has cut all his hair himself.
The length depends on your heart, either in the ear or shoulder-length. I shaved all the troubles before, but I was scolded by my grandmother before I became more restrained.
Yuan Xu had seen her cut her hair.
In his bathroom, he cut it with scissors in front of the mirror, and his waist-length hair suddenly turned into short hair with ears.
Ran Jing never cared about things that were unexpected, and even things like conditioner and body lotion had never been used.
Yuan Xu cared about these things very much. After taking a shower, he would apply her body lotion, although it would change the taste as she smeared her frequently.
Yuan Xu also likes kissing Ran Jing very much.
In school, Ran Jing often received news from Yuan Xu. They kissed in the locker room of the basketball team, kissed in the warehouse where sports equipment was stacked, and even hid behind the curtains of the classroom while running during class breaks.
It is more convenient at home, and you will get a deep kiss as soon as you enter the door.
She kissed her waist until she was limp, picked it up and pressed it on the wall, kissing her from her lips to her fragile neck, caressing her clothes in a good manner, allowing the smell of lust to gradually spread in the air.
Yuan Xu's favorite kiss was given to him by Ran Jing on tiptoe on the day of the college entrance examination.
That was the first time she took the initiative, hooking his neck and leaving a dragonfly kiss on her lips.
Then, Ran Jing disappeared.
I didn’t attend the graduation ceremony, and the graduation certificate and files were sent directly to my home.
Yuan Xu knew that their relationship would end after the college entrance examination, but he never thought it would be so straightforward.
At first he was a little angry, but after he got angry, he felt something was wrong. He vaguely noticed something was hidden and could not figure it out, so he could only become restless.
It's just a toy to vent your desires.Yuan Xu told himself this, ignoring the strange feeling and not reassuring Ran Jing.
One year, two years...
Yuan Xu dreamed of Ran Jing more and more frequently. Sometimes he half-dreamed at night and wanted to catch the person who always had a cold feeling in his arms. Only when he touched the coldness could he distinguish the dream from reality.
The instant loss pierced into the chest like a sharp arrow, and then passed through the back, leaving only severe pain.
Yuan Xu felt that this feeling was very inexplicable. He didn't understand why Ran Jing had disappeared but was still filled with his whole life, and he didn't know what to do to resist this pain.
He was thinking about her all the time, irrelevant to sexual desire.I wonder what she would be doing now, whether she had a good meal and sleep, and whether she would be chanting him like herself.
Probably not.
Ran Jing would not think of him. She wished to be farther away from him, otherwise she would not have walked away so frankly.
Yuan Xu wanted to know Ran Jing's recent situation, but he had no way to know it.
No one contacted her, nor did she contact anyone.Only her head teacher knew which university she went to, but she didn't have her contact information.
After hanging up the phone, Yuan Xu wanted to buy a plane ticket and go back to China to find her. When he was looking at the plane ticket, he suddenly turned off the computer, as if he had encountered some kind of beast.
What is he doing?
Yuan Xu questioned himself, but couldn't answer himself.
He could only use the crowd and alcohol to fill his life, cover up the fact that he longed for Ran Jing, and put all his energy into forgetting Ran Jing.
The idea of seeing Ran Jing was like a huge rock that was so breathless that Yuan Xu couldn't breathe. He crawled with it with difficulty. The more he walked forward, the bigger the rock became.
Yuan Xu was afraid that the huge rock would fall and smash him out of recognition, so he returned to his country like a fleeing, using the excuse of inheriting his family business.
I met Ran Jing again at a welcoming banquet held by my childhood friend.
Yuan Xu came out of the dinner to get some breath and saw Ran Jing in the corridor.
She was smoking.
She still has the same short hair that is easy to care for, a short suit jacket on her body, and a ignited women's cigarette between her fingers.
Ran Jing also saw him, was stunned for a while, but still chose to remain silent.
When did you learn it?Yuan Xu approached her and leaned against the wall as she was.
Ran Jing glanced at the lit cigarette and finally decided to tell the truth. He just learned it a few days ago.
Illuminated the smoke, and watched the fire erode the smoke body bit by bit, as if all the worries were burned to ashes.Shaking off the ashes means shaking off the irritability in your heart.
This was what Ran Jing’s roommate taught her when he came out for dinner a few days ago when he learned that she was annoyed at work.At first, Ran Jing just tried it, but unexpectedly found that it was effective.
Next to it was a small trash can. Ran Jing shook the ashes, then picked it up and threw it in.
The company she joined after graduation is very good and always likes to build a team.Ran Jing refused several times, but he was brought in without any excuses today. Who would have thought he would meet Yuan Xu here?
Ran Jing wanted to leave, but was pulled into another unmanned private room.
After being pressed on the door, Ran Jing remained silent and stared at Yuanxu.
Do you... have nothing to say to me?
Yuan Xu wanted to kiss her but didn't dare. The uneasy and anxious emotions occupied his heart and had no way to vent. The bubbles that were beaten to the shore would easily burst.
Ran Jing was a little confused. What should I say?
Until Ran Jing was half forced to get into Yuanxu's car, she couldn't figure out what Yuanxu was going to say.