The lights in the banquet hall lit up again. During the short wishing time after the birthday song, Li Zhi's throat seemed to be strangled and could not make a sound.
She is not the one who will regret it, but for the first time she has had such an idea that it would have been better if time could go back.
In that way, she would never talk about the topic to each other, and Pei Yu would not say such hurtful words because of disappointment.
The short few seconds before the lights are clearly the best time to stay, Li Zhi just needs to say in his usual teasing tone, but I must have you, so that Pei Yu can make up his mind to take a gamble again.
But she just looked at Pei Yu silently and lowered her eyes, passing by her and walked towards the banquet hall.
When passing by, Li Zhi's body was fixed and unable to move, and her brain was buzzing.She should have to grab him, whether it is a wrist or a clothes, as long as she can show her reluctance to leave.
Is this what Pei Yu wants?
Li Zhi felt that it was not. Instead of giving him hypocritical love, it would be better to let go.She didn't want to lie to him anymore. She was not a monster who could love others, and there was no need to pretend to be emotional.
Even so, Li Zhi went to Yihuai on Pei Yu’s birthday.
His exact birthday is unknown, so Li Huai simply regarded the day he picked him as his birthday.
Pei Yu never had his birthday, and he became special on February 13 after being with Li Zhi.
This day is usually during the Chinese New Year. When Li Huai was still alive, Pei Yu would celebrate the Chinese New Year with Li Zhi.
On February 13th, Li Zhi would be guarding at midnight at the door. When the time comes, he knocked on his door and said happy birthday to him with a gift.
This happened every year until Li Zhi went to Bei'an, and the door on February 13 was never knocked again.
The cruise ship's birthday party is half a month later.
Li Zhi disappeared in half a month, and as soon as he appeared, he was downstairs of Pei Yu's house. He stood silently in a snowy day for two hours, and when he entered the door, he was covered in snow.
I didn't have time to take off my coat and scarf. After standing for too long, my eyebrows were even broken. I just stared at him and said, "Pei Yu, can you forgive me."
What should I forgive?
Just what I said before.
Li Zhi was vague. She said too many hurtful words, so she simply got together and tried to use the affectionate waiting for two hours in a snowy day to influence him.
Actually, I didn't stand on purpose. Li Zhi just didn't think about what to say when going upstairs. The car was too warm and I just wanted to sleep. I went out and blew my mind out to make it clear and make it easier to think.
After being caught by Pei Yu who was coming home from get off work, she was carried upstairs. The first sentence she said was the opening remark she thought in the car, and she stood for two hours.
If the snow stops, you can leave.Pei Yu did not answer and poured her a glass of warm water.
Li Zhi would not say anything else. It was the most pestering thing that she could forgive her when she ran to Yihuai. No matter how many she could do, she would just say it dryly.
Pei Yu really wanted to let go, but after seeing her hair wet with the melted snow, she didn't let her take a shower.
With their current relationship, Pei Yu was not convenient to ask her to go to the bathroom, so he only took out a disposable towel from his suitcase and handed it to her for her to wipe her hair.
He didn't care whether she would wipe it or not, but turned around and went into the bedroom to close the door, leaving Li Zhi in the living room.
There is a guest room here, and Li Zhi will not sit in the living room for a night.
Pei Yu held his breath behind the door and listened to the movement outside. The sound of slippers rushing on the ground stopped when he walked to the door, and then rang again, accompanied by the sound of the door being pulled open.
Pei Yu couldn't sleep well all night, and woke up at dawn, pricking his ears and listening to the sounds outside.
The sound of the password lock closing sounded, Li Zhizhen left, and didn't even say goodbye.
It was still snowing outside. Pei Yu walked to the balcony and saw Li Zhi walking out in the snow. His red scarf was particularly conspicuous in the snow.
There is a breakfast sold downstairs of his house. A grandmother set up her own stall in the next building. Pei Yu often takes care of her business.
He watched Li Zhi walk over there, and he felt that he was ridiculous now.
I thought Li Zhi regretted it, but as a result, she just came to make up for her inner debts and stood for a few hours to ask if she could forgive her.
His answer is not important at all. Whether he can or cannot, Li Zhi will slap his butt and leave with peace of mind, and even get up for breakfast.
Only he was so uncomfortable because he had broken off his relationship. He couldn't sleep all night and stared at his phone every day and was eager to receive a message from her.
Pei Yu didn't want to watch it anymore, but the people downstairs looked up at him.
The phone rang, and Pei Yu couldn't help but answer.
Li Zhi spoke on the other end, his voice sleepy and asked: Do you want to have breakfast?
Just like it’s okay, it seems that everything has never happened before, but I got up early today and went downstairs to buy breakfast, and called him to ask if he wanted to eat it.
Pei Yu sadly found that she still had emotional fluctuations because of her casual words.
It was like a piece of flowing chocolate, it broke as soon as it bites, and the flowing heart of love could not help but flow out and wrapped it in it.
The barrier he built with great effort was broken by Li Zhi in one sentence.
Is this what I mean by asking me to forgive?
Li Zhi raised her head and called and said: I don’t know...will you forgive me?
What if you forgive you?
Li Zhi was silent for a few seconds and told the truth: I don’t know.
Look, she just came to try it out, and even the way to get forgiveness was casual. She stood for two hours to buy breakfast, and tried whether his heart was soft and would he write down the past.
I didn't think about what happened after that. I took one step at a time and maybe I could finally reach the current situation, but that was the next thing.
Pei Yu didn't want to look at her anymore, so he turned around and walked back to the living room and said: You go back.
Li Zhi on the other end of the phone was still asking him: Then are you not having breakfast today?
Pei Yu didn't say anything and hung up her phone for the first time.
After a few minutes, the password lock rang. Li Zhi walked in with breakfast, took off the scarf stained with snow in one hand and shook it a few times.
Do you know that you are here in Yihuai?Pei Yu knew that he would not be able to drive her away for a while, and he couldn't bear to let her go out in a cold weather, so he looked for a problem with a cold face.
A very clever question, Wen Xiujuan has always been an obstacle between them.
Li Zhi was discovered about dating him in his sophomore year. Wen Xiujuan, who was traveling abroad, was so angry that she returned to China overnight and grabbed Li Zhi into the room to talk.
Pei Yu didn't know what they talked about, but Li Zhi didn't say it. Anyway, Wen Xiujuan looked very dark when she saw him, so she asked them to pay attention not to cause any casualties and didn't care about their relationship anymore.
Li Zhi skillfully opened the dining room tables and chairs and placed the breakfast out.Her tone was very light, and the hanging-up call did not affect her mood. I don’t know if she really didn’t care or had it digested.
She didn't know, I came here secretly.
Did you not call her to wish her a happy New Year this year?I advise you to beat one, otherwise she will say you are ungrateful again.
Pei Yu was scolded by Wen Xiujuan since she was a child, so how could he care about these things?
Compared to this, he was more curious about what Li Zhi wanted to do.That's why he let Li Zhi enter the house and asked her what would happen after she was forgiven.
He doesn't hate Li Zhi.
Even if her love was abandoned and trampled on her at will, Pei Yu didn't think Li Zhi was so bad.
She was just born in a family that didn't understand her lover. She didn't know how to love her, nor did she know how to treat the person who loved her.
Li Zhi just obeyed his original heart and brought his love back into his nest as a glowing diamond.Like the little dragon in Western culture, it only feels safe if you spread the treasure under your body as a bed and pillow it on it.
If you don’t hate, you won’t forgive this.
Pei Yu asked her to return to Bei'an and said that she had forgiven her.
Things were a little different from what Li Zhi thought. She was a little confused and her hands and feet began to lose strength.
I drove back to Bei'an obediently. On the way, I answered a call from Wen Xiujuan and lied that I would go back now at my friend's house these two days.
The car was out of gas on a street near home. Li Zhi stood by the roadside waiting for the trailer. He put his mobile phone on the car to charge it. He wanted to smoke and search all over his body but couldn't find one.
Fortunately, there was a convenience store nearby. She bought a pack of cigarettes with cash. When she took out the lighter to light the cigarette, she felt even more confused when she remembered that the lighter was a birthday gift from Pei Yu.
Pei Yu did not agree with her smoking, but he couldn't control it.He smoked himself, and the smoker advised another person not to smoke. It was not convincing and was easily ridiculed by the latter.
He was not addicted to smoking, and smoking was a helpless act of human relationships. After becoming President Pei, he quit smoking.
After quitting smoking, she couldn't smell the smoke and felt choked. Occasionally, Li Zhi was scolded for smoking in front of him, asking her to go outside if she wanted to smoke.
Li Zhi is not addicted, she smokes out of curiosity.
The first time I smoked the Twelve Beauties of Jinling in yellow packaged by someone else. I forgot what flavor I just remember that the tobacco smells very strong and special. People who like it will like it will hate it. She happens to be the former.
Later, the cigarettes were also very mixed, and she tried most of the cigarette brands on the market.
Li Zhi had a note on his mobile phone, which contained contact information from several cigarette generations. He also remembered the taste of those cigarettes, like a treasure hunting diary.
In order to make her quit smoking, Pei Yu bought her an electronic cigarette for her to transition.It's quite sweet and has all kinds of flavors, but it doesn't feel real in the mouth. Li Zhi doesn't like it, so she stops sucking after she sucks once.
She didn't smoke much, and she was really good at smoking at college. Later, Li Huai passed away. Li Zhi realized how important it is to be healthy and stopped smoking. She just gave her one when she was under great pressure.
Pei Yu gave him a lighter to his preference. They had just quarreled over the issue of smoking during that period.His gift of lighter was a birthday gift, and it was also a disguised compromise.
Pei Yu knew that Li Zhi would only smoke when she encountered something difficult to solve. When she saw the opportunity to light the cigarette, she thought of him when she saw the lightning. In this way, the first person she thought of when she was in trouble was him.
It's not considered ulterior motives, it's just that Li Zhi can realize that there is someone around her who can help her.
The lighter turned around his fingertips twice. Li Zhi held the unlit cigarette in his mouth, threw the lighter and cigarette case into the center console, leaning against the car and sighed deeply.
She is actually not worthy of Pei Yu being so kind to her.
She is a vampire who seeks excessively in emotional relationships. She naturally thinks that Pei Yu is her property and her blood-sucking bag.
Their relationship has always been unequal, so now that Li Zhi's move to seek balance in this relationship has become ridiculous.
Li Zhi really wanted to make up for her inner debt through these actions, but when she was standing down Pei Yu, when the snowflakes fell on her body, she thought in her mind that Pei Yu had snowed before and was waiting for her to make up for classes and after school?
When he got home, Wen Xiujuan was not here, maybe she was going out to play cards with her sisters.Li Zhi sent a message saying that she was home. I wonder if it was because of the excessive cold wind that made her dizzy and her nose was blocked.
She took out the medicine box and took her body temperature and passed a little after thirty-eight.
Yes, I stood in the snow for two hours yesterday, and today I waited in the wind for half an hour. It is normal to have a fever.
Li Zhi took a shower and took medicine. Before going to bed in a daze, he was still thinking about the previous questions. He called Pei Yu and wanted to ask if he was cold at that time.
The phone was opened for a long time. Li Zhi and others fell asleep, and the phone was still in their hands. The sound of breathing that became heavy due to the congestion of the nose was transmitted to Yihuai through the radio waves.
Pei Yu felt something was wrong after hearing this, so he called out a few words softly.
Li Zhi was not asleep. When he heard his voice, he shuddered and put his phone in his ear with half-squinted eyes.
What's wrong?Are you feeling uncomfortable?
...I had a fever.
Maybe it was because the fever was too high, and Li Zhi couldn't feel uncomfortable, so her nose was a little blocked and her body was exhausted.
Is there anyone at home?
My mother went out, auntie, she came to work after the New Year.
Pei Yu asked, and she answered, her voice getting lighter and lighter, her eyes couldn't open, but she didn't want to hang up the phone, and she pestered him.
Pei Yu, I want to go to bed.
She really couldn't hold on anymore, and her eyelids were fighting.
Pei Yu had already taken the car keys and went downstairs. While pressing the elevator door, he said to her: Go to bed, don’t hang up the phone, I’ll go there now.
She is not the one who will regret it, but for the first time she has had such an idea that it would have been better if time could go back.
In that way, she would never talk about the topic to each other, and Pei Yu would not say such hurtful words because of disappointment.
The short few seconds before the lights are clearly the best time to stay, Li Zhi just needs to say in his usual teasing tone, but I must have you, so that Pei Yu can make up his mind to take a gamble again.
But she just looked at Pei Yu silently and lowered her eyes, passing by her and walked towards the banquet hall.
When passing by, Li Zhi's body was fixed and unable to move, and her brain was buzzing.She should have to grab him, whether it is a wrist or a clothes, as long as she can show her reluctance to leave.
Is this what Pei Yu wants?
Li Zhi felt that it was not. Instead of giving him hypocritical love, it would be better to let go.She didn't want to lie to him anymore. She was not a monster who could love others, and there was no need to pretend to be emotional.
Even so, Li Zhi went to Yihuai on Pei Yu’s birthday.
His exact birthday is unknown, so Li Huai simply regarded the day he picked him as his birthday.
Pei Yu never had his birthday, and he became special on February 13 after being with Li Zhi.
This day is usually during the Chinese New Year. When Li Huai was still alive, Pei Yu would celebrate the Chinese New Year with Li Zhi.
On February 13th, Li Zhi would be guarding at midnight at the door. When the time comes, he knocked on his door and said happy birthday to him with a gift.
This happened every year until Li Zhi went to Bei'an, and the door on February 13 was never knocked again.
The cruise ship's birthday party is half a month later.
Li Zhi disappeared in half a month, and as soon as he appeared, he was downstairs of Pei Yu's house. He stood silently in a snowy day for two hours, and when he entered the door, he was covered in snow.
I didn't have time to take off my coat and scarf. After standing for too long, my eyebrows were even broken. I just stared at him and said, "Pei Yu, can you forgive me."
What should I forgive?
Just what I said before.
Li Zhi was vague. She said too many hurtful words, so she simply got together and tried to use the affectionate waiting for two hours in a snowy day to influence him.
Actually, I didn't stand on purpose. Li Zhi just didn't think about what to say when going upstairs. The car was too warm and I just wanted to sleep. I went out and blew my mind out to make it clear and make it easier to think.
After being caught by Pei Yu who was coming home from get off work, she was carried upstairs. The first sentence she said was the opening remark she thought in the car, and she stood for two hours.
If the snow stops, you can leave.Pei Yu did not answer and poured her a glass of warm water.
Li Zhi would not say anything else. It was the most pestering thing that she could forgive her when she ran to Yihuai. No matter how many she could do, she would just say it dryly.
Pei Yu really wanted to let go, but after seeing her hair wet with the melted snow, she didn't let her take a shower.
With their current relationship, Pei Yu was not convenient to ask her to go to the bathroom, so he only took out a disposable towel from his suitcase and handed it to her for her to wipe her hair.
He didn't care whether she would wipe it or not, but turned around and went into the bedroom to close the door, leaving Li Zhi in the living room.
There is a guest room here, and Li Zhi will not sit in the living room for a night.
Pei Yu held his breath behind the door and listened to the movement outside. The sound of slippers rushing on the ground stopped when he walked to the door, and then rang again, accompanied by the sound of the door being pulled open.
Pei Yu couldn't sleep well all night, and woke up at dawn, pricking his ears and listening to the sounds outside.
The sound of the password lock closing sounded, Li Zhizhen left, and didn't even say goodbye.
It was still snowing outside. Pei Yu walked to the balcony and saw Li Zhi walking out in the snow. His red scarf was particularly conspicuous in the snow.
There is a breakfast sold downstairs of his house. A grandmother set up her own stall in the next building. Pei Yu often takes care of her business.
He watched Li Zhi walk over there, and he felt that he was ridiculous now.
I thought Li Zhi regretted it, but as a result, she just came to make up for her inner debts and stood for a few hours to ask if she could forgive her.
His answer is not important at all. Whether he can or cannot, Li Zhi will slap his butt and leave with peace of mind, and even get up for breakfast.
Only he was so uncomfortable because he had broken off his relationship. He couldn't sleep all night and stared at his phone every day and was eager to receive a message from her.
Pei Yu didn't want to watch it anymore, but the people downstairs looked up at him.
The phone rang, and Pei Yu couldn't help but answer.
Li Zhi spoke on the other end, his voice sleepy and asked: Do you want to have breakfast?
Just like it’s okay, it seems that everything has never happened before, but I got up early today and went downstairs to buy breakfast, and called him to ask if he wanted to eat it.
Pei Yu sadly found that she still had emotional fluctuations because of her casual words.
It was like a piece of flowing chocolate, it broke as soon as it bites, and the flowing heart of love could not help but flow out and wrapped it in it.
The barrier he built with great effort was broken by Li Zhi in one sentence.
Is this what I mean by asking me to forgive?
Li Zhi raised her head and called and said: I don’t know...will you forgive me?
What if you forgive you?
Li Zhi was silent for a few seconds and told the truth: I don’t know.
Look, she just came to try it out, and even the way to get forgiveness was casual. She stood for two hours to buy breakfast, and tried whether his heart was soft and would he write down the past.
I didn't think about what happened after that. I took one step at a time and maybe I could finally reach the current situation, but that was the next thing.
Pei Yu didn't want to look at her anymore, so he turned around and walked back to the living room and said: You go back.
Li Zhi on the other end of the phone was still asking him: Then are you not having breakfast today?
Pei Yu didn't say anything and hung up her phone for the first time.
After a few minutes, the password lock rang. Li Zhi walked in with breakfast, took off the scarf stained with snow in one hand and shook it a few times.
Do you know that you are here in Yihuai?Pei Yu knew that he would not be able to drive her away for a while, and he couldn't bear to let her go out in a cold weather, so he looked for a problem with a cold face.
A very clever question, Wen Xiujuan has always been an obstacle between them.
Li Zhi was discovered about dating him in his sophomore year. Wen Xiujuan, who was traveling abroad, was so angry that she returned to China overnight and grabbed Li Zhi into the room to talk.
Pei Yu didn't know what they talked about, but Li Zhi didn't say it. Anyway, Wen Xiujuan looked very dark when she saw him, so she asked them to pay attention not to cause any casualties and didn't care about their relationship anymore.
Li Zhi skillfully opened the dining room tables and chairs and placed the breakfast out.Her tone was very light, and the hanging-up call did not affect her mood. I don’t know if she really didn’t care or had it digested.
She didn't know, I came here secretly.
Did you not call her to wish her a happy New Year this year?I advise you to beat one, otherwise she will say you are ungrateful again.
Pei Yu was scolded by Wen Xiujuan since she was a child, so how could he care about these things?
Compared to this, he was more curious about what Li Zhi wanted to do.That's why he let Li Zhi enter the house and asked her what would happen after she was forgiven.
He doesn't hate Li Zhi.
Even if her love was abandoned and trampled on her at will, Pei Yu didn't think Li Zhi was so bad.
She was just born in a family that didn't understand her lover. She didn't know how to love her, nor did she know how to treat the person who loved her.
Li Zhi just obeyed his original heart and brought his love back into his nest as a glowing diamond.Like the little dragon in Western culture, it only feels safe if you spread the treasure under your body as a bed and pillow it on it.
If you don’t hate, you won’t forgive this.
Pei Yu asked her to return to Bei'an and said that she had forgiven her.
Things were a little different from what Li Zhi thought. She was a little confused and her hands and feet began to lose strength.
I drove back to Bei'an obediently. On the way, I answered a call from Wen Xiujuan and lied that I would go back now at my friend's house these two days.
The car was out of gas on a street near home. Li Zhi stood by the roadside waiting for the trailer. He put his mobile phone on the car to charge it. He wanted to smoke and search all over his body but couldn't find one.
Fortunately, there was a convenience store nearby. She bought a pack of cigarettes with cash. When she took out the lighter to light the cigarette, she felt even more confused when she remembered that the lighter was a birthday gift from Pei Yu.
Pei Yu did not agree with her smoking, but he couldn't control it.He smoked himself, and the smoker advised another person not to smoke. It was not convincing and was easily ridiculed by the latter.
He was not addicted to smoking, and smoking was a helpless act of human relationships. After becoming President Pei, he quit smoking.
After quitting smoking, she couldn't smell the smoke and felt choked. Occasionally, Li Zhi was scolded for smoking in front of him, asking her to go outside if she wanted to smoke.
Li Zhi is not addicted, she smokes out of curiosity.
The first time I smoked the Twelve Beauties of Jinling in yellow packaged by someone else. I forgot what flavor I just remember that the tobacco smells very strong and special. People who like it will like it will hate it. She happens to be the former.
Later, the cigarettes were also very mixed, and she tried most of the cigarette brands on the market.
Li Zhi had a note on his mobile phone, which contained contact information from several cigarette generations. He also remembered the taste of those cigarettes, like a treasure hunting diary.
In order to make her quit smoking, Pei Yu bought her an electronic cigarette for her to transition.It's quite sweet and has all kinds of flavors, but it doesn't feel real in the mouth. Li Zhi doesn't like it, so she stops sucking after she sucks once.
She didn't smoke much, and she was really good at smoking at college. Later, Li Huai passed away. Li Zhi realized how important it is to be healthy and stopped smoking. She just gave her one when she was under great pressure.
Pei Yu gave him a lighter to his preference. They had just quarreled over the issue of smoking during that period.His gift of lighter was a birthday gift, and it was also a disguised compromise.
Pei Yu knew that Li Zhi would only smoke when she encountered something difficult to solve. When she saw the opportunity to light the cigarette, she thought of him when she saw the lightning. In this way, the first person she thought of when she was in trouble was him.
It's not considered ulterior motives, it's just that Li Zhi can realize that there is someone around her who can help her.
The lighter turned around his fingertips twice. Li Zhi held the unlit cigarette in his mouth, threw the lighter and cigarette case into the center console, leaning against the car and sighed deeply.
She is actually not worthy of Pei Yu being so kind to her.
She is a vampire who seeks excessively in emotional relationships. She naturally thinks that Pei Yu is her property and her blood-sucking bag.
Their relationship has always been unequal, so now that Li Zhi's move to seek balance in this relationship has become ridiculous.
Li Zhi really wanted to make up for her inner debt through these actions, but when she was standing down Pei Yu, when the snowflakes fell on her body, she thought in her mind that Pei Yu had snowed before and was waiting for her to make up for classes and after school?
When he got home, Wen Xiujuan was not here, maybe she was going out to play cards with her sisters.Li Zhi sent a message saying that she was home. I wonder if it was because of the excessive cold wind that made her dizzy and her nose was blocked.
She took out the medicine box and took her body temperature and passed a little after thirty-eight.
Yes, I stood in the snow for two hours yesterday, and today I waited in the wind for half an hour. It is normal to have a fever.
Li Zhi took a shower and took medicine. Before going to bed in a daze, he was still thinking about the previous questions. He called Pei Yu and wanted to ask if he was cold at that time.
The phone was opened for a long time. Li Zhi and others fell asleep, and the phone was still in their hands. The sound of breathing that became heavy due to the congestion of the nose was transmitted to Yihuai through the radio waves.
Pei Yu felt something was wrong after hearing this, so he called out a few words softly.
Li Zhi was not asleep. When he heard his voice, he shuddered and put his phone in his ear with half-squinted eyes.
What's wrong?Are you feeling uncomfortable?
...I had a fever.
Maybe it was because the fever was too high, and Li Zhi couldn't feel uncomfortable, so her nose was a little blocked and her body was exhausted.
Is there anyone at home?
My mother went out, auntie, she came to work after the New Year.
Pei Yu asked, and she answered, her voice getting lighter and lighter, her eyes couldn't open, but she didn't want to hang up the phone, and she pestered him.
Pei Yu, I want to go to bed.
She really couldn't hold on anymore, and her eyelids were fighting.
Pei Yu had already taken the car keys and went downstairs. While pressing the elevator door, he said to her: Go to bed, don’t hang up the phone, I’ll go there now.
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