Chapter 13 Test

She Yi returned to the bedroom and was in a mess. She sat on the bed in a pissy manner and pounded the bed a few times. She was not satisfied, but she was still very depressed.

She couldn't tell what she felt now, she felt distressed, regretful, at a loss and was a little scared

She wanted to raise her child well, but she refused her father's concern. In order not to distract Xiaobei, she even planned to be alone forever in her life. She knew the harm of remarriage to the children. Aunt Wang taught her, and she also did it well, but what was the problem?

When did Xiaobei have such an idea? Why didn’t there be any signs?

She thought for a long time, her mind was broken, but she didn't think of any result, but she threw herself heavily on the bed, closed her eyes, and thought carefully about which part was wrong.

She racked her brains and couldn't think of it. She took out her mobile phone and Baidu. The word "incest" lingers on her fingertips and hesitates that she can't force herself to click the confirmation button, and silly typed "What should I do if the child is too sticky to the mother?"

The answers given by the search engine are strange and she has been struggling for a long time and she dares not see a psychologist. Xiaobei is still so young. If this kind of thing comes out, he will be finished in his life.

Maybe, he is just too young and can't face his emotions. It doesn't matter, maybe he's just thinking too much, she keeps comforting herself and doing psychological construction for herself

Although She Yi was in a panic, for Liu Lubei, today's day was a perfectly satisfying experience.

The next morning, She Yi sat by the bed with dark circles hanging on the side of the bed. When she heard Aunt Wang calling Xiaobei for dinner, and then went out to Xiaobei, the whole house was completely quiet, and she left the bedroom.

She thought about it all night but didn't think about how to face her son, so she simply avoided it

Liu Lubei, who was in the tutoring class, was in a good mood and took off. He could imagine the result today before going to bed. It doesn't matter. He gave her time and waited for her to consume it slowly. He could afford it.

After a few days, even Aunt Wang could see something wrong with the two, especially She Yi. No matter what she was doing, as soon as she heard Xiaobei's voice, she would go upstairs quickly, and wish she could hide in the house forever.

One day at lunch, She Yijing chewed the rice in her mouth absent-mindedly and heard the sound of the password lock being successfully turned on. She thought that Aunt Wang, who was buying vegetables, was back, and didn't care. She asked lazily: Why is it so fast today?

As soon as he finished speaking, he saw Xiaobei carrying his schoolbag, waving his energetic figure and sitting opposite her. He was just having lunch now? He looked at his watch and it was almost two o'clock.

She was shocked and almost poked into her throat. She lowered her head and did not dare to meet his scorching gaze. Her voice was as low as a mosquito. She hummed: Just woke up

She just woke up. In order to disconnect from Xiaobei's biological clock, she waited for him to eat for another half an hour before she dared to leave the bedroom door, for fear of meeting him. Who knew today...

Liu Lubei knew that she was hiding from him, she knew that she was timid and had a thin face. Hearing this, he did not expose her lies, but just said lightly "yes"

She Yi was not eating there, nor was she not eating it. She really couldn't stand the atmosphere, so she planned to retract her turtle shell and continue to hide.

Seeing her thoughts, Liu Lubei hung the back of her schoolbag on the back of her chair and walked over slowly

She Yi was so scared that she stood up, and turned around and wanted to run upstairs. She didn't ignore it just now. Xiaobei looked at her with a straight desire and unconcealed possession, and was creepy.

No matter how much mental construction is built every night, it is now empty. Her head is blank, and there is only one thought. He is too dangerous now.

Mom, where are you going?

A light sentence made She Yi's footsteps suddenly move in place She Yi's brain. Finally, she made up her heart and had a stiff smile on her face: Xiaobei, let's talk

Liu Lubei, who was standing, sat down against the chair, looked at her with a doting look on his face, poured a glass of water and handed over: Drink some water first to moisten his throat

She Yi was so sad that she wanted to cry because of his tenderness and sweetness. She said bitterly: Xiaobei, is there anyone in your history textbook called Zhu Xi?

Liu Lubei looked at her without blinking. He hasn't seen her for a long time since his birthday. He was under the same roof, but he thought she felt sorry for her. Yes

She Yi's fingers that were nervously holding the cup turned white and he spoke in fear. Do you remember that he put forward a very famous view called "preserving the laws of nature and destroying human desires"?

As he said that, he looked at his expression secretly, then swallowed his saliva and continued to enlighten him: It means that we must obey the laws of nature and eliminate human desires. The most fundamental sign of human beings is that people maintain the laws of nature, which are the fundamental signs of human beings, that is, the principles of human ethics. Only when we remove selfish desires and destroy ourselves can we have the innate goodness of people.

After hearing her talk, Liu Lubei smiled with a smile on his eyes. The brighter he smiled, the more nervous She Yi became.

Just like now, his beautiful face smiled like a sunflower, but She Yi thought that he would become a man-eating flower in the next moment, and swallowed her small body and the leather and bones, without chewing it.

Liu Lubei suddenly stood up, stretched out his left hand and touched her head. The smoothness of his hand made him linger, and even forgot to take back his palm. Mom is so cute

She Yi was really scared by his sudden movements so much that he almost fell off the stool. He didn't even catch the cup in his hand. He rolled down with a groan, and the water flowed all over his legs.

Liu Lubei looked at her wet legs and her face suddenly changed: Is it hot or not? Why don’t you know how to hide?

Although the words were stern, the tone and the movement of helping her wipe her legs were very gentle. The perverted look of her face changed in one second made her want to call the police.

She Yi shook his lips and did not dare to speak. Liu Lubei was sure that her legs were fine. He stared at her eyes and placed his hands on the armrest of her chair with his hands, his tone and his eyes were sharp; Mom, do you know how future generations wrote about Zhu Xi?

As he said that she seemed to be attracted by his words, he pushed his tongue against his palate, smiling with satisfaction, saying that he "tempted the nuns and the wife was pregnant because of their favor, and the wife was not a husband." Tell me, should I learn from him?

She Yi looked at him squatting in front of him, looking like a good baby who was studying hard, but his words were shocking and his little heart was scared to death.

She cursed herself in her heart that she had found some example and explained tremblingly: It's wrong for him to learn this.

Liu Lubei smiled happily, and the harshness in his eyes faded a little. He asked obediently: Am I good?

Great

That mom rewards me

She Yi frowned in confusion, feeling a little at a loss for the sudden request for praise.

Is it okay for mom to kiss me?

Unexpectedly, he dared to make such a arrogant and unreasonable request in broad daylight, She Yi's face turned red

Just as I was thinking about how to reject him, Aunt Wang came back, Liu Lubei stood up calmly and greeted him as usual, Aunt Wang

Didn’t Xiaobei go to a tutoring class?

Liu Lubei walked over and carried his schoolbag, nodded. He forgot to bring the things, come back to get them. Goodbye Mom, goodbye Aunt Wang.

Aunt Wang looked at him going out with a look of relief: Madam, look at how sensible Xiaobei is now. He goes to school every day and doesn't stay outside for a long time after school.

She Yi nodded randomly, her mind was now blurred

She remembered the abnormality before, her swollen mouth and clean underwear every morning, and Xiaobei's eyes became more and more explicit...

Can't think about it anymore, if you continue to think about it, you will be blinded by your eyes

She ran back to the second floor in panic, walked around the room anxiously, thinking for a long time and didn't know what to do, but as it was getting dark outside, she made a decision

Pack up the clothes and essentials you want to wear recently, and go downstairs with your suitcase

Aunt Wang was confused by her sudden trip: Madam, where are you going?

She Yi made an excuse: Song Yuan asked me to go to Saipan for a few days. I'll go there now. When Xiaobei asked, you said I'm abroad.

After saying that, before she could reply, she hurried out and escaped from the cage that suffocated her.

At night, Aunt Wang sat alone in the living room Liu Lubei got off school. As soon as he entered the room

Or the imagined scene, silently, he changed his shoes while asking casually: Aunt Wang, has my mother eaten again?

Aunt Wang helped him take off his schoolbag and hang it up. The wife made an appointment with someone else to go abroad to play.

Liu Lubei's aura was instantly suppressed, his gloomy face was covered with dark clouds, his heart beat rapidly, and his blood boiled. This feeling of being out of control made him very displeased. He gritted his teeth and asked: When? Why didn't you say it in advance

Frightened by his sudden change of face, Aunt Wang was frightened: Madam just left, she didn't tell me before that she had traveled again recently

Just left?

Yes, shortly after you went to the tutoring class, the lady hurriedly left

Liu Lubei lowered his head and didn't know what he was thinking. Aunt Wang saw that he was not as scary as before, so she spoke carefully: Xiaobei, don't be angry, my wife usually loves traveling. Since you came, she hasn't gone out for more than half a year. I haven't told you, probably because she is afraid that you will worry.

I see

After saying that, he went upstairs alone silently, and at the corner of the stairs, he paused, which was supposed to turn left, and turned to the right.

He pushed open the door and opened the bedside table directly. His irritability disappeared instantly. He picked up the book in the drawer, opened it, and touched the photo above lovely: Mom, if you are not good again, I won’t force you anymore, why are you not obedient? Hum?

A sinister voice echoed in the empty room, looking extremely terrifying

She Yi was originally planning to join a friend, but when she called, she was told that she was either in another place or was traveling.

There was no choice but to go to the hotel alone. When she opened the room, she hesitated for a moment. Thinking of the situation at home, she resolutely booked for a month.