On September 24th, the day when the results of the test were completed, my grades were not out yet, but the top ten should be stable. I was immersed in the joy of achieving results, and I was worried that Zheng Yi did not make progress under my two weeks of teaching.
In the afternoon, a female classmate in the same class found me with a serious expression. She was the one in Zheng Yi's small group who had a good relationship with us. I was confused for a while and wanted to tease her with a smile, but she pulled her out of the door before she could say it.
There were many people in the corridor after class. I followed her and keenly noticed that something was wrong with the atmosphere around me.
In junior high school, I was very popular and had good popularity. In addition, my grades have improved by leaps and bounds and have been publicly commended several times in the whole grade. Most people don’t say they are very familiar with each other, but they are also nodding friends.
But now, the people in the corridor seem to be avoiding my sight. After walking away, I felt many gazes behind me, like the discomfort on the back of the thorn made me unquestionably the purpose of her coming to me.
I was so optimistic that I couldn't help but feel so beautiful. Could it be that she came to me to confess.
We walked to the corner of the corridor stairs, and she looked around again and confirmed that there was no teacher or others, and took out her cell phone.
It was not my fantasy confession, but a nightmare that dragged me over the years later.
A photo was suddenly displayed on the screen of the phone. It was what Zheng Yi and I took at Yang Lin’s house that day, and my head exploded.
My hands trembled and picked up the phone. Fortunately, there were mosaics on the key parts of our photos. I asked her with luck, did Zheng Yi send it to you?
Click to exit the preview of the picture. During today's lunch break, the photo was posted in the grade group. Click the sender's avatar, which is a newly registered QQ account.
I felt cold sweat from behind and hurried to Zheng Yi's classroom. Through the back door, I saw Zheng Yi looking at her desk dullly. She didn't care about the strange gazes other classmates cast at me, clenched her hands and walked straight towards her.
Facing Zheng Yi who was closed in her own world, I didn't know how to speak, so I had to take her hand and walk out the door.
Zheng Yi, who is usually full of energy, has a cold hand during this autumnal equinox when the heat has not yet dissipated.
I walked through the uncrowded crowd with her weak, running away strangely in the familiar corridor.
Finally, I came to a secluded corner and got a short time for the two of them to be alone. I held her shoulders, looked straight into her red eyes, and fell into silence.
What should I say?
I didn't know about this and tried my best to get rid of my suspicion?
I still give her comfort that I can't accept, after all, all this has happened and will lead to serious consequences.
I claim to be good at studying, but under the real problem, no matter how I solve it, I cannot change the fact that this is a dead end.
The class bell didn’t leave me any time to consider. Chen Wen, why don’t you go to class yet?Teacher Tang, who happened to pass by, saw us like this and did not mean to blame him.
I could only squeeze out a bitter smile, pull Zheng Yi and walk towards her class.Zheng Yi wanted to walk back quietly through the back door, but was stopped by the teacher in class. The late classmate came in through the front door!
I leaned against the wall and cursed, for fear that Zheng Yi would not be able to hold on and collapse. I held my breath and listened to the movements in the classroom, and made up my mind that once she could not hold on, no matter how big the consequences were, I would take her away without hesitation.
Fortunately, Zheng Yi followed the teacher's instructions. I watched her return to her seat safely before I felt relieved and hurried back to the classroom.
The preparatory bell has passed, and the teacher may not make things difficult for me because I did well in the monthly exam.
All afternoon, I was feeling uneasy and thought about the solution.
As soon as the school bell rang, I rushed straight to Zheng Yi's classroom. She still stared at the table. Liu Qingwen came over to comfort her, but I had something to say to Zheng Yi in front of her. Liu Qingwen, you go first today.
I saw that she had some concerns, but I still left by myself.I helped Zheng Yi clean up her schoolbag. After leaving the school gate, I breathed a sigh of relief and walked without saying a word to a place where there were no people from the same school.
That... believe it or not... that photo... was not sent by me!I know that I have fundamental mistakes in taking photos and have a criminal record, but I think I am not trying to clear my responsibilities, but trying to clarify the ins and outs of the accident.
Zheng Yi didn't respond to me, it wasn't too bad, at least I could finish my words slowly.
I saw the photos in the group. The key parts were mosaiced, but in fact it was nothing. I felt that it was lacking some persuasion, so I added another sentence. And I had a dick in front of so many girls before, and once I got an erection!Isn't this nothing...
I will continue to talk vividly. Let me take a nude photo of me and send it out without mosaicing, so that my limelight will overshadow you!And there are actually no people in that group, only sixty or seventy...
I went to find the group leader and asked him to disband the group so that the photos would be gone. Speaking of the latter, I couldn't even convince myself.
Zheng Yi still said nothing, looking at the ground empty.
I swear I have never posted photos, and you have not posted photos randomly. Yang Lin has no photos at all. It can only be that Liu Qingwen sent it. I swear to express my speculation.
It's not her. Zheng Yi finally responded to me.
Why isn't it her?Who else can be there besides her?I questioned that I swear!I promise!I haven't sent it out!I'll show you my phone to see if I've published pictures and have I opened a small account!
I'm so anxious. Don't protect her just because she is your good friend!She is causing us both!
OK... Stop talking. Zheng Yi looked at me tiredly, her eyes were wet. Things happened. Besides, what's the use of these...
I held my forehead with a split headache, and the heavy reality made me breathless. I started to swear, wondering. Who else could I have if it wasn't that bitch?
If I told you that it wasn't her, it was definitely not her. Zheng Yi quickly walked forward and left me with a crying voice.
A few steps away, he turned around and threatened me with rain. And!You are not allowed to trouble her!
After hearing what she said, I became more convinced that Liu Qingwen sent out our photos.
I rushed over and pulled her forearm ruthlessly, trying to continue controversy, but when I saw Zheng Yi's face full of tears, my heart softened and I held back my words.
It's Ah, things have happened, and it's impossible to change the facts if you do it, and I don't want to intensify her emotions again.
There was nothing to say along the way. When I approached the community, I took out a napkin, held her face, wiped away the tears for her, and said bitterly that it would be bad if they saw the crying nose.
I haven't figured out how to deal with it yet, so I can only try to pretend that nothing has happened and delay it.
When I got home, she didn't come to my house to do my homework together. I watched her walk upstairs down, but I could do nothing.
Fortunately, Mom Wang and Aunt Zhang both went to buy vegetables, so I hope she can adjust her mentality.
On the way to school the next day.
Chen Wen, I don’t want to go anymore Zheng Yi stopped.
If you don't go to school, everyone... will know. I feel a faint swelling and pain in my temples. I pretend that it's okay and I can hide it from parents and teachers.
Zheng Yi didn't say anything, just grabbed the corner of my clothes.
Have you thought about it?If you skip school, you may have no room for recovery. I took a deep breath. Things will be exposed and we will be punished and dropped out of school!
Zheng Yi was a little disappointed. Is it okay to go to school?
I can't answer because I don't know, I can only delay.
Chen Wen, go to school. If you have good grades, they won’t fire you. Zheng Yi let go.
I feel bitter in my heart. Let's hold on for a while these days, maybe it's okay after this period of time.
Zheng Yi shook her head and walked towards the corridor by the river.
I was naturally worried and chased me over. You are more rational. Think about it, if the teacher doesn't go to school, he will definitely ask what happened. Then it's all over. If you go to school, you might have a chance...
Zheng Yi didn't say anything without saying anything, so she found a stool to sit down, staring blankly at the river. There were already many elderly people coming to exercise in the morning.
Time passed minute by minute, and I went from being anxious to being ashamed, and the time for early self-study has passed.
I looked at the lake like Zheng Yi with laughter and cry.
Don't you go to school?Zheng Yi, who was silent the moment ago, turned her head and asked me.
Faced with the fact that it was about to be revealed, my heart was so heartbroken that I went alone and it was useless. We were grasshoppers on the same rope for a long time.
Alas... When you are expelled, have you ever thought about what we do after we drop out of school?I pretended to be relaxed.
Zheng Yi smiled and said to me confidently, Chen Wen, don’t worry, you will not be fired.
I just thought it was her comforting me. I closed my eyes and resisted the sourness in my eyes.
Breathing the freshness of the soil and running water, I haven't sat together like this indifferently for a long time. If this doesn't happen, how great it would be to be able to enjoy this comfort with peace of mind.
The abortions would inevitably look at our young couple who skipped classes in surprise. I was very grateful that they did not come to disturb us. By noon, I was hungry.
I took Zheng Yi's hand and said, "Let's go, go back."
Zheng Yi followed obediently, Chen Wen, what should they do if they found out?
Now I know you're scared?It's already noon, they must have known I'm a little annoyed. Is Zheng Yi naively not understanding, or is she just trying to take revenge? I have no intention of thinking that we are finished, and there is no way back to make up for it!
After returning home, both Wang’s mother and Aunt Zhang were not there. I looked at the dozen or so phones I pinched off on my phone. They should be all in school now. I sighed deeply and said that the matter was messed up.
Let’s have something first. I took a bag of biscuits for Zheng Yi, and I also had to face the storm that was about to come. The rough and dry biscuits tasted like chewing wax in my mouth.
In the afternoon, they returned home and were shocked to see Zheng Yi and I at home.
I haven't seen Wang Mom so angry in two or three years. She walked towards me quickly and slapped me in the face. I didn't hide. Little bastard, are you going to piss me to death?
Aunt Zhang also walked to Zheng Yi and acted to beat her daughter. I quickly protected Zheng Yi. Auntie, don’t hit her, it’s all my fault!
I stopped myself from the blame. Before Zheng Yi could speak, I covered her mouth, hugged her and pushed it out the door, closing the door, and nippled so hoarsely that she couldn't retort. Do you know if you go back first?
Aunt Zhang covered her face and was about to cry. Mother Wang pulled the clothes on my back to the kitchen. I was afraid of hurting the child in her belly, so I had to follow her.
I was all spoiled by you. Wang Ma said angrily. She pulled out a kitchen knife. I was at a loss and wanted Wang Ma to put down the dangerous tool.Don't move, come out for me
Mother Wang carried the kitchen knife and walked towards the living room with my collar, threw me on the sofa, and took off her pants!
I thought Wang's mother would slap my butt as usual, and even though the blade of the kitchen knife shaking my eyes from time to time, I still did it.
Who knew that she was holding a kitchen knife and pressing against my dick. It was all caused by your fucking thing!
The moment the cold kitchen knife touched my skin, I shrank to a corner of the sofa in fear.
Sister Lan, I can’t help Ah. Aunt Zhang saw that Mama Wang continued to approach me in the corner and hurriedly stopped her. This is the root of the Chen family!
It’s better if the root of this disaster is cut!I was forced to go without a way.
Aunt Zhang inserted it to me, held my hands tightly on my cock, and separated the blade with both hands to prevent Mom Wang.
Zhang Huiling, let go!Wang Ma was carrying a knife.
Aunt Zhang was afraid that Mom Wang would be serious, so she quickly comforted Sister Lan, I won’t let go, you have to consider Ah for the child in your stomach!Don't get angry!
Mother Wang stared at me angrily for a long time, sighed deeply, stepped back to the table, and slapped the table with a dejected face. Aunt Zhang was still worried and protected my baby with her hands.
Who took the photos?Wang Ma asked me coldly.
In the photo, it is not difficult to see from the environment behind us that the shooting location is obviously not at our own home.
Zheng Yi’s best friend Liu Qingwen took photos with my phone. I don’t want them to know that Yang Lin is also present, so that they think that Zheng Yi is a slutty girl.
Wang Lan Did you send the photos?
I was still in shock and shook my head and denied it. I don’t know, I guess it was Liu Qingwen who sent it.
I expressed my inner suspicion.
Wang Lan and Zhang Huiling were speechless and covered their faces and cried.
Wang Lan, why are you two so young?
It’s all my fault that I didn’t teach you well... Wang Lan slapped herself in the face with remorse.
Mom, I got up and knelt on the ground, holding her hand.
Sister Lan!It’s important to protect the tire!Zhang Huiling looked at the half-large boy in front of her, as if she was stuck in her throat.
As things develop to the present situation, they also have part of their responsibilities. If they do not greed for their young body because of loneliness and seduce me to indulge in pleasure with them step by step, maybe today's events would not have happened.
Wang Lan Lingling, go and comfort your Zheng Yi. Don’t let that silly girl do stupid things. After all, it doesn’t matter if Chen Wen is shameless………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………
When Zhang Huiling was about to go out, I chased after her. Aunt Zhang, don’t hit Zheng Yi!It has nothing to do with her, it’s all my fault!
Seeing Aunt Zhang silent, I immediately lifted my pants and was anxious to go up together. I would go up and see her too.
OK, go and look at your mother, don't let her be angry by you anymore. Aunt Zhang will chase me out when she sees me. Zheng Yi is my daughter, I won't beat her
I should have felt at ease after being guaranteed, but my discomfort and regret suddenly surged into my heart. The pain and pressure accumulated over two days turned into tears. I, who had not shed tears for several years, burst into tears at this moment.
I leaned in Mom Wang's arms, and Mom Wang's hand brushed over my head and stroked my broken hair. For the first time in years, the step-son and step-mother were so close, and I opened my heart.
The next day, the principal made an appointment with the parents to talk. Aunt Zhang and Zheng Yi did not walk with us. When we arrived at school, it was class time and it did not attract others' attention. I felt a little relieved.
In fact, as early as yesterday, the school leaders communicated with their parents about the general situation. What surprised me was that during the talks today, the principal did not make things difficult for me. Thinking of my excellent grades in the survey, I just asked me to let go of my children's love and put my studies first, and wait until the National Day holiday before returning to school.
What about Zheng Yi?I actually care about her most.
The principal pondered for a moment, Chen Wen, girls and boys are different.Boys can ignore the rumors around them, but how should Zheng Yi endure these slanderings?
I fell into deep thought, and the principal said it was indeed correct.
Seeing that I was silent, I agreed to his point of view. The principal said Zheng Yi’s approach. I asked her to go home and take a break from school for a year. If she doesn’t want to study here in a year, I will transfer her to another school.
But... I swallowed back the reluctance in my heart. The beautiful vision of my original plan to go to school with Zheng Yi was broken into vain at this moment.
This is the most generous treatment that the principal can win for Zheng Yi and me. I was unwilling to accept it but still solemnly thanked me.
After I got home, I wanted to find Zheng Yi, but Aunt Zhang stopped me at the door and said that Zheng Yi didn't want to see me.
Well, the future is long, as long as I teach you carefully in the future, it will only be a year away, as long as she is still here.
I haven't seen Zheng Yi for several days. On this day, Aunt Zhang came to me and said that Zheng Yi wanted to see me, so I happily went upstairs.After not coming for a few days, Zheng Yi's house became much cleaner, as if she had done it on purpose.
When I came to Zheng Yi's room, I would push the door directly into the door, which made Zheng Yi shamelessly scold me for being a disciple.Perhaps because of the uneasy feeling, I felt that the thin wooden door panels had become thicker.
I gently knocked on the door, and wandered around and left and right for many times without any response.
Come in... I heard a low and dumb voice, and the rock in my heart was about to fall to the ground, and I lifted it up a little more.
I opened the door handle carefully, for fear that it would disturb her by using too much force.
Zheng Yi sat at the desk like this. I felt sorry for her. I wonder how long she had persisted in this state.
After I entered the door, she was silent for a long time before she slowly turned around and looked at me. I felt at a loss and subconsciously pronounced her name. Zheng Yi
But I happened to run into her and called me Chen Wen. I was unintentionally doing it, and I waited for her to finish it.
After a while, Zheng Yi seemed to have done all her strength. Chen Wen, am I your girlfriend?
Thousands of thoughts flew into my mind, this is a serious issue that I have never considered.
Since entering junior high school, Zheng Yi and I have been childhood sweethearts. I have accompanied her through her whole years, and she is the only girl who has ever had a skin relationship.
When we were at home, Wang Ma and Aunt Zhang often teased us to get married. The girl was not ashamed and the boy was not annoyed. They were filled with ambiguity and lust in private.
But on campus, Zheng Yi is the eldest sister and is ruthless in laughing and playing with the boy. Someone saw that I was close to her and teased us as boyfriend and girlfriend. When everyone stopped listening, I only felt that she was unrestrained and arrogant, afraid of losing face, so I refused to admit that she was my girlfriend. Instead, she retorted, which caused her to beat and scold her. I didn't know whether she had this hurtful word in her heart.
Now in such a broken situation, my classmates must feel that Zheng Yi is even more boring. I feel very guilty when I think of the past in public and humiliating her for defending herself and refuting her. If I have another chance, I will admit it generously, hold her in my arms and not teach others to look at her indifferently.
I thought for a while, and had an answer in my heart. I smiled relievedly. Of course...
Before he finished speaking, Zheng Yi stood up and interrupted me and pushed it out the door. Okay!Stop talking!
I think she must have thought that I would look forward to the past again. Only by refuting her face would she push me so violently.
But this is not the case. At least I have returned to my former spirit. I am immersed in what I thought in my heart and didn't hear the absoluteness of her voice clearly.
She pushed me out of the door, holding the door panel, and wanted to see Aunt Zhang coming, but she was ashamed to shout out the answer in her heart. Aunt Zhang came over and helped me get my hand up and asked me to go home first. I don’t know if she heard Zheng Yi ask me a question, but the answer was a little bored in my heart. Before leaving, I promised that Aunt Zhang, I would be responsible for Zheng Yi!
Aunt Zhang comforted me. Well, Zheng Yi is in a bad mood these days, and she will be happy in a few days.
But the next day, Aunt Zhang packed up her clothes and took Zheng Yi back to her hometown.
Everything seemed to be back when I first moved in that year. Everything that was familiar suddenly became so strange. I cried and begged Wang Ma to take me to find Zheng Yi.
I'll come back, but I haven't finished getting the things.Seeing that I didn't believe it, Wang's mother took out the door key of Aunt Zhang's house and probably went back for a month.
After all, they all lied to me. Many years later, I was often sad. If I had been stupid that day and told Zheng Yi that she was my girlfriend without thinking, she liked her that she wanted to marry her home as a wife; or if she was more clever, she could realize that her tactful intestines was just a confession from me, would the situation be very different?
Unfortunately, there is no if.
On October 1st, my father came back, earlier than he thought. He should have returned home a month later to take care of Wang Ma, who was gradually entering the due date. It goes without saying what he was going back early.
The slender and thin father walked in the door in a dusty manner. When Wang Lan saw her husband returning, she had no joy of reunion and watched him rush into the room I moved back recently.
We didn't have a fierce quarrel. I stood up the moment he entered the door, and I didn't choose to hide when my thick palms waved towards my face.
With a bang, I was knocked down on the bed by him. The force was stronger than that of Wang Ma's blow. The eardrums were roaring, and I swallowed it in my stomach with the salty and fishy smell in my mouth.
Chen Guoping, don’t do it!Wang Ma held his father's hand tightly. He had only planned to hit this, so this palm used 100% of its strength.
He was sitting in my seat smoking a cigarette. Yesterday, Wang's mother deliberately sorted out my test papers with good scores and stacked them on the desk.My father looked at the progress I made in my grades and became more angry.
My father and I don’t talk much. Over the years, the relationship between the father and the son has become much more compatible than that between the stepmother and the son.
Perhaps my father knew that I had eaten meat. After he came back, Wang's mother's clothes at home were more exquisite than before. Unlike in the past, she would boldly dry the moisture in front of us father and son after taking out the bath.
Wang Ma’s due date is January and February, and Chen Guoping will not leave before the New Year.Although Zheng Yi took a break from school and returned to her hometown, I still have to go to school.
When I returned to school, my classmates kept silent to me tacitly. I had good grades before and I was able to play well. Not to mention that I was in the same class, I had a lot of popularity.
Because of this popularity, most people who know about this intentionally keep a distance from me. Although I have no time to play with them now, I always feel a sense of loss of being strangers in my classmates.
The one who came to trouble me was a few male classmates in Zheng Yi’s class. Zheng Yi looked good and I was not surprised that she had someone she loved.
They blocked me by the wall in the corridor. The classmates who came and went to me just pretended that they didn't see it. The leader pinched my collar and confronted me quietly.
I was not too shocked, and I responded to the anger of the man in the lead in silence.
The teacher is here!Someone shouted.
Hold!If you weren't in a good class, I'd be fine if I could kill you!He took a sip, let go of my collar, and ran away.
I saw Teacher Tang passing by, and let her see the scene of me being surrounded, and I felt a little embarrassed.Say hello to her. Hello, Mr. Tang
Teacher Tang glanced at me, said nothing, walked away coldly, and the old love of the past was trampled on the soles of his feet.
In school, I lived as a transparent person, and no teacher would call me up and answer questions in class.My classmates were around me and didn't get in touch with me.
One week, my seat was rotated to the innermost corner of the classroom. Without anyone's assignment, I sat here and never moved my seat. The teacher just thought I was a special existence and just didn't cause trouble.
After hearing Zheng Yi's words, I did not go to confront Liu Qingwen; Yang Lin only contacted me on the phone once since then, and I asked him to cut off contact at school to protect himself. I guess her mother would not want him to have more contact with me.
Without the troubles of others, I am content and purity. After class, I sit in my seat and study by myself. The people in the school want to pretend that I can’t see me, so I insist on getting first place in this grade, so that my name can’t be avoided.
But when people are lonely, they will think a lot. Whenever they think of Zheng Yi, their chest will twitch, making them feel dull and painful.
Unfortunately, I only have Zheng Yi’s QQ, but her avatar hasn’t lit up for a long time, and no reply to any messages I sent to her.
At that time, we were together every day, and QQ was only occasionally used. I never thought that one day she would lose contact. I should save her mobile phone number so that at least I could still listen to her voice.
In the afternoon, a female classmate in the same class found me with a serious expression. She was the one in Zheng Yi's small group who had a good relationship with us. I was confused for a while and wanted to tease her with a smile, but she pulled her out of the door before she could say it.
There were many people in the corridor after class. I followed her and keenly noticed that something was wrong with the atmosphere around me.
In junior high school, I was very popular and had good popularity. In addition, my grades have improved by leaps and bounds and have been publicly commended several times in the whole grade. Most people don’t say they are very familiar with each other, but they are also nodding friends.
But now, the people in the corridor seem to be avoiding my sight. After walking away, I felt many gazes behind me, like the discomfort on the back of the thorn made me unquestionably the purpose of her coming to me.
I was so optimistic that I couldn't help but feel so beautiful. Could it be that she came to me to confess.
We walked to the corner of the corridor stairs, and she looked around again and confirmed that there was no teacher or others, and took out her cell phone.
It was not my fantasy confession, but a nightmare that dragged me over the years later.
A photo was suddenly displayed on the screen of the phone. It was what Zheng Yi and I took at Yang Lin’s house that day, and my head exploded.
My hands trembled and picked up the phone. Fortunately, there were mosaics on the key parts of our photos. I asked her with luck, did Zheng Yi send it to you?
Click to exit the preview of the picture. During today's lunch break, the photo was posted in the grade group. Click the sender's avatar, which is a newly registered QQ account.
I felt cold sweat from behind and hurried to Zheng Yi's classroom. Through the back door, I saw Zheng Yi looking at her desk dullly. She didn't care about the strange gazes other classmates cast at me, clenched her hands and walked straight towards her.
Facing Zheng Yi who was closed in her own world, I didn't know how to speak, so I had to take her hand and walk out the door.
Zheng Yi, who is usually full of energy, has a cold hand during this autumnal equinox when the heat has not yet dissipated.
I walked through the uncrowded crowd with her weak, running away strangely in the familiar corridor.
Finally, I came to a secluded corner and got a short time for the two of them to be alone. I held her shoulders, looked straight into her red eyes, and fell into silence.
What should I say?
I didn't know about this and tried my best to get rid of my suspicion?
I still give her comfort that I can't accept, after all, all this has happened and will lead to serious consequences.
I claim to be good at studying, but under the real problem, no matter how I solve it, I cannot change the fact that this is a dead end.
The class bell didn’t leave me any time to consider. Chen Wen, why don’t you go to class yet?Teacher Tang, who happened to pass by, saw us like this and did not mean to blame him.
I could only squeeze out a bitter smile, pull Zheng Yi and walk towards her class.Zheng Yi wanted to walk back quietly through the back door, but was stopped by the teacher in class. The late classmate came in through the front door!
I leaned against the wall and cursed, for fear that Zheng Yi would not be able to hold on and collapse. I held my breath and listened to the movements in the classroom, and made up my mind that once she could not hold on, no matter how big the consequences were, I would take her away without hesitation.
Fortunately, Zheng Yi followed the teacher's instructions. I watched her return to her seat safely before I felt relieved and hurried back to the classroom.
The preparatory bell has passed, and the teacher may not make things difficult for me because I did well in the monthly exam.
All afternoon, I was feeling uneasy and thought about the solution.
As soon as the school bell rang, I rushed straight to Zheng Yi's classroom. She still stared at the table. Liu Qingwen came over to comfort her, but I had something to say to Zheng Yi in front of her. Liu Qingwen, you go first today.
I saw that she had some concerns, but I still left by myself.I helped Zheng Yi clean up her schoolbag. After leaving the school gate, I breathed a sigh of relief and walked without saying a word to a place where there were no people from the same school.
That... believe it or not... that photo... was not sent by me!I know that I have fundamental mistakes in taking photos and have a criminal record, but I think I am not trying to clear my responsibilities, but trying to clarify the ins and outs of the accident.
Zheng Yi didn't respond to me, it wasn't too bad, at least I could finish my words slowly.
I saw the photos in the group. The key parts were mosaiced, but in fact it was nothing. I felt that it was lacking some persuasion, so I added another sentence. And I had a dick in front of so many girls before, and once I got an erection!Isn't this nothing...
I will continue to talk vividly. Let me take a nude photo of me and send it out without mosaicing, so that my limelight will overshadow you!And there are actually no people in that group, only sixty or seventy...
I went to find the group leader and asked him to disband the group so that the photos would be gone. Speaking of the latter, I couldn't even convince myself.
Zheng Yi still said nothing, looking at the ground empty.
I swear I have never posted photos, and you have not posted photos randomly. Yang Lin has no photos at all. It can only be that Liu Qingwen sent it. I swear to express my speculation.
It's not her. Zheng Yi finally responded to me.
Why isn't it her?Who else can be there besides her?I questioned that I swear!I promise!I haven't sent it out!I'll show you my phone to see if I've published pictures and have I opened a small account!
I'm so anxious. Don't protect her just because she is your good friend!She is causing us both!
OK... Stop talking. Zheng Yi looked at me tiredly, her eyes were wet. Things happened. Besides, what's the use of these...
I held my forehead with a split headache, and the heavy reality made me breathless. I started to swear, wondering. Who else could I have if it wasn't that bitch?
If I told you that it wasn't her, it was definitely not her. Zheng Yi quickly walked forward and left me with a crying voice.
A few steps away, he turned around and threatened me with rain. And!You are not allowed to trouble her!
After hearing what she said, I became more convinced that Liu Qingwen sent out our photos.
I rushed over and pulled her forearm ruthlessly, trying to continue controversy, but when I saw Zheng Yi's face full of tears, my heart softened and I held back my words.
It's Ah, things have happened, and it's impossible to change the facts if you do it, and I don't want to intensify her emotions again.
There was nothing to say along the way. When I approached the community, I took out a napkin, held her face, wiped away the tears for her, and said bitterly that it would be bad if they saw the crying nose.
I haven't figured out how to deal with it yet, so I can only try to pretend that nothing has happened and delay it.
When I got home, she didn't come to my house to do my homework together. I watched her walk upstairs down, but I could do nothing.
Fortunately, Mom Wang and Aunt Zhang both went to buy vegetables, so I hope she can adjust her mentality.
On the way to school the next day.
Chen Wen, I don’t want to go anymore Zheng Yi stopped.
If you don't go to school, everyone... will know. I feel a faint swelling and pain in my temples. I pretend that it's okay and I can hide it from parents and teachers.
Zheng Yi didn't say anything, just grabbed the corner of my clothes.
Have you thought about it?If you skip school, you may have no room for recovery. I took a deep breath. Things will be exposed and we will be punished and dropped out of school!
Zheng Yi was a little disappointed. Is it okay to go to school?
I can't answer because I don't know, I can only delay.
Chen Wen, go to school. If you have good grades, they won’t fire you. Zheng Yi let go.
I feel bitter in my heart. Let's hold on for a while these days, maybe it's okay after this period of time.
Zheng Yi shook her head and walked towards the corridor by the river.
I was naturally worried and chased me over. You are more rational. Think about it, if the teacher doesn't go to school, he will definitely ask what happened. Then it's all over. If you go to school, you might have a chance...
Zheng Yi didn't say anything without saying anything, so she found a stool to sit down, staring blankly at the river. There were already many elderly people coming to exercise in the morning.
Time passed minute by minute, and I went from being anxious to being ashamed, and the time for early self-study has passed.
I looked at the lake like Zheng Yi with laughter and cry.
Don't you go to school?Zheng Yi, who was silent the moment ago, turned her head and asked me.
Faced with the fact that it was about to be revealed, my heart was so heartbroken that I went alone and it was useless. We were grasshoppers on the same rope for a long time.
Alas... When you are expelled, have you ever thought about what we do after we drop out of school?I pretended to be relaxed.
Zheng Yi smiled and said to me confidently, Chen Wen, don’t worry, you will not be fired.
I just thought it was her comforting me. I closed my eyes and resisted the sourness in my eyes.
Breathing the freshness of the soil and running water, I haven't sat together like this indifferently for a long time. If this doesn't happen, how great it would be to be able to enjoy this comfort with peace of mind.
The abortions would inevitably look at our young couple who skipped classes in surprise. I was very grateful that they did not come to disturb us. By noon, I was hungry.
I took Zheng Yi's hand and said, "Let's go, go back."
Zheng Yi followed obediently, Chen Wen, what should they do if they found out?
Now I know you're scared?It's already noon, they must have known I'm a little annoyed. Is Zheng Yi naively not understanding, or is she just trying to take revenge? I have no intention of thinking that we are finished, and there is no way back to make up for it!
After returning home, both Wang’s mother and Aunt Zhang were not there. I looked at the dozen or so phones I pinched off on my phone. They should be all in school now. I sighed deeply and said that the matter was messed up.
Let’s have something first. I took a bag of biscuits for Zheng Yi, and I also had to face the storm that was about to come. The rough and dry biscuits tasted like chewing wax in my mouth.
In the afternoon, they returned home and were shocked to see Zheng Yi and I at home.
I haven't seen Wang Mom so angry in two or three years. She walked towards me quickly and slapped me in the face. I didn't hide. Little bastard, are you going to piss me to death?
Aunt Zhang also walked to Zheng Yi and acted to beat her daughter. I quickly protected Zheng Yi. Auntie, don’t hit her, it’s all my fault!
I stopped myself from the blame. Before Zheng Yi could speak, I covered her mouth, hugged her and pushed it out the door, closing the door, and nippled so hoarsely that she couldn't retort. Do you know if you go back first?
Aunt Zhang covered her face and was about to cry. Mother Wang pulled the clothes on my back to the kitchen. I was afraid of hurting the child in her belly, so I had to follow her.
I was all spoiled by you. Wang Ma said angrily. She pulled out a kitchen knife. I was at a loss and wanted Wang Ma to put down the dangerous tool.Don't move, come out for me
Mother Wang carried the kitchen knife and walked towards the living room with my collar, threw me on the sofa, and took off her pants!
I thought Wang's mother would slap my butt as usual, and even though the blade of the kitchen knife shaking my eyes from time to time, I still did it.
Who knew that she was holding a kitchen knife and pressing against my dick. It was all caused by your fucking thing!
The moment the cold kitchen knife touched my skin, I shrank to a corner of the sofa in fear.
Sister Lan, I can’t help Ah. Aunt Zhang saw that Mama Wang continued to approach me in the corner and hurriedly stopped her. This is the root of the Chen family!
It’s better if the root of this disaster is cut!I was forced to go without a way.
Aunt Zhang inserted it to me, held my hands tightly on my cock, and separated the blade with both hands to prevent Mom Wang.
Zhang Huiling, let go!Wang Ma was carrying a knife.
Aunt Zhang was afraid that Mom Wang would be serious, so she quickly comforted Sister Lan, I won’t let go, you have to consider Ah for the child in your stomach!Don't get angry!
Mother Wang stared at me angrily for a long time, sighed deeply, stepped back to the table, and slapped the table with a dejected face. Aunt Zhang was still worried and protected my baby with her hands.
Who took the photos?Wang Ma asked me coldly.
In the photo, it is not difficult to see from the environment behind us that the shooting location is obviously not at our own home.
Zheng Yi’s best friend Liu Qingwen took photos with my phone. I don’t want them to know that Yang Lin is also present, so that they think that Zheng Yi is a slutty girl.
Wang Lan Did you send the photos?
I was still in shock and shook my head and denied it. I don’t know, I guess it was Liu Qingwen who sent it.
I expressed my inner suspicion.
Wang Lan and Zhang Huiling were speechless and covered their faces and cried.
Wang Lan, why are you two so young?
It’s all my fault that I didn’t teach you well... Wang Lan slapped herself in the face with remorse.
Mom, I got up and knelt on the ground, holding her hand.
Sister Lan!It’s important to protect the tire!Zhang Huiling looked at the half-large boy in front of her, as if she was stuck in her throat.
As things develop to the present situation, they also have part of their responsibilities. If they do not greed for their young body because of loneliness and seduce me to indulge in pleasure with them step by step, maybe today's events would not have happened.
Wang Lan Lingling, go and comfort your Zheng Yi. Don’t let that silly girl do stupid things. After all, it doesn’t matter if Chen Wen is shameless………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………
When Zhang Huiling was about to go out, I chased after her. Aunt Zhang, don’t hit Zheng Yi!It has nothing to do with her, it’s all my fault!
Seeing Aunt Zhang silent, I immediately lifted my pants and was anxious to go up together. I would go up and see her too.
OK, go and look at your mother, don't let her be angry by you anymore. Aunt Zhang will chase me out when she sees me. Zheng Yi is my daughter, I won't beat her
I should have felt at ease after being guaranteed, but my discomfort and regret suddenly surged into my heart. The pain and pressure accumulated over two days turned into tears. I, who had not shed tears for several years, burst into tears at this moment.
I leaned in Mom Wang's arms, and Mom Wang's hand brushed over my head and stroked my broken hair. For the first time in years, the step-son and step-mother were so close, and I opened my heart.
The next day, the principal made an appointment with the parents to talk. Aunt Zhang and Zheng Yi did not walk with us. When we arrived at school, it was class time and it did not attract others' attention. I felt a little relieved.
In fact, as early as yesterday, the school leaders communicated with their parents about the general situation. What surprised me was that during the talks today, the principal did not make things difficult for me. Thinking of my excellent grades in the survey, I just asked me to let go of my children's love and put my studies first, and wait until the National Day holiday before returning to school.
What about Zheng Yi?I actually care about her most.
The principal pondered for a moment, Chen Wen, girls and boys are different.Boys can ignore the rumors around them, but how should Zheng Yi endure these slanderings?
I fell into deep thought, and the principal said it was indeed correct.
Seeing that I was silent, I agreed to his point of view. The principal said Zheng Yi’s approach. I asked her to go home and take a break from school for a year. If she doesn’t want to study here in a year, I will transfer her to another school.
But... I swallowed back the reluctance in my heart. The beautiful vision of my original plan to go to school with Zheng Yi was broken into vain at this moment.
This is the most generous treatment that the principal can win for Zheng Yi and me. I was unwilling to accept it but still solemnly thanked me.
After I got home, I wanted to find Zheng Yi, but Aunt Zhang stopped me at the door and said that Zheng Yi didn't want to see me.
Well, the future is long, as long as I teach you carefully in the future, it will only be a year away, as long as she is still here.
I haven't seen Zheng Yi for several days. On this day, Aunt Zhang came to me and said that Zheng Yi wanted to see me, so I happily went upstairs.After not coming for a few days, Zheng Yi's house became much cleaner, as if she had done it on purpose.
When I came to Zheng Yi's room, I would push the door directly into the door, which made Zheng Yi shamelessly scold me for being a disciple.Perhaps because of the uneasy feeling, I felt that the thin wooden door panels had become thicker.
I gently knocked on the door, and wandered around and left and right for many times without any response.
Come in... I heard a low and dumb voice, and the rock in my heart was about to fall to the ground, and I lifted it up a little more.
I opened the door handle carefully, for fear that it would disturb her by using too much force.
Zheng Yi sat at the desk like this. I felt sorry for her. I wonder how long she had persisted in this state.
After I entered the door, she was silent for a long time before she slowly turned around and looked at me. I felt at a loss and subconsciously pronounced her name. Zheng Yi
But I happened to run into her and called me Chen Wen. I was unintentionally doing it, and I waited for her to finish it.
After a while, Zheng Yi seemed to have done all her strength. Chen Wen, am I your girlfriend?
Thousands of thoughts flew into my mind, this is a serious issue that I have never considered.
Since entering junior high school, Zheng Yi and I have been childhood sweethearts. I have accompanied her through her whole years, and she is the only girl who has ever had a skin relationship.
When we were at home, Wang Ma and Aunt Zhang often teased us to get married. The girl was not ashamed and the boy was not annoyed. They were filled with ambiguity and lust in private.
But on campus, Zheng Yi is the eldest sister and is ruthless in laughing and playing with the boy. Someone saw that I was close to her and teased us as boyfriend and girlfriend. When everyone stopped listening, I only felt that she was unrestrained and arrogant, afraid of losing face, so I refused to admit that she was my girlfriend. Instead, she retorted, which caused her to beat and scold her. I didn't know whether she had this hurtful word in her heart.
Now in such a broken situation, my classmates must feel that Zheng Yi is even more boring. I feel very guilty when I think of the past in public and humiliating her for defending herself and refuting her. If I have another chance, I will admit it generously, hold her in my arms and not teach others to look at her indifferently.
I thought for a while, and had an answer in my heart. I smiled relievedly. Of course...
Before he finished speaking, Zheng Yi stood up and interrupted me and pushed it out the door. Okay!Stop talking!
I think she must have thought that I would look forward to the past again. Only by refuting her face would she push me so violently.
But this is not the case. At least I have returned to my former spirit. I am immersed in what I thought in my heart and didn't hear the absoluteness of her voice clearly.
She pushed me out of the door, holding the door panel, and wanted to see Aunt Zhang coming, but she was ashamed to shout out the answer in her heart. Aunt Zhang came over and helped me get my hand up and asked me to go home first. I don’t know if she heard Zheng Yi ask me a question, but the answer was a little bored in my heart. Before leaving, I promised that Aunt Zhang, I would be responsible for Zheng Yi!
Aunt Zhang comforted me. Well, Zheng Yi is in a bad mood these days, and she will be happy in a few days.
But the next day, Aunt Zhang packed up her clothes and took Zheng Yi back to her hometown.
Everything seemed to be back when I first moved in that year. Everything that was familiar suddenly became so strange. I cried and begged Wang Ma to take me to find Zheng Yi.
I'll come back, but I haven't finished getting the things.Seeing that I didn't believe it, Wang's mother took out the door key of Aunt Zhang's house and probably went back for a month.
After all, they all lied to me. Many years later, I was often sad. If I had been stupid that day and told Zheng Yi that she was my girlfriend without thinking, she liked her that she wanted to marry her home as a wife; or if she was more clever, she could realize that her tactful intestines was just a confession from me, would the situation be very different?
Unfortunately, there is no if.
On October 1st, my father came back, earlier than he thought. He should have returned home a month later to take care of Wang Ma, who was gradually entering the due date. It goes without saying what he was going back early.
The slender and thin father walked in the door in a dusty manner. When Wang Lan saw her husband returning, she had no joy of reunion and watched him rush into the room I moved back recently.
We didn't have a fierce quarrel. I stood up the moment he entered the door, and I didn't choose to hide when my thick palms waved towards my face.
With a bang, I was knocked down on the bed by him. The force was stronger than that of Wang Ma's blow. The eardrums were roaring, and I swallowed it in my stomach with the salty and fishy smell in my mouth.
Chen Guoping, don’t do it!Wang Ma held his father's hand tightly. He had only planned to hit this, so this palm used 100% of its strength.
He was sitting in my seat smoking a cigarette. Yesterday, Wang's mother deliberately sorted out my test papers with good scores and stacked them on the desk.My father looked at the progress I made in my grades and became more angry.
My father and I don’t talk much. Over the years, the relationship between the father and the son has become much more compatible than that between the stepmother and the son.
Perhaps my father knew that I had eaten meat. After he came back, Wang's mother's clothes at home were more exquisite than before. Unlike in the past, she would boldly dry the moisture in front of us father and son after taking out the bath.
Wang Ma’s due date is January and February, and Chen Guoping will not leave before the New Year.Although Zheng Yi took a break from school and returned to her hometown, I still have to go to school.
When I returned to school, my classmates kept silent to me tacitly. I had good grades before and I was able to play well. Not to mention that I was in the same class, I had a lot of popularity.
Because of this popularity, most people who know about this intentionally keep a distance from me. Although I have no time to play with them now, I always feel a sense of loss of being strangers in my classmates.
The one who came to trouble me was a few male classmates in Zheng Yi’s class. Zheng Yi looked good and I was not surprised that she had someone she loved.
They blocked me by the wall in the corridor. The classmates who came and went to me just pretended that they didn't see it. The leader pinched my collar and confronted me quietly.
I was not too shocked, and I responded to the anger of the man in the lead in silence.
The teacher is here!Someone shouted.
Hold!If you weren't in a good class, I'd be fine if I could kill you!He took a sip, let go of my collar, and ran away.
I saw Teacher Tang passing by, and let her see the scene of me being surrounded, and I felt a little embarrassed.Say hello to her. Hello, Mr. Tang
Teacher Tang glanced at me, said nothing, walked away coldly, and the old love of the past was trampled on the soles of his feet.
In school, I lived as a transparent person, and no teacher would call me up and answer questions in class.My classmates were around me and didn't get in touch with me.
One week, my seat was rotated to the innermost corner of the classroom. Without anyone's assignment, I sat here and never moved my seat. The teacher just thought I was a special existence and just didn't cause trouble.
After hearing Zheng Yi's words, I did not go to confront Liu Qingwen; Yang Lin only contacted me on the phone once since then, and I asked him to cut off contact at school to protect himself. I guess her mother would not want him to have more contact with me.
Without the troubles of others, I am content and purity. After class, I sit in my seat and study by myself. The people in the school want to pretend that I can’t see me, so I insist on getting first place in this grade, so that my name can’t be avoided.
But when people are lonely, they will think a lot. Whenever they think of Zheng Yi, their chest will twitch, making them feel dull and painful.
Unfortunately, I only have Zheng Yi’s QQ, but her avatar hasn’t lit up for a long time, and no reply to any messages I sent to her.
At that time, we were together every day, and QQ was only occasionally used. I never thought that one day she would lose contact. I should save her mobile phone number so that at least I could still listen to her voice.