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Chapter 508

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Since Mayang said so, Yunokawa did not continue to ask questions. After all, such a result is undoubtedly the best ending for him. As long as the other party is not angry with him for this, the normal relationship between the two is affected.

Although the other party has hidden his identity for so long, Yunokawa is not angry at all. Everyone has their own secrets, just like he has many things he cannot say to hide from the other party, and he has not been able to tell them until now. Perhaps he will continue to hide them. Compared with himself, the other party has told him all her secrets now, which makes him feel even more guilty about himself.

His thoughts couldn't help but float away a little. Under such circumstances, he was distracted. It was not until the call of Zhenyang that his consciousness returned to his eyes: Xiaochuan?What's wrong?Suddenly stop talking?Do you mean you don’t believe what I just said?

Yunokawa couldn't help feeling a little embarrassed about the fact that he was distracted during the conversation with the other party, and said in a somewhat panicked tone: It's nothing...Makoto...I just suddenly understood the truth about why you never accepted the confession of a girl... Although half of the words now were he hurriedly found to hide his panic, the other half was also from his heart. I guess before revealing his identity, Makoto said that he had not met the partner he liked and that his family situation did not allow it. But now if you think about it carefully, these are probably excuses that the other party asked, and the real reason was naturally her gender issue.

Not to mention that dating may reveal one's identity. It is difficult to fall in love with the same gender alone. Of course, this is not absolute. For example, the president of the student union who is abusive to the lily in his school came to Asuka. When Yunokawa thought of her, he couldn't help but feel a headache.

After all, I promised Yueye to improve the other party's strange disease, and the other party hated and hated him so much, especially when he was seen by him...

Puff... Ogawa, you are indeed a fool... I only remember it now, you can understand it when you know my true identity... Mayang's chuckle came, and also interrupted Yunokawa's thoughts. I really don't know why so many girls confess to me. This is an invisible torture. After all, they are both girls, I understand very well that it is very difficult to muster up the courage to confess, and being rejected directly is a very sad and embarrassing thing. However, because of my true identity, I can't express it directly. I can only refuse them constantly, and on the surface, I have to pretend to be indifferent and inhumane.But I originally wanted to reduce this phenomenon in this way, but I always felt that the situation became worse.

Thinking about what Mayang said, Yunokawa probably understood her situation. If it were me, I would have been very guilty and embarrassed, and I might not have been able to do such a direct rejection of girls.

But thinking about it, I have nothing to compare with Zhenyang. The other party is much better than me, and it is impossible to encounter such a thing and have such troubles, so this idea is meaningless.

However, Zhenyang's complaints now made him realize something unexpectedly. The other party's indifference and inhumane behavior in school was just to keep his identity from being exposed. In fact, she also wanted to make friends in her heart, so he cherished her and Maki so much. When he thought that when he first saw each other, he thought he was a very cold and handsome guy, he couldn't help but laugh.

But thinking about it, in order to avoid the search of his father and family, the other party changed his appearance and hid his identity, came to this strange small city and moved into a completely unfamiliar classroom. He had to keep his secrets from being leaked and his gender was not known to others. Therefore, he could only completely hide his true personality as a woman. In addition, he was afraid and confused about the future, so he turned his face cold and exuded the aura of not entering the birth.

Fortunately, Maki's carefree personality was not affected at all. She simply pulled him to talk to this very indifferent transfer student, and then gradually dissolved the ice in the other party's heart.

Thinking of this, he couldn't help but feel very grateful for the decision Maki made.

Zhenyang's words continue: Speaking of which, Okawa, you have always asked me questions about love before and why I didn't accept girls' confessions. At that time, just to cover up my embarrassment and guilty mood, Okawa, how hard it was for me to know...

These half-complaints made Yunokawa feel a little embarrassed. Perhaps because of his honesty with him tonight, Mayang did not hide this emotion and took this opportunity to speak out. Of course, this did not mean that she was angry.

But thinking about it, he did ask such questions several times, mainly because a boy as outstanding as Zhenyang did not accept the confession of a girl and refused without exception. As a friend, he certainly found it strange. If it weren't for the relationship between other classmates and him, maybe he would have asked a question long ago.

Of course, this is limited to not knowing the other person's relationship. Now that she knows her true gender, Yunokawa can't help but understand how big a mistake he made at the beginning. Why didn't he blush a little? He scratched his head and said in an apology: Mayang... I'm so sorry, I made you so embarrassed before...

It doesn't matter, Ogawa... I don't mean to blame you. If I'm really angry, I won't use such a relaxed tone... And after all, Ogawa didn't know my identity at that time, so it wouldn't be strange... I didn't take it to my heart at all... Mayang chuckled and said in an unconscious tone.

Although I knew that Mayang was not lying, Yunokawa couldn't help but apologize: But...even if that's the case... I was still a little meddling at that time, it was obviously not my own business...

That would better show Ogawa, your concern for me, and the friendship between us as good friends...Makoto said with a chuckle, but the strange emotion hidden in his smile did not allow Yunokawa to discover it.

Well... As if Yunokawa blushed a little again after being said this, but the reason this time was mainly because the other party's words made him embarrassed and shy.

However, this emotion did not last long, but was thinking about something. Yunokawa's face showed an apology again and said in a tone of helpless guilt: Even if you forgive me, Zhongyang... But I think I also hurt Narcissus inadvertently...

Hearing Yunokawa's words, Mayang also remembered the girl who followed her shopping with her happy and shy expressions during the day. She couldn't help but reveal a complicated emotion. The other party was very clear about her emotions. In the past few years, even after being rejected, the only girl who bravely came to her again was the other party. Because she felt guilty about her confession at the beginning, she no longer had the heart to refuse the idea of ​​simply going shopping with her in the next period of time.

Just watching the other person's expression of being happier by his side, the guilt in her heart became stronger and stronger. After all, she was just lying to her. If the other person knew her true identity, then the sharp contrast would definitely hit her deeply.

So she naturally understood Yunokawa's mood now, so she couldn't help but say: Ogawa, you are not wrong with this matter. There is no need to blame yourself at all, take all the responsibilities on yourself.

No...If I hadn't let the other party hold on to their feelings and not give up... although she would have felt sad at that time...

I know, I understand, too.Ogawa, you did this just for the sake of my classmate Sanada and I, just simply caring about us. You just fulfilled your position as a friend and gave the most appropriate advice on the situation at that time, so you were not at fault.If you really want to say something wrong, the biggest responsibility lies with me, who deceives everyone.

It's not...Masayo, you just have to lie because of your family...How could it be your fault?...I was wrong...Yuinokawa couldn't help but insisted.

OK OK OK Okawa.I think we don’t have to fight anymore. If we continue to fight like this, I think we can’t get any results. And different people will have different opinions on whether it is right or wrong.But Okawa, you are too kind-hearted and don’t refuse other people’s requests. You like to take all the faults and responsibilities on yourself. Although I don’t hate this, I still think Okawa, you should know how to care about yourself better.Zhenyang couldn't help but say in a faint tone of sighing.

Um...I... Yunokawa opened his mouth and seemed to want to say something else to defend himself.

Well, Ogawa, it's getting late now, I think we can sleep... After all, there is still a day to go tomorrow, and I don't want to face it in a state of lack of energy... So, Ogawa, good night... Mayang seemed to know Yunogawa's intention to defend himself, but he didn't give him this opportunity and chuckled and said the words to end the topic.

Although he couldn't say anything to his mouth, Yunokawa seemed to be reluctant to speak, but in the end he ended the thought in his mind and said softly: Shiyang, good night...