The five elements of heaven and earth, water and fire are successively produced by the earth, and water and fire are the source of the five elements.Women are like water, men are like fire, and the sky produces water. One is the yang number, and the yang number is fire.All things are born, and the fetus is the essence and blood at first. The water of Hunyuan is melted by the fire of the true essence, and transforms into shape with the qi of the mother body, and gradually becomes muscle. The muscle belongs to earth. Its origin is also the source of water that produces tangible earth.From this, the universe is united, and the creation of heaven and earth is taken away, and life is finally completed.
When the little ghost penetrated her last barrier, Zhao Xinya suddenly had an epiphany. When she thought of the Taoist theory of the Five Elements, she gradually escaped from the invisible shackles caused by physical stimulation, and experienced the boy's constant squirming rhythm with the mentality of the bystander.
It was a new understanding that made Zhao Xinya feel lost and more questions.
Is this kind of life now the happiness she pursues?
The woman herself doesn't know why she has this strange idea. After having a little ghost, she has no reason to complain about her current life, but once her thoughts form an opinion, it is hard to forget, just like ink falling on white paper. Although it is just a small dot, it makes you unable to ignore its existence.
Feeling the boy's impulse becoming more and more intense, Zhao Xinya suddenly clamped the little ghost with her legs, turned over and pressed the boy down, lay in his ear, and warned: Don't move around, otherwise, I won't want you.
The little devil was shocked. He didn't know that he had done something wrong, but he still stopped obediently. The flame in his heart was still burning and not fully released. He didn't want to give up, but he dared not be reckless.
As time passed, the little ghost finally calmed down, stroked his wife's round buttocks with his fingers, and asked: Madam, I...
Zhao Xinya blocked the little ghost's voice with her lips, and her tongue stuck into the boy's mouth, stirring gently, making the boy become hot again.
It's not your problem, now, I don't want to do it anymore.
Zhao Xinya gave the boy a lingering kiss, then lay on the boy's chest, closed his eyes, not knowing what he was thinking.
It slowly slid out of the lady's body, and the little ghost gradually became calm and felt the tranquility of pink.
The sky outside the window gradually became brighter, and it was already morning.
Zhao Xinya felt a little real, as if her soul had left the real world and reached a different space.
Maybe one day, I will kill you with my own hands, are you afraid?
Zhao Xinya raised her head from the little ghost's chest, stared into the boy's eyes, and asked seriously.
Why kill me?
Because I am a crazy woman, I always have some crazy thoughts.
Zhao Xinya smiled, as if she was joking, but this might be her true thought.
I will hand over everything I have to my wife, including life.
The little ghost smiled, and his answer was calm.
I remember Junichi Watanabe's description in his novel "Paradise Lost". When love reaches the extreme, he not only wants to possess the other person's body and feelings, but also wants the other person's life.
Zhao Xinya supported her head with her hands and pressed her arms on the boy's shoulders, which made him feel very painful and happy. He had already fallen in love with the pain that his wife inadvertently brought him to his body.
Is the lady worried about something?The little ghost asked softly.
Maybe, I am a possessive woman and don’t want to lose what I have. I will take my things away before I die, including you, and let you bury me for my life. Are you willing?
When Zhao Xinya said this, she was like talking about what to eat for breakfast today, without any emotional ups and downs.
It is my honor to leave this world with my wife, of course I am willing.
The little ghost closed his eyes and imagined a scene in the future. The lady lay quietly on the bed, waiting for the arrival of death, while he lay on the head of the lady's bed, as peaceful as a sculpture.
The lady was wearing a white bed sheet, the clothes were white, the quilt was white, the room was white, the floor was white, the furniture was white, and even the sky outside the window was white, as if the whole world was filled with a color.
Then, the little ghost heard the sound of water droplets, ticking, ticking...
The red water droplets flow down the little ghost's wrists, forming a river, like a red ocean, spreading across the white embankment.
The lady smiled familiarly, then closed her eyes, and the whole world began to collapse and fall, and life was about to return to its starting point, repeating itself.
The little ghost's pupils began to shrink, and a shiny ball of light rolled down from the corner of his eyes.
Life is that simple.
Why are you crying? Little baby, are you worried about your future?
Zhao Xinya wiped a tear from the corner of her eyes for the little ghost and asked curiously.
No, I just felt very sad and sad when I saw my wife leaving this world.
The little ghost's chest was undulating, making Zhao Xinya feel like she was floating on the sea, rising and falling with the waves.
well!
Zhao Xinya sighed and murmured: How could I bear to kill you?
Death is not scary, but losing the one you love is the most scary.
Then what do you love me?
……
This is a very difficult question to answer, and everyone has their own answer, but perhaps none of them are the most real.
One person falls in love with another person not only because the other person has certain traits, but more because it comes from the most original touch deep in his heart.
Therefore, Zhao Xinya did not get too entangled with this issue. Even the crazy idea she had just thought of suddenly.
Zhao Xinya is not worried too much about the future. She is an extremely confident woman and has the ability to grasp everything in her hands.
Zhao Xinya felt very comfortable saying that she didn't have to hide her true thoughts in front of others. It was a very pleasant thing.
Zhao Xinya, who was feeling relieved, suddenly became interested and said to the little ghost: Let's complete the fitness exercise that we just interrupted, let's whisper and don't alarm others.
Thinking of Qi Hong who was still asleep in the study, and her parents should get up at this time, so she still didn't dare to be too out of line, after all, this is not their villa.
To endure the itchy discomfort of his throat, Zhao Xinya also completed an unexpected and pleasant experience in a slow rhythm.
Walking out of the bedroom, Zhao Xinya's whole body was filled with charming brilliance, with spring hanging on the corners of her eyes and eyebrows. Her face reveals an indescribable crystal clearness, like a gem emitting luster.
Qi Hong, who walked out of the study, had a different posture, her eyes were dark, she obviously had poor rest, and she was even a little red and swollen. She was a trace of crying. Compared with Zhao Xinya, there was a difference between heaven and earth.
Still feeling sad?Honey.
Zhao Xinya asked softly, holding Qi Hong's hand.
Well, I always feel uncomfortable, it seems that something bad will happen.
Qi Hong glanced at her best friend and found a charming light emitting from her face. She immediately realized what envy and jealousy meant.
When the little ghost penetrated her last barrier, Zhao Xinya suddenly had an epiphany. When she thought of the Taoist theory of the Five Elements, she gradually escaped from the invisible shackles caused by physical stimulation, and experienced the boy's constant squirming rhythm with the mentality of the bystander.
It was a new understanding that made Zhao Xinya feel lost and more questions.
Is this kind of life now the happiness she pursues?
The woman herself doesn't know why she has this strange idea. After having a little ghost, she has no reason to complain about her current life, but once her thoughts form an opinion, it is hard to forget, just like ink falling on white paper. Although it is just a small dot, it makes you unable to ignore its existence.
Feeling the boy's impulse becoming more and more intense, Zhao Xinya suddenly clamped the little ghost with her legs, turned over and pressed the boy down, lay in his ear, and warned: Don't move around, otherwise, I won't want you.
The little devil was shocked. He didn't know that he had done something wrong, but he still stopped obediently. The flame in his heart was still burning and not fully released. He didn't want to give up, but he dared not be reckless.
As time passed, the little ghost finally calmed down, stroked his wife's round buttocks with his fingers, and asked: Madam, I...
Zhao Xinya blocked the little ghost's voice with her lips, and her tongue stuck into the boy's mouth, stirring gently, making the boy become hot again.
It's not your problem, now, I don't want to do it anymore.
Zhao Xinya gave the boy a lingering kiss, then lay on the boy's chest, closed his eyes, not knowing what he was thinking.
It slowly slid out of the lady's body, and the little ghost gradually became calm and felt the tranquility of pink.
The sky outside the window gradually became brighter, and it was already morning.
Zhao Xinya felt a little real, as if her soul had left the real world and reached a different space.
Maybe one day, I will kill you with my own hands, are you afraid?
Zhao Xinya raised her head from the little ghost's chest, stared into the boy's eyes, and asked seriously.
Why kill me?
Because I am a crazy woman, I always have some crazy thoughts.
Zhao Xinya smiled, as if she was joking, but this might be her true thought.
I will hand over everything I have to my wife, including life.
The little ghost smiled, and his answer was calm.
I remember Junichi Watanabe's description in his novel "Paradise Lost". When love reaches the extreme, he not only wants to possess the other person's body and feelings, but also wants the other person's life.
Zhao Xinya supported her head with her hands and pressed her arms on the boy's shoulders, which made him feel very painful and happy. He had already fallen in love with the pain that his wife inadvertently brought him to his body.
Is the lady worried about something?The little ghost asked softly.
Maybe, I am a possessive woman and don’t want to lose what I have. I will take my things away before I die, including you, and let you bury me for my life. Are you willing?
When Zhao Xinya said this, she was like talking about what to eat for breakfast today, without any emotional ups and downs.
It is my honor to leave this world with my wife, of course I am willing.
The little ghost closed his eyes and imagined a scene in the future. The lady lay quietly on the bed, waiting for the arrival of death, while he lay on the head of the lady's bed, as peaceful as a sculpture.
The lady was wearing a white bed sheet, the clothes were white, the quilt was white, the room was white, the floor was white, the furniture was white, and even the sky outside the window was white, as if the whole world was filled with a color.
Then, the little ghost heard the sound of water droplets, ticking, ticking...
The red water droplets flow down the little ghost's wrists, forming a river, like a red ocean, spreading across the white embankment.
The lady smiled familiarly, then closed her eyes, and the whole world began to collapse and fall, and life was about to return to its starting point, repeating itself.
The little ghost's pupils began to shrink, and a shiny ball of light rolled down from the corner of his eyes.
Life is that simple.
Why are you crying? Little baby, are you worried about your future?
Zhao Xinya wiped a tear from the corner of her eyes for the little ghost and asked curiously.
No, I just felt very sad and sad when I saw my wife leaving this world.
The little ghost's chest was undulating, making Zhao Xinya feel like she was floating on the sea, rising and falling with the waves.
well!
Zhao Xinya sighed and murmured: How could I bear to kill you?
Death is not scary, but losing the one you love is the most scary.
Then what do you love me?
……
This is a very difficult question to answer, and everyone has their own answer, but perhaps none of them are the most real.
One person falls in love with another person not only because the other person has certain traits, but more because it comes from the most original touch deep in his heart.
Therefore, Zhao Xinya did not get too entangled with this issue. Even the crazy idea she had just thought of suddenly.
Zhao Xinya is not worried too much about the future. She is an extremely confident woman and has the ability to grasp everything in her hands.
Zhao Xinya felt very comfortable saying that she didn't have to hide her true thoughts in front of others. It was a very pleasant thing.
Zhao Xinya, who was feeling relieved, suddenly became interested and said to the little ghost: Let's complete the fitness exercise that we just interrupted, let's whisper and don't alarm others.
Thinking of Qi Hong who was still asleep in the study, and her parents should get up at this time, so she still didn't dare to be too out of line, after all, this is not their villa.
To endure the itchy discomfort of his throat, Zhao Xinya also completed an unexpected and pleasant experience in a slow rhythm.
Walking out of the bedroom, Zhao Xinya's whole body was filled with charming brilliance, with spring hanging on the corners of her eyes and eyebrows. Her face reveals an indescribable crystal clearness, like a gem emitting luster.
Qi Hong, who walked out of the study, had a different posture, her eyes were dark, she obviously had poor rest, and she was even a little red and swollen. She was a trace of crying. Compared with Zhao Xinya, there was a difference between heaven and earth.
Still feeling sad?Honey.
Zhao Xinya asked softly, holding Qi Hong's hand.
Well, I always feel uncomfortable, it seems that something bad will happen.
Qi Hong glanced at her best friend and found a charming light emitting from her face. She immediately realized what envy and jealousy meant.
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