The pain and torment that Qixuan has suffered over the past year is not something that ordinary people can understand. The physical pain is only on the one hand, and on the other hand, he always lives in his infinite guilt towards Yunxi.
As soon as he closes his eyes at night, Yunxi's beautiful and graceful appearance will appear, which makes him even more heartbroken!
At this time, he could only take out his cell phone and watch the video clip of him and Xiaoxi intimately together while shedding tears, so as to relieve his huge pain and longing in his heart!
A man like Qi Xuan, who is domineering, powerful and extremely demanding in bed, is now tortured by drugs, and his previous vigor in bed has long disappeared.
Sometimes Mandy had to take a long time to lick his cock hard. She finally had sex normally, but after only ten minutes, she surrendered.
Although Mandy always pretends to be very enjoyable and never shows any dissatisfaction, this still makes Qi Xuan, who was originally in bed, feel extremely ashamed and humiliated.
This is a huge blow to a real man!
I can’t even satisfy a woman, what’s the point of living?
Qixuan finally realized what life is worse than death. Instead of living carefully and perseveringly every day, it is better to die happily to seek liberation and end your miserable life so that you will not stay in this world and harm others and yourself. Mandy is so tired that she has to suffer and torture with her.
However, when he thought of Mandy putting so much effort into his treatment, he could only give up this ridiculous idea and not let down Mandy's expectations of him. He would seize it as long as he had a glimmer of chance.
Unfortunately, Qi Xuan's big game in his life has come to the final stage. Since he has lost a lot in the middle, it depends on whether he can recover something in the end, right?
Qixuan recalled the women he had dated in his life: the mature and capable Yunwen, the beautiful and simple Yunxi, the beautiful and well-behaved Shiqi, the cute and stupid Xiaohan, the cold and arrogant Zhang Qian, the coquettish and romantic Amanda, and of course the straightforward and gorgeous Mandy.
Yunwen, Yunxi and now Mandy, all of them belong to their favorites at different stages of their lives.
As for the others, such as Shi Qi, Zhang Qian, etc., they are just acting or on a whim, and they are more just to try different flavors, or to be tempted by their moving bodies at the beginning, and they do not have a deep emotional foundation.
Yunwen is the woman Qixuan thought she could spend her life with her from the beginning, but she didn't expect that she left her first.
Yunwen's strong personality destined that she could not tolerate her husband's cheating even if she had once, she would never forgive her.
She can give everything for her husband, but she cannot accept her husband's betrayal of her, so Qixuan and her are destined to be destined to be destined.
Mandy accompanied him to the last moment of his life. He should have loved her the most, but unfortunately Qixuan treated her more with love due to gratitude. Although the two of them supported each other to the last moment, Qixuan never found a real feeling for Mandy. Perhaps her flamboyant personality has never been the most ideal woman in Qixuan's mind.
Only Yunxi is her true love, a woman who really wants to spend her whole life with her!
I even hope to continue to be with her in the next life.
Although Qi Xuan is usually good at calling the wind and being versatile in the company, he is actually quite traditional in his heart. Therefore, Yunxi's simple and restrained personality is more incest and more in line with his ideal image as a good wife.
What's more, Yunxi's love for herself is also very deep, which can be seen from the huge mistakes she made again and again.
If Yunwen and Mandy had encountered these things, with Yunwen's shrewdness and stubbornness, Mandy's boldness and strong personality, they might not have been able to forgive their mistakes and return to their side.
It’s not because they don’t love themselves deeply enough, but because of their innate character.
As the saying goes, it is enough to have a close friend in life!
He was fortunate to have had feelings for three beautiful and passionate women, and Qixuan felt that God was already very kind to him.
What's more, I have had various emotional entanglements, erotic events in bed, etc. with other women.
God is actually very fair. Qixuan often thinks this way after suffering from cancer. Perhaps it is because his life was too moist before, whether it is money, family, lovers or even lovers. When a person takes up all the benefits, the dilemma he will face next is likely to be watching them slowly disappear in front of his eyes one by one.
Life is like a K-line chart in the stock market. When stocks rise too high, they will fall one day sooner or later. This is essentially no different from gold and oil prices.
It may be that the Yin falls slowly, or it may be that several large Yin lines directly hit you and make you dizzy.
No matter which one it is, the final outcome will make you lose all your money, and you will even have to lose your life.
The most important thing is contentment. Knowing how to cherish everything you have now is the most important thing.
I was not satisfied with my two sisters. I was confused about my feelings and had an extramarital affair, and yearned for those lives of living, living, and romance, and finally got punished by God.
When a person makes a huge mistake, sooner or later he will have to pay the price.
Although this punishment came a little earlier.
However, Qixuan thought that this might be God’s cleverness. If he waited until he and Yunxi got married before he found out that he had a terminal illness, then everything would never be saved.
Now at least, Yunxi can forget herself, so as not to make her feel in pain after she leaves in the future.
Qi Xuan leaned on the rocking chair, looking at the dead leaves falling outside the window with his eyes, and a calm smile appeared on his face...
As soon as he closes his eyes at night, Yunxi's beautiful and graceful appearance will appear, which makes him even more heartbroken!
At this time, he could only take out his cell phone and watch the video clip of him and Xiaoxi intimately together while shedding tears, so as to relieve his huge pain and longing in his heart!
A man like Qi Xuan, who is domineering, powerful and extremely demanding in bed, is now tortured by drugs, and his previous vigor in bed has long disappeared.
Sometimes Mandy had to take a long time to lick his cock hard. She finally had sex normally, but after only ten minutes, she surrendered.
Although Mandy always pretends to be very enjoyable and never shows any dissatisfaction, this still makes Qi Xuan, who was originally in bed, feel extremely ashamed and humiliated.
This is a huge blow to a real man!
I can’t even satisfy a woman, what’s the point of living?
Qixuan finally realized what life is worse than death. Instead of living carefully and perseveringly every day, it is better to die happily to seek liberation and end your miserable life so that you will not stay in this world and harm others and yourself. Mandy is so tired that she has to suffer and torture with her.
However, when he thought of Mandy putting so much effort into his treatment, he could only give up this ridiculous idea and not let down Mandy's expectations of him. He would seize it as long as he had a glimmer of chance.
Unfortunately, Qi Xuan's big game in his life has come to the final stage. Since he has lost a lot in the middle, it depends on whether he can recover something in the end, right?
Qixuan recalled the women he had dated in his life: the mature and capable Yunwen, the beautiful and simple Yunxi, the beautiful and well-behaved Shiqi, the cute and stupid Xiaohan, the cold and arrogant Zhang Qian, the coquettish and romantic Amanda, and of course the straightforward and gorgeous Mandy.
Yunwen, Yunxi and now Mandy, all of them belong to their favorites at different stages of their lives.
As for the others, such as Shi Qi, Zhang Qian, etc., they are just acting or on a whim, and they are more just to try different flavors, or to be tempted by their moving bodies at the beginning, and they do not have a deep emotional foundation.
Yunwen is the woman Qixuan thought she could spend her life with her from the beginning, but she didn't expect that she left her first.
Yunwen's strong personality destined that she could not tolerate her husband's cheating even if she had once, she would never forgive her.
She can give everything for her husband, but she cannot accept her husband's betrayal of her, so Qixuan and her are destined to be destined to be destined.
Mandy accompanied him to the last moment of his life. He should have loved her the most, but unfortunately Qixuan treated her more with love due to gratitude. Although the two of them supported each other to the last moment, Qixuan never found a real feeling for Mandy. Perhaps her flamboyant personality has never been the most ideal woman in Qixuan's mind.
Only Yunxi is her true love, a woman who really wants to spend her whole life with her!
I even hope to continue to be with her in the next life.
Although Qi Xuan is usually good at calling the wind and being versatile in the company, he is actually quite traditional in his heart. Therefore, Yunxi's simple and restrained personality is more incest and more in line with his ideal image as a good wife.
What's more, Yunxi's love for herself is also very deep, which can be seen from the huge mistakes she made again and again.
If Yunwen and Mandy had encountered these things, with Yunwen's shrewdness and stubbornness, Mandy's boldness and strong personality, they might not have been able to forgive their mistakes and return to their side.
It’s not because they don’t love themselves deeply enough, but because of their innate character.
As the saying goes, it is enough to have a close friend in life!
He was fortunate to have had feelings for three beautiful and passionate women, and Qixuan felt that God was already very kind to him.
What's more, I have had various emotional entanglements, erotic events in bed, etc. with other women.
God is actually very fair. Qixuan often thinks this way after suffering from cancer. Perhaps it is because his life was too moist before, whether it is money, family, lovers or even lovers. When a person takes up all the benefits, the dilemma he will face next is likely to be watching them slowly disappear in front of his eyes one by one.
Life is like a K-line chart in the stock market. When stocks rise too high, they will fall one day sooner or later. This is essentially no different from gold and oil prices.
It may be that the Yin falls slowly, or it may be that several large Yin lines directly hit you and make you dizzy.
No matter which one it is, the final outcome will make you lose all your money, and you will even have to lose your life.
The most important thing is contentment. Knowing how to cherish everything you have now is the most important thing.
I was not satisfied with my two sisters. I was confused about my feelings and had an extramarital affair, and yearned for those lives of living, living, and romance, and finally got punished by God.
When a person makes a huge mistake, sooner or later he will have to pay the price.
Although this punishment came a little earlier.
However, Qixuan thought that this might be God’s cleverness. If he waited until he and Yunxi got married before he found out that he had a terminal illness, then everything would never be saved.
Now at least, Yunxi can forget herself, so as not to make her feel in pain after she leaves in the future.
Qi Xuan leaned on the rocking chair, looking at the dead leaves falling outside the window with his eyes, and a calm smile appeared on his face...
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