Chapter 13: Intoxicated

The gap between ideals and reality is often unintentionally or intentionally deepened and broadened by people. The world on the other side of ideals is extremely brilliant and brilliant, while the emotional real life is shrouded in a bleak and desolate shadow of sin.

This colorful real world confuses people's eyes and ears with its colorful and erotic charm, but it is like the nature in the entire Hegel's philosophy, just an illusory image set by the spirit to realize itself and understand itself.

The ultimate purpose of this confusing and illusory world is to prove its falsehood, just as the ultimate purpose of Hegel's nature is to kill himself and break through his sensual shell.

Therefore, only when a soul that has experienced pain and suffering abandons the real world like an empty corpse can it finally enter the ideal state of glory and clarity.

As a teenager, I once thought that being addicted to women's clothing and lust would allow me to enter this state.

At that time, I only felt that life itself had undergone serious alienation, and the world became a rebellious province in the kingdom of heaven. Only by rebelling against this rebellious province can I return to the paradise of happiness.

So I began to try to completely open myself and try to completely rebel against this era...

Dividing line

...Wen Qiang?On the way back to the dormitory after evening self-study, a female called me.

Ah?AhAh, what's wrong?I looked back and realized that the person who called me was my girlfriend Yun Jin.

What's wrong?I should say this!Yun Jin said to me angrily, "What are you considering next Sunday's date? Shouldn't we discuss where to go?"

Ao, that's true... Recently, I have almost become an empty shell. Whether it's school study or girlfriend, I don't have the heart to think about it. I'm thinking about having sex with that man.

I also know that no matter how I say this, I don’t want to pay attention to it, nor do I want to think about the right or wrong of this matter.

Just like that man said, why do you think so much? Wouldn’t it be better to be his woman and enjoy happiness?

Thinking of this, I couldn't help but feel that my face seemed to be hot again, and the bottom of me was itchy.

Really... Wen Qiang, have you been a little abnormal recently?The night covered my strangeness, but it couldn't stop Yun Jin's voice. I kept telling me that I was too busy with studying, could you not work so hard!

Sorry... Facing Yun Jin's growing voice, I hurriedly admitted my mistake and explained that I am so tired recently that I can't even get out of bedtime... Alas, I don't know why, but I can't figure out the recent functions at all. I'm so worried about my math.

Is this true?Has the problem in that aspect been solved?As he spoke, Yun Jin seemed to realize that something was wrong and raised his voice slightly. Uh... This is not the point, although it is necessary to improve the results.But should you care about me too?You are my boyfriend, do you know?do you remember?

Well, of course I remember... I was about to explain Yun Jin's wardrobe, so I started to cheer.

Yun Jin, are you acting cute with your Wenqiang again?

Yun Jin, are you quarreling again?

……

No, you are just talking nonsense.Yun Jin refuted her best friend while wrapping my arm around my ear and whispered in my ear, "Let you go this time, this time you must think about where to take me to play."

OK, OK, let's go back first and don't tease him anymore.After quietly pinching me, Yun Jin quickly stepped back and pulled her roommates away talking and laughing.

I stood quietly in the open space.

For some time, I have been panicking about Yun Jin.

This made me feel very sinful.

But when I think of that man, I feel even more confused when I can't meet for two weeks.

This Saturday, the man is coming back.

The man seemed to have seen through my inner changes. Last time he parted, he gently asked me to dress up beautifully and a more ladylike next time he met. He would not be allowed to touch women or masturbate these days, and wait for him well.

To be honest, when he said that day, I scoffed at it. I didn’t touch my girlfriend for two weeks, and I couldn’t shoot. How could it be for a boy who was energetic in high school?

But two weeks have almost passed, and I realized that it is not impossible.

In the past two weeks, although my younger brother sometimes has morning erections, what I long for is not my girlfriend's big and round but rather the man's hot cock.

In the past two weeks, I also secretly went to the house given to me by the man on the weekend, trying to satisfy my muddy butt with my hands, but for some reason, no matter how I tried, I couldn't get it.

To be honest, I felt very angry when I was led by someone in this way, but when I thought that Saturday was about to meet that man in two days, I seemed to have vague expectations in my heart.

This hazy feeling that is still chaotic makes me feel even more irritated at this moment.

The breeze is coming, and the evening is getting heavier.

But I just feel that I can't calm down.

Alas, I don’t think about it anymore. When I heard the ringtone of the dormitory closing the dormitory at night, I hurriedly took back my mind and walked towards the dormitory.

On the way back to the dormitory quickly, my brain's reaction was very real, that is, how should I prepare to meet that man's requirements?

Two days passed in a flash. When I pushed open the villa door and saw the man, I took off the big coat that couldn't tell the difference between men and women outside, and leaked a white off-shoulder skirt, it seemed to surprise the man a little...You're outfit?

You, you...didn't this say you want me to come to see you beautifully?As I spoke, I felt a little embarrassed. Today happened to be the day when I was in the market in Fengcheng. After leaving school early in the morning, I did not go directly to the man's villa, nor did I go to the house he left for me to change the clothes he gave me before.

Instead, I came to the market and chose such a women's dress.

Although the size of Northeast clothes is generally larger, I realized that the hem of this skirt is just slightly above the buttocks. Although this makes people feel ashamed, it is actually good to let him see it. This is your order, and this is what you want to see...

Have you put on makeup?

...Well, after hearing his words, my face turned red.

That's right, this is the first time I bought it secretly today, but it was the first time I put on makeup for myself, and I didn't expect it to be seen by him.

Haha, the man smiled softly. Although I did say that you want to dress up beautifully, isn’t that meaning asking you to change into items and prepare that piece of clothing?

Yes, what am I doing?

It’s obvious that as long as I change into the clothes he gave me as usual, why do I have such a misunderstanding? I am such a fool and I’m so embarrassed.

Thinking of this, I really want to kill myself.

OK, OK.I'm very happy with your outfit.The man stood up and walked towards me and said, "This is more cute and suitable for you..."

I stood at the door without saying a word, and my shame and anger changed instantly after hearing his words.

But this man said, "It's so cute." Why not only did my anger disappear, but my heartbeat even increased a lot.

Looking at my silence and pursed lips, the man asked again without waiting for me to say anything. Did you make up your mind to be my woman like this?

No, how could that kind of thing be possible... Damn, I yelled in shame and anger but didn't even dare to look up at the man. What's wrong? I put my hands behind my back at a loss. I don't know if my mind is really broken and I don't even dare to escape.

Don’t be so shy. Such a beautiful girl must have a girl’s name, or just call her Youren.The man further told me that having an affair and loneliness is such a nice name.

Ah?Yes, I don't want to call this name...

Haha, don't make a decision so quickly.The man said and walked towards me. In short, he had to give this beautiful little lady a little reward.

Before I could react, he approached me and hugged my shoulders and kissed me without saying a word.

Woo woo!!... In an instant, I almost got goosebumps all over my body.Me, I was kissed by a man, and this man...!

Although I don’t know how many times I have been violated by this guy, the two cannot be compared at all.

The extreme disgust made my whole body tremble.

I tried hard to push the man away, and I struggled desperately.

But these are completely impossible to defeat the man's overwhelming arms and wrist strength.

The man's tongue invaded my mouth and rushed back and forth in my mouth with aggressiveness.

That kind of barbarity made me unable to move. I could only let him go to his mercy and let his tongue rag on my mouth, and I could only protest weakly.

In this way, even if I was reluctant, I was forced to truly feel how powerless my poor body was in the face of this man.

With the feeling of powerlessness and the air being pumped away, I gradually felt my whole head become groggy and my spirit gradually became dazed.

This feeling made me unable to think about anything, and a feeling of inconvenience arose. Could it be that such a forced kiss made me not disgusted?

Although I have kissed my girlfriend countless times, it is really the first time I was forced to kiss this way. Although it is only a little bit... it is really a little bit... It seems quite comfortable... After a long time, the man finally let go. With the sense of peace of mind that I finally felt free, there seemed to be a trace of reluctance in my heart.

Then, next, if you have an affair, you can kiss the cute little Linlin.The man said as he took off his pants, grabbed my head, and forced himself to get close to his legs.

In front of me was a cock that didn't have to be as much as my face. It stood in front of me, exuding a hot breath and a unique male odor. The smell rushed straight into my nose, choking me almost vomiting, and at the same time, it made me swallow a few saliva.

If you have an affair, as a girlfriend, how can you not even lick your boyfriend’s cock?The man shook his cock in front of me and said.

Me, I didn't plan to be your girlfriend... Although I retorted stubbornly, I felt extremely anxious.

Come on, is it true?

Do I really want to put this in my mouth?

Although I had asked my girlfriend to have a blowjob for me, I have always been straight and have no experience in licking other men's cocks.

Compared to the forced kiss just now, his behavior made a stronger sense of disgust hit me.

There is no such a lot of nonsense, hurry up.The man seemed impatient to my resistance and pushed his dick in front of me a few points. Are you sure you want to resist?

That dick opportunity had already spread to my face, the protruding flesh tendons on it, and the water light from the urethra appeared in front of me so clearly... It's all like this, can I really escape?

All I left for is to bite the bullet and go on a path.

Thinking of this, I put the majestic cock into my mouth tremblingly.

The smell of sweat suddenly spread in the mouth.

Although I felt extremely disgusted with licking someone else's cock, I could not resist at all and could only try to move my mouth and suck it.

Woooo, gurgle... The sound echoed in the silent villa for a while, and the man's voice sounded again. Yes, this is not very skillful, you really know where the place makes the man feel comfortable.

Hello, don't touch your teeth, try to move your tongue more often.

……

Guji Guji... I didn't want to respond to this man's words just continued to suck my dick.

Forced to hold the cock of the annoying man and also give him a blowjob, it made me feel indescribable disgust and humiliation.

But what makes me unbelievable is that the opposite of my will, my mouth is extremely active.

Whether it was his lips or his tongue, he was stubbornly licking the huge cock.

It was clearly used as a sex toy like this, and a wonderful sense of excitement surged deep in the body.

Or it is a sense of pleasure that is dominated.

This is a very contradictory feeling, a feeling of wanting to be ordered and ravaged... Oh no, I'm not a man with this kind of thought, but why does it seem like I'm becoming more and more perverted... Very good... I just like women who obey.Your skills are really good.The man who was originally just letting me give him a blowjob suddenly seemed a little unnatural and his body was a little stiff.

As a man, how could I not know that he was about to cum.

Just as I was about to spit out his cock and move his head away, he pressed it tightly with both hands, and the cock pressed against my throat, which made me feel very nauseous.

Yes, I'm going to ejaculate... don't let go.As soon as the man said that, a large amount of white liquid was released from my mouth.

The liquid broke through my throat and rushed into the esophagus. Because the amount was too large, the liquid overflowed from the edge of my mouth and its cock.

That feeling made me roll my eyes and almost suffocate.

This is the first time I have tasted the semen.

The slightly salty and extremely fishy smell filled my mouth. I really wanted to spit out the semen immediately, but in order to exhale, I could only try my best to swallow it with my throat.

Very good, You're such a good girl, I'll drink it at all.I don’t know how much he ejaculated, but finally stopped after shaking a few strands of semen.

Then he touched my face with his hand and said, "Since that's the case, I have to give you more rewards. Let me fuck you hard."

The man didn't give me a chance to react, so he pulled my cock out of my mouth, carried me roughly to the second floor, threw me on the bed, and forced my clothes to remove. I felt like I was lying on the bed on my back and was almost naked except for stockings, but my brain, which was still in an oxygen-deficient state, didn't let me react at all.

The man ignored me at all and directly pressed the strong and strong root that had just ejaculated but still erected against my anus.

Then, when I was almost confused and hadn't figured out what was going on, I stabbed the whole giant root into my anus without any hesitation.

Ah, Ah!...Ah!!Without pity, it is not the warmth before.

Just like treating a toy, the whole piece suddenly penetrated into my anus.

The pain that almost tore me apart made me scream with hissing and bursting my lungs.

I tried desperately to kick him away and push him away with my hands, but my body was not controlled by my brain, and I seemed to him more like I was acting shyly and coquettish.

I could feel the heat and oppression coming from the stockings when my feet were pressed against his chest, and the brutal breath that came from his breath through the air was filled with.

Crying, tears, beating, but this man is completely in the army and I make any response.

He just used his hands tightly to support my waist like iron pliers, then lifted his cock and stabbed it into my anus, and then lifted his butt to pull out the entire cock.

The speed is neither fast nor fast, and it is thrusting back and forth like a pile driver.

Because the speed is not fast, after the initial pain, I realized that I had to lubricate and grind many times before, which still made me feel a little painful. Although it is fiercely piercing through my body, it is undeniable that I can be accepted by my anus.

Since he paused for a second or two after entering the body before pulling out my body again, I even felt my pussy wanted to completely wrap his cock after his cock came in.

It's not about driving away but about yearning.

Yes, I feel that my body is extremely eager for that heat and wants to take it for myself.

But this hateful man stayed for too short after he inserted his cock in, so that the tender flesh of my anus had to chase the cock desperately when it exited.

This made him pull out every time he seemed to take my soul away.

But this evacuation is a false retreat. When the tender flesh in the anus almost chased out of the anus, the big cock came again, and came again, pressing into my anus with a scattered force, causing the tender flesh on the wall of my anus to react at all, and was stabbed into the body by the big cock again... Haha, this is what you are thinking about. The man was fucking me slowly, and he didn't forget to tease me. He looked dissatisfied with desire. Do you want more?

Annoying, so annoying!... It is impossible to deny that the body feels comfortable being violated by this man.

It is indeed true.

But even so, even so, I can't do it if I really want to say it.

After all, I also have self-esteem. How can I admit that I will be happy because of a man or because of an invasion?

Hey, it’s time for you to be more frank. You’re dressed so beautifully, and I don’t need to say that I just put on makeup. Now I still pretend to be violated against my will. It’s really unreasonable.Listening to his words, I could not refute at all. I just grabbed the sheet with my hands, hoping to let the cock penetrate deeper into my body and let more pleasure dispel the indescribable inside me.

Actually, there is nothing to be shy about.Come on, if you have an affair, try relaxing yourself and treating yourself as a woman.Maybe it was because my lips were a little determined, but the man actually softened his voice and said, "I have always maintained a man's consciousness. Don't you think it's strange?"Come on, as I said, relax slowly, and it will be more comfortable...

To be honest, his voice is actually quite nice, and it makes me feel that his words make sense.

Faced with this sudden idea, I tried hard to refuse, no, it would be too humiliating.

Humph... Isn't it so gentle?Then just follow my orders.The man seemed a little dissatisfied with my reaction and lowered his voice and said, "Please insert your cock into my erotic pussy."

This, this sentence...Ah... is too... too shameful...Ah... Maybe it's because I was too disgusted, and I couldn't help but say words of resistance for the first time.

I said, this is an order, you cannot disobey me.A stern voice rang in my ears with a sense of oppression. Have you forgotten?

I...my...Ah...lewd...Ah...small...puss.Yes, I can't disobey this man. These words are not what I want to say. I just have to say them because I can't disobey. Please... Please... Please use your cock... Ah... and insert it hard......

Very good, very good, let's talk a little more handsome.There was inexplicable smugness in the man's voice, and the big cock below began to gradually increase the frequency of thrusting, turning into a more lewd bitch, moaning, um, AhAh.

Ah...this big...this big cock was stirring around...Ah...this comfortable...Ah...this shameful words began to gush out of their mouths unconsciously.

When I thought of this being an order, I was so loud and so smooth.

Because of being ordered, because of being dominated, not because of happiness, definitely not because of the insufferable thing, the pleasure that comes from the butt, impacts the nerves.

The more intense the interjection... made me... make me confused... my shouting louder and louder, less and less under my control.

But with the increasing lewdness and panting, the strong resistance to that man was getting smaller and weaker at a speed that I could not imagine.

Yes...so awesome!So awesome!!It's very deep!So comfortable!Very cool!It feels so comfortable to be violated like a woman...

Haha, you are indeed more suitable to pant in such a way.The man's voice was intoxicatingly low, and the man's movements became fast and fierce, and the whole piece was up and inserted. The speed was as fast as a fitness player competing with another fitness player to push-ups faster and heavier.

The sound of the force hitting my tender butt made me feel that the room seemed to be more lewd.

OK, I'm almost going to cum!Take it well for me!The man said he pushed his entire cock into the deepest part of my anus.

Ah!Ah!!I also!I'm going, too!!The cock, which was so big that I couldn't handle, was ejaculating in my anus, and every time it ejaculated, it made the big cock seem to be bigger again. Every time it ejaculated, it seemed like something was pressing on my perineum, making me feel like I wanted to pee. There, there!That's right there, Ah!Ah!No, I'm going to die...

Unlike the pleasure of ejaculation in the past, I know that my little dick didn’t ejaculate.

But the pleasure that kept coming was coming was almost fainting.

The little cock was swelling straight, but the perineum kept getting more and more intense and the pleasure was transmitted to the mind.

All of this made me say vulgar lines like a promiscuous prostitute, just to prevent this man from stopping, just to prevent this pleasure from ending.

At this moment, I really feel that letting me die in this pleasure may be the happiest thing in my life.

The man didn't disappoint me. Not long after the ejaculation, he started to rush into my body again, this time it was more barbaric and violent.

And I didn't need him to chaoticly shout out the darkest and most obscene words in my heart.

He didn't know how many times he ejaculated that night.That night I felt like I was not ejaculated, but was like I was leaking urine, and the man fucked it one by one, leaking transparent liquid.

I forgot the fact that I am a man and just committing myself to happiness. I didn’t expect it to be so comfortable.

I don’t know when I will reach the top, but I only know that excessive pleasure has exhausted all my strength.

It made me fall into sleep like I fainted.

……

When I opened my eyes again, I saw the thick man's chest and strong arms.How long have I slept?Before I could figure it out, I was already lying on the bed by the man holding his arms.

Wake up?The man's whisper came to his ears, it seems that you feel very comfortable.He actually moaned so fiercely... Haha, it's really erotic.

His low voice was in his ears, and his nose was a lewd breath.

It is hard to imagine that I actually showed such an incredible look in front of her.

This is so shameful... Thinking of this, I felt my cheeks flushed. In order to avoid being seen by him, I tried hard to get into his arms, hoping to avoid his eyes.

How about it, you already know?He didn't tease me but just said softly in my ear that he already knew the joy of becoming a woman.

Silence is the only feedback I can do.

So far, although I have been desperately denying it somewhere in my heart, this is no longer possible.

I can no longer hide my mood.

Yes, as this man said, I fell in love with this feeling, this feeling of being permissive to this man and being dominated like a woman.

Let’s make a decision, if you have an affair, you should become my woman.

Listening to this man's words, my face was so embarrassed that I was extremely blushing.But I barely hesitated to bury my face deeper into his chest and nodded softly.

I used to have such a deep resistance towards this man, but now this resistance is completely gone. At this moment, I just want to be a good woman, please please him, and get his favor...