Chapter 15 Starry Night

He is a handsome man, and Defen likes to see him--the body shape, skin tone, and delicate and smooth texture, just like his scent.

A boy who is four years older than her, twenty-three years old, but to her it is just a boy, not a man.Not like Connide or Huagao.

Kyle's eyes moved away from "Anna Karenina", looking up, moss-green pupils meeting her.

She was caught on the spot while staring at someone else secretly, and her face turned red.

His rose-colored lips spread wide and cracked, revealing a sunny smile.

Sometimes, when he looked at her with this look, she could sense his urgent impulse - wanting to reach out to touch her face or hand, wanting to lean into her soft heat, and pressing her lips to her.

A familiar burning heat surged in her body, and she thought she would not refuse.

His appearance, his breath, and the way he looked at her all intensified that consciousness - the touch was dormant before Connard took her away, but since he came back from the jungle, she was a sexy stunning beauty with flesh and blood, hot and strong desire.

But it is like a flower, a distant creature that is pleasing to the eye, can bring a room of light and be loved by people, but it is also cool, smooth and exquisite.He could not satisfy her without the nutrients she needed.

Thinking of being hugged, licked, kissed, and entered by such a big boy...

The body is extremely eager to liberation, the long-suppressed urge, the desire to give and receive joy and love, but all this is so insignificant than the longing for Hua Gao.

She had decided long ago that it was not the first time she studied love and death in literary classics together.

But this was the first time, when he stuffed books and notes into his backpack and she opened the door for him to say goodbye to him, he suddenly let his backpack slide to the ground and touched her hand, and he bent over and kissed her.

When the warm lips pressed down, the most real heartache aroused. I remembered the broken farewell between her and Hua Gao, and she had already lost him.

She retreated, retreating from his earnest hug and kiss.

Defen wanted to say something, but he took the lead.

Sorry, he snorted, I thought, well, I would have misunderstood.See you in the classroom tomorrow.

Before she could say good night, he had picked up his backpack and rushed out the door.

A few hours later, when she lay on the bed, masturbating as she did almost every night - she stroked her fingers through her hair, sweep her fingertips to draw the upper lip, and draw the outline of her chin, the lines of her throat, the roundness of her breasts, the hard and protruding breasts, and the soft abdomen - she memorized Hua Gao's touch, and he explored her eagerly and quietly.

When she spread her legs horizontally and bent her hands to cover her private parts, she imagined her hands as his hands and his lips.

She made herself orgasm and ejaculate, just like she was under him, and it was him and not her fingers inside her.

After the climax, it is deliberately disguised.She didn't cry often, but that night she buried her face in the pillow and cried bitterly, just like the day he brought her back and threw her down, crying heartbrokenly and heartbrokenly.

The next morning, she sent out a month-old package on the table.Before closure, she stuffed the letter that she had written repeatedly no less than ten times into the wrap:

Huagao, I don’t know if this is right or wrong, I will write to you.

I'm struggling every day and every week, since the last time I said goodbye - is that right?

I don't think I'll know because I can't be sure about your feelings and thoughts.

The only thing that is certain is that if I didn’t write this letter, if I didn’t try that, I would keep asking myself in the days to come, how could I know if I didn’t try it?

I miss you.

Missing - When you walk into the living room, you find that you are holding a guitar and melodious. Missing you who stretches your feet towards the fireplace, leans on the armchair, leans your fists against your forehead, and your eyes locked on the pages of the book.

I miss your face, your clear eyes, and your comfortable smile.

And your hand, I have never told you, but I like your hand.

I miss your voice.

During the only few days we were together, I was used to the way you talk - gentle and calm.

Your voice and tone make me feel safe and comfortable.

I miss your touch.Hold my hand, hug me, and press against you.Your kiss—the shallow shattered stamp on my cheeks, forehead, and shoulder blades, and something else that made me want so much.

I miss being your lover, if I count it.

I miss you and touch you until I feel so excited, until all I can feel is you?──Your breath blows on my skin, your lips and your body press against me, entering me?──────────────────────────────────────────────────────────────────────────────────────────────────────────────────────────────────────────────────────────�

I want to feel again - all your tenderness and passion.

But I also know that's just my wishful thinking.

But──If I am brave enough, if I can make myself more honest, I want to wake up with you, every day, you are by my side when I wake up, or if I open my eyes and find you staring at me.

Also, it doesn’t take it often, but occasionally, I want to go back to the jungle and I want you to take me back to that hut.

If you miss me too, even if you feel that we can’t have anything other than friendship, I hope you can call, reply or come and see me.

I don't want you to stay away because you think I don't want to see you, or because you still feel guilty.

If we were to separate because of these, I couldn't say how sad I would be.

But please, unless it is your will, don't come - if you also wish to see me in the past few weeks, talk to me, and hug me tightly...

But if what you really want is to put aside me and everything that happened, please don't come.

The reason why I only wrote this letter now is because I am worried that you will come because of self-blame. I would rather let you go than you because I am or what do you think you owe me?

The last thing I want to see—maybe a bit cliché—but really, the last thing I want to see is this letter, or something else I do, that will hurt you, make you feel ashamed or guilty.

If this is what this letter gives you, throw it away and forget I've sent it.

I won't say too much.

I also did something that made me struggle for a long time.Memoirs as thick as novels.It was not written down because it was sent to you.

I began to let my thoughts go back to the jungle, write down everything that happened, and write down day by day because I miss you, writing down that memory has become the best way to feel that you are still by my side.

Time will eventually fade and blur my memories of you and our time together, and I don't want to do this.

After I finished writing it, I suddenly realized that letting you see it would be the best way to let you know how I thought about that experience and how I felt about you.

Also, if you don’t want to forget everything that happened, but you really can’t go back to me, then at least we still have this memoir, and we are still together in this thin page of paper.

your,

Defen!

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After that kiss, Kyle did not study with Defen again.

But another boy appeared, just like the previous one was just the overture.

Jeremy—the newly emerging boy—is the only boy in the modern poetics class.

This one is not like a foreigner or a flower.

This one has a pair of kind and bright eyes behind the thick glasses, which somehow can attract her.

After school that afternoon, he recognized her on the bus first, and then they found that their residences were less than two blocks apart.

When she first met, she was almost sure that he was a gay man, but from time to time she felt that he was interested in her.

It’s amazing to feel that you are longed for by others, it’s a brand new body savor.

It appeared after she came back, before that, before Connard kidnapped her and ‘changed’ her, there was never before.

Jeremy asked if she was dating anyone, and she said she was trying to forget someone.He calmed down after hearing this, his shoulders shook down, looking quite disappointed and sad.

Her sincere love for Jeremy was like a hazy screening, showing her feelings for Hua Gao or even Connid, but no matter how peaceful that feeling was, the warmth was indeed in my heart - when they met and greeted in the classroom, or when he appeared at her doorstep to ask for study together.

Although most of those who learn to learn will take her to watch movies or go shopping in the middle of the journey.

One night he hugged her and said goodbye to her before leaving, but unlike her usual quick and friendly hug, he hugged her so tightly that night, and for so long, she blushed and sure that he would kiss herself.

But he didn't.

He smiled and let go of her, avoided her eyes, and flashed out.

Defen focused on studying the following days, but she had to work hard to settle her thoughts, plucked away the tangled heartstrings, and felt relieved and disappointed that he did not kiss her.

Studying day after day - starting with classes together, then focusing on preparing for the postgraduate entrance exam - the expected kiss never appeared.

As winter gradually retreats and ends, their understanding of each other becomes deeper, and Defen discovers that Jeremy is completely different from Kyle.

When she looked back at her attraction, she found that Jeremy was nothing more than a simple boy, just like herself before she was taken away by Connell.

No, it's not entirely true.

Jeremy is, and she, from the beginning, wasn't innocent.

Defen strips everything about sex from the flesh, turning it into pure brain activity, abstractly wandering outside the body.

Jeremy is very different.

He was there, in that moment, with his desires and needs.

He was just hesitating, afraid or lacking confidence and lacking in security.

In Jeremy's unspeakable but obvious desire, Defen felt something unique and strange.That was not what Connid or Hua Gao brought out - the slutty in his bones.

When they lazily lay on piles of velvet pillows on the floor, studying or watching movies on their hands, she would find him paying attention to himself - looking at her face, her breasts, and a small piece of abdomen exposed from the flip of her shirt.

After returning to the real world, her body was no longer the same.

It is part of her and she lives in it.

In the past, it took her to exercise, eat, sleep, and some basic life courses.

Now she felt that it was a living body, and she liked to move and feel the relaxation and contraction of her muscles when she walked or stretched her limbs.

I don’t know that week, she started practicing yoga.

Another week she enrolled in a dance class.

She felt stronger and more energetic.

Her clothes tastes differently.

She rarely cared about dressing before.

It's not that she's dressed very rustic, but she never considers what she looks like after putting on her clothes.

But after returning from the wooden house, I found myself a sexy stunner with extraordinary courage.

She will be more careful when choosing clothes, pay attention to the back and hip curves they create, and whether they can highlight the arrogant bulge of her breasts.

She even abandoned her usual style of wearing a bra and changed to a thin bra to reveal the shape of her breasts.

Now, a T-shirt can show their perfect shape very well.

She found that Jeremy often sneaked into the round pair on her chest, and of course she was careful not to let him notice that she had noticed his frequent gaze.

With him, she used body language more—whether sitting or standing, or lying beside him—to lure him to peek.

When he squirmed and changed his posture, she would secretly guess whether he would be hard when he looked at her like this?

It was actually quite funny to make him nervous, and he found that she was watching him, and caught him - even through the thick black glasses - he could still clearly see how his thick black eyelashes modify the dark brown pupils. His beautiful lips were naturally upturned, looking like he was about to smile.

She likes her presence, the impact she brings to him when she is by his side.

But still, weeks passed and nothing happened.

Every time Jeremy left, she had no intention of kissing or touching her, and she didn't know whether she should be lost or relieved.

He gave her a hug and a clingy smile and left.

She closed the door and recalled the scene she captured of him sneaking into her own eyes. He never asked other girls in front of her. Could it be that she was wrong?

He usually left very late, and she would take off her T-shirt, bra, kick off her jeans or skirt, and put on a loose shirt and shorts to prepare for bed.

That night, she brushed her teeth and looked at herself in the mirror - looking at her pupils in the reflection - calm, firm, and confident.

When she looked back, sometimes she hated Connell, hated what he had done to herself.

But she also knew that everything that had happened changed her, and she readily accepted the change - a contradictory reality.

After washing up, she suddenly felt a whim. She leaned against the wall opposite the mirror, and began to touch herself while watching.

She likes herself in the mirror wearing shorts and a thin top.

The cotton coat made the nipple more plump. Through the light gray fabric, she could clearly see the two dark hard protrusions under it.

He gently pulled the hem of his shirt and slowly exposed her fair and tight abdomen, pulling it up, exposing the roundness of her breasts, pulling it up, revealing the tip of her nipples.

Pull the fabric and rub it on it to see them slowly harden.

Let go, leave your top on your breasts and tits, and leave your breasts in the mirror.

When she covered her hands between her legs and her fingers gently bent over the hidden honey area, she chuckled and remembered that Connid had seen herself like this.

She tried hard not to miss Hua Gao, and it was so painful to think of him.

She had been used to the pain, and after a minute or two, she thought that this evening would be better—the pleasure of a new attempt, watching herself masturbate, and the hours she was alone with Jeremy, some kind of excitement of being locked up, and now she was looking for release.

But before she slipped her hand into her underwear, the knock on the door rang.

Jeremy, it must be him, his chest was turbulent and tightly thrust.

Now, she has to make a decision.

He's back and he'll grab her wrist and kiss her.

Or let her sit down and have a nervous confession.

She slammed the bathroom door and grabbed the robe from the hook.

But she didn't change it, looking at herself in the mirror.

The shape of the breasts is perfectly presented under the shallow fabric, and she also likes the hip-line effect created by her shorts.

As if you want to test your charm - what impact will this outfit have on him and yourself?

He was standing at the door, and when she opened the door, he could tell her to caress and kiss her.

But she would definitely shock him a lot when dressed like this.

Defen trotted to the door, with a prank excitement, not sure how much he wanted to play the game.Open the door in a small gap, hiding her body behind the door, and she looked out the gap.

Sorry, Jeremy smiled and apologized through the gap. I forgot to take "Eliot".

Disappointed in surprise, Defen smiled back to him, hesitated, and opened the door.

He passed by her and walked straight to the pile of soft pillows where they were lying on top of them to study.

She looked at him first, then knelt on the ground and reached into the pillow to explore, and finally raised the book with a winning smile as if she had found a treasure.

She waited.

He stood up straight and finally looked at her.

She looked.

His eyes immediately flashed back into the pillows on the ground, and his face instantly turned purple and swollen.

But he quickly raised his head again, met her eyes, and admitted his loss of composure with a sweet smile.

If I had known that you would respond like this, I would have forgotten to bring my books eight hundred years ago.

She smiled, letting him know that she had discovered that he had deliberately put the book in front of the cross.

Well, he came to her who was still leaning against the door, Good night.Sorry, I'm still bothering you so late.

Yeah?She instigated that she didn't move and did not give him a chance to open the door.

Jeremy stood there, looking at her, her lips flashing with a bright and dark smile.

His breathing speeded up, and his approach and his shy nervousness made her feel a swelling thirst pain.

Defen didn't think about what they would do when they hadn't dragged their hands, hadn't taken the kiss or did other partners' "warm-up".

She just wanted to drive away the unnatural flush and the nervous smile on his face.

So, locked his gaze, touched his wrist, and led the hand holding the book aside.

He still stared at his eyes, without moving his steps, but only leaned his lower abdomen against his lower body, feeling his excitement personally.

He could only breathe his breath.

When she turned her eyes down, his excitement had obviously pushed up his jeans.

Her lower body was throbbing wildly. She stretched out a hand and gently covered her erection, seducing him to a tender low moan and rub it slowly.

Now, are you still sorry?She teased, still touching her jeans.

No. He responded eagerly and humbly.

She likes this.

Be the party that controls and controls.

She leads, and he follows.

But she was a little worried that she would play too much.

Jeremy looked at her with obedient and awe, and she just started all this because she thought it was fun.

Jeremy stood there passively like a doll, her hands hanging down, letting her palms and knuckles shuttle along the length of his erectile dysfunction.

His breath became heavy and trembling.

As he moved closer, his body almost touched hers, the tips of the two noses were almost connected. When she watched his eyes become soft and blurred, she listened to his dull panting, and felt the spasms and twitching of the flesh under his jeans.

She smiled shyly and did not touch him anymore. She snatched "Eliot" and threw it to the door, then took off his jacket, and then went to the cardigan that seemed to have been bought from the second-hand market. She then pulled up his T-shirt, turned it over her head, and took it off.

He was much stronger than she thought, with strong arms, strong chest muscles, and a tuft of masculine body hair in the middle of his chest, which was beyond her expectations.

But his waist was soft, much narrower than Huagao's, but a little thicker than Connide's.

She didn't want to compare anything, but it felt strange - to untie the 'other' people' belts.

Slowly pulling down his pants chain.

shoe?She frowned mischievously.

He stood there, staring at her, staring at her for so long that she wondered if he had heard her, or if he understood, or did he want to end the game?

But he smiled, or should she say she saw his teeth appearing in an arc under his lips, which made him look more attractive, and he rubbed his feet a few times.

When she looked down, she happened to see a sole wearing soles prying open the shoes on the other foot.

She took off his jeans and he suddenly grabbed her wrist as her hand reached into the belt of his shorts.This was the first time he took the initiative to touch her after the game began.He smiled nervously.

I miss me, a little shy.

so cute.She smiled and shrank her hands, leaning against the door.

Maybe when it comes to you, you are not that shy.

She was waiting.After a long wait.He smiled, hesitating and leaning over, his lips approaching her.She leaned her head back until the back of her head touched the door panel.

Touch me first.She whispered.Those three words also highlighted the magnetic voice, which made her private parts feel sweet throbbing.

Jeremy bowed her head, resting on her hair crown, and hesitated to the air, not knowing where to put it, and hesitated and finally placed it on her waist.

Gently, the fingertips crawl up along the back beam, and then linger down along the arms.

Subtly, she felt his palm pressing lightly covering the buttocks, and her fingertips rubbing the back of her thighs, and then stroked upwards.

His hand slowly repeated the round trip. Perhaps he would dare to touch her "front" if he had to give her a special invitation.

She pushed him a little, raised her head and smiled, leading his hand to her private parts.

Like a sudden spasm in his lungs, he took a deep breath.

Jeremy's hand was still under her palm. She lured it to move, and led it to penetrate into her panties and pressed it against her sensitive meat pier.

Then she moved up and let her breasts fill one of his palms.

As if he was caught, he raised his other hand and tentatively stroked another cucumber mound.

His touch is not like Connide or Hua Gao - it is a gentle and shy exploration, not to arouse her desires, but to explore the female body.

Please, I didn't dare to start, but then he met her eyes, and now, let me kiss you.

But she smiled without saying a word, but he had already lowered his head and pressed his lips against it. It was not a real kiss, but just the lips touched each other, as if he was testing it, to see if she would respond and kiss him back.

She didn't move, letting the inquiring lips stir up the desire - his and hers.

He began to kiss her as his breath became heavy and fast, and as she was about to feel guilty about it.

He panted and sucked her lower lip for a long time, his hands stayed on her breasts and breasts without moving.

Her cheeks became hot.

All this shouldn't have happened, it's too clumsy and weird.

It was her fire point, it was her fault.

Then she moved, or he was moving, and then the two of them swept their lips, gently and warm.

Slowly, little by little, softened into a sticky light kiss.

His lips and tongue give a sweet feeling, even a little mint scent, like he had just chewed gum.

His tongue made her funny play with her tongue, which was very strange—it was completely different from Hua Gao’s kiss, nor was it like Connide.

But after a minute, Jeremy's shy kiss became deep, hungry, and soon, she felt the pain of desire in her body swelling.

Now, she doesn't want to make fun of her anymore, she needs all this.

Grasping the hem of her top, she retreated from the kiss, while paying attention to his expression, pulling up the hem of her clothes, revealing her navel naked, and then the lower edge of her breasts.

Inch by inch, slowly, she presented herself naked in front of him, finally leaving her top wrinkled under the vagina so that he could see, touch or kiss her nipples, and the snow-white, soft breasts.

A wonderful stream of war millet flashed through the whole body.

But her chest and face did not burst into redness.

It was strange that her extreme shyness always made her body red. When she and Connide had something to do with her - before her thoughts became sharp and clear, she quickly closed it.

Once again, Jeremy seemed lost, or timid.

Don't you want to kiss me anymore?She smiled and instigated, her index finger against her nipple head, and drew.

His expression surprised and moved her.What exactly is she expecting?Maybe, it's just a pure carnal vent.

Slowly and gently, he moved his hand to her, twisted and lifted up two balls of soft breasts, then leaned over and drooped kisses, first with white slippery flesh, and then to sensitive pink buds, licking and sucking.

The nerves at the nipple arouse the entanglement of desire and expand, first in the honey place, and then spread to the entire abdomen.

When he held Lei Bao tightly and closed his lips and began to suck gracefully, her body - every inch of her skin - tensed, and her next breath turned into a long, low and mute moan.

She pulled him even more towards her as her fingers penetrated into his soft curly hair.

He began to suck more eagerly, throwing her into the abyss of carnal desire, and thirstyly longing.

Pushing him away, he looked at her in confusion, and she led him over the pillows where the two of them studied and came to the bed.

Watching his gaze, she took off her top and threw it on the floor.

Then - his nervous gasps and the height of his shorts being supported by his lower body, the rushing adrenaline burned her excitement - she slid her fingers into the belt of the shorts that were finally covered, bent down, stood up, and walked out of its ties.

Defen, you are so beautiful!

That's not the word she likes, it's not a good word.

But his awe-inspiring expression did not come from the charm of her body, but because of her - Defen, and because of the sensationality that was happening - and she liked it, his intoxicating eyes when he looked at her.

He seemed to be nailed to the floor, and he didn't move.

So she moved to him, with naked shyness and trembling fearlessness.

The corners of her lips curled slightly, with a teasing smile. She stretched out her index finger, touching her abdomen slightly, below his navel.

Still shy?she asked.

Yes, yes.However, it seems that it is not very fair to you.He replied with a nervous smile.

Just know.

Bee teeth bit his lower lip, feeling like a demon who seduced a minor boy. She began to take off his underwear, be careful not to let the rubber band hit the erection of the raised erection, and then slide his hand to the cute arc of his buttocks, allowing the shorts to fall to the ground.

She touched the male root - the fingertips of her five fingers at the same time, comforting the five basis points of the round crown edge - he took a breath, trembling and swelling all over his body from top to bottom.

He stretched his arms and put them in his arms, and she could clearly hear his rapid and heavy breathing, and gently slid his hand onto the pillar.

That wonderful soft and hot man wants to have exquisite texture—it can always surprise her.

Rub your hands and move them - use the lightest and most wonderful skin touch, sweep them down, swim up and swim up and down, and look carefully - his closed eyelids, his lips open, his trembling body, and his lower abdomen rise and fall up and down with his strong breathing.

He was so excited that she thought it would be better not to go too far.

Want to touch me?she asked.

He smiled foolishly and nodded.

But he didn't move.

Smiling, she approached him closer, wrapped one hand around his waist, pulled his wrist and led his hand to his honey place.

When her hand evacuated, his hand still stayed, not touching her smooth flesh pier, only letting her feel her hand crossing the lower side. She felt that his approaching was coming, and honey Tao screamed a crazy trembling.

When he leaned forward with his fingertips, he touched gently and gently, and the front end of the honey petal.

As she tightly clamped her lower abdomen, the cramps in her legs squeezed out the moisture in the honey path like a seizure.

He subtly explored and moved forward, then slid back, and moved less than an inch before retreating.

It made her desire in annoyance, and a bolder and hotter attack.

Please - please!

She breathed and swept her fingers along the wet petals, so slightly that the inner side of her honey lips was not combed.

But then, my fingertips sank slightly and gently penetrated.

She whispered to her head on his shoulder, she looked forward to it.

Retreat your fingertips lightly and then bury them.

She held her breath, and for a moment she could only concentrate so that her breathing would be stable and normal.

He continued to move in and out with his fingers and retreated.

A little too slow, or something else.

It just can't really burn.

Her pain desire entangled into despair.

His arms bent down his stiff body and pressed against her. When she touched him, his excitement seemed to have flowed away.

She is not very competent - to be the proactive party.

Or maybe he was just too nervous.

After rubbing her penis for a while, she happily discovered that it erection immediately.

The other hand covered the back of his hand, showing him the way she wanted to be caressed - press his hand upwards, luring his fingers to slid into the crack of the flower, wandering, wet and sticky, touching the hungry nerves on the stamen petals, teasing the trembling and swollen honey nucleus, she moaned on his shoulders.

Still rubbing his lower body, her delicate buttocks twisted slightly so that the fleshy stems could touch him, and let the whole lower body rub against his hands sweetly, moaning and showing her gradually rising pleasure.

The burning stiffness of his body evolved into a trembling desire.

The hot clone continued to grow in her hands, trembling under her palms from time to time.

The pleasure she touched him was as if his fingers ignited her original carnal sensuality.

Now, he finally realized this.

Damn, his caresses became more and more skillful. He used the lightest strength to rub the tight honey core of the flesh, and sweetly rubbed the wet slit of the flesh, causing her pink buttocks to twitch uncontrollably.

He hugged his fingers furiously.

She was sad and soft, pressing her lower body toward him. She coaxed her own pleasure, searching for his agile fingers, and felt the pulse of desire expand and twitching in the honey.

His body stretched straight, and he suddenly twitched against him. The rolling ball of desire burst instantly, and the torrent rushed through his whole body.

She groaned with trembling tremblingly, leaning against him, covering her hands on the back of his hand, stopping his teasing.

When she smiled and looked up at him, he smiled uncertainly.

You, aren't he... he asked shyly.

Yes.

Jeremy bowed her head and pressed her bright lips, sucking her kiss back, as intense as this kiss was the source of life.

For a moment, she felt that her body urgently needed to push him away, so that she could take the fresh air and get the dominance back.

But that kiss dominated everything and made her want more.

He-Jeremy, let her melt and obey.

All his desires made her desire ignite.

Cut the deep kiss away, gently push him away, lead him to the bed, push him to fall on the bed, then climb onto the bed and sit on his thigh.

When she leaned over and kissed him, he gasped so hard that he had to change his breath every few seconds.

During the sweet kiss, she pledged her protruding plum red nipples from time to time, using the tip of her tongue.

It felt like it hardened quickly and was raising up in her play.

When she closed her lips, sucked and drew her nipples back and forth with her tongue, he sucked in aura and twisted under her.

Hungryly wanting more, Defen straddled.

Jeremy - his flesh was as hard as a rock, his chest was undulating rapidly - looking up at her, with a pair of cute myopic eyes taking off their glasses, with longing and nervousness.

She smiled and turned to open the bedside trunk, groping to take out something, then chuckled and lifted it up.

After staring for a second, he took the condom, shaking his hands slightly, stolen the packaging, carefully inspected the rubber ring rolled up by the curtain, selected a direction, and then focused on rolling it on the congested flesh column.

Does she really want to continue doing it?

Suddenly I felt scared, but wanted, and needed - not only for sexual intercourse, but for his closeness, his admirational eyes when he looked at her, the intimacy when she included him, when they danced together, and after the passion, he would hug her, making her feel a little bit loved.

She also cared about him, no matter what they would develop into - the lower body slid across his thighs, pressing the wet and hot honey towards him, and slipped the private parts along the underside of the flesh column until it perched among the wet petals that were opened.

The buttocks swayed beautifully, sucking the lower edge of the flesh, and caressing him with his trembling flower lips. The honey petals retreated and moved forward so that the wet hot iron bounced up and was pressed down by the meat. The bloodshot flower core rubbed against the edges of the dragon's head.

Again and again, wandering back and forth slipperyly.

Then mèi smiled, gently lifted his pink buttocks, and pointed the head of the dark red cannon wrapped around the rubber at the mouth of the sandalwood of the flower hole.

Wait, he gasps, wait a moment!

She stopped forcibly.

OKShe comforted.

His whole body looked weird-pale and stiff, his jaw was clenched, his eyes locked at her, and some silent begging flowed.She slid onto the bed and stroked his cheeks and arms on his side.

OK, nothing happened, Jeremy.

She continued to comfort him, kissing his shoulders lightly while combing his hair.

sorry.He sighed softly.

No, it doesn't matter.I'm too strong and too fast.If you change your mind, you don't want it anymore.That's no big deal.

Jeremy chuckled.

Oh, of course I want it, he answered eagerly, I just...

What?She encouraged him to continue.

I was afraid... Another embarrassing chuckled.I'm too--you know, too excited.I'm afraid that as soon as I enter... I will...

But the boy of Pity's expression was not only awkward, but also very ashamed and embarrassed.A tenderness suddenly surged in my heart, and I longed to comfort him.She hugged him in her arms, brushed his back, and kissed his black hair.

fine.

She wanted to say something comforting, but changed her mind. It would make you so excited, but in fact, it also makes me proud.

Then I changed into a playful tone, and I had a good solution.

She moved a little, leaned down, holding him in her hand.

He shivered for a moment, staring at her in shock.

Slowly rolled the rubber band back, round after round, up and off, she smiled and watched him moan and groan.

Connid's image flashed through his mind.Is her feelings at this moment what Connard felt at that time?That feeling of excitement that can fuck others' desires at will.

Be careful not to let the dominance of comfort slip away too quickly.

She wrapped her finger circle around his hard heat, waiting for another sudden breath to stop, and then squeezed her hand gracefully, allowing the full length of the flesh column to enjoy her gentle grasp.

There, at the top, she locked her chubby round crown and subtly felt the edges and arcs under her palms.

Move down further, rub the entire fire stick and land on the tightly pulsed flesh sac covered with tiny fluff.

He hugged her tightly in despair, his eyes closed, his thick black eyelashes trembled rapidly under his eyelids, and his lower lip was buried deep under his clenched teeth.

His heavy breath and roar were revealed below.

Then, his eyes and mouth suddenly opened, his hot and tense body flexed, making a high note like crying, and then a long string of roars rolled out from the depths of his throat.

His body twitched and trembled, and his lower abdomen and chest were sprayed with turbid white patterns of snowflakes.

Under her lips, his forehead was hot and slippery.

Wait a minute, he pushed away her hug.

I don't mind, come on.

After hesitating for several seconds, his soft and hot body obeyed in her arms.

I can't believe it would be so different.He gasped.

What's the difference?She asked lazily.

When I come with myself.

It's been a while, for a long time, since Connell and Hua Gao met her.But she remembered that the feeling was beyond the reach of self-touch.

Under that trend of thought, I struggled to float to the surface.

Defen?

Um?

Have you ever had many lovers?

Two, paused for a while before answering, and she didn't know if Connell was.And you?Maybe he wanted her to ask back.

You are the first one, he replied quietly.

The first one?Are you, a virgin?

He gave her an apology smile and nodded gently.

She was speechless.She always thought she was the last virgin of an adult on this planet.

You must think I'm a freak.

There is a little bit, because you seem to be two years later than mine.

Really?

She could almost see the arithmetic in his mind and grabbed his hand.

Jeremy.

Um?

I think I... don't know how to speak.When I started everything tonight…

What?

I really didn't expect this would be your first time.

It's Ah. Although everyone thinks I'm quite a woman, I'm not Don Juan Ah. He chuckled, then his smile was curled, and his tone dropped sharply. I think the story of my old virgin is not sexy at all.

In fact, full of sexy.It was really exciting to think that I was your first time… it was really exciting, she said, the thought triggered a new tremor in her body.

But I think your first time shouldn't be with me.

Why?

because.I...I mean, you are my friend, a very good friend. I like you, but your first time should be with someone who feels more about you.

Maybe you will, he hopes to say, in the future.

No, Jeremy, I don't think so.She should have been a little more tactful.

Your tone seemed to be very certain, and he said bitterly, how could you be so sure?

Because, Jeremy.I love someone else.

He was finally speechless.She felt despicable and small.To hurt him cruelly.

sorry.I just wanted to make fun of it at first, and I didn't care about your feelings at all.

No, after a pause, he said, "You did nothing wrong."I should have told you from the beginning.

Or never say it out.She smiled and said funny.

I won't lie, I really hope you can change your mind.Because, I have to admit that I have longed for this vision.All this happened hundreds or thousands of times hotter than I thought.But I hope it won't mess up our friendship.Maybe it sounds old-fashioned, but here - Seattle, you are my best friend.

She smiled and kissed his lips, kissed his hot forehead, and stuck her lips to his skin until the movement in her heart faded away until the urge to cry was suppressed.

His best friend.

She was too careless.

This is also the reason why she feels sad.

Or, not.

What made her sad was that she had no best friends at all.

The two people in this world who really understand her have disappeared from her life.

Now, lying beside Jeremy, she felt lonely and desolate.

But when she looked at him and let him see her clearly, he asked her if she wanted him to leave, and she shook her head.

So he stayed.

They showered together, then snuggled naked and warmly, tired under the sheets.

Then, after a long silence in the darkness, he asked tentatively, "The person you love."Are you together?

In some way, yes.

What happened?

We just can't be together.

But if you really love him...

Please, Jeremy.Stop talking.

OK, sorry.

He moved it tighter and hugged her into his arms.She let him go.

********************

One night a few weeks later, they were studying at her house again, he was reviewing notes, and she used her laptop to collect information.

Hi, Fen?

Her stomach and intestines were entangled.

Have you received an admission notice?

No, what about you?

Neither.

Jeremy.

Um?

Please don't call me like this.

He looked up at her, OK.

They were used to this platonic relationship, but they were more intimate than Defen's past friends.

The two often hugged each other and watched movies together, and he spent the night at her house from time to time.But the passion like ‘that night’ did not appear again.

She would also let him know some of the heart-wrenching memories, a small group of her experiences with Hua Gao - of course, she would not say bluntly how the two were captured.

She only talked about how this man she still loved cared for her - when she was most confused and helpless and hurt.

How did she realize that he and she are actually the same type of people - he is her mirror and reflection.

Although she is not around, she is always in her heart, and she is trying hard to learn to adapt to such a life.

Since then, Jeremy has no longer asked her to be his girlfriend inadvertently.

There is something I want to tell you, one night, Jeremy spoke seriously, and he seemed to be drunk, while he was cute and drunk - the two had just attended a graduation party.

Please say.Defen pretended to look at him seriously, worried that he would replay the old tune again, saying something like they should be soul mates.

I went on a date last night, and Jeremy's expression was awkward, as if she wanted to hate him for it.

How dare you go on a date with me on your back?She smiled and teased, "You know I hope you can keep your body as beautiful as a jade, and you will wait for me to change my mind and then elope with you."

His name is Gordon.He whipped, his voice as sharp as tearing tape - hoping to quickly let the pain suddenly fade.

How could her face get hot?

Day Ah, she must be like a roasted shrimp.

She tried to squeeze out a smile.

She should have noticed it, or at least suspected it, she was actually happy for him, and she knew it would be better to give him a comfortable smile at the moment, otherwise he would be even more embarrassed.

Then how did you meet this lucky Gordon?

Don't do this.Jeremy seemed to be pressed on Xingtai--pale, trembling, on the verge of collapse.

OKShe replied to her gentle tone and stopped making fun of him.Then, you're dating a boy.Are you bisexual?

Me, right?

Is that right?

I don't know either.

He seemed to be crying, and she spread her arms and hugged him.

Since I was eight years old, I have been worried that I was a gay man.Maybe I have realized it a long time ago, from me... I can't explain it clearly, a long time ago.But a girl will appear soon.It was Nicole when he was a freshman.Sophomore is Jennifer.Then it's you.And I have never shown goodwill to the boy I like.But when you are with girls, you can't spark.I don't know either.Before I met you, I thought I could only keep shrinking in my life because I didn’t know what I really wanted.Or maybe I am afraid of my true orientation.Moreover, I am twenty-two and I am still a part of it.

Now, what about this Gordon.

Jeremy withdrew from her arms, tears filled her eyes as if she was about to emerge from the dam at any time, but there was still a smile on the corner of his lips.It started out quite interestingly, he was the owner of the fashion store on the corner of the street.

Oh, the cute one.She remembered that guy - fair, silver-white hair, and tattoos on his arms.

Jeremy chuckled, it's Ah.I also think, you know, I occasionally go there and we will chat and tease each other.Last night I went to a tavern, ordered a bottle of beer, and read "dirty gertie".Someone suddenly sat opposite me.I looked up and saw that it was him.He ordered a bottle of beer, and we started chatting.After drinking for about three rounds, I talked about some of the things that are there or not.Afterwards, he invited me to his house to see his wine collection.

This is a good excuse.

I also think he is really cute. He is very interested in that topic, and he talks about the rise of the new wave of movies while tasting the wine.He said it very well, and then, he wanted to kiss me.

think?

Well──He leaned over and wanted to kiss me, and I, I don’t know why, it was too sudden.I jumped up and backed.He smiled arrogantly, with an amused expression as if he was saying, ‘What?I'm not your favorite dish?’ He looked as if he was the handsomest mammal on the planet.I stood there blankly, not knowing what to say, but I just hoped to turn back time and let him put his tongue into my throat.Then he seemed to say something, ‘Don’t tell me you are not gay.’I didn’t know what expression I gave him or what I did, so he slowly curled his smile, and his expression changed from arrogance to... I didn’t know, and became interested.He approached me again, and I tried not to let myself back.Then he said something ‘Get ready to greet your first boy now?’ And I, I think I laughed, and then he kissed it.

What's next?Jeremy snatched her appetite, making her anxious to know every detail.Of course, more importantly, the ending of the story.

What's next?He asked with wide eyes.

Don't hide it, talk quickly.

I know you want to hear the obscene plot, you slutty boy, he sarcastically said, and then his slick face turned back into a naive expression, but there wasn't much left to say.That kiss was wonderful.Then I started to back off.Everything was too sudden, even if it was just a kiss.I'm really not ready to mess with him like this.I thought he would laugh at me, but I didn't know, and I was too brave to laugh at me.But he is so considerate.

Jeremy's eyes were filled with wetness again.

He gave me an understanding smile, said 'Take it slow', then kissed me on the cheek, and then hugged me lightly for a while.Then, when I left, he gave me his cell phone number and said that if I wanted to find someone to chat or go shopping, I could find him at any time.

He didn't take advantage of the situation, but I was actually very grateful.But I don't want to ask him.

It's Ah, so I'll become a third party, that's too embarrassing.Defen replied.

Shut up.

Jeremy smiled for a while, then shedded her amused expression and he drank a glass of water.

After a long silence, he said sadly, so if you want to change your mind and fall in love with me, you should do it as soon as possible.

********************

You really deserve to go, Defen.Jeremy yelled in Defen's apartment, so what if you don't know them, you know me Ah.

I just didn't have the interest and squeezed into the crowded space.

Have you tried it before?

It really seems not.

That's not called interest, Defen.Jeremy sarcastically said.

You are born to be a butterfly in the social world, not everyone is like you, Jeremy.

Come on.When you come, you will see a group of drunks in their early twenties looking for secret rooms such as closets and bathrooms, and urgently mate with strangers.How could you miss such an opportunity?

Have I had the chance to see you sneak into the utility room and mess around?

The answer to her was Jeremy's total silence, and she blushed.

Look, he finally broke the tormenting silence, only three streets away from you.I can be a flower guardian and pick you up and drop you off throughout the journey.

Maybe.

This is not the answer I want, but it doesn’t matter. I will pick you up in an hour, okay?

k。

What's the point? It's not much worse than sitting at home and thinking about it.

She began to draw up an outline of one of the semester reports.

Then, listlessly, dragged heavy steps to the bathroom to wash.

Brush your teeth, comb your hair, apply eyeshadow, and blacken your eyelashes.

Good enough.

What clothes do people usually wear to attend such occasions?

It is not her strength to integrate into it.

Forget it.

She took off her top, took off the long yellow-green sweater from the hanger, and put on the flat shoes she bought from the festival’s old store a few weeks ago.

She usually doesn't wear lipstick, but she will match the outfit when applied.

Everything was very good at handling, but when Jeremy came to pick her up, she thought of sitting in someone's apartment and talking nonsense with a large group of strangers, which was more like a cruel mental torture.

Well, I won't go.We go online to see if CIA wants to recruit spies in case we don’t have a college admission, and we have a way out.Jeremy is not convinced.

Do you dare?You go to your party.I don't want to be the endorseer of your social life.

But what if I can't control myself from smoking marijuana?You know, in that kind of occasion, many people are waiting for an opportunity to tempt people to take drugs.

So tonight is a time to decide your destiny.Is it a graduate, an addict, or a street prostitute.Which character is your future?

Well, street prostitutes seem to be a good choice.

Go to your party and start your life as a hidden gentleman.

OKJeremy spread her arms and gave her a tight, warm hug for a long time.It will be awkward.

********************

It knocked on the door again, it must be Jeremy, so soon I became tired of the party.

Well, she no longer wants to indulge in that gloomy fantasy, and she just needs someone to accompany her.

Now they can go to the audio and video store on the corner, rent a box of inferior horror movies that both of them like, and order some Thai fast food.

She has become a little fat lately and jumped to the door and opened the door quickly with a playful smile.

All frozen--her whole world, lungs and chest are petrified rapidly.She couldn't breathe.

Hello, Fen.

Her expression was eroded by surprise. She opened her mouth and wanted to call him his name, but she could only breathe. The floor seemed to suddenly sink and she was about to fall.

Or maybe it's floating up.

There is no air, no words.

Then the ice melted, and her hard chest began to hammer and pant, and her body was hot and trembling.

Every cell in his body was surging to rush to him, and he had to raise his arms and hold him tightly.

But why did he appear?

He suppressed his hopes and spread his hands behind his back, so that he would not touch him.

She wants to say something, everything is good.

But I couldn't think of a single word.

There is only the feeling of expansion, and it feels so strong that it will hurt.

Hua Gao, although her voice was hoarse, she could call out his name and come in.

Are you sure?His face was pale and wet, and his eyes were red and shiny.

Yes, come in.She tried to calm her voice, but why did she still sound so abrupt and sharp.

It started to rain heavily outside at some point, which made him wet.

You're going out.

No, I don't.

He stepped into the room, but did not enter the inner hall, and only made enough space for her to close the door.

She slams her nails into her wrists, which is so helpful.

Help her resist the impulse - trying to get the two of them closer, wanting to put her hot hands on his ice sculpture's face, and wanting to print her lips on him.

Fen, I'm sorry.

His voice - she missed him.

I'm sorry that I'm just showing up in front of you so recklessly, after so long.I'm sorry to put you here and leave.

It doesn't matter anymore.What she cared about and cared about was that he came, and finally came.She wanted to know why, and what it meant.

She didn't realize it until he leaned forward tentatively until his nervous lips softened and lightly raised, he had already enveloped her, and she moved closer and smiled.

Now he is so close that if she loosens his fingers that clasp his wrist, she can touch him.

But she didn't want to make things difficult for him, if he came just to apologize, if he just wanted to say goodbye a better time...

Tian Ah, look at you, he trembled slightly, his voice was so intimate and his gaze was so gentle.

She knew that he was not coming to say goodbye for a better time.

Then this is - the first time we got to know each other, not in the jungle, not in the illusion created by Connell, but here, in the reality of their real lives.

She only smiled foolishly and she looked down and saw the green sweater she was still wearing. Then she looked up and narrowed towards him, worried that he would disappear if his eyes were away for a long time.

Closer, closer.

Did he move closer, or did she take another step forward?

She tightened her grasp on her wrist, and now she could feel his body temperature, so close that she could hear the tremor of his breathing.

The corners of his lips were still lightly raised, but his face was pale, and his eyes flashed, asking.

When he raised his hand, she held her breath and her stomach and intestinal cramps were entangled.

Waiting - the soul-wrenching touch in the past few months I miss him.

But he just wiped her upper arm lightly with the back of his fingers.

She let go, letting her arms hang on her side.

It's hard to breathe, and the heart beats too fast.

Maybe he was going to see her trembling.

********************

Her eyes were taking him in.

Erashes his fear.

God, it is so difficult to make up your mind to come here, I am afraid that it will make her angry.

No, it made her suffer.

But now, this seems so foolish and ridiculous - letting them separate for only one day.

She seemed to be expecting, trembling.

Just like that night, beside the fireplace in the wooden house, his chest was tangled and his intestines were cramped. Thinking of that night, he almost wanted her. At that time, he didn't know that she was so young, so inexperienced, and had suffered such harm.

But now it's different.Defen is no longer ignorant now, and they are no longer unfamiliar with them now.He was trembling now, just because the two of them were approaching, just because he was about to touch her.

Slowly, slowly, tender, warm and gentle.He wanted to understand her eyes, find or pure imagination - the desire in her eyes, mixed with the adhesion of pain and forgiveness.

Heaven, those starry eyes also reflect his wishes and love, ignite him and pull him into her warmth. Her calm breath is sweet mixed with shampoo, mint and her own fragrance.

God, he just wants to get closer, feel her more, listen to her voice, and taste her.

But slowly, slowly, want to extend this moment infinitely, so that they can carefully savor it every day and every night in the future.

Every second is so wonderful - full of joy and hope, and I am eager for the arrival of the next second, but I am reluctant to let this second pass.

The passion of life was filled with his skin and his heart was beating like thunder.

Her eyes were still sucking at him.

He tentatively stretched out his index finger and gently hooked her jade hand. His heart was leaping for this tiny, intimate contact again. Her warm little hand did not retreat, and the relief was so strong that it could not be melted, which almost couldn't bear it.

This warm touch aroused a series of tremors in his body, suppressing his urgent desire, and he wanted to keep calm and gentle on his own.

He could feel the soft heat of her breathing—with soft and delicate panting—and he stroked his face, and he leaned closer and sighed her name.

When his lips brushed across her delicate lips, her whole body froze and her breathing paused, and his heartbeat stopped suddenly.

But after a while, she regained his life - with her sweet and sweet kiss.

I miss you.Fin!While sucking and kissing, he sighed back and forth.

She didn't say anything, just gave him a shy smile and kissed him back.

Hua Gao couldn't believe her gentle lingering.

He had hurt her, and he knew it was so deep.

He originally wanted to talk to her to see if she would...

But she had obvious desire, perhaps as fierce as his.

So, you can speak with your body first.

Her lips were soft and tender, looking for it, warmly giving everything.

Their breath swept each other, hot and wet.

The knuckles are clasped tightly, the body is clinged against and wrapped around, rubbing each other, dividing, and then squeezing more closely.

His desire sublimated into unspeakable pain - his desire for her body, yes, but he desires her more. That intimacy makes him feel that he is complete again - when they are united again - but letting the torture last also becomes, a kind of enjoyment, so that the desire will be extended infinitely.

Quietly, she looked up at him, panting, hoping.

The two of them were silent for a long time. She raised her hand to zip his jacket. He didn't want to slow down any longer and helped her take off the jacket.

Twisting the hem of his shirt gently, she gave him a questioning look, and he immediately took off his shirt.

Then, still leaning down on his face, she laid one hand on his chest, so gentle as if she was afraid of hurting him, and the other hand was gently pressed under his navel - as if only by feeling his heartbeat and vibration in his lower abdomen could he be sure of his real existence - this touch added to his overflowing tenderness.

God - he was hot and hard, covered with the endless affection for her - her caress moved downward, stirring his nerves and desires.

Her fingers slid onto the belt, unbuttoned the buckle, pulled down the chain of her pants, and she stared at him deeply with sweet hopes and wishes.

He also urgently wanted to respond, unable to tell whether it was his own desire or purely trying to satisfy her, so he took off his pants.

Want me to help you?

He asked, the knot of her sweater tightened under his hands.

Pull it lightly to reduce and loosen the bow.

She smiled and nodded, looking at him with eager and trusting eyes, letting him untie the dark knot around his waist and letting him turn his sweater over his head.

The sweater slid from her arms to the floor, forming a yellow-green pool.

Looking at her wearing only a pair of black shorts in front of her, he was infinitely moved.

This is her own clothing, not the sheer thin robes that Connard forced her to wear.

He really stands in her real world.

********************

Fin.

His sigh was warm at the ends of her ears.

After a warm feeling of the body, the wonderful contradictions came from his gentle hug, his strong body, his hot skin, and his rising muscles, which were against her exposed breasts, lower abdomen and thighs.

His fingers were not inserted into her long hair, and the skin on his narrow buttocks and back under her fingers were smooth and burning.

When he kissed her, it was gentle and deep, hot and urgent, it was the kind of kiss in memory. Her soul-stirring kiss stirred and warmed her, sometimes deep and sometimes easy to understand, like some precursor, feeling him penetrated her.

She was hugged so tightly by Hua Gao and kissed so deeply, but she still longed for more and more of him.

I wanted to feel the weight of his pressing on his body, the two of them pressed their skin against each other, their limbs were twisted and moved together.

Every time she exhaled, she was accompanied by her uncontrollable moans.

She found herself rolling with him, her body consciously searching for the need, defeating the passive character she was trying to pretend, and pushing him down, just like the last morning they spent in the wooded house in the jungle.

Finally, Hua Gao gasped—even with a slight trembling, she thought—to break the sweet kiss mixed with pain and pleasure, and with a penetrating gaze and a gentle smile, he bent his knees at her feet.

She printed sticky kisses on her lower abdomen, then, while looking up at her, she took off her panties, stroked her pretty buttocks, and slipped away from her thighs and calfs. She lifted her ankles to get rid of its ties.

A violent joy surged throughout her body, just because she could meet him like this again. She looked down at him and looked up, trembling with thick excitement, and the critical moment was in the midst of joy and fear.

He laid his cheeks on her belly, hugged his arms around her hips and legs, and hugged them silently for a long time. Her hands also hugged his head lightly, feeling extremely sharp - so strong that it was about to cause physical pain - after experiencing so many pains, they could still rekindle their original desire for each other. How difficult it is, and the reunion at this moment is that, so wonderful!

The two turned to the bed.

Hua Gao was caressing, licking and kissing her, and all her senses were left with pleasure and pain.

It was like a contradictory joke, like he was too far away, she wanted him to get closer and to get into her body.

She moaned and kissed her again, and hugged him tighter. She opened her legs, wrapped her thick thighs, arched her pink buttocks, begging.

Then she stiffly thought of something, and at the same time she also felt his sudden stiffness and stillness.

She remembered it, Hua Gao's eyes reflected her own smile, and suddenly there was a burst of nervousness, and the heat slowly steamed on her face. She reached out and pulled open the small drawer of the bedside table, fumbled for a few times, and took out a small plastic packaging.

Thankfully, he sighed, a chuckle overflowing, and his forehead pressed against hers.

I never... She spoke, still feeling the craze waving through her throat and cheeks, … Can you...

He gave her another comfortable smile and kissed her little mouth again, gentle and lingering.

Then I took the small plastic bag, tore open the outer packaging, and rolled out the rubber ring.

She watched him put the white rubber snail on the flesh crown, then moved his hands three times to roll the transparent film onto his penis.

Tian Ah, she felt her throat and tongue dry. This was too sexy. His hands were floating on his own fire rod, gentle and certain. The tight rubber sheath made the dragon look more swollen and hard.

He returned to her and gave her a deep kiss that was provocative.

It melted again into one piece, and his body was closely matched with hers.

They moved slowly, expressing Jiestiri's resolute search and desire for union.

When she sucked him in, he also opened her, his hard work spreading and occupying her, as if he was about to smash a part of her.

The pain was too great to tell her that she could not face it.

Hua Gao, Hua Gao, his existence warmed her broken part of her self-moving in her heart and body. His body, his caressing, crushed her fragile barrier. Her heart tightly gripped, accompanied by a suffocating craze, shocked her and drowned her.

She felt squeezed away and captured.Nothing can get closer, no defense, no reservation.

Fen, Fen, he lowered his lips and breath blew hers.

Every trembling touch and kiss, the tense of his body, lips, and fingers was repairing her. The feeling of addiction in her chest was no longer sad, but filled with the need for joy.

She needs it, her body seeking her soul's desire - Hua Gao.

Hua Gao.

All her power was calling him, lifting her body, and pulling him into her fiery abyss.

Hua Gao, she begged, her whole body - arms, legs, vagina - tightly clamped him.

When he surrendered, spasm and sobbed her name??──It was perhaps the most painful and happy experience she had ever experienced.

Afterwards, he accompanied her and continued to go deeper into her.

The two of them were close to each other and their eyes were locked.

A shallow little kiss and a lazy smile.

Then he lay on his side, and the two still hugged each other.

The indescribable sense of happiness made her heart almost cracked.

The continuous waves of admiration beat against her heart, and when he hugged her, he rubbed, kissed her, and rubbed her skin with his nose.

After a long sweet embrace of each other, Hua Gao looked at her with a smile, and then chuckled softly:

When I came, I would develop like this!

********************

Hua Gao felt like he had lost his memory.

How did this all start and how did it happen?

With less than ten conversations, he is now lying on her bed after the two separated for several months.

Her warm and soft body was red and pressed against his.

Day Ah!

He loved her so much that he was almost crazy.

Fen, he sighed, his forehead resting on her forehead and his fingers combed into her long hair. I can't believe that he can be with you again like now.

She smiled, her bright eyes and the curves of the corners of her lips were hazy under the darkening night.

I did a lot of wrong things.I'm sorry I left, Fen.Sorry, I've been away for so long.It's sadder than any words can express.Also, God, when I found your letter, I was very annoyed that I left myself and did not receive it in time.I hate this, thinking that you thought I had received it, and continued to avoid it without saying a word.

Defen said nothing.He was next to him warmly, almost moving, except for the slight shaking of his arms, and his fingers gently combed his short hair back.

I hate leaving you like this.I worry about hurting you every day.I dare not expect you to forgive me easily.I just hope you can believe that I never doubted that I wanted to be with you.

She still didn't make a sound, but just gently stroked his short hair and the back of his neck.

Fen, I have let you go through so much.I--

No, Huagao.You didn't let me experience anything.We have experienced it together. We each have their own knots and it takes time to smooth it out.

He pulled her closer, buried his face in her neck, and buried it under the fragrance of her long hair. He couldn't believe that she could be gentle and could still accept him again after he had left for so long.

All this was too beautiful and scared him that it was not true.

Fen, how could you be so good!

good?

Are you really not angry at all?

Are you angry with you?

Yes, I'm angry with me.Because I threw you here that day, pushing away everything we had before without looking back.

Is this what you did?

She moved, and the mattress moved closely, and now her gentle voice and warm breath floated from above.

Do you really want to push away everything that happened with me?

No, Fen.Day Ah, no.I just feel like I hurt you, even though you said no.With that self-blame, I don’t know how to get along with you.I'm afraid that one day in the future, you will think so.This man who has known you for less than a few weeks has hurt you.One day you looked at me and suddenly regretted living with me.

Huagao, no!Don't you think that anymore?

This still teaches me to be afraid.Fin, when I think back to the choice I made.I've done it before.Sometimes I feel that I am as bad as him.

How could you think that way?

The only thing I can defend myself is that I just try to make you feel better.And this is what he always claims to be doing.

But you know the difference, don't you?Between Connid and you.For him, it was nothing more than a game.I think you are right-he doesn't want to hurt me, he is arrogant and thinks he is saving me.But he is actually playing with me - playing with us - just like doing some behavioral experiments on animals.You are forced to do all that, and I believe, firmly believe that you have done your best to protect me from more harm.You don't think you know better than myself what I want, right?

right.

I've never been angry with you, Hua Gao.That's very painful!I miss you.And... Her voice became hoarse, and the following words trembled and broken, accompanied by a faint sniffle. I began to think that you would not come after all.But I can understand that you have to sort out everything that happened.I just hope you don't hate yourself, don't...

What, Fin?

Don't think too badly about me.

His heart tightened, and his body became soft and weak due to guilt.

No, Fen, never.

Because of what I look like, when I am with him.After a silence, she added in a faint voice.

What he should know.You should know when you are in a wooden house.He was too selfish and was disturbed by self-blame all day long and forgot to relieve her pain.

Fin.

Pull her closer and kiss her eyebrows, warm and smooth.

A surging tenderness surged in his heart, and he felt the subtle pulsation of her body under the shallow breathing, inhaling, exhaling - under his arms, in his arms.

Fin.I worry about you almost every second he is there.I feel so uncomfortable watching you being scared and watching him forcing you.

He took a strong breath for his lungs.Comb her long hair, and a warm, silky touch flowed under her palms.He kissed her and her hair was crowned.

But, Fen, when your panic retreats, when you are dominated by excitement, that is the only moment, even if he is in me, can breathe.I think--I'm almost certain--you feel guilty when you get lust and your body starts to enjoy his touch, as if you betrayed me.But I never thought that way.

No?Her breath slapped his face lightly, almost unaware of it.

Never, Fen.

Maybe this is wrong, but I have to tell you, because I want to be honest with you - when you seem to forget your fear, and when you start to unconsciously enjoy the pleasure he brings you, I never feel hurt or jealous.

Be honest with all, in fact, it excites me.

I just...

Um?He waited patiently.

I hate myself thinking this way, thinking that I have done something to hurt... I feel... what I feel about you...

Fen, Fen, he hugged her tightly, kissed her, and tried to search for her sight in the darkness.

You did nothing to hurt everything between us, nothing.Don't guess what happened to you and Connidel, whether it's before or after you meet me, it will make me have bad ideas about you or reduce my favorability for you.

She lay on his body, silent.Maybe he is questioning him.

When I recall, when I remember what happened in the wooden house - after he appeared, some memory scared me and taught me anger and pain.But it is by no means all, there are other memories... still teach me excitement.Do you feel the same way, Fin?

Yes.

When I recall the scene where he scared you and hurt you.I was so angry. I thought if I met him on the street, with that anger, I would come forward and beat him hard.But when I think of you who also seem to want him, your reluctance seemed to be just because of my existence, and I also remember how he made you blush and breathe.

Hua Gao let desire permeate his voice. When I recall your trembling and moans, when his mouth and body land on you, rolling and thrusting... A low laugh came from his throat. I think you can hear and feel the impact it had on me.In those moments, you are completely covered up - whether it is physical or sensory - my feelings about you are surging, when I think of these.

She still didn't say anything. Maybe what she needed was time - not more of his muttering - she would see his feelings about that experience and about her in a while.

So warm, so relaxed, lying beside her, feeling her breath, her hands slowly wandering, on his back and waist.

Smiling in the dark night, joy rushing through his whole body like adrenaline. Thinking that he could understand her more deeply, thinking that he could finally look forward to the future, that was something he never dared to ask for in the years of separation.

Every minute and every second, he couldn't resist and wanted to touch and kiss her, and she also responded eagerly to every caress, every sucking of his lips.

Not long after, they were wrapped around again, searching for it - twisting, trembling, and roaring, making this time last longer, as if they were to deeply integrate the longing for months of separation into every move of sex.

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A warm, full, and shimmering joy awakened her, making her feel like she was in the warm sea, floating and rising.

Hua Gao.

Her cheeks rested on his warm chest and her palms spread flat on his lower abdomen.

His breath blew on the ends of her hair, his arms wrapped around her.

Hua Gao.

Lying on her bed, hugging her.

The joy was so sharp that she was afraid.

His body moved a little, and then a sweet kiss on his warm lips was printed on his forehead.

Blinking her eyelids, she looked up and her sleepy eyes froze towards him.

His quiet gaze, his gentle smile.

forever.

She prayed silently in her heart, imagined waking up like this and waking up with him - forever!

Without thought intervention, the hand starts to touch consciously.

The fingers patrol the way, starting from the flat abdominal muscles above the navel, sweeping down to the distinctive tangled muscle groups at the foot of the lower abdomen.

She shook her head gently so that she could feel the smoothness and strength of his chest with her cheeks.

Then they kissed each other passionately, holding their lips, nose tips, eyebrows, ears, knuckles, thighs were squinted together, and sweeping the calves against their calves.

It feels so good to wake up with you.Hua Gao's voice was soft, melting the lazy sleepiness.

The two of them lie on their side so that they can see clearly when touching each other.

Watching the sheet slipping off due to her movement, her breasts were half exposed, and she felt a strange feeling of comfort - she didn't expect that she was not even embarrassed at all.

They belong to this, naked together, and all are presented.

He was looking at her face, his fingers wandering between her nose and lips, depicting her smile.Then his fingertips fell on her hair again, tickling her itch playfully.

He whispered, are you going out today?

She shook her head, no.No classes, no dates.He smiled.

I didn't, and then, after another sweet kiss, does this mean we can have a whole day together?

Cheering, like a lot of stimulants injected with, the blood vessels expand rapidly, and the body seems to be about to get rid of the suction force of the center of the earth, and it is light and fluttering.

I'll be back soon.Hua Gaobing used his nose to rub the edge of her ear and hummed softly. Before he got out of bed, a series of electric currents had been tickled out of her body and limbs.

Defen looked at the naked, cute and beautiful—from her advantageous angle—that delicious naked body, messy curly hair that had just woken up, a thick back beam, narrow buttocks and round buttocks, more like a sculpture of an ancient Greek hero than ever before—he strode away from the edge of the bed, half invisible after the bamboo screen used to separate the studio and bedroom, he glanced back at her before entering the bathroom.

A hot stream came, completely covering her.

Her heart was filled with hazy thoughts, and she was soft on the bed, taking a deep breath.

How can you spend your whole life?

She wanted to do too many things with him, she wanted to know everything about him and use him to dig her inside.

But maybe she doesn't have a lifetime.

She dared not expect a man like him to make room for her to live.

Even if he wanted to, she didn't think their lives could really be blended together.

Maybe she will have one or two months, and maybe today is the only one left.

But maybe not, maybe he really wants to be with her.

She couldn't imagine that after so many months of separation, he appeared again just to spend a night with her.

He wouldn't do this to her.

He wanted her, too, and they were together.

She was so happy that she laughed out loud.

Then all her warm, sweet joy cooled quickly and cracked.On the bed, the unsealed condom packaging.Hua Gao didn't say anything or asked anything.But she had to tell him.

She ruined it all.

He has come, they had a chance, but she messed up.

The heavy blow from the heart became heavier, and when Hua Gao walked barefoot, the sound of walking barefoot sounded.

When he arrived at the screen, he stopped, smiled and showed his white teeth, and put on a spoof pose that only a bodybuilder would do, with a little funny naked in front of her.

She heard her weird, empty laughter.

My mind was covered in mucus, confused and I didn't know what to say and what to explain.

Hi.Hua Gao's smile disappeared, what's wrong?

He came to her.She was tightly clutching the wool sheet on her chest and sitting naked on the bed, suddenly afraid of being so exposed in front of him.He stroked her cheek and kissed her hair.

Fen, what's wrong?

You didn't ask about condoms!

Yes no.His gentle, calm noise came.

Aren't you curious?

There is one thing, he said, there is no sadness or anger in his tone.He doesn't care.What's wrong with her?He didn't care at all.What is she to him?At least not what she expected.

Then, why don’t you ask me?It's so ugly.Why did she look like a shrew?He obviously was the one who was guilty, but he started accusing him first.

Defen, he comforted her long hair, "You don't owe me any explanation."

But I want to explain.

OK

She likes this.

He silently endured, giving her space with his voice and his eyes.

But she still didn't know how to speak.

She felt her facial features crumpled into pieces, her face was burning, and her fat tears fell, staying beside her nose.

Fin.It's fine.

His calm soothes her.

In the past few months, Huagao.If I had known you would have come back, I could have waited forever.But I thought...

I know.It's OK, I promise.

If I had known it early, I wouldn't have...

Are you...

His eyes turned red and his mouth twitched lightly, but his voice was still low and steady.

Is there something?Are you, he hesitated and forced out, falling in love with someone else?

No, oh, Huagao, no.But I...

Have you slept with someone else?

There is one person.Yes, something like that.

She is waiting for the end of all happiness.

Fin.Day Ah, Fen.You don't need to surrender like a criminal.

He smiled and kissed her, degrading her worries to a range she could bear.

Do you still meet?There was a long blank space, Hua Gao seemed to stabilize his voice, his gentle expression could not cover up the injured eyes. Is this serious?

No, Huagao.I mean.It's a little hard to explain, she stuttered.

You don't have to explain, Fen.

But I want to...

Oh shit.Before she could speak incoherently, she should prepare a concise defense.Hua Gao is already considerate enough, but she is still not sure.

Jeremy and I have never been like me and you.He and I are just friends, very good friends.We have had...physical.It's not serious, nor does it have romantic love elements.Now he has a partner.But we are still together from time to time.Be together often.Occasionally, we...

She tried to explain loudly that the friendship was too good and too easy to sound a little weird and beyond reality.

Fen, Hua Gao gave her a gentle smile and put her forehead against her forehead.I'm very happy.

Happy?

Yes, happy.I'm glad your life has not stopped and I'm waiting for me to come back.

I know it all sounds a bit...I don't know - weird.

No, Fen.No.This is very selfish, but I have to admit that I was relieved. I only came back after being separated for so long. I am very grateful that I didn't see you falling in love with others crazy.But I'm very happy, really, you have such good friends.

All right.

You seem to not believe me.

I think...I don't know either.When you first met me, I was still a ignorant girl.Even after experiencing everything that happened in the wooden house, you can't say that I'm very experienced.I guess this is not part of what I can attract you.

Hua Gao chuckled and kissed her on the cheek.

I found that some men instilled in women the awareness that the more lovers they have, the less attractive and worthy they are to men.Also, he smiled and changed into a playful tone. After reading so much Russian 19th-century literature, it seems that his understanding of this aspect is not much helpful.What attracts me is the feeling you bring to me and how you influence the way I think.This has nothing to do with whether I am your first or the twenty-first man, nor has it to do with whether I am your only man.

This time he kissed her lips.He smiled, his eyes locked on hers.

I was serious when I said you didn't owe me any explanation.Your body and your life are all your own, not mine.No matter what happens between us, you don't have to report to me for your choice.

She just looked at him, nodded, and felt mixed feelings.

Don't get me wrong, Fen.I didn't show up last night to seek an end.I'm here to hope that the beginning of the period.What happened to you with others doesn't matter to me.Most importantly, he said, holding her face with both hands and looking at her eyes intently. The only thing that matters is what happened between you and me.

So, you...

Her face was burning, and she didn't know how to express it.

It's OK, Fen.Ask me.

You want to be with me.Try to see, I mean-

Yes.

But you don't care if I've slept with someone else?

This is not what I mean.I care.I'm not afraid that you will take away my or something if you get along with others.I care, I think, just like I care which university you go to.I care about you, so I hope you can have the richest and most magnificent life.You are a rare sexy stunner, even if you don't dig your potential in that aspect.But I am not the only one in this world who has the right to explore that sexy.

Hua Gao──

I'm not trying to be great, nor do I mean that we are not a suitable couple.

He paused, and she felt the shift in his focus, moving from the theme he had tried hard to articulate, to her.

All his attention was her. His eyes were locked in her gaze, and then he spread his arms to her tightly--warm and powerful. Her needs and desire for him melted into countless tremblings, and she settled into his sweet kiss.

In fact, I'm sure that after the passionate kiss, he gasped and whispered softly, and we couldn't be more suitable.Really, anything more than I can be sure of.But...well, you have to agree, right?After being with Connid and me, now your friend, Jeremy?──How can different people bring out different you?

Yes, with incomplete certainty, she replied.

I'm much older than you, Fen.To a certain extent, I have experienced a lot of colorful life.Part of this is...well, I've slept with a lot of people.This is not fair to you. If you want to be kind to me in your future life.

Those five words, life in the future, echoing constantly, obliterating other words he said.

I know this is an anti-traditional view.But really, this idea has been around me for several years. For me, this is the most extreme expression of loving someone.Exclusive love... is inevitably accompanied by jealousy.Once suspicious, I think, I will start to stop others from doing things they like, such as going to school or normal interpersonal communication.Is there any reason for what I said?

I guess.I think, yes.I just...I have never met someone who has this idea and will really live like this.

Maybe this idea is not for everyone.I don't know either.But for me, I don’t want you to be with me because you are tied up by me and can’t find someone who is more suitable for you.Or regret not digging out your different self in others.And I know that after getting along with so many women, I have never loved anyone like I love you.Whether it is physical or emotional.And I am sure that no matter what happens, you will not find the feeling I give you in other men.

Yes.

She looked at him.

Extremely moved.

like!

He said love.

She never imagined that he would fall in love with her, nor did she dare to let herself love him.

She told herself that she had been together for too short.

And she is too young to have no experience to name her feelings.

But that's the whole fact-she loves him.

look.Fin.I am not here to force this big news to you.

He smiled lowly, and the joy in his eyes infected her.

I just found the way back to you.What we will develop into requires us to explore together and explore bit by bit.You seem to be confused about what I just said, and I don’t want you to have any more doubts.

Yes, yes, his words, when they melted into that eager deep kiss.

And that smile and that look.

She thought that even if he experienced a nuclear explosion, he could bring her peace.

But afterwards, a look flashed across his face, and a little anxiety or distress gently poked his joy.

Then, his calm smile surged back into his captivating silver eyes.

What's wrong?She asked, before she could believe that it was true and would last forever, she suddenly felt that it was about to flow away again.

Hua Gao's lips stretched to a comfortable smile, and he gave her a kiss on her forehead.

His lips were stuck for a long time before he could bear to leave, and her worries quickly subsided.

When he retreated and looked at her, the firm eyes wiped away the last trace of her haze.

I just...after going through that many.I want to confess everything to you.

OK

She felt small and cold, as if all the blood was taken away.

Oh Fen, he kissed her in the face, over and over again, what I want to say is...

Another kiss was printed on her lips, and he chuckled, and a certain emotion in his eyes shone brightly on her heaven and earth like the sun.

Fen, Hua Gao's voice, low and gentle.

It has been promised that no matter how much pain and fear she has ended, it is over.

All that comes one after another will be good things.

Confession is not my strength, but after you have experienced so much, I don’t want to make you confused anymore.I want you to know what I thought when I came here last night.

He gave her another long lingering kiss.

We know each other in certain aspects.The experiences we shared brought us closer, too fast and too intimate.But on the other hand, we hardly know each other.So no one knows what will happen.After being separated for so long, I suddenly appeared like this, and I dare not expect too much.But I come to you because I know you are the one I want to spend my whole life together.I hope you can give me some time, if that's what you want, we can try and be together.

I don't need time, Huagao.Every day, since I got back here, I hope to see you again.Hopefully we can be together.

When he caresses her, kiss her.

When she stroked him and accepted him inside, when the two had sex for the third time after reuniting, she was sure that there was nothing in the world, and there would be no external factors that could separate them.

The two of them were grinding in her small apartment all day long, recalling and revisiting the world with him - only him, making love, soft and sweet words, hip-hop laughing, caressing, and rubbing his ears.

The two kissed and hugged each other, immersed in the joy of reunion, hungrily unwilling to miss it, and at any second - to feel, look closely, listen, and taste each other.

Hua Gao, who was lying lazily and naked on the bed, was so delicious that she couldn't take her eyes away and couldn't help but want to touch her sculpturally bulging hips, thick thighs, and the unusually smooth and delicate texture on the inside of her arm, and the bulging biceps that were bulging with her hands on her head, were gracefully tightened.

Would he mind if she was going to be a little shy than him and wrap herself in a sheet?Maybe he likes this more, he is still ashamed to cover up, leaving room for imagination and leaving more naked people.

Looking at him in a relaxed state, it was a brand new feeling.

In the jungle wooden house, under Connid's control, she could not see two men's other states - except for the surging lust.

He was not erect, so naked and so close, so cute.

His lower body looks very beautiful.

Compared to the appearance of being congested, it is now whiter and softer, following the suction of the center of the earth, and lying on its lower abdomen innocently.

How can people resist?

She desperately wanted to carefully examine it, rub it, and suck it.

After swallowing the saliva that had spread to his lips, Defen found that his mouth wanted to incorporate it, and wanted to feel it was hot between his lips and teeth - it was soft and hard.

Perhaps seeing through her lustful thoughts, he had a smile on his face and shook his huge and naughty trembled.

Locked with Hua Gao's gaze, she moved back to the end of the bed until his masturbation was near.

Give him a sweet smile, and at the same time, he received his expectant smile, his chest was already undulating due to shallow breathing.

The lips approached it and did not touch his body. The first contact he could feel would be her wet hot lips - opening her mouth, sticking out her tongue, sweeping the round and tender flesh crown, then slowly sucking it in.

Compared to the huge size of an erection, it is much easier to absorb the current penis with a small mouth.

She began to suck and slash the dragon's body with her tongue, making it swollen and hard.

When she moved the weight to her knees and placed her hands on him, she could feel the twitching of his thighs and the pulse of his lower abdomen from light gasps.

Her honey sacred path was also throbbing and tide.

He was completely congested. She swept back and forth with her lips and tongue, licked the ridge below the flesh column, and simmered the smooth faucet deep in her mouth. When she heard his roaring roar, her honey hole seemed to be burning like an electric shock.

Damn, she likes him trembling and burning in her mouth, likes his gasps and his humming.

She longed to see how he would spasm in her mouth and how to uncontrolled beast whirl.

His fingers were stroked against the back of her hand, not entering her knuckles, and intertwined.

Fin.

She stopped and looked up at him - the handsome man with ecstasy and ecstasy.

Come here, he smiled and gasped, leading her back.

She thought he was only a little bit away... Maybe she wasn't doing well enough, or she did something wrong.

If it is not good, she whispers, suddenly feeling a craze on her cheeks, you can tell me what to do.Do it, you like it to be.

He laughed.

Oh, that's great, Fen.I'm about to cum in less than ten seconds.

She smiled, her face flushed slightly.

I also felt that, she sighed softly, with a complacent smile on the corner of her mouth, and then she said confused, why...

Do you really like to do this?His voice and his smile exuded endless tenderness.

She chuckled and nodded, her honey was shrinking in heat.He smiled sweetly, took a little shyness, and gave her a gentle little kiss.

Do you know, if we don’t want to do it when we both do it, you may not have to finish it.

You mean, swallow?she asked.

I found that there was a lot of oppression in this regard... Some women felt that this was what they should do and should be happy to do it - to brag for men.If you do this just because you think this is what lovers should do, then I don’t want you to do this, and I don’t want you to deliberately please me.We have a lot of ways to enjoy each other.I don't need this special link.

You don't have to worry about this, Huagao.My experience is not very rich, but overall, I am very happy to make new attempts.As for whether you like it or not, don’t worry, I won’t do anything against my original intention to cater to others.

good.He chuckled, as if he was laughing at himself.

The same goes for you, she replied, Don't do anything you don't like to please me.OK?

One word is determined.He made a half-playful move to swear.

She giggled again.

What's wrong?

You were lying there, worried about whether there was anything or not, and I was so excited.

Really?

Um.

His smile widened and expanded into a deep smile.

What's the matter?

I'm very excited to think of you.

Are you so excited that you have already ejaculated?She teased, "Or should I continue?"She glanced down at the thick and long, still as hard as iron, and looked back at his handsome face.

He pulled her closer and gave her a French long kiss.A fury of anime stirred up her palpitations and thirst in her honey.

Should I do something different?He whispered, the fiery breath tickled her ears and neck, and then let the numbness scatter onto her shoulders and back.

He kissed her slender neck, and his lips, tongue, and teeth formed a pleasant knot, which stuck around her belly button.

Then he turned over to the end of the bed.

The hot and hot rinse her delicate face, breasts, and then spread all over her body - when he kissed her knees, he coaxed her to make her straddle her back.

She suddenly felt shy and realized that her naked lower body was above his face.

And when she put her hands on the mattress on his buttocks, the red, hard flesh pointed directly at her, as if she was asking for a kiss.

He didn't touch her except for the palms' caressing her thighs, round buttocks, and back.

Her legs had to be spread more open to fit into his wide shoulders. Her wet and longing private parts were open for him. The cool air and his warm breath were all blown on the water hole.

He teased her beautifully, making her wait in sweet annoyance, realizing her body's clear demands, she was unwilling to be outdone and wanted to return the color.

So she didn't directly soothe her penis that had been waiting for a long time, and the lip brush brushed across his smooth and tender skin in his lower abdomen - he took a breath and his abdomen trembled.

She began to lick and pat around his belly button, raking with her teeth to make him low and move.

Then, with the fearless aroused by excitement, she crawled into his legs with her hands, gently and carefully, scraping the flesh sac with her fingertips, in exchange for his muffled sigh.

Still rubbing the bag, she finally lowered her lips, swept away the scorching, silky dragon head, the solid and distinctively textured body, and used her tender lips to feel him-different skin types and different body odors.

Then, as she stuck out her tongue and licked him in full length, she tasted his slightly salty.

Open her mouth, she wanted to suck away all the salt from his skin.

He trembled and then she felt him grab her and hold her - one arm on the cage and press her down on the back of her thighs with the other hand, and the other hand was placed on the back of her thighs, slashing down to the back of her knees, pushing her legs apart.

The first soft and warm touch of his lips hit the joyful waves. So fierce, she sobbed loudly, her body was cramped with helplessness against his grasp, but only for tighter clamping, and her lower body was tightly pressed against his lips.

Such openness and openness - mixed with win-win - intensified the tremor created by Hua Gao's clever tongue.

His big palm grabbed her two round buttocks, as if he had intentionally or unintentionally, and occasionally pulled her buttocks apart - her ecstasy had reached a boiling point, even though his tongue was slow, almost teasingly only gave her intermittent touch.

Swallowed by indescribable joy, she was excited to give back the same ecstasy.

She chewed her cock with her crazy and savage hunger.

Her body was like a tight rope, with a surging love tide. Some of her surrendered to the strong attack of his lips and tongue, twisted and spasmed. Another part of her wanted to suck and eat his climax, and she desperately wanted to plunder and coax him to get out his semen.

She wants, wants.

She couldn't resist, for fear that she would orgasm too quickly, so she lifted her buttocks and wanted to get a little away from his lips, but she couldn't resist it. In addition, his tongue skills were too beautiful, so people couldn't refuse.

His mouth was filled with masculinity that he could not help but shake. He rubbed, squeezed and twisted the warm flesh sac, making it stronger due to its tightness.

The honey area was filled with wonderful rubbing and her nose trembled and she burst out helpless mèi. She knew she was about to orgasm, any one, the next second.

She wanted to move her lower body away, but he held it tightly. She sobbed and gently pounded his buttocks, unwilling to accept this premature orgasm. She wanted to wait for him to arrive together.

But he roared lowly, grabbed her and couldn't stop sucking, and cumming, and chewing like a hungry wolf. She could only sobb and let out a lot of unevenness, the honey pot twitched and spasmed, and the madness was wave after wave, unable to stop.

And under her moan, his roar began to rise, and his body under her began to tighten, and the thick cheese burst out like a hot spring, pouring her mouth full of fishy salt.

When he turned over and came to her, she was still trembling and trembling.

He pressed against her, his two big palms holding her pink cheeks, smiling and looking down at her.

Then he kissed her, starting with just a lip swipe, then patted and sucked her lips, melting into a deep, lingering long kiss, constantly flipping.

The smell of his mouth intertwined with the taste of her left on his lips and tongue, and he rubbed it into a more stimulating atmosphere.

Her body that calmed her slightly rippled again.

Mind?he asked, his voice sensually low and hoarse.

No, what about you?

Neither me.He chuckled, and in fact, I think it's so sexy.

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He curled her behind her, and pointed her fingers and radiated a thread from behind her neck. He raised his head lightly, crossed her shoulders, and watched her blink her sleepy eyelids, which made her exhausted last night.

My impression of each photo depends largely on the previous photo. With his shouting, she took out the photos in the photo box and looked with him.

Regarding this unconventional way of photo storage, she explained, for example, if I look at a photo of my mother when I was seven, if the previous one was a photo of my mother, I would remember how my mother would coax me to sleep when I was a child. I usually can't sleep for the first hour or two, and I would have some strange adventures in my mind. Sometimes I would even use a small flashlight under the quilt and read some interesting stories with admiration.

But if I mixed my childhood photos with graduation photos, I might recall what I wanted to become when I was seven years old.I like this disorderly collection method, and different front and back connections bring out a different view.But if the photos are placed in the album in an orderly manner, they will always be like that.

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He was very happy.

The steps are light and the heart is filled with happiness.

He walked back to her apartment with red wine in one hand and a bag of Thai fast food in the other. He recalled the lingering of the two in the past twenty hours, and looked forward to everything they would share in the next twenty hours, twenty weeks and twenty years - honey words, gazes, caresses.

It felt like masturbation, slowly squeezing out your own joy.

A young man, in his early twenties, walked in front of him.Hua Gao wondered if he was as happy as he was, or if he would be like Hua Gao in the past, numb to fate and wandered on the brink of anxiety.

The endless reverie dissipated, as the boy turned around and climbed the small stone staircase in front of Defen's apartment.A few seconds later, Hua Gao also stepped onto the steps and heard the boy knocking on the door.

Looking for Defen?Hua Gao tried to speak a little further away, but obviously scared the other party.

It was Ah, with suspicion, the boy hesitated for a half second before he said.

She might still be taking a shower, Hua Gao tried to explain why she didn't respond, and then reached into her pants pocket to get the key.

It's you!The boy widened his eyes and said in a daze.

Hua Gao showed his usual smile when he was recognized on the street and stretched out his hand, "Hi, I am Hua Gao."

Jeremy.The boy held Hua Gao's hand unnaturally.

Jeremy.Hua Gao felt his warm smile influence the other person.Come in, I tell Defen you are here.

Hua Gao inserted the key into the keyhole hole and swung the door handle. The red wine and takeaway in his hand made his movements a little clumsy, and the door opened.

Thank you, I happened to pass by this and wanted to see if Defen wants to have coffee.But-I'd better see her tomorrow.

The boy looked a little lost and injured, maybe.Hua Gao tried to give him the warmest smile.

are you sure?I ordered a lot of food.

Thanks, I've eaten it.Say hello to Defen for me.

OK, I will.

Hua Gao put the food in the kitchen and then walked to the bathroom door with four steps.

The apartment is really small, but she set it so comfortable - rustic art deco, photos, books, books and more - like a bird's nest.

He knocked on the bathroom door and she opened it.

The steam floated out, surrounding him, warm, wet, and then cooled gently around him.

She smiled and looked up at him, her bath towel conservatively wrapped around her wet body, her teeth lightly bit her lower lip, and she smiled shyly.

He thought eagerly whether she would be shy or whether as time goes by, she would eventually be as calm as he did.

She tiptoed, and he bent slightly to accept her kiss.

God, he was very happy.

Have you been besieged by crazy fans, paparazzi or something outside?

I think I'm already very low-key.Do you know, if I am recognized, tomorrow's gossip magazine will publish photos of me holding bags or two.Post a title of 'Former rock star - today'.

She gave him a shy smile, nudged the door and let it close a few inches before throwing the towel behind the door and putting on a robe.

Bathroom games!

His body began to miss her again.

He had never tried to have such a flood of spring feelings, even when he was in college.

I saw your friend Jeremy, and he said a little unstable when she reappeared behind the door.

Jeremy?

Her expression reminded him of Jeremy's expression when she introduced herself.

I invited him in, but he seemed to have something else.He asked me to say hello to you.

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The next morning, after washing up and after breakfast, she changed into clothes for going out. What's wrong?

He looked at her with a strange expression, his eyes flashed, his lips curled up, and his fingertips shuttled along the smooth fabric of her clothes.

Just... looking at you like this.This is what you usually look like in your clothes.This is very interesting.I had no idea before.In the wooden house, you first wear my clothes, and then he wants you to wear.I like to see you wearing your own choice of clothes, and I like to be in your apartment, surrounded by your breath - your books, your photos.All these elements of your life reflect you.

She smiled, but her throat swelled and her eyes were wet and red.

His tenderness, his straightforward love, could always be like this - to make her full of warm joy, until the feeling was so strong that she wanted to cry - just like now.

Then what are you going to do when I was in school?

she asked.

God knows that she doesn't want to leave anymore.

She wanted to stay and stay in this small room with him, adhering to her mother's sealed and safe uterus like twins.

I want to rehearse.So I will force myself to leave this sweet apartment, although I would rather stay here and wait for you to come back.But when will you get off get out of class?

Seven o'clock.

Well──The gentle smile slowly widens his lips. If you have nothing else, come to my residence, okay?

She smiled first, then laughed loudly, okay.

He chuckled and raised a thick eyebrows in doubt.

Every time I imagine you in your apartment, she said, I would ‘mov’ the wooden house to Seattle.If I saw you live in a different building, I think I wouldn't be able to digest it for a while.

His expression suddenly softened.

What's wrong?

I don't know either.Just thinking about how you want to miss me - when we are not together.

********************

Hua Gao picked her up at 8 o'clock in the evening. He mentioned that it would be impossible to find his place if he didn't know the way.

After leaving the main road, he turned into a path that was only two cars in parallel, winding upwards, away from the house at the foot of the mountain, and entered the top of the mountain with dense vegetation. When the trees suddenly jumped out of the tall house, she was really surprised.

Another surprise is that although it is located in the city center, it gives people the feeling of being far away from the hustle and bustle of the world. The towering buildings do not feel arrogant but rather simple.

The single-story design of the middle apartment has the architectural style of the 1970s, just like the house at the foot of the mountain.

The garage door rolled open and he drove inside.

Actually, it was a bit lucky. Hua Gao told her that the developer originally wanted to build the one who lived in, but the house was spent before it was built.Then another rich man bought the lonely house on the mountain and a large area of ​​land around it.After I separated from Eddie, I started looking for a house, and the old owner happened to die.

He held her hand and stepped into the living room on a higher stairs.

Solid wood floors, warm-toned wooden lattice walls, huge light yellow fireplaces, surrounded by rough black ore, and a carpet in front of them for easy sitting and talking about heating—it should be fluffy.

On one side of the living room is the wall, and on the other side there are floor-to-ceiling windows, looking out there are wooden decks and a large lake.

Do you like it?He asked.

Love it very much.

She had previously worried that he would live in a stunning and exaggerated mansion?—the mansion where some celebrities and rich people lived.

But this house is like him, warm and comfortable, with a few pieces of furniture that are thick and simple in lines.

I'm very happy.He said, his voice soft and kissed her hair.

After taking her roughly through the surrounding environment, he poured two glasses of red wine and made dinner together.

She took a sip of Merlot (the queen of wine), and felt the alcohol penetrate into her limbs and scattering a melting heat.

The senses become sharp.

Hua Gao's gentle smile every time he stared at her.

He warms the comfortable kitchen.

She also felt very happy even if it was trivial to wash and cut green beans.

She knew it was ridiculous and she should have laughed at herself, but she didn't.

After the meal, they rolled around in front of the fireplace and sipped red wine.It felt like going back to the hut in the jungle.

Fin.

Well──?

He stared attentively to drive away the sleepiness caused by the wine and food, and she looked back at him and waited.He suddenly looked elsewhere, chuckled, and looked back at her again.

I really can't believe that sometimes I am like a crappy little boy by your side.

He shook his fingers gently and played with the small decoration on her bracelet.

Then, he ignored the little silver ball, instead he held her head with both hands, smiled, and kissed her lips gently.

Locked her gaze, he asked softly, "We have been apart for a long time, and I know that we haven't known each other for a long time."I don't want you to feel stressed, or I'm pushing you or something.But after experiencing so many things, I don’t want to hide my thoughts, my thoughts.

He took a deep breath, exhaled, and then showed off a cute and shy smile, Fen, I wish we could live together.

Live, together?

She was very sure she didn't know what he was talking about.

Yes.

Like a lover?

Yes.He chuckled her incredulity.

Like a lover?

Yes, he said, gentle and serious, I hope I can live in your life, Fen, not just ordinary relationships between men and women.And I also hope to enter your life.Think about it, Fen.No hurry.I know what I want, and I don't want to hide it.But, if you are not sure what this is, and don’t know what you want, or you know what you want, it’s just different from what I think, it doesn’t matter.

No, no, I want to be with you.She felt that she could not breathe anymore, and her throat was choked, but thankfully, she clearly expressed her thoughts.

Joy was so heavy that it collapsed like an avalanche. She felt a weightless feeling, which made her feel strangely helpless and even a little scared.

Tian Ah, I am so happy, Fen, with a calm smile, Hua Gao's voice is low and gentle.

But his eyes were flickering, and his hands were shaking as he kissed her.

Too happy.Then he kept telling him that he loved her and kissed her over and over again.

********************

Come, he returned to the fire where she was lying on the side and handed her a long white box.I want to give you this.

Still showing the redness and softness after sex, she supported her head with her elbows.

What came from?

letter.I'll write to you after I'm back to Seattle.I write every day, he added, but I have never sent it.

She didn't know what she felt now - she was very close to happiness anyway, and over the past few months, she turned out to be in her pity!!

While missing him, he was also missing her crazy.

But he felt so close to the sadness. Thinking of the pain of lovesickness he had tasted and all the torment she had endured, he also missed her, just as she cared about him day and night.

When I see your parcel—your letters and books—I can’t tell how much it means to me.How deep is my pain, it really helped me.I saw your handwriting again, and you let me know that everything is fine and you are still my friend.And your book, Fen, without it, I would not have been able to get out of the gloom of my psychology and stand up again.

He smiled, his eyes wet and shiny.

Rereading everything that happened from your writing changed my view - how I feel about everything, what kind of character I am in it.Your memories allow me to face myself again.Let me regain my courage and return to you.I hope I can do something for you too - so I'll send you these letters.

********************

When she woke up from her sleep, she tried to re-sleep, and her heart was filled with a wonderful sense of happiness. She revealed the slightest peace of mind.

But her heart pounded violently on her chest, so she was so anxious that she couldn't breathe.

This night enveloped her - with its silence, darkness and warmth.

Tears rolled down on the cheeks.

The darkness and quietness here are different from the dark nights in her small apartment.

The darkness here, without the shimmer from the street lights, will not flash the lights of vehicles every few seconds; the tranquility here will not be broken by traffic or the noise of drunkards.

She is really here, in his house, in his bed.

The temperature of his body and his regular breathing proved this.

She slipped out of bed because she was afraid that the crying would wake him up.After finding the white letter box, she came to the window and turned on a light.

First letter:

My dearest Defen,

I can't believe I left you like that.

I sit here, recalling that you were still in my bed this morning and with me. I can feel you are by my side and I can see and hear you.

Now you are not by my side, and the surroundings are empty.

My whole body could feel that you were not in the next room, not nearby, and would not pass by my window again.

You left.

It’s me who separates us!

But the only thing I want is to be with you.

Contradiction is like perverted self-abuse.

But the worst thing I can't tolerate is that I know I hurt you, and again, the most important thing for me is to stop hurting you.

Looking back on the time we were together, I seemed to be hurting you all the time. The more cruel I was, the more I found that I cared about you.

Today, when we return to town, I feel I have to make a choice - choose the way that hurts you.

I tried to make the least harm decision, Fen.

But I know, this is still too cruel!

Please believe me, Fen.

I hope to be with you.

I didn't do this not because I was cowardly, but because I was afraid.

I'm worried that one morning, when you wake up, when you look back at me at a special moment, you suddenly realize what everything in the past means, thinking about all the things I've done to you.

And I, I will see that cognition flashing through your eyes, and your enthusiasm for me becomes disgust, fear and even hatred.

That would make me collapse!

But I left you today because of that fear.

What I fear most is that you will be with me for days, weeks, months, or even, God, longer, and then one day you suddenly realize that this is a mistake and find that you fall in love with someone you should have hated.

After that, you will start to question and even hate yourself.

That at least, I can choose to leave and save you from that pain.

But I'm not sure if I'm right.

But even if you can forgive me, even if you really love me, I don’t know how I should get along with you with my guilt and self-loathing.

I hurt you, you may not think so, but I have really hurt you.

Even when I was the only one, I didn’t know how to live with this cognition.

It's even more impossible to be with you.

At least, it's not possible for the time being.

Maybe someday in the future, maybe never.

Last letter:

Sweet Fen,

I'm worried that I will never find the way back to you.

It's been too long.

It's only a few months, I know, but I feel it's much longer.

I'm afraid this is just an eternal beginning.

A day without you...

It was me who deprived us of the happiness we should have because of my self-righteous understanding.

********************

When Hua Gao woke up at midnight, his first feeling was that Defen was not around.

Under the living room window, he finally found a letter scattered around her, scattered in an armchair.

He heard her sob.

Noticed his approach, she stopped whimpering and wiped away the tears on her face.

Fen, what's wrong?

The ground was full of letters from him to her.He knelt beside the chair, and the deep darkness shattered the wooden boards under his feet, bumping his fragile heart.Defen sniffed, stretched out his hand, and his knuckles penetrated into his hair.

This is stupid.She said, her voice was particularly hoarse after crying.

Seeing that you are so sad, you are not stupid, tell me.

I dreamed of this...it was just a dream.Then I woke up, accompanied by the memories of you by my side, your body temperature, you...but you just didn't come.

The last four words made her lose control again, and she started crying again. I never let myself think about what would happen to me if you never came. How can I need you so much? But I didn’t even know you four months ago!

I don't know, Fen.But my feelings are the same.I have existed, I have my life before.But after experiencing the crazy, terrifying and wonderful month of the wooden house, I don’t know how to survive without you.I want to go crazy when I want to go back to you, I need you, Fen.You don't have to worry, I won't go anywhere.You can trust me, believe in all this, and believe in our future.

She lifted up and threw down those letters, I hate that I have made you struggle for so long.I hope it is me who will come to you, not waiting for you.I'm just afraid--your guilt.I'm afraid if I come, if I tell you how I feel, you'll try to go...I don't know, accept me, even if what you really want is to get rid of it all, get rid of the past, get rid of me.

Even if I don't want to be with you, I will do anything for you.Whether it is motives because of guilt or friendship.But I won't pretend to love you.That is not called kindness, that is the real cruelty.Pretend to love someone, no matter how much that person loves you.

She didn't make a sound, but just stared at him.He hugged her in his arms with a smile.He wanted to coax her back to bed so that they could talk more comfortably and warmly, but he saw a large envelope beside her feet.

Fin?

She met his gaze, her eyes becoming distant and blurred.

Is there anything else that upsets you?

She looked at him quietly, and the air around her was suspended for a long time.I bent down and picked up the particularly large envelope, and my hands trembled slightly tore my open seal. The unfolded paper page trembled slightly in her hands. I...

He patiently waited for her to continue talking.

New York University admitted me to a doctorate in comparative literature, and school started in September.

New York University?

She nodded and said another word, and she was about to burst into tears again.

Fin.Oh, God!This is so good.

Hua Gao's eyes lit up and his smile spread deeper. This was his brightest smiling face she had ever seen.

You can always surprise me again and again.You will soon be Dr. Astor, and then?

Her facial nerves were paralyzed, and she didn't know what her expression was now.

Fen, hey!

He wrapped his fingers behind her neck.

This is not a difficult problem that we can solve.You can keep it here and build another apartment in the city.You can also sell this and move it to New York. If you need it, you will rent a studio here and rent it for one or two months.My life is flexible, you know that.

You really will reorganize your life?

I'm going to do much more than just move to another city to live with you, he chuckled, I'm glad you're not going to Arkansas University.Moreover, my life has never been consistent and unchanging.Now it looks very calm, but when doing a tour, I often stay on the road for weeks.When recording, you often work more than ten hours a day for several weeks.Really, you will be able to witness this situation in person soon.Art is not as glorious as the outside world sees, so there is no myth that you can get something for nothing.And I have been surprisingly prolific in the past few months.

He spread his arms and hugged her and kissed her forehead.She pushed a little away and looked at him.

Huagao, I love you.

I love you too, Fen.

He hugged her for a long time, feeling that her panting after crying was getting flattered.

That's one link in everything, like what he did the day he left her.

Even though it happened a long time ago, he is still full of heart and full of guilt.

She retreated a little and kissed him. She smiled so sweetly and sincerely when she loved him.

The little pain inside him then dissipated.

Fin--

Um?

Don't mind telling me how a nineteen-year-old girl can graduate from college?

She laughed loudly, with the unique sound of crying.

This is the legendary triple jump.When I entered school, I chose the quick training program.So, in the coming June, I will be able to get my bachelor’s degree in my third year in college.Moreover, she paused and said with a smile, I am not nineteen years old anymore.

I missed your birthday?He asked with a solemn expression.

I forgive you, she teased, as long as you promise to celebrate my next birthday with me.

With a word of certainty, he chuckled, what day was that big day?

February 19th.When will we celebrate your birthday?

October thirteenth.His voice was profound and profound.

Thirteen?Her mind was trying to figure out what.

The day after I appeared in the wooden house, he answered her that it was my birthday.

oh.She suddenly realized that Hua Gao was going back to the wooden house alone to celebrate his birthday.

I originally planned to accomplish something and regard that birthday as a sign of some kind of rebirth.He gave her a hopeful smile, it was very interesting.

She stroked his cheeks, her fingers combed across her smooth cheekbones, wandering to her jaw, touching the prickly stubble.He felt under her hands now had a sweet sense of familiarity.

But, she said, I don’t know how old you are.

Thirty-five.

She tried hard to hide her astonishment.

Is it that bad, huh?

No.Her face began to flush, and she realized that her blush made her blush even more brightly.No, she smiled softly, I was just a little surprised.

I would take this as a compliment.Unless, he paused for a while and said, "Are you surprised I am so young?"

Oh, I thought it was forty-eight or forty-nine.She deliberately said expressionlessly.

Spend millions of plastic surgery?It's a waste of resources.

Thirty-five years old.In another five years, she is twice as good as hers.

I don't think you are much older than me at all, she said, really.

Hua Gao looked at her with a smile. She found bits of spoiling in his expression. Will I look too immature if I match you?

Yes, neither.

She tried not to write the grievances on her face and painted them into her feelings.

That night we sat by the fire in the wooden house, I kissed you for the first time, and we hugged for the first time. The leaping flash of his eyes stirred a warmth that needed to be found in her body - sweet, but also sharp and painful.

When you tell me you are a virgin, when you say you are only nineteen years old. Well, if you let me guess first, I might say thirty. A calm aura condenses around you. You know, he suddenly smiled happily, you were the first lover younger than me.

Her difficulty letter must have reached the nerves on her face.

Really, I mean, of course I've been hanging out with young women.But I have never tried falling in love with a girl younger than me.

His words warmed the whole room and her body, and his eyes were moist again.

Falling in love - they fell in love.

He must have seen her move.

His smile became gentler, and he wrapped his hand lightly behind her neck, so gentle and loving.

Actually, I'm a little scared.

Why?

He stared at her, caressed her, and said softly.She knew he was considering her feelings.

When I had my first sexual experience, you were only two years old, trying to eat solid food.When I first lived with a girl - you might be in fifth grade.Your adult life has just begun, and I am fifteen years older than you.

So what?

Who cares about this?It's like she's still a kid and needs adult care.She has odd jobs, but she spends the money she earns.She has been independent and has lived her own life for almost three years.

He chuckled, kissed her, caressed her, still cautiously.

This is not a bad thing, Fen.But at this time... this period... is the stage of your growth and you begin to understand this society.I have to remind myself...

What?

You can't be bored.

Boring me?

It is important to me to give you your own space.

space?

space.You can move freely and do your own things.I'm here, Fen, I don't want to back down at all.But I am worried about my existence. If I am with you, you can only imagine your future in a single direction and close other trajectories that life may have.

Huagao, I...

What I want to say is, Fen, with me, I don’t want you to think that there is only one version left in your life, and the future we can share will not be only a narrow side.

********************

Fin?

She was busy playing with the sensitive part of his hip bone, and raised her eyelids and met his gaze.

Can you show me some of your stories?Other things, the story he didn't show me.

The naughty light in her eyes drooped away from his eyes, and she looked down and looked elsewhere.

It doesn't matter if you don't give it, Fen.Everyone has the right to retain privacy.

She was silent for a minute or two.The originally playful fingers rested on the blanket.When she replied in a weak voice, her eyes were still pouring down, hiding her expression.

I think I have two selves inside.

He waited.

Not because I don't believe you - she added, and ended.

Do you know, Fen.Connid let me say nothing in the wooden house, but he knows, you should know too.Those stories he wants me to read about are really exciting and exciting.

She didn't reply.

They didn't detract from my opinion of you, he told her.

After thinking for a while, he decided to confess more.

Those stories, your works, Fen, they also reflect some of the traits that you initially attracted me.

Her eyelids and eyelashes rose lightly, and her eyes finally met his sight again.But she still didn't say anything.

Sometimes, Fen, I think you think I only care about one of your self, so you hide the other self.But you won't, Fen.My feelings for you will not change, even if you let me see... you are not that pure side.

She didn't say anything.

But two days later, before going to school, she handed him a stack of printed manuscripts, a naughty smile flashed across her face, kissed him and then escaped outside.

He read the story, rubbing his hard penis while watching. When the story was finished, he also spasmed and ejaculated.

He told her when she got home.

How hard her works, how excited she made him, how much her hidden fantasies she was, and how much she was willing to share with him her other side of her.

More than a week later, she gave him another story.

Five or six days later, she gave him another work.

At first he thought she was something the boss didn't want to, and every new display was never easy for her.

Later he began to guess that maybe she knew how delicious that expectation was and how deep that sweet it was.

Not only amazed at the magnificence of each plot, but also the thirst of confessing her hesitantly - this gradually reveals her true self and fascinates her. She has never told everyone's knowledgeable thoughts over the years.

Hua Gao regards the sharing of each of her stories as the most precious gift - this is a mark of her trust and the establishment of their increasingly intimate relationship.

In return, he would also cautiously tell her how his mind and body were affected by her work.

********************

He was fantasizing all afternoon, and when he heard the sound of a key scratching from the keyhole, a rapid heat flowed into his lower body immediately.

When she entered the room and pulled the door lock, he also came to the door.

He kissed her eyebrows and nose, but he was playing with her lips not to let them meet.

Then, right in front of the door, he knelt at her feet, as he had imagined countless times in the past few hours, his hands wandered along her smooth skin, calves and thighs, and then sneaked into the black school skirt, looking at her face, watching her breasts fluctuate with the acceleration of breathing, and pulling off her panties.

Let her step out of the ties of her pants.

Pull up your skirt. He ordered, his voice low and firm.

Hua Gao saw Jingsu's tremor spread across her body.

She did as she did, bent over slightly, her face getting closer to his. Her fair fingers grabbed the hem of the skirt, pulled it up, and lifted the fabric bit by bit, revealing inches of milky white tender skin, and stopped shyly when he could almost glimpse the honey.

His eyes moved upwards, touching her face.

Go up again, Fen.Up to waist.

She hesitated.That hesitation sweetly tickled him.Then she did what he told her to reveal her private flowers to him.

Hua Gao was still kneeling there, narrowing the pink crack in her secret garden, breathing her warm and seductive fragrance.

He used his fingertips to trace the elegant curves of her back ankles, calf and knees, stopped on the inside of her thighs, and used a light force to signal her to spread her legs even more.

Hearing the rapid changes of her breathing, she moved her feet out to present him with a pink and wet trunk, a tight buttocks, and a charming deep groove that was squeezed out.

Moving her knees between her feet, he forced her to open more lewdly.

He looked up and saw her blushing face looking down at him.

With a chuckle and locked her gaze, he unbuttoned his belt, took off his jeans, knelt naked behind her, wrapping his erect male roots around his hand.

He saw her lips closed and saw the squirming of her throat as she swallowed.

Watching him slowly holding the purple-red flesh, her bright lips were panting and then pink.

Then, he pressed his lips onto the honey pot, sucked and ate her three orgasms, and left it for him the last time.

********************

The sound of the door opening stirred a burst of excitement inside him.

It was like when I was thirteen years old and I saw a girl he had been in love with for two years walking into the classroom.

That vigorous breath of life feels so great, just like...

Return to puberty, the second development is the same.

Turning around the corner to see him, her lips immediately cracked a bright smile.

This is very different from what she felt before, and her smile gave him a whole new meaning - it has only started in recent weeks.

It's not like the wooden house, nor the smiling faces he had when he first returned to her.

Her smile now was full of affirmation of their relationship, which gave him hope.

Running straight towards him, throwing her heavy schoolbag on the floor beside the sofa, she jumped to his thigh.

The two hugged each other warmly - intimate and soft.

They kissed, and at first, the gentle kiss slowly became lingering and intense.

Perhaps in the near future, they will get used to each other and no longer urgently want to explore everything about each other.

Maybe in a few months or a year, it will take several days for them to kiss and hug each other, and only have sex a few times a week.

In the early stage of this passionate love, the time they need a lover two or three times a day may be the most precious thing.

Hot, soft, blooming and urgent, her lips were on him, and she sincerely invited him, and then took the initiative and gave orders - full of aggressiveness, gentleness, sometimes violent and thirsty, occasionally sweetly lingering.

When she broke the kiss and looked at him carefully, it seemed as if she wanted to understand his thoughts and his heart.

He opened his heart when he turned back to her.

He loves her, misses her, and needs her.

Her sweetness, her uniqueness.

She loves him, the way she wants him.

Her honey lips were slightly panting, moistening the saliva after the passionate kiss, and it became slightly swollen because of his fierce sucking and biting just now.

He settled his lips onto her neck, feeling the tension in her body - because of his licking, his teeth gnaw on the smooth skin, and his sensitive earlobes.

When he pushed her away a little, he watched her panting, and realized that her tits had been hard and chuckled.

Grab the slender fingers that crawled on his arm, kissed them lightly, and then put them back on her thigh.He began to pull up her top.

I want to touch you and see you.Dedicate all your attention to you.

He looked down at her snow-skinned skin under her clothes, and then connected her eyes upwards.He continued to lift his sweater, walked through her head, but let it fall on her shoulders and wrapped his arms around her circle.

Do you mind?He asked, stoking a thick eyebrows.

His heart was astonished.She opened her surprised eyes, her bright lips were pale, her chest was undulating rapidly, and her pepper breasts surged with a sharp breath, as if she wanted to crack the lace bra.

He caressed her through the cup.

Compared with her snowy skin, this slightly pink and shiny fabric felt really rough, so he couldn't rub the two soft meat well.

His arms were tied up by a sweater, making his honey breasts erect more, looking as if he was wailing with kisses.

Day Ah, Fen.

He pulled off the pink cup lightly, and the creamy white and smooth breasts bounced out, which were decorated with cute pink breasts, making her blush even more.

In this asymmetric situation, he was well dressed and not touched.

And she was almost naked, fragile and allowed to play with and bully her.

Her red lips, God, he wanted to kiss it.

You can't kiss, so that her body will be more thirsty and enchanting if she is not satisfied.

He turned up the hem of the skirt, revealing her thighs, and revealing the honey wrapped in her underwear.

He hooked up his annoying pants and patted and combed her private flowers with his fingers.

Her thighs were clamped and he stretched violently.

Seeing his smile, she looked ashamed.

After one arm was held to her waist, the other hand rubbed the curve he wanted to lean back. He kissed her nipples, and his fingers were still playing with her honey petals.

He brought her to that critical point, made her mourn and tremble, and then stopped, watching her expression - from being full of carnal desire to being depressed, and then confused.

Realizing that he was playing with her, she was ashamed and ashamed, but she couldn't resist.

He attacked again, pushed her back to the tip of the wave, making her moan, but he was moving his fingers in a slight way.

After that, he left her behind and did not give her orgasm, until she gritted her teeth and said, "Please, please----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------