My hope was still shattered. On the second day after the scene at the beginning of this article, my aunt came uninvited and completely wiped out the spark of hope.
There is no way, only to continue looking for new sperm donors.
A few days later, my husband came home to bring back some bad news: First, his father's test results were not ideal, and he had to increase the intensity of radiotherapy and chemotherapy. When the doctor solicited opinions from patients and family members, the old man agreed and told the doctor that he should work hard to live until the day he saw his grandson.
Second, my husband's unit took on a big project in Zhuhai, and my husband needed to stay there for 3 months to provide technical support for the project.
This means that we not only need to achieve our pregnancy goal as soon as possible, but it is likely to need to do it when our husbands are not around.
The night before my husband set off, after packing his luggage, I took the initiative to linger with my husband.
When I thought that I couldn't be intimate with my husband for 3 months, I was particularly devoted and used all kinds of postures to please my husband. My husband also worked very hard and tried his best to send me to orgasm.
When my orgasm came, I closed my eyes and moaned loudly, twisting my waist hard, cooperating with my husband's thrust, hoping that he would have a perfect squirt inside me.
However, I felt my husband's movements gradually slow down, and the thick penis that filled my vagina began to soften gradually.
I opened my eyes and asked, Husband, have you cum?Why is it soft?I realized that my husband's eyes were filled with tears.
My husband stopped moving, left me and lay on my back on the bed, murmured: Ejaculate?What's the use of ejaculation?I can't even take a child, I'm really useless!Tears slid down his face onto the sheets.
I panicked, hugged him and comforted him. It was not your fault, don't blame yourself.
There is not even a sperm, and it is better to have hairy eggs!My dad worked hard for me all his life, and now he is dying. I can't even satisfy his only wish. I'm not worthy!
I was silent, and could only quietly lie on his chest, constantly wiping away the tears from the corners of his eyes.
After a long time, my husband raised my head, looked straight at me, and said slowly: Yanxin, promise me that you must want to get pregnant during this period of time.
He paused and took a breath. No matter what method he used, as long as you want, you think it is worth it!
I was shocked, no matter what method?What do you mean?
He nodded, not answering my question directly.
The doctor said that my dad is helpless. The current treatment method can last for at most half a year to a year. If you are pregnant now, my dad may still see his grandson.I can't let him leave with regret.
I gritted my teeth and said softly, what if he couldn't hold on for that long?
That at least let him see your big belly!My husband was red in his eyes and almost shouted.
That night, I couldn't sleep all night, and my husband's words kept echoing in my mind.
I was restless for the first few days after my husband was on a business trip.Every time I go to the hospital to visit his father, my husband's words echo in my ears.The old man's eyes looked at me made me even more at a loss.
My best friend asked me for dinner on the weekend, and when I met, I exclaimed, "What's wrong with you?" She looked like a fugitive.
I didn't dare to tell her in detail, but I just said that my husband was not used to being at home, but I also felt that this was not a solution and I had to cheer up.
The next day, I went to a fitness center I often went to.
I used to practice yoga here every week to keep my body and vitality.
My ability to maintain a body that makes my husband fascinated is largely due to my persistence in body shaping yoga.
That day, when I opened the door and entered the fitness center, I didn't expect that the person I had been looking for online for a long time who could give me a child was actually right next to me.
A sunny and handsome big boy greeted me with a smile: Sister Xin, you haven’t been here for a long time. Have you been very busy recently?
His name is Xiaohai, a part-time coach at the fitness center, and he is a senior at the nearby sports academy.
I have known him for almost a year. He often talks with me about his dreams. After graduation, he returns to his hometown to open a gym with his friends. This is also his main purpose of working part-time in the fitness center.
Xiaohai is very smart, has a very high emotional intelligence, and treats people sincerely. Almost everyone who has dealt with him will like him.
Xiaohai and I greeted each other while walking towards the yoga room. In just a few dozen meters, with Xiaohai's company, my mood seemed to be cheerful.
After an hour of yoga ended, I felt the pressure in my heart seemed to have passed with the sweat.
I sat down at the coffee corner in the gym, and while drinking coffee, I turned on my phone, logged into the dating platform, and continued the task I should have completed.
I haven't logged in for three days, and the platform shows that more than 50 people say hello to me or make friends' requests.
After a preliminary look, I found that it was mostly boring perverts, and I sighed.
At this time, an exclamation came from behind. I looked back and saw that Xiaohai stood behind me at some point. He shook his head exaggeratedly while laughing at me. It turned out that Sister Xin was also playing a dating platform. I didn’t expect that such a charming person would be lonely!
Xiaohai is like this. Even if he is teasing you, it will make you feel very helpful.
I asked him to sit down, and then reminded him seriously not to talk nonsense, but just curious that everyone is playing on the dating platform to see what's going on.
Xiaohai curled his lips and said: What's the mystery of the dating platform? Isn't it just a meeting and a date? Sister, this is really not suitable for you.
When I heard this, my eyebrows were raised and I acted to splash him with coffee.
Seeing that the situation was not good, Xiaohai quickly apologized: I was wrong, I was wrong, sister, please let me go.
After a change of topic, he said: IVAN in the yoga room just said that you don’t seem to be in the same state today, and many of the movements are not very good. Are you uncomfortable today?
I sighed and said: I know, but I'm a little tired and stressed during this period. I want to sweat and relax today.
I can help with anything, even if I say I will be at any time.
After hearing this, I suddenly felt aroused. Xiaohai was good at all aspects. He was handsome and sunny, had a high emotional intelligence, and was in good health. In the past year of contact with him, I didn’t find any bad habits or hobbies. Moreover, in a few months, he would graduate and return to his hometown and leave this city.
Xiaohai saw that I suddenly stopped talking and quickly apologized. Oh, sorry.Sister, have I said the wrong thing again?
I smiled softly, don’t think too much. I’m very grateful for being so kind. I will come to you if I have difficulties. Don’t push Ah!
Xiaohai breathed a sigh of relief and waved to me, scared me, haha, it's time for my private tutoring class, I'm leaving, just talk if you have anything to do.
On the way home, the thoughts that suddenly popped up just now kept spinning in my mind. The more I thought about them, the more I felt that it was worth a try.
I was having a video with my husband at night, and I told me what I thought and briefly introduced Xiaohai’s situation.My husband pondered for a moment, agreed, and encouraged me to try it.
Before the end of the video, my husband suddenly said: Yanxin, do whatever you want and don’t take care of me.What is this to hint to me?
Before going to bed at night, I received a WeChat message from Xiaohai: There is no way out when the mountains and rivers are at the end of the road, and the flowers on the willow bank are bright and spring.I didn't reply to him, turned off the light and fell asleep.
In my dream, I seemed to see a cute baby, and later, I seemed to have experienced an inexplicable orgasm.When I woke up in the morning, I found that my thin silk panties were still wet.
There is no way, only to continue looking for new sperm donors.
A few days later, my husband came home to bring back some bad news: First, his father's test results were not ideal, and he had to increase the intensity of radiotherapy and chemotherapy. When the doctor solicited opinions from patients and family members, the old man agreed and told the doctor that he should work hard to live until the day he saw his grandson.
Second, my husband's unit took on a big project in Zhuhai, and my husband needed to stay there for 3 months to provide technical support for the project.
This means that we not only need to achieve our pregnancy goal as soon as possible, but it is likely to need to do it when our husbands are not around.
The night before my husband set off, after packing his luggage, I took the initiative to linger with my husband.
When I thought that I couldn't be intimate with my husband for 3 months, I was particularly devoted and used all kinds of postures to please my husband. My husband also worked very hard and tried his best to send me to orgasm.
When my orgasm came, I closed my eyes and moaned loudly, twisting my waist hard, cooperating with my husband's thrust, hoping that he would have a perfect squirt inside me.
However, I felt my husband's movements gradually slow down, and the thick penis that filled my vagina began to soften gradually.
I opened my eyes and asked, Husband, have you cum?Why is it soft?I realized that my husband's eyes were filled with tears.
My husband stopped moving, left me and lay on my back on the bed, murmured: Ejaculate?What's the use of ejaculation?I can't even take a child, I'm really useless!Tears slid down his face onto the sheets.
I panicked, hugged him and comforted him. It was not your fault, don't blame yourself.
There is not even a sperm, and it is better to have hairy eggs!My dad worked hard for me all his life, and now he is dying. I can't even satisfy his only wish. I'm not worthy!
I was silent, and could only quietly lie on his chest, constantly wiping away the tears from the corners of his eyes.
After a long time, my husband raised my head, looked straight at me, and said slowly: Yanxin, promise me that you must want to get pregnant during this period of time.
He paused and took a breath. No matter what method he used, as long as you want, you think it is worth it!
I was shocked, no matter what method?What do you mean?
He nodded, not answering my question directly.
The doctor said that my dad is helpless. The current treatment method can last for at most half a year to a year. If you are pregnant now, my dad may still see his grandson.I can't let him leave with regret.
I gritted my teeth and said softly, what if he couldn't hold on for that long?
That at least let him see your big belly!My husband was red in his eyes and almost shouted.
That night, I couldn't sleep all night, and my husband's words kept echoing in my mind.
I was restless for the first few days after my husband was on a business trip.Every time I go to the hospital to visit his father, my husband's words echo in my ears.The old man's eyes looked at me made me even more at a loss.
My best friend asked me for dinner on the weekend, and when I met, I exclaimed, "What's wrong with you?" She looked like a fugitive.
I didn't dare to tell her in detail, but I just said that my husband was not used to being at home, but I also felt that this was not a solution and I had to cheer up.
The next day, I went to a fitness center I often went to.
I used to practice yoga here every week to keep my body and vitality.
My ability to maintain a body that makes my husband fascinated is largely due to my persistence in body shaping yoga.
That day, when I opened the door and entered the fitness center, I didn't expect that the person I had been looking for online for a long time who could give me a child was actually right next to me.
A sunny and handsome big boy greeted me with a smile: Sister Xin, you haven’t been here for a long time. Have you been very busy recently?
His name is Xiaohai, a part-time coach at the fitness center, and he is a senior at the nearby sports academy.
I have known him for almost a year. He often talks with me about his dreams. After graduation, he returns to his hometown to open a gym with his friends. This is also his main purpose of working part-time in the fitness center.
Xiaohai is very smart, has a very high emotional intelligence, and treats people sincerely. Almost everyone who has dealt with him will like him.
Xiaohai and I greeted each other while walking towards the yoga room. In just a few dozen meters, with Xiaohai's company, my mood seemed to be cheerful.
After an hour of yoga ended, I felt the pressure in my heart seemed to have passed with the sweat.
I sat down at the coffee corner in the gym, and while drinking coffee, I turned on my phone, logged into the dating platform, and continued the task I should have completed.
I haven't logged in for three days, and the platform shows that more than 50 people say hello to me or make friends' requests.
After a preliminary look, I found that it was mostly boring perverts, and I sighed.
At this time, an exclamation came from behind. I looked back and saw that Xiaohai stood behind me at some point. He shook his head exaggeratedly while laughing at me. It turned out that Sister Xin was also playing a dating platform. I didn’t expect that such a charming person would be lonely!
Xiaohai is like this. Even if he is teasing you, it will make you feel very helpful.
I asked him to sit down, and then reminded him seriously not to talk nonsense, but just curious that everyone is playing on the dating platform to see what's going on.
Xiaohai curled his lips and said: What's the mystery of the dating platform? Isn't it just a meeting and a date? Sister, this is really not suitable for you.
When I heard this, my eyebrows were raised and I acted to splash him with coffee.
Seeing that the situation was not good, Xiaohai quickly apologized: I was wrong, I was wrong, sister, please let me go.
After a change of topic, he said: IVAN in the yoga room just said that you don’t seem to be in the same state today, and many of the movements are not very good. Are you uncomfortable today?
I sighed and said: I know, but I'm a little tired and stressed during this period. I want to sweat and relax today.
I can help with anything, even if I say I will be at any time.
After hearing this, I suddenly felt aroused. Xiaohai was good at all aspects. He was handsome and sunny, had a high emotional intelligence, and was in good health. In the past year of contact with him, I didn’t find any bad habits or hobbies. Moreover, in a few months, he would graduate and return to his hometown and leave this city.
Xiaohai saw that I suddenly stopped talking and quickly apologized. Oh, sorry.Sister, have I said the wrong thing again?
I smiled softly, don’t think too much. I’m very grateful for being so kind. I will come to you if I have difficulties. Don’t push Ah!
Xiaohai breathed a sigh of relief and waved to me, scared me, haha, it's time for my private tutoring class, I'm leaving, just talk if you have anything to do.
On the way home, the thoughts that suddenly popped up just now kept spinning in my mind. The more I thought about them, the more I felt that it was worth a try.
I was having a video with my husband at night, and I told me what I thought and briefly introduced Xiaohai’s situation.My husband pondered for a moment, agreed, and encouraged me to try it.
Before the end of the video, my husband suddenly said: Yanxin, do whatever you want and don’t take care of me.What is this to hint to me?
Before going to bed at night, I received a WeChat message from Xiaohai: There is no way out when the mountains and rivers are at the end of the road, and the flowers on the willow bank are bright and spring.I didn't reply to him, turned off the light and fell asleep.
In my dream, I seemed to see a cute baby, and later, I seemed to have experienced an inexplicable orgasm.When I woke up in the morning, I found that my thin silk panties were still wet.