Chapter 12

But how can I forget it?What happened that night was unforgettable and had already taken root in my heart. Every night, lying in bed and closing my eyes, everything about being with him would appear in front of me. In those days, I always dreamed, and in the dream I was with Feng again, naked and blended with each other.

Isn’t it that I hate him when I was tricked into bed by a man other than my husband?But I don’t really feel very good at all. I just hate myself. I am too frivolous. As a wife and mother, I am inseparable from other men every day, which will naturally give people some hints.Feng, such an excellent man, how could he get to this point if I had a good look on my own?What's more, that night, he didn't force me, everything that happened was like a love affair and a natural result.

I couldn't control myself thinking about Feng. I think I fell in love with him. Love is hopeless and I can't extricate myself.I felt boundless fear. I couldn't continue like this. Even if Jun was no longer loyal, I still had Dandan, my beloved daughter Ah, and my daughter could not have a complete family.

I took a leave and rested at home. On the one hand, I ran away and on the other hand, I calmed down my mood.

But Feng didn't know where to find out about my house, so he bought a gift and came to the door.

It was during the day. Jun went to work, Dandan went to kindergarten, and I was at home alone.I knew I shouldn't have opened the door for Feng, and I knew what would happen after I opened it, but for some reason, I still opened the door.

I blocked the door and begged him to leave and let me go, but Feng forced me to hold me, regardless of it, saying that he loved me, saying that he hadn't seen me these days, and I felt that my soul was gone, and that the sound was loud, so I was afraid that my neighbors could hear it.

I was frightened and pulled him into the house, and everything that happened next was like the reappearance of that night.We had sex in the bed where my daughter and I slept, and had an affair with other men at home. My biggest feeling was not guilt, but unparalleled excitement and excitement.I had an orgasm more than once. The man was like a never-ending machine when he had sex, strong and violent, but he could always bring me to the happiest peak.

After that time, he hugged me, while telling his love for me, and saying that he knew my difficulties, he could not ask me to divorce and follow him. We two could be lovers for life. He said that he would love me forever and give me happiness forever.

I believed it and agreed to him.I thought that my relationship with Jun had been in name only, and we just need to maintain an open marriage, so that each other can get what they need and find their own happiness. Dandan will not lose her parents. Everyone is happy, it's great.

We have been inseparable from then on.We look for various places to have sex every day, such as offices, private rooms, outside check-in rooms, and even in his car. I really get addicted to being with him. I really fall in love with him. I will be suspicious every day if I don’t see him every day. I will feel sad when I think about where he is and whether he is with another woman.He is so outstanding and rich, I know he has never lacked women around him.

Feng was with me and never brought a condom. He said he didn't like it and felt that wearing a condom was having sex with a latex bag. He didn't feel it, so I took birth control pills every day, which seemed to be natural.

One day he told me that he didn't like the pubic hair under a woman and felt it was messy and dirty, so he took out a special tool for hair removal and asked me to pull it out by myself.Actually, there are not many hairs under me, and they are very thin and soft, but he doesn't like Ah, so I listen to him to get rid of them.

He asked me to lean against the head of the bed and open my thighs, and then taught me step by step, letting me remove my pubic hair by myself. He lay between my legs, staring at me and focusing on recording the whole process.

The so-called removal is actually to pull it out.

I spread my thighs to the maximum, and took the initiative to show my most private parts at a glance for the man to take pictures. I plucked my pubic hair by myself under the man's gaze and command. The shame and excitement that this kind of scene brought to me was indescribable. I was so excited that I seemed to have the pain of pulling out my pubic hair. I was crying in pain, but my mind was dizzy. I followed his teachings like a puppet. I even felt that even missing the tiniest pubic hair was a blasphemy against him.

I love him so much that he has no self. His position in my mind is even almost surpassing Dandan. Every day, I wash myself clean and dress up beautifully to see him. When the pubic hair below grows out, I will consciously pull it out on my own initiative. He seems to have a strange hobby for removing my pubic hair. He will stare at me and do it myself every time. If he is not around, I will also want me to video with him and take a photo for him.I did these shameful things for him that I had never imagined before, but I still enjoyed it.

However, Feng is becoming less and less gentle to me, and he eats and chats together as before, and his gentleness and considerate seem to have become the past. He has gradually only one purpose with me, which is to have sex with me.

I became more and more humble in front of him, as humble as a grain of dust.He is so tall, sunny, funny and humorous, and I always feel ashamed of myself in front of him.

When he was having sex, he began to laugh at me and mock me, saying that I was pure and intellectual on the surface, but I was lewd and despicable at the heart. In fact, I was just a slutty bitch. I couldn't help but want to be fucked when I saw a man's penis.He muttered and complained that my breasts were drooping, and that the stretch marks on my stomach were so ugly that it affected his mood.I often make love while pressing on me and scolding me. The more I scolded me, the more ugly he sounded, it seemed that he was really angry, and he often spit on my face as he scolded me.

The feeling of being inserted hard by someone spreading his thighs like a livestock while insulting and spitting, it made me feel ashamed and almost crazy, but my body is becoming more and more sensitive at this time. Those unheard personality insults and the saliva that spits on my face not only make me extremely ashamed, but also gives me the strongest stimulation.

I was ashamed to death, but I had constant orgasms. Every time I was fooled with him, he could bring me the ultimate humiliation and the ultimate sexual experience.

However, every time I ended, I would cry, and it hurts very much. I felt that he no longer loved me and no longer cherished me. I felt that I was dying little by little in my body and becoming a plaything for him, but I had no choice.After I cried to the point of being in pain, he became the gentle and considerate man again. He always hugged me tightly to comfort me. He said that he loved me better than anyone else. But it was because he loved me too much that he felt jealous and painful when he thought of me having a man before. He said that he was a slutty woman who could have an affair with her husband on his back. In his mind, I should be a pure and flawless and perfect woman, just like Snow White. He hoped that I was arrogant and pure, which he could never reach, but he couldn't resist my temptation to him and was reluctant to give up on me. He said that falling in love with me was the most painful and contradictory thing in his life.

I cried and told him, "I know I am not worthy of him. Since I am so bad, just throw me away. We just pretend that we have never met you."But he said no, he said he loved me too much. Although I was not good and disappointed him, he loved me too much. He loved me until he loved me until he would never let go.

Although he was becoming more and more harsh to me, he became more and more rude to me. He would send me thousands or tens of thousands of red envelopes and buy various gifts every now and then, which were all big-name luxury goods. I said I didn't need it, so he told me very harshly that his women could not go out in cheap clothes all day long, which was to lose his face.

He bought me so generously that he was so perverted to me in bed. He started scolding me while slapping me while having sex, and he didn't care about the blow. His breasts, thighs, butts, and belly often made him red. It was strange that I am so timid and afraid of pain, every time I slapped myself hard on my body, it actually made me scream more excitedly, flow more water, and orgasm faster. He said that I was a natural slut, masochist, and a natural bitch. I think I might be really.I was completely adapted to his lewd and abused sex. His insults and slaps seemed to have become the best aphrodisiac, making me cum in one after another and unable to stop.

Later he told me that since you can't get the flawless you, since you are crazy about sex and desire, then he will love me in another way. He said that he will satisfy my inner desires and lust to the greatest extent and give me much more happiness than any woman.

I actually believed what he said without any refutation, without even a thought.I may be really lewd in my bones. As he said, no matter how I explain and resist in my heart, my body will not lie.I know that he will do what he says and rape me in a crazier way. Will I fall into a deeper abyss step by step?This made me feel scared, but I clearly felt that there was a hint of expectation.

Not long after, he gave me the answer. That night he had a guest and asked me to accompany him. In the past, he never advised me to drink more, but then he said that this time was very important and involved tens of millions of business, so I asked me to accompany the guests to have fun.

I was drunk too much, and it was already midnight when I woke up. A strong man covered in tattoos was pressing against me and swaying hard.

I was completely confused, almost collapsed, crying, trying hard to break free, but the strong man was slinging my upper body, and his penis nailed me firmly to the bed like a steel nail, unable to move.

Feng leaned over and hugged my upper body and said to me, baby, do you feel the penis entering and leaving your vagina?Do you feel its hardness and thickness?I think you can definitely feel it, baby, you are so amazing, you can still flow so much water after fainting from drunkenness. Do you know that you have had orgasm several times?Look, this is the more extreme sex I have prepared for you, enjoy it.

Being raped by three strong men at the same time, I never thought about even in my sexual fantasy, my body betrayed me again, from the initial anger, fear, and heartbreak to the climaxes, it seemed that it had not been long.

The lower body was squeezed in by two penis at the same time. This extreme stimulation made me fall into it again. I didn’t think of anything else in my mind, nor could I think of anything else. What I thought of and perceived were the two thick penis in my vagina. I wanted them to penetrate deeper, harder, and faster.

I didn't know how many times I had had with three men that night. Those three men didn't treat me as human beings at all. While talking and laughing, they savored me in various parts of my body, and took turns to work, just like queuing up to go to the public toilet. I didn't know how many times I had orgasms in the end. In the end, I was spread on the bed, my lower body was red, swollen and numb, and the semen flowed out between my legs was scary, which made the sheets wet.

They carried me into the bathroom like an object. The two of them stood there, clasping my upper body and legs respectively, and putting my arms on their shoulders. My thighs were separated by them, like a frog, hanging in the air. Feng washed me with a shower as if cleaning something.The three of them laughed and commented in my ears unscrupulously, praised my lewdness, and argued with their fingers about the number of orgasms and the amount of vaginal fluid flowing out. They described my climax reaction with relish, discussed how to play me in the future, and agreed on the time to play me next time. It seemed that all this did not need to communicate with me, and it had nothing to do with me.

The two of them left first. Before leaving, Feng created a small group. The group's name was Manager Yang's training group. He changed my group's nickname to Manager Yang, and posted all the videos and photos he had taken for me. I hugged in the quilt, and my whole body was trembling with fear. I couldn't imagine what I would do if these things were leaked. I was afraid I could only die.

Feng knew what I was afraid of, and he smiled and comforted me and said no need to worry. These things will only communicate between us and will never leak out.The two men also swear that they would not leak, saying that this is the old rule. Brothers have played together for a long time and have been playing like this. Xiao Yang, you just got in touch with us and didn’t know that you just keep yourself for fun. No one will leak these things, ruin everyone’s interest and smash everyone’s bed.

When I heard them say this, the first thing I thought of was not the sorrow of becoming one of these men's playthings, but the hope that what they said was true.

After that, the two men began to look for me alone. At first I didn't want to agree. What I received was Feng Jifeng's scolding and insults like a rainstorm. Feng said that if I asked me to be disobedient, I thought about the consequences. I thought about the consequences, but I was really not able to bear the consequences.

After that, I became a public toy for the three of them. I was summoned and waving it. I was like a prostitute. Feng asked me to take turns saying good morning to each of them in the group every morning, and to say good night to them before going to bed at night. Every time, no matter who I fooled with, I had to post photos and videos of the process to the group, and then say thank you to the person who raped me in the group. He was responsible for supervising... Is it sad? I am not even as good as a prostitute. The prostitute still charges money and sells it to you. Every time I take the initiative to deliver goods to my door, I also have to thank them. Think about myself, it’s really a shame.

You already know most of what happened yesterday. This time there were four men and three women. I was raped by them in turn and humiliated by them in various ways. I can’t tell you about that kind of humiliation. Last night, seven of them were playing with a bitch like me.And I was really like a bitch. I was so surprised that I was so moaning loudly that I was playing with the seven of them all night, and I didn’t know how many times I had orgasm.

Yang smiled mockingly, lifted up the quilt, revealing his plump and white body. His fingers gently rubbed the metal chastity belt and the smooth lower body exposed by the chastity belt, patted the metal chastity belt, and looked at Chen Fu and said.

Yes, bitch.Look, Chen Fu, this is me, not the goddess or a good wife and mother you imagine. I am just a naturally lewd woman. A man other than her husband locked her lower body as a private toy to ask for it. He put on the dog collar given by a man, and was led by someone to crawl around.

Chen Fu was silent, the blue veins in his temples pounded, and he remained silent.

Don’t be angry about me, don’t be sad. The days ahead may be like this. I can’t get rid of it. Actually, I don’t think it’s too bad. It may be difficult to go from extravagance to frugality. As Feng said, I have already eaten the marrow and know the taste. After experiencing these extremely crazy stimulations, it’s very difficult to look back.

Yang sighed, stretched out his hand to touch the veins on Chen Fu's forehead, as if he wanted to smooth them, and looked ahead with a hollow look.

The only thing that makes me unable to let go and scare me is Dandan.Actually, I don’t care about Jun looking for other women. I have done so many shameless things myself, so what’s the point of asking him for?The reason why I am so angry is because how could he and how dare he bring that woman to the house when Dandan was still at home. If Dandan saw it, how much harm would it be to Dandan?!Also, I am very scared now. I am afraid that a few of them will leak my videos and photos every day, and I am also afraid that I will be recognized in the video today. If it is transmitted to people around Dandan, I will really not be able to survive.

Yang said, expressionless, but tears fell silently from the corners of his eyes.

Chen Fu took a deep breath, his voice a little hoarse, and he said with difficulty: Yang, I understand your experience during this period. I can't give you too much advice now. In fact, I also need time to digest and analyze it calmly.One thing is certain. All this happens is not all your fault. As for the crux of the problem and how to get rid of it, I can't give you the answer for the time being.