Chapter 88 Dialogue between sister-in-law and sister-in-law (III)

Chen Ying continued in a low voice: Lai Jun did not move to me this time, on the contrary, his movements were very gentle, as if he was deliberately trying to please me.In my drowsiness, I seemed to feel the feeling of having sex with Jianxin. At the same time, I also felt the desire to be burned by my internal organs, and my heart was filled with the desire for sex.I actually hugged Lai Jun's body and blurted out in a daze and made a debut with "Jianxin".

I had sex with Lai Jun in such a drowsy way. He sat on the toilet seat cover in the bathroom, and I sat in his arms.After finishing, Lai Jun did not ridicule or laugh at me, but carefully wiped my sweat and handed me mineral water, very attentive.I drank mineral water before I gradually woke up.I feel ashamed of my depravity, I feel ashamed of my initiative, and I, who is obsessed with cleanliness, actually had sex with Lai Jun in the bathroom, which made me feel even more ashamed.

I sat in the bathroom and cried for a long time, and Lai Jun came over to persuade me later.I was extremely angry and raised my hand and slapped him in the face.The more I thought about it, the more I hated it. My body was defiled by this bastard. He betrayed my marriage vow and reduced me to a desire wife, not a chaste wife.I felt that I was sorry for myself who fought desperately on the night of the 8th. Lai Jun was the culprit of all this.

I slapped Lai Jun for more than a dozen times with resentment, causing my hands to hurt and swollen.Lai Jun just let me beat it motionlessly. He squeezed out a few drops of crocodile tears and said, "Sister, you can suck me well, as long as you can relieve your anger."I was the one who harmed you, and I was willing to be punished, but you must not get sick because of it’s angry’.When I saw him say this, I felt relieved at that time, and even... I felt that I was wrong and I couldn't blame Lai Jun alone.I drove Lai Jun away from the new house and sat alone on the ground and continued to cry.

Afterwards, I felt that there was something wrong with the bottle of water, but I remember it was the water bottle cap I unscrewed by myself. When he handed it to me, the water bottle cap was not opened.I suspected that he had done something, and then I found the bottle cap and found two small needle holes on it. I understood everything, but I still fell into his trap.Although I hate him for his use of any means to me, my body has betrayed Jianxin and I feel that everything is irreversible.

You were raped by this bastard Lai Jun, a silly sister, then you can't give up on yourself.My cousin said sadly.

Sister-in-law, although you are a woman, you still haven’t had that experience. You can’t understand my pain and sadness at that time.Although I knew that I was raped, my self-confidence and pride were shattered by Lai Jun. I am no longer the decisive and admired female white-collar worker in the past... Chen Ying's tone was extremely discouraged and disappointed.

After a while, she said: On the way off work on the 13th, I received a call from Lai Jun, who asked me to go to my new house to see him.I ignored him and drove home.I was silent and sat blankly on the sofa in the living room, thinking about it.If Lai Jun was like a demon that made me scared and scared on the night of the rape, Lai Jun was like a gloomy poisonous snake that made me shudder.

While I was thinking about it, I received a text message from Lai Jun, "Come to see me quickly in the new house, otherwise I will come to your door and I have something you are interested in, you understand."

I became frightened and messy, not understanding what Lai Jun said that was interesting to me, but I still felt that I must have a handle in Lai Jun's hands.I was panicked, not sure whether I should go or not.I lost my attention and suddenly remembered to call Jianxin for comfort.As soon as the phone was connected, I heard Jianxin's very annoyed voice.He said he was very busy now and didn't bother to chat with me. After a while, he called me back, and then he turned the phone down.

I sat on the sofa and waited for him to finish his job and called back. After waiting for more than an hour, I didn't wait for his call, but waited for Lai Jun's urging text message.He said in the text message that if I don't go, he will come to the door, no matter what my neighbors will think.In desperation, I went to the new house slowly and met Lai Jun. It was already past 8 o'clock in the evening.

Lai Jun was very unhappy. He blamed me for not listening to him. He could no longer bear it with me.If I don't listen to him, he will kill him and everyone will not be happy.

I asked Lai Jun what interested me. This guy pulled me into the nursery room and I actually saw a big handful of red roses placed in a crystal vase. This was beyond my expectations.I thought that thing was a nude photo and video he had secretly taken, but I didn't expect it to be a big handful of roses.He held the vase and knelt on one knee on the ground begging me to accept it as his apology to me.

I was shocked by Lai Jun's behavior and couldn't speak. His blushing face and kneeling on one knee was clumsy and embarrassed, which made me feel both ridiculous and absurd. At that moment, I really didn't know what to say to describe my mood.

When he saw me standing there and not talking or accepting his flowers, he forced the flowers into my hands and told me that they were 15 red roses, and the flower language was an apology.I held these 15 roses, not knowing whether to cry or laugh, but I felt confused.Seeing this, Lai Jun bent me close to me and hugged me in his arms again. He accidentally got stabbed by roses.He endured the pain and asked me for a kiss while stroking me. I turned my head in disgust, not wanting him to succeed.

Lai Jun let me go in a panic.I said this is the matter, then I'll leave first.Lai Jun stopped me again, and he said politely, "Sister, do you just look down on me?"Just because I am a migrant worker and a rapist?But I like you from the bottom of my heart and I wish I could die in your hands.’

Somehow, his words suddenly touched me. I became a little soft-faced and said to him, "I don't look down on you as a migrant worker, I don't look down on your dirty behavior and vulgar methods."You know that I am a married woman, but you use despicable means such as rape and drugging to infringe on me, which greatly hurts my body and mind. You are more than worthy of death.’ Lai Jun lowered his head and admitted that I was right, but when I turned around and was about to leave, he rushed towards me, saying that he was willing to die for this...

I fell in his hands again, and I was in tears.I hate my weakness and lack of opinion, but I also hate Jianxin.Because after Lai Jun and I finished, Jianxin called me when I lay on the broken quilt in tears.I tried my best to endure my sadness, but I didn't know what Jianxin said on the phone or what I answered.I feel sorry for Jianxin, but I am also helpless because when I am most helpless, these things need to be faced by myself, and no one can help me.