Chapter 74 Return to the old business

In this way, I continued to pass the time in a daze, without any intention of seeking a job.During the day, I was looking for Lai Jun in new buildings in Nanjing, and gradually I was reluctant to stay at home at night. I was afraid of the desertedness and loneliness of my home.I started to go to bars and drink heavily, drowning my pain in alcohol, and my weight dropped by more than ten kilograms in a month.I was unwilling to take care of myself, my hair was very long and I was too lazy to shave it at the barber shop.Wear whatever you hold on to clothes, looking like a bachelor who is unattended.

I stumbled back home after being drunk countless times, and woke up the next day and found myself either sleeping on the floor of the hall or in the bathroom. Fortunately, I still remember to take the medicine.After taking the medicine for three weeks, I went to the test again, and the results were satisfactory. The two mycoplasmas finally tested negative, which also made me feel relieved for a while.

I can’t remember which day it was, about the early morning of September, when I was confused and came out of the bar and took a taxi.The driver asked me where I was going, and I said a place in a drowsy place, then fell into the back of the car and fell asleep.

When I was awakened by the driver, I looked up and found that across the street was my original work unit, Debang Logistics Company.I looked up at the building that I was familiar with, recalling the vigor of my past, and comparing my frustration and despair now, I couldn't help but feel sad.I could no longer suppress the grief and sadness in my heart, and in the cold morning breeze, I burst into tears at the building.

I cried that my own dreams were shattered, I cried that my own despair and frustration, I cried that I could not extricate myself from the pain, I cried that I could not cheer myself up.

Passers-by looked at me in confusion, but at this moment I no longer cared about the shyness and strange gazes of passers-by, and just wanted to use crying to vent my grief and grievances.After crying for a while, I walked home in a staggering direction, looking back at the familiar building in tears as I walked.

Just when I was heartbroken, I suddenly saw a black Audi slowly parked next to my side. As soon as the door opened, Mr. Xu got out of the car.I quickly turned around and walked back, and I didn't want to meet him at this time.

Zhao Jianxin, come back and don’t you want to say hello to your old leader?Mr. Xu shouted majesticly behind me.

Mr. Xu took me back to his office and sat side by side on the sofa.He asked about my current situation with concern and was keenly aware that something must have happened in my house.

Jianxin, I brought you back because you were crying in pain at the unit early in the morning.As the saying goes, a man will not cry easily, but when he is sad, a big man will definitely make you very sad.Your resignation is full of strange things, and you can't say anything if you ask about your reason for resigning.At first I thought you were looking for something else, but seeing your down-and-out appearance now, I believe something must have happened in your family, and it is related to your lover, right?

I looked at him in confusion, and became suspicious: Could it be that Chen Ying’s cheating was leaked?

Jianxin, on the day you resigned, I asked your assistant Xiao Dong to call your wife, but she didn't know about your resignation.Xiao Dong said that your lover seemed to cry on the phone. Xiao Dong asked her what happened to you recently, and she cried and refused to explain.Seeing your disheveled look, I guessed that no one would arrange food and clothing for you. This should be my wife's duty.Did your lover divorce you?There are no outsiders here, can you tell me?

I had to nod and admit that it was a divorce, but I only said that the reason for the divorce was that the two were separated and the relationship was in a mess.Mr. Xu looked at me and didn't continue asking.

Jianxin, why not worry about a man without a wife?You are decent, talented, and have coordinated interpersonal relationships. There will definitely be many good girls who like you.Get up as soon as possible and don’t be depressed. If you live a breath and fight for a stick of incense, only your energy will be there, your path will be wider and wider. Let that woman regret your success.Mr. Xu encouraged me.

In this way, I returned to my original work unit. It was Mr. Xu who took me in again. Of course, I was unable to resume my position immediately, but I still worked in the original department.When Mr. Tang and Mr. Zheng were having a heart-to-heart talk with me alone, they promised to decide my position in 2 months based on my work performance.

I am very grateful to the company leaders for their care and support for me, so I cheered up and worked hard to get rid of the irregular life of those days.I don’t drink alcohol anymore, I don’t soak it anymore, but the pain and hatred in my heart have not yet been eliminated.

I go to work during the day and search for Lai Jun in Nanjing whenever I have time. I believe we will meet one day.

One day in November, I asked Lai Jun in a new community to a carpenter with a Jiangxi accent. He said impatiently: What's going on? Someone asked me about this Lai Jun, and you are also asking.Who is he? He is so popular?

I asked him who asked Lai Jun, and he pointed to the top of his head and said: I don’t recognize him. I just asked that person to go to the east house on the 12th floor to inquire. You can go and have a look.

I hurried to the 12th floor and saw a familiar figure at a glance through the open security door of the Donghu.