Chapter 19 Listen to Qi Yanjun’s story (IV)

The atmosphere of supper that day was pretty good, and the four of them were talking and laughing.After dinner, Fu Yundong asked me to drive Zhenxin back to the single dormitory of the police station, and the couple naturally drove back to their new house.

We drove to a street garden, and Zhenxin took the initiative to get off and wanted to chat with me in the garden for a while.Of course I knew what was going on, so I got out of the car with her as I said.On the night of ten o'clock in the evening, in the street garden where the fragrance of tuberose jade was filled with joy, I was wandering with Zhenxin.

Zhen Xin took the initiative to ask about my personal family situation, but I didn't hide it. She just told her everything.

I thought at that time that it is the most unwise to hide and tell lies on personal matters.Zhen Xin is a policeman, and it would be easy to investigate and inquire about my information.On the contrary, I don’t know much about her, so I can only inquire about Fu Yundong and Liu Lu.Of course, I can also inquire about Zhen Xin from other channels, but it is easy for her to notice, which is not beautiful.

Zhen Xin also told me about her own affairs in a similar way.Zhen Xin’s family is in Hangzhou. She is the only daughter of the family. She was admitted to the Nangang Branch and had to do so.Although she is quite outstanding, her family has nothing to do with the police, so she was unable to stay in Hangzhou.There are some outstanding male colleagues here in Ningbo who pursue her, but she has always ignored her.Because her parents wanted her to go back to Hangzhou to stay with her parents, she had no plans to start a family and start a business in Ningbo.

I asked her: Then why did you agree to be with me?Isn’t this contrary to your original intention?

Zhen Xin hesitated for a moment and replied in a low voice: Liu Lu is my good sister, I can trust her words.Moreover, if the couple is so dedicated to match you and me, how can I not give them face in person?Do you understand what I said?

As soon as I heard this, I realized that this was obviously a bit unhappy with me, but I just felt wronged myself for the sake of my friends.She and I are now showing off, making me retreat.

Although Zhenxin and I haven't been together for a long time, the emotions between unmarried men and women are still easily ignited.Actually, I have already fallen in love with Zhen Xin in secret. After all, she is a beautiful woman with a lively and cheerful personality. She is also a heroic female policewoman. If I don’t move, that’s the nonsense.

But now Zhen Xin's words made me build up my confidence and good mood overnight disappear.I endured the pain in my heart and pretended to be nothing and said to Zhen Xin: Zhen Xin, I understand your words, I can understand what you mean.To be honest, I still appreciate you.But I can't bear to worry about your relationship with me for the sake of your friends.

Things like love and marriage require both parties to be willing. No matter how kind the others have, they cannot replace the feelings of the parties.It is not the beginning of the last century. Marriage between men and women requires the fate of their parents and the words of the matchmaker.If you are happy, we will get along, if you are not happy, we will break up.Don't worry, I won't complain about you.Even if we are not a couple, we can be friends, right?Zhen Xin's beautiful apricot blossom eyes blinked in the dark night. After looking at me for a long time, she said: Qi Yanjun, do you take this seriously?

I am a man, of course I keep my word.

But do you know?We will break up like this. You, my friend, the enthusiastic matchmaker, will definitely not let us go, and will try every means to match us.

Then what do you think should be done?We can't act together for them to show them, so let them feel at ease.

Well, you're right.Then let’s act for them and tell them about breaking up with you and me after a while. Do you think this is OK?

Zhen Xin's words made me feel very upset when I heard this: How dislike you, Zhen Xin, are you!Since I don’t want to be with me and want me to act with you, is it that I am so mean?You don’t take me Qi Yanjun seriously!

But I had already accidentally told Zhen Xin about acting, and she took advantage of it. I couldn't take it back even if I wanted to, so I had to grit my teeth and promise her like a man.Next, both of them had nothing to say and walked around in the small garden with their heads in silence.

After a long time, Zhen Xin sighed in the darkness: Alas, Qi Yanjun, I know this is also very wronged.Fu Yundong and Liu Lu are still not wrong, saying that you are very generous, full of sacrifice, and like to think about others.From this point of view alone, you are really a very good person.What a pity?? It's just??

Is it just that there is fate but no separation?It's no pity, after all, love affairs can't be done.

It's Ah, this matter cannot be done.It’s not that I intentionally shirk you, I have my own difficulties.You know I am a policeman, and I am a criminal policeman. The criminal policeman’s work is very hard and arduous.Even if we have luckily negotiated marriage, I can't be distracted from marriage and create a happy family with you.I am an ambitious person and I really want to achieve some results at work.In that case, maybe I will have some bargaining chips, which will be convenient for returning to Hangzhou.My parents were very worried about me, so they wanted to guard their only daughter and watch me grow up in front of them, get married and get married.

Moreover, most people cannot understand us police officers, especially men outside the system.Therefore, many of our female police officers can only find partners from the public security, such as Liu Lu and Fu Yundong.The male policeman knows the hard work of being a policeman, and they will look for their other half from outside the system.But I am a foreigner, and I am still in Cao's camp and in the heart of Han?

I won’t say it anymore, I can guess what you are going to say if you haven’t said it.I think it's very late now, so I'll send you back to rest first.Don't worry about acting, I will do what I say.Zhen Xin lowered her head and didn't say anything anymore. She let me drive the car, so she took her back to the single dormitory of Nangang Branch.

Before leaving, Zhen Xin sat in the passenger seat, looking at me wanting to speak but stopping, with a look of ill feeling.This made me feel a little unbearable, after all, she is a girl who is away from home.Although she has the identity of a policeman, it cannot suppress her loneliness and helplessness in being alone in a different place and leaving her hometown.

I looked at Zhen Xin's eyes and said softly to her: Zhen Xin, don't make things difficult for yourself, I don't want you to feel guilty about this.This is my truth, not my high-sounding cliché.I said that we can become friends if we don’t become couples.If you need my help, I will help you sincerely without any other impure ingredients in it.Do you understand what I said?

Zhen Xin just nodded without saying a word.She pushed the car door open and got out of the car, and closed the car door as I looked.Then he turned around and slowly walked towards the single dormitory of the branch.

I started the car, turned around, and aimed at the way I came.As soon as he stepped on the accelerator, the car rushed out.

While driving the car without hesitation, I recalled the scenes of myself and Zhenxin getting along these days.I felt a little sad and disappointed, but I wasn't very sad.Because I think I can understand Zhen Xin a little bit: I can see her guilt and confusion, and I can also see that her rejection of me is sincere, and I am definitely not making excuses to evade me in a false way.For this reason, I should not be sad, and I can only sigh at the fate of myself and her.

I accidentally glanced at the rearview mirror of the car, and suddenly I saw a hazy figure running behind my car with arms waving, as if chasing my car.

Could it be Zhenxin?I instinctively stepped on the brakes and the car stopped in the middle of the road.After I stopped the car, I realized that such an emergency stop was dangerous. Fortunately, there were no cars behind me.

I started the car again, parked the car on the side of the road, and then got out of the car. Using the dim street lights, I squinted my eyes and tried hard to identify the figure running from afar.

The figure ran closer and closer, and finally ran to me panting. It turned out to be Zhen Xin.

Zhenxin, what's wrong with you? Did something fall into my car?If so, you call my cell phone and I will send it back to you, and you will be so anxious?

No??No??Qi Yanjun??I regret it??

Oh, do you regret acting?It doesn’t matter, we can do it without acting, everything will be followed by you!

No??No??Don't interrupt??

What is that?I'm a little puzzled now.

I thought about it??We don’t want to act anymore?? Just give each other a chance?? Can we talk about success??? Let’s talk about success?? Why do we need to act? That’s too bullying!

Zhen Xin's black and white eyes shine with serious and stubborn brilliance in the dark night.