Chapter 122: Make a plan

After hearing this, Lin Yuxin suddenly realized and said in a little fear: I didn’t expect that Tu Xiaofeng and Ma Xiaoxu were so sinister and could do everything they could to do.I am really unlucky when I met these two nemesis, but I also blamed myself for being confused for a moment, not firm will, and not suppressing the desire in my heart, so I suffered such retribution.Now I regret my impulse at that time and did not explain the truth to Tu Xiaofeng, which caused such trouble later.Fortunately, the child's biological father is the husband, otherwise the consequences would be unimaginable.

Hearing this, I had a new question, and interrupted her and asked: Yuxin, I still don’t understand at all. You took the ineffective contraceptive pill and had sex with Ma Xiaoxu and Tu Xiaofeng and his husband. Why was it your husband who made you conceive?Please forgive me for asking so directly.

Lin Yuxin blushed after hearing my question: This may be the blessing of her husband. Her smart and beautiful daughter should be his species, and of course I also have my role here.

Although I promised Ma Xiaoxu not to wear condoms that day, I was still a little worried.The moment Ma Xiaoxu ejaculated, I took the initiative to break free from his arms and did not let his evil seeds shoot into my body completely.And I immediately went to the bathroom to urinate, then removed the hose of the shower head and inserted it into my lower body to rinse, hoping to keep it safer.After taking birth control pills at night, Tu Xiaofeng and I took the same measures.Of course, I can't say whether these measures work.

When I was having sex with my husband the next day, out of guilt for my husband, and the fact that my husband was in a very good condition that day, I tried my best to cater to him.The night we were in love and blended together was the best feeling.My husband was ejaculated, and I didn't let him leave me immediately. We hugged each other and stayed warm for a long time before we separated.Maybe I got pregnant with our child, which was probably the reward for my conscience that day.

I understand what Lin Yuxin said, and I can also feel the sincerity in her tone.Her giving birth to her husband's child is undoubtedly the best result, which will help her return.

Lin Yuxin said again: Xiaowei, you heard me tell you so many things about me. Maybe you look down on me from the bottom of your heart. My cheating past is so unbearable.I'm not a good woman, I'm just a bad woman at all.I am not a good wife and mother, nor am I a qualified soldier.My depravity has harmed myself and my husband, and has almost harmed innocent children, and has defiled the sacred profession of soldiers.

Originally, my political and professional qualities were very good, and I had a promising future in the development of the army, but it was because of being deceived and confused about the view of sex that led to today's unbearable situation.In the past, I had always lacked a deep understanding of sex. I just wanted to simply divide love and sex, and I thought I could do it. As a result, two bastards, Ma Xiaoxu and Tu Xiaofeng, took advantage of the loopholes.Now that I have experienced so many things, if I don’t wake up, I might as well die directly, so as to save my husband and children from being embarrassed by the time of the time and bring shame to my relatives and troops.

I sighed: If you have this understanding, you will be considered a loss and will make up for the loss.But what do you think about your husband’s cheating?

Lin Yuxin lowered her head and thought for a while, and said to me seriously: I chose to forgive my husband's cheating behavior.Because he is a kind and gentle person, he doesn't have much fun.He is in poor health, is naturally timid, and he loves face. He was so frightened that he would betray me once and betray me. He kept accusing me of something he wanted, and I firmly believe that he would not make such mistakes again in the future.Besides, he cheated, but my cheating first was more serious than him. Why can't I forgive him?

I felt very relieved after hearing Lin Yuxin's heartfelt words.After experiencing the twists and turns of life and the indulgence of desire, the female major finally woke up.A person who knows how to forgive others is still worthy of salvation.

Yuxin, what do you plan to do in the future?I asked casually when I was feeling relaxed.

Of course, I want to completely put aside the past, return to my family, and be a mother and wife.Tonight I almost couldn't help but make an old problem. Fortunately, it was you, not Ma Xiaoxu and Tu Xiaofeng, otherwise I... Lin Yuxin stopped talking about this.

My face turned red and I didn't dare to say anything. I secretly blamed myself for almost doing immoral things under the stimulation of passion.

When Lin Yuxin saw my embarrassment, she smiled at me embarrassedly and said softly: Don’t blame yourself, we are all wrong with this.Returning to a family is easy to say but difficult to do.For example, I am worried that my husband knows about my unbearable experience. If he knows, I don’t know whether he can forgive me.If he can't forgive me, I can only get a divorce and leave the child to him. I don't want the child to grow up with my stain...

After hearing her miserable statement, I felt very uncomfortable, so I hurriedly comforted her: I think your lover is an intellectual, and his thoughts and vision will not be so narrow.It is true that you have made a mistake, but if you know it, you will correct it. He will forgive you when he knows it.After all, you have the crystallization of love, and he has made mistakes. If you can forgive him, why can't he?

In contemporary China, adultery and cheating are no longer crimes, but are defined as violation of morality. I don’t agree with this, but this still leaves you with room for reversal.You and I are both ordinary people with flesh and blood, and making mistakes is inevitable.Even if your cheating is a sin, our ancestors did not have the old saying that the prodigal son will turn back and never change his gold.As long as you can learn lessons and change your past mistakes, your lover will forgive you and accept you.Now I only care a little bit, will you take the initiative to tell your own affairs to your husband?

Lin Yuxin looked up at me and said hesitantly: I have considered this, but I am very scared... I really have no opinion on this...

I analyzed for her: Your cheating is a physical cheating. You have always had love and guilt towards your husband, children and family, and have not yet reached the spiritual level of cheating. This is also a prerequisite for you to return to your family.If you continue to sink, it is hard to say. Once you cheat on your mind, it will be difficult to turn back.

There is still a favorable condition for you now, that is, very few people know your cheating.Ma Xiaoxu lost his father's backer and couldn't take care of himself and dared not do anything to you.Tu Xiaofeng is a smart person. He knows that he can't bully people too much when doing things. He must leave room for himself and not cause hidden dangers, so don't worry about him.Of course, you don’t have to worry about Yang Yuanqing and I. I can communicate with him in private. Please rest assured about this.

Yuxin, we should be smarter and more realistic in life.Do you know that sometimes it is a good thing to know the truth.The truth may only bring pain, but ignorance is happiness.If it is out of the premise that you do not want to hurt others, it is not necessarily immoral to hide the truth that leads to evil.Of course, this may also be our wishful thinking, so we cannot always be lucky and try to escape punishment, and it is best not to do similar things in the future.

At this time, a slight redness appeared in the distant sky, and the sun was about to rise.