Chapter 68

Lin Mobai did not agree with what Ruan Qing said, but they were only eighteen years old in her words, six years ago. Their youthful life had just begun. Even he himself was not sure about the direction of his future life. How could he tell her for the rest of his life? What qualifications should he have to determine the life at that time Ruan Qing seemed childish and ignorant, but he had already thought of Lin Mobai's thinking about it now. When she thought of the heavy behind her smile, her chest felt as if she could not breathe. She forced her to take things on him. It was not that there were no clues, but that it was that I was too careless between the lines, but that he could not refute so many feelings that he could not refute. He suffered all this alone and said regretfully, "I didn't notice it at all, let you be alone... Responsibility, as if infected by his emotions, her eyes also turned red, her nose was sore, and she choked,The wrong person has always been me, and the selfish person has always been me. In fact, you are right. I really just treat the feelings back then as... a game

I should notice! It happened to you. A Bai, it was not your fault. Ruan Qing interrupted Lin Mobai's self-game, which was also her last wish in life. She had red eyes, laughing and recalling the past. Do you still remember the photo I sent you at the beginning... A beautiful and charming photo of the flower hole already knew that the tumor was beginning to worsen, and there was a possibility of death at any time. After I knew this, I thought for a long time... If there was something I wanted to do the most before death, the last thing I thought of was... I want to confess to you, have a relationship with you, so that you will remember for the rest of your life. There was a person named Ruan Qing in your life. At that time, you had countless admirers. It would definitely not work if you used ordinary methods. You would reject me like you would reject others, so I chose a special method. Ruan Qing looked at each other with similar expressions and a faint smile in her eyes. Remember.

Lin Mobai will never forget in this life. A Bai, that was the first time I seduced you. At that time, I was indeed quite special. Lin Mobai sighed at this time, and I thought there was no couple in the world. I used their method to walk Lin Mobai leaned over and approached her. He kissed her gently on the pale and cold lips, and whispered, but I like that in the years to come, you can continue to seduce me. Ruan Qing's pale cheeks suddenly appeared with a faint blood color, a burst of embarrassment, but the guilt in her eyes did not completely dissipate. She surrounded Lin Mobai's neck approaching and said softly, A Bai, you should scold me from the beginning, I knew that this was a fruitless love, but I still seduced you to you. I wanted you to fall in love with me. My parents and I originally agreed that I went to the United States for surgery after the college entrance examination was over.

But later my condition suddenly worsened, and I had to go ahead for half a year. I left in such a hurry and I didn't even tell you anything... I even wanted to make you hate me in this way... It might be too difficult to love someone, I'm not sure how long you will love me... But it may be easier to hate someone, you are so arrogant, if you are dumped, you will definitely remember me for the rest of your life... As long as you remember, it doesn't matter if you hate me... A Bai, I'm not as good as you think. This is the real me, selfish, I just think about myself, and I don't care about your feelings at all... I'm sorry, I'm really sorry... I didn't think so much at that time, and I didn't expect you to be so painful... The trembling tears finally slid from Ruan Qing's eyes and flowed on Lin Mobai's neck. The truth that she left without saying goodbye was finally told at this moment that she was a dying person, and her selfishness and possessiveness towards the man she liked. If she was really selfish, she would not hide everything from me. And your feelings for me are true, right? I love you so much, I love you more and more now.

Ruan Qing confessed in a hurry. He didn't hate Ruan Qing's little selfishness. He felt more sorry for what she knew about her situation at that time. It's okay, don't cry. Lin Mobai patted her lightly. It's true, it's true! At that time, I already loved it. This is enough... This is enough... Lin Mobai murmured quietly and hugged them quietly for a while, as if after digesting so much and not breathing a little, Ruan Qing slowed down and continued to say, A Bai, the reason for me to hide everything was not only that, but also... The success rate of the surgery I had to do at that time was only 10%. Lin Mobai's eyelids twitched when he heard this number. He stared at Ruan Qing, and looked up and down to complete the percentage... 10, almost equivalent to death... No wonder she would treat it as the last wish of life. Now... Is it successful?Lin Mobai's throat was mute, and she was blocking something, and she couldn't say a complete sentence. Although the person in front of her existed alive, she seemed to be a different world when she mentioned the past. However, her paleness and weakness at this moment were so clear that Lin Mobai could not feel at ease.

He lowered his mouth, and did not dare to look at Lin Mobai's message, and immediately asked, "If you succeed, you will succeed. If you fail, you will fail. Is there any sequelae? It's okay? Ruan Qing said a little hesitant, and his eyes were low. What does it mean? Lin Mobai quickly captured this because... Ruan Qing opened her mouth several times under Lin Mobai's gaze, and looked around. It didn't fall on Lin Mobai's body. Everything happened! Lin Mobai said solemnly, and his eyes pressed against the guilty little woman in front of him. He appeared on Weibo: Two Tangtang Tangtang. Because Ruan Qing, don't hide it from me anymore. I want to know that she can't say it. It's Ruan Yunyi again. It was also at such a tense and important moment. He and she eagerly wanted to comfort him, saying,A Bai, the operation has passed, and the coma has passed. Look, I am not doing well now, I can eat, sleep, run, and jump, and I will not fall for no reason. Don’t listen to Ayi’s nonsense. The operation was successful, A Bai... Are you okay? Lin Mobai lowered his head and didn’t say a word for a long time. His tight face turned bloodless like a playful love.

After a long time, he spoke slowly... In his words, he was full of self-blame. The moment you reappeared in front of me, it must be that your disease network was cured, but I... I treated you like that! You shouldn't comfort me, you should scold me... Lin Mobai's Lin Mobai thought of what he had done, and gritted his teeth and wanted to tear the bastard's self apart. The truth is, and six years ago, I did not say goodbye and left you alone. It was normal for you to treat me like this. I don't think anything is true. Moreover, Ah Bai, we are not married yet. Even if you don't know anything, they still intend to believe me again and are willing to marry me under that situation. This is what touched me the most. People are as helpless as a child at this time, looking for a pillar with love. I went, don't mention how happy I was along the way.Thinking of the scene at that time, I felt a little more insulted. The folds of my eyebrows were tightened. Compared to him who suddenly realized the moment before, there was a light in his dark eyes. At that time, I didn't tell you anything, you don't know anything. Really... Is it true?

Such a strong and tough man, of course, it was true that you said you took me to the Civil Affairs Bureau and took me with me solemnly, damn it! Lin Mobai and Ruan Qing were relieved at this moment... Lin Mobai put this matter aside for the time being, looked at Ruan Qing with serious and stern eyes and said in a deep voice, Ruan Qing, you are not allowed to lie, nor are you allowed to avoid my problem. If you don't say it, I will definitely find someone to investigate, how long have you been obsessed after the operation... Five years...

How did you wake up again...I don't know. Maybe you kept thinking about me and asked me again, how did you wake up...I also said that I had mild heart failure at that time. Then, a year after the Qingpin, I was still in the hospital, and my soul called back every day. I was like... When I was rushing to teach...it was probably too painful, so I came over. They also said that I was lucky to have many medical miracles and have to undergo many examinations. After the examination, I was rehabilitation...Ah Bai, you don't know how ugly I looked at at that time. I don't want the deputy to appear in front of you.She was afraid of pain, and it hurt even more when she was rehabilitated. The bones in her body seemed to grow again... She picked her mouth and didn't eat much. The nutritional meals in the hospital were so bad that every bite was forced to put them in... Her hope at that time was to walk out of the ward, walk out of the hospital, and see him one day earlier... Lin Mobai, what happened in those six years might become what Lin Mobai wanted to know most in his life. As one of them came to the rest of his life, he would use the rest of his life to get the answer from his love. This chapter is probably the final chapter in a sense.

I wrote it one after another for a long time (of course, I was pretending to be dead for a long time), but it was finally time to end.

I remember at the beginning, I commented that the male protagonist was too abused by the female protagonist, but in fact, the male protagonist Ah was abused throughout the whole process.

Ruan Qing knew from the beginning that this was a love that ended without success. She was affectionate, but also heartless. Just like what she said, even if it was hatred, Lin Mobai should remember her.

Lin Mobai seems ruthless, but he is the most affectionate. He has been determined for six years. If Ruan Qing does not appear, will there be another six years, and next six years...

Of course, this is all about the later story.

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