Chapter 37 The Heartfelt Words

I walked into the bathroom, put water in the pool, then cleaned Xiaoxin's towel first, and then hung it neatly on the towel rack

Then pick up the rag, wet it, and start wiping the sink, makeup mirror and shower glass

After that, I had to endure the nausea and began to wipe the urine stains left by Dayong with a floor rag to wipe the floor around the toilet.

For convenience, I could only squat down

I felt humiliated when I wiped the ground. I thought that I not only gave my wife to someone, but also wanted to clean up the scene for him afterwards and wipe his excrement. I suddenly felt very mean.

Then I continued to think about it, and I had a little concern about Xiaoxin's future life.

Since I got married, I have always been a treasure. When I am fine, I will do housework with her. Even such dirty work will rush to help her, for fear that she will be wronged with me.

However, now it seems that Dayong's personality is completely opposite to mine.

Not to mention whether he really takes Xiaoxin seriously in his heart. Even his carefree personality, I guess there will be no big changes after being with Xiaoxin in the future. Maybe at that time, Xiaoxin could enjoy queen-like happiness in bed, and after getting off the bed, she would become the maid of that man.

Actually, I think about it now, I hate myself very much at that time. I have already thought of the ugly situation that Xiaoxin will experience in the future, but I was still shamelessly hard at that moment.

I don’t know what mentality I was at that time. In short, the swelling feeling from my lower body made me feel uncomfortable when I was originally squatting. I had to stop thinking about it and carefully clean the floor around the toilet. Then I immediately got up to make my tight pants loose, leaving some space for my brothers below to survive.

After wiping the floor, I looked around the bathroom. I had basically cleaned it up, wrung out the rag and put it in, and then walked into the bedroom.

Xiao Xin was still breathing smoothly on the bed

I sighed slightly, walked around the bed and headed towards the wardrobe. On the ground there were still safety pants that Xiao Xin didn't have time to put on last night.

Although I don’t like Xiaoxin’s appearance in it, I’m still very satisfied if it successfully destroyed Xiaoxin’s last reserve last night.

Pick up the safety pants and fold them, put them gently next to Xiaoxin's pillow, I bent down and straightened the trash can

Because of the dumping of the trash can, a few tissues were scattered outside. Looking at the used tissues, I knew that these were all products of Xiao Xin's battle. The water stains on it had dried up. The only proof left was some hard areas in the middle.

Perhaps it was the perverted heart that played a role again, I couldn't help but pick up one and put it down to sniff it under my nose. The smell was very light, but for me who was extremely familiar with Xiaoxin, I still smelled Xiaoxin's smell.

At this moment, after taking Xiaoxin and having sex with someone else, I wiped the tissue from my vagina. My penis, which had not softened, was hard again.

As I just cleaned up, my mind was constantly restoring or guessing everything I saw or didn't see in the sky last night

This makes my lust accumulate

In addition, I just thought of Xiaoxin's future life, and my lower body was already holding my head up and my chest out. At this time, under the stimulation of Xiaoxin's scent, I felt like my heart was like a volcano erupting, and my desire finally broke through the pass and was out of control.

I untied my belt in a hurry, then took off my pants roughly, and before I even had time to pull my feet out of my pants, I held my hot lower body with my right hand and began to masturbate.

My left hand was holding a tissue, pressing the hard position tightly on my nostrils, hoping to inhale all the smell in the tissue into my body while I was breathing, so that my brain could firmly remember the smell and save it forever

I don't know if I do this, because I am afraid that I will never smell the smell of Xiaoxin Love Liquid in the future, or it is a biological physiological instinct. In short, at that moment, what I did can only be described as greed and madness.

My nose is trying hard to breathe deeply, and my palms are moving rapidly. My brain is blank. I can only feel the supreme pleasure from my lower body higher than a wave.

My breathing is still getting heavier, as if the breathing sounds are already filling the whole house

I closed my eyes slightly, not just for enjoyment, but more importantly, the scene of last night had appeared in front of me again.

Compared to masturbating through the glass last night, I seemed to be close to Xiaoxin, who was lying on the bed last night and was under the impact of Dayong. The satisfaction from the deepest part of my heart made me more happy

Even breathing seems refreshed

Maybe it's really too stimulating, or my illness is still in trouble. Not long after, I felt that I was on the verge of eruption

In order to match my current state, the scene in front of me went directly to the scene when Dayong was about to ejaculate last night

Imagine Dayong's crazy movements and Xiao Xin's heart-wrenching moans

My movements are faster

Xiaoxin's white body was constantly changing in front of her eyes in various postures, and I was so excited that my whole body was trembling all over.

Suddenly I remembered that the fantasy body was right next to me, why didn’t I just appreciate it?

As soon as I thought about it, I slowly opened my eyes, and turned my head to look at the bed while moving.

However, this look made my penis as hard as iron just now and it directly shrinks.

It was this gentle glance that directly made Xiaoxin and I look at each other.

In Xiaoxin's eyes, I saw confusion, confusion and surprise.

I couldn't imagine my condition at that time. I stood beside my wife's bed. Under my nose was the tissue that my wife wiped her lower body. I took off my pants and held my palms on my penis and rubbed them.

If someone else is changed, I will be ashamed enough to die of shame, but if I change to the husband of the beautiful woman in the bed, at that moment, I really don’t know how to describe my embarrassment.

However, if time was frozen at that moment, maybe I could still be a little thick-skinned and turn around and lift my pants. But just as the penis softened, the semen in the scrotum finally broke through the clamp and gushed out

The parabola formed by the drop of matter is closely related to the previous movement trajectory. The originally erect penis was enough to make the semen ejaculate for a long distance, but now the soft and drooping penis is pointing directly to the ground. At this moment, I felt like I had a piss of white urine without holding on to my penis. And the most embarrassing thing was that the splash of semen all peed into my pants between my legs.

At that moment, I really felt that even if I die, I could not relieve my inner shame.

My body began to tremble, on the one hand because of the physiological reactions during ejaculation, on the other hand because of the shame and anger in my heart

However, I had to stare into Xiaoxin's eyes, for fear of missing a trace of her reaction

Sure enough, after the confusion of the issue, seeing my embarrassed look, Xiaoxin's eyes showed a moment of contempt, and then she felt more pity.

Is it cool?

It can be said that what happened last night was an important turning point in our lives. After this point, we will face a brand new life, and these two simple words became the opening remark of our new life.

I……

Even though I always do everything, I really don’t know how to respond.

It looks like you've got the results you want and you're very satisfied

Xiaoxin's voice was still hoarse. While talking, she looked at my pants full of semen and her tone was full of mockery.

I...isn't...I'm...

I suddenly felt that my vocabulary was starting to lack

Does that smell good?

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I have more primitive and more scented here, don't you want to smell it?

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Xiaoxin asked step by step, and even reached out to lift the quilt. Although she frowned slightly during the movement. It should be caused by the soreness of her body, but she didn't care. She still forced herself to lift the quilt aside, exposing her body to the air, and even spread her legs slightly apart.

Then he gestured down with his eyes provocatively

Don't you try it? Come and ask if your wife's lower body smells after being fucked overnight, isn't it what you need?

Xiaoxin tried hard to increase the volume, and the grief and anger in her voice also came out, but she still pretended to be calm, bit her silver teeth lightly, endured the pain, spread her legs even further, and her cross section was arched upwards.

No, don't do this anymore

I finally couldn't help it

I can hear the desolation in Xiaoxin's words

What she did now is not just revenge for me to plot against her during this period, but rather her self-renunciation after losing her self and dignity.

I didn't care about the pants in my legs, rubbed my first two parts directly, sat on the edge of the bed with my bare butt, then pressed Xiaoxin's waist with one hand, pulled the quilt with the other, trying to cover Xiaoxin again with the other hand, wanting to cover Xiaoxin with another hand.

Xiaoxin is still struggling. Although she is relieved of the pain and the struggle is not strong enough, it still causes me some trouble.

I had to press her with my body, then pull the quilt to cover it, and finally pressed my entire upper body to completely control him

Don't do this, okay?

Seeing Xiaoxin under my control, she could no longer move, I lay on her belly and said softly

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This time, Xiaoxin was silent and her eyes stopped looking at me, but looked elsewhere, tears vaguely wafting at the corners of her eyes

I know, it’s me that I’m sorry for you. I shouldn’t force you like this. It’s my fault. Don’t treat yourself like this again. OK?

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I know, I am a bastard, I am a scumbag, I am a pervert, I actually need my wife to sleep with others to satisfy my desires. I am not a human being. I know you hate me, and I hate myself. I know you want to vent, but please don’t use a way to hurt yourself, okay? You can hit me, and I will be beaten to death without any complaints.

…………Where are others?

Hearing my words, Xiaoxin was silent again, and then she still didn't look at me and asked softly

He is at work, and called me in the morning and asked for leave for you

Haha, that means the whole company knows that he can’t get out of bed anymore?

No, I guess he won't be that stupid

Oh, it doesn't matter whether I know it or not. Anyway, I have become his woman since last night

No... No, you are still my wife, no matter whenever you are, my favorite person

Is it meaningful to say these now? I'm already dirty. If you can deceive yourself afterwards because you discovered it later, then now? After dinner at your house last night, your wife left with someone else, went home together, and then went to bed for sex. She did it all night, got out of bed without any hair, and did it unconsciously. You know these things clearly. Can you still deceive yourself?

I don't plan to lie to myself, because I know you are all for me and I do contribute to the fuel to satisfy my desires. In the current situation, you are not dirty, I am the dirtiest person, I am the heart

There was nothing for anyone last night, I tried to resist but in the end I gave up and knew why?

No...I don't know

Because of that person's words, he said that two people love each other, that they have to give each other until that moment, that I understand why I promised you this ridiculous plan. I have done too many things that I am sorry for you. However, because you love me, give me tolerance, and even cause physical and mental damage, but you have no complaints.

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I actually hate myself quite a lot. That day, in order to vent, I told everything in the hotel. I originally hoped to end our relationship, but I didn't expect that even when facing me, your love was so unrestrained. I was moved at that moment. I believed more that you loved me and I told myself that this man is the person I deserve to entrust for life.

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I love you, and from that day on, I love you more, I love you endlessly, I love you unforgettably, I love you until I can give up everything for you until I know your illness

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At the beginning, I really couldn't accept it. I don't understand why you like to read those types of adult novels. I know you men like to watch those movies and novels, but the content in the things you read really scared me.

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I secretly searched a lot of information online and realized that this was caused by a mental problem. From that moment on, I began to regret what I did, regret what I did at that time, regretted my willfulness at that time, and regretted that I did not understand your changes in my heart.

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After that, your condition began to externalize from the heart. I actually discovered the changes in your body earlier than you. But I thought you were just too tired or some other reason. I didn't expect that the most fundamental reason was that it was me.

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My neglect has caused you greater harm. Your condition is getting worse and worse. It was not until then that I realized that I could figure out everything that I couldn't fall asleep for countless nights. I kept thinking about how to cure your disease, but I couldn't start.

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Until you told me at the beginning of your plan, I thought you were crazy, how could you have such thoughts, but when I thought about it, I understood that it was those novels that affected you. Of course, it was because of my reasons that you became obsessed with those things. So in the final analysis, the final problem is still me.

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The person who tied the bell must also be able to unzip the bell. This is an explanation for our current situation. However, I want to do something for you, which is my true thought. However, I did not summarize this reason at that time. I just cooperated with you according to my subconscious mind.

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In this process, I have been confused, helpless, struggled and even resisted. I watched you run around for this plan. I once guessed whether you don’t love me or not. I began to observe you secretly, even with a thorny temptation in my words. But I saw love in your eyes. Although I have experienced so much, your eyes are still the same as those of the past.

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I couldn't help but despise myself. I actually doubted that a person who loved me deeply, so I began to try my best to adjust myself and accept your plan. I held hands with that person, hugged, kissed, and even kissed passionately. I tried my best to contact him according to your settings and follow your rhythm to promote things to develop

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If everything at the beginning was still my deliberate cooperation, then after discovering that your body has indeed changed due to this plan, I will be more determined to continue.

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But who knows that as the situation develops, although I delay again and again, I still have to reach this point. Although I tried hard to tell myself that I must do it, after all, I am your wife, I am a married husband, and I really can't do it.

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I have tried to discuss with you many times, don't continue, but seeing you running for this, I feel a little unbearable. At that stage, I am very conflicted. I don't know how to face you, nor do I know how to face Dayong, tell the truth. Dayong's best request made me feel a little moved. If it weren't for my heart that I already had a heart, maybe I would have agreed long ago

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At this moment, your plan relieved my worries. I don’t know if you discovered my change and wanted to fulfill me, or if your original plan was like this. In the end, I felt like I wanted to go with the flow.

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But it is this mentality that makes me panic. I know I am a little moved. If I am addicted to sex, I will probably be guided by him from now on. It will hurt you more. My goal is to treat your disease, not to make your condition worse. So I want to take the initiative in this inappropriate relationship, at least not let myself be merciless.

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At that time, I couldn't tell you what I thought in my heart. I could only ask you for help indirectly. But last night you clearly were helping him. Until then, I realized that in your plan, the initiative should not be in my hands. Maybe the result is what you really want.