Chapter 19

As long as you don’t say it, I don’t say it, no one knows, when you are in your relationship, I will be happy when I see you happy. At night, we are still a couple, and our relationship will not dissipate because of that person. Isn’t everything okay?

This, I really have a hard time accepting this idea and what if this is discovered?

It is indeed difficult to accept, and this is also the reason why I have been hesitating, but can you tell me with certainty that you don’t have any feelings for Dayong? If not, you wouldn’t be so lost during this period. If you don’t have this feeling, I wouldn’t have this idea. It is precisely because of your various performances that I have this idea. After thinking about it, I think it’s a good idea.

It has been mentioned that the key point is not to let Xiaoxin realize that this was something I had planned for a long time, I vaguely put the hat on Xiaoxin's head.

As for the possibility of being discovered, I will slowly think about it. After all, this idea was just now, so what you have to do now is to return to your previous state and continue to live in harmony with everyone. When I come up with a solution, continue to develop.

But...I can't do this kind of thing

Why can't you do it? Didn't you perform well in order to help me treat my illness? Then I just went to some more with Dayong

But if you are in love, don’t you want to... kiss or even... that one?

As for this, I haven't thought about it yet, but the purpose I adhere to is that as long as you are happy, I can accept it no matter what you do, and my current state really cannot satisfy you. If one day, you think Dayong is okay, and you also want something to happen. As long as you tell me truthfully, I will seriously consider it.

No, this is absolutely impossible, I will never do that with others

OK, okay, then don’t do it, it’s just a simple relationship. This scale is left to you to grasp. No matter what happens, just let me know in advance?

I...I don't know...I'm very messy now, I...I don't know...

Okay, this is just my sudden thought. You are thinking slowly. If you don’t want to, forget it. What I just want to tell you is, don’t make yourself suffer. I love you, I just hope you are happy.

After saying that, I lowered my head and kissed Xiaoxin deeply on the forehead. This link is very important, both for me and for Xiaoxin.

She can't accept it, I can understand it, this is why I started to make arrangements a long time ago.

Just now, I had already helped her analyze the current situation, the painful situation she faced, my causes and treatment methods, and some of the plans for the future, which emphasized the sacrifices I made to make her happy.

Under my intentional guidance, she would easily be misled by me and thought that my plan was the only way out. Then by that time, her decision would be imagined

Of course, I am also prepared to stick to the bottom line and never compromise, and then this plan will be terminated immediately

As for why I tried my best to clarify some plans with Xiaoxin face to face, it is because if Xiaoxin refuses, then there will be no follow-up.

But if she agrees, I can supervise it. Once things go out of control, I can stop Xiaoxin at any time and never have any previous mistakes. To put it bluntly, for this plan, Xiaoxin is my accomplice.

This is why I always say she is the biggest insurance

This night was destined to be a sleepless night for two people, but we did not communicate anything more, just back to back silence

I know that for Xiaoxin in the past, this was absolutely unacceptable, but fortunately, under the various preparatory measures before, she had already hesitated, but she had just passed the obstacles in her heart.

So in this case, I don’t need to say anything else. Only by taking this kind of thing can she develop better

Sleepless all night, speechless all night, until the morning sun completely fills the bedroom

Do you want to take a leave today? I asked softly

I...I...I...Is this OK?

It is obvious that Xiaoxin has not yet recovered from my shocking thoughts and speaks incoherently, but it should have cost her too much of her mind this night. When she heard my words, she was a little moved.

Alas, let's take a day off and have a good sleep at home

It's so difficult for her. This kind of thing really makes me unacceptable. I feel guilty about it, so I said softly

No, it's good for half a day

Hearing my voice, Xiaoxin quickly said that the reason why she said this was not to hurry to find Dayong in the company, but to have developed a habit over the years.

OK, please see if you decide, I will return softly

Old...husband, you...what you said last night...

Xiaoxin hesitated and finally said this topic. I think this should be what I just said, which is somewhat similar to what I said last night, which made her remember that thing again.

We are not in a hurry to make a decision on that matter. After all, this is not something that you can easily accept and figure it out for me. I said that this is just an idea that I suddenly thought of last night. Maybe it is not mature, but I think this will solve many of the difficulties we are facing now, so we can think about it again.

Of course, I still say the same thing. No matter what choice you make, I will support you, and I will always love you and protect you forever. As long as you can be happy, I will also feel happy.

After saying that, I, who had already put on my clothes, walked around the bed, walked to Xiaoxin, bent down, and gently kissed Xiaoxin's forehead.

Xiaoxin's eyes were closed tightly, her eyelids were trembling slightly. She probably wanted to open it, but she was forced to restrain herself because she didn't dare to look directly at me.

Do you understand?

After the kiss, I whispered in her ear

She finally plucked up the courage, slowly opened her eyes, stared at me and I also returned with sincere and affectionate eyes.

…………

Xiaoxin didn't make a sound, but bit her lip with her teeth and nodded her head gently

I love you

Me too

Hearing Xiaoxin's reply, I smiled slightly, then helped her caress her scattered hair with a doting heart, then got up and walked out of the bedroom

In the morning, I was calm on the surface, but in fact, my heart was already in a state of uproar. I don’t know what decision Xiaoxin would make, but I always remind myself that as long as Xiaoxin refuses, I will definitely respect her opinion. After all, this kind of thing cannot be forced.

Dayong was a little panicked about Xiaoxin's absence today. It can be seen from his nervous expression when he turned to look at Xiaoxin's empty seat from time to time. After all, Xiaoxin's distantness to him recently is obvious to all, so I guess Xiaoxin's sudden absence today will definitely make him imagine many terrible possibilities.

As for how abnormal Xiao Guo and Lao Xu did not show any behavior. After all, Xiao Xin did not show too much resistance to Xiao Guo, so as a colleague, a day's rest is not a big deal.

Lao Xu didn’t think much about it. Isn’t it common for employees to take leave?

In this way, time pointed to the afternoon little by little. After a gentle knock on the door, Xiaoxin was still as usual, wearing capable work clothes and light makeup, and entered the office gracefully, walked to his office area silently, and then looked towards Lao Xu and me.

Old Xu naturally swept, nodded slightly while I looked at her seriously, and then made a noticeable nod, indicating that Xiaoxin could start her daily work in the most normal way.

However, although the communication was not long, I still saw that under Xiaoxin's foundation, the dark circles of eyes, obviously, she did not rest after I left home.

I pretended to bow my head to work, but in fact I was sneaking around Dayong. He was relieved when he saw that Xiaoxin had already started working.

Then he returned to the cynical expression he had before

After that, he secretly glanced at all of us. After confirming that no one noticed him, he gently pointed the glass partition between him and Xiaoxin. After successfully attracting Xiaoxin's attention, he smiled and raised an eyebrow to Xiaoxin, and then pointed it twice in the air with his fingers.

My eyes were blocked by the partition and I couldn't see it in detail, but I knew that the direction of his finger should be the bouquet of flowers that Xiao Zhang had signed for Xiaoxin in the morning.

It is obvious that Dayong is reminding Xiaoxin that the flowers have arrived today

I quickly turned my gaze to Xiaoxin, because this is likely to be the final answer Xiaoxin gave me

However, Dayong and I were both disappointed because Xiaoxin's expression had not changed at all. After obviously knowing Dayong's meaning, she just turned her head back and continued to work.

I couldn't help but be surprised. What does this mean? Should I accept it or not?

Do you agree or disagree with Ah?

I was full of questions about this, but I couldn't ask

On the other hand, Dayong didn't react much, because Xiaoxin was also indifferent after receiving the flowers. It should be said that Dayong was used to it.

The work was still going on the same day after that, Dayong still looked for various opportunities to approach Xiaoxin as usual, but Xiaoxin stayed away from him and said nothing except work.

Xiaoxin still adopts his strategy of boiling frogs in warm water like a gentle breeze. Unfortunately, Ah, I really can't bear to tell him that you have been eliminated.

Xiaoxin's attitude towards Dayong continued until she got off work without any improvement

It seems that the plan may really fail

Go home with a nervous mood

I thought Xiaoxin would announce the result to me directly, but she showed a normal state. She prepared the meal as usual, had dinner with me, then washed dishes, bathed, watched TV, and went to bed

My attitude towards me is no different from usual, but I didn't mention anything about last night, as if nothing had happened. I wondered if I had traveled through the day before yesterday when I just entered the door.

I could only remain silent and pretend to be as usual, keep a tacit understanding with Xiaoxin

No words all night, bright in the blink of an eye

It seems that our family life did not change any changes because of that incident. Xiaoxin is no longer by my side as usual. A slight sound came from the kitchen. It was Xiaoxin preparing breakfast. I sat blankly on the bed. I don’t know what Xiaoxin will do next.

There is a popular saying that is very consistent with my status at that time. We don’t know what’s wrong, we don’t know, and we don’t dare to ask.

After sighing slightly, get up and wash, then sit at the dining table as usual, waiting for breakfast

If this is really different from the usual life rules, it should be that Xiaoxin's dark circles seem heavier

I secretly guessed that she might have had another sleepless night last night.

But I can't ask about this

In the next half month, our living conditions were basically like this. Both of us knew that we were both restless, but no one took the initiative to poke apart.

At the beginning, Xiaoxin often suffered from insomnia, and slowly, this state was relieved.

In the company, during the first period, I secretly observed her and found that she was often stunned and gradually improved a lot.

However, there was not much change in his attitude towards Dayong. However, this was a superficial phenomenon. Under my almost constant monitoring, I finally found some clues.

Maybe because Xiaoxin's attitude suddenly became cold, Dayong felt troubled. After thinking carefully, he wanted to change his strategy. He began to approach Xiao Zhang. Because Xiaoxin and Xiao Zhang had a good relationship. Sometimes when they were chatting, Dayong would come over and talk to Xiao Zhang on his own initiative. Xiao Xin was not good enough to leave Xiao Zhang and walk away by himself, so he could only stand quietly next to him.

This provides Dayong with the opportunity to play. He will deliberately talk about some funny topics, making Xiao Zhang laugh, while he will smile while secretly glance at Xiao Xin with his eyes.

Sometimes Xiaoxin is also amused, but she is very reserved, just smiling slightly, and most of her eyes are staring at the ground.

However, with more and more times, Xiaoxin's resistance also relaxed. Occasionally, when she smiled, she would first glance at Dayong, and then turn her eyes elsewhere

This was her natural reaction, but she didn't expect that the look was almost no different from the anger and spoiledness between her lover.

It seems that after letting go of the burden in my heart, Xiaoxin began to slowly enter the role again

Of course, I still couldn't confirm Xiaoxin's thoughts based on this alone, so as to see the things have improved a little, I decided to add more fire, not for anything else, just to test Xiaoxin's thoughts. It's not a solution to always drag things on like this. I decided to give everyone an explanation, whether it's good or bad, I just want to cut the mess quickly and quickly.

But this seems quite high-end. In fact, I organized everyone to go out for a meal and then sing K again on the grounds of good performance.

I won’t talk about the details of the meal, my arrangements only start with KTV.

Of course, because these are temporary intentions outside the plan, there is no exquisite preparation. It is nothing more than using alcohol to arrange Xiaoxin and Dayong to sit together, and then find an opportunity to let them sing two songs together or something.

The purpose of doing this is nothing more than finding a way for Xiaoxin, and at the same time, I secretly expressed my position to Xiaoxin.

It is said that our country's wine culture has indeed been passed down through the ages. Some people like to talk about business at the wine table, while others like to make friends at the wine table. Of course, there are many people who fall in love or even go to bed after having a good conversation at the wine table.

Sure enough, under the stimulation of alcohol, Dayong mustered up the courage and started to chat with Xiaoxin. Xiaoxin was originally not very good at drinking, and was also a little confused at this time. Under the induced sensation of my previous words, coupled with the obvious intentions I showed tonight, Xiaoxin put down her burden and started to talk with Dayong again. Later, she was amused by Dayong and frequently chuckled.

Of course, a veteran like Dayong would not miss any opportunity. He wanted to take the opportunity to touch Xiaoxin's little hand several times, but Xiaoxin avoided it.

After knowing that the time is not yet ripe, Dayong is no longer testing

When chasing girls, you really need some shameless spirit, but you must be moderate. If you blindly be shameless, it will make people feel bored. Only when a proper little evil will make women love and hate and cannot stop.

I understand this principle, Dayong understands it even more

I kept lying on the sofa and observed secretly. There were a few times when Xiaoxin would glance at me secretly, and I smiled, and then her angry eyes, and I felt even more owed to the beat

In this way, a simple gathering for our colleagues is an important node in life for the three of us who have ulterior motives.

After the party, Dayong took advantage of the victory and asked to send Xiaoxin home, but Xiaoxin firmly refused.

In order to get Xiaoxin out of safety, I could only hold back Dayong and say I would go to have some food and drink. Xiaoxin took this opportunity to take a taxi and slip away

Obviously I can see Dayong's serious resentment, but I can tell you that this is a fucking life for your future happiness.

A simple hangover night is over soon

Of course, our topics are inseparable from women during the meal. After Xiao Xin's basically clear decision, I also let go and taught Dayong's secrets to flirt with girls.

In fact, I didn't need to teach me with Dayong at all, and he was really just because I was the leader, and he listened indifferently.

But slowly, he realized something from my words

I really have no experience in flirting with girls, but I am better at understanding Xiaoxin Ah!

I used a friend's personal experience as an excuse to describe to him the problem that friend encountered when chasing a girl, and how he solved it.

Of course, the prototype of the heroine in the story is Xiao Xin, and the situation that happened is very similar to Dayong's current dilemma, so naturally, Dayong was stunned by me, and even regarded me as a god.

In this way, when I shamelessly taught others how to guide my own wife, Dayong and I became friends, which should be considered an extra gain.

I didn't expect that this kind of professor would last for a long time, making this three-game more colorful

After eating, I was fantasizing about how Dayong learned from others and using what I taught to guide Xiaoxin, I started to be excited and returned home. Xiaoxin was already watching TV there in a bath towel.

Seeing me entering the door, Xiao Xin glanced at me, then turned off the TV and went back to the bedroom with a cold face.

I smirked slightly, I'm pretty, why didn't I have the expression of Dayong just now? I've learned to pretend to be garlic

I quickly put the things, then secretly took out the little blue pill, took one, and went to the bathroom to take a shower leisurely

After taking a shower, I walked into the bedroom, went to bed, covered it with a quilt, and my lower body was a little warm. I turned over and pressed Xiaoxin. Although she kept struggling, she couldn't compete with me. I stripped off the bath towel in a few seconds, then touched it randomly, then used both hands to both sides, thrust her waist, and hit the yellow dragon directly.

After a fierce collision, I collapsed on Xiaoxin with my skin tightly attached to each other, feeling each other's body temperature and breathing, presenting a warm picture without any color and emotion.

Very excited?

After a while of rest, Xiaoxin's voice sounded softly.

Although this is a word without any end, I still understand the meaning of it.

Is it really possible?

I love you

Have you decided?

I just hope you are happy

…………

Where are you?

I don't know, but for you, I can try it

Not for me

That's it?

You said that?

It's... it's for...I...we...

Yes, I love you

Me too

The dialogue without beginning and end is the only way for us to communicate when we decide this difficult plan.

If we abandon all the previous twists and turns, no one would have thought that this plan would be determined after a few words.

Tonight is destined to be another sleepless night. Xiaoxin will be full of fantasy about her future life. After I breathed a sigh of relief, I had to cheer up again. The male and female protagonists were already in place. Next, it was almost time to build a stage.