Chapter 34: Suspicion is a disaster

At night, Bingbing and I lived in the same room, and Shangguan lived in the business room next door

Bingbing is very good at dealing with things, she has a sweet mouth, and always calls me Sister Rong. I want to learn about Shangguan from Bingbing, and by the way, see Bingbing's attitude towards Shangguan

I started chatting like my own sisters. Bingbing always said that Shangguan was good, that he was very serious in his work, responsible, easy-going in people, and never put on airs.

It is said that Shangguan often works late at night, and foreigners especially appreciate him

They generally respect Shangguan's suggestions very much.

I think that since this is the case, let Shangguan suggest that foreigners invest in Shenzhen. Foreigners must listen to him. I should talk to Shangguan.

I have nothing to say about Shangguan’s work. I really want to know how Shangguan lived in his life for more than a year.

I asked Bingbing: Did Shangguan not find a girlfriend in Beijing?

I have never seen a woman come to find Mr. Shangguan, the girl in the company, and Shangguan has never had any scandals with them. I think Shangguan is very decent and steady in the company. Many girls like to talk about him and everyone is wondering why Shangguan is always alone and his wife? Does he have children?

Then do you know if he has it?

It turned out that I was embarrassed to ask him later. We often went on business trips together. When I got to know each other, I asked him where his child was? He told me that his child was in high school and I asked him why he didn't pick up his sister-in-law? He just shook his head and didn't say anything. I judged that he was divorced, otherwise he wouldn't have come out to work.

I think this little girl is quite analytical and says everything about Shangguan. Is she interested in Shangguan? So she always talks about Shangguan. It seems that I should be more careful about her.

I continued to test her: Yes, he got divorced, why did I listen to you? He is good in everything! He is not as good as you said

No, from Brother Shangguan's words and deeds, he must have been a good man in the past

After watching it, it will be revealed immediately

What's more, Brother Shangguan

If Bingbing and Shangguan were not close, she wouldn't have called that

I have to say more bad things about Shangguan in front of Bingbing, otherwise if this girl really wants to fall in love with Shangguan, how can I have any more fun?

Shangguan is not as good as you said. He used to be beautiful, and there are always many women around him. He is also very happy to be spoiled by women.

No, why didn't I feel that he was very good to people, it doesn't seem to be disrespectful to women

Maybe he has changed now, but he is really spending time in the past. His wife has never been worried about him, so she divorced him.

It's really incredible? Could Brother Shangguan be disguised?

It is not necessary to disguise. People who have lived experience will adjust their own shortcomings. Maybe they have adjusted their own

Oh, it turns out that it's so complicated! But Brother Shangguan's behavior in Beijing is completely reliable

It seems that what I said started to work. Bingbing will definitely re-evaluate Shangguan in her heart and make me work harder to let Bingbing leave Shangguan completely.

People cannot simply make judgments about him. You must understand the depths of his heart. I know Shangguan more well because we are classmates, so we can still tolerate him.

Bingbing didn't say anything for a long time. She looked at me with surprise, making it difficult for me to continue talking, but I have sufficient reason to suspect that Shangguan and Bingbing had a different relationship.

I feel unspeakable.

Bingbing no longer talked to me about Shangguan's topic. She was watching TV while saying lifting me up, saying that I was much younger than my actual age and looked very beautiful, just like Liu Xiaoqing when she was young.

Shangguan also said this to her

(I hope I won't use my post to beat Diao Chan again)

I thought to myself, will Shangguan still talk to Bingbing about me?

Why did he say this to Bingbing?

Did he always have me in his heart?

I really can't judge, I can't ask Bingbing either

Maybe Shangguan is still missing our past, so he often mentions me to Bingbing.

Bingbing said that she wanted to take a shower and asked me if I wanted to wash first. I asked Bingbing to wash first. I would watch TV for a while before washing.

Bingbing started taking off her skirt, I continued to watch TV

When Bingbing took off her skirt and only kept her beautiful three-point underwear, I was stunned.

Why is Bingbing so beautiful, her skin is very white

This is a devilish figure I've never seen before

Bingbing's pair of breasts is so full, tall and elastic, and half of the exposed breasts are as white as milk.

I was a little excited after watching it. I can't believe that Shangguan wouldn't be moved after watching it.

Her waist is so thin, like a water snake, her abdomen is tight, and she can see her navel clearly, just like a chrysanthemum, buckles on it.

The slender thighs are white and tender and full, which can make more women jealous of her

Such a great beauty, accompanying Shangguan every day, Shangguan can not have evil thoughts, and only ghosts believe

Bingbing has already entered the bathroom, but I have no worries about watching TV

In my mind, the scene of Shangguan and Bingbing appearing over and over again appeared in my mind.

They hugged, kissed, and dared to hug each other on the bed together. My heart was so upset because when Shangguan was with me, the madness and passion made me unable to forget for many years.

Now, it’s not me who is by his side, but Bingbing, who is younger and beautiful than me. How could he not be moved?

Why didn't he sleep with Bingbing?

Moreover, Bingbing is not a young woman who doesn’t understand the charm. Seeing Shangguan’s career as successful, she is very helpful and considerate, and is romantic, can she not fall into Shangguan’s arms?

I don't believe it ten thousand

When Bingbing came out after taking a shower, I saw Bingbing's face, flushing like a delicate rose. I believe that no man would be indifferent to such a beauty, let alone Shangguan

After Bingbing sat on the bed watching TV, I took off my skirt and went into the bathroom

I closed the door to death, stood in front of the mirror and looked at my body, imagining the contrast with Bingbing, I sighed that I was not as good as

I'm old, and my skin is no longer as elastic as it used to be.

I took off my bra and saw that my breasts had begun to shrink and lost their original fullness

Although my face still has the outline of the past, my skin has become rough and has lost moisture.

There are already faint bags of eyes, and there are obviously crow's feet at the corners of the eyes

Seeing myself like this, I feel so sad and painful

God Ah, why did I get old so quickly?

Thinking about Shangguan again, why has he never grown old after so many years?

There was no crow's feet at all in the corner of his eyes, and his face was greasy, as if he was younger than him.

I really don't dare to think about it anymore. I'm worried that I'm not worthy of Shangguan anymore, especially Bingbing's appearance, which makes me look more inferior.

Thinking of this, I didn't even have the intention to take a shower. The next morning, I knocked on Shangguan's door. I wanted to see how Shangguan slept last night. Anyway, I didn't sleep well all night.

Shangguan asked me: How are you sleeping? Why are you feeling a little dark on your eyes?

I didn't sleep well all night

What's wrong? Is it Bingbing affecting you?

No, you influenced me

Me? How could it be? I didn't bother you last night.

You worried me all night, how could I sleep well?

I'm fine, what are you worried about?

How can I not worry if you place such a beautiful woman by your side?

You don't need to do this, we are colleagues, we must contact each other every day when we work together

I want you to quit Bingbing after you go back and you will find another man to be your assistant, so I will feel at ease

How is this possible? Bingbing's work ability is stronger than some gay men. How could I quit her? Besides, if I want to do that, foreigners don't agree. If they can't say it well, they will let me leave first.

I heard from Bingbing that foreigners listen to you and I don’t care. You will change people when you go back.

OK, don't make trouble unreasonable. We still have many things today

Then you must find a way to get the company to Shenzhen this time. I have provided you with so much information. Shenzhen is the best company. Shanghai's investment environment is definitely not as good as Shenzhen.

I don’t have the final say on where the company will be done. It’s up to foreigners to decide. Don’t just participate in these things.

You are still the boss, and they should listen to you in China, otherwise who will do things for them in the future!

You have to figure it out, I am always given by foreigners, and I can only follow their principles and do things for them. Don’t worry about my work anymore.

Okay, I won’t say it anymore, I know you have a solution. Anyway, you have to find a way to do the work of foreigners. You must try to run a company in Shenzhen. You should also think about our future.

Forget it, you are thinking about this for yourself. Don’t say it to Bingbing, I will deal with it myself.

I see

I'm so happy. Although Shangguan didn't say that, I have been following Shangguan for so many years, and I (Diao Chan) knows that he has been moved by me.

This is what Shangguan is. He doesn't like to make a statement and always leaves room for speech.

In the past, when someone asked him for help, he didn't fully agree to others, but when he did it, he would do his best.

If he can't do it, he will explain it to others clearly

I've long liked him

In the morning, we went out to investigate

After I brought Shangguan to the destination, I sat in the hall waiting for them, and Shangguan and others would go to the talks themselves

In a row, we went to several local Shangguan and the others to talk about it, but he hadn't told me yet.

After our investigation, Shangguan said that he had been playing in Shenzhen for a few days because Bingbing hadn't been to Shenzhen yet

He asked Bingbing to work overtime at night and sort out the information. We will go out to play during the day

Bingbing was very excited those days, and the arrangements were very tight every day

I saw that she had been sending data to the laptop computer and drafted the "Several Opinions on Establishing Branches in Shenzhen"

I think it must be Shangguan who told her to write it like this

It seems that Shangguan knew it, so he arranged it without showing any expression.

He is really planning for us in the future

In the evening, I saw Bingbing write materials on the computer. After I took a shower, I went to Shangguan's room.

Shangguan opened the door for me. As soon as I entered the room, I hugged Shangguan's neck and kissed him.

Shangguan pushed me away and said: What's going on with you today? You're so happy

I hugged Shangguan again, and Shangguan hugged my waist and said: Today, I am very happy, I want you to me

Bingbing is still next door. It would be better if she came over to see her.

I don't care, I just want you to me

As I said that, I continued to kiss Shangguan and untied his clothes

Shangguan said: No, I will do it myself

Shangguan did not take off his clothes, but took off my underwear and took off his pants and came in. Although I didn't like him like this, there was no way at that time, so I had to let him go.

Because I can no longer hold on

After finishing, we each processed our own clothes, and Shangguan sat on the sofa.

I feel very uncomfortable when I see Shangguan like this, why do men all do this?

At the beginning, Hu Dahai and I were like this. Today, Shangguan also did this trick.

We are clearly in love, but we are still afraid that a little girl will know. What is the reason?

Unless Shangguan and Bingbing have some tricks, he is afraid that she will know, what other explanations are there?

I asked Shangguan: Why are you so afraid that others will know about us? Bingbing is just a yellow-haired girl. You are so afraid that she will know. Are you having an innocence with her?

Don't judge others' reality based on your thinking. I was not afraid of anything in the early days, but you are very afraid of others knowing our relationship. Even some irrelevant people, you are afraid of our relationship now. Now, I don't want to let more people know before getting married. I have lovers. Isn't we like lovers? Until now, I dare say that you are also afraid that people you are familiar with know our relationship, so what qualifications do you have to say to me here?

I was speechless by Shangguan's words

Because I used to be like this, I really wanted to leave a way out for myself at that time, so I couldn't refute the Shangguan

Could it be that Shangguan’s heart is the same as mine at that time?

I really don't dare to think about it anymore, but I'm not willing to do so

I said to Shangguan: I really love you now, I will not regret it. I will follow you all my life. What are you afraid of? Are you afraid that I will leave you again and embarrass you in front of everyone?

I'm not used to letting everyone know that I lived with others before marriage. Don't force me anymore. I have my own way of life.

OK, okay, just follow your way, anyway, this will not take too long. Whether it is getting married or not, we can figure it out soon.

Just as we were about to continue talking, someone knocked on Shangguan's door

The door that Shangguan went to open was Bingbing

Shangguan let Bingbing into the room

Bingbing came in and saw that I was here too. She was a little surprised and embarrassed.

She said to Shangguan: Mr. Shangguan, I have already written the outline. Do you go over and take a look?

Don't worry, I'll watch it before going to bed at night. Bingbing, you'll talk with us.

So, Shangguan turned the topic to several interesting places in Shenzhen, such as the Window of the World, the Ethnic Village, the Fossil Garden, etc.

Of course I am most familiar with these, I have introduced them in detail to Bingbing.

Bingbing listened very seriously

From time to time, Bingbing also asked about the situation of her interest.

I told her one by one

The next day, we started traveling in several major tourist spots in Shenzhen, and I became their guide and tour guide.

As for the details of the game, I am not very interested in introducing it, because I have been there N times

I guess everyone has been there, so I won't talk about it anymore

In short, Bingbing is the happiest one. She is interested in everything, wants to go anywhere, and she also likes taking photos.

She took a lot of photos by herself, and she also took me to take photos together, took photos of Shangguan, and the three of us took photos together

When taking pictures, she ignored me and took Shangguan's arm.

She seems so naive, who knows what she is thinking?

From the bottom of my heart, I don't like her

What's even more annoying is that we went to a playground and Bingbing really wanted to go up the mountain bike to have fun.

I'm a little scared of mountain bikes, so I don't want to get on.

But Bingbing insisted that Shangguan accompany her to play, so Shangguan had to go up with her.

When the car slid down from a high place, Bingbing might be afraid. She screamed and threw herself into Shangguan's arms.

I stood below and saw this scene, I was very angry and felt very uncomfortable

This little fairy is clearly seducing Shangguan. Why is she not shameless? If she doesn't want to do it, she will just go into the man's arms.

I think Shangguan looks nothing is wrong, and he is holding Bingbing with both hands.

It seems that no man is not a fan, where are the good men in the world going?

I have been unhappy in the future and on the way back, and I don't want to talk to any of them.

Shangguan didn't care about me. He was still introducing this and that to the little fairy, he really treated the little fairy as a princess.

That night, I didn't talk to the little fairy, so I went to bed alone

The little goblin asked me what was wrong?

I just replied to her, I'm very tired and want to go to bed early

Shangguan did not arrange for the little fairy to write materials at night. She watched TV herself and went to bed.

Lying on the bed, I couldn't sleep, and I kept thinking about the ugly appearances of Shangguan and the little fairy

The more I thought about it, the more angry I became. I felt that Shangguan ignored my feelings. What is this little fairy? He is so nice to her.

Could it be that because she is young and beautiful, he has praised her to heaven

This little fairy is not a good thing. Her frivolous look makes me feel that she has always wanted to seduce the officials.

Thinking about it, it was the second half of the night, and I didn't know when I was already asleep

The little fairy ran to Shangguan's room. They hugged and kissed each other desperately like a long drought and encountered sweet rain. They took off each other's clothes frantically, and then rolled naked onto the bed.

They were madly moving up and down together, desperately pushing their bodies towards each other.

The little fairy looked frivolous and howled hoarsely, like a bitch in heat, letting Shangguan ride on her body

I really don't want to tear her apart, I jumped at them like crazy

I suddenly woke up, it turned out that I was dreaming

I feel a little sweaty and a little painful on my head

I thought I was sick, but my body still felt some strength

I looked at the little fairy and her bed was empty

Where will the little goblin go?

Is it in the bathroom?

I got up and walked towards the bathroom. The door was open and there was no one inside.

Where did this little fairy goblin go?

Did you go out at night?

No, this little fairy must have gone to Shangguanfang. No wonder I wanted to have that dream. It seems to be true. They must have slept together.

I quickly put on my skirt, washed my face quickly, and ran over to knock on Shangguan's door. I thought if the little fairy was inside, Shangguan and I would have ended completely. After a while, Shangguan came to open the door.

Shangguan opened the door and saw that it was me. He was shocked and asked: What's wrong? Are you still sleeping?

As soon as I entered, I saw the little fairy sitting on the sofa, and her hair seemed to be a little messy.

As soon as I looked, I knew that they must have done that kind of stealing thing together just now, and they didn't have time to deal with themselves

I walked out angrily and walked to the door. I shouted to Shangguan: Tell you, Shangguan, I have helped you with everything, and I have been busy with you for a long time. Logically, you should pay me a salary. Didn’t you say that I took over your assets in the past? Now we have cleared it up. In the future, I will not owe you anything. You will do whatever you want.

After saying that, I pushed the door hard and closed it before leaving. I saw Shangguan looking at me with his eyes wide open.

I don't think he would have thought that I would give him such a trick. He thought I would beg him. This was simply impossible.

When I walked out of the hotel, Shangguan was still chasing him. He shouted: Rongrong, what's going on? What did you mean just now?

Nothing interesting, I have already told you very clearly. In the future, you should do your own thing.

I don't understand what you mean? It makes me feel inexplicable

Go back and think slowly, I have nothing to do with you. As I said that, I got on a taxi and asked the driver to leave quickly. When I walked away, I turned around and saw Shangguan still standing there without moving.

When I got home, I looked at my watch and it was almost ten o'clock in the morning. Shangguan called me again and asked me: What's wrong with you just now? I left for no reason.

Nothing, I hung up my phone and turned it off

I really regret it. I was infatuated with Shangguan and pushed back on all the things I had about talking to the university. What's so good about me, the little fairy? He actually got it with her.

Isn't that little fairy just young? Shangguan, who will grow old in the future, ruined our years of relationship

Is Shangguan taking revenge on me like this?

It's because I have had past with so many men, and he feels unbalanced, so I come to take revenge on me.

If so, I have nothing to say

Who told me to be sorry for him first

Shangguan and the others took a plane back to Beijing that afternoon. It seems that our relationship has completely ended.