Chapter 30 Love is endless

After I went back to work, I basically had nothing to do and I was very calm every day when I went to work, and I felt very lonely.

The leaders in the bureau have changed again. I am not familiar with the new leaders. I was arranged to work as a researcher in a tertiary industry processing factory.

Come when you want to come to work, go when you want to go, no one cares about me

It turns out that people I am familiar with seem to know me no longer knows me when I see me

This is understandable, because they have nothing to ask me, so they naturally don’t want to say hello to me anymore

I think this is nothing great. Now is just an era when people are low on their eyes? There is no need to worry about it.

Just do your own job and live your own life

I usually have nothing to do, so I go to Xiaolan to play

I did change the environment to a new one, and I definitely didn't have any good idea. Let it go.

Not long after I went back, I felt that it was not interesting to be at home at night, so I remembered the letter again. I always felt very strange. I felt that it was written by Shangguan.

Because Xiao Cheng had only met Professor Hu and had never talked to Professor Hu at all, there was no need for her to do so

Shangguan is different, he still loves me, so he doesn't want me to talk to Professor Hu, so he wants to find a way to get Professor Hu to leave me. The only thing he wants is to tell Professor Hu about my living with him.

Men care about this very much. After Professor Hu knew about it, he would reconsider his relationship with me.

The more I think about it, the more I feel that Shangguan has the greatest doubts

I called Professor Hu, told him what I thought and asked him to analyze it for me

Professor Hu also wanted to know who was trying to trick him out.

Professor Hu studies psychology. He is good at judging what kind of thinking and behavior a person will have under what circumstances

He asked me about Shangguan's situation, and I told him everything.

He knows Xiao Cheng too, so there is no need for me to introduce him to him again

Professor Hu finally believed that Shangguan was the most suspicious, followed by Xiao Cheng

As long as Shangguan still loves me, he is likely to be

Xiao Cheng did not agree with Professor Hu, and she would do such a thing because she was jealous.

After listening to Professor Hu's analysis, my love for Shangguan has turned into hatred

I want to test Shangguan further and see if it is him

If it were him, I wouldn't be able to make up with him anymore

As soon as I finished talking to Professor Hu, Shangguan’s phone call came to me and asked me: You can’t get through no matter how you call. You have been busy all the time, and you have been busy for more than an hour?

I said: The phone wasn't pressed

When you are at home, pay attention to the phone number so that I can't get through when I call.

All right

We talked about some things that happened after I came back to work but didn't talk about writing letters.

Shangguan said for several nights that my phone could not be reached

I understand in my heart, because every night, Professor Hu has to call me, and we will chat for an hour

In addition to continuing to analyze who the writer was, we also talked about the relationship between the two parties.

Professor Hu told me that after his second wife came back, they had been living a bad life.

He wants to handle the divorce from his wife and then continue to reconcile with me after he gets married.

Although I was a little shaken, I found it too difficult

How could his wife divorce him?

This time Shangguan couldn't call in, and my explanation was no longer believed

He asked me directly: Are you talking on the phone with Professor Hu? I hesitated for a while before saying: Why? I have nothing to do with him anymore

Don’t lie to me, I called him at the same time, it was also busy, and it took as long as yours. How did Shangguan know about Professor Hu’s phone number?

Is he lying to me? Or is he investigating me and Professor Hu?

I immediately asked Shangguan: How do you know his phone number? Are you investigating us?

I didn't investigate you. It was your actions that made me suspicious. I got his phone number from their school, so your phone was always busy. I tried to call. It turned out that it was like this for several days. It must be that you were talking on the phone.

Sure enough, Shangguan was foolish, but I was still very happy because Shangguan still cared about me

I can continue to test him

He called me after breaking up with him, and he felt that he could not forget me, so he called me

How did he know your phone number? Did you tell him after calling him?

I've called him

Then your old love has relapsed?

No Ah! Just explaining what happened in the past and nothing else

It takes so long to make a phone call every day, and I can’t explain it?

Some other small things were discussed

What a small thing, worth talking about every day, the phone bill is quite expensive

He was still helping me analyze who wrote the letter. He suspected that it was written by you. If you want to break it up, we pretended to be Xiao Cheng.

It's so boring. What's the use of talking about these things now? Do you think I wrote them?

After he said this, I also doubt whether it was written by you. If you want to tell the truth, otherwise I will tell you that I will not let you go.

I have a headache. You think it was written by me, but I wrote it. I don’t have time to play with you. After that, Shangguan hung up the phone.

Shangguan didn't call me for a few days. Professor Hu called me every day, but he still told me his heart. I'm tired of hearing such a resultless thing.

But Professor Hu told me that the person who wrote the letter was Shangguan, which surprised me so much

Professor Hu said that there are only two people who are the most suspicious. As long as one is excluded, that one is definitely the same.

Through his judgment and analysis of Xiao Cheng, he believed that Xiao Cheng had not established a romantic relationship with him and had no psychological impact on him, so he would not write a letter

But Shangguan is different. He has a motivation to write a letter

After listening to Professor Hu's analysis, I thought it made sense

I was very angry with Shangguan and I must seek justice with him.

I immediately picked up the phone and called Shangguan: Is it the letter you wrote? Professor Hu thought through investigation and analysis that it was the letter you wrote. If it was the letter you wrote, you would be too despicable.

It's so boring. You guys have something to do. You guys have fun. I don't want to participate. When I hear you say this, I feel annoyed that I don't have such a good mood.

Then how do you know the phone number at Professor Hu’s home? Since you can find his phone number, you will definitely know his mailing address. So I think it’s what you wrote and I won’t let you go.

For such a boring man, do you want to turn against me? I didn't check his phone number at all. I just said it casually, let's see if you tell the truth or not.

You're the boring

I'm bored, but I don't know how simple my mind is, so it's easy for you to believe what he wants to do? Why don't you analyze it? At this time, I'll help you analyze these things, what did he do? It's obvious that this is a disagreement plan. You are completely led by him. You don't know what he thinks he can't get, and others can't even see this.

I'm all over now and you're saying something makes sense. I don't know who you believe

You can analyze it yourself, whoever you believe in love will believe in it

I doubt you, and I believe it.

You'd better believe the facts

What I want is the fact, but I really don’t know which of you is the fact?

I don't have time to discuss these with you, so you'd better investigate with him. Then I'll tell me if I don't tell me. Anyway, I don't care. I'll hang up first. As he said that, Shangguan hung up the phone.

Shangguan didn't call me for a few days, and I was no longer interested in writing the letter. When Professor Hu talked to me again, I told him to forget it, I don't want to know who it is.

I thought about it for several days, and I felt that both of these men needed me. They were tearing each other's positions and I didn't need to fight like this anymore. I should get to know them again.

After thinking about it, I wrote a letter to Shangguan

Shangguan: Hello!

I am not writing a letter to you to investigate whether it was your letter, because Professor Hu finally analyzed from your attitude that it was not your one.

This is not that I trust him too much, don't forget, I once told you that Professor Hu studies psychology

He asked me to test you like this, and asked me to tell him the temptation situation, and he analyzed your possibilities according to the psychological pattern

Because the biggest beneficiaries at that time were you and Xiao Cheng, only you and Xiao Cheng would do this, and there was no need for others to do this.

Furthermore, only you and Xiao Cheng know about Professor Hu and me, and you can also find his address

So I analyzed you with Professor Hu in the end Professor Hu still ruled out you

I feel very relieved, which means I've read the wrong person

Professor Hu didn't insist that it was you, which made me feel that Professor Hu didn't make any plans on this matter. He really did it for my good.

You should also rule out your questions about him

Professor Hu ruled out you, so I have a deeper understanding of you

You have always been understanding about Professor Hu's issue. When I was pregnant, you were always by my side, so that I could take good care of my body and recover my body as soon as possible.

I will never forget the love you gave me in my life

It was a dream engraved in memory, and it will never be gone

Tell me what I think of you and Professor Hu

I can describe it like this. It makes me feel sorry for breaking up with Professor Hu, but it makes me feel sad when breaking up with you

I may not be destined to be with you again in my life

Here, I say to you: Goodbye!

The man I once loved so much!!!

I will always keep our love in my memory!!!

Huang Rong, after receiving the letter in May 2004, she called me and told me that I had received my letter, but he had his opinion on what Professor Hu did.

I asked: Where did Professor Hu feel inappropriate? I think he is still very fair

I am not talking about the issue of fairness and injustice in this article. Professor Hu has broken up with you. It is no point in understanding the fact that he writes the letter. This is the second. He chose to help you analyze it at this time. On the surface, it is for you. If it is not love or jealousy, he doesn't need to disturb you. He can use his psychological analysis to insist that it was the letter I wrote, but he doesn't. He is afraid that he will say that, you will think that he is doing a discord and he adopts a reverse thinking, thinking that you may think that he wants to say it was the letter I wrote, and using the opposite statement, you can trust him more and at the same time he has achieved his goal.

This is just your unilateral analysis. He really didn't disagree with us. He also said that I would like to talk to you. The classmates are the most reliable. He also blessed us. I think he is sincere.

His psychology knowledge is indeed good. He is worthy of being a professor. Since you think of him so much, I have nothing to say. I don’t want to spend time discussing our right and wrong. Let’s talk about it here first, and then say it later!

Shangguan hung up the phone

I wrote to Shangguan and said so much to him on the phone. In fact, I wanted to make peace with him, but I just couldn't say it directly.

I hope Shangguan can understand my mood and forgive me for the inappropriate things I did.

Deep down I fell in love with Suguan, but Shangguan ignored me

I don’t know if Shangguan still has confidence in us?

The bureau held another meeting and read out the decision to further reform and divert

Many of us have to be bought out of our service life, and the government and various units have to compress personnel

I think it's no longer interesting to stay here, so it's better to leave early

The supplementary decision in the bureau is still very beneficial to me. I can retire early, so I have no worries.

I called Shangguan and told him that I wanted to retire early so I could go to Shenzhen to work

Shangguan said this is a good thing. If you have a fixed income and go to work a job, maybe you will find a good way out. When will you do it?

In just these two months, it is now mobilization and investigation

If someone is laid off, why mobilize him? He will engage in this formalism

This is also the leader's performance project

Bad, we leaders will do this

You're not such a leader

Yes, I'm not talking about some big truths, fooling those employees who are preparing to mobilize them to buy out. I know that sooner or later it will be our turn. This is called "The rabbit dies, the dog cooks it." Our days will not last long.

Then you might as well be like me, and leave after retirement

I'm not allowed to leave now, and I said I don't have enough conditions to leave, but it's because the rabbit hasn't finished the fight.

Then what do you plan to do in the future?

You go first, I will take one step at a time, at least I am still a beneficiary now

OK, I'll do it first, and you'll come back when the way out is paved in the future

You can finish it. Tell me when you want to leave and I'll give it to you.

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Two months later, I called Shangguan and told me that I had completed the retirement procedures and contacted my friend Zhong Li in Guangzhou. I wanted to go to her place and then apply for a job.

Shangguan took me on the train to Guangzhou

When the train started, I saw Shangguan still looking at me affectionately, and my heart felt ache.

I don’t know if this trip is a blessing or a disaster for me?

My brain is in a state of confusion, and tears moisten my eyes