Buzz, Buzz
As soon as I felt the vibration of my phone, I reached out from the thick quilt and wanted to turn off the alarm clock.
The moment my skin touched the cold air, I immediately had the idea of staying in the quilt all day in my mind.
However, in addition to feeling cold, I also felt that I had just had a very happy dream, so I also wanted to try if I continued to sleep, could I go back to my dream
Woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo w
Zi's CANONROCK, my hands were fumbled on the bed more anxiously
Although I fell in love with this song because of the perfect meeting between classical and rock, at this moment, I always feel that as long as I am fussed with its passionate melody, I really don’t have to sleep again.
Had it! Since I couldn't touch my phone, I had to poke my head out of the quilt, and then I saw it on the edge of the bed, in a dangerous state where I could fall to the floor at any time
Why don't you die if you fall? I took my phone over and poked the alarm clock's stop button crazily
Although it finally calmed down, when my head was exposed to the cold world outside the quilt, my sleepiness left cleanly and slacking. It seemed that I really couldn't get up.
In this way, I pushed the thick quilt away and sat up
However, when my hands pressed on the pillow, I found a piece of wet on it
Um?? I first touched the corner of my mouth because I was worried about my sleeping appearance
After discovering that the problem should not be here, I got up and got out of bed, walked to pick up the makeup mirror on the desk and took a look.
Sure enough, except for the red and swollen eyes, my cheeks were covered with tears, as if I had just cried all night
How could this happen?? People clearly remembered that I had a good dream? Or was it because the dream was so happy that I cried because I couldn't bear to wake up? I muttered to myself and tilted my head to think about what I had dreamed of
However, no matter how hard I try, I can't remember what kind of dream I had, but I suddenly thought of a passage I saw recently in the afterword of a novel.
What is the cruelest thing for humans? I always thought it was death of course
But there are also things that are more cruel than death
That is to live but forget your beloved
To be honest, when I first saw this passage, I didn't feel anything
I always feel that dementia is still far away from me. Even if I really forget my beloved, what will happen?
It's Ah. From the perspective of a third person, this is indeed cruel, but for the person who has lost his lover's memory, it's not that he will not realize what he has forgotten because he has forgotten, so he naturally cannot feel pain, right?
Well, maybe this is a manifestation of the saying that ignorance is blessing. I just feel that I have a beautiful dream at this moment but cannot find any clues in my mind. Can I say that I am the poor person who realizes that I may forget my beloved?
When I think of this, I feel so stuffy about my chest
I looked into the mirror and found that the person reflected inside had two more teardrops.
Hey?
What's going on?
Sister, are you getting up? My brother's cry suddenly came from outside the door
Huh! I was startled? I'm getting up!
So, should I go out for breakfast together later?
OK? OK! Wait for me! I'll do it for a while! I quickly sucked a piece of toilet paper to wipe off my tears
After washing off the facial cleanser on her face, Li Jiaqian looked at herself in the mirror, and then she was surprised to find that she actually looked refreshed and didn't look like a person who had not slept for several days for less than five hours.
Well, I did go to bed before twelve o'clock yesterday, but I couldn't recover so quickly, right? Not only did I lose my acne, but even my dark circles were almost gone?? While talking to myself, Li Jiaqian recalled what happened last night, trying to find some clues from it
Last night, after watching Xiao Ling feel so painful and sad, Li Jiaqian threw the confusion in her heart aside and made up her mind to achieve the conditions to eliminate the magic, that is, to make Xiao Ling fall in love with him.
Because he thought he knew everything about Xiao Ling, and with the previous experience of successfully opening Xu Tingwei's atrium (even his thighs were opened together), Li Jiaqian did not think this would be difficult.
While holding Xiao Ling in her arms and listening to his complaints, she was conceiving in her mind what kind of scene she should be in and what kind of dialogue to use to enhance Xiao Ling's favor for herself
When Xiao Ling was tired of crying and started blowing her nose with toilet paper, Li Jiaqian said in the gentlest tone: Ah, 85 degrees C should still be still open now, right? How about we go buy a cake? It’s weird if you don’t eat cake on your birthday?
In Li Jiaqian's imagination, Xiao Ling is now in such a lonely and lost state, she should never reject this proposal, except for her love of sweets.
After that, as long as you can buy the cake smoothly and find a place where no one is sitting down, the two of you are surrounded by the cake in the dark, looking at the candlelight swaying on it, it is so warm no matter how you think about it.
Unexpectedly, Xiao Ling shook his head and said: No, I just ate a lot of food and am almost overwhelmed? As soon as he finished speaking, he covered his mouth and burped
?? Li Jiaqian didn't know what to say, so she could only curse in her heart that this real world without the archive function is a damn game
On the way home, although Li Jiaqian successfully took Xiaoling's hand while crossing the road, she found that Xiaoling had no reaction to it, and still walked with her head down sadly with a sad look on her face
Looking at him silent, Li Jiaqian didn't know what to say even if she wanted to speak. She just felt that she was holding hands with a secret love object, but she was more like her brother holding a sad sister, without any romantic feeling.
After returning home, Li Jiaqian originally planned to help Xiao Ling change clothes, but he said, "I'm so tired and want to sleep." She didn't even take a shower or brush her teeth. She locked herself in the room and never came out again."
When Li Jiaqian thought about how she looked at the closed door yesterday, she couldn't help but feel heavy again.
However, if she was discouraged by this, it would not be
After all, she knew too much about how Xiao Ling liked Lin Tingyun, so he was so lost. Of course, it was one thing to understand. Will Li Jiaqian feel uncomfortable because of this?
Xiao Ling should only think about being alone today. I think I should go to Xu Tingwei to practice guitar! But what should I help him bring when I come back in the evening? Let me think about it? After drying my face with a towel, Li Jiaqian walked out of the bathroom while talking to herself, and then met an aunt who should not get up so early in the corridor.
Mom, good morning Ah! Jiaqian quickly said hello
Xie Zhewei Aunt's face was solemn, her voice was extremely cold Li Jiaqian had never been treated like this in the past
What? What's wrong?
You go to the living room and sit, I have something to ask you
OK? OK??
In this way, the nervous Li Jiaqian obediently went to the sofa and was sitting on the sofa.
During the more than ten minutes waiting for my aunt to come back, Li Jiaqian seriously thought about the reasons why she might make her aunt angry and how she should respond.
When she imagined the fifth possibility, her aunt came to the living room, but instead of sitting down on the sofa, she pulled a wooden chair from the dining table to sit.
Aunt asked: What did you do to Xiaoling?
Ah? In fact, such a question did not exceed Li Jiaqian's expectations, but for the sake of reason, she still pretended to be surprised
Where did you go yesterday? Why did you come back so late? Why did Xiao Ling lock himself in the room and never come out as soon as he got home?
No? No? Just Xiao Ling was very sleepy, so he went to bed directly?
Where did you go? What did you do?
Just have a meal
Will you get so tired after having a meal?
Uh??This is mainly because Xiao Ling had a little drink
Drinking? Aunt opened her eyes wide and looked disbelief
It’s not a strong wine, but it’s just a spice hot red wine that you will drink on Christmas!
Did you drink it too?
I didn't drink it?
You pour her wine?
There is no Ah!
Then why didn't you drink it after she drank it?
Just?? Li Jiaqian hesitated for a moment, thinking about whether she should honestly explain her itinerary yesterday
Although this is the easiest way to get rid of this inexplicable questioning, in addition to misleading my aunt just now that the two of them had dinner together yesterday, she was also a little afraid that if she said that Xiao Ling was dumped by her beloved senior sister, she would not know what changes would happen to the current situation.
If you don't want to say it, forget it. Aunt said so first
But when Li Jiaqian was relieved secretly, the aunt who stood up said again: You prepare for it, we will go out later.
Ah? Where are you going?
Police Department Ah
??Ah?
What you did yesterday should not have been known to others? It would be a crime that was not discovered. If you surrender now, you should have a chance to seek a reduction in sentence. Just honestly tell the police officer what you did.
Mom, what are you talking about? I'd better do something that can be called a crime!
Didn’t you just get Xiao Ling drunk and rape her?
There is no Ah!
After entering the room last night, I took off my underwear and fell on the bed too lazy to change into my pajamas.
However, although I was exhausted physically and mentally, I did not fall asleep immediately. Instead, I looked at the lights that were not lit on the ceiling and quietly reflected on my life. I found that I had returned to the starting point after a lot of things and returned to the time and space where the senior sister didn't love me.
It's strange, although I lost my dick and my chastity in the process??
If I counted carefully, I thought I would have lost many important things and finally got nothing. But I was not angry at the fate of teasing people like this, I was only feeling lost because of losing my senior sister.
Senior sister?? I turned my body to lie on my side, and reached out to touch the double bed that looked too empty because I was lying alone
I once thought that one day, I could see my senior sister lying beside me just by turning over, but such a dream is never possible to be realized
Close my eyes, I even thought about whether it would be best for me to never wake up again after sleeping. After all, only in my dreams can I have the opportunity to relive the wonderful time I spent with my senior sister.
Unexpectedly, although the alarm clock was not set, I woke up the next morning, and when I found that it was time to get up, the first thought that came to my mind was very realistically worried that I would be kicked out of the house because I didn't have time to prepare breakfast.
Although I was so panicked that I didn't know what I should do now, I still subconsciously sat up and prepared to get out of bed
I don't know if it was because I drank yesterday, so I felt a little dizzy and had no strength all over my body. Even the duvet covered me feels inexplicably heavy.
Hey? When I was about to pull the duvet open, I felt a strange feeling of dampness and heat between my legs
No way?
Could it be that I just slept and peed on the bed just because I didn’t go to the bathroom last night?
Dead, I'm really going to sleep in the streets now??
Although I was reluctant to face the truth, it was not a solution to keep dragging on it, so I still pulled up the quilt
Unexpectedly, what awaits me was a more terrifying scene
It was blood. You can see some irregular shapes spreading red on it, whether it was a quilt or a bed sheet.
My mind suddenly became blank, and then I fainted again
Xiao Ling! Xiao Ling!
I vaguely, because I heard someone calling me, I replied to my consciousness
Jia? Hey? I originally thought I would see the figure of my dear friend, but when I opened my eyes, I found that it was my mother who was standing beside my bed.
I was so scared that I sat up immediately and tried to cover up the sheets. The quilt was so messed up by me. But when I thought that the dress on my body should have a lot of red spots, I felt that everything would be futile.
My mother asked anxiously: Xiao Ling, are you okay? I heard Zhewei say that you drank a little wine last night. I originally wanted to let you sleep later, but it was noon but you didn't wake up yet. I was a little worried and came in to see it. I didn't expect to find that your face was so pale?
Huh?
Not right?
How could my mother have this reaction?
Shouldn't she come to scold me just because I didn't prepare breakfast?
Because I can't grasp the current situation, I can't squeeze out a word
Are you feeling uncomfortable? Is your head dizzy? Is your stomach hurting? My mother asked while reaching out to touch my forehead and said: Well, it should be because she doesn’t have a fever?
Uh?? Although I can't remember what happened last time I was so concerned about by my mother, I was not only not moved at all, but I just felt very embarrassed, and even more afraid that my mother would be even more angry after discovering the trouble I had caused.
I secretly glanced at the bed sheet with some red dots, not knowing whether I should try to confess or bet to see if I could pass the test
However, when I was unsure of my mind, my mother also followed my eyes to the bed sheets.
Xiao Ling, who is here? My mother asked
Yes, I said timidly: I? I haven't calculated the exact day, I forgot to prepare first, just?
Then will you feel very uncomfortable now? Do you want to take painkillers?
Is the pain okay?? I touched my abdomen, but I didn't feel that my body was so unbearable that I couldn't bear it.
Then you can go to the bathroom to clean it up. Do you have any sanitary tampons?
Well??
No? Then which brand do you have to use? Do you want me to buy it for you?
No, no, no, no, no, I can use any brand!
OK, then do you know where to put the sanitary tampon? It's in the bathroom
I know I know! Just put it with spare toilet paper, right? It's just the bed sheet that got dirty by me?
You don't have to worry about this, just leave it to me to deal with it! My mother said with a smile
After that, I pulled my body out of bed and walked out of the room
Because I was afraid that menstrual blood would flow down again, I clamped my thighs tightly and walked towards the bathroom step by step
When I finally placed myself on the toilet, I immediately collapsed on it, and my feet were completely exhausted from standing up.
Woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo w
Although my stomach was not very painful at this time, I thought that the next day was the time when the amount was really large, so I began to worry if I would die due to excessive blood loss.
After the menstrual blood finally stopped flowing, I got up and took a shower, and took the dirty clothes to wash.
Fortunately, it was probably because the blood was not dry yet, so I just wiped it with soap and soaked them in cold water. Then I could clearly feel that the stains on it were indeed going to disappear.
This is really great. I like this blue and white striped underwear that is wrong. I shouldn't worry more about what to do next than this? I'm talking to myself
For Ah, my mom should be embarrassed to have an attack just because I am a guest, right?
She must be very angry and would like to drive me away as soon as possible?
So where else can I go to next?
The senior sister doesn’t love me anymore, and Sister Shuzi is gone, Jiaqian??
Hey, yes, where did Jiaqian go?
Why didn't she come to wake me up?
If it were her, maybe there would be a way to deceive the past?
As soon as I realized Jiaqian's disappearance, I immediately understood how powerless I was when I was the only one in front of this cruel world.
Oh? Xiao Ling, why have you washed your clothes? Didn’t I just want to do it? When I took the washed clothes to dry, I met my mother in the washing room who was putting the quilt and sheets in the washing machine.
How can that be done? I have caused you so much trouble when living here, and I have caused such a disaster again. I am really too ungrateful? Uh? Can I use this idiom here? It seems a bit wrong?
My mother ignored my extremely low Chinese attainments and said directly: Don’t say that! It’s normal for girls to encounter such things, so you didn’t cause any trouble.
But
Ah, Xiao Ling, do you have more clothes to change? My mother asked while taking the clothes on my hand to the hanger and hanging them.
Well, it should be enough? I was a little guilty. After all, due to the budget, I only bought the minimum clothes last time. As long as I miss any set, it will be a bit tight in the replacement.
If not enough, some of my clothes are not mine. Zhewei has a cousin living in Chiayi who had to work and vacation abroad before. He came to our house to stay for a night in order to catch a plane, but the next day he forgot to take away his luggage. Her figure is similar to yours, so she should be able to lend you clothes!
Hey? I tilted my head, and I couldn't think of having such a cousin
You really don't have to be polite! She doesn't want those clothes anyway, and it's useless to put them there. You can try to wear them later. Although my mother still hangs her clothes intently, her eyes never left her clothes pins and clotheslines, I can clearly feel that she is not chatting with me at this time, and she actually has a strong hope in her words.
Uh, OK, thank you? Because I couldn't find a reason to refuse, I had to thank you
In a small training room less than three ping meter, Xu Tingwei, who was carrying a guitar, looked at Li Jiaqian with a look in his eyes.
Li Jiaqian, who was holding the microphone tightly with both hands, didn't reply, and could only nod.
After receiving such a signal, Xu Tingwei gently beat the steady ticking sound of the metronome with his footboard, and then he plucked the strings of the guitar with his right hand and played the prelude of the song with his fingering.
The moment she plucked the strings with her fingers, the music from the speaker changed the atmosphere around her. Li Jiaqian immediately felt that her emotions had been touched by Xu Tingwei's performance.
Well, Xu Tingwei is really strong??
As the guitar skills grow, Li Jiaqian understands the difference between her and herself more and more.
They are also playing single tones, but Xu Tingwei can use the sliding strings to make the sound of the piano continue. When she plays a paragraph, the vibrato made Li Jiaqian feel even more enchanting.
However, although he knew very well that he was far from being comparable to Xu Tingwei, as a partner who wanted to stand on stage with her, Li Jiaqian still had to squeeze out her unlimited potential, at least not let others feel that she was dragging Xu Tingwei down.
Even if it only has ten minutes, it doesn’t matter if it’s just a false statement. It’s enough to be able to scare the audience in the audience during the performance!
Let's go, Li Jiaqian said to herself in her heart
As the prelude gradually came to an end, Li Jiaqian also quickly recalled every detail she was reminded to pay attention to during her practice.
While pricking up his ears and listening to the guitar, Li Jiaqian calculated the beat in his heart. Then when it was time to enter the main song, Li Jiaqian took a deep breath and started singing the song.?
How are you doing well today? Did you encounter any good things? After practicing both songs in full, Xu Tingwei used this as a comment on Li Jiaqian's performance today
It's not a good thing? Li Jiaqian, who was liberated from her tense emotions, was lying on the speaker without any effort
Because I remembered Xiao Ling, who should be still at home, her mood was a bit complicated
Oh? Xu Tingwei raised his eyebrows
Could it be that you had Christmas Eve with Xiao Ling yesterday? Are you together?
It's right that we have lived together, but there's still a long way to go together
Yes, after a brief reply, Xu Tingwei stopped talking, but stared at Li Jiaqian.
Uh?? Li Jiaqian clearly felt that Xu Tingwei was waiting for her to say something and ask something, but because she was not very interested in that topic, she chose to shut up.
Xie Zhewei Xu Tingwei narrowed his eyes
kindness?
Do you know what politeness is?
Ah?
After I asked you how you were doing on Christmas, shouldn’t you also ask me how I was doing?
??Then? How did you last night?
Superb! The haze on Xu Tingwei's face disappeared in an instant
Yesterday, Ah, Ah Feng went to the concert with me! That ticket was very difficult to buy, but he easily got two super good tickets for seats! He is really amazing, right? Then Ah, after watching the show, we went to have a family together and opened it in the middle of the night.
Too long, can it be condensed into one sentence?
Simply put, I had a super happy Christmas with Afeng yesterday! Wait, what is your attitude? What is it like to be so impatient!
I just hope you can worry about the mood of single dogs that hate being let go of others??
Naiyu~ I said something like I was just flashing~ I wasn't together yet~
Then hurry up and get together! Then hurry up and open a room and be kind enough to you!
Ah, this has been done first. Xu Tingwei turned his face aside with an embarrassed look on his face, and the kiss marks on his neck were just revealed.
??
OK OK OK OK What happened to you and Xiao Ling? Did something happen to you yesterday? Xu Tingwei squatted down beside Li Jiaqian and asked this
Well?? After hesitating for a while, Li Jiaqian finally decided to tell her everything.
I should have said it before? Xiao Ling has actually dated someone else a long time ago
I also forgot whether you said it, but it is not difficult for Xiao Ling to feel that the person you like is not the one you like.
I know I know, Xiao Ling just doesn't take me seriously at all. Li Jiaqian said self-abusely
But Ah, he has been having a bad time with his lover for a while, and even broke up last night
Choosing to break up on Christmas Eve? Is this too miserable? Is Xiaoling a Mercury retrograde or is she just going to be a Tai Sui Ah this year? Otherwise, why would her sister get lost and she was dumped?
Maybe it's right??
But isn’t this super good news for you? She should need someone to accompany her now, right? Even if you are, it shouldn’t be impossible to take advantage of the situation, right?
No, no, things are not that simple
How to say it?
First of all, Xiao Ling really likes the other person too much. Losing her should be enough to make him lose his mind for a while
So do you think you should wait until she gets out of the low point before talking?
It's not that negative, but I have to get closer to him with more skill. Li Jiaqian said: Just because we have known each other for too long, my relationship with him has always been at the stage of being a friend. If I suddenly attack him at this time, he will definitely think about what he has or not.
Will this be the case?
Think about it, what would you think if a friend who has known you for more than ten years suddenly confessed to you?
Huh?? Xu Tingwei frowned
I don't know, after all, I've never encountered such a thing before?
Uh, sorry??
What apologies do you apologize?
Just? I'm really embarrassed to remind you of the painful memories of not having friends since childhood??
You are idiot! How could I not have such a thing as a friend?
Yes? But the moment I treated my friends as something, I felt that you had lost the qualification to make friends
That doesn't matter! The point is that every friend I have since grown up, no matter the children from my neighbor's house or the classmates from primary school, they all fall in love with me at first sight.
Is it true? Are you over-aware?
I am lying to you because I have money to get it? In fact, it is because of this that my father was thrown into the girls' school Ah when I was in junior high school. Oh~ After sighing, Xu Tingwei asked: Then what do you think Xiaoling is thinking about?
Xiao Ling probably thought that we have known each other for so long, how could we suddenly fall in love with him now, so we began to wonder if there is another hidden feeling.
But you really like her, don’t you? Just tell her Ah!
This is useless! After all, my relationship with him is a friend. It is as natural for him as the sun rises and sets. It is too difficult for him to accept it at once. And Ah, if it were you, would you fall in love with the other person just because someone seriously said how much you like you?
It depends on who said it. If it were you, I will send you a good person card after listening to you patiently.
Humph, I can't say such things to you! Anyway, let Xiao Ling know that I like him, and then let him consider whether he should respond to my feelings. This path will not work
Then are you planning to give up? Do you need me to introduce other girls to you? I have a few pretty girls friends who are seeking boyfriends!
I'd better give up!
But aren’t you singing this without a show?
No! I just didn't want to lose the straight ball
Then do you want it?
I want him to like me
??Don’t you feel that you decided to challenge the Nobel Prize in Literature after giving up challenging the Taipei Literature Prize?
This is indeed true for others, but it is not true for me. Li Jiaqian said confidently: I am a childhood sweetheart who grew up with him since childhood. Maybe I know him better than myself!
Please know more about yourself? Xu Tingwei asked again: What are you planning to do?
Is this? Actually, I originally wanted to discuss this with you
Ah? Didn’t you look confident just now? In the end, I still want me to give you an idea?
No, I need you to help me
Help you? Do you think I'm very idle? I haven't
Don't refuse so quickly! At least listen to what I want to ask you!
OK, then I'll just listen
That's dating me
So that's it??Ah?
Although I still couldn't feel comfortable, I left home after lunch
Of course, I was not driven out of my house, but I left for the sake of escape
As for what I want to escape, although it sounds a bit too much, my mother said it more accurately, to escape from her overly considerate and gentle
Since I was educated in Spartan since I was a child, my mother and I spent almost all the time we spent without interruption, so when I returned home as I am now and being treated like a guest was enough to flatter me.
Unexpectedly, after I came home late after drinking, my aunt messed up the bed sheets and quilts, I was taken better care of. This not only made me unable to get used to it, but also couldn't understand what was going on.
After getting a bunch of clothes that fit and new (some of them are still there) from my mom, I was going to the kitchen to help with lunch, but my mom drove me back to the room and asked me to rest for a while, and gave me a warm hot water bag, saying that it would make my body more comfortable if I put it on my abdomen.
When I was having a meal, I found that the table was full of dishes that had never appeared on my table.
Maybe I saw my doubts, my mother explained one by one that hot black sugar ginger tea can warm the body and promote blood circulation, red beans and purple rice porridge can replenish iron, pig blood soup and fried black fungus are all very helpful for the excretion of menstrual blood.
Uncle, Aunt, you really don’t have to prepare these for me?
Oh, you must pay special attention to your diet during menstruation. If your body is broken, it will be bad.
But I almost complained that my mother never knows how to eat these things, but fortunately she stopped talking in the end
Or are these things that Xiao Ling don’t like? That’s okay, just let me and Zhewei’s father come to eat these things. Do you have anything you want to eat? I’ll help you do it
No, no, they are all my favorite food! Then I started to move, thank you aunt! Because I was afraid that my mother would do something for me again, I quickly started to eat
After dinner, my parents kept asking me about my well-being, as if I thought I was a fragile little animal, and if I was not careful, I might suddenly die.
I was actually envious and jealous when I saw Chenghan’s parents buying things for him and taking him out to play, but when my parents were really so kind to me, I could only feel like I was about to suffocate.
What's even worse is that I will be trapped in the whirlpool of memories because I think of my senior sister from time to time. As a result, as long as I don't speak, my mother will immediately come to care about me and ask if I feel uncomfortable again. It's difficult for me to feel sorry for myself.
In the end, I finally felt that I could no longer bear such meticulous attention, so I found an excuse to run out.
But as soon as I stepped out of the apartment building, I had to stop because I had no destination.
Woo?? While touching my stomach, I was thinking about where I could go
In the past, I was probably writing my homework at this time, and I was preparing to go to Afeng's tutoring class later, or I was looking up recipes and trying to help my senior sister's bento make some new dishes, but now I have no choice but to do these things, and there is no need to do them.
I looked up at the blue sky between the building, and felt that it was too empty, making me want to find some inspiration from the trajectory of the plane clouds, the formation of birds arranged, and the direction was not very good.
Ah, then I'll ask Jiaqian where she went, and by the way, I could also ask my mother what happened? I took out my cell phone, but when I was about to find her phone from the address book, I hesitated again
Well, Jiaqian is probably with Xu Tingwei now, right?
Yesterday was Christmas Eve, but Jiaqian couldn't accompany Xu Tingwei for my sake. How could that guy not be angry about it?
No wonder Jiaqian went out without even saying anything to me in the morning. She must have gone to comfort Xu Tingwei quickly and try to make her angry
I called at this time. If Xu Tingwei finds out again, it will definitely make Jiaqian embarrassed.
I took my phone back into my pocket
Although I still don’t know where I should go and where I can go, because it’s not a solution to stay in place, I still wandered aimlessly on this cold and cold street.
Maybe it was because the sun was coming out today. As soon as I walked out of the alley and came to the main road, I saw that in addition to the traffic on the road, the sidewalks were also bustling. I joined the crowd at a loss.
In addition to moving slowly with their pace, I inadvertently observed the people who walked side by side or passed by me.
Among them, some people should be tourists traveling with their whole family, some people seem to be on the way to a party with their friends, and of course, many may have just celebrated Christmas Eve together, continuing yesterday's sweet couple.
Looking at them holding hands, hugging their waists, and leaning against each other, I couldn't help but imagine the scene of myself walking together with my senior sister, but with sweetness, I felt more bitterness in my heart.
No, I can't continue like this
The senior sister and I have finished. I can no longer immerse myself in this impossible fantasy. I must go out quickly and cheer up quickly. I said to myself like this, but I didn't feel the pain in my chest at all.
Woo?? I rushed to speed up my pace while resisting the urge to cry.
I first walked through the crowd at a quick walk, and then after running to cross the intersection where the lights were about to change, I simply resisted my physical discomfort and refused to stop my feet and continued to walk on Mercedes
I think I vaguely have somewhere to go, but I don't know where that destination is now.
So you want me to pretend to be dating you? Really! Don’t just say the misunderstandings Ah!
I didn't say it was my fault at first, but there was no need to hit someone, right? Li Jiaqian touched the face that was slapped, and her heart was full of grievances.
You should also think about Ah from my perspective! I originally thought that I had finally gotten a friend who was a pervert, but at least he would not have bad thoughts about me. Unexpectedly, he was just acting and only when the time was right, he finally showed his true face and wanted to stretch out his wolf claws to me. Do you think I should be sad and angry? Should I feel that I was betrayed?
You'd better think like this? And even if this is true, why did you wait until I explained before hitting me? Wouldn't you beating me long ago if I had to?
Who told you that your proposal is so shocking. I was so scared that I would definitely have to come back to my senses for a while!
That's right? It's really not that you are embarrassed because you find out that you have misconceptions? Sorry! I don't mean to be disrespectful! Please stop hitting me! Seeing Xu Tingwei's hand raised high again, Li Jiaqian quickly apologized while hugging her head
Humph! Xu Tingwei, whose cheeks were red, put down his hands, but he still looked angry
Uh?? Right? Right, it’s almost a little bit now. I’ve practiced songs anyway. Should we go for lunch?
I want to have a stew
OK Ah, then which store do you recommend?
No, Xu Tingwei said this without hesitation, so go find it quickly
What about this?? An option immediately appeared in Li Jiaqian's mind, but because of budget considerations and some private reasons, she really didn't want to go to that store very much.
Just as Li Jiaqian took out his cell phone and was about to start searching, Xu Tingwei suddenly said: And I want to eat something delicious, if it is not delicious, you will be done
Uh?? That's it, Li Jiaqian had to take out her chest treasure
Then do you know MRREINDEER?
Where is it? Is it delicious?
Super delicious, although it's a bit expensive
How expensive?
For rice stew, it seems like it costs more than 400 yuan
Well, Ah, let's go. Xu Tingwei said that without even thinking about it.
?? Li Jiaqian couldn't help but curse this world of uneven wealth in her heart
Not far away, right? Can you get a MRT? Or call a taxi
It's right at Ximen Station
Then take the MRT! Hurry up, I'm hungry
OK?? Although he was a little unwilling to do so, Li Jiaqian had to pack up his things obediently and follow her to pay for the training room.
On the MRT, they naturally talked about Li Jiaqian's plan to guide Xiaoling.
But where did you come from? I feel that pretending to be with me will help you chase Xiaoling? Xu Tingwei asked
It doesn't necessarily mean you pretend to be with me! The point is that I want to tell Xiao Ling that I want to chase you, and then I need him to come and give me some advice.
Why do you need this?
Actually, Ah, I just said that Xiao Ling was lost because of a broken heart. It was a bit too light.
So what is the real situation?
Xiao Ling lost the meaning of living because she was dumped
What is this guy like? Is she the kind of fool who loves her, who has nothing to do with her dreams and goals, and her lifelong wish is to be a bride?
Well??
Just say you shouldn't fall in love with such a person. Xu Tingwei said: It would be fine if she didn't fall in love with you. If she really fell in love with her, those who treat her boyfriend as the whole world will probably become terrifying lovers. If you follow or Chaqin, you will definitely not be able to escape.
What about this?? Thinking of Xiaoling's behavior, Li Jiaqian had to admit that Xu Tingwei said something really makes sense.
No matter what, if you like it, you will fall in love with it. Can you support me well?
Of course I support you! Anyway, if something happens to you, you won’t do my business! And I’m looking forward to being able to laugh at you and say, “Hmph, have I warned you a long time ago? Who told you to be disobedient, I deserve it~”!
??
Well, okay, you should continue talking about your plan quickly
Anyway, I just want to give Xiao Ling some things to do and give him a goal, so that he can quickly get rid of the broken heart.
That's why she asked her to help you chase me? Is this strange? If you mean you want to accompany her and comfort her, I can understand, how can you make her feel that you have fallen in love with someone else? Or is she having a bad interest in robbing her love?
What about this??
I tell you honestly, even if she is really that bad woman, it is useless for you to do this. The kind of woman just likes to steal other people's men, so she won't really like the person they snatch. Everything they do is not for love, but just to satisfy their vanity.
Xiao Ling and you
Ah?What do you mean?
I mean, Xiao Ling, like you, will give all his heart after falling in love with someone, so the pain he endured in love is even more tremendous. It is really necessary to help him go out very hard! In order to help him, who feels that he has no value because he is denied by the person he likes the most, I must find something for him to do, not only to divert his attention, but also to build up his self-confidence and let him know that he is a useful person!
It is true that girls are very interested in the topic of love, but it should be more suitable for you to find other things to accompany her, right? Why do you want to go to exercise, learn musical instruments, etc., make her think you have fallen in love with me? Haven’t you ever thought that Xiao Ling might also like you a little, but will give up because she thinks you have fallen in love with others?
Alas, it would be much easier if he liked me a little bit? Li Jiaqian sighed
And Ah, the reason why I was so stupid is that it was when you went to Pingtung last time, and you said something misunderstood for nothing, which made Xiao Ling think we were dating.
Ah, it seems that this is really true?? Xu Tingwei finally remembered what she did to test Xiao Ling last time
Then why do you still need Xiao Ling to help you chase me? In her perception, have you been chasing me long ago?
Oh, this is not bad. I just tell him that you are not serious at all, just because you are dating me based on a playful mentality.
This is Ah??Wait! Why do you say that I am the kind of slut who specializes in playing with men's feelings?
You are not
Ah?
I mean, Xiao Ling has only met you a few times, and I don’t know much about you. In comparison, I am his childhood sweetheart. As long as I pretend to be pitiful to him, he should believe it.
Humph, then I'll feel a little wronged
I am so grateful? Li Jiaqian couldn't help but feel relieved that she could pass the test safely, as she said twice in a row.
But you first want to chase me, and then transfer the target to Xiao Ling. Isn’t this a super bad person? It’s best if there are girls who like to shoot birds!
It should be said that as long as you are a human, no one likes to be used as a spare tire like this. Li Jiaqian looked at the darkness outside the window through the window.
So Ah, I will let Xiao Ling know about the plans so far
This is Ah???Hey?
I kept walking, and when my legs started to feel a little sore except for my originally uncomfortable belly, I looked up at a towering building in front of me, and took it as a target so that my legs, which were gradually unable to run, could continue to move forward
Even when my legs were finally heavy and I couldn't lift them up, I saw a bus stopping beside me, and I didn't even care where it would go, so I got on the bus.
What am I doing? After finding a seat to sit down, I couldn't help but whisper like this
However, although I was being carried to the unknown distance, I was inexplicably not panic about such a situation
Maybe I think it feels good to keep moving forward without using my brain or working hard, I guess
I got up and looked at the bus route map. After confirming that it would not take me to any strange place, I sat back on my chair and rested with confidence.
While looking at the view outside the window, I gently rubbed my slightly sour legs. I wanted to say that when the reply was almost done, I was worrying about how I should go home
When the bus stopped because I waited for the red light, I took out my phone to pass the time
I opened the folder of the game APP and realized that every game inside was played by me before with my senior sister.
I wanted to go online, but I found that the bookmarks were full of recipes, date locations and other things
I opened the Facebook and Instergram without half of my friends. I didn't expect that even the people tracked inside and the fan pages were all the people I saw were watching, and I also watched them.
I put my phone away and looked out the window
As soon as the bus started, the scenery in front of me continued to change
I tried to think about the road name and street scene from the street scenes how I should go home, but after the bus turned a few times, I became less sure. Maybe I didn't know my home more than I thought.
Think about it carefully, in the past, my life was only at school and at home. When I could go out to play with Jiaqian and Chenghan, I was also pulled around by them.
The only thing I do with my own will is probably everything I did to pursue my senior sister in junior high school.
After becoming a girl, my life became even more like a senior. After school and holidays, I just stayed with my senior. Even in school, I went there for my senior.
Is this OK?
Is this right?
It goes without saying that of course it is wrong, otherwise I wouldn't have nothing like I am now? I muttered to myself, but even if I understand that I should have my own life goals and shouldn't let myself just circle around another person, I have to think of what I want to do in a moment, and it doesn't seem easy to think of what I want.
The bus stops and stops, and I also think intermittently about what I like and what kind of person I want to become
I remember when I was a child, every time I saw the president, the stars, the big boss, the professional baseball players on TV, I felt that as long as I was willing, I would definitely do better than them when I grew up.
But before I knew it, in addition to never having such thoughts, I even felt that where did I get the confidence at that time? I felt that I could become a useful person in the future
So if I don’t talk about those unrealistic dreams, what can I do now?
I looked at the reflection reflected from the car window glass and tried to imagine what I would look like in ten years, but I quickly felt that the future was really dark. After all, I was stupid enough, and now I can't even go to school. In addition, I am now living under someone else's situation, I always feel that it would be a blessing to just live smoothly to next month. Thinking about what happened after so long is really too luxurious for me.
Alas?? I sighed deeply, and because I felt that my legs should be almost recovered, I reached out to press the parking bell
After getting off the car, a cold wind that happened to blow reminded me of the current season
I quickly adjusted my scarf and put my hand back in my pocket again
Since I have been here before, I first walked to the intersection to confirm the road name, and then planned to move slowly towards the MRT station based on my memory.
But after walking for a few steps, I felt that it was not appropriate to go home so early, so I wanted to say that I would be idle for a while before going back.
However, because I lost my goal, I was facing the intersection blankly and couldn't decide where I was going for a long time.
I suddenly wanted to follow the people who started crossing the street because of the green light, but I felt that it was too unindividual to go with the flow like this. I also wanted to say that I might as well go against the crowd, but I immediately felt that it seemed meaningless to oppose it for the sake of opposition.
It was not until several times that I watched the green light turn red and the red light turn green again that I had to take a step because I felt that my strange behavior began to attract other people's attention.
Or is it because life goals are too abstract, I should start thinking about what is happening in front of me, such as how to find Sister Shuzi?
Forget it, I couldn't find her even with the last chance. I think I won't think of seeing her again in my life
Then let’s think about why my mother is so good to me?
Ummm, but no matter how I think about it, I think it really doesn’t make any sense!
Could it be that she was hit by a meteorite during the period when I was not at home?
Otherwise, how could your personality have changed so much!
As I thought about it, I felt more and more that I not only had no future direction, but actually still fell into various mysteries.
But my little head that is not very useful can never solve any doubt no matter how you look at it. It seems that I can't do anything except prayer.
Alas, wouldn't it be if Jiaqian was here??
At this moment, I really feel helpless
I continued to walk aimlessly, and my steps were unable to get down to my feet because of my confused mood.
Despite this, I kept walking, afraid that once I stopped, I would be unable to move in the same place as before.
I walked through the crowd, crossed the road, climbed the overpass, and went down the underground road, and kept walking.
Whenever I encounter a red light, I will turn
I speed up when I see something special in front of me, but every time I arrive, I always lose interest in them and leave immediately
Where will I end up going?
What will I encounter on this journey?
Who will be with me?
I asked myself this way, but let alone the answer, I didn't even expect me.
While riding the escalator from bottom to top, Li Jiaqian finally finished the whole picture of her plan
In response to this, Xu Tingwei said: I always feel that you are writing novels more like Ah than chasing girls. I think there are so many things that are not, and I am really idiotic enough?
I also hope that as long as I confess to Xiao Ling sincerely, he will fall in love with me Ah, but unfortunately things are not that easy?? While walking out of the exit of the MRT station, Li Jiaqian defended herself while defending herself.
And don’t care whether my plan is feasible or not, you should be able to help me?
It's nothing Ah, just act in front of Xiao Ling, just don't affect Ah Feng and me anyway
Thank you so much
But how long will it take to get Ah? I'm so hungry
Just in front Li Jiaqian pointed to a store about 100 meters ahead. In addition to the store, it has been specially decorated. The dark walls and the eaves for decoration make it look unique and extraordinary.
Well! It looks pretty good! Xu Tingwei's first impression of it seems to be pretty good
But will there be no seat?
I don't know, Li Jiaqian grabbed her head
If the customer is full, you'll be finished
Hey? You said you wanted to eat this so late. If the customer is full, you shouldn't blame me, right?
You didn't call me to ask first?
Uh?? Then why didn't you remind me just now?
Even someone else has to tell you about such small things. You are really bad. No wonder you can't catch Xiao Ling
This?? Li Jiaqian, who was speechless, had to pray silently in her heart and quickly accelerated her pace.
But after walking for a few steps, she remembered that there was another thing worth her special attention, but once she compared it with the Queen around her, she felt that it seemed quite insignificant.
I don’t know whether it should be said to be lucky or unfortunate, one of the two wishes in Li Jiaqian’s heart has come true, and the other has not.
As soon as they walked to the store, they learned from the female clerk who was in charge that there was a table of customers leaving, and they could take the seat as long as the tabletop was finished.
In less than five minutes, another female clerk came over to take them in. However, unlike the clerk at the door, who should be a college student, the clerk knew that he was still a high school student at a glance. Of course, Li Jiaqian did not see it from her dress or appearance, it was purely because this clerk Yuan was someone she knew.
Merry Christmas, please come inside! Lin Tingyun, wearing a Christmas hat, said vibrantly at first, but when she saw the person in front of her was Xu Tingwei, she immediately said: Hey! Isn’t this Weiwei?
Senior Sister Tingyun~ Xu Tingwei immediately took Lin Tingyun's hand enthusiastically
Why are you here? Are you working?
Ah??To Ah??
Xu Tingwei ignored the slightly embarrassed face on Lin Tingyun and continued to ask: I am really worthy of being Senior Sister Tingyun, I am so mature and handsome! If I had known that my senior sister was working here, I would have come with my classmates often!
It really doesn't have to do this, but she will be shy. Ah, you came with your friend? Lin Tingyun inexplicably emphasized his tone when she said the word "friend", but when she looked behind Xu Tingwei with her words, she saw Li Jiaqian, who is now a boy, her eyes instantly opened, but she returned to her original expression in less than a second
Uh?? Xu Tingwei stammered: Yes? Yes, Ah, it's just a friend, Ah, no, it should be said
Wow, are you carrying a guitar? Lin Tingyun first looked at Li Jiaqian and asked, but before she could answer, she said to Xu Tingwei: Oh, I understand, you are playing in an orchestra together, right? Is Weiwei the lead singer? Weiwei's voice is so nice, it must be great to sing!
Right? Yes, he is just my happy partner in the band? Ah, it would be better to say that he is like bass and drums, just one of the instruments, and the function is just like playing guitar!
This is how Lin Tingyun smiled slightly
OK, please let me take you in and sit in, or I will be scolded later
Uh, OK, thank you Xu Tingwei said this, but when she was leading Lin Tingyun to the store, Li Jiaqian found that she looked dejected, as if she had just lost a battle
When I reached a particularly large intersection, I caught a glimpse of a figure in the crowd opposite me from afar, and I unconsciously accelerated my pace across the road. After walking a few steps, I realized that I was not wrong. The person wearing a black coat, wearing a burgundy scarf, and holding a cute girl was indeed A Feng
However, because I thought of the experience I had met him in a coffee shop before, I decided on this and returned to my original walking speed.
I didn't look at Ah Feng, and I didn't expect his sight to stay on me
When I passed by him, I didn't feel anything special when I heard him talking and laughing happily with the girl.
I just thought about the last time we went to buy the senior sister’s cake with him, would we look like they are now?
I continued walking, and even when I saw that the light was about to change, I simply started running straight away.
But when I reached the other end of the zebra crossing, I was like a marathon player who had reached the finish line stopped.
I don't understand why I did this, but I turned around
Then I found that Afeng also turned around and was looking at me
Is he looking at me? How is this possible?
While I was confused, the vehicle array began to move, and my sight was blocked by a series of fast-moving vehicles.
I simply turned around and waited quietly
In the gaps in the traffic flow, I seemed to see A Feng's figure
Even though I thought this was an illusion, I still didn't leave
The lights changed again, and the car finally stopped
Without obstacles, I was surprised to find that Ah Feng was really on the other side of the road
At this moment, he was talking to the girl beside him, as if he was explaining what he was doing.
After saying goodbye to the girl, Afeng immediately turned to look at me
I don't know if it's my illusion. When he saw me, he seemed to laugh, and then regardless of the lights just now, there might be a car that didn't have time to slow down and start crossing the road.
Seeing him getting closer and closer to me, I felt that he could not have come here for me because of the unsuccessful experience of finding Sister Shuzi the day before yesterday.
Maybe he just dropped his bag and wanted to go back to pick it up, maybe he forgot to buy something when he thought of something, maybe he fell in love with the beautiful big sister next to me, so he wanted to come over to chat with me?
As long as I don’t have expectations for Ah, I won’t be disappointed. Even if Afeng walks directly past me later, I won’t feel sad!
Although the seconds are absolutely enough, Ah Feng suddenly ran away
At the same time, I was mentally prepared to watch him gradually move away after approaching me
Bye bye, just like when I was in a coffee shop last time, I silently said goodbye to him in my heart
Hey, Afeng stopped in front of me
Eh? I looked at him in confusion
Where have we seen it before, right? Afeng said to me like this
Are you very familiar with the clerk just now? Since in Xu Tingwei's current perception, Li Jiaqian, who was a boy, probably didn't know Lin Tingyun, so based on rationality, Li Jiaqian asked this question
Nonsense, in addition to being my senior sister in the second year of high school, she is also my future aunt. How could I not know her? Xu Tingwei was lying on the table and was also weak in speaking.
Aunt? Oh, she is the senior’s sister?
For Ah??
So what happened to the conversation you just said? Shouldn’t you be too late to please her?
I am usually very polite to Senior Sister Tingyun, but today I rarely find her handle, so I can't help but want to use it to threaten her.
handle?
Isn’t there often a kind of gifted students, student presidents, etc. in comics, who secretly work in the maid’s restaurant with teachers and classmates on their backs, and then they are discovered by bad boys in the class. In the end, they have to let the other party do whatever they want?
This is the best thing in the real world?
So I just wanted to try it on a whim! I didn't expect that Senior Sister Tingyun really cares about being discovered by others.
Her reaction just now is indeed quite subtle
But unexpectedly, she threatened me in turn if I dared to speak nonsense, she would tell Lin Mingfeng what I and you happened to me. It's so despicable.
Is this serious?
It's not very serious, but when I think of a one in ten million chance, Lin Mingfeng would think a lot, I had to surrender
You're too easily seen
I don't want this either??
Have you decided what to eat? I don’t know when Lin Tingyun, who was behind Xu Tingwei, asked this, and Xu Tingwei was so scared that he immediately sat up
Xu Tingwei, who instantly squeezed out a smile on his face, said: Senior sister~ Your things look delicious! I really don’t know what to eat! Do you have any special recommendations?
Is there anything I don’t eat in Ah, beef, pig, chicken, and seafood?
I eat everything, it's easy to raise!
Very good! Sister, I like children who are not picky about food the most. So you can take a look at today's daily meal? Lin Tingyun skillfully turned the menu pages and began to introduce the content
Seeing that Xu Tingwei was led by the nose, he probably couldn't order what she really wanted to eat, so Li Jiaqian planned to order stew rice and then exchange it with Xu Tingwei. Unexpectedly, as soon as she opened the menu, she found a piece of paper inside.
Waiting for me at Nishihonganji at 9 o'clock in the evening
Li Jiaqian originally thought that the note should be given to Xu Tingwei, but as soon as she looked up, she found that Lin Tingyun was also looking at her and secretly raised her index finger, as if she wanted Li Jiaqian not to ask more questions.
What's going on??
Li Jiaqian hid the note and told her in an extremely decisive tone when Lin Tingyun ordered her food to her, so as to hide her at a loss in her heart.
……
As soon as I felt the vibration of my phone, I reached out from the thick quilt and wanted to turn off the alarm clock.
The moment my skin touched the cold air, I immediately had the idea of staying in the quilt all day in my mind.
However, in addition to feeling cold, I also felt that I had just had a very happy dream, so I also wanted to try if I continued to sleep, could I go back to my dream
Woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo w
Zi's CANONROCK, my hands were fumbled on the bed more anxiously
Although I fell in love with this song because of the perfect meeting between classical and rock, at this moment, I always feel that as long as I am fussed with its passionate melody, I really don’t have to sleep again.
Had it! Since I couldn't touch my phone, I had to poke my head out of the quilt, and then I saw it on the edge of the bed, in a dangerous state where I could fall to the floor at any time
Why don't you die if you fall? I took my phone over and poked the alarm clock's stop button crazily
Although it finally calmed down, when my head was exposed to the cold world outside the quilt, my sleepiness left cleanly and slacking. It seemed that I really couldn't get up.
In this way, I pushed the thick quilt away and sat up
However, when my hands pressed on the pillow, I found a piece of wet on it
Um?? I first touched the corner of my mouth because I was worried about my sleeping appearance
After discovering that the problem should not be here, I got up and got out of bed, walked to pick up the makeup mirror on the desk and took a look.
Sure enough, except for the red and swollen eyes, my cheeks were covered with tears, as if I had just cried all night
How could this happen?? People clearly remembered that I had a good dream? Or was it because the dream was so happy that I cried because I couldn't bear to wake up? I muttered to myself and tilted my head to think about what I had dreamed of
However, no matter how hard I try, I can't remember what kind of dream I had, but I suddenly thought of a passage I saw recently in the afterword of a novel.
What is the cruelest thing for humans? I always thought it was death of course
But there are also things that are more cruel than death
That is to live but forget your beloved
To be honest, when I first saw this passage, I didn't feel anything
I always feel that dementia is still far away from me. Even if I really forget my beloved, what will happen?
It's Ah. From the perspective of a third person, this is indeed cruel, but for the person who has lost his lover's memory, it's not that he will not realize what he has forgotten because he has forgotten, so he naturally cannot feel pain, right?
Well, maybe this is a manifestation of the saying that ignorance is blessing. I just feel that I have a beautiful dream at this moment but cannot find any clues in my mind. Can I say that I am the poor person who realizes that I may forget my beloved?
When I think of this, I feel so stuffy about my chest
I looked into the mirror and found that the person reflected inside had two more teardrops.
Hey?
What's going on?
Sister, are you getting up? My brother's cry suddenly came from outside the door
Huh! I was startled? I'm getting up!
So, should I go out for breakfast together later?
OK? OK! Wait for me! I'll do it for a while! I quickly sucked a piece of toilet paper to wipe off my tears
After washing off the facial cleanser on her face, Li Jiaqian looked at herself in the mirror, and then she was surprised to find that she actually looked refreshed and didn't look like a person who had not slept for several days for less than five hours.
Well, I did go to bed before twelve o'clock yesterday, but I couldn't recover so quickly, right? Not only did I lose my acne, but even my dark circles were almost gone?? While talking to myself, Li Jiaqian recalled what happened last night, trying to find some clues from it
Last night, after watching Xiao Ling feel so painful and sad, Li Jiaqian threw the confusion in her heart aside and made up her mind to achieve the conditions to eliminate the magic, that is, to make Xiao Ling fall in love with him.
Because he thought he knew everything about Xiao Ling, and with the previous experience of successfully opening Xu Tingwei's atrium (even his thighs were opened together), Li Jiaqian did not think this would be difficult.
While holding Xiao Ling in her arms and listening to his complaints, she was conceiving in her mind what kind of scene she should be in and what kind of dialogue to use to enhance Xiao Ling's favor for herself
When Xiao Ling was tired of crying and started blowing her nose with toilet paper, Li Jiaqian said in the gentlest tone: Ah, 85 degrees C should still be still open now, right? How about we go buy a cake? It’s weird if you don’t eat cake on your birthday?
In Li Jiaqian's imagination, Xiao Ling is now in such a lonely and lost state, she should never reject this proposal, except for her love of sweets.
After that, as long as you can buy the cake smoothly and find a place where no one is sitting down, the two of you are surrounded by the cake in the dark, looking at the candlelight swaying on it, it is so warm no matter how you think about it.
Unexpectedly, Xiao Ling shook his head and said: No, I just ate a lot of food and am almost overwhelmed? As soon as he finished speaking, he covered his mouth and burped
?? Li Jiaqian didn't know what to say, so she could only curse in her heart that this real world without the archive function is a damn game
On the way home, although Li Jiaqian successfully took Xiaoling's hand while crossing the road, she found that Xiaoling had no reaction to it, and still walked with her head down sadly with a sad look on her face
Looking at him silent, Li Jiaqian didn't know what to say even if she wanted to speak. She just felt that she was holding hands with a secret love object, but she was more like her brother holding a sad sister, without any romantic feeling.
After returning home, Li Jiaqian originally planned to help Xiao Ling change clothes, but he said, "I'm so tired and want to sleep." She didn't even take a shower or brush her teeth. She locked herself in the room and never came out again."
When Li Jiaqian thought about how she looked at the closed door yesterday, she couldn't help but feel heavy again.
However, if she was discouraged by this, it would not be
After all, she knew too much about how Xiao Ling liked Lin Tingyun, so he was so lost. Of course, it was one thing to understand. Will Li Jiaqian feel uncomfortable because of this?
Xiao Ling should only think about being alone today. I think I should go to Xu Tingwei to practice guitar! But what should I help him bring when I come back in the evening? Let me think about it? After drying my face with a towel, Li Jiaqian walked out of the bathroom while talking to herself, and then met an aunt who should not get up so early in the corridor.
Mom, good morning Ah! Jiaqian quickly said hello
Xie Zhewei Aunt's face was solemn, her voice was extremely cold Li Jiaqian had never been treated like this in the past
What? What's wrong?
You go to the living room and sit, I have something to ask you
OK? OK??
In this way, the nervous Li Jiaqian obediently went to the sofa and was sitting on the sofa.
During the more than ten minutes waiting for my aunt to come back, Li Jiaqian seriously thought about the reasons why she might make her aunt angry and how she should respond.
When she imagined the fifth possibility, her aunt came to the living room, but instead of sitting down on the sofa, she pulled a wooden chair from the dining table to sit.
Aunt asked: What did you do to Xiaoling?
Ah? In fact, such a question did not exceed Li Jiaqian's expectations, but for the sake of reason, she still pretended to be surprised
Where did you go yesterday? Why did you come back so late? Why did Xiao Ling lock himself in the room and never come out as soon as he got home?
No? No? Just Xiao Ling was very sleepy, so he went to bed directly?
Where did you go? What did you do?
Just have a meal
Will you get so tired after having a meal?
Uh??This is mainly because Xiao Ling had a little drink
Drinking? Aunt opened her eyes wide and looked disbelief
It’s not a strong wine, but it’s just a spice hot red wine that you will drink on Christmas!
Did you drink it too?
I didn't drink it?
You pour her wine?
There is no Ah!
Then why didn't you drink it after she drank it?
Just?? Li Jiaqian hesitated for a moment, thinking about whether she should honestly explain her itinerary yesterday
Although this is the easiest way to get rid of this inexplicable questioning, in addition to misleading my aunt just now that the two of them had dinner together yesterday, she was also a little afraid that if she said that Xiao Ling was dumped by her beloved senior sister, she would not know what changes would happen to the current situation.
If you don't want to say it, forget it. Aunt said so first
But when Li Jiaqian was relieved secretly, the aunt who stood up said again: You prepare for it, we will go out later.
Ah? Where are you going?
Police Department Ah
??Ah?
What you did yesterday should not have been known to others? It would be a crime that was not discovered. If you surrender now, you should have a chance to seek a reduction in sentence. Just honestly tell the police officer what you did.
Mom, what are you talking about? I'd better do something that can be called a crime!
Didn’t you just get Xiao Ling drunk and rape her?
There is no Ah!
After entering the room last night, I took off my underwear and fell on the bed too lazy to change into my pajamas.
However, although I was exhausted physically and mentally, I did not fall asleep immediately. Instead, I looked at the lights that were not lit on the ceiling and quietly reflected on my life. I found that I had returned to the starting point after a lot of things and returned to the time and space where the senior sister didn't love me.
It's strange, although I lost my dick and my chastity in the process??
If I counted carefully, I thought I would have lost many important things and finally got nothing. But I was not angry at the fate of teasing people like this, I was only feeling lost because of losing my senior sister.
Senior sister?? I turned my body to lie on my side, and reached out to touch the double bed that looked too empty because I was lying alone
I once thought that one day, I could see my senior sister lying beside me just by turning over, but such a dream is never possible to be realized
Close my eyes, I even thought about whether it would be best for me to never wake up again after sleeping. After all, only in my dreams can I have the opportunity to relive the wonderful time I spent with my senior sister.
Unexpectedly, although the alarm clock was not set, I woke up the next morning, and when I found that it was time to get up, the first thought that came to my mind was very realistically worried that I would be kicked out of the house because I didn't have time to prepare breakfast.
Although I was so panicked that I didn't know what I should do now, I still subconsciously sat up and prepared to get out of bed
I don't know if it was because I drank yesterday, so I felt a little dizzy and had no strength all over my body. Even the duvet covered me feels inexplicably heavy.
Hey? When I was about to pull the duvet open, I felt a strange feeling of dampness and heat between my legs
No way?
Could it be that I just slept and peed on the bed just because I didn’t go to the bathroom last night?
Dead, I'm really going to sleep in the streets now??
Although I was reluctant to face the truth, it was not a solution to keep dragging on it, so I still pulled up the quilt
Unexpectedly, what awaits me was a more terrifying scene
It was blood. You can see some irregular shapes spreading red on it, whether it was a quilt or a bed sheet.
My mind suddenly became blank, and then I fainted again
Xiao Ling! Xiao Ling!
I vaguely, because I heard someone calling me, I replied to my consciousness
Jia? Hey? I originally thought I would see the figure of my dear friend, but when I opened my eyes, I found that it was my mother who was standing beside my bed.
I was so scared that I sat up immediately and tried to cover up the sheets. The quilt was so messed up by me. But when I thought that the dress on my body should have a lot of red spots, I felt that everything would be futile.
My mother asked anxiously: Xiao Ling, are you okay? I heard Zhewei say that you drank a little wine last night. I originally wanted to let you sleep later, but it was noon but you didn't wake up yet. I was a little worried and came in to see it. I didn't expect to find that your face was so pale?
Huh?
Not right?
How could my mother have this reaction?
Shouldn't she come to scold me just because I didn't prepare breakfast?
Because I can't grasp the current situation, I can't squeeze out a word
Are you feeling uncomfortable? Is your head dizzy? Is your stomach hurting? My mother asked while reaching out to touch my forehead and said: Well, it should be because she doesn’t have a fever?
Uh?? Although I can't remember what happened last time I was so concerned about by my mother, I was not only not moved at all, but I just felt very embarrassed, and even more afraid that my mother would be even more angry after discovering the trouble I had caused.
I secretly glanced at the bed sheet with some red dots, not knowing whether I should try to confess or bet to see if I could pass the test
However, when I was unsure of my mind, my mother also followed my eyes to the bed sheets.
Xiao Ling, who is here? My mother asked
Yes, I said timidly: I? I haven't calculated the exact day, I forgot to prepare first, just?
Then will you feel very uncomfortable now? Do you want to take painkillers?
Is the pain okay?? I touched my abdomen, but I didn't feel that my body was so unbearable that I couldn't bear it.
Then you can go to the bathroom to clean it up. Do you have any sanitary tampons?
Well??
No? Then which brand do you have to use? Do you want me to buy it for you?
No, no, no, no, no, I can use any brand!
OK, then do you know where to put the sanitary tampon? It's in the bathroom
I know I know! Just put it with spare toilet paper, right? It's just the bed sheet that got dirty by me?
You don't have to worry about this, just leave it to me to deal with it! My mother said with a smile
After that, I pulled my body out of bed and walked out of the room
Because I was afraid that menstrual blood would flow down again, I clamped my thighs tightly and walked towards the bathroom step by step
When I finally placed myself on the toilet, I immediately collapsed on it, and my feet were completely exhausted from standing up.
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Although my stomach was not very painful at this time, I thought that the next day was the time when the amount was really large, so I began to worry if I would die due to excessive blood loss.
After the menstrual blood finally stopped flowing, I got up and took a shower, and took the dirty clothes to wash.
Fortunately, it was probably because the blood was not dry yet, so I just wiped it with soap and soaked them in cold water. Then I could clearly feel that the stains on it were indeed going to disappear.
This is really great. I like this blue and white striped underwear that is wrong. I shouldn't worry more about what to do next than this? I'm talking to myself
For Ah, my mom should be embarrassed to have an attack just because I am a guest, right?
She must be very angry and would like to drive me away as soon as possible?
So where else can I go to next?
The senior sister doesn’t love me anymore, and Sister Shuzi is gone, Jiaqian??
Hey, yes, where did Jiaqian go?
Why didn't she come to wake me up?
If it were her, maybe there would be a way to deceive the past?
As soon as I realized Jiaqian's disappearance, I immediately understood how powerless I was when I was the only one in front of this cruel world.
Oh? Xiao Ling, why have you washed your clothes? Didn’t I just want to do it? When I took the washed clothes to dry, I met my mother in the washing room who was putting the quilt and sheets in the washing machine.
How can that be done? I have caused you so much trouble when living here, and I have caused such a disaster again. I am really too ungrateful? Uh? Can I use this idiom here? It seems a bit wrong?
My mother ignored my extremely low Chinese attainments and said directly: Don’t say that! It’s normal for girls to encounter such things, so you didn’t cause any trouble.
But
Ah, Xiao Ling, do you have more clothes to change? My mother asked while taking the clothes on my hand to the hanger and hanging them.
Well, it should be enough? I was a little guilty. After all, due to the budget, I only bought the minimum clothes last time. As long as I miss any set, it will be a bit tight in the replacement.
If not enough, some of my clothes are not mine. Zhewei has a cousin living in Chiayi who had to work and vacation abroad before. He came to our house to stay for a night in order to catch a plane, but the next day he forgot to take away his luggage. Her figure is similar to yours, so she should be able to lend you clothes!
Hey? I tilted my head, and I couldn't think of having such a cousin
You really don't have to be polite! She doesn't want those clothes anyway, and it's useless to put them there. You can try to wear them later. Although my mother still hangs her clothes intently, her eyes never left her clothes pins and clotheslines, I can clearly feel that she is not chatting with me at this time, and she actually has a strong hope in her words.
Uh, OK, thank you? Because I couldn't find a reason to refuse, I had to thank you
In a small training room less than three ping meter, Xu Tingwei, who was carrying a guitar, looked at Li Jiaqian with a look in his eyes.
Li Jiaqian, who was holding the microphone tightly with both hands, didn't reply, and could only nod.
After receiving such a signal, Xu Tingwei gently beat the steady ticking sound of the metronome with his footboard, and then he plucked the strings of the guitar with his right hand and played the prelude of the song with his fingering.
The moment she plucked the strings with her fingers, the music from the speaker changed the atmosphere around her. Li Jiaqian immediately felt that her emotions had been touched by Xu Tingwei's performance.
Well, Xu Tingwei is really strong??
As the guitar skills grow, Li Jiaqian understands the difference between her and herself more and more.
They are also playing single tones, but Xu Tingwei can use the sliding strings to make the sound of the piano continue. When she plays a paragraph, the vibrato made Li Jiaqian feel even more enchanting.
However, although he knew very well that he was far from being comparable to Xu Tingwei, as a partner who wanted to stand on stage with her, Li Jiaqian still had to squeeze out her unlimited potential, at least not let others feel that she was dragging Xu Tingwei down.
Even if it only has ten minutes, it doesn’t matter if it’s just a false statement. It’s enough to be able to scare the audience in the audience during the performance!
Let's go, Li Jiaqian said to herself in her heart
As the prelude gradually came to an end, Li Jiaqian also quickly recalled every detail she was reminded to pay attention to during her practice.
While pricking up his ears and listening to the guitar, Li Jiaqian calculated the beat in his heart. Then when it was time to enter the main song, Li Jiaqian took a deep breath and started singing the song.?
How are you doing well today? Did you encounter any good things? After practicing both songs in full, Xu Tingwei used this as a comment on Li Jiaqian's performance today
It's not a good thing? Li Jiaqian, who was liberated from her tense emotions, was lying on the speaker without any effort
Because I remembered Xiao Ling, who should be still at home, her mood was a bit complicated
Oh? Xu Tingwei raised his eyebrows
Could it be that you had Christmas Eve with Xiao Ling yesterday? Are you together?
It's right that we have lived together, but there's still a long way to go together
Yes, after a brief reply, Xu Tingwei stopped talking, but stared at Li Jiaqian.
Uh?? Li Jiaqian clearly felt that Xu Tingwei was waiting for her to say something and ask something, but because she was not very interested in that topic, she chose to shut up.
Xie Zhewei Xu Tingwei narrowed his eyes
kindness?
Do you know what politeness is?
Ah?
After I asked you how you were doing on Christmas, shouldn’t you also ask me how I was doing?
??Then? How did you last night?
Superb! The haze on Xu Tingwei's face disappeared in an instant
Yesterday, Ah, Ah Feng went to the concert with me! That ticket was very difficult to buy, but he easily got two super good tickets for seats! He is really amazing, right? Then Ah, after watching the show, we went to have a family together and opened it in the middle of the night.
Too long, can it be condensed into one sentence?
Simply put, I had a super happy Christmas with Afeng yesterday! Wait, what is your attitude? What is it like to be so impatient!
I just hope you can worry about the mood of single dogs that hate being let go of others??
Naiyu~ I said something like I was just flashing~ I wasn't together yet~
Then hurry up and get together! Then hurry up and open a room and be kind enough to you!
Ah, this has been done first. Xu Tingwei turned his face aside with an embarrassed look on his face, and the kiss marks on his neck were just revealed.
??
OK OK OK OK What happened to you and Xiao Ling? Did something happen to you yesterday? Xu Tingwei squatted down beside Li Jiaqian and asked this
Well?? After hesitating for a while, Li Jiaqian finally decided to tell her everything.
I should have said it before? Xiao Ling has actually dated someone else a long time ago
I also forgot whether you said it, but it is not difficult for Xiao Ling to feel that the person you like is not the one you like.
I know I know, Xiao Ling just doesn't take me seriously at all. Li Jiaqian said self-abusely
But Ah, he has been having a bad time with his lover for a while, and even broke up last night
Choosing to break up on Christmas Eve? Is this too miserable? Is Xiaoling a Mercury retrograde or is she just going to be a Tai Sui Ah this year? Otherwise, why would her sister get lost and she was dumped?
Maybe it's right??
But isn’t this super good news for you? She should need someone to accompany her now, right? Even if you are, it shouldn’t be impossible to take advantage of the situation, right?
No, no, things are not that simple
How to say it?
First of all, Xiao Ling really likes the other person too much. Losing her should be enough to make him lose his mind for a while
So do you think you should wait until she gets out of the low point before talking?
It's not that negative, but I have to get closer to him with more skill. Li Jiaqian said: Just because we have known each other for too long, my relationship with him has always been at the stage of being a friend. If I suddenly attack him at this time, he will definitely think about what he has or not.
Will this be the case?
Think about it, what would you think if a friend who has known you for more than ten years suddenly confessed to you?
Huh?? Xu Tingwei frowned
I don't know, after all, I've never encountered such a thing before?
Uh, sorry??
What apologies do you apologize?
Just? I'm really embarrassed to remind you of the painful memories of not having friends since childhood??
You are idiot! How could I not have such a thing as a friend?
Yes? But the moment I treated my friends as something, I felt that you had lost the qualification to make friends
That doesn't matter! The point is that every friend I have since grown up, no matter the children from my neighbor's house or the classmates from primary school, they all fall in love with me at first sight.
Is it true? Are you over-aware?
I am lying to you because I have money to get it? In fact, it is because of this that my father was thrown into the girls' school Ah when I was in junior high school. Oh~ After sighing, Xu Tingwei asked: Then what do you think Xiaoling is thinking about?
Xiao Ling probably thought that we have known each other for so long, how could we suddenly fall in love with him now, so we began to wonder if there is another hidden feeling.
But you really like her, don’t you? Just tell her Ah!
This is useless! After all, my relationship with him is a friend. It is as natural for him as the sun rises and sets. It is too difficult for him to accept it at once. And Ah, if it were you, would you fall in love with the other person just because someone seriously said how much you like you?
It depends on who said it. If it were you, I will send you a good person card after listening to you patiently.
Humph, I can't say such things to you! Anyway, let Xiao Ling know that I like him, and then let him consider whether he should respond to my feelings. This path will not work
Then are you planning to give up? Do you need me to introduce other girls to you? I have a few pretty girls friends who are seeking boyfriends!
I'd better give up!
But aren’t you singing this without a show?
No! I just didn't want to lose the straight ball
Then do you want it?
I want him to like me
??Don’t you feel that you decided to challenge the Nobel Prize in Literature after giving up challenging the Taipei Literature Prize?
This is indeed true for others, but it is not true for me. Li Jiaqian said confidently: I am a childhood sweetheart who grew up with him since childhood. Maybe I know him better than myself!
Please know more about yourself? Xu Tingwei asked again: What are you planning to do?
Is this? Actually, I originally wanted to discuss this with you
Ah? Didn’t you look confident just now? In the end, I still want me to give you an idea?
No, I need you to help me
Help you? Do you think I'm very idle? I haven't
Don't refuse so quickly! At least listen to what I want to ask you!
OK, then I'll just listen
That's dating me
So that's it??Ah?
Although I still couldn't feel comfortable, I left home after lunch
Of course, I was not driven out of my house, but I left for the sake of escape
As for what I want to escape, although it sounds a bit too much, my mother said it more accurately, to escape from her overly considerate and gentle
Since I was educated in Spartan since I was a child, my mother and I spent almost all the time we spent without interruption, so when I returned home as I am now and being treated like a guest was enough to flatter me.
Unexpectedly, after I came home late after drinking, my aunt messed up the bed sheets and quilts, I was taken better care of. This not only made me unable to get used to it, but also couldn't understand what was going on.
After getting a bunch of clothes that fit and new (some of them are still there) from my mom, I was going to the kitchen to help with lunch, but my mom drove me back to the room and asked me to rest for a while, and gave me a warm hot water bag, saying that it would make my body more comfortable if I put it on my abdomen.
When I was having a meal, I found that the table was full of dishes that had never appeared on my table.
Maybe I saw my doubts, my mother explained one by one that hot black sugar ginger tea can warm the body and promote blood circulation, red beans and purple rice porridge can replenish iron, pig blood soup and fried black fungus are all very helpful for the excretion of menstrual blood.
Uncle, Aunt, you really don’t have to prepare these for me?
Oh, you must pay special attention to your diet during menstruation. If your body is broken, it will be bad.
But I almost complained that my mother never knows how to eat these things, but fortunately she stopped talking in the end
Or are these things that Xiao Ling don’t like? That’s okay, just let me and Zhewei’s father come to eat these things. Do you have anything you want to eat? I’ll help you do it
No, no, they are all my favorite food! Then I started to move, thank you aunt! Because I was afraid that my mother would do something for me again, I quickly started to eat
After dinner, my parents kept asking me about my well-being, as if I thought I was a fragile little animal, and if I was not careful, I might suddenly die.
I was actually envious and jealous when I saw Chenghan’s parents buying things for him and taking him out to play, but when my parents were really so kind to me, I could only feel like I was about to suffocate.
What's even worse is that I will be trapped in the whirlpool of memories because I think of my senior sister from time to time. As a result, as long as I don't speak, my mother will immediately come to care about me and ask if I feel uncomfortable again. It's difficult for me to feel sorry for myself.
In the end, I finally felt that I could no longer bear such meticulous attention, so I found an excuse to run out.
But as soon as I stepped out of the apartment building, I had to stop because I had no destination.
Woo?? While touching my stomach, I was thinking about where I could go
In the past, I was probably writing my homework at this time, and I was preparing to go to Afeng's tutoring class later, or I was looking up recipes and trying to help my senior sister's bento make some new dishes, but now I have no choice but to do these things, and there is no need to do them.
I looked up at the blue sky between the building, and felt that it was too empty, making me want to find some inspiration from the trajectory of the plane clouds, the formation of birds arranged, and the direction was not very good.
Ah, then I'll ask Jiaqian where she went, and by the way, I could also ask my mother what happened? I took out my cell phone, but when I was about to find her phone from the address book, I hesitated again
Well, Jiaqian is probably with Xu Tingwei now, right?
Yesterday was Christmas Eve, but Jiaqian couldn't accompany Xu Tingwei for my sake. How could that guy not be angry about it?
No wonder Jiaqian went out without even saying anything to me in the morning. She must have gone to comfort Xu Tingwei quickly and try to make her angry
I called at this time. If Xu Tingwei finds out again, it will definitely make Jiaqian embarrassed.
I took my phone back into my pocket
Although I still don’t know where I should go and where I can go, because it’s not a solution to stay in place, I still wandered aimlessly on this cold and cold street.
Maybe it was because the sun was coming out today. As soon as I walked out of the alley and came to the main road, I saw that in addition to the traffic on the road, the sidewalks were also bustling. I joined the crowd at a loss.
In addition to moving slowly with their pace, I inadvertently observed the people who walked side by side or passed by me.
Among them, some people should be tourists traveling with their whole family, some people seem to be on the way to a party with their friends, and of course, many may have just celebrated Christmas Eve together, continuing yesterday's sweet couple.
Looking at them holding hands, hugging their waists, and leaning against each other, I couldn't help but imagine the scene of myself walking together with my senior sister, but with sweetness, I felt more bitterness in my heart.
No, I can't continue like this
The senior sister and I have finished. I can no longer immerse myself in this impossible fantasy. I must go out quickly and cheer up quickly. I said to myself like this, but I didn't feel the pain in my chest at all.
Woo?? I rushed to speed up my pace while resisting the urge to cry.
I first walked through the crowd at a quick walk, and then after running to cross the intersection where the lights were about to change, I simply resisted my physical discomfort and refused to stop my feet and continued to walk on Mercedes
I think I vaguely have somewhere to go, but I don't know where that destination is now.
So you want me to pretend to be dating you? Really! Don’t just say the misunderstandings Ah!
I didn't say it was my fault at first, but there was no need to hit someone, right? Li Jiaqian touched the face that was slapped, and her heart was full of grievances.
You should also think about Ah from my perspective! I originally thought that I had finally gotten a friend who was a pervert, but at least he would not have bad thoughts about me. Unexpectedly, he was just acting and only when the time was right, he finally showed his true face and wanted to stretch out his wolf claws to me. Do you think I should be sad and angry? Should I feel that I was betrayed?
You'd better think like this? And even if this is true, why did you wait until I explained before hitting me? Wouldn't you beating me long ago if I had to?
Who told you that your proposal is so shocking. I was so scared that I would definitely have to come back to my senses for a while!
That's right? It's really not that you are embarrassed because you find out that you have misconceptions? Sorry! I don't mean to be disrespectful! Please stop hitting me! Seeing Xu Tingwei's hand raised high again, Li Jiaqian quickly apologized while hugging her head
Humph! Xu Tingwei, whose cheeks were red, put down his hands, but he still looked angry
Uh?? Right? Right, it’s almost a little bit now. I’ve practiced songs anyway. Should we go for lunch?
I want to have a stew
OK Ah, then which store do you recommend?
No, Xu Tingwei said this without hesitation, so go find it quickly
What about this?? An option immediately appeared in Li Jiaqian's mind, but because of budget considerations and some private reasons, she really didn't want to go to that store very much.
Just as Li Jiaqian took out his cell phone and was about to start searching, Xu Tingwei suddenly said: And I want to eat something delicious, if it is not delicious, you will be done
Uh?? That's it, Li Jiaqian had to take out her chest treasure
Then do you know MRREINDEER?
Where is it? Is it delicious?
Super delicious, although it's a bit expensive
How expensive?
For rice stew, it seems like it costs more than 400 yuan
Well, Ah, let's go. Xu Tingwei said that without even thinking about it.
?? Li Jiaqian couldn't help but curse this world of uneven wealth in her heart
Not far away, right? Can you get a MRT? Or call a taxi
It's right at Ximen Station
Then take the MRT! Hurry up, I'm hungry
OK?? Although he was a little unwilling to do so, Li Jiaqian had to pack up his things obediently and follow her to pay for the training room.
On the MRT, they naturally talked about Li Jiaqian's plan to guide Xiaoling.
But where did you come from? I feel that pretending to be with me will help you chase Xiaoling? Xu Tingwei asked
It doesn't necessarily mean you pretend to be with me! The point is that I want to tell Xiao Ling that I want to chase you, and then I need him to come and give me some advice.
Why do you need this?
Actually, Ah, I just said that Xiao Ling was lost because of a broken heart. It was a bit too light.
So what is the real situation?
Xiao Ling lost the meaning of living because she was dumped
What is this guy like? Is she the kind of fool who loves her, who has nothing to do with her dreams and goals, and her lifelong wish is to be a bride?
Well??
Just say you shouldn't fall in love with such a person. Xu Tingwei said: It would be fine if she didn't fall in love with you. If she really fell in love with her, those who treat her boyfriend as the whole world will probably become terrifying lovers. If you follow or Chaqin, you will definitely not be able to escape.
What about this?? Thinking of Xiaoling's behavior, Li Jiaqian had to admit that Xu Tingwei said something really makes sense.
No matter what, if you like it, you will fall in love with it. Can you support me well?
Of course I support you! Anyway, if something happens to you, you won’t do my business! And I’m looking forward to being able to laugh at you and say, “Hmph, have I warned you a long time ago? Who told you to be disobedient, I deserve it~”!
??
Well, okay, you should continue talking about your plan quickly
Anyway, I just want to give Xiao Ling some things to do and give him a goal, so that he can quickly get rid of the broken heart.
That's why she asked her to help you chase me? Is this strange? If you mean you want to accompany her and comfort her, I can understand, how can you make her feel that you have fallen in love with someone else? Or is she having a bad interest in robbing her love?
What about this??
I tell you honestly, even if she is really that bad woman, it is useless for you to do this. The kind of woman just likes to steal other people's men, so she won't really like the person they snatch. Everything they do is not for love, but just to satisfy their vanity.
Xiao Ling and you
Ah?What do you mean?
I mean, Xiao Ling, like you, will give all his heart after falling in love with someone, so the pain he endured in love is even more tremendous. It is really necessary to help him go out very hard! In order to help him, who feels that he has no value because he is denied by the person he likes the most, I must find something for him to do, not only to divert his attention, but also to build up his self-confidence and let him know that he is a useful person!
It is true that girls are very interested in the topic of love, but it should be more suitable for you to find other things to accompany her, right? Why do you want to go to exercise, learn musical instruments, etc., make her think you have fallen in love with me? Haven’t you ever thought that Xiao Ling might also like you a little, but will give up because she thinks you have fallen in love with others?
Alas, it would be much easier if he liked me a little bit? Li Jiaqian sighed
And Ah, the reason why I was so stupid is that it was when you went to Pingtung last time, and you said something misunderstood for nothing, which made Xiao Ling think we were dating.
Ah, it seems that this is really true?? Xu Tingwei finally remembered what she did to test Xiao Ling last time
Then why do you still need Xiao Ling to help you chase me? In her perception, have you been chasing me long ago?
Oh, this is not bad. I just tell him that you are not serious at all, just because you are dating me based on a playful mentality.
This is Ah??Wait! Why do you say that I am the kind of slut who specializes in playing with men's feelings?
You are not
Ah?
I mean, Xiao Ling has only met you a few times, and I don’t know much about you. In comparison, I am his childhood sweetheart. As long as I pretend to be pitiful to him, he should believe it.
Humph, then I'll feel a little wronged
I am so grateful? Li Jiaqian couldn't help but feel relieved that she could pass the test safely, as she said twice in a row.
But you first want to chase me, and then transfer the target to Xiao Ling. Isn’t this a super bad person? It’s best if there are girls who like to shoot birds!
It should be said that as long as you are a human, no one likes to be used as a spare tire like this. Li Jiaqian looked at the darkness outside the window through the window.
So Ah, I will let Xiao Ling know about the plans so far
This is Ah???Hey?
I kept walking, and when my legs started to feel a little sore except for my originally uncomfortable belly, I looked up at a towering building in front of me, and took it as a target so that my legs, which were gradually unable to run, could continue to move forward
Even when my legs were finally heavy and I couldn't lift them up, I saw a bus stopping beside me, and I didn't even care where it would go, so I got on the bus.
What am I doing? After finding a seat to sit down, I couldn't help but whisper like this
However, although I was being carried to the unknown distance, I was inexplicably not panic about such a situation
Maybe I think it feels good to keep moving forward without using my brain or working hard, I guess
I got up and looked at the bus route map. After confirming that it would not take me to any strange place, I sat back on my chair and rested with confidence.
While looking at the view outside the window, I gently rubbed my slightly sour legs. I wanted to say that when the reply was almost done, I was worrying about how I should go home
When the bus stopped because I waited for the red light, I took out my phone to pass the time
I opened the folder of the game APP and realized that every game inside was played by me before with my senior sister.
I wanted to go online, but I found that the bookmarks were full of recipes, date locations and other things
I opened the Facebook and Instergram without half of my friends. I didn't expect that even the people tracked inside and the fan pages were all the people I saw were watching, and I also watched them.
I put my phone away and looked out the window
As soon as the bus started, the scenery in front of me continued to change
I tried to think about the road name and street scene from the street scenes how I should go home, but after the bus turned a few times, I became less sure. Maybe I didn't know my home more than I thought.
Think about it carefully, in the past, my life was only at school and at home. When I could go out to play with Jiaqian and Chenghan, I was also pulled around by them.
The only thing I do with my own will is probably everything I did to pursue my senior sister in junior high school.
After becoming a girl, my life became even more like a senior. After school and holidays, I just stayed with my senior. Even in school, I went there for my senior.
Is this OK?
Is this right?
It goes without saying that of course it is wrong, otherwise I wouldn't have nothing like I am now? I muttered to myself, but even if I understand that I should have my own life goals and shouldn't let myself just circle around another person, I have to think of what I want to do in a moment, and it doesn't seem easy to think of what I want.
The bus stops and stops, and I also think intermittently about what I like and what kind of person I want to become
I remember when I was a child, every time I saw the president, the stars, the big boss, the professional baseball players on TV, I felt that as long as I was willing, I would definitely do better than them when I grew up.
But before I knew it, in addition to never having such thoughts, I even felt that where did I get the confidence at that time? I felt that I could become a useful person in the future
So if I don’t talk about those unrealistic dreams, what can I do now?
I looked at the reflection reflected from the car window glass and tried to imagine what I would look like in ten years, but I quickly felt that the future was really dark. After all, I was stupid enough, and now I can't even go to school. In addition, I am now living under someone else's situation, I always feel that it would be a blessing to just live smoothly to next month. Thinking about what happened after so long is really too luxurious for me.
Alas?? I sighed deeply, and because I felt that my legs should be almost recovered, I reached out to press the parking bell
After getting off the car, a cold wind that happened to blow reminded me of the current season
I quickly adjusted my scarf and put my hand back in my pocket again
Since I have been here before, I first walked to the intersection to confirm the road name, and then planned to move slowly towards the MRT station based on my memory.
But after walking for a few steps, I felt that it was not appropriate to go home so early, so I wanted to say that I would be idle for a while before going back.
However, because I lost my goal, I was facing the intersection blankly and couldn't decide where I was going for a long time.
I suddenly wanted to follow the people who started crossing the street because of the green light, but I felt that it was too unindividual to go with the flow like this. I also wanted to say that I might as well go against the crowd, but I immediately felt that it seemed meaningless to oppose it for the sake of opposition.
It was not until several times that I watched the green light turn red and the red light turn green again that I had to take a step because I felt that my strange behavior began to attract other people's attention.
Or is it because life goals are too abstract, I should start thinking about what is happening in front of me, such as how to find Sister Shuzi?
Forget it, I couldn't find her even with the last chance. I think I won't think of seeing her again in my life
Then let’s think about why my mother is so good to me?
Ummm, but no matter how I think about it, I think it really doesn’t make any sense!
Could it be that she was hit by a meteorite during the period when I was not at home?
Otherwise, how could your personality have changed so much!
As I thought about it, I felt more and more that I not only had no future direction, but actually still fell into various mysteries.
But my little head that is not very useful can never solve any doubt no matter how you look at it. It seems that I can't do anything except prayer.
Alas, wouldn't it be if Jiaqian was here??
At this moment, I really feel helpless
I continued to walk aimlessly, and my steps were unable to get down to my feet because of my confused mood.
Despite this, I kept walking, afraid that once I stopped, I would be unable to move in the same place as before.
I walked through the crowd, crossed the road, climbed the overpass, and went down the underground road, and kept walking.
Whenever I encounter a red light, I will turn
I speed up when I see something special in front of me, but every time I arrive, I always lose interest in them and leave immediately
Where will I end up going?
What will I encounter on this journey?
Who will be with me?
I asked myself this way, but let alone the answer, I didn't even expect me.
While riding the escalator from bottom to top, Li Jiaqian finally finished the whole picture of her plan
In response to this, Xu Tingwei said: I always feel that you are writing novels more like Ah than chasing girls. I think there are so many things that are not, and I am really idiotic enough?
I also hope that as long as I confess to Xiao Ling sincerely, he will fall in love with me Ah, but unfortunately things are not that easy?? While walking out of the exit of the MRT station, Li Jiaqian defended herself while defending herself.
And don’t care whether my plan is feasible or not, you should be able to help me?
It's nothing Ah, just act in front of Xiao Ling, just don't affect Ah Feng and me anyway
Thank you so much
But how long will it take to get Ah? I'm so hungry
Just in front Li Jiaqian pointed to a store about 100 meters ahead. In addition to the store, it has been specially decorated. The dark walls and the eaves for decoration make it look unique and extraordinary.
Well! It looks pretty good! Xu Tingwei's first impression of it seems to be pretty good
But will there be no seat?
I don't know, Li Jiaqian grabbed her head
If the customer is full, you'll be finished
Hey? You said you wanted to eat this so late. If the customer is full, you shouldn't blame me, right?
You didn't call me to ask first?
Uh?? Then why didn't you remind me just now?
Even someone else has to tell you about such small things. You are really bad. No wonder you can't catch Xiao Ling
This?? Li Jiaqian, who was speechless, had to pray silently in her heart and quickly accelerated her pace.
But after walking for a few steps, she remembered that there was another thing worth her special attention, but once she compared it with the Queen around her, she felt that it seemed quite insignificant.
I don’t know whether it should be said to be lucky or unfortunate, one of the two wishes in Li Jiaqian’s heart has come true, and the other has not.
As soon as they walked to the store, they learned from the female clerk who was in charge that there was a table of customers leaving, and they could take the seat as long as the tabletop was finished.
In less than five minutes, another female clerk came over to take them in. However, unlike the clerk at the door, who should be a college student, the clerk knew that he was still a high school student at a glance. Of course, Li Jiaqian did not see it from her dress or appearance, it was purely because this clerk Yuan was someone she knew.
Merry Christmas, please come inside! Lin Tingyun, wearing a Christmas hat, said vibrantly at first, but when she saw the person in front of her was Xu Tingwei, she immediately said: Hey! Isn’t this Weiwei?
Senior Sister Tingyun~ Xu Tingwei immediately took Lin Tingyun's hand enthusiastically
Why are you here? Are you working?
Ah??To Ah??
Xu Tingwei ignored the slightly embarrassed face on Lin Tingyun and continued to ask: I am really worthy of being Senior Sister Tingyun, I am so mature and handsome! If I had known that my senior sister was working here, I would have come with my classmates often!
It really doesn't have to do this, but she will be shy. Ah, you came with your friend? Lin Tingyun inexplicably emphasized his tone when she said the word "friend", but when she looked behind Xu Tingwei with her words, she saw Li Jiaqian, who is now a boy, her eyes instantly opened, but she returned to her original expression in less than a second
Uh?? Xu Tingwei stammered: Yes? Yes, Ah, it's just a friend, Ah, no, it should be said
Wow, are you carrying a guitar? Lin Tingyun first looked at Li Jiaqian and asked, but before she could answer, she said to Xu Tingwei: Oh, I understand, you are playing in an orchestra together, right? Is Weiwei the lead singer? Weiwei's voice is so nice, it must be great to sing!
Right? Yes, he is just my happy partner in the band? Ah, it would be better to say that he is like bass and drums, just one of the instruments, and the function is just like playing guitar!
This is how Lin Tingyun smiled slightly
OK, please let me take you in and sit in, or I will be scolded later
Uh, OK, thank you Xu Tingwei said this, but when she was leading Lin Tingyun to the store, Li Jiaqian found that she looked dejected, as if she had just lost a battle
When I reached a particularly large intersection, I caught a glimpse of a figure in the crowd opposite me from afar, and I unconsciously accelerated my pace across the road. After walking a few steps, I realized that I was not wrong. The person wearing a black coat, wearing a burgundy scarf, and holding a cute girl was indeed A Feng
However, because I thought of the experience I had met him in a coffee shop before, I decided on this and returned to my original walking speed.
I didn't look at Ah Feng, and I didn't expect his sight to stay on me
When I passed by him, I didn't feel anything special when I heard him talking and laughing happily with the girl.
I just thought about the last time we went to buy the senior sister’s cake with him, would we look like they are now?
I continued walking, and even when I saw that the light was about to change, I simply started running straight away.
But when I reached the other end of the zebra crossing, I was like a marathon player who had reached the finish line stopped.
I don't understand why I did this, but I turned around
Then I found that Afeng also turned around and was looking at me
Is he looking at me? How is this possible?
While I was confused, the vehicle array began to move, and my sight was blocked by a series of fast-moving vehicles.
I simply turned around and waited quietly
In the gaps in the traffic flow, I seemed to see A Feng's figure
Even though I thought this was an illusion, I still didn't leave
The lights changed again, and the car finally stopped
Without obstacles, I was surprised to find that Ah Feng was really on the other side of the road
At this moment, he was talking to the girl beside him, as if he was explaining what he was doing.
After saying goodbye to the girl, Afeng immediately turned to look at me
I don't know if it's my illusion. When he saw me, he seemed to laugh, and then regardless of the lights just now, there might be a car that didn't have time to slow down and start crossing the road.
Seeing him getting closer and closer to me, I felt that he could not have come here for me because of the unsuccessful experience of finding Sister Shuzi the day before yesterday.
Maybe he just dropped his bag and wanted to go back to pick it up, maybe he forgot to buy something when he thought of something, maybe he fell in love with the beautiful big sister next to me, so he wanted to come over to chat with me?
As long as I don’t have expectations for Ah, I won’t be disappointed. Even if Afeng walks directly past me later, I won’t feel sad!
Although the seconds are absolutely enough, Ah Feng suddenly ran away
At the same time, I was mentally prepared to watch him gradually move away after approaching me
Bye bye, just like when I was in a coffee shop last time, I silently said goodbye to him in my heart
Hey, Afeng stopped in front of me
Eh? I looked at him in confusion
Where have we seen it before, right? Afeng said to me like this
Are you very familiar with the clerk just now? Since in Xu Tingwei's current perception, Li Jiaqian, who was a boy, probably didn't know Lin Tingyun, so based on rationality, Li Jiaqian asked this question
Nonsense, in addition to being my senior sister in the second year of high school, she is also my future aunt. How could I not know her? Xu Tingwei was lying on the table and was also weak in speaking.
Aunt? Oh, she is the senior’s sister?
For Ah??
So what happened to the conversation you just said? Shouldn’t you be too late to please her?
I am usually very polite to Senior Sister Tingyun, but today I rarely find her handle, so I can't help but want to use it to threaten her.
handle?
Isn’t there often a kind of gifted students, student presidents, etc. in comics, who secretly work in the maid’s restaurant with teachers and classmates on their backs, and then they are discovered by bad boys in the class. In the end, they have to let the other party do whatever they want?
This is the best thing in the real world?
So I just wanted to try it on a whim! I didn't expect that Senior Sister Tingyun really cares about being discovered by others.
Her reaction just now is indeed quite subtle
But unexpectedly, she threatened me in turn if I dared to speak nonsense, she would tell Lin Mingfeng what I and you happened to me. It's so despicable.
Is this serious?
It's not very serious, but when I think of a one in ten million chance, Lin Mingfeng would think a lot, I had to surrender
You're too easily seen
I don't want this either??
Have you decided what to eat? I don’t know when Lin Tingyun, who was behind Xu Tingwei, asked this, and Xu Tingwei was so scared that he immediately sat up
Xu Tingwei, who instantly squeezed out a smile on his face, said: Senior sister~ Your things look delicious! I really don’t know what to eat! Do you have any special recommendations?
Is there anything I don’t eat in Ah, beef, pig, chicken, and seafood?
I eat everything, it's easy to raise!
Very good! Sister, I like children who are not picky about food the most. So you can take a look at today's daily meal? Lin Tingyun skillfully turned the menu pages and began to introduce the content
Seeing that Xu Tingwei was led by the nose, he probably couldn't order what she really wanted to eat, so Li Jiaqian planned to order stew rice and then exchange it with Xu Tingwei. Unexpectedly, as soon as she opened the menu, she found a piece of paper inside.
Waiting for me at Nishihonganji at 9 o'clock in the evening
Li Jiaqian originally thought that the note should be given to Xu Tingwei, but as soon as she looked up, she found that Lin Tingyun was also looking at her and secretly raised her index finger, as if she wanted Li Jiaqian not to ask more questions.
What's going on??
Li Jiaqian hid the note and told her in an extremely decisive tone when Lin Tingyun ordered her food to her, so as to hide her at a loss in her heart.
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