Chapter 7

Home suddenly became a place I was very scared of. I wanted to go back, but I didn't dare to go back to get off work at night. I sat in the office and was at a loss. Just then Ah Fa went to another place to purchase goods. Damn, I have never missed him so much. I always make money from him. Now I really hope to talk to him.

I called home and told Minyi that I had a dinner party and she didn't go back. She was talking but stopped on the other end of the phone. I didn't give her a chance, so I hung up. Then I slipped on the street alone, wandering around aimlessly who could imagine that a successful man would be like this?

When the street lights came up, I came to the square in the city center. There were people coming and going, paired up, as if I was the only one who was single, I took a deep breath. Ha, it seemed that it was not bad, and I returned to the single era more than 20 years ago. I simply found a place to have a drink for two drinks. I suddenly felt someone standing in front of me. When I looked up, it turned out that it was my daughter. I instinctively turned my head and wanted to leave, and I heard my daughter's voice: Dad!

Ah, it's you, Honghong, come out for a walk? I asked in a tidy manner

Didn't you say you have a dinner party? She was so free? She stared at me, as if she wanted to see through me.

Why did you... run out and don't rest at home? I answered the question irrelevantly

Dad, I want to have a good talk with you. This little girl suddenly became serious. I was shocked. I had a bad premonition. Fortunately, I have experienced a lot of things recently, so it doesn't matter. Some things may be told sooner or later. Come on.

I hesitated for a moment, and my heart began to feel nervous, but I still kept saying: Good Ah, my little girl has grown up, I have something to tell me. After that, I walked forward and took my daughter's hand with great magnanimity. Let's go, dad take you to a quiet place

Not far from the square, there was a very sophisticated coffee house. I took Honghong there and asked for a secluded seat. I sat down and looked at my daughter. She had indeed grown up. She had a slim body with a bulging body, and she should be bulging. She should be thin and thin. She had a pair of watery eyes, a delicate little Yao nose, and a small cherry mouth. She focused the advantages of me and her mother on her face. She grew up and became sensible. I thought of my ex-wife. At this time, my heart was settled suddenly. I was not nervous. I looked at her and she was still pouting.

I smiled, why don’t you say anything? Don’t you have something to ask me?

She looked out the window, took a sip of coffee, and suddenly said: Dad, I think my brother and mom... Mom is a little... She bit her lip: Something is not right

Is there anything wrong? I still looked at her

Dad, did you really not notice it? She was a little annoyed and I shook my head

I...I think the relationship between me and my mother is a bit too intimate, I can tell

Your mother always hurts your brother, so is me, it's nothing

Dad, I mean... Oh, you should know, Dad Honghong was a little anxious, tears were almost coming out, I didn't want to hide it from her anymore, I took a sip of coffee, it was so bitter Ah Xiaohong, some things are beyond our control, I think you can understand when you grow up, for example, people's feelings are unpredictable. I said, and looked at Honghong, I hope she can understand what I mean

Dad, you mean...

Yes, I don't want to hide it from you. Your brother likes your mother. This is true. I finished it word by word. Originally, I thought Honghong would be shocked, but to my surprise, her expression was just average. The expression on her face was more angry than surprise.

Dad, how can this be done? How can this be done? She doesn't know what to say

Honghong, nothing, people are all animals of emotions. If you have been in love, you should know

You don't blame them?

Your mother has the right to choose who she likes and who she is with. Although this is a bit ridiculous, it is actually a normal person's emotions.

My daughter looked at me in surprise: Dad! What did you say?

I smiled: Honghong, this is normal

The daughter said: But this is wrong with my mother and my younger brother.

What's wrong?

They, they are......... The daughter's face turned red, but she didn't say the two words behind it.

I know, you want to say incest, right? What's wrong with incest? Dad was also angry at first, but it may not be appropriate for incest to be used on them. If they are sincere, you can't use the word "chaos". Moreover, your mother did not betray me emotionally. She just cared more about Xiaolong's growth. She didn't want Xiaolong to get lost because of some things. Do you know? Besides, I don't have the power to control people's feelings. To be honest, I'll feel at ease when they are together.

My daughter seemed to be unwilling to accept it, but she didn't know what to say. There were many complicated things in her eyes. She looked at me quietly, as if she wanted to re-recognize my father. I smiled: No need to look at it, Honghong, I have figured out this question long ago. I'm fine. What about you, don't mention this question at home, okay? I'm considered dad begging you

But, how can I do this?

We are all a family, I won’t say what you can do, tell me, have a boyfriend? I quickly changed the topic and didn’t want her to accept it all at once

Ah? Honghong was stunned for a moment, then blushed, Dad, I won’t talk about this today, okay? Let’s go back. As she said that, she stood up first, and I had to follow her

When I got home, Minyi and her son were sitting on the sofa, approaching very close. When I opened the door, they quickly separated. Honghong followed me into the house. Minyi felt a little embarrassed and walked up and said: Where have you all gone? Why did you come back together?

I took off my suit and Minyi took it over. I thought it was not appropriate to hide it, so I said: Minyi, I, I told Honghong

Dad Honghong screamed

Ah, the suit in Minyi's hand fell to the ground, Honghong picked it up and handed it to Minyi's hand, Mom, I don't blame you, and then ran into the room and went to Minyi to look at me. It seemed that she couldn't accept this situation yet, so I had to laugh: It's okay, she has grown up too

But, Zhigang, why don't you tell me

She, she saw it a few days ago

This...I...ah Minyi is like an ant on a hot pan. I feel a little embarrassed now. Minyi, the child will know me sooner or later...

Minyi hesitated for a moment, and finally made up her mind to walk to her daughter's door. Honghong, open the door, mom has something to say to you

After waiting in the room for a while, the door opened. Honghong stood at the door. Minyi looked back at me, then looked at Xiaolong, then went in and closed it.

Xiaolong sat there embarrassedly, I don't know what to do, I think many things might have to be solved today, it came a little faster, but it was all right, so I asked Xiaolong to take two cups and pour beer, I drink one cup, he drink one cup, he drinks it slowly, he is very surprised that I actually let him drink, but it's not easy to ask too much, we just like this, you drink one sip, I drink one sip

In the room, Minyi and Honghong seemed to have been chatting for a long time. I don’t know what they would say. When Minyi came out again, her face looked much better.

Suddenly, as if nothing had happened, Minyi followed me back to the bedroom and I asked her: How? What did you talk to your daughter?

Maybe it's the same as what you talked to Xiaolong

Is that true? What is the result?

Fortunately, she finally understood us, but I always feel sorry for her, as if I have not fulfilled my mother's responsibilities

Okay, you are already very nice to her, you don't have to think too much, it's not your fault, you go to Xiaolong's room, I comforted her, she was shocked, I know, Honghong knows, you go over, I pushed her, I mean, Minyi, I said her eyes were wet, what's wrong? I don't mean anything else, believe me, I just miss you, and everyone, go happily, Xiaolong is waiting for you, At this time, Honghong's door opened, Honghong looked at us, and when she saw Minyi, she shrank her head back

Minyi seemed to remember something and said: Zhigang, Honghong cares about you very much, you should care more about her. I didn't think much, so I pushed her, OK, go over, and then I closed the door.

After lying down, my heart was in turmoil, and I was empty around me, and I lost something

Minyi seemed to have walked to Honghong, and there was a sound of opening and closing the door and a whispering sound

I listened quietly, and then, someone knocked on the door, I fell asleep, I said in an impatient voice

Dad, it's my daughter's timid voice

I got up and opened the door. My daughter was wearing a nightgown and stood timidly in front of the door.

What's up?

She blinked and lowered her head and said: Dad, I can't sleep, I want you to sleep with me...

Stop messing around. I said, wanting to close the door, but Honghong blocked it

Honghong, go back, is your mother asking you to do this?

No, Dad, I want to come here by myself, I want to accompany you, my daughter said aggrievedly

OK, don't be angry

Dad, Honghong was so cute, she couldn't help but hesitate for a while, I sighed: OK, I didn't close the door, walked back to the bed and lay down. My daughter sat by the bed for a while, got up and closed the door, locked it, and gently got on the bed and lay down beside me.

Honghong, you actually slept alone before

Today I feel so upset that I can't sleep

Yes, it's my dad, I'm sorry for you. There may be too many things happening today, and you may not be able to bear it.

But there was another big thing that didn't happen. Honghong looked at the ceiling and said quietly

What?! I was stunned for a moment

My daughter burst into laughter and ignored it after a long time before continuing: Dad, you asked me today if I have any boyfriend.

Why? I want to confess to my dad, do you have it?

Yes, I had a boyfriend, and we had sex. I didn't expect Honghong to say this, Honghong! How can you do this? You, really, you are not married yet, why are you so hasty! My voice suddenly raised octaves, and anger suddenly arises in my heart, as if someone had taken away my most precious thing. After all, this is my daughter.

Dad, don't be excited, I'm breaking up with him...

How could this be done? I sat up, who was he? Tell me, I asked him to go to this irresponsible guy

Dad, after listening to me, I dumped him

Why?

Because, because I always compare him with someone, I always feel that he is not as good as that person, and he is not as good as that person, so I left him, it is my problem

One person? I was stunned. Do you like another one?

Yes, she nodded heavily

Then you can't just do it so easily... I couldn't say it, so I had to stop

Dad, do you know who that person is?

Who? I was stunned again

At this time, with the light, I saw my daughter's face turn red. She gritted her teeth and finally said: Dad, what would you do if I said it was you?

I was stunned by myself, so I quickly turned my back: Child, don't talk nonsense

Dad, do you know? I was raised by you since I was a child. My mother passed away early, and there were only two of us. When I was a child, I saw you working so hard, so I swear to treat you well when I grow up. Unexpectedly, you married a new mother and didn't love me anymore. I... I only went outside by myself. Honghong said, and started to sob

Nothing happened, Minyi and I have always cared about you, I quickly took tissue from the bedside table and gave it to her

But that's different. Dad doesn't want me anymore. The little girl said, and she really started crying. I was anxious and had to hug her. Don't cry. Let your brother and mother hear it. Don't cry. Dad always loves you.

So I always compare my father with my boyfriend. I found that I actually like my father more. In my heart, my father is the man I can really rely on. My boyfriend is like a child and can't grow up, so I blew up this time when I came back. I didn't dare to say it. I didn't expect that Dad, you are so open about your mother and brother, so I dare to say it, really, Dad, I like you. Honghong said, and hugged me tightly.

Oh my God, what's going on?

OK, stop crying, Honghong, I know you like me, I like you too, but we are father-daughter relationship, you can't confuse the two

I thought so too, but after I got a boyfriend, I realized that it wasn't like that. Dad, I'm real

I was also in a state of confusion, I don't know what to do, why did all these things happen to me? Is it really God destined that Honghong hugged me tighter? Dad, for this incident, I think you must be in pain. I know you must be alone by your side, right? I told my mother about this, and she agreed with me that she encouraged me to come here.

What, Minyi also knows? I asked hurriedly, but then I understood that the mother and daughter were in the house just now, and this might be the matter

Dad, you also said that people cannot control their feelings, right? Honghong said, raising her head and looking at her pear blossom-like face, my heart softened. I finally couldn't help it. I reached out to hug my daughter, hugged her in my arms, and let her lean against my chest.

Dad Honghong said in my arms like a dream: Kiss me, okay? I was like being possessed, following her words, looking at her pretty face raised, I lowered my head and kissed my daughter's lips, but at the moment of contact, I suddenly pushed her away, Honghong, don't do this, I am your father, we can't do this, I said, panic and about to get out of bed, Honghong stopped me, I pushed her hand away in a hurry, Honghong, don't do this, she looked at me with tears in her mouth, my heart was a little soft, but I knew that if I felt soft at this time, something would happen, I bit my teeth, I should sleep on the sofa! I sucked a blanket, turned around and left the bedroom, and closed the door in a flash

In the next few days, I always deliberately hid in the company and tried to go home as little as possible. I felt like I was jumping from one circle to another, and I couldn't escape. I took out my Bai Sanwu and took out one bag after another. I felt like I was lost and could not find the direction.