I felt a thrill in my heart. As soon as I said this, I felt a little regretful. It has come to this point. What can I do when I listen to their past stories? It is useless, but it just adds to my sadness.
A faint melancholy spread between me and Zhang Yiyu, but the words had already been said, so I had to repeat stubbornly: I want to know the past between you and Bai Yishan
Zhang Yiyu chuckled in an unknown way and said: I and him didn't go there.
This answer surprised me. It was obvious that many clues showed that Zhang Yiyu and Baimao should have known each other when they were young.
It was precisely because of that time that Zhang Yiyu never forgets Bai Mao, so that she met again many years later. Not long after, she became Bai Mao’s girlfriend, and even allowed Bai Mao to have other women, and she is willing to give everything for him today.
I asked in confusion: But when we were hiding under the desk in the classroom that day, Baimao said it in person. He knew you when he was a child. Isn’t what he said true?
Zhang Yiyu was silent for a while and said: What he said is right
I couldn't understand even more and asked: Then why...
Why did he say that he and I were not past? Zhang Yiyu interrupted me, and she showed remembrance in her eyes and asked back: Let me ask you a question, what do you think is the past?
I was speechless for a moment and fell into thinking
What is the past? Any moment we have experienced before is the past, but the forgotten past is no longer the past
I remembered the information that Liu Feisheng gave me before leaving, and understood it and said: Are you saying that Baimao can no longer remember that time?
Zhang Yiyu nodded and said: Yes, he has forgotten everything
A glimmer of hope arose in my heart and asked: Since that's the case, why do you think it's him?
Zhang Yiyu did not directly answer this simple question. She seemed a little tired. Perhaps this question had also troubled her deeply. After a long time, she said: I doubted it, but I have been looking for it for a long time. Apart from him, there is no more likely person.
I showed a hint of bitterness and asked: So what kind of person is he? I mean that person, not white hair, even if that person is the white hair from his childhood
Zhang Yiyu quietly smiled and replied briefly: He was actually very ordinary at that time, but he was very nice to me.
I couldn't help asking: Then what?
Zhang Yiyu burst out with a sad smile and said softly: That's it, enough
In just six short words, she reveals her extraordinary firmness, fearlessness and resoluteness
I frowned. The answer was incredible. Who is Zhang Yiyu? She is the dignified Princess of the Zhang family. She is so arrogant. She is crazyly loved by countless boys on campus. How many people are willing to give her everything, just to make her smile.
If only because a boy is nice to her, she will fall in love with this boy, and even be moved by it and is willing to give everything. Then I don’t know how many boys have entered her heart
I honestly said: To be honest, I can't understand
Zhang Yiyu sneered and said: Of course you can't understand, because you know a girl named Zhang Yiyu. Since you met her, she has been dazzling and arrogantly disdainful to those boys who pursue her, right?
Zhang Yiyu lowered his head, changed his previous spirit, and there was a deep gloom in his eyes.
But he didn't know a girl named Zhang Yiyu. The Zhang Yiyu he knew was just a very small girl. At that time, she was not at all noticeable. Her mother only regarded her as a mistake and had never been close to her. Her father, oh, it was not until a long time later that she realized that it was actually not her biological father. When the father she thought she was looking at her behind her back, she would reveal deep resentment in her eyes. Even though the middle-aged man thought he was hiding well, he didn't know that children were actually the most sensitive, and she could feel everything.
The tears in Zhang Yiyu's eyes gradually accumulated and he slowly said: At any time, she was alone, no one loved her, no one liked her, and no one was willing to play with her. Everyone even thought that her birth was a mistake.
I looked at Zhang Yiyu's face with tears sliding across, shocked incredible shock
I never thought that Zhang Yiyu would have such an experience. In my understanding, she has always been a girl with a very strong aura. This is natural. She was born so beautiful and was born so noble. She should have been pampered with since childhood. Everyone around her should please her like a princess.
But when she said this in person, it didn't surprise me at all
I have long thought that the relationship between Zhang Yiyu and Zhang Qiaoqing and her mother-daughter doesn't look very good. With You Wensi's deep hatred for Zhang Yiyu, maybe her childhood life will not be too happy, but I have never thought that everything would be so serious
Seeing the tears in the corner of Zhang Yiyu's eyes, my anger was burning in my heart. Even if You Wensi hated Qiao Shibu, why did he implicate the resentment in his heart on an innocent little girl? And the girl called his father. How could he be cruel to him?
A pale appeared on Zhang Yiyu's beautiful face, like a sad rose blooming in the night sky. Her cold eyes no longer had any feelings, and she said coldly: Now you understand, at that time, it was such a precious thing to have someone good to her.
I finally understood why she curled up in my arms like a kitten the night I raped Zhang Yiyu.
In countless nights, she was still very small, probably sleeping alone in the same bed. The bedroom was very large and empty, and the quiet wind was passing through it. She looked at the dark window and could only curl up tightly and try to huddle in the quilt. If she was lucky enough, maybe the moonlight would cast some shadows and give her some companionship.
This habit is deeply engraved on her, so that it still cannot be changed after she grows up
I don't know how to comfort Zhang Yiyu. It's too late for me to appear in her life. Now she no longer needs people to accompany me. I missed the most vulnerable time in her life.
This is not my fault, so it is the most impossible regret to make up for.
I looked at the sad and beautiful face that was lingering in my heart, smiled bitterly, and said: I can probably guess what happened next, and then you met Baimao. Even if I don’t like him, I have to admit that Baimao is a master who is good at coaxing girls. You have a lot of fun with him, which is a joy you have never experienced before, so you fell in love with him. You can’t forget him for so many years and have been trying hard to find him.
For Baimao, you were just a passerby in his life at that time, just like a kitten he accidentally rescued. After sending a moment of warmth, you abandoned it casually.
So you have fallen in love with him deeply, and he has long forgotten you
A faint melancholy spread between me and Zhang Yiyu, but the words had already been said, so I had to repeat stubbornly: I want to know the past between you and Bai Yishan
Zhang Yiyu chuckled in an unknown way and said: I and him didn't go there.
This answer surprised me. It was obvious that many clues showed that Zhang Yiyu and Baimao should have known each other when they were young.
It was precisely because of that time that Zhang Yiyu never forgets Bai Mao, so that she met again many years later. Not long after, she became Bai Mao’s girlfriend, and even allowed Bai Mao to have other women, and she is willing to give everything for him today.
I asked in confusion: But when we were hiding under the desk in the classroom that day, Baimao said it in person. He knew you when he was a child. Isn’t what he said true?
Zhang Yiyu was silent for a while and said: What he said is right
I couldn't understand even more and asked: Then why...
Why did he say that he and I were not past? Zhang Yiyu interrupted me, and she showed remembrance in her eyes and asked back: Let me ask you a question, what do you think is the past?
I was speechless for a moment and fell into thinking
What is the past? Any moment we have experienced before is the past, but the forgotten past is no longer the past
I remembered the information that Liu Feisheng gave me before leaving, and understood it and said: Are you saying that Baimao can no longer remember that time?
Zhang Yiyu nodded and said: Yes, he has forgotten everything
A glimmer of hope arose in my heart and asked: Since that's the case, why do you think it's him?
Zhang Yiyu did not directly answer this simple question. She seemed a little tired. Perhaps this question had also troubled her deeply. After a long time, she said: I doubted it, but I have been looking for it for a long time. Apart from him, there is no more likely person.
I showed a hint of bitterness and asked: So what kind of person is he? I mean that person, not white hair, even if that person is the white hair from his childhood
Zhang Yiyu quietly smiled and replied briefly: He was actually very ordinary at that time, but he was very nice to me.
I couldn't help asking: Then what?
Zhang Yiyu burst out with a sad smile and said softly: That's it, enough
In just six short words, she reveals her extraordinary firmness, fearlessness and resoluteness
I frowned. The answer was incredible. Who is Zhang Yiyu? She is the dignified Princess of the Zhang family. She is so arrogant. She is crazyly loved by countless boys on campus. How many people are willing to give her everything, just to make her smile.
If only because a boy is nice to her, she will fall in love with this boy, and even be moved by it and is willing to give everything. Then I don’t know how many boys have entered her heart
I honestly said: To be honest, I can't understand
Zhang Yiyu sneered and said: Of course you can't understand, because you know a girl named Zhang Yiyu. Since you met her, she has been dazzling and arrogantly disdainful to those boys who pursue her, right?
Zhang Yiyu lowered his head, changed his previous spirit, and there was a deep gloom in his eyes.
But he didn't know a girl named Zhang Yiyu. The Zhang Yiyu he knew was just a very small girl. At that time, she was not at all noticeable. Her mother only regarded her as a mistake and had never been close to her. Her father, oh, it was not until a long time later that she realized that it was actually not her biological father. When the father she thought she was looking at her behind her back, she would reveal deep resentment in her eyes. Even though the middle-aged man thought he was hiding well, he didn't know that children were actually the most sensitive, and she could feel everything.
The tears in Zhang Yiyu's eyes gradually accumulated and he slowly said: At any time, she was alone, no one loved her, no one liked her, and no one was willing to play with her. Everyone even thought that her birth was a mistake.
I looked at Zhang Yiyu's face with tears sliding across, shocked incredible shock
I never thought that Zhang Yiyu would have such an experience. In my understanding, she has always been a girl with a very strong aura. This is natural. She was born so beautiful and was born so noble. She should have been pampered with since childhood. Everyone around her should please her like a princess.
But when she said this in person, it didn't surprise me at all
I have long thought that the relationship between Zhang Yiyu and Zhang Qiaoqing and her mother-daughter doesn't look very good. With You Wensi's deep hatred for Zhang Yiyu, maybe her childhood life will not be too happy, but I have never thought that everything would be so serious
Seeing the tears in the corner of Zhang Yiyu's eyes, my anger was burning in my heart. Even if You Wensi hated Qiao Shibu, why did he implicate the resentment in his heart on an innocent little girl? And the girl called his father. How could he be cruel to him?
A pale appeared on Zhang Yiyu's beautiful face, like a sad rose blooming in the night sky. Her cold eyes no longer had any feelings, and she said coldly: Now you understand, at that time, it was such a precious thing to have someone good to her.
I finally understood why she curled up in my arms like a kitten the night I raped Zhang Yiyu.
In countless nights, she was still very small, probably sleeping alone in the same bed. The bedroom was very large and empty, and the quiet wind was passing through it. She looked at the dark window and could only curl up tightly and try to huddle in the quilt. If she was lucky enough, maybe the moonlight would cast some shadows and give her some companionship.
This habit is deeply engraved on her, so that it still cannot be changed after she grows up
I don't know how to comfort Zhang Yiyu. It's too late for me to appear in her life. Now she no longer needs people to accompany me. I missed the most vulnerable time in her life.
This is not my fault, so it is the most impossible regret to make up for.
I looked at the sad and beautiful face that was lingering in my heart, smiled bitterly, and said: I can probably guess what happened next, and then you met Baimao. Even if I don’t like him, I have to admit that Baimao is a master who is good at coaxing girls. You have a lot of fun with him, which is a joy you have never experienced before, so you fell in love with him. You can’t forget him for so many years and have been trying hard to find him.
For Baimao, you were just a passerby in his life at that time, just like a kitten he accidentally rescued. After sending a moment of warmth, you abandoned it casually.
So you have fallen in love with him deeply, and he has long forgotten you