After a year of confusion, I almost relieved from my sad mood. Moreover, I am already 16 years old and I am about to take the high school entrance exam.
Although I occasionally think of the things between Qiuyue and his father and Hongbin, I don’t see each other and I am not upset during this year, unless I go home and can see my father, I can’t see him at all. He has been deliberately hiding from me.
Fortunately, at least he still has shame. He also knows that as I get older, my mind becomes more and more mature, the gap between me and him will become bigger and bigger, but he doesn't seem to care too much.
When he got home, he would also take the initiative to talk to me. He had never smiled so much before, but seeing my father's smile always made me feel disgusted
During this year, Xiaorou has been accompanying me to tutor me, and under her tutoring and care, my grades have improved a lot.
Qiuyue will also try to take me out for fun or eat some good things on weekends
Qiuyue was very considerate to me, and her eyes were always soft and seemed to be afraid of hurting me again.
I was just silent when facing my father. When he talked to me, I just nodded and shook my head. I would occasionally say something to Qiuyue, but I wanted to smile but found that it was so barely
During this year, perhaps because of the improvement of mood, my mentality has also changed. In addition, Qiuyue and Xiaorou follow up on nutrition. I developed very quickly this year, my height has reached 172. I am even taller than Qiuyue and have a beard. Especially for reproductive development, my throat has changed. My lower penis has also developed.
Maybe I knew my past, maybe Qiuyue guessed that Qiuyue bought me a lot of supplements and health care products this year, so that my body developed very quickly. Maybe I wanted to make up for all the years I had been delayed. My penis has developed a lot, at least after getting an erection, it can reach 13 cm and reach a normal level.
Mid-Autumn Festival and Xiaorou often took me to the physical examination to check various indicators and also checked my lower body, but the later communication and conversation with the doctor made me avoid it.
As I grew up, Qiuyue's eyes seemed to change little by little. Originally, I was a child in her mind, but when this child grew up to be a young and middle-aged man, Qiuyue's vision would naturally change.
Maybe it was Qiuyue who was very peaceful this year. Maybe her physical desire also made her have a slight change, but these changes were very obscure and did not show too much. It was just that Qiuyue was much gentler to me than before. The tone of talking to me was no longer the same as before, as if it was an equal relationship.
As my body develops, my sexual desire becomes more and more intense. I also took a physiology class in school and said that this is a normal reaction for boys during adolescence. They should be properly controlled to avoid illegal things.
Many times I wanted to solve the problem by masturbation, but after thinking of the doctor's instructions, I still endured it.
Sometimes when I saw Xiaorou washing underwear in the bathroom, I wanted to take it down and masturbate, but I finally restrained it. No matter what, Xiaorou's care for more than a year is in my heart. She is a real sister. It seems that she is the second autumn month.
Xiaorou is one of the rare people who knows the true relationship between Qiuyue and my father. Xiaorou doesn't know the relationship between Qiuyue and her father. I didn't say Qiuyue was even more impossible. Xiaorou also kept a proper distance from me and rarely exposed her in front of me. She just bent down and showed a faint cleavage when she bent down. Unfortunately, Xiaorou's figure is far worse than Qiuyue. At least on her chest, Xiaorou's breasts are at most b. The cup is not considered an airport but just a very ordinary type.
If the only thing Xiaorou is better than Qiuyue is her temperament, young and lively
Qiuyue is always very tired because she is busy every day. Although she has put on makeup and has given birth to a child, she still can't hide the mature temperament of a young woman. Overall, Qiuyue is more feminine.
When I was out with me, the rate of looking back on the street was relatively high. Most of the eyes were focused on Qiuyue.
When I was sexually aroused at night, I also fantasized about women. I tried to avoid fantasizing about Qiuyue. I fantasized about Xiaorou, but I don’t know why my desire was really not high when I fantasized about Xiaorou. Occasionally, I fantasized about Qiuyue but found that my desire was very strong, but after the desire subsided, I felt a little self-blame.
Do I dislike Qiuyue? I can't say it, but I feel heartache and uncomfortable whenever I think of Qiuyue and my father's past, but I don't feel disgusted by Qiuyue and me. But I just feel disgusted by my father. And the man named Hongbin
I don’t know if Hongbin is still with Qiuyue in the company this year. I have never asked Qiuyue or told me about it.
Maybe this is the only obstacle in Qiuyue and I. As for Qiuyue and my father, maybe it must have never happened again, right? I rarely go to the company this year, even if I go there, Xiaorou will accompany me.
Xiaorou is my senior nanny and seems to be my caregiver. If I want to go to the company, she will follow her and maybe tell Qiuyue in advance.
The pressure of studying at the middle school entrance examination is also very high. Xiaorou will accompany me to study at night, and Qiuyue goes home more often. After all, although the middle school entrance examination is not as important as the college entrance examination, it is still very important.
Although Qiuyue knew that she couldn't help me, maybe she could give me spiritual support.
Perhaps because of the high mental pressure and the praise of puberty, I would arch my waist every night and sleep with my penis so hard that even my pajamas were in a difficult situation.
Finally, on a night when autumn moon was not back, I secretly came to the second floor while Xiaorou was sleeping.
Xiaorou slept on the second floor, but I didn't go to her room, and I came to the bathroom on the second floor.
There were changed pajamas inside. At this time, four or five pieces of underwear were thrown into it. There were two bras through the cups that identified the bra. I found Qiuyue's bra.
Ten minutes later, I masturbated and ejaculated with Qiuyue's bra, but when I was full of lust, I didn't care about anything, so when I ejaculated, I tried my best to avoid the faint semen still stained on Qiuyue's bra.
I quickly cleaned up Qiuyue's bra afterwards and restored it to its original position. At the same time, I wiped it with toilet paper and cleaned the bathroom.
After venting, I seemed to feel much more relaxed. When I returned to the bedroom, I suddenly heard a faint sound on the second floor. Although it was very light, I still caught it. It was just because it was too quiet that night. There was no wind and there was no traffic outside. It seemed to be quiet.
Is it Xiaorou getting up at night? At this time, I couldn't help but secretly be glad that if I came back late, I might be blocked in the bathroom by Xiaorou
I wouldn't think that Xiaorou would come out to check it out when she heard my voice because all my behaviors just now were very careful
What I didn't know was that Xiaorou had actually heard my voice and went to the bathroom to check it out.
Although I cleaned the traces very clean, the fishy smell of semen still couldn't dissipate for a long time
Xiaorou discovered all this but I was still complacent
Of course these are things I only found out later
That's how things happened about three days later, I lay down in bed and slept on a very peaceful night.
It's just because of the desire, I can't sleep at all. Three days ago, I masturbated with Qiuyue's underwear. It seemed that I missed the feeling at that time.
After all, I have been tolerant for more than two years. Since Qiuyue and I have cut off sexual relations, I have basically abstinence.
leaf……
Just as I was trying to fall asleep in a daze, I suddenly heard a faint sound of footsteps outside the door, and then my door was gently opened.
I was shocked. I wanted to open my eyes and look at the door, but the habit I developed from childhood peeping my father and Qiuyue made me suppress this impulse instinct.
I heard a very faint sound standing at the door for a long time and the footsteps slowly approached me. At the same time, the door also closed gently. The room was quiet again. There was only an extra breathing sound...
Although I occasionally think of the things between Qiuyue and his father and Hongbin, I don’t see each other and I am not upset during this year, unless I go home and can see my father, I can’t see him at all. He has been deliberately hiding from me.
Fortunately, at least he still has shame. He also knows that as I get older, my mind becomes more and more mature, the gap between me and him will become bigger and bigger, but he doesn't seem to care too much.
When he got home, he would also take the initiative to talk to me. He had never smiled so much before, but seeing my father's smile always made me feel disgusted
During this year, Xiaorou has been accompanying me to tutor me, and under her tutoring and care, my grades have improved a lot.
Qiuyue will also try to take me out for fun or eat some good things on weekends
Qiuyue was very considerate to me, and her eyes were always soft and seemed to be afraid of hurting me again.
I was just silent when facing my father. When he talked to me, I just nodded and shook my head. I would occasionally say something to Qiuyue, but I wanted to smile but found that it was so barely
During this year, perhaps because of the improvement of mood, my mentality has also changed. In addition, Qiuyue and Xiaorou follow up on nutrition. I developed very quickly this year, my height has reached 172. I am even taller than Qiuyue and have a beard. Especially for reproductive development, my throat has changed. My lower penis has also developed.
Maybe I knew my past, maybe Qiuyue guessed that Qiuyue bought me a lot of supplements and health care products this year, so that my body developed very quickly. Maybe I wanted to make up for all the years I had been delayed. My penis has developed a lot, at least after getting an erection, it can reach 13 cm and reach a normal level.
Mid-Autumn Festival and Xiaorou often took me to the physical examination to check various indicators and also checked my lower body, but the later communication and conversation with the doctor made me avoid it.
As I grew up, Qiuyue's eyes seemed to change little by little. Originally, I was a child in her mind, but when this child grew up to be a young and middle-aged man, Qiuyue's vision would naturally change.
Maybe it was Qiuyue who was very peaceful this year. Maybe her physical desire also made her have a slight change, but these changes were very obscure and did not show too much. It was just that Qiuyue was much gentler to me than before. The tone of talking to me was no longer the same as before, as if it was an equal relationship.
As my body develops, my sexual desire becomes more and more intense. I also took a physiology class in school and said that this is a normal reaction for boys during adolescence. They should be properly controlled to avoid illegal things.
Many times I wanted to solve the problem by masturbation, but after thinking of the doctor's instructions, I still endured it.
Sometimes when I saw Xiaorou washing underwear in the bathroom, I wanted to take it down and masturbate, but I finally restrained it. No matter what, Xiaorou's care for more than a year is in my heart. She is a real sister. It seems that she is the second autumn month.
Xiaorou is one of the rare people who knows the true relationship between Qiuyue and my father. Xiaorou doesn't know the relationship between Qiuyue and her father. I didn't say Qiuyue was even more impossible. Xiaorou also kept a proper distance from me and rarely exposed her in front of me. She just bent down and showed a faint cleavage when she bent down. Unfortunately, Xiaorou's figure is far worse than Qiuyue. At least on her chest, Xiaorou's breasts are at most b. The cup is not considered an airport but just a very ordinary type.
If the only thing Xiaorou is better than Qiuyue is her temperament, young and lively
Qiuyue is always very tired because she is busy every day. Although she has put on makeup and has given birth to a child, she still can't hide the mature temperament of a young woman. Overall, Qiuyue is more feminine.
When I was out with me, the rate of looking back on the street was relatively high. Most of the eyes were focused on Qiuyue.
When I was sexually aroused at night, I also fantasized about women. I tried to avoid fantasizing about Qiuyue. I fantasized about Xiaorou, but I don’t know why my desire was really not high when I fantasized about Xiaorou. Occasionally, I fantasized about Qiuyue but found that my desire was very strong, but after the desire subsided, I felt a little self-blame.
Do I dislike Qiuyue? I can't say it, but I feel heartache and uncomfortable whenever I think of Qiuyue and my father's past, but I don't feel disgusted by Qiuyue and me. But I just feel disgusted by my father. And the man named Hongbin
I don’t know if Hongbin is still with Qiuyue in the company this year. I have never asked Qiuyue or told me about it.
Maybe this is the only obstacle in Qiuyue and I. As for Qiuyue and my father, maybe it must have never happened again, right? I rarely go to the company this year, even if I go there, Xiaorou will accompany me.
Xiaorou is my senior nanny and seems to be my caregiver. If I want to go to the company, she will follow her and maybe tell Qiuyue in advance.
The pressure of studying at the middle school entrance examination is also very high. Xiaorou will accompany me to study at night, and Qiuyue goes home more often. After all, although the middle school entrance examination is not as important as the college entrance examination, it is still very important.
Although Qiuyue knew that she couldn't help me, maybe she could give me spiritual support.
Perhaps because of the high mental pressure and the praise of puberty, I would arch my waist every night and sleep with my penis so hard that even my pajamas were in a difficult situation.
Finally, on a night when autumn moon was not back, I secretly came to the second floor while Xiaorou was sleeping.
Xiaorou slept on the second floor, but I didn't go to her room, and I came to the bathroom on the second floor.
There were changed pajamas inside. At this time, four or five pieces of underwear were thrown into it. There were two bras through the cups that identified the bra. I found Qiuyue's bra.
Ten minutes later, I masturbated and ejaculated with Qiuyue's bra, but when I was full of lust, I didn't care about anything, so when I ejaculated, I tried my best to avoid the faint semen still stained on Qiuyue's bra.
I quickly cleaned up Qiuyue's bra afterwards and restored it to its original position. At the same time, I wiped it with toilet paper and cleaned the bathroom.
After venting, I seemed to feel much more relaxed. When I returned to the bedroom, I suddenly heard a faint sound on the second floor. Although it was very light, I still caught it. It was just because it was too quiet that night. There was no wind and there was no traffic outside. It seemed to be quiet.
Is it Xiaorou getting up at night? At this time, I couldn't help but secretly be glad that if I came back late, I might be blocked in the bathroom by Xiaorou
I wouldn't think that Xiaorou would come out to check it out when she heard my voice because all my behaviors just now were very careful
What I didn't know was that Xiaorou had actually heard my voice and went to the bathroom to check it out.
Although I cleaned the traces very clean, the fishy smell of semen still couldn't dissipate for a long time
Xiaorou discovered all this but I was still complacent
Of course these are things I only found out later
That's how things happened about three days later, I lay down in bed and slept on a very peaceful night.
It's just because of the desire, I can't sleep at all. Three days ago, I masturbated with Qiuyue's underwear. It seemed that I missed the feeling at that time.
After all, I have been tolerant for more than two years. Since Qiuyue and I have cut off sexual relations, I have basically abstinence.
leaf……
Just as I was trying to fall asleep in a daze, I suddenly heard a faint sound of footsteps outside the door, and then my door was gently opened.
I was shocked. I wanted to open my eyes and look at the door, but the habit I developed from childhood peeping my father and Qiuyue made me suppress this impulse instinct.
I heard a very faint sound standing at the door for a long time and the footsteps slowly approached me. At the same time, the door also closed gently. The room was quiet again. There was only an extra breathing sound...