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Chapter 396 Retrieve yourself

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A bitter smile appeared on Ji Zhuoyun's lips

Gu Qingyin suddenly turned to look at him, and she heard such a heavy and helpless tone from Ji Zhuoyun for the first time, and her heart couldn't help but sink.

Grandfather asked me to engage in a marriage with Chen's daughter, and he also looked at her deeply, and her shadow clearly reflected in her bright eyes. You know I don't want to.

Once, I thought I could, of course I could decide my marriage. My wife must be the woman I like. His handsome face was dim, but in fact, I couldn't

He smiled suddenly, and his smile suddenly froze on his face. No matter what, I have fought for it, grandfather, here you

Qingyin, do you think I am ridiculous, right? I knew I could not give, but I insisted on forcing it. As a result, I still implicated you. He raised his hand and gently brushed a petal between her hair.

Gu Qingyin's heart seemed to be choked by something. She looked at him and didn't know what to say for a moment

Ji Zhuoyun treated her sincerely. She had known it for a long time, but she was selfish and did not respond.

She could say that she had something to do with her heart and could not force love between men and women, but she did accept his efforts to a certain extent, and even accepted his love requests more than once, giving him hope again and again

And he turned this little hope into his own responsibility

Qingyin, do you know my marriage with Chen's mansion? He asked, standing tall by the corridor column with a deep blue figure

I... She knew, not only did she know, but she also mentioned him to Chen Muwan and said that he was good at all.

Chen Muwan was once her close friend. When she asked her, she answered truthfully, but when she mentioned Ji Zhuoyun, she was not very open-minded.

I heard a little. Because he stood on the steps, Gu Qingyin had to raise her head slightly

But you didn't care, Ji Zhuoyun said gently: I was worried that if you asked, how should I answer? I'm really worried.

His tone was different from the past. He was no longer calm and ostentatious, but with an inexplicable loneliness and despair, which made Gu Qingyin even more speechless

She doesn't care, right? Otherwise, she wouldn't talk about him to Chen Muwan so calmly

Gu Qingyin's gaze suddenly became a little hazy

Ji Zhuoyun's face was still filled with the smile that was not deep in his eyes. Qingyin, why didn't you interrupt me? Or, tell me, you actually care, even if it's a little bit

Gu Qingyin's eyes were wet, tears were stored in her eyes

Ji Zhuoyun's hand gently stroked her cheek. Last night you asked me, can you accept such you? The real you, I avoided it, because I really don't know

He never thought of sharing her with others

Qingyin, I'm going to go to war. The affection in Ji Zhuoyun's eyes was so strong that it couldn't be dissolved, but it was a sense of determination. The southwest border was in an emergency. The court was mobilizing a large army. I asked the emperor for a fight. It was already approved.

Gu Qingyin was stunned, go to war?

Take the initiative to ask for a fight? Ji Zhuoyun... A thought emerged soon

She looked at him firmly through a thin layer of water mist, and was never-ending, Zhuo Yun, I said, what happened last night was just an accident and had nothing to do with you. You don’t have to blame yourself, let alone escape.

I just felt that I hadn't been on the battlefield for a long time. He shook his head and suddenly said: I want to find the feeling of fighting with bloody swords and iron horses.

When Gu Qingyin came back in the middle of the night yesterday, the person who was investigating the news in Gu's house had already informed Ji Zhuoyun.

He finally felt at peace, but he still didn't close his eyes all night. He thought about his past with Gu Qingyin and his current situation. He heard about the abnormal movements in the border during the morning court, and he took the initiative to ask for a fight without even thinking too much.

He returned to Beijing that day, so energetic that he accidentally saved her who fell into the water. He indulged in love all night, and from then on, he only saw her in his heart and eyes.

He doesn't regret falling in love with her. In this relationship, he is always the one who gives. He thinks he can not ask for her response. In the end, he overestimated himself and he is just an ordinary man. He hopes that his beloved woman will see him and think of him, and he is the only one in his heart.

Ji Zhuoyun's young hero has never been caught in such emotional entanglements. He gradually became depressed and could not extricate himself.

And what happened last night alerted him and let him see clearly that his selfish desires and unwillingness would one day force her to do so.

He left for himself and for her