set fire to the rain
Their chests were close to their chests, so close that they could feel each other's heartbeat
A trace of blood, a snake-like winding body covered with thin sweat, flashing a faint golden confusion under the light
The blood is red
Happiness is black
In the rapid impact again and again, in the sound of Yu Busheng's timid but selfless moans and panting, Qingxiao could easily touch the bleeding soul in his body.
The door in his heart was always closed to Qingxiao, but at this moment a crack was opened. An inexplicable emotion connected them subtly. It was their blood-stained hand.
The pleasure of revenge, the blade cuts the bones and stabs into the flesh and uses violence to destroy the confidence won from it by force...
The emptiness after the mind is finished, the guilt that makes life disappear, the fear and disgust of oneself, the confusion and nothingness of the future...
He has realized all the feelings after the first killing, and he has never forgotten it yet
That time, he also chose the same way, using intense sexual love to calm down the warm body in his chaotic heart, and to regain the weight of his life again
Yes, he knows it
The shadow of the past is there, they all know and see it clearly
The sweet and honey-like kiss of love is mixed with bloody killing and hatred. They swore this from the beginning, so the flowers of love must be blood and death.
Blood is connected to blood, flesh is connected to flesh, he can clearly feel every heartbeat of the other person, as well as the madness and confusion that rushes in each other's blood
Just like a long time ago, he took the gun thrown by Yu and saw Yongheng in the other party's eyes.
There are not many opportunities for spiritual communication in your life
For most of the time, they were always circled around each other, carefully tentatively, pausing their past, sank like icebergs in the deep sea. Even if he had seen the tortures of the other party with his own eyes, he could not experience the injuries and pains, he would never be able to share the burden.
Not undespair
But he has learned to accept
He cannot live without Yu, just as Yu cannot live without him, fish cannot live without water, but fish are still fish, water is still water, they are still independent individuals
As a couple, it may be just a dream to know each other completely, but he can still do it, giving him everything he can to provide when Yu needs it.
For example, providing shoulders when he cries
Provide ears as he talks
When he needs strong stimulation to forget the past, give him a warm hug, intense sex, and sharp pain.
The light red tender flesh on Yu's neck trembled under his gentle bite. He imagined what would happen if he bite it, whether the flesh would explode like pomegranate seeds, and the bright red juice would flow out.
He felt Yu trembling excitedly, his head resting on his shoulder, his bright red cheeks burning to the point of burning
Can you bite through all obstacles and barriers by biting through the flesh?
Can you enter deeper into the depths of the dark soul?
Qingxiao held up Yu's round and perky buttocks with his hands, and also held up his body, thrusting wildly. He screamed loudly, his young and flexible body twisted like a snake, catering to Qingxiao's more violent attacks. The tears of passion and passion rolled in his eyes, and as his body fluctuated, he threw away.
You can't help him... The curse that has been troubled for a long time still echoes in the quiet night. The pain is the pain of a person, and death is the death of a person who can help you? No one
Can you hug me? The blue-eyed boy wrapped his body tightly and looked at him timidly
I promise you...I will wait for you to come back... On that hellish island, he solemnly made a vow to him for a lifetime
I felt a little tingling in my eyes, and Qingxiao tightened his arms and hugged the people in front of him, both the past and the future became clear at this moment.
I have asked myself countless times that he is not a great man or a love saint, and he does not want to be the protagonist in a sad and sad love story. He just wants to love someone simply, why is it so difficult?
Now the answer has come out. After paying so much, he will never be able to make him unhappy again.
Blood
From Yu's broken lips, from Kiyoko's cracked back, and from where their bodies were combined
So much blood
Through the corners and walls of the house, it spreads through their insteps and floods their bodies
They struggled and breathed in this sea of blood, prayed for redemption in the abyss of sin, and stumbled and chased the so-called happiness in this desolate world
Yes, they want happiness, not fleeting happiness
Even though the carnal carnival is so fascinating
You must be brave enough to be free and be truly happy
This is not a right, it is an obligation
Those words that have been read in the book but are not concerned about them gradually reveal their true meaning in the increasingly deeper and deeper conversations. They show the golden particles below after blowing the floating sand.
He was sure that Yu knew and agreed
In the rhythm again and again, they reached a tacit consensus, in some way that transcends language.
The tacit understanding from the other party made his heart beat faster. Finally, he climbed to the peak of desire as he wished, and with his full enthusiasm, he happily ejaculated into Yu's body, and the other party responded with the same enthusiastic response. He slowly pulled out of Yu's body, and found that his chest and abdomen were splashed with white turbidity ejected from Yu's ejaculation.
They leaned closely together and didn't say a word for a long time, as if it was natural and natural.
After a while, Yu moved his body and reached out to pull Qingxiao's long hair. The long hair was soaked in sweat, pressing against the body covered with sweat and blood. A few strands even blocked the view.
Let me see you... Let me look at your face... These words were murmured from the water-red lips. The blood hanging on the corners of his lips made him look particularly beautiful, but tears were hazy in his eyes, and it was still the ice and snow boy.
Although it is dusty and caused by ashes, the soul still emits eternal light, shining like colorful lights from the ice sculptures, revealing the breathtaking beauty in the crystal clear
Qingxiao kissed without thinking
You once asked me, if I had known that so many things would have happened, would I regret being with you?
He gently stroked Diyu's sweaty shoulder and whispered in a low voice: I didn't answer at that time, Xiaoyu, after so many things, now I dare to say this...
I don't regret it
No matter what you become, I will love you to the end
Yu stared at him quietly, and gentle tears gradually filled his eyes
This is almost perfect sex, and the reason may be that Qingxiao's rudeness is close to abuse.
From each other's eyes, they understood the truth, but no one said it
********************
Looking up from the rooftop, the night sky is particularly beautiful. The dark blue sky is like the background of the fairy tale, decorated with stars and twinkling, as if it is far away and close, emitting a cool and soft light.
No matter what happened, these elves of the dark world were always so calm and quiet, Yayu stared at the broken diamonds all day long, feeling that they were no different from what they saw last time they sat on the windowsill.
I think so
Standing in such a high and cold place for thousands of years, I must have seen all the joys and sorrows of the world, so the once flame-like passion has washed away into tranquility, and the eager desire has settled into silence
Like a clam in the deep sea, burying painful gravel day after day, and finally condensed into beautiful pearls
Not all wounds can be healed
Not all pain can be forgotten
But those that remain are not necessarily just bitterness and fear, but just need to be done more than just burying the past
The night wind blew, and there was a hint of chill. Yu couldn't help but shrink into Qingxiao's arms. He immediately found peace of mind. Although the recliner was large, he was still a little embarrassed after accommodating two men. He almost curled up to the wide and thick chest in Qingxiao's arms. The place was almost everything he had dreamed of:
Warm, reliable, safe
What a long journey he has walked in order to get here!
His hands spasmed and he clasped Kiyoko's arm:
Kiyotaka...
I'm here, the other party replied quietly
I can't bear to leave you
Me too
It's great to be with you, but I'm going to say more than that. He hugged Kiyoko tightly, because he was nervous and his hands were a little shaking:
What I want to say is that I hope this moment can continue. I don’t want to be just a few months or years. I hope we can continue like this for the rest of our lives...
Qingxiao sighed, smiled bitterly, and said: This is also my wish, Xiaoyu
Kiyoko put his hand on his chest and gently patted him, like a father trying to coax the child to sleep
Yu looked at him, slowly calmed down, let go of his tight hand, sweating in his palms, wet and hot
We will be happy, he said with certainty at the end, smiling at Qingxiao
When he said this, the starlight fell into his eyes. The flame was not strong, especially against the endless night sky, just a hazy halo, quite like the fog exhaled when warming in winter
But that little bit of light could still pass through the shadow of the night and illuminate their faces.
********************
This may be just a good wish, but they are undoubtedly extremely serious, picking up the fragmented pieces and trying to piece together the world.
Stay away from the underworld, away from the troublesome grudges, love and hatred, life returns to its simplest and simple nature
After a series of violent, decadent and gloomy dark journeys, the God of Destiny finally put away her angry horns, showing rare smoothness and peace
The stars that night were so gentle, they raised their glasses under the stars to plan their future life, the lover's smile was clear and firm, I don't know if this is called happiness, but it makes people feel peaceful and fulfilling
For this hard-won late sweetness, we are willing to forgive life
Qingxiaoqing clearly remembered that Ye Yu looked at him with nostalgia and reluctance, like lingering silk threads, strands, all of which were affection.
It was when he was half asleep and half awake. There was always a mysterious intuition between his lover, who could sense the abnormal behavior of the other party. Yu turned over and looked at him without turning on the light, but he could still feel the other party's quiet and deep black eyes, which were projected onto him without instantly.
He didn't make a sound, half because of sleepiness, half out of relief, he felt his lover kissing his rough cheeks tenderly, and his slender fingers lifted up a strand of his long hair and wrapped it around his fingers for several times.
Remember I love you. After a while, Yu sent the thread of his head to his lips and kissed him, murmured and said the words solemnly and seriously, as if he was reading the oath to the void
If he is still awake, he will never dare to say that. That shy guy, even if you have confessed to him thousands of times, he will be blushing, but blushing
Qingxiao remembers that he seemed to laugh at that time. Perhaps it was not easy to create an environment suitable for seclusion. He always had many things to deal with, and it was particularly difficult to cut off all connections with the past little by little, which made him feel tired and hurt.
But he finally waited for this sentence, and he could sleep with satisfaction and be a common man. He was always happy to get rewards.
The alcoholic spirit mixed with sleepiness surged up, and his consciousness gradually dissipated and in a hazy state, he felt Yu pressing against his ears, his head leaning against his chest, so quiet and soft, like a child
He thought that the feeling at that moment would continue endlessly until the end of time, but when he woke up the next day, Yu was gone and only left a letter on the bedside table
His hands were trembling. He took a few deep breaths and let the air exchange in his lungs several times. He finally picked up the letter and read them one by one, and his heart gradually calmed down.
After a long time, he put down his letter, sat by the bed and meditated for a while, got up and walked to the rooftop, poked his body out of the railing, looking out at the sky was already bright, the sky was bright and high, and the painted houses and lush forests in the distance were immersed in the warm sunshine, reflecting the dazzling light.
The streets of the residential area are empty, with only a few pedestrians. A young mother is playing with water guns with two boys, laughing briskly from time to time
Kiyoko leaned on the railing and looked for a while, feeling the wind and sunshine for a long time, and he had never observed the outside world like this. In his world, only Yu and himself were left.
This is not good. I remember you told me before that when we come to this world alone, we will go back alone. But we are not the only ones, we always have some people who care about us, because of this concern. We have more reasons to live in this world and more power to face loneliness.
There are countless cross-complex lines between people, just like mothers and children, teachers and students... Just like me and you, these lines extend out, birds in the sky, fish swimming in the water, squirrels living among the trees... They are all connected by these lines to form a beautiful and warm net, allowing us to linger in the world willingly
Cut all these threads is a cruel remaining thread. It will not be strong or even more fragile. Just like a broken spider web. How can a mere gossip withstand the wind? People who are too focused on themselves will suffer more easily than others, because every wound will be magnified, and every cluster of sadness will become long and long due to the repeated taste of themselves. Just like the dead man in the basement, we should not be like him
So, I don't want you to give up that world because of me. Qingxiao I know that you not only love me, but also love your mentor. Your major, love this bizarre but still full of temptation. You have always been a lively person.
The words in Yuxin slowly flowed through Qingxiao's heart, like water flowing with fallen leaves and stones: And I will also work hard to get in touch and integrate into that world. I know it will be difficult, but with your love, I will not be afraid.
Do you know how grateful I am to let me face that person that day? I know that meeting was not a success, but if I don't, I don't know when I can gather my courage.
Thank you, Kiyoko, thank you for your trust and unlimited support for what I want to do, you never stopped you, just like when I chose to go back to Japan during college, just like when I chose to use killing to take revenge, you always respect my wishes unconditionally, even if that will make you suffer this time, I guess it will be the same
Give me blessings, believe that I will learn to be independent and find myself in the drift outside, believe that I will eventually become a companion who moves side by side with you and smiles at each other, rather than a little pitiful person who depends on your care and maintenance.
Trust me, I will do it, so I left, just to get together better
The wind blew against Qingxiao's long hair, and he slowly closed his eyes
Yes, I will bless you
I will respect all your wishes, including watching you leave with a smile
Even, that will only make me suffer
No regrets
Their chests were close to their chests, so close that they could feel each other's heartbeat
A trace of blood, a snake-like winding body covered with thin sweat, flashing a faint golden confusion under the light
The blood is red
Happiness is black
In the rapid impact again and again, in the sound of Yu Busheng's timid but selfless moans and panting, Qingxiao could easily touch the bleeding soul in his body.
The door in his heart was always closed to Qingxiao, but at this moment a crack was opened. An inexplicable emotion connected them subtly. It was their blood-stained hand.
The pleasure of revenge, the blade cuts the bones and stabs into the flesh and uses violence to destroy the confidence won from it by force...
The emptiness after the mind is finished, the guilt that makes life disappear, the fear and disgust of oneself, the confusion and nothingness of the future...
He has realized all the feelings after the first killing, and he has never forgotten it yet
That time, he also chose the same way, using intense sexual love to calm down the warm body in his chaotic heart, and to regain the weight of his life again
Yes, he knows it
The shadow of the past is there, they all know and see it clearly
The sweet and honey-like kiss of love is mixed with bloody killing and hatred. They swore this from the beginning, so the flowers of love must be blood and death.
Blood is connected to blood, flesh is connected to flesh, he can clearly feel every heartbeat of the other person, as well as the madness and confusion that rushes in each other's blood
Just like a long time ago, he took the gun thrown by Yu and saw Yongheng in the other party's eyes.
There are not many opportunities for spiritual communication in your life
For most of the time, they were always circled around each other, carefully tentatively, pausing their past, sank like icebergs in the deep sea. Even if he had seen the tortures of the other party with his own eyes, he could not experience the injuries and pains, he would never be able to share the burden.
Not undespair
But he has learned to accept
He cannot live without Yu, just as Yu cannot live without him, fish cannot live without water, but fish are still fish, water is still water, they are still independent individuals
As a couple, it may be just a dream to know each other completely, but he can still do it, giving him everything he can to provide when Yu needs it.
For example, providing shoulders when he cries
Provide ears as he talks
When he needs strong stimulation to forget the past, give him a warm hug, intense sex, and sharp pain.
The light red tender flesh on Yu's neck trembled under his gentle bite. He imagined what would happen if he bite it, whether the flesh would explode like pomegranate seeds, and the bright red juice would flow out.
He felt Yu trembling excitedly, his head resting on his shoulder, his bright red cheeks burning to the point of burning
Can you bite through all obstacles and barriers by biting through the flesh?
Can you enter deeper into the depths of the dark soul?
Qingxiao held up Yu's round and perky buttocks with his hands, and also held up his body, thrusting wildly. He screamed loudly, his young and flexible body twisted like a snake, catering to Qingxiao's more violent attacks. The tears of passion and passion rolled in his eyes, and as his body fluctuated, he threw away.
You can't help him... The curse that has been troubled for a long time still echoes in the quiet night. The pain is the pain of a person, and death is the death of a person who can help you? No one
Can you hug me? The blue-eyed boy wrapped his body tightly and looked at him timidly
I promise you...I will wait for you to come back... On that hellish island, he solemnly made a vow to him for a lifetime
I felt a little tingling in my eyes, and Qingxiao tightened his arms and hugged the people in front of him, both the past and the future became clear at this moment.
I have asked myself countless times that he is not a great man or a love saint, and he does not want to be the protagonist in a sad and sad love story. He just wants to love someone simply, why is it so difficult?
Now the answer has come out. After paying so much, he will never be able to make him unhappy again.
Blood
From Yu's broken lips, from Kiyoko's cracked back, and from where their bodies were combined
So much blood
Through the corners and walls of the house, it spreads through their insteps and floods their bodies
They struggled and breathed in this sea of blood, prayed for redemption in the abyss of sin, and stumbled and chased the so-called happiness in this desolate world
Yes, they want happiness, not fleeting happiness
Even though the carnal carnival is so fascinating
You must be brave enough to be free and be truly happy
This is not a right, it is an obligation
Those words that have been read in the book but are not concerned about them gradually reveal their true meaning in the increasingly deeper and deeper conversations. They show the golden particles below after blowing the floating sand.
He was sure that Yu knew and agreed
In the rhythm again and again, they reached a tacit consensus, in some way that transcends language.
The tacit understanding from the other party made his heart beat faster. Finally, he climbed to the peak of desire as he wished, and with his full enthusiasm, he happily ejaculated into Yu's body, and the other party responded with the same enthusiastic response. He slowly pulled out of Yu's body, and found that his chest and abdomen were splashed with white turbidity ejected from Yu's ejaculation.
They leaned closely together and didn't say a word for a long time, as if it was natural and natural.
After a while, Yu moved his body and reached out to pull Qingxiao's long hair. The long hair was soaked in sweat, pressing against the body covered with sweat and blood. A few strands even blocked the view.
Let me see you... Let me look at your face... These words were murmured from the water-red lips. The blood hanging on the corners of his lips made him look particularly beautiful, but tears were hazy in his eyes, and it was still the ice and snow boy.
Although it is dusty and caused by ashes, the soul still emits eternal light, shining like colorful lights from the ice sculptures, revealing the breathtaking beauty in the crystal clear
Qingxiao kissed without thinking
You once asked me, if I had known that so many things would have happened, would I regret being with you?
He gently stroked Diyu's sweaty shoulder and whispered in a low voice: I didn't answer at that time, Xiaoyu, after so many things, now I dare to say this...
I don't regret it
No matter what you become, I will love you to the end
Yu stared at him quietly, and gentle tears gradually filled his eyes
This is almost perfect sex, and the reason may be that Qingxiao's rudeness is close to abuse.
From each other's eyes, they understood the truth, but no one said it
********************
Looking up from the rooftop, the night sky is particularly beautiful. The dark blue sky is like the background of the fairy tale, decorated with stars and twinkling, as if it is far away and close, emitting a cool and soft light.
No matter what happened, these elves of the dark world were always so calm and quiet, Yayu stared at the broken diamonds all day long, feeling that they were no different from what they saw last time they sat on the windowsill.
I think so
Standing in such a high and cold place for thousands of years, I must have seen all the joys and sorrows of the world, so the once flame-like passion has washed away into tranquility, and the eager desire has settled into silence
Like a clam in the deep sea, burying painful gravel day after day, and finally condensed into beautiful pearls
Not all wounds can be healed
Not all pain can be forgotten
But those that remain are not necessarily just bitterness and fear, but just need to be done more than just burying the past
The night wind blew, and there was a hint of chill. Yu couldn't help but shrink into Qingxiao's arms. He immediately found peace of mind. Although the recliner was large, he was still a little embarrassed after accommodating two men. He almost curled up to the wide and thick chest in Qingxiao's arms. The place was almost everything he had dreamed of:
Warm, reliable, safe
What a long journey he has walked in order to get here!
His hands spasmed and he clasped Kiyoko's arm:
Kiyotaka...
I'm here, the other party replied quietly
I can't bear to leave you
Me too
It's great to be with you, but I'm going to say more than that. He hugged Kiyoko tightly, because he was nervous and his hands were a little shaking:
What I want to say is that I hope this moment can continue. I don’t want to be just a few months or years. I hope we can continue like this for the rest of our lives...
Qingxiao sighed, smiled bitterly, and said: This is also my wish, Xiaoyu
Kiyoko put his hand on his chest and gently patted him, like a father trying to coax the child to sleep
Yu looked at him, slowly calmed down, let go of his tight hand, sweating in his palms, wet and hot
We will be happy, he said with certainty at the end, smiling at Qingxiao
When he said this, the starlight fell into his eyes. The flame was not strong, especially against the endless night sky, just a hazy halo, quite like the fog exhaled when warming in winter
But that little bit of light could still pass through the shadow of the night and illuminate their faces.
********************
This may be just a good wish, but they are undoubtedly extremely serious, picking up the fragmented pieces and trying to piece together the world.
Stay away from the underworld, away from the troublesome grudges, love and hatred, life returns to its simplest and simple nature
After a series of violent, decadent and gloomy dark journeys, the God of Destiny finally put away her angry horns, showing rare smoothness and peace
The stars that night were so gentle, they raised their glasses under the stars to plan their future life, the lover's smile was clear and firm, I don't know if this is called happiness, but it makes people feel peaceful and fulfilling
For this hard-won late sweetness, we are willing to forgive life
Qingxiaoqing clearly remembered that Ye Yu looked at him with nostalgia and reluctance, like lingering silk threads, strands, all of which were affection.
It was when he was half asleep and half awake. There was always a mysterious intuition between his lover, who could sense the abnormal behavior of the other party. Yu turned over and looked at him without turning on the light, but he could still feel the other party's quiet and deep black eyes, which were projected onto him without instantly.
He didn't make a sound, half because of sleepiness, half out of relief, he felt his lover kissing his rough cheeks tenderly, and his slender fingers lifted up a strand of his long hair and wrapped it around his fingers for several times.
Remember I love you. After a while, Yu sent the thread of his head to his lips and kissed him, murmured and said the words solemnly and seriously, as if he was reading the oath to the void
If he is still awake, he will never dare to say that. That shy guy, even if you have confessed to him thousands of times, he will be blushing, but blushing
Qingxiao remembers that he seemed to laugh at that time. Perhaps it was not easy to create an environment suitable for seclusion. He always had many things to deal with, and it was particularly difficult to cut off all connections with the past little by little, which made him feel tired and hurt.
But he finally waited for this sentence, and he could sleep with satisfaction and be a common man. He was always happy to get rewards.
The alcoholic spirit mixed with sleepiness surged up, and his consciousness gradually dissipated and in a hazy state, he felt Yu pressing against his ears, his head leaning against his chest, so quiet and soft, like a child
He thought that the feeling at that moment would continue endlessly until the end of time, but when he woke up the next day, Yu was gone and only left a letter on the bedside table
His hands were trembling. He took a few deep breaths and let the air exchange in his lungs several times. He finally picked up the letter and read them one by one, and his heart gradually calmed down.
After a long time, he put down his letter, sat by the bed and meditated for a while, got up and walked to the rooftop, poked his body out of the railing, looking out at the sky was already bright, the sky was bright and high, and the painted houses and lush forests in the distance were immersed in the warm sunshine, reflecting the dazzling light.
The streets of the residential area are empty, with only a few pedestrians. A young mother is playing with water guns with two boys, laughing briskly from time to time
Kiyoko leaned on the railing and looked for a while, feeling the wind and sunshine for a long time, and he had never observed the outside world like this. In his world, only Yu and himself were left.
This is not good. I remember you told me before that when we come to this world alone, we will go back alone. But we are not the only ones, we always have some people who care about us, because of this concern. We have more reasons to live in this world and more power to face loneliness.
There are countless cross-complex lines between people, just like mothers and children, teachers and students... Just like me and you, these lines extend out, birds in the sky, fish swimming in the water, squirrels living among the trees... They are all connected by these lines to form a beautiful and warm net, allowing us to linger in the world willingly
Cut all these threads is a cruel remaining thread. It will not be strong or even more fragile. Just like a broken spider web. How can a mere gossip withstand the wind? People who are too focused on themselves will suffer more easily than others, because every wound will be magnified, and every cluster of sadness will become long and long due to the repeated taste of themselves. Just like the dead man in the basement, we should not be like him
So, I don't want you to give up that world because of me. Qingxiao I know that you not only love me, but also love your mentor. Your major, love this bizarre but still full of temptation. You have always been a lively person.
The words in Yuxin slowly flowed through Qingxiao's heart, like water flowing with fallen leaves and stones: And I will also work hard to get in touch and integrate into that world. I know it will be difficult, but with your love, I will not be afraid.
Do you know how grateful I am to let me face that person that day? I know that meeting was not a success, but if I don't, I don't know when I can gather my courage.
Thank you, Kiyoko, thank you for your trust and unlimited support for what I want to do, you never stopped you, just like when I chose to go back to Japan during college, just like when I chose to use killing to take revenge, you always respect my wishes unconditionally, even if that will make you suffer this time, I guess it will be the same
Give me blessings, believe that I will learn to be independent and find myself in the drift outside, believe that I will eventually become a companion who moves side by side with you and smiles at each other, rather than a little pitiful person who depends on your care and maintenance.
Trust me, I will do it, so I left, just to get together better
The wind blew against Qingxiao's long hair, and he slowly closed his eyes
Yes, I will bless you
I will respect all your wishes, including watching you leave with a smile
Even, that will only make me suffer
No regrets
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