Postscript

Volume 1 is finally finished. It is logical that I should have edited the text. I stayed there for a long time and couldn't write a word. I updated it immediately. It seemed that I had taken a breath and said, "I was not very happy to think about it, and I should write something." During this period, I saw some arguments about everyone's comments. I don't reply much because I was busy with updates (but I definitely read every comment carefully). I'm really sorry, I'll take this opportunity to make up for it.

Generally, the authors have their own habits. What I value more is the logic of the story and the character creation. Although writing articles are about making stories, I still hope that the whole story is more logical and reasonable. Because I am not a psychology major or an SM player, it is inevitable that there will be flaws, but in general, I still hope that the whole story will not be too sci-fi.

I have said before that the main reason for writing articles is that I have a strong desire to talk. I also have some of my own ideas to express this article. However, I have a point of view. Once the characters are created by the author, they have their own vitality. Their actions and ideas are not the same as the author wants. There is a reasonable question of personality that determines destiny. The author just provides a stage so it is really not my stepmother, but their personality is like this ^^

Among the three people, Yu, Qingxiao and Jung, my favorite is Xiaoyu, and it is also the most laborious. Some plots are designed solely to show Xiaoyu's personality. This treatment is not even available for both Qingxiao and Jung. Sometimes when you argue, you don't like Jung or Jung. Actually, I don't care. Anyway, it's normal for different opinions. But sometimes readers say they don't like Xiaoyu, and I will feel sad.

Yu's personality and experience are basically fully expressed in the upper part. He is not the kind of perfect little feeling. He has many shortcomings, is a little selfish, a little cold, and is autistic. He is not very sensitive to feelings and has a strong sense of self-esteem. But at the same time, he is more inferior and tolerant of the accusations against him in the upper part. However, some words are not completely unreasonable. But I think these shortcomings are understandable. Considering his experience, I can completely forgive me. Even if I think it is good that he can do this.

There have always been more thunderous and Virginseng, but now there seems to be a trend, either the Virginseng or the Virginseng is extreme or cruel. In fact, such extreme people are also rare in life. Modern people are very stingy in love and hate. Personally, hate is something that consumes more energy than love, because it involves the cost issue and is torn to pieces at all costs. Even if it is romantic enough, I don't agree with this approach. The reason is very simple. It's not worth it because of being hurt by the other party. I try my best to make the other party fall in love with you, and then commit suicide to make the other party suffer for life. I always feel that this approach is a bit strange (if the other party is the kind of person who can't do anything to the beginning and end, it's understandable, there is really no other way) The bet is whether the other party is a love saint, whether he still has a conscience, and he is completely accompanying him.

Yu's reaction to the harm was to first find a way to make himself live a good life. He was not without resentment. He was resentful to his biological father who killed his mother, but he did not introduce himself and would not refuse his inheritance because of this. Of course, this practice can be evaluated no matter how much he said, he was greedy for money, and said that he was to give himself a chance to play. I personally think that this gift is not very good. Since it is reasonable and legal, it can make his life better, why not accept it? Xiao Yu also has a knot for his adoptive father, and has always been upset, but he will not put all his energy on it for revenge. He will not first put all his energy on it.Therefore, the setting in the article rejected the warmth is that Xiaoyu has a vague feeling for Kiyoko. He has not realized it yet, but he went to the United States to get rid of the relatives of Japan and yearned for the warmth brought to him by Qingxiao. So even if there was no training, I think he should gradually realize the relationship with Kiyoko. If there was no external interference, he had experienced a lot of misfortune, but he did not indulge in self-pity and self-harm. He should make himself happy as much as possible. It should do his career, and fall in love. I think this is already very strong. It is also a kind of attitude towards life that I appreciate more. Living well is the best revenge on the enemy.

Of course, this has something to do with him very young and still have expectations for the world. If he continues to be in the mall and comes into contact with those intriguing things every day, there are those bad relatives next to him. If the relationship between him and Qingxiao is also interrupted by external factors, such as if he needs to deal with the things of Sumiya family, he cannot go to the United States, Qingxiao has not chased him, etc., he cannot get a little warmth. Over time, maybe he will gradually become cold and not necessarily Ah. After all, he also has the blood of his perverted father and brother. These are his mentality before he was trained.

Now after three years, although Yu has recovered his memory, he also has zero memory. Zero's body and living habits. For Tonoshima, I think his feelings will be very complicated for the time being. Not only fear and hatred, but also other factors should be included. For details, you can refer to the Carlo incident. So, some readers say that you should abuse Tonoshima now, which is basically impossible. If Xiaoyu goes to see Tonoshima now, he may kneel down habitually. It may not be that although Ah Kiyoko doesn't know, he should be very clear about his thoughts and feelings, so he asked Tonoshima to take him away immediately and not give him any chance to shake. Well, this is almost the setting of Xiaoyu's character. As for whether it is reasonable, everyone can give more opinions. It doesn't matter if you have any ideas about the subsequent plot. You can also talk about it. If you think it is reasonable and does not conflict with my existing ideas, I will try to add it to the article.

The setting of Qingxiao, the starting point of consideration is the same as Xiaoyu. The character has not appeared much in the upper part. The lower part will focus on describing his living environment. It should be said that he is the closest among the three of us to ordinary people. As Nana said, his childhood was happier and there were a lot of love. The dispute between him and his father was a difference in philosophy, not his father did not love him. Some people said that Qingxiao has always loved more than Xiaoyu. That is because Qingxiao has the ability to love more, and he accepts more care from the outside world. Of course, he is not stingy to give and suffers from external harm like Yu. Naturally, a high wall of self-protection will be built. He is not easy to move emotions, but the cruel training breaks this obstacle, showing Yu's essence. It should be said that Yu is more courageous than Qingxiao.

Some readers have high requirements for Qingxiao, probably because they hope that Xiaoyu can be redeemed earlier, but in this way, Qingxiao is too omniscient and omnipotent. I hope he can have his own personality and characteristics, rather than a simple type character, such as universal gangsters, academic elites, and spiritual healers, which can be labeled to divide the emotions and thoughts that ordinary people can feel. He should also have everyone as a strong person on one hand, and the weak person on the other hand, Qingxiao is very good at it, but he is not proficient in the gangsters' intimacy. He is proficient in pharmacy, but in SM or psychology, he is not good at him. He can be calm about others, but he is often worried about the gains and losses of the people he loves, which is easily affected. I think this description is reasonable.

His biggest problem is that although he loves Yu very much, he does not understand Yu. People who love each other may not know each other the most profoundly. There is a saying that is called: combine due to misunderstandings and break up because of understanding? Reality in life is often like this. They are very clear about your mind, and they always speak and do things just right. People who like you are often flirting with the priests, not infatuated swords. Just like you can't expect Xu Xian to come forward to save Bai Snake in times of crisis. Those men who have the beginning and the end often do not speak sweetly, don't know how to care about people, maybe the hygiene habits are not good, and there are smelly socks everywhere, compared to filial piety, right?

Some readers said that the character of Kiyoshi Kiyoshi in the lower part has changed. I looked carefully and felt that it was okay that people who can calmly treat rationally in times of crisis may not be able to keep a happy mood without a little resentment or a faint disgust in the long-term monotonous and desperate nursing work. In fact, no one has the obligation to bear the life of another person, just like the lyrics say. No one is the god of anyone. Although it is easy to be thankless to write like this, this is what I want to express.

The character of Tonic is very controversial, but as the author, he always has trouble creating a character that he has created. It can only be said that the poor people must be hateful. On the contrary, many mentalities of Tonicity are also portrayed by some people in reality. Although they are not so extreme, Tonicity belongs to the kind of people who have been trained by reality and become BT by life. His biggest problem is that he does not believe in morality, does not believe in law, and does not believe in emotions and human nature. He tramples on human nature, because he does not think that human nature is something worthy of respect. Some of his thoughts may have been there when Qing filial piety finds that the law cannot beWhen protecting and saving Xiaoyu, he also chose illegal means. Everyone can understand that Qingxiao and Meng have love, but there is nothing in the end, so he didn't believe anything. He began to believe in power, so he hid in the world of BDSM to prove that he had no love, but instead made him more completely tired of the world. So he was a little awakened at the beginning of the article, but for money, he fell deeper and deeper. In the end, he could not look back. He saw the darkness and unfairness of this world, but he did not have the strength and courage to change, but he could not let himself go, so he was full of resentment and aggressiveness.

I'm not surprised why anyone likes him. Generally speaking, the more extreme the personality is, the more eye-catching it is. The appearance of distance makes Nishiba realize that his so-called power is originally illusory, and human nature is not as dark as he imagined, but that little bit of light is not enough to save Nishiba. Instead, it makes Nishiba pull Yu down and stay in hell with him. Some people say that if Yu and Nishiba meet in another occasion, would it be more suitable than Qingyu? I don't think Yu and Nishiba are both self-centered people. It's not for business. Nishiba doesn't have such enthusiasm to understand a stranger in depth. Moreover, Nishiba is essentially a person who is very evasive and tired of the world. Yu longs to integrate into society, so there should be no intersection between them, who is as delicate, sensitive, and strong as Yu. Maybe they should be as careless as Qingxiao and don't understand him very much, but respect him and tolerate him and love him enthusiastically.

After the Volume 1 is finished, Volume 2 will write about how Yu got out of the shadow. Volume 3 shows the right and wrong between Yu and Qingxiao, and the wrong between others. The ending of grudges is almost the same. In fact, I feel that the lower part is not as well written as the upper part. For example, when Qingxiao awakens Yu's memory, it uses the penetration method that Albert said, but the theory and plot are not well combined. Some places are not paved and explained in the final analysis. In addition to the topic being too new and there is no reference, there is also a factor that is too fast to rush the article, especially sometimes readers say where to explain it, but there is no plot itself, so it doesn't feel good to write it in a hurry.

A few days ago, I saw a post in Bishui saying that he never reads Japanese updates. Because he has no quality, he feels ashamed. However, I now feel that Japanese updates also have the benefits of Japanese updates. When there is an outline, it will be smoother to keep writing and will not be unable to find the feeling. Once it gets stuck, after grinding for a long time, you often feel where to write. So you will often feel stuck in one card. I originally felt that I would modify it after writing it, but after writing it, I would be so tired that I would be more tired than writing it. I think about it, but I wouldn't have many readers to read the modified version. It was just a pastime thing, and I felt a little discouraged. Although I really wanted to write this article well, my ability was limited. I could only hope that more anti-tutoring articles will appear in the future. That is the meaning of this article.

Well, I originally wanted to write an extra article, but I wrote it a little spoiler, so I'd better forget it. Let's just go to Volume 2. Thank you for your support all the time ^^