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Qingxiao sat on the bench in the lounge, staring blankly at the decoration paintings on the opposite wall. He had been watching so stupidly for almost an hour, but his heart was still surprisingly confused.
Edward told him to leave Yu here, but he still didn't want to leave. In the end, the other party had to tactfully remind him to do a full-body examination for Yu and asked him to avoid it, so he avoided it in the lounge.
He couldn't tell why he didn't want to leave. The feeling of uneasiness in his subconscious kept lingering. He repeatedly savored the strange smile on his face when Yu answered Edward, and felt a premonition in his heart: as long as he understood the meaning of the smile, he could know the source of the uneasiness.
Sorry, I don't want to know how much my body has been transformed and whether there is any problem with my brain. The man smiled faintly: But if you want to know, I'm willing to cooperate
Do you think I am a mentally ill? The man smiled tiredly, his eyes were cold and silent, like a charcoal that had lost its temperature, but I always depended on you, always depended on you... I had nothing else to believe except you.
Qingxiao took a breath, inserted his fingers into his hair, feeling a slight tingling pain, and he should see a doctor. It would only make things worse and worse by himself, so the decision to send Xiaoyu should be correct, right? He muttered in his heart.
He was originally a very confident person, but the rescue of Yu has been going on and out of smooth progress. He encountered obstacles when looking for a job. Now even the mentor who has always loved him has left him. His confidence has almost collapsed. He felt like he was in a dead corner. Even if he received the professor's advice and found an expert for help, he was still full of doubts in his heart.
Qingxiao closed his eyes, and the mind replayed Yu's appearance when he answered the doctor's question, which surprised him. But he remembered that pale face and the pale blue blood vessel on his temple were beating slightly, indicating that the man's heart was not as calm as he had seen.
As the memory pushed forward, the slave stroked the collar of his neck uneasily. Even when he was sleeping, he had a hand on the metal circle and he couldn't see it: Xiaoyu, do surgery to remove that collar so that the bastard won't affect your life! Although it's a little dangerous...
The gauze on his neck was uncovered layer by layer, revealing the ugly scars below. Even he couldn't stand it. Yu's expression was calm, as if the scars were not on him, but when he approached after the operation, he showed unexpected weakness...
Even if I beg you like this, do you still want me to leave?...If you really don't want me, why did you have to wake me up? This way... I feel very uncomfortable. The man stared at him in a daze, and tears gradually appeared in his eyes
Qingxiao jumped up in shock, the door was still closed, he ignored it, knocked hard. Sir, you can't do this, it's checking inside... The female secretary persuaded her in panic.
No, I have to take him away and he doesn't like this place. Now I know, he murmured, and took a step back suddenly, knocked open the door, shocked everyone in the room to stop and look at him.
But what was even more surprising was that Qingxiao saw Yu's limbs being buckled on the movable hospital bed, and his lower body was exposed on the outside and placed on a strange electronic instrument. Several wires were connected, one penetrated deep into his anus, and two clamped on his body. Edward's hand was placing the switch of the electronic instrument. Qingxiao's intrusion was obviously interrupting a certain ongoing experiment. Under the stimulation of the current, Yu's clone had risen high, and transparent liquid dripped under the eyes of others in shame.
Qingxiao felt his mind blowing and said dryly: What are you doing?
Edward turned off the power calmly and said: As you can see, I was checking him and went through those things. He might have become abusive. What I want to do is test whether he can only get an erection through anal stimulation.
Qingxiao closed his eyes, clenched his fists, and said: Who gives you the right to do this kind of experiment? Just let him expose his lower body in full view of everyone and use electric current to stimulate...
He couldn't continue to say it, and understood that he had made a big mistake
Edward said unhappily: I remind you to pay attention to your words. Only me and my assistant are here. You rushed in and interrupted the test. This is the doctor who is conducting a regular physical examination for the patient. He does not use electric current stimulation. Do you use physical contact?
Qingxiao could no longer control his anger and shouted: Are you having a physical examination? You just use him as a guinea pig to exchange for the data you want, right? Yes, you need academic achievements, but he is a human!
Edward's face was a little unhappy and said coldly: I want to remind you that I definitely respect the patient's own wishes. All these physical examinations are signed by the patient. Please inform the content in advance. You can check these contracts first...
Qingxiao was so angry that his whole body trembled, and it took him a long time to say: I don’t need to read...
Suddenly, Yu on the hospital bed said lightly: Dr. Edward, who agreed to me, explained it to me in detail. He only did the physical examination after I signed the signature.
He raised his face, his eyes were hazy, and he said in a dream: Don’t you really want to know what kind of monster I have become? As you can see, scientific tests have proved that I really have more orgasm through anal stimulation.
He laughed softly, and there seemed to be an indescribable mockery in his laughter, but he didn't know if he was laughing at Qingxiao or himself
Qingxiao subconsciously took a step back. He had never seen such a feather. Humiliation, fear, and even a faint anger. He was suppressed deep in his eyes, replaced by a provocative smile. The sharp beauty under the pain made him feel familiar and strange.
Xiaoyu? He said in a trembling voice
There was no response, the man turned his head away
Qingxiao gritted her teeth and said: You don’t like this place, I understand, I will take you away.
While carefully removing the wires, he said softly: You don’t like the hospital environment, right? Then I’ll take you home, okay? Only our two are homes.
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The man was lying on his back on his bed, still shaking slightly, dark hair wet with cold sweat, pressed against his forehead, making his face pale, and the light blue blood vessel near his temple was beating thudding thud
Kiyoshi suddenly remembered that they had sex on this bed on the first day they arrived in Boston, which was an extremely unpleasant memory. Although Yu explained later that it was because the modified body could only react to rough sex, he had a shadow from now on. He told Yu that he would not mind and tried to play the role of the master, but both of them carefully avoided talking about sex because they didn't know each other's bottom line.
But this piece of paper was finally exposed to the naked truth, which made people unable to avoid
At this moment, he suddenly hated Dr. Edward, whom he had only met once, hated those cold instruments, dull reports, hypocritical social norms, contradictory health standards... and even, including Professor Eisenberg, the mentor who introduced him to these experts and scholars, who was one of them, right?
This thought was too terrible. Qingxiao took a breath and tried his best to drive these random thoughts out of his mind. He had to calm down to deal with the situation in front of him. He saw Yu staring at the ceiling in a daze, his dark eyes were filled with fatigue and sadness, as if he was talking to himself: It turns out that I am really a masochist, and now the test is out, I can't recognize it.
He smiled and shook his head, saying: But masochism is still useful. If you don’t have food to eat and be a guinea pig, you can still contribute to the development of medicine. At least you can let that gentleman write two more papers. You can read, Qingxiao, even if you don’t want me, I have a place to go.
Although he was smiling, his smile made Qingxiao sad and cry more than tears. He was silent for a while, slowly reached out to touch his face and whispered: If you don’t like it, you can tell me directly, there is no need to... there is no need to hurt yourself like this...
After thinking about it, I added: I don't want you sometimes I will be tired and anxious, but I have never thought of leaving you
The temperature from the fingertips made Yu snuggle up to him, but he stopped, like a wounded little beast. Although he was eager for comfort and rest, he still couldn't let go of his doubts and warnings. Finally, he said: Don't lie to me, Qingxiao, no one will never be able to leave anyone
He paused for a while, looked at his hand holding a plaster indifferently, and said lightly: Let's face it, Qingxiao, we live in two worlds, we can't recognize it, you can't do it if you don't recognize it.
Speaking of this, he let out a whimpering sound, and two sick flushed appeared on his pale face. His right hand, which was still movable, unconsciously waved in the air, as if he wanted to grab something, Kiyoko was worried that he was excited, so he hurriedly supported him and shouted: Xiaoyu, don't do this, I think we should have a good talk... He quickly turned his brain and thought about how to organize language
At this time, Yu suddenly calmed down. After a while, he smiled and said: Yes, we should have a good talk. I originally wanted to tell you in the future, but now it seems that there may not be such a chance.
He raised his head to look at Qingxiao, his expression was extremely calm, his mouth was bent upward, with a smile that could be called a smile, but Qingxiao saw his eyes, and his wild and desperate determination in his eyes burned deeply and mysteriously like a beating black flame.
Qingxiao suddenly felt panic for no reason and subconsciously increased the force on Yu's shoulders, as if this could stop something
The smile on the feather's lips was expanding, and his body leaned forward, and he whispered in a whisper: You once asked me if you love you or not, now I'll give you a reply
He paused and said clearly: I have always loved you deeply, and there has been no change.
He suddenly stopped, as if he was scared by his words. For a long time, he couldn't speak, and just stared blankly at Qingxiao, who was also in a daze.
They just looked at each other, looking at the person opposite who was both familiar and unfamiliar, and perhaps should be considered their lover.
Qingxiao tried his best to restore his sanity, but his mind was blank: Should he hold him? Or give him a kiss? But he actually did nothing, just sat there and said dryly: Ah, I'm very happy...
Yu spoke slowly and said in an equally dry tone: Yes, this is the truth, no matter whether you believe it or not, no matter how things will develop, I am not willing to say this sentence.
Originally, the warm words, but he looked extremely tired and weak when he spoke, so that it didn't sound like a warm confession, but it was more like mourning the past. He lowered his head and looked at the sun shadow projected into the room, and some tiny dust danced in the sunshine.
It took them only a few months to come to Boston. They were far away from the teacher training and the thrilling conspiracy and revenge, but love would be destroyed.
I'm not willing, I'm really unwilling... He repeated, his voice finally trembling a little.
The unstable emotions in the voice made Kiyoko wake up from some confusing thoughts. He took a breath and said in a calm and powerful tone: Xiaoyu, don’t think too much! Believe me, I’m really happy that I’m not a careful person. There must be many things that are not done well, but you tell me, we can always find a way.
Don't think about it... Are you worried that I will commit suicide? Yu smiled softly and said tiredly: Don't worry, I'm not the most damn person in the world. But if one day, I really commit suicide, it must be because of you
He suddenly raised his head and stared at Qingxiao, and said coldly: There will be no other reason, it may be you! If I have never hoped, then I will not be disappointed. If I die because of you, you will be somewhat uneasy, right?
The tone and the content of his speech made Qingxiao feel unfamiliar. He looked at him attentively and couldn't answer at all.
The last trace of sunlight shone on Yu's pale face, still calm without any expression, but strange flames flashed in his eyes. At first glance, it looked like a puppet, suddenly given life by a wizard
Qingxiao suddenly felt vaguely that in the very familiar body, a long-sleeping soul was awakening, but the soul did not belong to Yu, nor even to the slave Zero. He didn't know what to call the person in front of him.
Everything happened one by one, each one exceeded his expectations
The situation is out of control, and the momentum is like a big car going downhill, and he is powerless to stop it
But the vehicle stopped by itself. The man closed his eyes, as if he suddenly noticed the sharpness and paranoidness of his tone, and whispered: Ah, what am I talking about!
He took a quick breath and lay down on the bed with his expression changing, as if he was fighting fiercely with something deep in his heart.
There...I mean, at the doctor, I couldn't move, but I thought a lot of things in a mess. He finally spoke and said to himself, "I think this is probably the feeling that people are going to die. I'm very scared but I can't escape death. I'm so embarrassed. It's so shameless.
He smiled self-deprecatingly: If I just died like this, the doctor probably wouldn't have any other feelings except disgust. At most, I felt that I had lost a test piece and thought for a long time. There was probably no one in the world who would be sad for me. I have been a burden since I was a child, and now I am a pool of mud, so I can only hurt you...
I can only hurt you, because only you still care about me a little bit
His voice had calmed a lot, and the light in his eyes slowly dimmed, he was silent for a while, and then said: I was also thinking, why don’t you die if you live so without dignity, but I always feel unwilling to accept that so many things have been experienced, and now I will die...
He laughed softly, his laughter was desolate and empty: You lit a light for me. Although the light is now out, I always think that since it has been on, it may light up again, right?
Just like someone picking up a rabbit that accidentally hits and dies on a tree, he doesn't know that good luck is purely god-given, but he always has extravagant hopes and always hopes to pick up a blind rabbit, so he just waits day by day, waiting...
Qingxiao looked at him silently and suddenly said: Have I told you that I am actually willing to be hurt by you?
Yu was stunned and looked up at Qingxiao's eyes in surprise
Qingxiao sighed long and smiled, saying: If you call expressing love hurting... If you hurt me like this, it doesn't matter if you say it every day. I'm afraid you won't say anything, and you look like you are holding your breath to repay your kindness, how do I know what you are thinking? Xiaoyu, I'm very stupid, don't let me guess.
He stroked the cast on Yu's hand, and said heartbrokenly and sadly: Do you think my image will be better than you in the eyes of those people? They see you as a masochist, and I am just a sadist, well, a crazy sadist and criminal
He smiled sarcastically and said, "But, so what?" I see, they are just a group of cold machines, hypocritical hypocrite Xiaoyu. I used to hope that you could return to society. Now, when I think about it, it's really stupid to do this, we have our own happiness, why do they need to admit it? Why is it the highest happiness to walk side by side on the street? Can't we shine in the sun in our own yard?
Qingxiao sat on the bench in the lounge, staring blankly at the decoration paintings on the opposite wall. He had been watching so stupidly for almost an hour, but his heart was still surprisingly confused.
Edward told him to leave Yu here, but he still didn't want to leave. In the end, the other party had to tactfully remind him to do a full-body examination for Yu and asked him to avoid it, so he avoided it in the lounge.
He couldn't tell why he didn't want to leave. The feeling of uneasiness in his subconscious kept lingering. He repeatedly savored the strange smile on his face when Yu answered Edward, and felt a premonition in his heart: as long as he understood the meaning of the smile, he could know the source of the uneasiness.
Sorry, I don't want to know how much my body has been transformed and whether there is any problem with my brain. The man smiled faintly: But if you want to know, I'm willing to cooperate
Do you think I am a mentally ill? The man smiled tiredly, his eyes were cold and silent, like a charcoal that had lost its temperature, but I always depended on you, always depended on you... I had nothing else to believe except you.
Qingxiao took a breath, inserted his fingers into his hair, feeling a slight tingling pain, and he should see a doctor. It would only make things worse and worse by himself, so the decision to send Xiaoyu should be correct, right? He muttered in his heart.
He was originally a very confident person, but the rescue of Yu has been going on and out of smooth progress. He encountered obstacles when looking for a job. Now even the mentor who has always loved him has left him. His confidence has almost collapsed. He felt like he was in a dead corner. Even if he received the professor's advice and found an expert for help, he was still full of doubts in his heart.
Qingxiao closed his eyes, and the mind replayed Yu's appearance when he answered the doctor's question, which surprised him. But he remembered that pale face and the pale blue blood vessel on his temple were beating slightly, indicating that the man's heart was not as calm as he had seen.
As the memory pushed forward, the slave stroked the collar of his neck uneasily. Even when he was sleeping, he had a hand on the metal circle and he couldn't see it: Xiaoyu, do surgery to remove that collar so that the bastard won't affect your life! Although it's a little dangerous...
The gauze on his neck was uncovered layer by layer, revealing the ugly scars below. Even he couldn't stand it. Yu's expression was calm, as if the scars were not on him, but when he approached after the operation, he showed unexpected weakness...
Even if I beg you like this, do you still want me to leave?...If you really don't want me, why did you have to wake me up? This way... I feel very uncomfortable. The man stared at him in a daze, and tears gradually appeared in his eyes
Qingxiao jumped up in shock, the door was still closed, he ignored it, knocked hard. Sir, you can't do this, it's checking inside... The female secretary persuaded her in panic.
No, I have to take him away and he doesn't like this place. Now I know, he murmured, and took a step back suddenly, knocked open the door, shocked everyone in the room to stop and look at him.
But what was even more surprising was that Qingxiao saw Yu's limbs being buckled on the movable hospital bed, and his lower body was exposed on the outside and placed on a strange electronic instrument. Several wires were connected, one penetrated deep into his anus, and two clamped on his body. Edward's hand was placing the switch of the electronic instrument. Qingxiao's intrusion was obviously interrupting a certain ongoing experiment. Under the stimulation of the current, Yu's clone had risen high, and transparent liquid dripped under the eyes of others in shame.
Qingxiao felt his mind blowing and said dryly: What are you doing?
Edward turned off the power calmly and said: As you can see, I was checking him and went through those things. He might have become abusive. What I want to do is test whether he can only get an erection through anal stimulation.
Qingxiao closed his eyes, clenched his fists, and said: Who gives you the right to do this kind of experiment? Just let him expose his lower body in full view of everyone and use electric current to stimulate...
He couldn't continue to say it, and understood that he had made a big mistake
Edward said unhappily: I remind you to pay attention to your words. Only me and my assistant are here. You rushed in and interrupted the test. This is the doctor who is conducting a regular physical examination for the patient. He does not use electric current stimulation. Do you use physical contact?
Qingxiao could no longer control his anger and shouted: Are you having a physical examination? You just use him as a guinea pig to exchange for the data you want, right? Yes, you need academic achievements, but he is a human!
Edward's face was a little unhappy and said coldly: I want to remind you that I definitely respect the patient's own wishes. All these physical examinations are signed by the patient. Please inform the content in advance. You can check these contracts first...
Qingxiao was so angry that his whole body trembled, and it took him a long time to say: I don’t need to read...
Suddenly, Yu on the hospital bed said lightly: Dr. Edward, who agreed to me, explained it to me in detail. He only did the physical examination after I signed the signature.
He raised his face, his eyes were hazy, and he said in a dream: Don’t you really want to know what kind of monster I have become? As you can see, scientific tests have proved that I really have more orgasm through anal stimulation.
He laughed softly, and there seemed to be an indescribable mockery in his laughter, but he didn't know if he was laughing at Qingxiao or himself
Qingxiao subconsciously took a step back. He had never seen such a feather. Humiliation, fear, and even a faint anger. He was suppressed deep in his eyes, replaced by a provocative smile. The sharp beauty under the pain made him feel familiar and strange.
Xiaoyu? He said in a trembling voice
There was no response, the man turned his head away
Qingxiao gritted her teeth and said: You don’t like this place, I understand, I will take you away.
While carefully removing the wires, he said softly: You don’t like the hospital environment, right? Then I’ll take you home, okay? Only our two are homes.
********************
The man was lying on his back on his bed, still shaking slightly, dark hair wet with cold sweat, pressed against his forehead, making his face pale, and the light blue blood vessel near his temple was beating thudding thud
Kiyoshi suddenly remembered that they had sex on this bed on the first day they arrived in Boston, which was an extremely unpleasant memory. Although Yu explained later that it was because the modified body could only react to rough sex, he had a shadow from now on. He told Yu that he would not mind and tried to play the role of the master, but both of them carefully avoided talking about sex because they didn't know each other's bottom line.
But this piece of paper was finally exposed to the naked truth, which made people unable to avoid
At this moment, he suddenly hated Dr. Edward, whom he had only met once, hated those cold instruments, dull reports, hypocritical social norms, contradictory health standards... and even, including Professor Eisenberg, the mentor who introduced him to these experts and scholars, who was one of them, right?
This thought was too terrible. Qingxiao took a breath and tried his best to drive these random thoughts out of his mind. He had to calm down to deal with the situation in front of him. He saw Yu staring at the ceiling in a daze, his dark eyes were filled with fatigue and sadness, as if he was talking to himself: It turns out that I am really a masochist, and now the test is out, I can't recognize it.
He smiled and shook his head, saying: But masochism is still useful. If you don’t have food to eat and be a guinea pig, you can still contribute to the development of medicine. At least you can let that gentleman write two more papers. You can read, Qingxiao, even if you don’t want me, I have a place to go.
Although he was smiling, his smile made Qingxiao sad and cry more than tears. He was silent for a while, slowly reached out to touch his face and whispered: If you don’t like it, you can tell me directly, there is no need to... there is no need to hurt yourself like this...
After thinking about it, I added: I don't want you sometimes I will be tired and anxious, but I have never thought of leaving you
The temperature from the fingertips made Yu snuggle up to him, but he stopped, like a wounded little beast. Although he was eager for comfort and rest, he still couldn't let go of his doubts and warnings. Finally, he said: Don't lie to me, Qingxiao, no one will never be able to leave anyone
He paused for a while, looked at his hand holding a plaster indifferently, and said lightly: Let's face it, Qingxiao, we live in two worlds, we can't recognize it, you can't do it if you don't recognize it.
Speaking of this, he let out a whimpering sound, and two sick flushed appeared on his pale face. His right hand, which was still movable, unconsciously waved in the air, as if he wanted to grab something, Kiyoko was worried that he was excited, so he hurriedly supported him and shouted: Xiaoyu, don't do this, I think we should have a good talk... He quickly turned his brain and thought about how to organize language
At this time, Yu suddenly calmed down. After a while, he smiled and said: Yes, we should have a good talk. I originally wanted to tell you in the future, but now it seems that there may not be such a chance.
He raised his head to look at Qingxiao, his expression was extremely calm, his mouth was bent upward, with a smile that could be called a smile, but Qingxiao saw his eyes, and his wild and desperate determination in his eyes burned deeply and mysteriously like a beating black flame.
Qingxiao suddenly felt panic for no reason and subconsciously increased the force on Yu's shoulders, as if this could stop something
The smile on the feather's lips was expanding, and his body leaned forward, and he whispered in a whisper: You once asked me if you love you or not, now I'll give you a reply
He paused and said clearly: I have always loved you deeply, and there has been no change.
He suddenly stopped, as if he was scared by his words. For a long time, he couldn't speak, and just stared blankly at Qingxiao, who was also in a daze.
They just looked at each other, looking at the person opposite who was both familiar and unfamiliar, and perhaps should be considered their lover.
Qingxiao tried his best to restore his sanity, but his mind was blank: Should he hold him? Or give him a kiss? But he actually did nothing, just sat there and said dryly: Ah, I'm very happy...
Yu spoke slowly and said in an equally dry tone: Yes, this is the truth, no matter whether you believe it or not, no matter how things will develop, I am not willing to say this sentence.
Originally, the warm words, but he looked extremely tired and weak when he spoke, so that it didn't sound like a warm confession, but it was more like mourning the past. He lowered his head and looked at the sun shadow projected into the room, and some tiny dust danced in the sunshine.
It took them only a few months to come to Boston. They were far away from the teacher training and the thrilling conspiracy and revenge, but love would be destroyed.
I'm not willing, I'm really unwilling... He repeated, his voice finally trembling a little.
The unstable emotions in the voice made Kiyoko wake up from some confusing thoughts. He took a breath and said in a calm and powerful tone: Xiaoyu, don’t think too much! Believe me, I’m really happy that I’m not a careful person. There must be many things that are not done well, but you tell me, we can always find a way.
Don't think about it... Are you worried that I will commit suicide? Yu smiled softly and said tiredly: Don't worry, I'm not the most damn person in the world. But if one day, I really commit suicide, it must be because of you
He suddenly raised his head and stared at Qingxiao, and said coldly: There will be no other reason, it may be you! If I have never hoped, then I will not be disappointed. If I die because of you, you will be somewhat uneasy, right?
The tone and the content of his speech made Qingxiao feel unfamiliar. He looked at him attentively and couldn't answer at all.
The last trace of sunlight shone on Yu's pale face, still calm without any expression, but strange flames flashed in his eyes. At first glance, it looked like a puppet, suddenly given life by a wizard
Qingxiao suddenly felt vaguely that in the very familiar body, a long-sleeping soul was awakening, but the soul did not belong to Yu, nor even to the slave Zero. He didn't know what to call the person in front of him.
Everything happened one by one, each one exceeded his expectations
The situation is out of control, and the momentum is like a big car going downhill, and he is powerless to stop it
But the vehicle stopped by itself. The man closed his eyes, as if he suddenly noticed the sharpness and paranoidness of his tone, and whispered: Ah, what am I talking about!
He took a quick breath and lay down on the bed with his expression changing, as if he was fighting fiercely with something deep in his heart.
There...I mean, at the doctor, I couldn't move, but I thought a lot of things in a mess. He finally spoke and said to himself, "I think this is probably the feeling that people are going to die. I'm very scared but I can't escape death. I'm so embarrassed. It's so shameless.
He smiled self-deprecatingly: If I just died like this, the doctor probably wouldn't have any other feelings except disgust. At most, I felt that I had lost a test piece and thought for a long time. There was probably no one in the world who would be sad for me. I have been a burden since I was a child, and now I am a pool of mud, so I can only hurt you...
I can only hurt you, because only you still care about me a little bit
His voice had calmed a lot, and the light in his eyes slowly dimmed, he was silent for a while, and then said: I was also thinking, why don’t you die if you live so without dignity, but I always feel unwilling to accept that so many things have been experienced, and now I will die...
He laughed softly, his laughter was desolate and empty: You lit a light for me. Although the light is now out, I always think that since it has been on, it may light up again, right?
Just like someone picking up a rabbit that accidentally hits and dies on a tree, he doesn't know that good luck is purely god-given, but he always has extravagant hopes and always hopes to pick up a blind rabbit, so he just waits day by day, waiting...
Qingxiao looked at him silently and suddenly said: Have I told you that I am actually willing to be hurt by you?
Yu was stunned and looked up at Qingxiao's eyes in surprise
Qingxiao sighed long and smiled, saying: If you call expressing love hurting... If you hurt me like this, it doesn't matter if you say it every day. I'm afraid you won't say anything, and you look like you are holding your breath to repay your kindness, how do I know what you are thinking? Xiaoyu, I'm very stupid, don't let me guess.
He stroked the cast on Yu's hand, and said heartbrokenly and sadly: Do you think my image will be better than you in the eyes of those people? They see you as a masochist, and I am just a sadist, well, a crazy sadist and criminal
He smiled sarcastically and said, "But, so what?" I see, they are just a group of cold machines, hypocritical hypocrite Xiaoyu. I used to hope that you could return to society. Now, when I think about it, it's really stupid to do this, we have our own happiness, why do they need to admit it? Why is it the highest happiness to walk side by side on the street? Can't we shine in the sun in our own yard?
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