In September 2008, although it was early autumn, the weather in S City did not feel cool at all. I was irritated and uneasy, not only because of the weather, but more because my girlfriend returned to her hometown. Because her father was sick and needed to go back to take care of her for several months. It has been almost a month since she left me. Her departure brought me not only psychological loneliness, but more physical torment.
For young men around 20 years old, it is the peak period of physical demands, and I am stronger than others. Life without women is hard, life without love is harder, life like me, life without love is harder, life like me, life without love is harder, and life without brothers not bowing their heads is even harder, it is harder
I thought to myself, if this continues, I will have to be impotence. I can't live by squirting every day. Besides, I heard that that thing hurts my body, so I'll find a lady, but I'm not worried. If I get sick or something, it's not worth it. What's more, I also have that thief heart and no courage. I have never been to that kind of place, and I'm still afraid of it.
After thinking about it, I finally felt that it was more appropriate to start from the people I knew around me, which was safe and affordable.
But another problem comes one after another, so who to choose? A female colleague? Although there are a few who are a little interesting to me, they all know that I already have a girlfriend and they all retreated. And we have all had dinner together. Usually, my girlfriend cares about the relationship with her, but she ends up buying them all. They dare to do so immediately. If my girlfriend knows this, she will definitely lose her life. After thinking about it for two days, there is no suitable person to choose.
Two days later, I really couldn't think of a ugliness and I didn't want to feel good about it. At this moment, my phone rang. I picked it up and saw that it was my girlfriend's phone number. I quickly pressed the answer button. I first asked if my father-in-law was better in the future, and then she asked me if I had sex with any woman. I thought to myself, if I had sex with me, if I had thought about going to hook up early, you would better recommend one to me, but how dare I say it, come back immediately. In my heart, other women except you can't attract my attention. After a long period of time of coaxing for about half an hour, she gave me an important task, which was to log in to her QQ to see if anyone was looking for her (Note: My girlfriend and I knew each other's QQ password, and the rural families at that time did not have the Internet at that time), and then report to her tomorrow, and finally hung up the phone in the jealousy.
After hanging up the phone, I thought it was bored, so I turned on the computer and logged in to her QQ. At this time, a portrait was flashing constantly. I clicked on it and found that it was a man named Li Lu. I asked her if she was still in Q town in S City, and when she went to play there (note: we later moved to another town)
I knew this person before my girlfriend. At that time, I worked alone in S City. The house I rented was next to Li Lu's house. And I was a fellow villager and I gradually became familiar with her. She had just finished her confinement at that time.
Later, I learned that her husband worked in a factory and needed three shifts, so she was the only one who took care of the child. When she was fine on the weekend, she helped her see the child so that she could cook some food for herself.
After my girlfriend came, both of them didn't go to work, and they were the same age, so they walked around more frequently
So I thought about it, can I take action with her? In the past contact, I could feel that sometimes she looked at me with a little charming look. I remember that one summer she quarreled with her husband, and she ran to my house. During dinner, her barefoot touched me a few times on purpose or on purpose. When my girlfriend made her small bed, she smiled and said: Don't put it in, we three squeezed into your big bed. My girlfriend smiled while making the bed and said: You are not afraid of my boyfriend eating you tonight. She replied: I am not afraid, as long as your boyfriend has that courage, it just so happens that I don't use a man today, so I'm so panicked.Later my girlfriend told me that she had a very good relationship with her husband and family. She had slept with other men all night. In this way, she might be able to get her to meet her physical needs. But then she thought, she was my girlfriend's friend. If she knew about it, she wouldn't be able to take care of her. She was struggling for a long time. Finally, she made up her mind and wouldn't know if she didn't try it. She couldn't bear to be trapped in the wolf. Besides, if she had sex with me, she wouldn't dare tell my girlfriend, after all, they were good sisters.
For young men around 20 years old, it is the peak period of physical demands, and I am stronger than others. Life without women is hard, life without love is harder, life like me, life without love is harder, life like me, life without love is harder, and life without brothers not bowing their heads is even harder, it is harder
I thought to myself, if this continues, I will have to be impotence. I can't live by squirting every day. Besides, I heard that that thing hurts my body, so I'll find a lady, but I'm not worried. If I get sick or something, it's not worth it. What's more, I also have that thief heart and no courage. I have never been to that kind of place, and I'm still afraid of it.
After thinking about it, I finally felt that it was more appropriate to start from the people I knew around me, which was safe and affordable.
But another problem comes one after another, so who to choose? A female colleague? Although there are a few who are a little interesting to me, they all know that I already have a girlfriend and they all retreated. And we have all had dinner together. Usually, my girlfriend cares about the relationship with her, but she ends up buying them all. They dare to do so immediately. If my girlfriend knows this, she will definitely lose her life. After thinking about it for two days, there is no suitable person to choose.
Two days later, I really couldn't think of a ugliness and I didn't want to feel good about it. At this moment, my phone rang. I picked it up and saw that it was my girlfriend's phone number. I quickly pressed the answer button. I first asked if my father-in-law was better in the future, and then she asked me if I had sex with any woman. I thought to myself, if I had sex with me, if I had thought about going to hook up early, you would better recommend one to me, but how dare I say it, come back immediately. In my heart, other women except you can't attract my attention. After a long period of time of coaxing for about half an hour, she gave me an important task, which was to log in to her QQ to see if anyone was looking for her (Note: My girlfriend and I knew each other's QQ password, and the rural families at that time did not have the Internet at that time), and then report to her tomorrow, and finally hung up the phone in the jealousy.
After hanging up the phone, I thought it was bored, so I turned on the computer and logged in to her QQ. At this time, a portrait was flashing constantly. I clicked on it and found that it was a man named Li Lu. I asked her if she was still in Q town in S City, and when she went to play there (note: we later moved to another town)
I knew this person before my girlfriend. At that time, I worked alone in S City. The house I rented was next to Li Lu's house. And I was a fellow villager and I gradually became familiar with her. She had just finished her confinement at that time.
Later, I learned that her husband worked in a factory and needed three shifts, so she was the only one who took care of the child. When she was fine on the weekend, she helped her see the child so that she could cook some food for herself.
After my girlfriend came, both of them didn't go to work, and they were the same age, so they walked around more frequently
So I thought about it, can I take action with her? In the past contact, I could feel that sometimes she looked at me with a little charming look. I remember that one summer she quarreled with her husband, and she ran to my house. During dinner, her barefoot touched me a few times on purpose or on purpose. When my girlfriend made her small bed, she smiled and said: Don't put it in, we three squeezed into your big bed. My girlfriend smiled while making the bed and said: You are not afraid of my boyfriend eating you tonight. She replied: I am not afraid, as long as your boyfriend has that courage, it just so happens that I don't use a man today, so I'm so panicked.Later my girlfriend told me that she had a very good relationship with her husband and family. She had slept with other men all night. In this way, she might be able to get her to meet her physical needs. But then she thought, she was my girlfriend's friend. If she knew about it, she wouldn't be able to take care of her. She was struggling for a long time. Finally, she made up her mind and wouldn't know if she didn't try it. She couldn't bear to be trapped in the wolf. Besides, if she had sex with me, she wouldn't dare tell my girlfriend, after all, they were good sisters.