Chapter 43 Past

Want to send you home?

Jiang Qiyan heated up the cold noodles and served her a bowl. Jiang Yao tasted it twice. Although the noodles were a little soft, it tasted good and was lying on the dry rice. I heard what he said.

Going home? Jiang Yao, who was in a better mood, just felt her temples pounding. She still sent me home if she was like this?

Jiang Yao only wore his shirt all over her body, and the length of the clothes was just enough to cover her butt. She wore it as a skirt.

I go out very early every day, afraid that you will feel uncomfortable

He actually remembered her past complaints. Every time he woke up, the person disappeared, just like dreaming of him.

Jiang Yao spread her arms and said she wanted to hug Jiang Qiyan and accommodated her, so she would hug and rub her like a puppy.

Why do you think it is difficult to express your true thoughts? Jiang Yao guessed that this is related to his past, so you can ask Lu Ning another day

……

Jiang Qiyan didn't know how to answer, but he was used to this, and self-protection was like an animal. If he exposed his belly, he would be at risk of injury.

He has many warning boxes in his heart, don’t express real emotions, don’t express real thoughts, judge the situation, and make rational judgments, otherwise there will be a risk of falling.

Jiang Yao is constantly challenging his inner warning

From the very beginning, she will make herself out of control and need to stay away from it; to slowly accepting, she is controllable, and it is acceptable to affect her emotions.

Since childhood, Jiang Qiyan has been constantly forging a fake body and wrapping himself up. As time goes by, the fake body and body have grown together, regardless of you and me.

And now she wants to tear off this fake shell and see the flesh-dripping real body inside.

Remove the worldly body and pure soul touch, it must be painful

Jiang Yao really went to ask Lu Ning about Jiang Qiyan's past

I thought that the youngest son of a wealthy family could have so many pasts along the way. The biggest pain was probably the accidental loss of his mother fifteen years ago.

Lu Ning didn't laugh at me, and he didn't even know where to speak. After a few mouthfuls of whiskey, he said something. I think it's better to ask him about this kind of thing.

Jiang Yao didn't say anything, they all knew that he would definitely not say it.

I'm not sure if it's moral to reveal the wounds in other people's hearts like this. Lu Ning frowned and took another sip, but if he didn't tear the bandage and put medicine on it, it would keep rotting there.

Fuck Lu Ning suddenly laughed and told you, but don’t have any thoughts of feeling sorry for him after hearing this, and don’t pretend that you don’t know anything. Just get along naturally

It's not his Lu Ning's mother, it's so bad.

Back then, Jiang Qiyan's mother taught in college, was a talented woman in Chinese, beautiful and talented, while Jiang Lu was a middle-aged romantic man and just fell into a widow.

After the two met unexpectedly, the talented woman was noble and asked him to marry him in a formal manner before he could continue. Old Jiang Luzhen married him, so Jiang Qiyan was born. But even though his wife was pregnant, he was still romantic.

The husband cheated during pregnancy, which caused Jiang Qiyan's mother to suffer from severe depression and had not been cured after giving birth.

Old Jiang Lu didn't have any special care for this old man, after all, the eldest son who grew up to be a teenager was already outstanding enough.

Jiang Qiyan has felt everyone's eyes that are not warm since childhood, his father's neglect, his elder brother's hostility, and his mother's despair.

Have he never rebelled against this situation? Who can stay in such a suffocating environment? Jiang Yao asked

Why haven't you rebelled? You can think of him doing the craziest thing. Lu Ning's curve at the corner of his mouth is a bit ridiculous

He was fifteen years old, and he had a fucking wrist cut, and then he became like a different person after that.

It is hard for Jiang Yao to imagine what kind of mood would be like when she came home alone and found her mother covered in blood in the bathtub.

In order to prevent platelet coagulation, the wound needs to be soaked in warm water to allow the blood to continue to flow

My mother has written many poems and articles, and every word is so painful, but her madness and despair cannot win back her husband's heart at all. Only a marriage that is in name only is becoming weaker and weaker, just like her life.

The time when his mother almost died made Jiang Qiyan realize that to change all this, he could only rely on his own strength.

He has always been excellent, but it is not enough. He wants to do his best, surpass his elder brother, become strong quickly, and protect his mother.

At the age of seventeen, it was the same year that he went to the United States to go to college, and his mother was gone

Under the storm of the financial crisis, everyone seemed to be insane. Under the deliberate provocation of others, she committed suicide again, but this time she succeeded

To be precise, she was rescued once, and she swallowed a lot of medicine. Even if she rescued once, it could not help but cause kidney failure.

Jiang Qiyan rushed back and happened to catch her last time in the ambulance. In the ambulance, her blood pressure kept falling and she fell into a deep coma. Jiang Qiyan didn't hear her last words.

After that, it was fifteen years of tolerance and revenge.

Lu Ning finished speaking and looked at Jiang Yao, it was gone

I don't know how this girl likes this, and every time they ask me what kind of woman she likes, Lu Ning paused, and I told them that she likes the opposite of him, very happy and proactive

Jiang Yao pushed the tissue he had pushed over before back to him and wiped it?

Fuck, Lu Ning smiled and scolded, I didn't cry

Anyway, it's still what I said before. He won't love others. Teach him more and don't give up on him. Just question him directly if you have anything. Don't hold it in your mouth.

Jiang Yao nodded, speechless for a moment