Chapter 8 Moving forward

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It has been almost a week since school started. Li Siping is busy pursuing his mood to catch up with his studies and has to stay up late to watch pornographic websites at night. His young body began to become tired due to lack of sleep and even started to doze in class.

This was commonplace in the past, but since the family changes, Li Siping has changed his mind and has not been like this for a long time

Several teachers in charge discovered Li Siping's abnormality and reported it to Ling Baibing in time. When they found Ling Baibing, they saw that the man was haggard. His eyes, which were originally watery, seemed to be exhausted, and his eyes were red and swollen. He was absent-minded when he spoke. If he had something to do with it, he pulled her to ask what was wrong. She refused to say it, and started crying after asking again.

But no matter what, no matter how deep the suffering is, it will be ruthlessly washed away by time. No one can resist the destruction of time. People's hearts are the most forgetful and changeable.

During the start of school, Ling Baibing did not ask, so Li Siping took it naturally and stopped going to the class teacher to make up for the lessons. In addition to the inevitable contact during the day, there was an invisible wall between the two people.

In the afternoon, the bell rang. When he saw the physics teacher walking in, Li Siping lamented in his heart that the physical education class had been announced and he had lost his physical education class again. He pulled out the physics textbook from the drawer, and there was something in it. He opened it and saw it was a very well-folded letter paper.

The letter was written by Chen Hong. In the letter, she regarded Li Siping as her best friend and told him about her troubles.

It is very popular to make pen friends now. Every day, the life committee members in the class send a letter is the most anticipated moment. People from all over the world know each other through the Internet and then pass on their own lives to each other through ink. This is a very romantic thing for young men and girls who are full of fantasy.

Chen Hong also has a pen pal, a freshman from a university in the south. The two of them made friends through literature. After Chen Hong submitted a post in a campus journal, she received a letter from the elder brother who claimed to be a magazine editor, encouraging her to insist on creating and doing so. After a while, the two became good pen pals.

Li Siping does not have this hobby. First of all, he does not have the time and energy to do these things. The computer and the money he just earned gave him too much freedom than his peers. He wanders around the Internet every day and has countless opportunities to contact strangers. At this time, he has no desire for emotional communication.

After returning from the winter camp, the relationship between him and Chen Hong was obviously different. He liked Chen Hong's personality very much. He was strong but considerate, smart but not artificial, so good at studying, but never condescending. She was like a female warrior full of justice, always preparing for battle

After contacting the winter camp, Chen Hong learned more about Li Siping and also gained a certain degree of trust in him.

These days, the sophomore boy proposed to come to see her during the summer vacation after the high school entrance examination. This made Chen Hong very confused. She didn't know who to tell her, so she remembered Li Siping, who felt mature when she was together in the winter camp.

Chen Hong told her concerns in the letter. She didn't want to see her pen pal, nor did she want her family to misunderstand that she was in love early, but she felt that she was rude and didn't know what to do. She wanted to ask her opinion.

Li Siping didn't know what to do. After all, he had never experienced this and could not give Chen Hong advice. However, he secretly stuffed her a note and told her that he could lend her a computer and let her explain the matter clearly with the boy online.

Chen Hong doesn't surf the Internet very much. Her tutoring is very strict and she is not allowed to go to places like Internet cafes. She also has a computer at home, but she is strictly controlled to use it.

She looked at the notes and knew that Li Siping had no constructive suggestions. She shook her hair and continued her troubles in the flowery girl, but she didn't know that Li Siping here also had her own troubles.

Since he knew the magic of this book, he has been planning how to make money and how to make good wealth reserves. He doesn't know what level it needs to reach. He only knows that he must go from scratch and come from behind, surpass his father's original wealth size, and have overwhelming strength, so that he can avenge his father.

To do this, you must first be smart enough, have enough knowledge and ability to control wealth

Then you have to accumulate enough wealth. After all, the other party’s starting point is much higher than that of you. If you are lucky, you will catch up with one or two business opportunities, and you may soar into the sky and make yourself unable to catch up with it.

So, in addition to thinking about how to make money every day, he insisted on studying hard. It was just a young man's character. He couldn't help but be attracted by things on the Internet. He played until after twelve o'clock every night, which greatly affected his study

His previous achievements came from his awakening and efforts, and also from the careful care of Ling Baibing, the head teacher, for him. Especially the latter, he had added more guarantee and help when fighting against the old bad habits. Now that this care is no longer there, his will inevitably be shaken.

These days he has been struggling with such contradictions. Maybe this is the first time he has faced a game of reason and desire in his life. The pain of this struggle has exhausted him physically and mentally, and has also made him truly mature.

At the critical moment, Ling Baibing pulled him again

After the second class in the afternoon, the political teacher told Li Siping that Teacher Ling asked him to go to the office

He walked into the office with his head down. Several teachers were sitting by the window chatting. Ling Baibing sat alone at the table to correct compositions. There were not many thick stacks of compositions left.

Teacher Ling... Li Siping greeted her, Ling Baibing just said yes, and continued to correct the composition

It took six or seven minutes until the last composition text was revised, Ling Baibing said: Organize the composition text and take the class 4 back.

Oh! Li Siping, who was admitted to the general amnesty, quickly sorted out the composition text, picked it up and was about to leave, but Ling Baibing also stood up and said: Let's go out for a walk, the teacher will talk to you

Talk about two words, Li Siping's face turned green, Teacher Ling is famous for her sweet-mouthed sword. She may have written essays in her previous life, and her words were heartbroken and every sentence was knocked to the point. No matter how powerful the thorny head was, she could be ashamed of her. Not to mention Li Siping's face is not thick-skinned enough, she can basically let him down in just a few words.

During this period, Ling Baibing did not pay attention to him. He felt a little guilty inside and felt that he shouldn't deceive the teacher, but the rest actually thought that this was not good. As a young man, he naturally did not understand the important role of Ling Baibing in his growth. Seeing that Teacher Ling consciously or unconsciously skipped him, he was quite content with his own self-satisfaction.

Li Siping held more than 80 composition books, and some students used thick book clips for composition books. This weight, even with his physique, he would have to be exhausted and panting when walking from the office to the class. Now he has to hold these books and walk with the teacher, and he still has to talk about it?

God! Li Siping clearly heard the wailing inside himself, but he did not dare to resist. He obediently picked up the notebook, followed Ling Baibing, and walked out of the office

Ling Baibing walked out of the door of the office building and said softly: I heard from several teachers in class that you are not very focused recently and dozing off. What's going on? Can't you sleep well at night?

Not... Well, it's a bit... Li Siping was incoherent and couldn't help but think of what he did every night, and even thought of the plot in "My Sexual Enlightenment Teacher" in his mind...

At your age, you should have a good sleep? Ling Baibing glanced at his student. He was much taller than him. In addition to the childishness on his face, he already looked like a man.

Well, it's just learning... I slept late... Li Siping lied casually, his eyes swaying on the buttocks under the head teacher's black suit pants

Do you go to bed late in your studies? Last semester you learned until eleven o'clock in the evening and got up at four or five o'clock in the morning. When you were sleepy during class, you stood up and went to the back to listen to the class. You didn't even see you wandering in class! Do you think this reason is tenable?

That's different... Li Siping consciously made a mistake, but he replied unconsciously

This annoyed Ling Baibing, and she asked loudly: What's different?

Her voice scared Li Siping, causing several students from afar to look here. Ling Baibing realized that she had been a little too much and comforted her: Last semester, you made great progress. Except for your unsatisfactory math grades, you have achieved good grades in all subjects, especially the courses in liberal arts and history, which are basically among the best. If you can persist with your grades like this, I hope you can get into a prestigious university in the future. Don’t give up on yourself and go back as soon as you start!

After a pause, she said: I have talked to you, Aunt Qing, that your academic performance was not good, your foundation was not good, and your study habits were relatively poor. She could not imagine that you were also a sensible child and knew to use hard study to make your elders feel at ease. If that is the case, why can't you persist consistently? If there are any difficulties, you can tell the teacher that the teacher who can solve it will definitely help you. If it cannot help you, the teacher will also find a way with you.

Ling Baibing's words were quite sincere, which made Li Siping feel a little moved, but the composition in his hand was really heavy. His touching flashed away, and the influence of the previous lie emerged. Thinking of the content of the erotic novel, he felt a little moved and said something he could not believe even to say.

Teacher, I... I miss you every night! I will think of that night, I...we... that situation, so I can't sleep well!

As soon as he said that, not only Ling Baibing was shocked, but Li Siping was also shocked that he could not speak through his brain.

I have always been relying on my imagination to resist the numbness of my hands by Ling Ling's butt. I unconsciously regard the plot in the novel as a standard. It's fine to think about it normally, but why did I say it without any restraint?

The air seemed to solidify, and the two of them fell into an awkward silence

I don’t know how long it took, Ling Baibing came to his senses first. The two of them were still on the playground. It was obviously inappropriate to talk about such topics. She glared at the naughty student with a red face and said sternly: What are you talking nonsense? Let’s go together after school and make up for the lessons tonight!

After saying that, he didn't care about Li Siping and returned to the office

Li Siping turned around in shame and walked towards the teaching building. He complained about his own words without any restraint. He didn't know what anger he would face after school?

The deep worry made him forget the sourness in his hands, and he moved forward with sad steps, but he didn't notice that Teacher Ling, who walked into the office building, was standing at the corner of the door, looking at his proud student with deep eyes.

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After a long time after school bell rang, Ling Baibing came out of the office building. Li Siping didn't dare to go upstairs, so he just watched the direction of the office building in the door of the teaching building.

He hopes that Teacher Ling, who is wise and powerful, can live without any blame, or suddenly be kind and tells himself that he doesn't need to make up for the lessons today, so that he can go home quickly and eat the delicious food made by Aunt Qing.

But the reality is cruel. Ling Baibing saw this boy's thief-headed cat there as soon as she left the teaching building. She held back her laughter, glared at him when she walked to the door, and continued to walk forward without saying a word.

Li Siping knew the meaning of this look, so he could only follow Teacher Ling in shame with his tail.

According to usual habits, the two would take the bus to the platform near Ling Baibing's house to get off, and then buy a few vegetables from the side dish shop at the door. When Ling Baibing prepares dinner, he would assign a few math problems to Li Siping for him to do his homework; after the two of them finished supper, Li Siping would do his homework. After Ling Baibing cleaned up briefly, he would also go to the table to write his own lesson plan.

When Li Siping finished his homework, Ling Baibing would check the math problems he did, explain some errors on the questions, talk about the knowledge points and precautions, and assign two exercises for him to practice.

Basically, it was already very late after these were done, and Li Siping would pack up his things and go home

In the past, every time Li Siping came to make up for the lessons, when he returned home, Ling Baibing would change into a home dress casually, either casual or comfortable, and would not deliberately avoid anything. At that time, she was a teacher and a student. The two were clearly separated, and an unfathomable gap separated each other.

Today, the two of them continued to perform this process in silence, but the atmosphere was a bit awkward because something happened.

After entering the door, Ling Baibing did not change his clothes, but sat upright on the sofa, letting Li Siping sit down, and he was preparing to have a deep conversation with him.

Ling Baibing thought of a lot of big truths to say. She wanted to use this method to make the gap between the two people clear again, but she looked at the boy in front of her, the proud student who once made her proud, the little man who once protected her, the little god of wealth who solved her urgent home purchase problem, and the little man who once entered her body... Where should I start?

He said that he was young and ignorant, and it was his aphrodisiac that seduced him?

Or is it that he is in his prime and his marriage is out of order because he loses his virginity?

Or is he a long-term future and should not indulge in women's sex, and should continue to move forward?

The words she had thought had become powerless. She knew that the gap between her and this boy could no longer be blocked, and she could no longer be the noble teacher. The two of them had already been entangled, but they didn't notice it, and he was also unconscious.

In a vague manner, she seemed to hear a sigh deep in her heart. Ling Baibing felt relieved. Thousands of words gathered to her lips and turned into a gentle question: Siping, do you think the teacher is good?

Li Siping, who was about to face the storm, was stunned by this stupid sentence and could not understand the teacher's thoughts. He could only nod his head foolishly and said OK

What's the use of it? In order to be with him, I quarreled with my parents and ran away from home. In the end, my father was so angry that he was hospitalized after being sick. He had no choice but to agree to our marriage...

In order to buy a house, I borrowed money everywhere, and even my parents' old capital was borrowed, but this was not enough...

I used my parents' money to invest for you, and I was very worried, but what should I do if I didn't do this? Will I rent a house for the rest of my life? The housing prices in Beijing are rising so fast, and our income level is that if we don't buy a house now, will there be a place to live in the future...

I was drugged and almost raped. I told him that I thought he would feel sorry for me and understand me, but who would have thought...

These words have been held in Ling Baibing's belly for a long time. She has never found a suitable person to talk to, afraid that her parents will worry, afraid that her friends will look down upon her, and afraid that her colleagues will laugh at her. Until she gets alone with the student in front of her, who was once quite close to her, the desire to talk to her could not be stopped. The words in her heart are like a flood that bursts into pieces, rushing out like a flood that bursts into pieces.

Ling Baibing's eyes were filled with tears and she whispered. She said all the depression, pain and dissatisfaction in her heart for a while.

After chatting with Li Siping that time, she hesitated for a long time and finally told her husband Hu Ming the truth.

I originally thought that he could at least understand himself and sympathize with his experience as a victim. Who would have thought that Hu Ming was extremely angry on the phone, as if he was the one who was drugged

The two had a big fight on the phone, and finally Hu Ming fell down in anger and interrupted the call.

Afterwards, Ling Baibing thought that it might be Hu Ming who felt that he had deceived him and thought that things were not that simple, or that he simply could not accept that he had not been raped but had a relationship with his student. This student was the student who had been making up for his lessons at her house when he was not at home and helped her earn money to buy a house.

This coincidence made Hu Ming unacceptable. He called the next morning and formally filed for divorce

These days, Ling Baibing has experienced the mental journey of pain to despair to begging to despair again. After a period of self-giving, one day when looking in the mirror, looking at the haggard self in the mirror, she suddenly realized that her life should not be like this, and she should not be bothered by the trivial things of life. She has so many things to do, and her life is so wonderful, but it is just a failed marriage, and she will definitely be able to get out.

So although she was crying when she was talking, she easily and actively after saying these words accumulated in her heart.

Li Siping just listened quietly. He could not understand the complex emotional problems between men and women, but he understood one thing, a lie he accidentally might have broken up the teacher's originally happy marriage and family.

He no longer dared to admit that he was lying. He admitted the facts. What he might have to face was not Ling Baibing. Talk about it, but was angry. He dared not take this risk.

...It was the teacher's fault that time. The teacher drank the water he gave in Director Chen's room. Maybe the medicine was added to it, otherwise it wouldn't be...

The teacher is an adult and must be responsible for his own behavior, but you are only sixteen years old and don’t understand many things. The teacher cannot watch you take the wrong path, nor can he delay your future because of giving up on yourself.

What should be discussed should be discussed. When Ling Baibing said it out loud, he felt much more relaxed and officially started preaching.

You are now in adolescence, so it is normal for you to be interested in things between men and women, especially you...

She also had such a relationship with the teacher..., and Ling Baibing was a little difficult to say, but her sense of responsibility as a teacher still made her insist on: So over the past period of time, you have not focused your energy in learning, and this teacher can understand...

After hearing what she said, Li Siping breathed a sigh of relief, but he didn't know there was something behind:

But it is unacceptable! Starting today, you have to follow me to do homework every day, just like before, you can't be lazy or slick, the teacher will strictly demand you! Ling Baibing paused, and her expression changed from a gentle little woman to a head teacher, and she said sternly: As for your random thoughts, the teacher can ignore it, but if you doze off in class again, the daily tutoring time will double, the math problems will double, and so on!

Li Siping really wanted to ask how to use analogy, but seeing the teacher's fierce look, he still held back, took out his homework book and started writing his homework.

Seeing his obedient look, Ling Baibing held back her laughter and returned to the bedroom to change her clothes.

When she reached out to open the wardrobe door, she accidentally caught a glimpse of herself in the mirror. The dark gray professional suit was very decent when worn on her body. She wrinkled a little after wearing it for a day. Her tender neck looked more delicate against the blue sweater. However, because she was neglected to take care of her face, she looked a little dark, and her lips were even cracked.

She thought about it and threw away a cotton home clothes she had just taken out. This dress was comfortable to wear, but it was too uncharacteristic and could not show her beauty.

After rummaging around the closet for a long time, she found a pair of dark red trousers and a purple V-neck lace tight cotton sweater. She reached out to close the bedroom door, thought for a while, then shrank back and changed her clothes.

Maybe the two of them have already had physical relationships and he has seen everything, so there is no need to be careful of it; maybe he thinks he is still young and will not have the idea of ​​peeking; maybe...

He was thinking a lot in his heart, but he was not slow to change his clothes. He took off his shirt and pants, put on his trousers, and was about to put on a T-shirt, and accidentally touched the white bra. Ling Baibing thought to himself, why should he wear this and suffer this crime when he was at home?

Just take it off?

She slowly reached out to the button of her bra, but seemed to be frightened. She stretched out halfway and suddenly shrank back. After hesitating for a long time, she finally made up her mind and unbuttoned the button.

A pair of plump and perky breasts stood in the air, and the slight chill made her feel shocked. What are you doing?

What are you looking forward to?

She didn't dare to think about the answer to this question, just like she didn't dare to think about the reason for choosing clothes just now, she deliberately avoided the self in her heart

When she walked out of the bedroom, she saw Li Siping doing her homework. She was so excited that she couldn't help laughing at her. However, Ling Baibing didn't do much and told her to do her homework well. The teacher went to cook, and then she got into the kitchen.

Li Siping wrote quickly, but he was not deaf. When Ling Baibing walked out of the bedroom, he noticed her different things. Her face was red, wearing tight pants and a black tight T-shirt, perfectly outlining the beautiful figure of the head teacher.

Ling Baibing is tall and has a good body proportion. She has long legs, thin waist, big chest and straight neck, and a melon-shaped face. She is born with a beautiful embryo. If it weren't for myopia glasses, it would be fine to participate in the beauty pageant.

Her chestnut-colored hair was straight at some point. She usually tied it up with a hairband or hairpin, but now it spreads out and scatters on her shoulders, making her look more mature and charming

Wrapped in the tight T-shirt, her plump breasts were bulging, and as Ling Baibing walked, the two small meats were erect, leaving a clear bulge, but because of peeking, Li Siping did not notice this small detail

He lowered his head and stroked his pen on his notebook, but he didn't know what to write. When his heart was floating outside the sky, he heard a cough. When he looked up, he saw Teacher Ling's scrutiny gaze. He hurriedly withdrew his mind and continued to do his homework.

Ling Baibing couldn't help but laugh when she was washing rice and vegetables in the kitchen. She thought this little boy was quite interesting, but as she thought about it, she remembered the wonderful time she had spent with her husband.

At that time, I was also busy in the kitchen. My husband watched TV in the living room or worked in the small bedroom. Sometimes he would come to help me, but most of them were troubles...

The two of them sat next to the dining table, having dinner happily in the evening light, looking forward to a better life in the future...

Sometimes, he will surprise himself, buy a small gift or something...

Sometimes, he would enter his body in a hurry and rudely. Once, even in the kitchen, he fucked himself once and almost smashed the dining table...

Memories come like a tide, the deep sadness and beautiful scenes are intertwined, like a huge net that suffocates her

After a daze, Ling Baibing reached out to support the countertop of the cabinet. She shook her head hard to calm herself down, forget about these things, don't think about them, don't recall them, think about the future, think about the present...

Yes, in front of you!

She smiled sadly, and then she realized that her eyes were wet