Chapter 9: Sorry in the heart, return to the freezing point

14days ago Incestuous Novels 4
After that day, I didn't do as much as I thought

Instead, the two of them are a little more awkward

I've tried to express my feelings again many times

But my mother didn't listen at all

Cold face

I'm not in much mood

I understand what my mother meant that day might be caused by my mother's disappointment with her father. Although I accepted me once, my mother's attitude told me

She hopes we can return to normal

I definitely don't want to

I've expressed my attitude many times

Every time my mother smiles, but her attitude is very cold and even a little polite

I'll be away from home while everyone is not at home

Mom crossed her legs

Tugging my underwear with both hands, no beating or insulting, just shouting my name loudly

Stop at the right time, did you hear it, Mom is for your own good

Don't make irreparable mistakes again

You and I are always mother and son. Mom is mother and son are sons.

Mom loves you, but because of loving you, you can’t let you do what you shouldn’t do. You still have life, and you will have a better girl in college in the future. I hope you understand your mother’s painstaking efforts.

I'm sure I won't do it with you, you have to know

It's not too late to fix the dead now

I pulled a corner of my mother's clothes in disappointment

But the whole body has become soft

I don't know what to say, I'll do it aside

Although I have learned a long joke about how to convince my mother online

But I know it is useless, and those superficial opinions and reasons to convince my mother are not tenable at all!

I also asked her why she asked me that night and why so many happened in the cinema that day

My mother also explained her reasons!

After she said that, I was desperate

She said she just wanted to take revenge on her father for a while, and didn't think so much

Just thinking that you are your father's son

But now she regrets it

She is still my mother, she still loves me, but this kind of love is maternal love

My mother and I were lying on the bed and the other sat by the bed. My pants were taken off below my knees and the quilt was thrown to the ground. My mother's bra was almost torn to pieces and hung on my mother's belly.

This picture is very beautiful or lewd, but only I know that my mother will never let me enter her body.

Calm down and think, in addition to having deep maternal love for me, my mother is more than a man and a woman's love.

Maybe there is still a little bit of mutual love between men and women

The reason I rejected me was because I was worried that I could not establish the correct sexual concept and wanted to correct or ease my Oedipus complex

Even if something happened, I will never accept that I had a factual sexual relationship with her again

Now, I can only let go of this

Because my mother just thinks that I have special signs or hugs intimately

She will have a cold face soon

Push me away with your hands

Once, I heard from netizens and wanted to force my mother to let go

But the fate we welcome...

Slap two loud slaps!

for a long time……

Why... I looked at my mother in a daze and asked

Mom chose to ignore it, but her eyes that were already crying red again, and seemed to be more aggrieved than me

At this time, my phone ringtone rang and I were on the same side as my mother

Time paused suddenly, and after watching the word "Dad" on it, my fear became even greater

Hello...Dad...what's the matter

Why haven't you answered the phone for a long time? Haven't woken up yet? By the way,

I arrived at the vegetable market. Your mother asked me to ask you what you want to eat. School will start tomorrow. Have a good meal tonight.

I...it's fine, dad, just...so, let's hang up first

After pressing the hangup button, I lowered my phone to the side of my legs and unconsciously fell into silence.

Why don't you say anything? Mom said, but when I saw me, she continued, "Why don't you show off?" Who is the caller? You said, "Mom's tone is improving, and she is carrying the oppressive breath of the superior, as if in front of her I am no longer my son, but a subordinate."

He...is my dad... I know that I was forced to say what I didn't want to admit, she was too smart

She's too rational, too

Know when to let me go

It seems that nothing existed that day

I tried to hold my mother's hand and make the final retention

Good... Very good! Both of you father and son like to trample on me, right?! Did you not realize it was too much? At this moment, my mother seemed to burst out all her grievances, and the kind of turning grief into anger

The power of anger blows me away so much that I don't even have any scum left

I've never seen such a shocking cold on that cold face

It's as if I just need a glance to freeze me into ice

Mom, I was wrong, but I really love you. I am not that kind of person, but I am really not. You have to believe me!

Oh! Is that right! Mom sneered at me. I love someone because I hope he is good, not thinking about pornography every day. What do you treat me as now? Mom, I really love you!

Enough! I don’t want to listen anymore. You are still stupid. Do you know that you are my son and I am your mother. Don’t have bad thoughts on me anymore. That’s a crime! That’s incest. Do you know!

Unbelievable that after living for so many years, my mother actually said this to me, thinking that kind of person. We were just confused for a while. Now we are going to return to our original position! My mother turned around and left with extraordinary determination! Leave now. After signing up tomorrow, you will go to school to live. I will regularly send money to your card, and I will not force you to study in the future!

Mom... Are you not recognizing me? I didn't expect that one day I would encounter a scene where my mother wanted to chase her son away

Maybe my words touched a certain nerve of my mother. The tears she had been suppressing could no longer be controlled, which was even more intense than the ones she had when her father betrayed her just now.

No! No! Mom is trying to save you! Mom doesn't want you to go astray, you know mom can't bear to leave you! But you really shouldn't behave like that to mom. We did the wrong thing, we shouldn't continue to make mistakes... You really shouldn't... Do you understand! Just leave! Use this time to think carefully and let mom calm down, as my mother begs you! Mom's tears are getting more and more talked about. Over the years, I have seen her so many cold and beautiful sides. It's the first time I saw her so sad. Although I also feel a lot of grievances in my heart, my tears are not worth mentioning at all.

Although I am unwilling to give up, I can only admit defeat in the face of such a situation

Pack your luggage and go back to school, prepare for the exam

In the next few days, I didn't bother my mother on my phone. Later, my mother said that, and my mother finally felt relieved, and her mood gradually became calmer from shyness and guilt.

But after this physical and mental torture, my heart suddenly felt more lonely and tired than before. Whether on the street or at home, her heart always felt heavy.

For a long time, nothing we have shown before showing outsiders has happened, and even selectively forgotten after a long time.

There is also a feeling of guilt and indifference. My mother and I met on Saturday and Sunday and returned to our previous conversation and laughter.

But everyone always feels that they are restraining each other, and even have an invisible obstacle between them.

I try to keep back to my original position, everyone understands each other, don't be as polite as before