I encountered three important things in my first twenty-five years of life, which directly turned the development trajectory of my later life
The first thing is that when I was 18 years old, I learned that my biological father was my mother's brother, Zhang Yuzhu
That summer after the college entrance examination, I successfully got into the biology major of BGI. The reason I chose this school was because 22 years ago, Zhang Yuzhu graduated from here and left.
He is one year older than me, different from ordinary people since childhood, extremely smart. He was admitted to BGI Mathematics and Applied Mathematics at the age of 18. Four years later, he was recommended to North America's Mathematics Institute of Technology, and then went to Stanford to study for a doctorate...
So in that year you got pregnant with me? I want to know more about how you two got together
I don't want to use the word love because it always emphasizes reminding me that it is a product of incest, a freak that cannot tolerate secular rules
I…………
My mother hesitated. She wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes, hugged her legs tightly and recalled:
My parents, that is, your grandfather (1965) and grandmother (1968) were originally rural people. Your grandfather's father was recruited by a mining area to go to a factory when he was young. Later, when my father was 18 years old (1983), he was lucky to leave the countryside as a worker's child. Like my grandfather, he became a worker in the mining area. Four years later, he married my mother by someone's introduction. At that time, she was a 19-year-old farm girl (1987). After graduating from high school, she was assigned to a village primary school to work as a teacher. At that time, workers were higher than farmers, and urban people were more precious than rural people. At that time, in order to get rid of the identity of a rural person, she married my father. The second year after the marriage, my brother Zhang Yuzhu was born.
But it was impossible for me to be born. At that time, the country implemented a family planning policy, advocating that it was better to have only one child. Once I found out that I had a second child at home, especially families within the system, I would be severely punished.
How to punish?
I have heard a little about what happened half a century ago, but that has become history in books for me after all
Once a woman finds pregnant, she will go to the hospital to have forced abortion and will have a fetal abortion. She will also undergo ligation surgery on the parents involved afterwards.
What if it was born? You can't strangle it to death alive, right?
Some will be lost and dismissed to somewhere, and will be separated from their biological parents for decades or even never seen each other in their lives. Some will be expelled from the party because of the existence of this child and worker. The place where I lived when I was a child, there was a police station director who fought with a gun to keep the child and finally committed suicide because he resisted arrest.
Huh? Then how were you born?
Oh, that's because my parents are all rural people, and their hometowns are all in the countryside. At that time, some places in the countryside were not under strict control. I was sent to my grandparents as soon as I was born, and I claimed to be a relative's child and sent it to foster care. I survived as an illegal household and grew up until I was 5 years old.
When I was five years old, my father used my relationship to leave my household registration at a distant relative's house. The old couple had no children. I was adopted. I was finally able to go to the city and return to my parents. It was the first time I finally lived with my brother. Before, he also returned to his hometown in the countryside during winter and summer vacations, but he didn't stay for a long time. He often lived for a week or two and returned to the city, so our relationship was not close.
Later I went to kindergarten and elementary school. Houses could not be bought or sold. They were all distributed. My family only had one bedroom and one bedroom. My father used wooden boards to separate part of the area in the living room as the bedrooms of our brother and sister. Zhang Yuzhu and I lived together in this bedroom until we were 18 years old. When I was in the sixth grade of elementary school, I was bleeding from my underwear during a physical education class. Since that day, the two beds that our brother and sister placed against the wall were separated by a flower curtain, but the parents did not explain the reason to us at that time.
At that time, my breasts began to develop slowly. In order not to be discovered, I always hunched my back when I walked, and Yuzhu and I went to middle school. He was one year older than me. When I was in the third year of junior high school, he was already in high school. I didn’t have much sense of ‘sexuality’ at that time. But in a hazy dawn, I began to notice the opposite sex intentionally or unintentionally, and would pay attention to their faces, thicker voices, convex Adam’s apples, and…
Mom actually blushed like a girl, and said hesitantly:
The thick thighs and the thighs are worn lightly because in summer, everyone is wearing thin clothes. Boys basically have small shorts. When standing or sitting, their clothes are soaked with sweat on their bodies, and the crotch will be particularly prominent.
is that so?
I deliberately put on my big shorts, let my penis slightly raise my head and hold my crotch up, and then pointed
Hate
My mother wanted to hit me, but I caught my wrist. She grabbed her hand and placed it on her crotch, gently stroked my penis.
You continue
The boy I came into contact with most directly at that time was my brother who was slightly myopic when he was in junior high school. Sometimes he wore glasses and sometimes didn't wear them. In summer, he often took a shower with a basin and walked into the house in a daze. The dark skin revealed the male hormone breath of the young body.
So, you fell in love with him?
You should know that girls are precocious than boys. Adolescent girls are very childish in their minds. It is often very simple to fall in love with boys, such as being handsome, good at studying, having athletic talent, etc.
I remembered the experience of being confessed by two dinosaur girls in junior high school
At that time, I was introverted and reserved. Apart from good grades and white skin, I didn’t have any outstanding points. But I could still be targeted by some girls, which shows how simple the girls at that time were. It was entirely caused by excessive hormone secretion during puberty and physical development.
My brother Zhang Yuzhu is not only very beautiful, but also has very good academic performance. He is ranked among the top in the class every time. He doesn't like sports very much. He occasionally plays table tennis or swims. He spends more time studying every day after school, he stays in school to do his homework. After finishing his work, he runs to the only local library to read books. He doesn't go home until it gets dark and closes down when the house is off work.
Do you two communicate a lot on a daily basis?
Actually, there are not many people who don’t like to talk, but they are not withdrawn. They are just a little introverted and shy. They make a lot of friends and have all kinds of people, including gangsters who dropped out of school and wandered in society. These people used to be his classmates. Because they are good at studying, they often serve as class leaders, but they never make things difficult for those people. So the popularity is quite good, but those people occasionally take him to some bad places, such as Internet cafes
Isn't anyone able to go to Internet cafes? I asked in confusion
You don’t know, home terminals were just popular in the millennium. At that time, the terminal was not called a terminal, but a computer. A computer was very expensive, and it costs about 10,000 yuan. You may have no idea about this number. Let’s put it this way, the house we lived in was only 60,000 yuan at that time, and my parents’ salary was only 1,500 yuan a month. So ordinary families can’t afford computers at all, and they don’t have the opportunity to surf the Internet. If you want to surf the Internet, you can only go to the Internet bar.
I can't imagine what that era was like before I was born, and how should people live without Internet users?
At that time, the Internet cafes were not allowed to enter, but who would care? As long as you give money, the boss would not care whether you were a child or not.
There is still no change in this point
In 2003, SARS broke out all over the world, the full name is Atypical pneumonia, an acute respiratory infectious disease caused by the SARS virus. How terrible was this epidemic back then? It caused panic around the world at that time, shops closed, schools closed, and people couldn't see when walking on the street during the day.
I widened my eyes and thought of the scenes of the disaster film in the movie. I didn't expect that just happened eleven years ago when I was born.
My mother still felt scared when she recalled the horror atmosphere in society at that time. She lay in my arms and hugged my arm tightly, and continued:
It's very scary now, but I was stupid back then and I couldn't fully understand what was going on. I just felt that everything had changed. I just said that drinking isatis can kill viruses and spraying vinegar can prevent infection. So we went to the pharmacy to buy dozens of boxes of isatis powder. We drank a cup after getting up in the morning, a cup at noon, and a cup before going to bed at night. We also stocked up half of the room. Every day when we went out, we had to spray all over our body with a watering can, which made the house smell like vinegar everywhere.
My mother covered her mouth and laughed secretly, feeling laughed at the funny and crazy actions of the people back then, but I was completely listening to the story of another world
Her expression was so cute that I couldn't help but hug her cheek and kiss her.
You still have the jealousy smell in your hair now, I teased you
Stop making trouble, are you listening? If you don't listen, I won't talk
Say it
Because the school was closed, we didn't go to school. From elementary school to college students, we all took off school and went home. However, there were always people who were not afraid of death. The more feared the disasters of the doomsday make people, the more people were often caring and indulging. At that time, the city was like a ghost town during the day, but at night, it was like a bar, a disco, a dance hall, a video hall, and an Internet cafe. It would become crowded and extremely lively.
How did you know?
My father knew people from the security department. After he returned home, he told us that the public security was not good at that time, and there were not so many police stations. A large part of the police positions were held by the security department of the factory. They were not only responsible for public security, but also for prostitution and gambling. They even care about watching pornographic videos. Yes, you may not know what pornographic videos are, just...
CD, I know this thing, I have seen Blu-ray movies collected by someone
Oh, you think Ah, I just said that these places are all touching in a dark and careless environment, so the security department often raids these places in the name of cracking down on gangster crimes? Why did I say this? What did I just say?
Internet cafe, you were talking about Internet cafe just now
Oh, yes, after the Internet cafe was not in class, my brother Zhang Yuzhu stayed in two places every day except staying at home, one was a library, but often didn't open the door. The other was an Internet cafe, mingling with his friends in society
So is he smoking?
I thought of the past experience of the lost boy and asked
He didn't smoke at that time. At this time, he said that someone gave him cigarettes and asked him to smoke, but he often just put them in his hand and let them slowly go out. But almost everyone smoked in that place, from adults to children, so every time he returned home, he smelled of cigarettes.
Then your parents don’t care?
Our parents, Ah, what do you think? They are not very educated and work most of the day. They rarely care about other things except taking care of our food and clothing. Or they don’t care about other things except paying attention to our academic performance. However, Yuzhu has good academic performance, which makes them feel very proud in front of others. So although he goes home so late every day, as long as his grades have not declined, what is it like to be a little playful?
I heard obvious resentment from my mother's tone
Sometimes he would bring some friends to his house, some were classmates, some were playmates in society, and some were rough and stupid, but in comparison, they were much precocious than children of the same age who went to school. For example, some of them even had a broken understanding of men and women at a young age. So when they saw me, I could understand what they thought at that time.
I felt a little uneasy when I heard this
I developed early. At that time, my height was nearly 1.6 meters and my chest was full. My bra was already a B-cup. Boys looked at girls mainly because of breasts. So when they saw me, their eyes were always inseparable from my breasts.
I looked at my mother's breasts and couldn't help but squeeze them. Unfortunately, I didn't have the opportunity to taste her tight and tight peaks of the girlhood
I'm not born, I'm old
They want to fuck you
Well, they were like a group of little male dogs in heat at that time. Whenever they saw the beautiful opposite sex, they wanted to take it for themselves.
After listening to my mother saying this, I felt a little uncomfortable.
But I have no interest in them. They are so stupid that I can't even say anything to praise the girl. Once I open my mouth, all my heart's purpose was exposed, and at that time, I already had someone I liked in my heart.
uh-huh
I scratched my nose
At that time, except for the complexion of skin, all aspects of Yuzhu were in line with my imagination of an ideal male: long middle-parted hair, gentle eyes, straight nose, thin lips, thin but not weak body, a body half a head taller than me, long jeans, and a white shirt with tobacco smell.
Mom outlined his fingers in the air, as if drawing his outline
When I was a girl, I was reading many literary works from the Republic of China, Lin Huiyin's "August Sorrow" and "April Day on Earth". I have always been obsessed with the men of the Republic of China. They wore suits or long gowns, fedora hats, long chain pocket watches, and round glasses...
Oh
I snorted coldly, unable to understand what she was obsessed with fashion a hundred years ago
I have learned a little bit that the aesthetics at the beginning of the millennium actually retain the characteristics of the 1990s, such as the middle-parted men, and this hairstyle was popular during the Republic of China.
If you want Csplay, I can wear this kind of clothes to satisfy your sexual fantasy.
After hearing what I said, my mother's eyes lit up, and she patted my stomach and asked: This is what you said, do what you say!
I looked helpless and felt like I was coaxing a teenage girl of the same age.
Then you two?
I tried to get back to the point so that she wouldn't get out of the way again
It was a rainy night in summer.
Mom suddenly stared at the front and said
That night in our bedroom, he was tutoring my homework. At that time, our bodies were very close and we could smell each other's odors. As a result, we were working on the questions. The power suddenly broke down at home. Our place was a mining area, and the most deficit was coal and electricity resources. Power outages rarely occur, so we were unprepared. There were no regular candles at home, only a long iron flashlight.
Yuzhu ran downstairs to the convenience store at the entrance of the family yard and called her parents who had not come back from get off work for help on a public phone. However, her parents told him that it was too rainy and could not go back. She could only stay in the unit overnight tonight. She would solve the problem when she went back tomorrow. She found that not every house in the tube building had no electricity, so she decided to find the reason first. She found that the voltage was unstable on the thunderstorm and the aging of the circuit at home caused the trip, but the switch was outside the house, so he asked me to hold an umbrella for him and planned to push the switch back together.
Mom swallowed and continued:
When he closed the gate and jumped out of the chair, because the ground in the outdoor corridor was slippery, he fell directly on me without standing. As a result, we both lay down on the ground. At that time, his right hand happened to be pressed on my breasts. The rain had already wet my top. After the nipples were strongly stimulated, my lower body suddenly felt wet. I was so embarrassed that I kissed his wet lips.
Only a faint light shone on his eyes. I could see the changes in his eyes. From the initial thrill to the later arduous heat, I remembered the adult porn magazines I secretly found under his bed, and some sticky paper balls sometimes heard in the middle of the night, and I could hear him masturbating behind the curtain.
Then, on that rainy night, he broke my virgin body
I was stunned for a long time and asked: How long did your relationship last later
Three years, he left his home and our small place after getting into college at the age of 18.
I think after both of you went to college, this relationship must have never been broken.
BGI was too difficult for me to take the exam, so I went to Jiangda, Lin Province. When I was studying psychology for six years, he would call me once a week. We would chat for a long time, talking about the people we met in our respective universities and what happened. Like long-distance lovers, he would take the train to me after winter and summer vacation. We would lie to our family about the evening newspaper’s holiday time, or find various excuses, and then find a hotel outside the school to live together for a week or two, or travel to other places for a few days.
But didn’t he study abroad later?
Mom's eyes dimmed, and she continued to say after a long silence:
Yes, he went to North America for 10 years to study for a graduate student. Since then, he can only come back once a year. Our relationship cannot be as close as before. He went to a bigger world. And I was still staying in place and wandering. I waited for him for three years. Three years later, he graduated and returned to China. I also graduated. At that time, he was 25, I was 24, and it happened to be the age to talk about marriage.
He brought his girlfriend back at that time. His classmate, also Chinese, was a rich girl. He was sent abroad to study in middle school. The two started together since the second year of college. In the end, Yuzhu decided to take her back to see her parents and said she was meeting her parents. In fact, it was to let me see that he wanted to completely cut off the relationship between us.
My mother clenched my arm angrily, and gritted her teeth and seemed to treat me as Zhang Yuzhu's incarnation again.
But how could I do it?! I waited for him for three years! I loved him for ten years! He just wanted to throw me away like a dirty rag like this?! It wasn't that easy!
I looked at the slightly trembling white hair at the distance between my mother's hair, and felt that the familiar and terrifying devil mother was back, the cruel and ferocious woman who had used violence to vent her dissatisfaction from me and had a strong sense of revenge.
I spread my hands holding her
So what did you do?
I told the woman the truth, at home, in front of my parents
I felt like I was trembling with her and we didn't talk anymore. After a long time, I asked: Then how did you get pregnant with me?
That coward, that unsuccessful bastard, wanted to run away, so a few days before I was forced to get married, I tricked him into a hotel to meet him, and then put medicine in the water he drank, and let him rape me
You forced him, but said he raped you?
From the moment he betrayed me, all the vows he said before to love me turned into lies! He raped every time he fucked me! I wanted to kill him with one knife, but I changed my mind and I wanted to leave his seeds so that he would never be able to get rid of me for the rest of his life!
This horrible woman Ah! Oh my god!
I pushed my mother away and looked at her, a mentally distorted woman with incredible eyes. The control-like mother was simply a terrifying pervert.
snort
My mother saw the cowardice that I felt due to fear. She crawled in front of me, stroked my hair and face and said:
With you here, he will never run away, because you are the witness and crystallization of our sincere love
I looked at the dilapidated factory house in front of me, exhaled, picked up the gift and followed my mother into the dim corridor.
Your dad died the previous year
The old man in front of me, I don't know if he should be called grandma or grandma, looked at the black and white photos on the table and said, "On the above, an old man with kind eyebrows looked at me expressionlessly, as if he was judging my life."
Oh, Mom responded coldly
This trip to return home before the New Year was completely the result of my proposal. According to my mother's own words, she would rather never return to this small mining city sandwiched in the cracks of the mountains in her life.
I didn't want to stay in the awkward atmosphere of the mother and daughter, so I got up and walked into the bedroom separated by the wooden wall.
On the west wall, there are various awards from the roof to the edge of the bed, with two pictures interspersed between the awards, one is the movie poster of "2001 Space Odyssey", and the other is the fractal image of Mandeborough's collection.
There were bedding and pillows on the bed, as if there were still people sleeping here
I squatted down and looked down on the bed. I didn't see the paper ball, but was filled with dense layers of books.
An iron nail was nailed on the south window, an iron wire was wrapped around it, and the other end was on the wooden wall behind me. The curtains were stacked behind the house door by the wall. The toilet was opposite to the door. Turn right to see the old man and the old lady's bedroom
There is a long table under the south window, separated by a pot of spider plants in the middle, there is a desk lamp, an alarm clock and several ornaments on the right side of the table, and there are a few books. The left side of the table is clean and there is nothing.
In addition to a few heart-shaped paper stickers in the clinical corner on the east wall, it can be seen that there were many things hanging on the wall once, but now there are only gray-white walls with different depths.
From the unmoved bed sheet on the bed, it can be seen that a girl was sleeping here once.
I walked to the table and picked up the glass photo frame from under the desk lamp. Zhang Yuzhu's face was printed on the photo
This is a big boy who looks sunny and handsome, with his mouth raised and smiling, but his eyes reveal deepness and melancholy that are not quite commensurate with his age.
Your uncle was very good at studying back then, and he liked reading the most
Grandma sat on the bed for some time, and the kind-hearted old lady said sadly
When your mother gave birth to you, he was very happy. She was about to fly back from a foreign country to see you. If we had known, we wouldn't tell him.
The plane Zhang Yuzhu was riding that day crashed in the Pacific Ocean due to a crash
I looked up at Zhang Xinlan, who was standing in the door frame with expressionless expressions.
That day she told me that after the amniotic fluid broke, she immediately sent a message to Zhang Yuzhu using the terminal:
The child is about to be born, our child
It's time to have a meal, let's go, mom reminded me
I smiled at my grandmother, picked up her arm from the bed and walked towards the living room together
It is said that my nephew looks like my uncle. Your eyes really look more and more like your uncle. Grandma held my hand and said
After dinner, I chatted with my grandmother for a while and got closer. After the hour hand passed eleven o'clock, I saw her yawning and decided to go to bed.
Grandma suggested that my mother sleep with her, and I went to Zhang Yuzhu's wooden bed
But my mother refused, she said she should sleep in her own bed
Grandma knew that Xinlan still had resentment towards her, so she had to smile awkwardly and said:
OK, then I'll hold you a quilt and get another pillow
She spread the quilt for her mother with her old back and patted the pillow, hoping that the pillow that was pressed tightly could be more fluffy
But my mother had no expression throughout the whole process, and she didn't help, just stood there with her chest in her arms.
You two are sleeping here, so the curtain doesn't need to be pulled by Xiaoyu. We discuss with your mother and stay at grandma for a few more days.
Grandma closed the door after saying that
My mother and I were lying on our own beds, staring at the ceiling above our heads for a while, and the sound of my grandmother snoring sounded next door.
Do you think I look like Zhang Yuzhu?
I suddenly asked as I looked at the certificates on the wall
Mom didn't speak, and it took a long time to respond: It's neither like, nor like it
Then do you regret telling him? If you don't say it, he won't die
I've regretted it once
Mom turned around and said with her hands on her pillow
But as you grow up, I'm less and less thinking about this
In your eyes, do you think I am his reincarnation?
I sat up and started taking off my clothes. I always wanted to figure out who I am in my mother's eyes.
It used to be
What about now?
Mom won't answer
I lay down on the bed behind her, approaching her ear and repeatedly asked: What about now?
She closed her eyes, but still didn't answer
I stretched my hand out from under the thermal underwear, stroked my mother's smooth back, and then slowly touched her armpits, and kissed her neck and shoulders at the same time.
Say, what about now?
My mother still closed her eyes. She turned her head and pressed her lips together. After kissing her for a while, she said: You are Zhang Yuzhu
I suddenly grabbed her breasts and corrected while kneading: I am Feng Weiyu!
Stop making trouble
She began to pry my fingers through her clothes, but I still emphasized:
Zhang Xinlan, I am your son, not Zhang Yuzhu, not your brother, I am your biological son, mom
I was panting, my penis rubbing against my mother's butt through my underwear. I had to break her sexual fantasy, otherwise I would always be someone else's shadow substitute.
Mom, mom, my son wants to fuck you, hurry up, mom, give me your body
I climbed onto my mother, grabbed her face and kissed her wildly, and stroked her body randomly
I took off my underwear and exposed my upright cock. After I inserted it into my mother's underwear from my waist, I kept rubbing my penis on her lower abdomen with my penis.
Son………Xiaoyu?
My mother hugged my neck and swallowed the saliva from each other's mouths, then suddenly clamped my waist with her legs and tied my body tightly.
Xinlan, I am Xiaoyu, your son Xiaoyu is going to fuck you. Are you ready?
I looked down, took off my mother's warm pants, grabbed her underwear with my right hand and slapped it aside. The black pubic hair and two labia were exposed, and a V-shaped gully appeared in front of my glans, like dry land, waiting for the iron plow to plow into the plow.
My mother nodded in my eyes. I could see her longing that had been suppressed for a long time, so she grinds her vaginal opening a few times and inserted it directly.
Ah ~
The familiar moans came to my ears again. In the past six months, I finally inserted into my mother's body again.
Since I returned home from the college entrance examination, my mother hasn't asked me to touch her any more in the summer
Shortly after those three days, her menstruation did not arrive as scheduled, and two red lines were also measured on the pregnancy test stick.
Emergency contraceptive pills were taken in vain. More than a month later, I accompanied her to the hospital for an abortion.
I suddenly remembered that I forgot to bring a condom, but I was too lazy to get out of bed and get it. I just need to ejaculate outside the body in a while.
During my thrusting, my mother also reacted. She wanted me to pull it out but was greedy for this comfort. After thinking about it, she didn't say it.
I looked at the subtle changes in her expression before and after, and thought to myself that women are really irrational animals. After lust comes, everything can be ignored.
On that rainy night thirty years ago, she and Zhang Yuzhu broke through the taboos of morality in this room.
Thinking that we might be incest with our blood relatives on the same bed, I couldn't help but get excited. I asked her while fucking my mother:
Xinlan, did you have sex on this bed back then?
Mom was stunned for a moment, saw through my thoughts, and shook her head with a snorkeling.
We looked at the bed next to us together
I hugged my mother's heavy body and moved it to Zhang Yuzhu's bed. When I took a pillow from my feet and placed it under my mother's head, I looked up and saw a photo of Zhang Yuzhu who had been placed on the table before.
The person in the photo has bitter smile on his face, and his melancholy eyes are always staring at me
I looked back provocatively and felt that the genes of incest are flowing quietly in my blood
Zhang Yuzhu, have you seen it? I'm fucking your woman!
You………Be gentle, you hurt me!
My violent thrust made my mother a little overwhelmed. She didn't understand why I suddenly started to get ruthless.
Only then did I realize that I was about to squeeze her out of bed. If the chair that was sandwiched between the table and the bed was pressed against her body, she would have fallen to the ground long ago.
I raised my hand and took the photo frame, took out the photo from behind, and then I held the photo in my left hand and carried my mother back to the spread quilt.
Sorry, I was distracted just now
What are you thinking? Do you have a girlfriend in college?
Yes, I just made one
My mother frowned and said in a strange tone: Oh, is that right
Yes, do you want to see you?
Tokyo
Mom turned her face and said expressionlessly
Her name is Zhang Xinlan, right under me, have you seen it?
I bit her ear and began to thrust gently
You fool!
My mother was angry and annoyed, and scolded me on the chest, and then began to kiss and lick my nipples, just like a reward after gladness
The comfort of my chest made my waist unable to help but start to thrust. The hot sweat quickly soaked my mother's clothes. I helped her take off her top and pants. Now we are all wearing underwear and almost naked.
Xiaoyu, Xiaoyu, Ah…………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………
No, mom, I, Xiaoyu, will never go anywhere. Xiaoyu will always be by your side and will never leave you...
No………Don’t hurt me, I………My heart has long been broken and it hurts so much………
I know, I know Xinlan, I will not hurt you, never, your knight swears that he will protect you forever, my dear queen...
I held the photo in my hand tightly and kissed the tears in the corner of my mother's eyes and said from the heart.
I love you too…………
My mother's faint voice was soon overwhelmed by the creaking sound of the wooden bed. Just as we were in love with each other, the door of the house was suddenly pushed open.
I said why do you keep turning on the light? It turns out you...you...
mom?!
Xinlan, you, you are so shameless! You not only seduce your brother, but you don’t even let go of your own son!
Grandma!
After hearing this, I was extremely angry and took out a photo of it that had been wrinkled. I took out the lighter from my pocket on the chair with my other hand and said with a grim smile:
My name is not Feng Weiyu, my surname is actually Zhang
I glanced at Zhang Yuzhu in the photo, then looked at my grandmother standing by the curtain with her face twitching, and lit the lighter.
Hello, grandma
The photo turned into a ball of fire, falling from the air on the floor
The first thing is that when I was 18 years old, I learned that my biological father was my mother's brother, Zhang Yuzhu
That summer after the college entrance examination, I successfully got into the biology major of BGI. The reason I chose this school was because 22 years ago, Zhang Yuzhu graduated from here and left.
He is one year older than me, different from ordinary people since childhood, extremely smart. He was admitted to BGI Mathematics and Applied Mathematics at the age of 18. Four years later, he was recommended to North America's Mathematics Institute of Technology, and then went to Stanford to study for a doctorate...
So in that year you got pregnant with me? I want to know more about how you two got together
I don't want to use the word love because it always emphasizes reminding me that it is a product of incest, a freak that cannot tolerate secular rules
I…………
My mother hesitated. She wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes, hugged her legs tightly and recalled:
My parents, that is, your grandfather (1965) and grandmother (1968) were originally rural people. Your grandfather's father was recruited by a mining area to go to a factory when he was young. Later, when my father was 18 years old (1983), he was lucky to leave the countryside as a worker's child. Like my grandfather, he became a worker in the mining area. Four years later, he married my mother by someone's introduction. At that time, she was a 19-year-old farm girl (1987). After graduating from high school, she was assigned to a village primary school to work as a teacher. At that time, workers were higher than farmers, and urban people were more precious than rural people. At that time, in order to get rid of the identity of a rural person, she married my father. The second year after the marriage, my brother Zhang Yuzhu was born.
But it was impossible for me to be born. At that time, the country implemented a family planning policy, advocating that it was better to have only one child. Once I found out that I had a second child at home, especially families within the system, I would be severely punished.
How to punish?
I have heard a little about what happened half a century ago, but that has become history in books for me after all
Once a woman finds pregnant, she will go to the hospital to have forced abortion and will have a fetal abortion. She will also undergo ligation surgery on the parents involved afterwards.
What if it was born? You can't strangle it to death alive, right?
Some will be lost and dismissed to somewhere, and will be separated from their biological parents for decades or even never seen each other in their lives. Some will be expelled from the party because of the existence of this child and worker. The place where I lived when I was a child, there was a police station director who fought with a gun to keep the child and finally committed suicide because he resisted arrest.
Huh? Then how were you born?
Oh, that's because my parents are all rural people, and their hometowns are all in the countryside. At that time, some places in the countryside were not under strict control. I was sent to my grandparents as soon as I was born, and I claimed to be a relative's child and sent it to foster care. I survived as an illegal household and grew up until I was 5 years old.
When I was five years old, my father used my relationship to leave my household registration at a distant relative's house. The old couple had no children. I was adopted. I was finally able to go to the city and return to my parents. It was the first time I finally lived with my brother. Before, he also returned to his hometown in the countryside during winter and summer vacations, but he didn't stay for a long time. He often lived for a week or two and returned to the city, so our relationship was not close.
Later I went to kindergarten and elementary school. Houses could not be bought or sold. They were all distributed. My family only had one bedroom and one bedroom. My father used wooden boards to separate part of the area in the living room as the bedrooms of our brother and sister. Zhang Yuzhu and I lived together in this bedroom until we were 18 years old. When I was in the sixth grade of elementary school, I was bleeding from my underwear during a physical education class. Since that day, the two beds that our brother and sister placed against the wall were separated by a flower curtain, but the parents did not explain the reason to us at that time.
At that time, my breasts began to develop slowly. In order not to be discovered, I always hunched my back when I walked, and Yuzhu and I went to middle school. He was one year older than me. When I was in the third year of junior high school, he was already in high school. I didn’t have much sense of ‘sexuality’ at that time. But in a hazy dawn, I began to notice the opposite sex intentionally or unintentionally, and would pay attention to their faces, thicker voices, convex Adam’s apples, and…
Mom actually blushed like a girl, and said hesitantly:
The thick thighs and the thighs are worn lightly because in summer, everyone is wearing thin clothes. Boys basically have small shorts. When standing or sitting, their clothes are soaked with sweat on their bodies, and the crotch will be particularly prominent.
is that so?
I deliberately put on my big shorts, let my penis slightly raise my head and hold my crotch up, and then pointed
Hate
My mother wanted to hit me, but I caught my wrist. She grabbed her hand and placed it on her crotch, gently stroked my penis.
You continue
The boy I came into contact with most directly at that time was my brother who was slightly myopic when he was in junior high school. Sometimes he wore glasses and sometimes didn't wear them. In summer, he often took a shower with a basin and walked into the house in a daze. The dark skin revealed the male hormone breath of the young body.
So, you fell in love with him?
You should know that girls are precocious than boys. Adolescent girls are very childish in their minds. It is often very simple to fall in love with boys, such as being handsome, good at studying, having athletic talent, etc.
I remembered the experience of being confessed by two dinosaur girls in junior high school
At that time, I was introverted and reserved. Apart from good grades and white skin, I didn’t have any outstanding points. But I could still be targeted by some girls, which shows how simple the girls at that time were. It was entirely caused by excessive hormone secretion during puberty and physical development.
My brother Zhang Yuzhu is not only very beautiful, but also has very good academic performance. He is ranked among the top in the class every time. He doesn't like sports very much. He occasionally plays table tennis or swims. He spends more time studying every day after school, he stays in school to do his homework. After finishing his work, he runs to the only local library to read books. He doesn't go home until it gets dark and closes down when the house is off work.
Do you two communicate a lot on a daily basis?
Actually, there are not many people who don’t like to talk, but they are not withdrawn. They are just a little introverted and shy. They make a lot of friends and have all kinds of people, including gangsters who dropped out of school and wandered in society. These people used to be his classmates. Because they are good at studying, they often serve as class leaders, but they never make things difficult for those people. So the popularity is quite good, but those people occasionally take him to some bad places, such as Internet cafes
Isn't anyone able to go to Internet cafes? I asked in confusion
You don’t know, home terminals were just popular in the millennium. At that time, the terminal was not called a terminal, but a computer. A computer was very expensive, and it costs about 10,000 yuan. You may have no idea about this number. Let’s put it this way, the house we lived in was only 60,000 yuan at that time, and my parents’ salary was only 1,500 yuan a month. So ordinary families can’t afford computers at all, and they don’t have the opportunity to surf the Internet. If you want to surf the Internet, you can only go to the Internet bar.
I can't imagine what that era was like before I was born, and how should people live without Internet users?
At that time, the Internet cafes were not allowed to enter, but who would care? As long as you give money, the boss would not care whether you were a child or not.
There is still no change in this point
In 2003, SARS broke out all over the world, the full name is Atypical pneumonia, an acute respiratory infectious disease caused by the SARS virus. How terrible was this epidemic back then? It caused panic around the world at that time, shops closed, schools closed, and people couldn't see when walking on the street during the day.
I widened my eyes and thought of the scenes of the disaster film in the movie. I didn't expect that just happened eleven years ago when I was born.
My mother still felt scared when she recalled the horror atmosphere in society at that time. She lay in my arms and hugged my arm tightly, and continued:
It's very scary now, but I was stupid back then and I couldn't fully understand what was going on. I just felt that everything had changed. I just said that drinking isatis can kill viruses and spraying vinegar can prevent infection. So we went to the pharmacy to buy dozens of boxes of isatis powder. We drank a cup after getting up in the morning, a cup at noon, and a cup before going to bed at night. We also stocked up half of the room. Every day when we went out, we had to spray all over our body with a watering can, which made the house smell like vinegar everywhere.
My mother covered her mouth and laughed secretly, feeling laughed at the funny and crazy actions of the people back then, but I was completely listening to the story of another world
Her expression was so cute that I couldn't help but hug her cheek and kiss her.
You still have the jealousy smell in your hair now, I teased you
Stop making trouble, are you listening? If you don't listen, I won't talk
Say it
Because the school was closed, we didn't go to school. From elementary school to college students, we all took off school and went home. However, there were always people who were not afraid of death. The more feared the disasters of the doomsday make people, the more people were often caring and indulging. At that time, the city was like a ghost town during the day, but at night, it was like a bar, a disco, a dance hall, a video hall, and an Internet cafe. It would become crowded and extremely lively.
How did you know?
My father knew people from the security department. After he returned home, he told us that the public security was not good at that time, and there were not so many police stations. A large part of the police positions were held by the security department of the factory. They were not only responsible for public security, but also for prostitution and gambling. They even care about watching pornographic videos. Yes, you may not know what pornographic videos are, just...
CD, I know this thing, I have seen Blu-ray movies collected by someone
Oh, you think Ah, I just said that these places are all touching in a dark and careless environment, so the security department often raids these places in the name of cracking down on gangster crimes? Why did I say this? What did I just say?
Internet cafe, you were talking about Internet cafe just now
Oh, yes, after the Internet cafe was not in class, my brother Zhang Yuzhu stayed in two places every day except staying at home, one was a library, but often didn't open the door. The other was an Internet cafe, mingling with his friends in society
So is he smoking?
I thought of the past experience of the lost boy and asked
He didn't smoke at that time. At this time, he said that someone gave him cigarettes and asked him to smoke, but he often just put them in his hand and let them slowly go out. But almost everyone smoked in that place, from adults to children, so every time he returned home, he smelled of cigarettes.
Then your parents don’t care?
Our parents, Ah, what do you think? They are not very educated and work most of the day. They rarely care about other things except taking care of our food and clothing. Or they don’t care about other things except paying attention to our academic performance. However, Yuzhu has good academic performance, which makes them feel very proud in front of others. So although he goes home so late every day, as long as his grades have not declined, what is it like to be a little playful?
I heard obvious resentment from my mother's tone
Sometimes he would bring some friends to his house, some were classmates, some were playmates in society, and some were rough and stupid, but in comparison, they were much precocious than children of the same age who went to school. For example, some of them even had a broken understanding of men and women at a young age. So when they saw me, I could understand what they thought at that time.
I felt a little uneasy when I heard this
I developed early. At that time, my height was nearly 1.6 meters and my chest was full. My bra was already a B-cup. Boys looked at girls mainly because of breasts. So when they saw me, their eyes were always inseparable from my breasts.
I looked at my mother's breasts and couldn't help but squeeze them. Unfortunately, I didn't have the opportunity to taste her tight and tight peaks of the girlhood
I'm not born, I'm old
They want to fuck you
Well, they were like a group of little male dogs in heat at that time. Whenever they saw the beautiful opposite sex, they wanted to take it for themselves.
After listening to my mother saying this, I felt a little uncomfortable.
But I have no interest in them. They are so stupid that I can't even say anything to praise the girl. Once I open my mouth, all my heart's purpose was exposed, and at that time, I already had someone I liked in my heart.
uh-huh
I scratched my nose
At that time, except for the complexion of skin, all aspects of Yuzhu were in line with my imagination of an ideal male: long middle-parted hair, gentle eyes, straight nose, thin lips, thin but not weak body, a body half a head taller than me, long jeans, and a white shirt with tobacco smell.
Mom outlined his fingers in the air, as if drawing his outline
When I was a girl, I was reading many literary works from the Republic of China, Lin Huiyin's "August Sorrow" and "April Day on Earth". I have always been obsessed with the men of the Republic of China. They wore suits or long gowns, fedora hats, long chain pocket watches, and round glasses...
Oh
I snorted coldly, unable to understand what she was obsessed with fashion a hundred years ago
I have learned a little bit that the aesthetics at the beginning of the millennium actually retain the characteristics of the 1990s, such as the middle-parted men, and this hairstyle was popular during the Republic of China.
If you want Csplay, I can wear this kind of clothes to satisfy your sexual fantasy.
After hearing what I said, my mother's eyes lit up, and she patted my stomach and asked: This is what you said, do what you say!
I looked helpless and felt like I was coaxing a teenage girl of the same age.
Then you two?
I tried to get back to the point so that she wouldn't get out of the way again
It was a rainy night in summer.
Mom suddenly stared at the front and said
That night in our bedroom, he was tutoring my homework. At that time, our bodies were very close and we could smell each other's odors. As a result, we were working on the questions. The power suddenly broke down at home. Our place was a mining area, and the most deficit was coal and electricity resources. Power outages rarely occur, so we were unprepared. There were no regular candles at home, only a long iron flashlight.
Yuzhu ran downstairs to the convenience store at the entrance of the family yard and called her parents who had not come back from get off work for help on a public phone. However, her parents told him that it was too rainy and could not go back. She could only stay in the unit overnight tonight. She would solve the problem when she went back tomorrow. She found that not every house in the tube building had no electricity, so she decided to find the reason first. She found that the voltage was unstable on the thunderstorm and the aging of the circuit at home caused the trip, but the switch was outside the house, so he asked me to hold an umbrella for him and planned to push the switch back together.
Mom swallowed and continued:
When he closed the gate and jumped out of the chair, because the ground in the outdoor corridor was slippery, he fell directly on me without standing. As a result, we both lay down on the ground. At that time, his right hand happened to be pressed on my breasts. The rain had already wet my top. After the nipples were strongly stimulated, my lower body suddenly felt wet. I was so embarrassed that I kissed his wet lips.
Only a faint light shone on his eyes. I could see the changes in his eyes. From the initial thrill to the later arduous heat, I remembered the adult porn magazines I secretly found under his bed, and some sticky paper balls sometimes heard in the middle of the night, and I could hear him masturbating behind the curtain.
Then, on that rainy night, he broke my virgin body
I was stunned for a long time and asked: How long did your relationship last later
Three years, he left his home and our small place after getting into college at the age of 18.
I think after both of you went to college, this relationship must have never been broken.
BGI was too difficult for me to take the exam, so I went to Jiangda, Lin Province. When I was studying psychology for six years, he would call me once a week. We would chat for a long time, talking about the people we met in our respective universities and what happened. Like long-distance lovers, he would take the train to me after winter and summer vacation. We would lie to our family about the evening newspaper’s holiday time, or find various excuses, and then find a hotel outside the school to live together for a week or two, or travel to other places for a few days.
But didn’t he study abroad later?
Mom's eyes dimmed, and she continued to say after a long silence:
Yes, he went to North America for 10 years to study for a graduate student. Since then, he can only come back once a year. Our relationship cannot be as close as before. He went to a bigger world. And I was still staying in place and wandering. I waited for him for three years. Three years later, he graduated and returned to China. I also graduated. At that time, he was 25, I was 24, and it happened to be the age to talk about marriage.
He brought his girlfriend back at that time. His classmate, also Chinese, was a rich girl. He was sent abroad to study in middle school. The two started together since the second year of college. In the end, Yuzhu decided to take her back to see her parents and said she was meeting her parents. In fact, it was to let me see that he wanted to completely cut off the relationship between us.
My mother clenched my arm angrily, and gritted her teeth and seemed to treat me as Zhang Yuzhu's incarnation again.
But how could I do it?! I waited for him for three years! I loved him for ten years! He just wanted to throw me away like a dirty rag like this?! It wasn't that easy!
I looked at the slightly trembling white hair at the distance between my mother's hair, and felt that the familiar and terrifying devil mother was back, the cruel and ferocious woman who had used violence to vent her dissatisfaction from me and had a strong sense of revenge.
I spread my hands holding her
So what did you do?
I told the woman the truth, at home, in front of my parents
I felt like I was trembling with her and we didn't talk anymore. After a long time, I asked: Then how did you get pregnant with me?
That coward, that unsuccessful bastard, wanted to run away, so a few days before I was forced to get married, I tricked him into a hotel to meet him, and then put medicine in the water he drank, and let him rape me
You forced him, but said he raped you?
From the moment he betrayed me, all the vows he said before to love me turned into lies! He raped every time he fucked me! I wanted to kill him with one knife, but I changed my mind and I wanted to leave his seeds so that he would never be able to get rid of me for the rest of his life!
This horrible woman Ah! Oh my god!
I pushed my mother away and looked at her, a mentally distorted woman with incredible eyes. The control-like mother was simply a terrifying pervert.
snort
My mother saw the cowardice that I felt due to fear. She crawled in front of me, stroked my hair and face and said:
With you here, he will never run away, because you are the witness and crystallization of our sincere love
I looked at the dilapidated factory house in front of me, exhaled, picked up the gift and followed my mother into the dim corridor.
Your dad died the previous year
The old man in front of me, I don't know if he should be called grandma or grandma, looked at the black and white photos on the table and said, "On the above, an old man with kind eyebrows looked at me expressionlessly, as if he was judging my life."
Oh, Mom responded coldly
This trip to return home before the New Year was completely the result of my proposal. According to my mother's own words, she would rather never return to this small mining city sandwiched in the cracks of the mountains in her life.
I didn't want to stay in the awkward atmosphere of the mother and daughter, so I got up and walked into the bedroom separated by the wooden wall.
On the west wall, there are various awards from the roof to the edge of the bed, with two pictures interspersed between the awards, one is the movie poster of "2001 Space Odyssey", and the other is the fractal image of Mandeborough's collection.
There were bedding and pillows on the bed, as if there were still people sleeping here
I squatted down and looked down on the bed. I didn't see the paper ball, but was filled with dense layers of books.
An iron nail was nailed on the south window, an iron wire was wrapped around it, and the other end was on the wooden wall behind me. The curtains were stacked behind the house door by the wall. The toilet was opposite to the door. Turn right to see the old man and the old lady's bedroom
There is a long table under the south window, separated by a pot of spider plants in the middle, there is a desk lamp, an alarm clock and several ornaments on the right side of the table, and there are a few books. The left side of the table is clean and there is nothing.
In addition to a few heart-shaped paper stickers in the clinical corner on the east wall, it can be seen that there were many things hanging on the wall once, but now there are only gray-white walls with different depths.
From the unmoved bed sheet on the bed, it can be seen that a girl was sleeping here once.
I walked to the table and picked up the glass photo frame from under the desk lamp. Zhang Yuzhu's face was printed on the photo
This is a big boy who looks sunny and handsome, with his mouth raised and smiling, but his eyes reveal deepness and melancholy that are not quite commensurate with his age.
Your uncle was very good at studying back then, and he liked reading the most
Grandma sat on the bed for some time, and the kind-hearted old lady said sadly
When your mother gave birth to you, he was very happy. She was about to fly back from a foreign country to see you. If we had known, we wouldn't tell him.
The plane Zhang Yuzhu was riding that day crashed in the Pacific Ocean due to a crash
I looked up at Zhang Xinlan, who was standing in the door frame with expressionless expressions.
That day she told me that after the amniotic fluid broke, she immediately sent a message to Zhang Yuzhu using the terminal:
The child is about to be born, our child
It's time to have a meal, let's go, mom reminded me
I smiled at my grandmother, picked up her arm from the bed and walked towards the living room together
It is said that my nephew looks like my uncle. Your eyes really look more and more like your uncle. Grandma held my hand and said
After dinner, I chatted with my grandmother for a while and got closer. After the hour hand passed eleven o'clock, I saw her yawning and decided to go to bed.
Grandma suggested that my mother sleep with her, and I went to Zhang Yuzhu's wooden bed
But my mother refused, she said she should sleep in her own bed
Grandma knew that Xinlan still had resentment towards her, so she had to smile awkwardly and said:
OK, then I'll hold you a quilt and get another pillow
She spread the quilt for her mother with her old back and patted the pillow, hoping that the pillow that was pressed tightly could be more fluffy
But my mother had no expression throughout the whole process, and she didn't help, just stood there with her chest in her arms.
You two are sleeping here, so the curtain doesn't need to be pulled by Xiaoyu. We discuss with your mother and stay at grandma for a few more days.
Grandma closed the door after saying that
My mother and I were lying on our own beds, staring at the ceiling above our heads for a while, and the sound of my grandmother snoring sounded next door.
Do you think I look like Zhang Yuzhu?
I suddenly asked as I looked at the certificates on the wall
Mom didn't speak, and it took a long time to respond: It's neither like, nor like it
Then do you regret telling him? If you don't say it, he won't die
I've regretted it once
Mom turned around and said with her hands on her pillow
But as you grow up, I'm less and less thinking about this
In your eyes, do you think I am his reincarnation?
I sat up and started taking off my clothes. I always wanted to figure out who I am in my mother's eyes.
It used to be
What about now?
Mom won't answer
I lay down on the bed behind her, approaching her ear and repeatedly asked: What about now?
She closed her eyes, but still didn't answer
I stretched my hand out from under the thermal underwear, stroked my mother's smooth back, and then slowly touched her armpits, and kissed her neck and shoulders at the same time.
Say, what about now?
My mother still closed her eyes. She turned her head and pressed her lips together. After kissing her for a while, she said: You are Zhang Yuzhu
I suddenly grabbed her breasts and corrected while kneading: I am Feng Weiyu!
Stop making trouble
She began to pry my fingers through her clothes, but I still emphasized:
Zhang Xinlan, I am your son, not Zhang Yuzhu, not your brother, I am your biological son, mom
I was panting, my penis rubbing against my mother's butt through my underwear. I had to break her sexual fantasy, otherwise I would always be someone else's shadow substitute.
Mom, mom, my son wants to fuck you, hurry up, mom, give me your body
I climbed onto my mother, grabbed her face and kissed her wildly, and stroked her body randomly
I took off my underwear and exposed my upright cock. After I inserted it into my mother's underwear from my waist, I kept rubbing my penis on her lower abdomen with my penis.
Son………Xiaoyu?
My mother hugged my neck and swallowed the saliva from each other's mouths, then suddenly clamped my waist with her legs and tied my body tightly.
Xinlan, I am Xiaoyu, your son Xiaoyu is going to fuck you. Are you ready?
I looked down, took off my mother's warm pants, grabbed her underwear with my right hand and slapped it aside. The black pubic hair and two labia were exposed, and a V-shaped gully appeared in front of my glans, like dry land, waiting for the iron plow to plow into the plow.
My mother nodded in my eyes. I could see her longing that had been suppressed for a long time, so she grinds her vaginal opening a few times and inserted it directly.
Ah ~
The familiar moans came to my ears again. In the past six months, I finally inserted into my mother's body again.
Since I returned home from the college entrance examination, my mother hasn't asked me to touch her any more in the summer
Shortly after those three days, her menstruation did not arrive as scheduled, and two red lines were also measured on the pregnancy test stick.
Emergency contraceptive pills were taken in vain. More than a month later, I accompanied her to the hospital for an abortion.
I suddenly remembered that I forgot to bring a condom, but I was too lazy to get out of bed and get it. I just need to ejaculate outside the body in a while.
During my thrusting, my mother also reacted. She wanted me to pull it out but was greedy for this comfort. After thinking about it, she didn't say it.
I looked at the subtle changes in her expression before and after, and thought to myself that women are really irrational animals. After lust comes, everything can be ignored.
On that rainy night thirty years ago, she and Zhang Yuzhu broke through the taboos of morality in this room.
Thinking that we might be incest with our blood relatives on the same bed, I couldn't help but get excited. I asked her while fucking my mother:
Xinlan, did you have sex on this bed back then?
Mom was stunned for a moment, saw through my thoughts, and shook her head with a snorkeling.
We looked at the bed next to us together
I hugged my mother's heavy body and moved it to Zhang Yuzhu's bed. When I took a pillow from my feet and placed it under my mother's head, I looked up and saw a photo of Zhang Yuzhu who had been placed on the table before.
The person in the photo has bitter smile on his face, and his melancholy eyes are always staring at me
I looked back provocatively and felt that the genes of incest are flowing quietly in my blood
Zhang Yuzhu, have you seen it? I'm fucking your woman!
You………Be gentle, you hurt me!
My violent thrust made my mother a little overwhelmed. She didn't understand why I suddenly started to get ruthless.
Only then did I realize that I was about to squeeze her out of bed. If the chair that was sandwiched between the table and the bed was pressed against her body, she would have fallen to the ground long ago.
I raised my hand and took the photo frame, took out the photo from behind, and then I held the photo in my left hand and carried my mother back to the spread quilt.
Sorry, I was distracted just now
What are you thinking? Do you have a girlfriend in college?
Yes, I just made one
My mother frowned and said in a strange tone: Oh, is that right
Yes, do you want to see you?
Tokyo
Mom turned her face and said expressionlessly
Her name is Zhang Xinlan, right under me, have you seen it?
I bit her ear and began to thrust gently
You fool!
My mother was angry and annoyed, and scolded me on the chest, and then began to kiss and lick my nipples, just like a reward after gladness
The comfort of my chest made my waist unable to help but start to thrust. The hot sweat quickly soaked my mother's clothes. I helped her take off her top and pants. Now we are all wearing underwear and almost naked.
Xiaoyu, Xiaoyu, Ah…………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………
No, mom, I, Xiaoyu, will never go anywhere. Xiaoyu will always be by your side and will never leave you...
No………Don’t hurt me, I………My heart has long been broken and it hurts so much………
I know, I know Xinlan, I will not hurt you, never, your knight swears that he will protect you forever, my dear queen...
I held the photo in my hand tightly and kissed the tears in the corner of my mother's eyes and said from the heart.
I love you too…………
My mother's faint voice was soon overwhelmed by the creaking sound of the wooden bed. Just as we were in love with each other, the door of the house was suddenly pushed open.
I said why do you keep turning on the light? It turns out you...you...
mom?!
Xinlan, you, you are so shameless! You not only seduce your brother, but you don’t even let go of your own son!
Grandma!
After hearing this, I was extremely angry and took out a photo of it that had been wrinkled. I took out the lighter from my pocket on the chair with my other hand and said with a grim smile:
My name is not Feng Weiyu, my surname is actually Zhang
I glanced at Zhang Yuzhu in the photo, then looked at my grandmother standing by the curtain with her face twitching, and lit the lighter.
Hello, grandma
The photo turned into a ball of fire, falling from the air on the floor
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