Chapter 8 Long nights and many dreams

The moonlight outside the window is still clear and soft, and the bright silver plate with insight into everything, silently watching everything happening in the family in Tooyama Town

The silver light shone through the window like a lover's hand, gently comforting the originally tidy and peaceful bedroom on the second floor of the Bai family.

The originally white and soft sheet on the bed had suffered a disaster and became messy. It was wrinkled, and some slightly yellowed sweat stains were stuck in the east and west, as if silently accusing the atrocities that happened here not long ago.

The bras and underwear that were taken off were thrown casually on the floor at the foot of the bed. Their styles and colors were very dignified and conservative. It can be seen that the nature and character of the ladies who usually wear them, but the strength of their being taken off and the angle of being thrown off can be seen that these behaviors were not recognized by this lady.

What can more effectively prove this is the female body lying in the messy and dirty sheet

This female body is as flawless as a piece of mutton fat white jade carved. The place where it should be thin, the place where it should be plump, and the two plump and pointed big white breasts and two long and straight legs can completely make any man crazy about it.

However, the only drawback is that this beautiful jade has more than a dozen large or small bruises spread on its body, and some bruises have a very delicate color, as if it was treated by some rough external forces not long ago.

Some of these bruises are on the inner side of the smooth and tight thighs, and some are on the slender and delicate joints of the arms. It seems that someone once grabbed these places with force. The most shocking thing is that there are five clear bruises on her plump white breasts, one left and one right. It is obvious that they were grabbed by a pair of men's big hands, and it took a long time to form the bruises.

Who is so rough and so ignorant that she doesn't know how to cherish her, and she leaves so much bruises on such a beautiful woman who is so careless?

Even the moon outside the window began to be angry. It wanted to open its mouth, move its feet, and slip behind the window to comfort the beauty who was lying on the bed full of male savage atrocities.

It's a pity that the moon can't move, it can only put this thought in its mind and think about it. It can only quietly look at this naked beauty, feeling extremely pity and sympathy for her

However, only the moon can see it. Below the thick and long hair of the naked beauty scattered with bruises on the bed, her pair of her usual soul-stirring almond eyes were filled with crystal tears. In her open red lips, two rows of white white teeth were biting the unclean sheets tightly, trying to suppress the sound that was about to burst in her throat, forcibly suppressing the pain and sobbing in a low voice.

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Apart from crying, Bai Liyuan didn't know how she should spend this night

Before leaving for Tooyama Town, Bai Liyuan never thought that this would happen

Until now, she was not sure that all this had happened

Speaking of which, Bai Liyuan is not blamed

Who can imagine it?

On the night before returning to her hometown where she was born and raised, in this house that embodies all her childhood memories and adolescent fantasies, Bai Liyuan was raped by a man other than her husband in the bed that witnessed her entire process of moving from being a girl to being at least a girl.

What Bai Liyuan couldn't accept the most was that the man who raped her was not a stranger, but she was so familiar that she could not be familiar with her relatives. She was the biological son of her most respected brother and sister-in-law, and also her blood and ethical nephew.

This is really ridiculous

Bai Liyuan has lived so much that she has never been stimulated like this since she was a child

Although her parents were not well-off when she was a child and her husband later married was not a rich man, Bai Liyuan lived in an environment full of love and protection for the first twenty years of her life.

At home, her brother and sister-in-law, who are like fathers and mothers, take care of her and raises her. When she grows up, she gets married. She meets a loyal and considerate husband who loves her. Therefore, Bai Liyuan has never encountered too many changes or setbacks along the way, nor has she suffered any harm from the outside world.

Although Bai Liyuan's beauty has always been indispensable to covetants since she was a child, her brother and husband have protected her very well, and did not let those ill-intentioned men succeed

So Bai Liyuan could not imagine that less than half a year after her husband passed away, her body that was only open for her husband was actually defiled by a man. Moreover, this man was her nephew, a young junior with the blood of the Bai family flowing on her body.

All this is far beyond the limit that Bai Liyuan can bear in her psychology

The shame of being defiled by men, coupled with the grief of being blasphemed by his nephew, and the pressure of morality and ethics mixed together made Bai Liyuan breathless

Although the atrocities who started the pupa have left the room tonight, Bai Liyuan has not calmed down from her previous insults.

The pain of being defiled on the body, the frustration of being insulted on the spirit, and the mixed feelings of the five flavors made Bai Liyuan want to cry

But Bai Liyuan couldn't cry out loud

Because she knew that the walls of her house were so thin, her brother and sister-in-law, whom she respected the most, would rest downstairs. If she cried loudly, they would definitely be woken up. When asked at that time, how should she answer?

Could Bai Liyuan tell her brother and sister-in-law that it was your son who raped me?

Could it be that Bai Liyuan could tell everyone that it was the little nephew of the Bai family who raped her aunt?

Bai Liyuan believes that her brother and sister-in-law are like her. They will definitely not protect her own son. No matter what Bai Junsheng did to her, her brother and sister-in-law will stand firmly on her side.

But Bai Liyuan can't do it

She can't expose Bai Junsheng. Although she doesn't know much about the law, she will be sentenced to jail for rape of a woman.

Let the brother and sister-in-law be jailed, and let the brother and sister-in-law raise him as their daughter since childhood be sad, Bai Liyuan couldn't bear it

Moreover, if Bai Junsheng is arrested and imprisoned, then the scandals that happened in the Bai family will definitely spread in the villages. Those idle people who are good at doing nothing, no matter how bad Bai Junsheng's character is, they are interested in the nephew's rape of his aunt. They will definitely surround them like flies that smell the bloody blood, chewing the Bai family's wounds with relish to make fun.

In this way, the reputation of the Bai family will be over

In this already very conservative countryside, if something happens to this ugly thing, it will definitely be gimmicked by the villagers for a lifetime. The backbone of the ancestors of the Bai family will be exposed by outsiders.

Bai Chongru has been upright and upright all his life, and has a lot of talents in the county. If the scandals of his sister and son have caused damage to the reputation of the Bai family, I don’t know if he can withstand this series of blows.

When Bai Liyuan thought of her brother's temper and his deteriorating health, she felt extremely worried.

Chastity, fame, personal feelings... Although these things are all important, in Bai Liyuan's heart, brother's health is the most important thing.

When Bai Junsheng forced violence not long ago, the most important reason why Bai Liyuan did not take the stance of resistance was that he considered his brother's physical health. In order to prevent his brother from having an accident, Bai Liyuan swallowed his anger and lost to his nephew's rape

Now that things have come to this point, Bai Liyuan is even more unlikely to take the risk of her brother discovering it, so that all her previous efforts will be abandoned.

Therefore, Bai Liyuan could only hold back her grief and misfortune, suppressing her voice and crying softly

On this night of reunion in the moonlight in my hometown, the family and the young and old gathered in a room. Bai Liyuan could only lie naked on the bed filled with sweat stains and secretions after being raped, and her anger and grief. She was sobbing naked on the bed filled with nephew's sweat stains and secretions.

The full moon outside the window seemed to be unable to bear to see this situation, and secretly hid in the haze flying from the west, leaving the crying beauty in the house alone to the darkness.

At this moment, the old house of Bai's family was still pitch black, and at the same time it was extremely quiet, so quiet that it seemed as if time had been frozen, as if everything was covered, permeated, corroded by this darkness.

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Although she had not been asleep all night, Bai Liyuan still followed her previous habits in her hometown. She got up at 7 a.m. to dress, cleaned herself up neatly, and covered up the bruises caused by her nephew's violation, and then opened the door and walked downstairs.

Before going downstairs, Bai Liyuan couldn't help but pass by Bai Junsheng's room. She just glanced at the corner of her eyes. Behind the empty door was a bed with clothes thrown around. Bai Junsheng was not in the room.

Bai Liyuan only strengthened this understanding. She vaguely remembered that after Bai Junsheng finished his work last night, she walked out with that comfortable and lewd expression. She seemed to hear Bai Junsheng's motorbike disappearing in the distance.

After further confirming this, Bai Liyuan's always preparedness was relaxed.

As soon as she arrived at the stairs, Bai Liyuan took only one step and felt a strange tearing feeling in her lower body. She was so hot that she felt so uncomfortable. She couldn't help but bit her silver teeth. Although the night passed, the discomfort caused by Bai Junsheng's forced insertion last night had not yet disappeared.

Since the death of her husband Gao Song, Bai Liyuan has not had sex for several months. Bai Junsheng raped her in a rough and savage way. When the woman was unwilling to accept her, the secretions in her private parts could not reach the level of lubrication. In addition, Bai Junsheng's penis was particularly huge, which caused many scratches to Bai Liyuan's private parts during violent thrusting.

This is not very obvious when walking normally. Once you reach the stairs and need to step on your legs and bend your knees, it will appear prominently.

Even so, Bai Liyuan had to endure the tearing pain at this moment and slowly walked down the stairs with her two slender legs.

The stairs in the old house are made of wood, and the stairs that have been on the year and month are a little loose. In addition, Bai Liyuan's lower body is very slow, so it took a lot of time to walk down these dozen stairs.

But until Bai Liyuan walked down the last stairs and stepped on the concrete floor of her low-heeled jade feet on the home, her slender calves wrapped in flesh-colored stockings were still a little trembling. Only those with very good eyesight could find that Bai Liyuan's stance and pace were a little different from when she came yesterday, a little awkward and a little embarrassed.

Fortunately, no one found this

The morning in the old Bai family house was quiet, only the smoke from the kitchen and the boiling water vapor showed the normal departure of this day.

Looking around for a week, Bai Liyuan secretly breathed a sigh of relief.

With the sound of her steps, Huang Ying walked out of the kitchen. She was wearing a black skirt when she was at work, with an apron on the outside, and quickly placed two bowls of hot noodle soup on the table, greeting her.

Xiaoli Ah, come and have breakfast

Good morning, sister-in-law, you got up so early

Bai Liyuan said hello awkwardly. After experiencing the unbearable scene last night, she suddenly didn't know how to face her originally close sister-in-law, Jingruo's mother.

Now that I do things myself, I often have to watch it. After you have breakfast, I have to go to the hotel to check and arrange my work for the day.

Huang Ying didn't say much. She was a woman who was very good at doing things. After greeting her sister-in-law, she immediately walked into her room and woke her husband who was still sleeping.

Bai Liyuan sat at the table, and a familiar fragrance came to her face. The white noodles, green vegetable leaves, and the browned croaker noodles were fragrant and delicious. Bai Liyuan tasted the noodle soup gently, and the delicious and familiar taste made her look sour.

Since childhood, Bai Liyuan has loved eating yellow croaker noodles made by her sister-in-law. Unexpectedly, she is so old, and Huang Ying still remembers her preferences

Bai Chongru also came out at this time. After washing up, he was energetic. He wore a white shirt and trousers. He looked gentle and elegant. Although he was in such a remote countryside, he was still very elegant.

Bai Chongru greeted his sister and sat opposite her. Huang Ying also brought a small bowl over. Bai Chongru asked:

Junsheng, that stinky brat, still sleeping?

Hearing this name, Bai Liyuan's hand holding the chopsticks couldn't help but tremble, and Huang Ying replied without raising her head:

I went to see it in the morning, and there was no one in his room, so maybe he didn't go home to sleep at night

Bai Chongru's two thick eyebrows frowned together and said unhappily:

This guy is becoming more and more dissatisfied. He doesn't go home all day and night, and still thinks this is his home?

When Huang Ying saw her husband get angry, she quickly comforted her:

Don't worry, he is not in the village, but in the town. There are many households here. Everyone knows Junsheng, too old, nothing will happen, don't be angry about this.

Although Bai Chongru was very annoyed by his son's inability, Huang Ying always understood his temper. With her soft and soft words, the breakfast was finally finished successfully.

If it were normal, Bai Liyuan would definitely comfort her brother, but after experiencing what happened last night, she had a shadow on the name Bai Junsheng in her heart, and she didn't even want to hear it, so she had to remain silent and let Huang Ying comfort Bai Chongru by herself.

In addition, Bai Liyuan also had a layer of worry in her heart, because Huang Ying mentioned just now that before Bai Liyuan walked out of the bedroom and down the stairs, Huang Ying had gone upstairs and went to Bai Junsheng's room to find him.

Although it was just a simple sentence, a wave was stirred up in Bai Liyuan's heart at this moment

If Huang Ying had gone upstairs in the morning, would she find something in Bai Junsheng's room? Will she know what Bai Junsheng did last night?

When Bai Liyuan thought about it, she didn't sleep all night, but she didn't hear Huang Ying's move upstairs. Bai Liyuan herself was not sure whether Huang Ying had gone upstairs or not.

So, where did Huang Ying judge that her son Bai Junsheng did not spend the night at home. Has she really visited Bai Junsheng's room?

Bai Liyuan began to have some shadows in her heart. Although these shadows are very light and thin, they will be difficult to dispel once they are produced.

But Huang Ying is Bai Liyuan's most beloved sister-in-law, the eldest sister-in-law is like her mother and the eldest brother is like her father. The kindness they have accumulated over the years is beyond repayment by Bai Liyuan. She dare not continue to think deeply about her previous questions.

Therefore, when Huang Ying comforted Bai Chongru, Bai Liyuan just lowered her head and said nothing, staring at the noodle soup in a daze. Her slight abnormality did not attract the attention of Bai Chongru and others. Only Huang Ying took a care of her while comforting her warmly, she inadvertently glanced at Bai Liyuan.

This glance was very fast and light, Bai Liyuan looked down and naturally couldn't see it, and Bai Chongru didn't notice it either

Bai Liyuan had already planned it before going out this time, so she did not entrust her son to others for care. So after receiving the support from her brother and sister-in-law, she would set off home immediately.

So Bai Liyuan drank the noodle soup in her hand as fast as possible, put down the bowls and chopsticks, and got up and said she wanted to go out.

Huang Ying hurriedly asked to stay:

Xiaoli Ah, it’s a rare time for you to come back. Stay at home for a few more days and talk with your brother and sister-in-law. It’s also great, why are you in a hurry to leave?

Bai Liyuan said apologetically:

Brother, sister-in-law, I'm really embarrassed. Because Shitou stayed at home alone, I couldn't come out for too long, so I went back this time and wait for the child to have a holiday, and then come back to see you together

Although Bai Chongru was reluctant to let her sister come and leave in a hurry, she had decided to leave, and Xiao Shitou was alone at home, so it was normal for her to be a mother to be worried. After leaving a few words, she still followed Bai Liyuan's intention.

Huang Ying was in a hurry to go to the hotel to take care of the business, and Bai Junsheng was not at home, so Bai Chongru rode his bicycle to take Bai Liyuan to the station in the town to take the bus.

Sitting in the back seat of Bai Chongru's old phoenix Huáng, looking at the back of his elder brother wearing a white shirt, Bai Liyuan felt a lot of emotion

Many years ago, when Bai Liyuan was a girl, she sat in the back seat of her bicycle, and asked her elder brother Bai Chongru to send her to school.

After so many years, everything seems to have not changed, but it seems to have changed a lot.

It's like a big brother riding a car. Although his shoulders are still so straight, his silver hair has climbed onto the thick black and dense brain that was back then.

And I am not the carefree girl back then

After arriving at the station, Bai Chongru bought a ticket for his sister in his usual way. He taught in the town for a lifetime. It can be said that he has a lot of students all over the world. Both men, women, young and old respects Principal Bai. The bus driver took the initiative to leave the best place for Bai Liyuan, so that she would not have to be with her when she came, and would be squeezed together with a lot of idle people.

After everything was settled, Bai Chongru and his sister walked aside, took out a stack of banknotes from their pockets, carefully stuffed them into Bai Liyuan's bag, and said softly:

Yuanyuan, you are still very young and excellent. Don’t be immersed in the past. Go into a new life as soon as possible. Don’t worry. No matter what happens, your brother and sister-in-law will help you. This is always your home.

Although Bai Chongru's appearance is gentle and elegant, he always speaks very rigorously and feels very majestic at home and school. It is rare to be able to speak so gently this time, and every word is full of care and understanding for his sister, which allows Bai Liyuan to gain the most heartwarming love since returning to her hometown.

The grief of the deceased husband, the pressure of life, the shame of being raped by his nephew... These emotions are mixed together, and the insatiable ghost lingers Bai Liyuan. At a moment, under the words of his brother, he finally pours out like a flood that opens the gate.

Bai Liyuan couldn't help but throw herself into Bai Chongru's arms, and sobbed with her brother's broad shoulders.

Bai Chongru gently stroked his sister's hair, thinking that Bai Liyuan was so out of control because of too much pressure. She said with great pity:

OK, OK, how old is this person? Who is crying like this? Tell me, brother, I will help you decide

Having said that, Bai Chongru still made his sister cry enough, and did not push Bai Liyuan away.

After crying in front of her brother, Bai Liyuan's emotions were balanced to a certain extent. After calming down, she wiped her tears embarrassedly, pulled out of her brother's arms, pouted, and said angrily:

Brother, you still laugh at me, I...

In front of Bai Chongru, Bai Liyuan almost told the evil deeds Bai Junsheng had done on her, but she stopped them when Bai Junsheng was about to blurt out the words

Bai Liyuan was not unable to speak because of shame, but when she saw Bai Chongru's temples, who were already fifty years old and his handsome face was full of wrinkles, she couldn't bear to say this, she couldn't bear to make her brother heartbroken.

No matter how bad Bai Junsheng is, no matter how ruthless he is, he is still his brother's own son, and he is his only blood-related son.

Bai Liyuan couldn't say it, she could only hide that shameful night back to her heart, and could only pretend that nothing had happened, saying goodbye to her close brother

The car leaving Niaoshan Town started. Bai Liyuan looked through the window and watched Bai Chongru's tall figure wearing a white shirt gradually become smaller and gradually become a black spot. Her heart seemed to disappear with her gradually distant hometown.

This is not important, this is not important. Bai Liyuan murmured silently in her heart. She held the bag in her hand tightly, and the money funded by her brother and sister-in-law was placed there. That was important.

No matter what happened to the Niushan Town trip, Bai Liyuan finally achieved the purpose she wanted and got the money she needed the most.

With money, your son can go to a good school, and Bai Liyuan's future will have hope.

The bumpy mountain road, the crowded bus, the pain left in the lower body, the body and mind that were insulted and hurt, all of this seemed insignificant compared to his own son.

Thinking of the stones still in Huaihai City, Bai Liyuan's heart became hot again

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Huaihai City, in the collective dormitory of Sangang Company, the evening sunset is gradually evacuating the small room. Although the sun is still so hot at the end of August, it is obviously showing the background of the last moments of strength. In a few hours, the pleasant autumn coolness will come to take over this world.

Summer is coming to an end, and the new semester is about to begin

On the small square table of Gao's family, the summer homework that had been done in advance was neatly placed with a bunch of books. A book "The King of Fairy Tales" that had been read many times was opened halfway, and it happened to turn to the story of "309 Dark Room". A little boy about 10 years old was half lying on the top of the book, his eyes were tightly slim and his mouth was pouting, and he slept extremely sweetly.

The little boy had a white short-sleeved shirt with the hem of the shirt tucked in black shorts. These clothes were obviously not very good, but the tailoring was unexpectedly exquisite. Wearing on this thin little boy gave him a good temperament. Like this simple but warm home, it was obviously made by the hostess' handmade handmade

The little boy's hair was very short, but he had a delicate melon-shaped face, thick black eyebrows, long and dense eyelashes, and high nose bridge, which all showed how excellent the genetic information he inherited was. However, the little boy's face was a little yellow, his arms and legs were thinner than that of a child of the same age. He looked not in good health and did not look lively and active.

Maybe he was tired of reading books and wanted to rest on his stomach, but he didn't expect to fall asleep like this; maybe he missed his relatives too much, especially his only mother, who fell asleep as he thought about it...

In any case, the little boy slept soundly and deeply. He did not hear the sound of his door being opened, nor did he hear the footsteps of his mother walking into the room.

After a day and night of insults and infringement, Bai Liyuan returned to Huaihai City with exhaustion and returned to her cramped and narrow home.

Although this home is very small and the people around this home are not friendly, it belongs to Bai Liyuan after all, and it belongs to her and her deceased husband, her children's small family, and it is a world owned by Bai Liyuan herself

Although I can miss my hometown, my brother and sister-in-law are very good, but it is not my own home, and it is not a place where I can settle down.

Only here is your own; only when you are with your son can your future have hope

Bai Liyuan looked at the house and finished the pot of porridge cooked yesterday. Her son washed the dishes and chopsticks by himself. The books and homework books on the table proved that he had no wasted time at home. Seeing his son sleeping soundly and sweetly, Bai Liyuan felt relieved and full of strength.

She gently picked up her son from the chair. The little stone was not heavy. He had not grown up yet. He seemed to feel his mother's presence. He did not wake up. He just mumbled a few times and was carried into the small bedroom by his mother.

Bai Liyuan carefully covered her son with a blanket and kissed him on his forehead full of love. Seeing her son fall asleep sweetly, she turned around and cleaned up herself.

After putting the money borrowed from her brother and sister-in-law in her hometown, Bai Liyuan took off her clothes that had been worn for a day and a night, and walked into the bathroom naked. She did not turn on the light, but turned on the shower and washed her body in the dark.

The old water heater comes in very slowly. Although the water temperature is not very high, Bai Liyuan is like a patient who has recovered from a long time. She will tremble when she touches the water.

Her skin was so white that even in the room without turning on the light, you could see the outline of the slender and plump female body carved into white jade. However, she rubbed her smooth and tender white flesh hard without any pity, and rubbed red marks on her fair and jade-like skin. It seemed that only by exerting so hard could she wash away the shame of her body. Only by treating herself like this could she relieve the pain of being raped by her nephew.

However, when she squatted in the hot water that had gradually heated up, split her long and straight white legs, and used her slender and white fingers to separate her smooth and white vagina, her thin fingers touched the honey lips that were still congested and swollen after a night. The burning sensation from her lower body quickly spread throughout every nerve.

Everything, about all the process, all the details, and all the feelings were indelible in the red, swollen and scratched vagina, and in the winding, rugged, tight and succulent cavity, just like the semen that was shot into the depths of the vagina cavity by Bai Junsheng. This private organ that once swears to be exclusive to her husband is no longer exclusive.

She has been defiled, deeply inserted by other men's penis, fucked and tampered by other men's penis, and was brought into his cells by other men's penis, body odor, secretions, as well as other men's semen and his genetic information

Although hot water can wash away men's cells, body odor and secretions, and although the birth control ring buried deep in the deepest part of the vagina can kill the genetic information of a man, none of this can change the fact that she was inserted by other men, nor can it change the traces of the cell that the man left in her vagina cavity. His length, his volume, his temperature... will be engraved in this cavity that countless men flock to, becoming a shame and pain that she will never abandon for life.

Thinking of this, Bai Liyuan's emotions were uncontrollable, and her tired legs were kneeling on the ground with hot water. In this small and dark bathroom with closed doors, she finally couldn't help crying loudly in the constant flow of hot water.

Is she crying about her unfavorable experience in the passing years?

Is she crying about her own bumpy fate?

Is she crying about a life that she cannot control?

No one knows the answer, no one can give her an answer

She can only use this special time in this special space to make herself cry happily, and let her vent her grief and pain in life be released. Perhaps this will make her feel better

But all this cannot change the fact that it is ready. Just like no matter how hot water is washed, after a day and night of travel, deep in the red and swollen vagina, there were still a trace of turbid white mucus slowly flowing out, flowing onto the yellowed tiled floor, mixed in the tears that Bai Liyuan dripped.

Bai Liyuan didn't know all this. She was just immersed in the cry of self-harm and self-deprecating cry. She was just wiping her body over and over again, crying her destiny over and over again.

Like an ewe, crying before being sent to the slaughterhouse

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In the small bedroom separated by a wall, a little boy named Gao Yan was sleeping soundly. He was having a long and interesting dream.

In the dream, Gao Yan walked into the secret room in the fairy tale, and obtained powerful power and weapons from another world, as well as a lot of money, which was enough to change his and his mother's lives.

It was not until a long time later that Gao Yan would know what kind of shame his mother encountered in the day and night before his dream, what kind of changes would happen to his family, and how his own life would be twisted.

But before he woke up, he knew nothing about it