I don't know who revealed the news to the outside world, but I think it was probably my father who told my aunt and the others about his misfortune, because my aunt belongs to the big speaker.
This storm spread very quickly in my hometown, and in just a few days almost everyone knows it. Even if I am not from my hometown, I have never seen us and heard about us.
My mother finally tasted the fear of these rumors in society. She quit her job and we are ready to stay away from our hometown.
The night before leaving, my mother sent a message to my father, telling him that we will leave tomorrow and that we will put the key under the crack of the door after leaving.
That night, I stayed in the room and didn't sleep. I lay on the desk and wrote a letter to my father. The next day, there was no dawn in the east, so my mother and I carried my luggage and left. When we left, I folded the letter I wrote last night and pressed it on the table in my study room.
When Wenbo talked about this, he paused for a while, then took out two printed manuscript papers from his pocket. He said that this was what he had searched in his mind for a long time before he came to me before he could completely print it out and show it to me.
The content of this letter is as follows: Father: When you see these words, I have already left my hometown. To be precise, I have escaped. Please forgive me for using this method to repent to you my great rebellion.
I once wanted to kneel down at your feet in my dreams and repent to you. After I committed a sin, I realized the meaning of these two sentences: "I have read the book for more than ten years."
You and your mother have worked so hard to raise me to be a human being. The wrinkles on your face are the traces of the hard years of hard times; the silver threads on your temples are a testimony to hard times; you raised me so much that I not only did not repay you, but instead made a sinful and inexcusable mistake, which deeply hurt your heart. I am not as good as a bird that feeds back, nor as good as a beast that kneels down, so I can only call Bird Zeng Buye as a beast that can be called Bird Zeng Buye
Although the ephemeral ephemeral is beautiful, it blooms very briefly; although the willows are green, they will wither after spring and summer; only your love for me is forever, but I deeply hurt you. I know that using these insignificant words to repent to you will not make up for the heinous crimes I have committed
Father, I know you must be in great pain and extremely resentful, because your dearest son stole the woman you love the most, and the woman you love the most betrayed your feelings again
I can also feel that you drink my blood and eat my meat
My father, my mother and I went to another place with me, and went to a place far away from my hometown and no one knew us. I knew I was wrong, but now I can only make mistakes, and I can only choose to continue to make mistakes.
My mother is a woman, I will take good care of her. In the future, I will live with my mother. I cannot leave her, and she cannot lose me, because she loses me, which means losing her second man again.
I have always respected you, my father, and have had a fear of you since I was a child.
I don't expect to get your forgiveness. I just want to use these insignificant language to repent, because at the moment of repentance to you, my heart was tormented. While I was suffering, I felt much better in my heart, because this would make me feel more or less punished.
Although I often comfort myself in my heart and think that I am not wrong, my conscience cannot forgive my sins. I must confess to you and come to you nakedly. I hope that my pious repentance can purify the evil soul in my heart.
When a person does not have love in his heart, he can use material to satisfy his vanity, but after having love, using material to satisfy his vanity seems vulgar.
Although I didn't see you crying, I believe that when you saw my mother and I lie naked together, your tears must have moistened your eyes because you were heartbroken at that time.
This happened, and I know that I am very unfortunate to you, but my father, my feelings for my mother cannot help but reveal it. In addition to pure feelings, there is no trace of falsehood, because my mother also loves me deeply and loves me so selflessly. She once said to me: In her heart, she has regarded me as something more important than her own life.
My unfortunate father, maybe you will be even more angry when you see this, and you will even be unable to see it. If you are lucky enough to keep watching calmly, because this unfortunate thing will happen, you will be more or less likely to be blamed.
Because you have serious bad habits such as smoking, alcoholism and gambling, your wretched and withdrawn personality, your machismo and self-righteousness are all vividly reflected in you. You let your mother be insecure with you, and it also makes me lack communication with you. My mood has been depressed since I was a child, which has led to my Oedipus complex.
The mother is a chaste woman, and a chaste woman should receive pure love, and what about you?
Have you fulfilled your husband's responsibilities over the years?
Have you fulfilled your father's obligations?
I think you can't ask yourself, you can't have a clear conscience.
Father, I have been very respectful to you until now. Although my mother and I have experienced a life of silence, people in the world regard it as a humiliation, but my father, please forgive me for being unable to give up my love for my mother, because now I can only feel happiness and happiness when I am with my mother.
Father, can’t there be love between mother and son except family affection?
Can't there be love between men except friendship?
I know you will despise me for saying this, and you will also feel how ridiculous it is, but I would like to ask my father, why can people forgive and accept a prostitute who has reformed or turned to good, and cannot forgive and accept this kind of love between mother and son?
The relationship between you and your mother is very insignificant. Since there is no relationship, it is natural for me to fall in love with my mother. After all, we are voluntarily in love with each other. Why do we have to use concepts that are contrary to human ethics and morality to measure us?
Why not tolerate us?
After all, the love between us is pure and noble. Our mutual love has enabled us to rebirth each other.
Since you can't love your woman unswervingly until death, do you hope that she will never enjoy happiness for life and experience sadness?
If this is your belief in your mother's love, I believe you have made a big mistake, because you have put your beloved woman in the abyss of love, and I hope she can't extricate herself and will regret it for life. I think that in this situation today, you should also think about it calmly and repent for your mistakes over the years.
My father, over the years, my mother has given you such noble feelings, but it has not satisfied you, but has made you develop a self-righteous heart. You often scold her and beat her after being drunk. What is my mother enduring the pain with tears in her eyes for these years?
For this family, to give you the opportunity to reform
How selfless and tolerant she is to you, but you are more and more greedy. Do you think about your own shortcomings?
When I said these words to you, my heart was anxious. I have no right or right to blame you. Please forgive me for the inappropriate wording.
I know when you see this, you have tears of anger in your eyes and a desire to kill me in your chest, but these thoughts will be fleeting as you read this letter, because you will never have the chance to see me again in this life.
Maybe when you read this letter, I was on the train, maybe I had already arrived at my destination, in short, my mood was melancholy, because from now on, although my body was far away from you, my heart was condemned by conscience even more severe. I am a coward, I am evading things and throwing all the pressure to you. I know you will be so stressed by these rumors that you can't breathe or even suffocate.
When I wrote this, I could no longer bear the pressure mentally and physically. I wanted to choose to die, but I thought about it carefully. I could not abandon my mother alone in the world, so she would live a miserable life.
My respected father, I don’t know if you believe it. When I wrote this, big tears fell from my eyes to my cheeks from time to time, and it was like tears falling. Because I lost the dearest father in the world, I also lost your broad arm hug when I encountered setbacks. At this time, my tears of repentance could only fall on the paper written to you.
My father, please forgive all the harm and misfortune brought by your biological son. Cruel life will always bring trauma to people's hearts. Even if there are millions of unwillingness, they must accept it.
Because a person has family in addition to career and love, and has responsibilities in addition to love. If you dare not face the world because you take into account your dignity, then my father, you are very wrong. Because the unfortunate ending was caused by your rebellious son, all the sins should belong to me. Although I have escaped, I believe that if others want to scold me, you will only scold me. You don’t need to escape from other people’s gaze. You should straighten your body and walk on the street. If you can’t do this, you are defaming your dignity.
Isn’t a person living for his own freedom and dignity? Isn’t he living for his own truth and ideals?
My respected father, please forgive me for what I said to you in the letter, because I have to say these heartfelt words to you, because I have caused harm and defile my own lintel. In the days I will go to the future, except guilt, and repentance. A chain that can never be broken is placed on my neck. I will struggle to death in the purgatory of my soul until death.
At this moment, my tears continued to fall on the paper, just like a baptism of the heinous mistake I made. Today, I am not committed to you and want to ask for your forgiveness. I need and must also make my last confession to you with a pious heart, repent of the sins deep in my soul, because you are my biological father after all,
This storm spread very quickly in my hometown, and in just a few days almost everyone knows it. Even if I am not from my hometown, I have never seen us and heard about us.
My mother finally tasted the fear of these rumors in society. She quit her job and we are ready to stay away from our hometown.
The night before leaving, my mother sent a message to my father, telling him that we will leave tomorrow and that we will put the key under the crack of the door after leaving.
That night, I stayed in the room and didn't sleep. I lay on the desk and wrote a letter to my father. The next day, there was no dawn in the east, so my mother and I carried my luggage and left. When we left, I folded the letter I wrote last night and pressed it on the table in my study room.
When Wenbo talked about this, he paused for a while, then took out two printed manuscript papers from his pocket. He said that this was what he had searched in his mind for a long time before he came to me before he could completely print it out and show it to me.
The content of this letter is as follows: Father: When you see these words, I have already left my hometown. To be precise, I have escaped. Please forgive me for using this method to repent to you my great rebellion.
I once wanted to kneel down at your feet in my dreams and repent to you. After I committed a sin, I realized the meaning of these two sentences: "I have read the book for more than ten years."
You and your mother have worked so hard to raise me to be a human being. The wrinkles on your face are the traces of the hard years of hard times; the silver threads on your temples are a testimony to hard times; you raised me so much that I not only did not repay you, but instead made a sinful and inexcusable mistake, which deeply hurt your heart. I am not as good as a bird that feeds back, nor as good as a beast that kneels down, so I can only call Bird Zeng Buye as a beast that can be called Bird Zeng Buye
Although the ephemeral ephemeral is beautiful, it blooms very briefly; although the willows are green, they will wither after spring and summer; only your love for me is forever, but I deeply hurt you. I know that using these insignificant words to repent to you will not make up for the heinous crimes I have committed
Father, I know you must be in great pain and extremely resentful, because your dearest son stole the woman you love the most, and the woman you love the most betrayed your feelings again
I can also feel that you drink my blood and eat my meat
My father, my mother and I went to another place with me, and went to a place far away from my hometown and no one knew us. I knew I was wrong, but now I can only make mistakes, and I can only choose to continue to make mistakes.
My mother is a woman, I will take good care of her. In the future, I will live with my mother. I cannot leave her, and she cannot lose me, because she loses me, which means losing her second man again.
I have always respected you, my father, and have had a fear of you since I was a child.
I don't expect to get your forgiveness. I just want to use these insignificant language to repent, because at the moment of repentance to you, my heart was tormented. While I was suffering, I felt much better in my heart, because this would make me feel more or less punished.
Although I often comfort myself in my heart and think that I am not wrong, my conscience cannot forgive my sins. I must confess to you and come to you nakedly. I hope that my pious repentance can purify the evil soul in my heart.
When a person does not have love in his heart, he can use material to satisfy his vanity, but after having love, using material to satisfy his vanity seems vulgar.
Although I didn't see you crying, I believe that when you saw my mother and I lie naked together, your tears must have moistened your eyes because you were heartbroken at that time.
This happened, and I know that I am very unfortunate to you, but my father, my feelings for my mother cannot help but reveal it. In addition to pure feelings, there is no trace of falsehood, because my mother also loves me deeply and loves me so selflessly. She once said to me: In her heart, she has regarded me as something more important than her own life.
My unfortunate father, maybe you will be even more angry when you see this, and you will even be unable to see it. If you are lucky enough to keep watching calmly, because this unfortunate thing will happen, you will be more or less likely to be blamed.
Because you have serious bad habits such as smoking, alcoholism and gambling, your wretched and withdrawn personality, your machismo and self-righteousness are all vividly reflected in you. You let your mother be insecure with you, and it also makes me lack communication with you. My mood has been depressed since I was a child, which has led to my Oedipus complex.
The mother is a chaste woman, and a chaste woman should receive pure love, and what about you?
Have you fulfilled your husband's responsibilities over the years?
Have you fulfilled your father's obligations?
I think you can't ask yourself, you can't have a clear conscience.
Father, I have been very respectful to you until now. Although my mother and I have experienced a life of silence, people in the world regard it as a humiliation, but my father, please forgive me for being unable to give up my love for my mother, because now I can only feel happiness and happiness when I am with my mother.
Father, can’t there be love between mother and son except family affection?
Can't there be love between men except friendship?
I know you will despise me for saying this, and you will also feel how ridiculous it is, but I would like to ask my father, why can people forgive and accept a prostitute who has reformed or turned to good, and cannot forgive and accept this kind of love between mother and son?
The relationship between you and your mother is very insignificant. Since there is no relationship, it is natural for me to fall in love with my mother. After all, we are voluntarily in love with each other. Why do we have to use concepts that are contrary to human ethics and morality to measure us?
Why not tolerate us?
After all, the love between us is pure and noble. Our mutual love has enabled us to rebirth each other.
Since you can't love your woman unswervingly until death, do you hope that she will never enjoy happiness for life and experience sadness?
If this is your belief in your mother's love, I believe you have made a big mistake, because you have put your beloved woman in the abyss of love, and I hope she can't extricate herself and will regret it for life. I think that in this situation today, you should also think about it calmly and repent for your mistakes over the years.
My father, over the years, my mother has given you such noble feelings, but it has not satisfied you, but has made you develop a self-righteous heart. You often scold her and beat her after being drunk. What is my mother enduring the pain with tears in her eyes for these years?
For this family, to give you the opportunity to reform
How selfless and tolerant she is to you, but you are more and more greedy. Do you think about your own shortcomings?
When I said these words to you, my heart was anxious. I have no right or right to blame you. Please forgive me for the inappropriate wording.
I know when you see this, you have tears of anger in your eyes and a desire to kill me in your chest, but these thoughts will be fleeting as you read this letter, because you will never have the chance to see me again in this life.
Maybe when you read this letter, I was on the train, maybe I had already arrived at my destination, in short, my mood was melancholy, because from now on, although my body was far away from you, my heart was condemned by conscience even more severe. I am a coward, I am evading things and throwing all the pressure to you. I know you will be so stressed by these rumors that you can't breathe or even suffocate.
When I wrote this, I could no longer bear the pressure mentally and physically. I wanted to choose to die, but I thought about it carefully. I could not abandon my mother alone in the world, so she would live a miserable life.
My respected father, I don’t know if you believe it. When I wrote this, big tears fell from my eyes to my cheeks from time to time, and it was like tears falling. Because I lost the dearest father in the world, I also lost your broad arm hug when I encountered setbacks. At this time, my tears of repentance could only fall on the paper written to you.
My father, please forgive all the harm and misfortune brought by your biological son. Cruel life will always bring trauma to people's hearts. Even if there are millions of unwillingness, they must accept it.
Because a person has family in addition to career and love, and has responsibilities in addition to love. If you dare not face the world because you take into account your dignity, then my father, you are very wrong. Because the unfortunate ending was caused by your rebellious son, all the sins should belong to me. Although I have escaped, I believe that if others want to scold me, you will only scold me. You don’t need to escape from other people’s gaze. You should straighten your body and walk on the street. If you can’t do this, you are defaming your dignity.
Isn’t a person living for his own freedom and dignity? Isn’t he living for his own truth and ideals?
My respected father, please forgive me for what I said to you in the letter, because I have to say these heartfelt words to you, because I have caused harm and defile my own lintel. In the days I will go to the future, except guilt, and repentance. A chain that can never be broken is placed on my neck. I will struggle to death in the purgatory of my soul until death.
At this moment, my tears continued to fall on the paper, just like a baptism of the heinous mistake I made. Today, I am not committed to you and want to ask for your forgiveness. I need and must also make my last confession to you with a pious heart, repent of the sins deep in my soul, because you are my biological father after all,