Chapter 7 What is all this for

As the leaves on the trees grow bigger and bigger, the shadows on the road become more and more. As the sun sets, night is about to fall

I feel extremely weak and helpless

The sky outside the window will turn gray in a while, and I vaguely hear the sound of birds screaming

They are still healthy, flying in the air, without rain, they will not wet their wings

I was walking in the corridor, not sure if I was walking outside or heading to dormitory 123, I couldn't see a trace of light

I walked like this for a long time, not a single person, only the hollow echo of my leather shoes hitting the cement floor

When a girl flashed into the building from outside, I realized that I was walking outside. The last light she brought in shining on me

She walked towards me and walked past me. I remembered that when I came to the 123 dormitory to look for me, I saw this girl in the corridor, it must be her

She looked almost no different from that time. She walked around the corridor and looked at the number on the door.

I really want to go back and ask her if she is looking for someone, I might be able to help her

I quickly remembered that time I asked her, she left without saying much.

I didn't want to care about so many things. Finally, I looked back at her. She seemed to be knocking on the door. The door was located in a room next to dormitory 123, or our dormitory

At this time, she couldn't find anyone. Except for people like me who don't take the exam seriously, who are still staying in the dormitory, almost all the others went to class or self-study.

April is here, and the exam is about to be held

The exam is about to happen, who will stay in the dormitory?

Except for people like me who don't take the exam seriously

I live in a dream, this dream only wakes up once in my life. What exactly I dream of, then I will forget it completely

I saw the lights of the convenience store, very soft lights, I saw them

If I walk in, even if I don't buy anything, it will look at me.

The boss is an old lady. She looked at me happily, and she said, let's see what to order

I saw the red public phone. If I dialed a number, I might be able to hear her talking

I found the phone book and said to the aunt, I want to make a phone call

She said, hit you

The phone rang and then rang. Who are you?

I said, Fang Xiaochui

She said, it's you

I said, are you okay?

She said, not good

After a while I hung up the phone

I paid the aunt, the phone rang, and when the aunt picked it up, I had already walked outside

The aunt said loudly to the phone, Fang Xiaochui?

Oh, wait a moment

Auntie calls me, young man, your friend is looking for you

I'll go back and pick up the phone and listen

She said, I said I was not good, why did you hang up the phone? Don’t you want to come over and chat with me?

She stood at the gate of the yard waiting for me, wearing pajamas. It was dark and I couldn't see the color of pajamas.

She said, I didn't expect you to call me

She pushed open the door and I walked in. There were a small bed with three rag dolls on the bed. Under the bed were her slippers, slippers of various colors. There was nothing else on the table except cosmetics and two mobile phones.

She had already pulled the curtains and locked the door

She is still that charming beauty. She may have put on heavy makeup and doesn't look like a real girl.

She put her hands on my neck and gently touched me. She asked, do you like me?

I didn't answer

She began to unbutton my buttons one by one, and she said, "You are so thin, why don't you eat more?"

I didn't answer

She put her mouth to my ear and said, "I think you are very introverted, don't you want me?"

She stuck out her tongue and licked me and said, I have always known about your situation. You were sick once, I wanted to see you, but I didn't

My heart was beating, and I smelled the choking perfume on her body

She squatted down, took off my shoes, hugged my legs and put them on the bed and said, "You are the most passive man I have ever seen."

I grabbed her and pulled her into my arms. She looked at me in surprise. We started kissing. I quickly kissed her neck and took off her pajamas. Her breasts suddenly opened like two white umbrellas. One of her nipples was already in my mouth, and the other was between my index finger and thumb.

She exhaled happily, moaning like a patient, and started to churn

Her hands quickly drilled between my legs. She shook it, stroked it, pinched its head with her long nails. She guided it and placed it by the water that had just flooded. It fell in with a thump. It struggled inside, and it fell like running away. I heard the sound of water slapping its thighs. She shouted, "I want to go up!"

So we stuck together and turned around. She rode on me, rubbed her breasts with both hands, raised her head, and she sat me violently, my stomach hurt a little

My hands were holding her waist. Why was she so crazy?

She shouted, I'm going to die!

Ah!

I cum, I hugged her tightly and said, are you happy?

She said, very happy

That night we kept talking until midnight, she made me coffee and drank Coke by herself

She said, I want you to come often

I said, I will definitely come if I have time

She said, but you've only been here this time for so long

I asked, are you not taking the exam?

Where is your book?

She said, "What a nonsense, I'm going to give up, I'll sell books to those who collect waste products, I'll leave at any time."

She shook my shoulder and said, "What are you thinking?"

Or you go with me

I said, I won't leave so soon, I want to stay here for another year or two

I stood up and said, OK, I should go back

She also stood up and I'll take you to the door

I said, it's too dark, just close the door

Many days later, I still thought about that night. What kind of night it was? She was rippling on my body, crazy

I had a class in the morning, and I was in "Modern Literature" Mr. Lu Xun's Ah Q was very hard. He was probably a virgin all his life.

When Lu Xun asked him to lie in an empty and cold house, thinking about the little nun and Wu Ma sleeping, I almost cried.

After the revolution, Ah Q was quickly taken to the execution ground. Seeing this, I closed the book. I saw Sun Yueliang also reading "The True Story of Ah Q". She was lying on the table and laughing so hard that her back was trembling. It can be seen that our understanding is different.

I'm here to class, just to meet Sun Yueliang

That afternoon, Sun Yueliang followed me happily and walked all over the western half of the city

She held my hand and asked, "Did you come to me specifically for class?"

I said, yes

She said, why did you look for me

I said, don't know

She asked, what about your girlfriend?

I said, she is very busy in class, just like you

She asked, why don’t you attend classes?

I said, I don't know, how did you know I have a girlfriend

She smiled and said, "Many people are discussing you, your dormitory brothers publish your private life in class all day long. Do you think we don't know?"

I also know she is a girl from the 97th-level art department

I said, is that right?

You know that this doesn't make any sense at all

We sat in front of the open-air snack stall on the roadside for dinner, and it was dark again

She said, I have a boyfriend

I asked, what does he do?

She said, a boy from the 98 physics department is as handsome as you

I said, I'm not handsome

She said, I really want to be friends with you, okay?

I said, aren’t we already friends?

She said, do you think there is a real friendship between boys and girls?

I said, there is

She said, your thoughts are the same as mine

I said, but only under 18 years old

She asked, why?

I said, if you are older, they always think about sex

She put down her chopsticks and said with a smile, I don't understand

I said, I know that comrades understand, you won’t tell me that you are still a virgin, right?

She said that this is something that friends cannot talk about

I said, what if I have to ask?

She said, then we won't be friends

I said, I won't do it

She asked, what's wrong with you today? Are you in a bad mood?

I said, I've never felt better

Sun Yueliang stood under a tree outside his dormitory building and said goodbye to me

She said, don’t look for me again in the future, we all have people we love, I believe you, there will be no real friendship between men and women over the age of 18, maybe I will take the initiative to fall in love with you

I said, OK

At this time, I heard a creepy smile that made me feel like an evil ghost from the depths of hell

Sun Yueliang and I were both startled. We looked back at the same time and saw the light illuminating a hideous face. She actually came over to say hello to me, Hi!

I suddenly remembered that she was my classmate. I also asked her about the time. After so long, we never seemed to have spoken again. On such a dark night, Sun Yueliang and I were standing in the shadow of the tree again. How could she see me at a glance?

I can't remember her name again, so I had to say to her, Hello

She said, Fang Xiaochui, you should go to class, the exam is about to happen, you will be done

I said, it doesn't matter, I don't care about this diploma anyway

She said, OK, you guys talk, I'm leaving

I said, Bye

Her name is Duan Qiuli, I just remembered it

In this life, no matter where I see such a girl, I will eat delicious rice for three days. We have no grudges. Maybe she is a very kind girl, but her ugliness makes me timid and afraid.

I never want to see her again, maybe she will never appear in front of me again from now on

Sun Yueliang said, I can't understand you

I said, what do you want to understand me?

She said, for example, why don’t you go to class, why are you always unhappy, why are you always saying something that I can’t accept for the moment

I said, is your boyfriend good to you?

Agui from the radio called me and asked me why I suddenly interrupted my submission and whether I was going to take the exam.

I said, the exam is just an excuse for me, I am destined to be sorry for my parents, but I have been unable to understand one thing during this period, so I will not write the prose any more

Agui advised me to write it on. She said that many readers called to ask why you didn’t post your essays. They all liked your essays very much.

Agui finally invited me to go to the radio station to play with her. She said you can come to the live broadcast room and communicate with your audience.

I thank Agui. I might start writing again one day, or I might leave this city one day

Agui said, when you leave, you must call me, I have always regarded you as a friend

Agui seemed to remember something, and she said, "By the way, you just said that you have been unable to understand something. Can you tell me what it is?"

I said, how many girls will I fall in love with in this life

She smiled and said, I have the same problem, how many boys will I fall in love with in this life

She was still waiting for me at the gate of the yard in her pajamas. I would go to find her almost the next day since that night.

We don't have much to say, we are like simple animals, pulling curtains and closing the door for sex as soon as we enter the house

I was wearing her slippers. Sometimes she stood on the chair and said, "You use your mouth first, I want your mouth."

So she screamed loudly, and I fucked her violently, and she said, it was really big and fulfilling!

There were always footsteps outside the window and she didn't realize it at all.

After I finished, I told her that it seemed that someone was eavesdropping on us outside.

She smiled and said, let them listen

There are many black bugs on the ground, and I can't stop it. When I go and step on it, they quickly climbed under the bed, and they will come out again in a while.

I sat naked on her bed. I don't know when she squatted down. She groped and looked at it seriously. Then she closed her eyes intoxicatedly, opened her mouth to hold it. I took a breath, reached out to grab her long hair, my feet pulled out of the slippers, slid back and forth on the inside of her thighs, and then felt the wetness in the middle of her pubic hair with her big toes. I exerted a little force, and the big toe stabbed in. She became even more greedy. I was about to ejaculate several times, but I didn't look at her. Once I saw her lips skillfully wrapping my penis, spitting out and swallowing it, I was so excited that I couldn't control myself.

I put on my slippers and lifted her up. She turned around and held the table with both hands. I found the entrance between her butt. The entrance could be exchanged for everything I have, including my life. There is no place in the world that makes me crazy and happy than that place.

We stuck together, and she actually shouted my name in the climax and said, "I love you!"

But I know that when everything is calmed down, I will go to Zhai Ji. Even if Zhai Ji and I can't find a place to have sex, even if we go out to watch movies and have a free meal, I will feel safe and happy.

I never let her take me, put on my clothes, I turned around and kissed her forehead

She buys a lot of supplements for me to eat every time. Some of them are Chinese medicine and some are expensive foods. I reject her gifts and she will say, I want you to have a good body

After eating the things she bought, I became even more turbulent. She looked like a seductive beautiful devil. She waved her hand and asked me to walk to her, sucked by her, and led her toward her coma again and again.

I'm worried that I can never leave her again

More long afternoons, I lay in the dormitory and said over and over again, it's dark, it's dark

I went to find her when the day was really dark, and she also told me, what a long and difficult afternoon it was

We play with our own flesh, we miss us, we remember and forget everything in climax and shouting

Cai Ya's love went smoothly, he took the girl back to the dormitory for me to see

Cai Ya said to the girl, "Brother, this is our dear brother."

The girl looked at me shyly and shouted, "Brother."

I think girls are as old as me at most, and they are only about 17 years old. I told her that Cai Ya is my good brother and is handsome. You two can get along well and don’t quarrel. I believe my brother is very sensible and he will protect you well.

Cai Ya blinked her little eyes and said, "Brother, don't praise me anymore, I'm not as sensible as her, I'm still waiting for her to protect me."

Cai Ya went out to buy melon seeds and candy, and everyone was joking in the dormitory.

After Rong Guofu returned to the dormitory, he held a cup to drink water. He liked drinking water so much. He laughed like a woman.

Cai Ya soon took her girlfriend to the streets, and Rong Guofu also packed up his books and went to study.

I felt very sleepy, so I went to bed and could sleep until the next afternoon

Qi Gang said that Wang Liucheng was in love again, and the girl was still from the girl opposite, and she was very loyal to Wang Liucheng. The two of them were said to have reached a close relationship.

I asked Qi Gang if he had seen that girl. Qi Gang said that he had heard Wang Liucheng himself say that he had never seen anyone.

Wang Liucheng felt a little resentment towards me because of Zeng Zaimiao's fact that he actually pursued me backwards, and he didn't talk to me much. Although people with bullshit personality like me value friendship between friends, if the other party makes me unhappy, I would rather lose such a friend.

Wang Liucheng didn't take the initiative to talk to me, so I stopped talking to him anymore

One afternoon, after Zhai Ji and I had dinner in the cafeteria, I sent her back to the 14th floor and walked back to the dormitory 123, No. 40 Pipa Street.

The door of the dormitory was inserted from the inside, and I pushed it but didn't open it

The door of the dormitory is not easily inserted. Who is inside?

Is Guo Wenxue masturbating by himself while watching pornographic novels?

As I thought, I reached out and climbed the door frame. As soon as I pressed my arm, my head reached the glass window on the door. What happened in front of me was like this: Wang Liucheng, the butt was sticking high with a lump, and there was a girl under his body. I couldn't see the girl's face, and I saw the girl's fat two short legs bent on the bed. They were having sex happily.

They actually opened the dormitory. This is everyone's territory, and it is not his king who stays alone.

But I quickly forgave them and walked into the dormitory opposite. A short and fat guy in the dormitory mysteriously said to me, Wang Liucheng of your dormitory is doing business inside, you can sit in our dormitory for a while first

Their dormitory is as dirty as a pig's nest. The steamed buns have been smelly for a week and have not been thrown away yet. I anxiously waited for Wang Liucheng to finish it, so I can go back to my dormitory.

I let the door of the dormitory opposite open so that as soon as Wang Liucheng opens the door, I can see what his girlfriend looks like

For half an hour, I heard them quarrel in the dormitory, followed by the girl's crying

The door was opened by the girl. When the girl showed her face, I immediately recognized her. She fled to the door.

That day she greeted Zeng Zaimiao, and Zeng Zaimiao told me that her name was Feng Xinrong

Her fat body and ugly appearance left me with a nightmare impression

Is she the girlfriend of Wang Liucheng?

He told the friend in the dormitory that Wang Liucheng's girlfriend's figure is similar to mine.

I said, I think it is not even as good as yours, and you can describe it as a big waist and round waist. What about her?

The guy just burst into laughter and looked very happy

That's right, Feng Xinrong is Wang Liucheng's girlfriend

I believe that when Wang Liucheng chased her, it should be like this: Wang Liucheng walked up to Feng Xinrong and said to Feng Xinrong, I think you are pretty

Feng Xinrong fainted when he heard this and immediately replied, "I think you are quite handsome too!"

The two of them were flirting with each other, leaving their initial impression

A few days later, Wang Liucheng said to Feng Xinrong, I'll take you to my dormitory to see my bed

Feng Xinrong said while thinking, "Oh,"

So Wang Liucheng and Feng Xinrong came to the 123 dormitory. After inserting the door, Wang Liucheng began to take off Feng Xinrong's clothes. Feng Xinrong was both surprised and happy, and he was half-pushed. After a while, Wang Liucheng pressed him to the bed. Just as they started to work, I came back and pushed the door open. So I lay on the door and saw that not very exciting scene.

A week later, Wang Liucheng took the initiative to speak to me

He said, brother, I'm going to move. If you have any useful places in the future, just look for me. I will rent a house at the east gate of the school.

I joked, did you live with Feng Xinrong?

Wang Liucheng smiled and said, "Don't laugh at my brother, how can I compare to you as a talented man? She is a woman after all, so I will not want her first!"

I said, what you said was right

I asked him if I wanted me to help him move it. He said, there were very few things, I called a tricycle and took them all away. Thank you

After Wang Liucheng moved out, there were 5 of us left in the dormitory in 123. Suddenly, I felt that there were a lot of things missing.

The exam is about to take the exam in half a month. Rong Guofu asked me while tearing up the books, would you go for the exam?

I said, why don’t I take the exam?

He said, you have never read the textbook before. If you can pass the exam, I can get at least 90.

I said, you underestimate me too much, do you still need to see that kind of shit?

Just flip through the exam

Rong Guofu said, I'm going to copy the cheat sheet, so I'll give you one too?

I said, I don't want that thing

Cai Ya was even more crazy. After the lights were turned off at night, he lit a candle to prepare for a cheat sheet. He said, "Brother, I think you are good enough. Are you sure you can pass the exam?"

I've never seen you read the textbook

I said, you're busy with yours, I'm asleep now

All the photocopy shops around the school and on campus had surprisingly good business in those days. The self-study candidates almost lined up to copy the cheat sheets, just like the New Year is full of vigorous

I occasionally walked past the photocopy shop and couldn't help laughing when I saw this spectacular scene.

The candidates in each dormitory are carefully cutting and copying the cheat sheet with scissors. They paste the cheat sheet in various ways, and some can even hide it in the pen holder.

They exchanged advanced experiences with each other and discussed how to easily avoid the invigilator's eyes and complete the plagiarism work smoothly

I became even more bored. What is the point of these things being busy with?

Seeing that I was indifferent, Zhai Ji was also anxious for me. She said, "I heard that you are going to take the exam, are you sure?"

I said, I don't want to take the exam anymore

She asked, why?

I said, maybe I will never take the exam again

She asked, was she afraid that she would fail the exam?

I said, no, I think the exam itself is not applicable to me, I think it's absurd

Zhai Ji sighed and asked me, how do you find a job in the future?

I said, as long as I want to work, I can find it without an ID card

She said, then you can't find a good job

I said, what is a good job? Just do something and live. I am worried that I will not live to be 20 years old.

Zhai Ji said, what are you talking nonsense? If you don’t take the exam, don’t take the exam. Don’t get yourself wrong because of the exam. I like the exam. I can still get high scores. Don’t be afraid, I will support you in the future.

I said, I don't need you to support me, I don't need anyone

Zhai Ji is about to cry, I beg you, can you please rest assured?

You don't write articles anymore, you can actually write more articles

I said, but now I don't want to do anything, just sleep

Zhai Ji said, then you can go to bed, and then you will talk about it when you don’t want to sleep.

Zhai Ji hugged me. We sat on the lawn in the garden that afternoon. I really slept until dark. She hugged me like that, watching me, and accompanying me until dark.

When I woke up, she was touching my hair. She kissed my forehead and said, "You're awake."

I asked her, you said, we study, we graduate, we work, we retire, we die, what is all this for?

Zhai Ji said, I hate you asking these desperate questions. I want you to be optimistic. We can live together as much as possible in the future. Aren’t you going to Beijing?

I'll go with you, and I can work four jobs a day, and do whatever you want at home. If you like to sleep, I will support you in sleep. As long as you live well, it's fine.

After a while, Zhai Ji asked me, dear, to be honest, do you still want to take the exam?

I said, not at all, I want to leave now

She lowered her head and kissed my forehead again and said, "Then I won't take the exam, but you can't leave. You have to wait until I graduate next year and we can't separate at all."

I said, do you really love me?

She looked at me, tears instantly poured out, and a drop fell into my mouth, salty

She twisted me hard and said, "There is no one more stupid than you." If I don't love you, why do you let you hold me to sleep? Why do you do everything possible to keep you by my side.

She touched my chest, put her lips on my ears, and said warmly, I love you, I will love you forever!

During the exam days, I spent the game in the Internet cafe, so the boss of the Ying Internet cafe became familiar with each other.

In this way, I stayed away from the classroom and the exam

In this way, I became more difficult and had no direction

I started writing prose again, and Agui's voice accompanied me all night long. What kind of girl is she?

What does she look like?

Sound is the most illusionable thing. Isn’t Feng Xinrong’s voice the sweet type?

She might be a radio host like Agui

A Gui, I absolutely don't believe she can be so ugly. I always think that A Gui should be as beautiful as Zhai Ji.

Girls are different, but girls are the same

Spring is coming, summer is coming

Sometimes I don’t walk out of the dormitory for several days. I bought instant noodles and ham and came back. I ate some when I’m hungry and went to bed when I’m sleepy. After I wake up, I start writing prose.

Guo Wenxue listened to my article carefully for a few days. He envied me very much and started writing prose on the bed. He wrote an essay for me to read. After reading the first line, I didn't want to read it anymore, because there were 4 typos and 1 wrong sentence in the first line. There were 2 places where I couldn't read it smoothly.

I handed it to him, and he was looking forward to me to praise him. I said, your article is well written, I suggest you let Cai Ya take a look

Cai Ya took it and glanced at it and threw it to Guo Wenxue. He said bluntly in Northeastern dialect, your level is not even as good as elementary school essays. I guess your sorrow cannot be written into the article. Why did you suddenly have a whim to write prose? Is it because Brother Fang posted articles on the radio station to earn royalties? But that is not something that can be solved. Do you think this is the case? Brother Fang, do you think so?

I said, everything is difficult at the beginning, just read and write more

Guo Wenxue said that I will write a novel in the future

Cai Ya is anxious. You are writing a novel. You can correct the typos first. You can talk about the words you use. Even the illiterate people squat together and chat. They also have a lot of fucking erroneous sentences. How do you pronounce it, you feel like your mouth is falling and head

Guo Wenxue didn't mind and began to show off his glorious history of being a junior high school Chinese teacher for three years.

Cai Yahaha laughed and said that the eunuch also said that he had fucked five virgins in succession yesterday!

Qi Gang and Rong Guofu also got happy, and they laughed at the bed.

Cai Ya always stands on my side. He also said, a talented man like Brother Fang, who is not as good as him, dare not write novels easily. Don’t say embarrassing words on the side. Do you think writing novels is as easy as buying a train ticket to go back to your hometown!

At this time, Guo Wenxue had already thrown his article aside and started to snore. He fell asleep