Chapter 5

Suddenly, Jia Jia's scream came from outside the door: Dad... Dad, come, mom is crying! Mom is crying! The voice is mixed with panic and confusion

I jumped out of the chair reflexively and pulled open the door of the study room suddenly

Jia Jia was standing at the door with her head raised. When she saw me coming out, she raised her tender little finger and pointed to her side, muttering: Mom is crying... Mom is not good...

I turned my head and saw Yan sitting in the corner of the wall with her knees hanging down, her head hanging down, her shoulders shaking constantly. Her long hair scattered down to cover her cheeks and her expression, and her soft hair was also shaking violently.

I can't be sure she was crying immediately, but her body was shaking very hard, and it seemed that her emotions were a little out of control.

I have never seen her cry after getting married. I have always been proud of it. I love this woman and everything about her!

Even her occasional arrogance and a little domineering are also a fun to adjust life in my eyes!

At this time, Yan was curled up in a corner of the wall and sobbing. She seemed very thin and helpless.

It can be seen that she is trying hard to suppress herself and not let herself make too loud noises, but her intermittent sobs still penetrated from under her hair.

My heart was shattered by this sound at this moment

In a trance, it seemed like I had returned many years ago

At that time, Yan was also curled up in front of her father's bed and cried like this. At that time, I looked at her from afar outside the ward, and suddenly developed the determination to protect her and comfort her!

Jiajia leaned over, lifted Yan's drooping hair with her little hand, tilted her head and called her mother, and wiped the tears on her face with her fingers: Mom, be good, mom, don't cry... Jiajia is obedient... Jiajia doesn't cry...

Looking at her daughter's innocent eyes, listening to her silly but incoherent words, all the resentment, humiliation, and sorrow suddenly became less intense

I walked over, helped Yan up from the ground, hugged her in my arms, patted her shoulder gently, opened her mouth to say something to comfort her, but found that I didn't know what to say

Yan buried her head on my shoulder, her whole body was still shaking

I'm so scared! She said

Maybe I should ask at this time: What are you afraid of?

Perhaps such a sentence will be the best time to open up the gap between each other!

I didn't say it for some reason, maybe I'm more scared than Yan. If things get out of the way, I really don't know how to face it. I am myself.

Can I forgive Yan completely?

If I can't forgive her, can I leave him?

I was caught off guard by this, and I was not as prepared as possible

But I still hope that the actor can confess the truth to me at this time. This is the sincerity she should have for me, a competent husband!

Although it was too late to talk about loyalty at this time for her who had cheated on her, this approach could still be between me and Tong. After all, my weight was higher than him

Unfortunately, Yan didn't say anything else, she pulled her body out of my arms, looked at me silently, there was a little timid pity in her eyes, which made her heart's fragility fully revealed.

She bent down and picked up Jiajia, turned around and entered the bedroom

I stared at her back in a daze, feeling unspeakable.

Yan stopped in front of the bed in the bedroom, standing blankly, as if thinking about things, and even forgot to put Jiajia down

The wind blows in from the balcony, tilting her skirt, and her soft-lined body casts a blurry shadow on the floor

Jia Jia's little face was exposed on Yan's shoulder and made a cute face at me. I grinned and wanted to give her a smile, but the muscles on her face were as stiff as stones.

A friend suddenly appeared in my heart: The more you are afraid of what you lose, the first thing you lose is often the first thing you lose

Am I going to lose Yan?

Losing Yan, what are I left?

Yan once loved me so resolutely!

Before this, she was almost perfect, she was the perfect lover and the perfect wife!

Even now, in the eyes of her daughter, she is still the most perfect mother in the world!

Is all happiness like dazzling but fragile crystals that cannot withstand slight bumps and are inadvertently facing disintegration at any time?

Should I ask her?

In my heart, I know clearly what that means

My familiarity with Yan almost made me guess her attitude towards me

She will never try to hide it anymore, her personality is so stubborn!

Her strong self-esteem does not allow her to continue lying to me, nor does she allow her to cry and repent to me.

Even though she knew she was wrong, she still had her dependence and love for me in her heart.

I locked myself in the study all afternoon

I have heard countless stories about betrayal and despised those cheating women countless times

I always believe that men must not tolerate such things. Even if they are alone in the second half of their lives, as a man of blood, they should definitely say no to such a woman!

But at this moment, I found that I was far weaker than I thought. It turned out that this was the feeling when it was related to me!

It turns out that the choice is so difficult!

Going aimlessly through the documents on the screen, almost all the women living in the same building

Most of them are photos of wearing pajamas or underwear, and some extremely secret shots are also taken.

It can be known that the equipment used by the child named Long Xiaoqi is extremely professional, the techniques are very proficient, the photos are taken very clearly, and some even use far-infrared auxiliary functions.

This afternoon seemed particularly long. You could hear Yan walking outside the door and Jia Jia playing behind her.

I looked at the door, hoping that Yan would suddenly come and knock on the door, and then told me, let's talk.

I really want to talk to Yan, but I know that this topic cannot be mentioned by me

Yan never came in

The snail-like sun finally sets in the west, and the afterglow dyes the entire sky golden

I took back my thoughts and prepared to turn off the computer and go out

I can't show it too clearly, that will only push this home into the abyss

Just as I returned to the main menu, I suddenly saw a number that made my heart move: B-13C This is the room where Na is

Open the file, there are neat and standardized digital signs, and there are many photos. Judging from the serial number, the shooting time was not too long, about a month ago.

Click to open the picture and look through page by page. Most of them were Na wearing pajamas and walking around the room. Occasionally, there were a few lying on the balcony chairs in her underwear.

Na's figure is perfect!

Slim body and long legs, plump breasts and fat buttocks, and every move reveals an elegant mature feminine taste

She is the type that men love the most. Even if they wear pajamas, they still cannot cover up the delicate curves that seductively tempting.

I had a very close contact with this woman, but I didn't notice that she was so graceful and charming

However, I still have some questions in my mind: Judging from the previous photos, Long Xiaoqi usually doesn't waste a lot of energy in some rooms that are impossible to take pictures of the bed.

From the photos, Na's bedroom windows are mostly pulled with curtains, even during the daytime.

This is completely inconsistent with what I saw at her house. When I was at her house, I clearly saw that the curtains in her house were pulled open.

Intuition tells me: Na's room must have a place to attract Long Xiaoqi

Otherwise, he wouldn't have been taking pictures continuously

Sure enough, when I was looking through more than half of the photos, a picture that surprised me appeared: Na was naked, with a red ribbon wrapped around her body standing against the wall, her hands were tied behind her back, and there was a very wide collar between her neck, and the edges of the collar were inlaid with metal edges, which shone brightly in the midday sun.

The red ribbon was completely tied into the flesh, making the delicate and white skin appear full.

Since it was noon, the light was abundant, the photos were taken very clearly. You can clearly see that the breasts were strangled and deformed, but they were more full and wide, and the rich hair between the legs was also taken clearly.

I could hardly believe my eyes. Although I had only met Na, her gentleness, considerateness, and generousness impressed me deeply. I could not imagine such a woman who could do such a bold and crazy thing.

The angles of the next few pictures have been slightly changed. Long Xiaoqi did not waste a second. The continuous shooting allowed me to see clearly that there was a rope connected to Na's collar. Because the previous rope was blocked by her body, it was impossible to tell it out.

On this picture, the entire side of the body was exposed to the camera, so it can be easily concluded that the one that was tied to Na was an extremely long ribbon. This kind of binding method was absolutely impossible for me to complete!

That is to say, she was tied up

I can hardly believe that the world is so crazy!

It turns out that what I didn't know was all revealed in front of me at this time

Na's expression was a little frightened and her body shrank a little, which made her look extremely inconsistent with her original Gao Yayanan.

The rope of the collar was hanging in the air, and the other end was stretched into the room, or the other end of the rope was held in the hand of someone in the room.

Sure enough, after looking through a few more photos, a person's hand appeared in the camera

This confirms my previous guess that Na was forced to do such a crazy thing, and a woman like her would never be able to voluntarily do such a crazy thing!

What surprised me was that the man's arms were actually very white and tender, his fingers were as thin as onions, and his nails were painted with cardamom-colored nail polish, which looked strange and mysterious under the strong light.

This turned out to be a woman's hand!

I suddenly felt strong sympathy for Na: I was pushed to the balcony naked and exposed to someone else's eyelids. What a huge shame!

How much hatred does this woman in the room have towards her that she treats her with such extreme and inhumane methods?

The next two close-ups of the faces can clearly see the tears on Na's face, and the one behind you can even see the tears flowing on her face.

My fingertips couldn't help but tremble slightly, and my heart was beating violently. What could not be denied was that at this time I actually felt a strange excitement.

Just like a criminal who is committing the crime, he is both nervous and restless, but his heart is full of expectations.

I'm peeking into someone else's privacy

Next, the rope attached to the collar was pulled tightly and Na's head was pulled tilted towards the room

Then he was pulled into the house

When she appeared in the camera again, her posture became a little weird. She bent over and twisted her body into an S-shaped shape. Her knees were also bent, her legs were tightly joined together, and the expression on her face also changed. The original panic disappeared, replaced by an expression that was indescribable. She frowned, and the muscles on her face were tense and unnatural, and her eyes looked very distracted.

There seemed to be something between her legs

After I continued to look, I suddenly realized that the one between her legs was a very thick falsetonic electric tool. Judging from the expression on her face, the switch must have been turned on.

Na was constantly changing her posture on the balcony with her naked body. It can be concluded that the person inside was directing her because there were several postures that were obviously very forced. Obviously, she did not understand the intentions of the people in the room.

But these postures did make her become indescribably lewd. These postures are all styles that only professional actresses can pose. They not only require excellent flexibility, but more importantly, they need to abandon the instinct shame of women.

I guess the reason why Long Xiaoqi photographed Na's room for several days must have been that similar scenes had appeared on this balcony before, or that for some reason he did not have time to shoot, so he persisted in observing Na

I underestimated his ability and patience. At this moment, I suddenly felt a little scared. I wonder if what he gave me was all he had photographed?

About Yan, about my family, are there any more I don’t know left in his hands?

I transferred the photos about Yan to my computer and took the USB flash drive to find Na

I have an indescribable affection for this woman. These photos involve her important privacy. I decided to return it to her and let her deal with it by herself.

Na was really surprised. When I said there were photos of him on the USB flash drive, her face changed immediately. I think she had already realized what was inside, because her eyes contained too much fear and shame.

She looked at me stably for a few seconds before slowly picking up the USB drive in my hand

Maybe, she had guessed my intention in her heart

She turned on the computer and plugged in the USB flash drive to view the photos

In order not to make her feel too embarrassed, I turned around and

After about a few minutes, I heard Na sigh softly behind her and said: Thank you! I don’t know how to tell you, these photos of me...

I interrupted her: You don't need to explain to me, these are your personal privacy. Although I have seen it, it does not mean that I have the right to know the reason. I will hide everything about you in my heart and will never mention it to anyone. I just want to remind you, because I believe that you are not such a woman. The reason is very simple: what I feel in you is kind and considerate! I believe that a kind and considerate woman is definitely not a bad woman! I am a person with few friends, and now, I have regarded you as my friend

There was no sound behind me for a long time. I turned around and saw Na's head hanging down very low, with a little gloomy expression, staring at the floor without saying a word

After a few minutes, I raised my head and said to me: Doctor Fan, you are a good person! I feel very regretful about what I did... I feel guilty, I... is not as good as you thought

I smiled at her and tried to comfort her, but I felt like I was laughing bitterly

How can there be a perfect woman in this world?

Even if my perfect wife, who once made me proud and confident, now she has concealed the fact that this heartbreaks me from me!

Na looked at me silently, her eyes flashed and confused, as if she wanted to say something, but in the end she just sighed, turned around and took out a pack of cigarettes from the drawer, skillfully opened it and pulled out one and handed it to me.

I shook my head and said I wouldn't smoke. She lit it herself, took a deep breath, and the light blue smoke began to spread between the two.

Through the smoke, Na's face looked a little hazy. She was smoking hard, as if she was not smoking, but her enemy!

And she is devouring the enemy who declared war on her bit by bit

Na was a little decadent at this time. I was touched by her appearance. She and Yan were two completely different women. Yan was emotional, weak and sentimental, and she was a little woman.

Naze is capable, rational, gentle and tough

But in my eyes, women need protection. No matter what kind of women, they have an extremely fragile side, and they need to be carefully cared for by others just like love!

She hesitated for a while and suddenly brought the topic to me: Have you talked to your wife?

I shook my head: No, I don’t know how to say that I love her very much. If things go out, I’m worried that it will get worse!

Na pondered for a moment and said: I think your wife must love you. She herself doesn't understand very well. You have had so many pasts worth remembering and cherishing. These are emotions accumulated bit by bit. They are strong backing for your reconciliation. They will never let an outsider easily pull them away from you! She said that the assumption of divorce from you was because she was worried that you could no longer accept her after knowing the truth, so she would eagerly ask that person for safety and security. Have you ever thought about it? She said: If I divorced because of this matter! This may mean that she is confused and has no sense of future. What you have to do at this time is to let her know that you will forgive her, just like treating a lost child, without intimidation, without anger, and only the warm call can remind her of the way home...

I stood there quietly, listening to Na's calm and reasonable analysis, amazed at her meticulousness and orderliness

Maybe it’s really the bystander Qing, maybe she’s right, I should forgive Yan as she said and pull her back from someone else’s arms!

I can't live a happy life without cigarettes, we once swear to everyone who resists us together

If there is still a love for me in Yan's heart, I shouldn't have pushed her away from me.

But, can I really forgive her?

Can I really tolerate and ignore her naked body in someone else's arms?

How can I really not mind that she was once pressed by another man and was so happy?

When I recalled the scene on the stairs, my heart was immediately cold, and my anger filled my blood.

If Yan turned around, if Yan was the little wife who was dedicated to me and relied on me before, could I really forget all this dirty thing and continue to smile at her?

If I force myself to do that, the final result must be that I will go crazy!

Na seemed to see what I thought, looked at me hesitantly, and sighed softly: I know it is difficult for you to do it, because all men have the desire to monopolize their women, and all men have the same jealousy and self-esteem as women. You don’t want to think about this matter now, so you don’t have to force yourself. But I really hope that you can maintain kindness to her before thinking it through, and keep the opportunity to return to the right track of the family. The clothes you sewed are no longer beautiful, but they must be warm when you wear them!

I was still immersed in my own world. I don’t know when Na stopped talking anymore, and the room became quiet.

Suddenly, I was awakened by Na's call, and saw Na looking at the computer screen in surprise, while all the photos in the binder disappeared

Na and I looked at each other and said: All the photos are gone!

I answered casually: Well, it's best to delete it. The fewer people know it, the better it will be for you.

Na's body was trembling: But, I didn't delete them Ah!

How is this possible?

There were only two of us in the room. If it weren't for the photos she deleted, it would be a hell!

I don't understand why she said that, maybe she wanted to hint me that this thing ended, and everyone thought it had never happened before

She doesn't believe me too much. Since I am willing to return the photo to her, of course I will not make this matter complicated again

It seems that she still has precautions and doubts about me

I was a little excited and said: Thank you for your guidance. I have some things to do. Let's talk about it another day

Turn around and walk out of the room

Behind him was Na confused and shocked: Alas...why are you...but...what should I do?

I didn't look back: Don't worry, I'll forget this

When she got home, Yan was washing something in the bathroom. Jiajia stood at the bathroom door with a plastic basin and shouted: Mom...wash for...Mom...Jiajia...wash too...

The computer in the study was still on. I sat back to the computer and found the binder containing the photos, ready to hide it.

When I opened the file, I was stunned and the binder was empty and nothing was left!