Chapter 45

When I saw my mother-in-law, my inner feelings were completely different from seeing Qi Jing. Although her behavior was expected by my understanding of her, she was helpless in the face of her choice, but I had basically no respect for her at this moment, and I was more disgusted and resentful. Maybe my subconscious mind felt that as a mother, even her daughter should be dealt with impartially, but her behavior was no different from tolerating and raising rape. As a mother, why can't I severely denounce my daughter's shameless behavior? This is to help the evil, so I hate her extremely much. Xu Bo came back. She greeted me enthusiastically when she entered the door, but her expression was not as bright as before, and seemed to be avoiding my eyes. Oh, you are back. I didn't get up on the sofa, but I just responded simply. How about it, it's so hard. My mother-in-law asked. Well, it's okay.What do you want to eat? Make some for you. I can't get used to it to the south in the past two days after leaving home. She doesn't seem to pay attention to my attitude. Don't worry, I've eaten on the plane. Even if I hate her, I can't show it very clearly. Oh, okay, I'll make some delicious food for you tomorrow night. My mother-in-law said while sitting on the other side. I instantly had the urge to question the mother and daughter in person. But then I thought, it's not appropriate now. We sat on the sofa for a while. Because we hate her talking, we told me that we were tired and wanted to rest early and go back to the room. The same was true before. She usually went out to drink very late before coming back. Even if I didn't go out, I wouldn't talk for too long. There is no harm in saying less words in this relationship. I can't speak too much. I'm speechless.

I returned to my room and hid in the bed. In an instant, the scene of Chen Jingyu and Qi Jing rolling on the bed clearly appeared that day. My mind was extremely sour and painful. He actually played with my wife on my bed... I lit a cigarette and took a few sips on the bed, trying to make my mind dizzy. I was thinking about what could alleviate my pain. I didn't want to ask my friend to go out for a drink. I was afraid that if I drank too much, I would feel embarrassed if I told them about it.

I turned on the TV and was broadcasting a European football match live. I was just watching and thinking about it. I kept thinking about what to do, but there was no result. I really couldn't accept the reality that my marriage was defeated by women. Where would I be inferior to Chen Jingyu?

This is my constant question

When the game is over, Qi Jing pushed the door and came in. Oh, why are you not sleeping yet? Didn’t you say you are tired? You are so energetic when you watch this game. It’s getting late. Let’s take a break quickly. You’ll still go to work tomorrow.She said while lying on the other side of the bed, a shampoo floated into my nose with the familiar fragrance of her body. It was a familiar and accustomed to it. I turned around and looked at Qi Jing beside me. Time is a weapon that no skin care product can resist. It will not give anyone merciless to swallow your youth. Although Qi Jing's appearance has not changed significantly with her newly married woman's face, the pure and tender temperament of the past has faded. She has replaced it with more temptations of maturity and charm. Her current state may be the best time for women. The petals have faded and fresh fruits have emerged. The charm of women has completely bloomed. It is also a gorgeous period, beautiful, mature, sexy. I look at her now, but I still can't hate her. I still want to pay more attention to her appearance in my heart.

But then, the scene of her screaming loudly by Chen Jingyu and not being unconscious came into my mind again. I really don’t understand, how could such a wife fall in love with a bastard like Chen Jingyu? Where is he better than me? What do you think I’m doing?

Qi Jing asked with some inexplicable expression. Seeing you beautiful Ah I almost didn't respond in a tone. I was crazy, so hurry up and rest. She smiled embarrassedly, and then wanted to turn around. I looked at her soft body. I thought that I didn't believe it would be inferior to Chen Jingyu. I reached out to hold her shoulders. At that time, I just wanted to gain a little perverted confidence. I wanted her to surrender to me more and prove that my man's ability is not inferior to Chen Jingyu. Oh, what are you doing? Qi Jing hid back in a panic. A little farewell is better than the newlyweds. Should we be intimate? I said, "It's so late, you're not tired. You have to go to work tomorrow, so take a break early."Her hands subconsciously protected her chest. I knew she was trying to make excuses to refuse me. I had a little more desire to fight. It was like a topic that others could complete. I also wanted to prove that I could. I was not to have sex with her, but to prove that I was not worse than Chen Jingyu. I also wanted to make her feel the same way.

I turned over and pressed her under my body, and then kissed her almost crazy. Qi Jing dodged a few times slightly, and did not refuse, letting me kiss her. Because she kissed her sensitive part, her breathing began to be rapid. When my lips touched her, she also opened her mouth and stretched out to respond, but I felt that she was still as if I could enjoy it, and there was no warm response. I didn't think so much, quickly took off her clothes, and the perfect body was revealed. I kissed her body with the flow, and I didn't suck her vagina, because the scene I saw was still a shadow for me, and it was destroyed by Chen Jingyu like that.It was broken, and the substance produced in his body was still attached to it. I didn't want to touch it. I felt disgusted. Qi Jing closed her eyes tightly, frowned slightly, and let out a slight moan of ummill. I deliberately observed her expression. She didn't even have the exaggerated pain and entanglement expression when she was having sex with Chen. Seeing this, I felt even more bitter and hatred. I was more eager to defeat me and took out the condom from the bedside table and put it on my penis. Because Qi Jing's vagina had been defiled by Chen Jingyu. In my opinion, it was covered with filthy things. I didn't want any remaining breath to touch my organs. I felt disgusting.

That condom is a brand that I have used all year round. It is very suitable for my erect penis and is more comfortable. It is not as tight as Chen said. I firmly believe that he said this to show off. He despised me in his heart, and he said this. It is not as tight as he said.

After I put it on, I wanted to go deeper into Qi Jing's vagina, but for some reason, I felt that the opening of her vagina was particularly tight, as if there was something to stop the gap. This seemed to be the first time I had such a feeling since I knew her. I had never noticed it before. I really wanted to refer to Chen Jingyu, and went straight in without help, but I tried several times, but I couldn't do it at all... Every time I pushed forward, my penis was like entering a dead end. No matter how hard I tried, it would stagnate, which made me even more annoyed. As my attention was diverted, my penis began to shrink, and the hardness of the erection quickly weakened. The more I did this, the less it was possible to enter again. I was so angry that I really wanted to raise my hand and suck myself. Why did I do this? Why am I so cowardly at this critical moment?

I have never had this situation for so many years. The two women I had sex yesterday praised each other. Today, I need the opportunity to show my mightyness. How could I be so powerless?

I had to hold the penis with my hand and tried to use the original method to find the entrance with the thrust of my hand to send the penis in. However, at this time the penis was completely weak and there was no such thing as a storm. I held the penis with my hand and stroked it a few times to make him stand up quickly. However, I accidentally pulled the condom off. I knew that the condom was relatively large after the penis atrophy and could not be completely fit on the penis loose.

I bit my teeth hard, and a sudden fire hit my heart. I felt the corners of my mouth burning and a blister popped up. I said you must be tired from business trips for so many days. Let's take a break early and come back when you are in good spirits. Qi Jing looked under me and said in a low voice. Her expression looked very calm, without any disgust and ridicule. She even told me patiently and gently, but I felt ashamed at this moment. I had never been married for so many years.

I know that for men, this matter, everything is tired and exhausted, it is a fucking excuse. Men say it is an excuse. Women say this to you, leaving you a sad dignity and can't bear to hurt you. This is actually you. Your sexual ability is weak, and even the minimum function of a man is weak. No matter how strong you are, you are a coward... Qi Jing just had a turbulent rain with Chen Jingyu yesterday. Looking at her performance, I experienced the joy of Piao Ranyu, soft bones and soft muscles. At this moment, compared with me like this, she was judged in her heart. Maybe she was laughing at me at this moment. I was fine. I suddenly felt a little stomach hurt and was distracted. Now I am fine. I didn't listen to Qi Jing's advice, but insisted on completing this sex without accepting it... Let's take a break early, why bother with the tossing in the middle of the night? Qi Jing still persuaded me calmly. Don't you want to?

I couldn't help but see her continuing to refuse. Actually, I was bored. I had no intention of taking my anger on her even though I failed. I didn't have the intention to vent my anger on her. She didn't argue with me when I saw me being a little angry, but men are like this. No matter how powerful they are, no matter how strong their sexual ability is, they are not as good as they want. In this case, my penis is sleeping there without any sense of consciousness. This is a problem that I can't solve even if I'm anxious.

Can't you help me?

I glanced at her and said resentfully that Qi Jing didn't talk to her. She stood up and held my penis in her hand. We have had this tacit understanding for so many years. In the past, sometimes when I was tired or just after I got out and had no energy to do it, she would pester me. When I didn't feel it, she would help me suck my erection with my mouth first.

After gently stroked it with her hand, she stretched out her mouth and licked it a few times, and then swallowed my penis into her mouth. I saw that Qi Jing's mouth shape had almost no changes and she took my penis into it. It was completely different from the expression that was almost filled with pity and embarrassing yesterday and Chen Jingyu. She held my penis in her mouth and was almost stress-free.

I have to admit that Qi Jing's ability is talented. Her meticulous expression in her penis was very charming. Her long hair was floating around her casually. From time to time, she used her hands to flirt with her hair that was hanging to the troublesome side of her mouth. She raised her eyes from time to time and looked around. The eyes were so terrifying. I felt so comfortable. Her lips were soft on my penis. She responded as soon as she touched it. She pressed my penis and ate it back a few times and then she stood up again.I could clearly feel the change of my penis. The space in my mouth was not as abundant as before. When I saw me erect, she looked up and looked at me. The eyes meant asking if it was OK. I had no intention of stopping. I pressed her head and signaled her to continue swallowing. Then I also tried to deliver my penis to her. I also wanted to see that she couldn't bear the constant swelling of my penis occupied the space in her mouth. Like Chen Jingyu, because the penis entered too deep, it touched her throat, which caused her to retching and discomfort.

But no matter how hard I try to deliver it forward, Qi Jing still seems to be dealing with it calmly without any discomfort.

The more I saw her calm, the more anxious I felt inside, but my body had limits and my physiology was objective and regular. Her lips were softly pressed against my penis and rubbed back and forth, and the stimulation formed was no less than sex. Just when I was anxious, I felt that my scrotum had begun to surge, and the glans had a comfortable spasm, and I was about to reach orgasm and ejaculate. This feeling made me feel less happy at this moment, but I was extremely irritated. She gave me oral sex for a while, why couldn't I stand it? Seeing that she had no pain of being filled with the transition of her mouth, her facial expression was still calm and calm.

Why am I so useless? I don’t even have the chance to attack her vagina, would I be disarmed?

I can't ejaculate, it will make her despise her even more. Chen Jingyu put her penis in her mouth, but she couldn't stand it, and she vomited and coughed, but I didn't cause any harm to her. Actually, I knew what this meant and I were both mentally and would compare it unconsciously

She seemed to realize that I was going to be bad, but instead increased the frequency. What she thought might be like to make me orgasm and save her troubles, so she didn't have to do the next action

I had to force my penis out of her mouth. Otherwise, it would be an incomparable shame. She looked at me in surprise and didn't say anything. I frowned and put it on, and then pressed her under me again. This time I held my penis with my hand to help enter her vagina, but Qi Jing's vagina was dry and tightly closed, and there was no lubricating liquid discharged. It was difficult for me to enter even with my hands. It seemed that I deliberately kept me out, which made me even more annoyed.

Yesterday, I saw Chen Jingyu just stroked her breasts, and a stream of liquid flowed out of her labia. Why did she do this at this moment only mean that she has no desire.

Annoyance is useless. If I can't even enter her body today, it will undoubtedly make the blow to me even worse. So I deliberately focused on my spirit and had sufficient confidence in my sexual ability. I adjusted my body shape and then pushed hard. I felt that my glans felt comfortable. Finally, I went in. There was no change in her place as before, and it was still so soft and fit. After I inserted it, I felt that my penis was particularly comfortable. It was an unparalleled feeling. Because I was whispered by her just now, I ejaculated again when I entered, so I had to pause for a moment and adjust my breath.

She took the opportunity to look at Qi Jing below her body. Her brows were slightly frowning, revealing some normal pain and comfort coexisting after being entered, and a slight moan was heard in her mouth. Ah Wave Wave Wave But it was a world of difference compared to her exaggerated and painful scream when Chen Jingyu's long body entered straight...

At this time, I just want to give her a strong impact in sex so that she can also reach the level of surrendering and begging for mercy. This will give me some comfort to my already indifferent self-esteem. So after eased the feeling of the penis that was about to reach orgasm, I adjusted my breathing and began to swing back and forth in her vagina to thrust in and out with her. It was also women. She was completely different from the two ladies I experienced in the hotel yesterday. The vaginal opening was soft and tightly pressed against the penis, making you feel soothed there very comfortable no matter how you move. The outside of the penis entered, and you completely experienced an extremely unique world, just like countless suction cups were gently absorbed on it. The skin inside your slight movement would also rub you gently with your movements. This feeling of touching completely changed with the frequency of the movement.

At this moment, I had sex with her not to enjoy the wonderful feeling in her vagina, but to make her bow down to my sexual ability. So as soon as I entered, I started to rush hard with my speed. Qi Jing's delicate face began to show pain and a blurred expression. Then her hands tightly grabbed the bedspread beside the pillow, and moaned in her mouth. Ah, Ah Wave u Wave wave wave wave wave wave waveAlthough I could feel that she felt comfortable, her performance was far from when she had sex with Chen Jingyu, and it was not much different from when we had sex before. I felt even more upset when I saw this and couldn't help but want to make more effort. I just wanted Qi Jing to show that she was too emotional to show that her body could not bear such comfort when she had sex with Chen. She was so embarrassed that she lost in front of me because she couldn't bear the comfort of her body.

But... no, no matter how hard I tried, her face was not as tangled and ferocious as in the video. My ability was limited. This was not something that could be done with stubbornness. She was so soft and comfortable in her vagina that she could not bear it. With a violent and comfortable twitching from the penis to the anus, the glans instantly filled up, and the semen sprayed out from it, and my body and mind seemed to have been completely hollowed out. Qi Jing below also stopped moaning and then let out a long breath

I turned over and fell aside, and the scene of her screaming and yelling in anticipation did not appear...

Oh, okay, rest. She patted my face with her hand, and then said gently and calmly, then picked up the pajamas beside her and put them on to see her calm appearance. She didn't have the state of enjoyment after having sex with me. Maybe it was because I saw the video of her having sex with Chen Jingyu yesterday. It felt like I had met my needs and fulfilled my wife's obligations. I felt mixed feelings in my heart, and tears of depression were almost flowing out. How do I feel?

I suppressed my emotions and asked this sentence, and tried to calm my tone. Very good, very comfortable. Qi Jing replied with a smile. Have I experienced it?

I'll ask, it's very harmful...

I listened to Qi Jing's answer, which seemed like a kind of ridicule to me. Even though I knew I would not get a sincere answer, I still wanted to get a few perfunctory and false recognition from her words to appease my extremely hypocritical self-esteem.

I really wanted to ask her, who is better than him, and then I will make the matter clear today, but I really don’t have the courage and can’t say what I am afraid of

Qi Jing was not talking. In the silence, her breathing was evenly symmetrical, as if she had already fallen asleep. The fragrance of her hair floated towards me through the slow air, and I couldn't sleep no matter what. I lay on the bed thinking about these things. I remembered that Chen Jingyu had rolled on my bed with my wife. The more I thought about it, the more I felt depressed. I didn't know how I would face it or how to deal with it. People's ability to bear it is limited, and it is impossible to accumulate in my heart for a long time and not release it. Especially someone like me who is still in a cunning manner. Thinking of this, I turned around and gently pushed her... (To be continued)