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Chapter 281: Far, smelly, near

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She was also full of thoughts, but she didn't know how to talk about it. The atmosphere seemed a bit dull. They often walked in the garden like this. She didn't feel uncomfortable, but she liked this mood very much. Every time she took a few steps, she couldn't help but look at him, but she felt that she loved her more and more. Then she turned around and quietly experienced the wonderful feeling of a rapid heartbeat.

So far, she has never had this experience in any man, including her husband. She feels like a young girl who falls into love for the first time, and has a feeling of first love.

However, today is different. Every time she takes a step forward, her heart becomes more and more confused. She can be said to have just fallen and fallen into her heart!

It seems to be cut and it is still chaotic. It is the sorrow of parting, and the difference is the ordinary taste in my heart!

I don’t know how long it took, and how many times I walked around the garden and how I took the route?

She didn't know or care too much. It should be the route that the master and apprentice usually walked after dinner. After a long time, it became a habit. It couldn't be turned for so long. But at this moment, the two of them were full of worries and had no intention of going back. They just walked around like this.

The light gradually dimmed. After her wonderful eyes stayed periodically on the boy's face for a while, she did not turn forward habitually, but looked up slightly, and the bright full moon was already hanging high in the east sky.

Zhou Yan suddenly frowned and said: Just now, Xiao Qi and her looked strange in the quiet room of her foster mother. I wonder what was going on?

She was immediately discouraged, and the courage she had accumulated disappeared without a trace. She couldn't help but lament that it was easy to make money easily!

He looked at him for a while and said with a stuttering voice: You, what were you saying? I felt that it was all messy tonight. I talked to each other in a bad way, and they all said their own words!

He repeated it again

Her mind turned several times, and finally adjusted her thoughts to the topic she was extremely concerned about, nodded and said: I'm puzzled, and the eldest sister seemed to have something to say to her third sister, and I just pulled you away quickly and said that. You should have heard some rumors between Xiaoqi and the third sister back then, right? I guess it's related to this matter.

He felt nervous. He had not only heard of it. He was also a witness at the scene. A pair of good brothers almost turned against him. It was not until later that a common enemy, Xiao Wuyue, appeared that they reconciled as before. He couldn't help but murmur: No, since that guy was brought back to the Soul Cave by my mother, he no longer paid attention to Xiao Qi. There should be nothing between the two of them.

Changsun Han pondered for a while and said: Maybe it was involved in Huan'er's belonging issue? I guess, the third sister probably wanted to add Huaner to Xiao Wuyue's name so that Xiaoqi could completely break the thought of her.

He couldn't help but clench his fists, his eyes were blazing fire, and he roared: That bastard! Is it too much? I snatched away the woman Xiaoqi loved and wanted to take away his child. I swear to be incompatible with him!

Changsun Han said in confusion: Others didn’t take away your women and children, why are you so excited?

Zhou Yan was shocked to his loss of composure and said embarrassedly: But isn’t that guy snatching away the maternal love that should belong to me?

He looked up at the sky and exclaimed: Tian Ah~ It's so late before we knew it, we should go back to the house to rest. After saying that, we stood up and pulled her up and walked to the back house together.

Changsun Han said dissatisfiedly: The full moon on the spring night is such a beautiful scenery. Can't you chat with your master in the garden for a while?

Zhou Yan kept saying: You know, I have always been used to going to bed early and getting up early, so I can't sleep too late. I'm sleepy now, so I'll have enough chat with you tomorrow.

Changsun Han bit his red lips and said: It would be strange if you believe you! I probably don’t know where to go to play crazy tomorrow morning. I can’t even see one ghost. Who should I talk to?

As she returned to the hall, her heart began to pound, getting faster and faster, and there was nothing else, because she had entered the countdown and was getting closer and closer to the moment she was burning her boats, but she still hadn't figured out how to go straight in to force him to have no way out. She had to express her opinion, or not?

But it doesn't seem too much. How could she not be nervous or anxious?

Zhou Yan said good night to her and turned to the east room where he usually lives.

Her mind was blank, and cold sweat burst out from her palms. She said in a hurry: Yan'er, that house has not been there for many days and no one lives in it. I haven't had time to clean it today. I'll sleep in my house tonight for only one night? I'll draw again tomorrow and take time to clean it for you...

She had tried her best to pretend to be calmer and press her voice as smoothly as possible, but her heartbeat was too fierce, as if she was about to jump out of her heart. Her face was flushed red, and she still made a tremolo when she spoke, and she stuttered a little.

Zhou Yan stood still, did not look back, nor did he speak

She felt that she was about to collapse and was ashamed. Her silent silence made her even more embarrassed. She hurriedly covered her up and said: Yan'er, you slept with me when you were a child. Until you were five years old, Yan Niang was carried back to the Soul Cave. Cough cough~ There is a saying that you should learn to sleep with your master, haha... Actually, uh~ I don't mean that, but you rarely have the chance to come back in the future. I just want to talk to you later and talk more. Of course, you are already a big man, and at worst you can sleep in clothes...uh...

Unfortunately, she became less and less confused as she said it. She wanted to make a joke to relieve the atmosphere but was not successful. She became more and more incoherent in her nervousness and panic. She hated herself so much, why was her mouth so stupid!

He was silent for a while and said softly: Sister Die'er came here just now and was helping me clean the room. I think I'd better go back to the room to sleep... In fact, your words surprised me. This is not your style, and I shouldn't have said such words. After speaking, I took a step forward

Having said this, she gritted her teeth and finally took it aside. She walked a few steps in front of him and said in pain: Yan'er, why? You also know that I am not a casual woman. Do you know how much courage I need to pluck that way? I have no choice but to do so. Do you know how much I am...

She can't say the following two words no matter what!

Her affectionate eyes made him feel embarrassed. He quickly lowered his head to avoid her gaze and said, "Master, we are not suitable, let's talk about someone in my heart..."

What's wrong with a woman who is unmarried and a man who is not married? Isn't it legitimate to terminate the relationship between master and apprentice? The woman in your heart is Die'er, right? Do you think I'm older than her and not as beautiful as her? The more she talks, her voice is getting higher and higher, and tears are rolling in her eyes. She finally takes the initiative and takes the initiative once but is rejected. In addition to her deep disappointment, her self-esteem is also greatly hit!

His head lowered, and he didn't dare to face her aggressive gaze. Master, these are two different things... You should know that there must be feelings between men and women. Whether beauty is beautiful or not is only one aspect

She was a little out of control and laughed out loud. The eldest sister said that men’s feelings for women must be found in bed. You have never slept with me. How could you know that there was no feeling? There was no joy in the laughter, only deep pain and humiliation.

He also said in pain: Don't say that, okay? I don't want to hear such words. After saying that, I bypassed her and returned to my room.

He and a maid like Xiaoqing are both good. It’s not that he doesn’t want to sleep with a woman other than his mother, but the master is not good, including Sister Die'er, who is cleaning up the room for him at the moment. As he said, there is no feeling, but actually no impulse. It seems that not only that, as long as he thinks about having that relationship with them, he will get goosebumps all over his body!

What's going on?

When it was late at night, he thought about this problem carefully and wanted to find out the crux of the problem. After weaning, he followed his master and grew up with Sister Die'er. Although he stayed in the ecstasy cave for eight years, his adoptive mother was worried that he would miss me to practice. He was with his master for more than half a year every year, and he has been inseparable in the past two years. His intimacy with them is even greater than that of his adoptive mother, not to mention the current biological mother...

He tried to imagine the master's appearance, fantasizing that she was right beside him, trying to find a little impulse feeling in her, but he strangely found that it seemed difficult to think of her appearance soon, is it beautiful?

No idea!

But since it is known as the first of the four beauties in the Dimension, it should be beautiful, but where is the beauty?

After some thoughts, the master finally came to his mind. First, he looked at his face. His facial features were so ordinary that it was nothing special. When he looked at this face every day, he felt like he turned around and left. Then he looked at his figure, and his height... could it be called bodybuilding?

Since I want to find that feeling, I must imagine her clothes and untied. What emerges in my mind is a strange body that makes him frightened. Not only did I not find the feeling of impulse, I wanted to escape quickly!

Especially the lower body that made him feel even more weird, I felt terrified when I thought about it!

He couldn't stand it, so he shook his head suddenly, trying to drive away the figure in his mind, but it was as difficult as summoning this figure. At this moment, it seemed even more difficult for him to get rid of it. The figure followed him like a shadow and couldn't get rid of it!

He couldn't help but grit his teeth and clenched his fists, and his feet curled up. Yes, it was this kind of discomfort, and that's the problem!

It seems that because I am too familiar with it, I feel rejection and I don’t want to get too close to it. However, I am also familiar with my adoptive mother. Why don’t I feel this bad feeling?

Well~ In any case, at least it is one of the reasons!

In addition, it seems to be related to childhood experiences, which leads to some psychological disorders

He really couldn't drive away his master, so he had to try to draw the image of Sister Die'er into his mind. It took a lot of effort to succeed, and the master's figure finally faded away.

Just as she always looks at me affectionately every time she meets, the same is true for her in her mind. This gaze makes him uncomfortable, but he insists on enduring and tries to find the feeling through fantasy, including the senior sister Qinyin behind him, but it turns out to be no different from his master.