Sometimes the three of us go out together
Partly I want to be with Jen I've seen her less often (because she's with Ricky), I miss her
Of course, there are also parts that I need to see them together about this I am quite conflicted I think I gave her a mixed signal she saw both my anxiety and excitement
We often sit in a private room, and Jen will sit between us
Usually at the beginning, she would sit close to me, but gradually moved closer to him. This was not planned or carefully arranged, it just happened.
Sometimes it may take a drink to relax us, but in the end, always under Ricky's magic, he gets her
Seeing the woman I love and another man gradually approaching him when they were talking and laughing, it was quite tormenting to see the development of this matter.
She seemed so vivid and energetic during their interactions, smiling, looking into his eyes, and listening to him talk about everything with joy.
As a highly tactile person, she would often touch him and pat his arms or chest while they were talking
Sometimes she would approach me or bring me into the conversation, but soon she would sit next to him again
Her attention to him was so natural, and there was nothing to pretend.
I mean, she didn't do it to make me excited
This also made me watch them more and more excited and uneasy.
Sometimes, Jen would realize that they were ignoring me, and she came closer and asked me: Are you okay, dear?
It's Ah, I said, my voice became slutty with excitement
She would give me a sly knowing smile and see the excitement on my face
She knew it was extremely painful for me, but I also told her how jealousy actually fueled my excitement
Once, I made an appointment with them to meet for dinner (Jane and him had already spent some afternoon)
I got there, it was a little late
Ricky's arms were wrapped around her and they were talking
As she spoke, looking at his face, she absent-mindedly playing with a button on his shirt
That kissing moment stayed in my mind for a long time
It was an awkward moment, and when I approached their table, Ricky felt Jen's uneasiness, so he reluctantly retreated his arm
She slid close to me in the private room
But the waiter has determined that they are a couple, and I am an invited guest, so it is still very embarrassing
In the end, she moved closer to Ricky without restraint.
Usually after dinner, we will go back to our apartment for sex
I didn't join them in bed
Ricky doesn't like me with them. He acts very aggressively. He wants to get everything she belongs to him.
He didn't swear, but whenever Jen tried to join me, he immediately pulled her back and made sure his lips and hands and the body of his big muscles covered her without leaving me any space
Fortunately, I like to watch, Ricky doesn't seem to care about it
In fact, sometimes when Jane's moans became intense, or when he brought her to a shocking orgasm, he would look at me with a smug smile on his face, seemingly silently telling me something I already know, that is, I can't please her like him
Watching them have sex will keep my desire burning so much
It is unforgettable to see Ricky hit her between her legs.
He was big and strong, and when he hit her like this, the only thing Jane could do was to try to grasp the beautiful life as much as possible.
What's even more exciting is that when he fucks her slowly
At this time, he would give her the best orgasm. His long and thick cock slowly thrust in and out, pounding her G-spot and clitoris
They often caress each other, his hands would put on her breasts and rub her nipples, and her hands would stroke his chest and arms up and down
They kissed from time to time while they were having sex slowly, and they also talked, whispering to each other, so close that their lips almost touched each other
Zhen told me that she likes to fuck her pussy slowly the most
When I asked why, she said, it was indescribable to feel his long cock sliding into her body, and then she slipped almost endlessly and slipped out of her body.
Since his is so thick, and he knows how to rotate his hips and adjust the angle to hit all her pleasant points, of course, it gives her a better feeling
Knowing that I can never give Jen the same pleasure makes me more painful
When I met Jen, she was twenty years old, and we fixed it almost immediately
Before me, she had several lovers (she lost her virginity at the age of eighteen), and maybe about eight of them were around eight.
She once told me that it was enough to let me know that I was the smallest of them.
Despite this, our sex life has been fine
I can usually make her reach orgasm through sexual intercourse, she likes my tongue, and I can always make her feel comfortable in this way.
I doubt our sex life will never return to being as good as before
I'm pretty pretty, but I can't beat her like Ricky. I can't hit her violently like him.
The worst part is that my dick is only half as long as Ricky and not as thick
I can't fuck her like he did
After being fucked regularly by Ricky for a few months, he had already messed up. I could no longer make her satisfied as before
But it was their intimate touch, kiss and whisper that bothered me the most
Every time they have sex slowly like this, Jen will get closer to him, and she will fall in love with him even more.
Despite how this makes me extremely painful, I still look at them, which will still make me feel sad, and I will still rub myself when they have sex, because I think I deserve to get something from this disaster
This is how I messed up everything, how I messed up myself
Life is not just about her relationship with Ricky
She saw him outside (usually one Tuesday to three times, and we would sleep with him overnight), and we lived our lives as a newly married couple (I think it is considered newly married within the next year)
But Ricky also sneaked into our normal life
Thankfully, our circle of friends does not overlap much with Ricky's
But some people often ask at parties: How is Ricky doing recently?
Jen would stammer and say something like that Oh, I think he's good
Often their sex is too intense and they will leave some marks on her
I always excite myself when I see these marks
Once at a party, a friend pointed out a kiss mark behind Jen's ear (we didn't notice it)
Things suddenly became silent and awkward because I had been busy with work all week, and the kiss mark seemed to be only a few days ago (actually yes, Jen was out with Ricky on Wednesday)
Jane stammered and found an excuse to say that she had something on her neck, but you can be sure that our friends didn't believe her
I'm sure our friends will think that Jen and Ricky have an affair
Whenever we talk about these things, Jen always says: They may doubt something, but they don't know
I remember she said the same thing as in college
This bothered me, she was so reckless about it
She doesn't seem to care that our friends think she's not loyal to me
I think her obsession enveloped her conscience
This is especially embarrassing to me, when our friends see me as a man who is castrated
I know they know my wife opened her legs for another man
However, I have to admit that it is too exciting, I guess it presses another button with a cuckold complex in my heart
As their relationship grows, we start to quarrel. It's our end and their start we will quarrel about stupid little things.
Once, after they went on a date, the three of us were going to a party (the host is a mutual friend of ours), she curled her hair and did not wear a bra
I'm crazy, you're dressing for him! I yell at her
OK, I'm sorry she said it was like she thought I was stupid. She put on her bra and put down her hair
Knowing that she hurt my feelings, she stayed by my side during the party, ignoring Ricky
But after the party, she walked into the bathroom, curled her hair high, and took off her bra
She made me feel like she was just condescending to me
Ricky wants to spend more time with her
We quarrel about this many times
The most hurt is that she obviously wants to spend more time with Ricky too
That's when their dates go from once a week to Tuesday or three
Once there was an argument, Zhen said: I don’t know why you are angry, I still spend more time with you than him. This is like being with me is a sacrifice.
She saw the hurt in my eyes and immediately said: Sorry, just pretend that it wasn't said, but it was too late, you can no longer take back what you said like that
Jen knows I'm hurting what I mean is that she knows me as I know her if she can. I think she will break up with Ricky, but she can't, how was she attracted to him (addiction to him?)
In order to help me treat her relationship with Ricky, she encouraged me to meet other girls
Of course, it wasn't what I said from the beginning
She first advised me not to stay at home when she was out because she knew it was unhealthy for me, if I was sitting alone at home, and having trouble with her and Ricky with her
So the next time, while she was out with Ricky, I went to a sports bar to watch the game
I was there for several hours, and a waitress flirted with me
I think her flirting is about getting a better tip instead of being interested in me
But the next day I mentioned this to Jen and I wanted her to be jealous but instead, she said it was a good idea, if I went to see other girls, I could even go on a date with what I like
I forced myself to squeeze out a smile and said I would consider it
This is the worst moment for me
I feel like my heart is dead, part of me is dead, I know she just wants to help me treat her love for Ricky.
But what if she wanted me to find someone else?
How she was loyal to us and our marriage, obviously she only wanted Ricky, not me, so she wanted me to find someone to relieve her guilt of spending so much time with Ricky
Jen even arranged a blind date for me
Or maybe it was Ricky
This may be him, he wants to make a joke
Once she came home from a date and she was a little drunk (and filled with Ricky's cum)
She handed me a phone number
Grizzly, she told me that it was Claire's number, and Ricky said I should call her
Claire is a young, plump-boobed brunette, Ricky's date before Jen
I didn't call her
It's not that I wasn't attracted to her, she's very beautiful and sexy
But she is younger (I think she is about twenty years old), I can't afford to be with me, I don't need to suffer more rejection
Then one day, something unexpected happened, Claire called me! I thought it was Ricky who arranged it for her, so the next time, Jen and Ricky were out on a date, I also went out with Claire
We didn't have sex
I think maybe she would be willing to give me a pity like a pity
When I politely declined her, she seemed a little disappointed (we didn't even kiss), and maybe she would be disappointed to tell Ricky the thing she was rejected as an interesting joke (like how my dick is so young and how I suck and lick it in the bed, etc.)
Unfortunately, I'm not interested in her
She is young and beautiful, and any normal man will get on her soon
However, to me, every girl will lose her lust compared to Jane
I'm not just about Claire, I'm not interested in any other girl
Surprisingly, our date was not a disaster
We had a fun time, but as friends, not lovers
She studied to become an actress at NYU (she has this appearance), but she failed math and a compulsory course
I've always been good at math, so I ended up using most of our date time to tutor her math
I admit I was worried that Ricky would say sarcastic to Jen to tease me if he knew what was actually going on on our date
Claire is cool about it
She told me that if Ricky asked, she would tell him that we had great sex
When Jen came home that night, she asked me about my date with Claire
She asked a lot of questions
I think it's Ricky who wants to know, hoping my date is a disaster so that he can belittle me
I think he did a lot of things like this on their date to suppress me, so that Jean wouldn't miss me too much and would miss him more
I lied and told her that we had sex, it was pretty good
She wanted to know more details, but I dismissed her and said that I was not a guy who would talk everywhere after kissing her.
To be honest, I don't think I can lie to the point of convincing, nor do I want her to know that my date is a waste of time
Claire scored high on her next math test, and her final exam will be here
She called me and asked if I could tutor her again
why not?
Jen will have another date with Ricky, I have nothing else to do
On our date, I told Claire about how Jane crossed me about the last time we were sex between us
Even though she is much younger, Claire is more sophisticated than me, at least in interacting with others
She smiled and said she knew and told me not to worry
She sometimes meets Ricky and Jane on dates (she is a soldier's child and their gang), and she makes sure they will have all the obscene details of our sex
Not always, but often, when Jen and Ricky, Claire and I were dating
We're always together like friends
Sometimes I would tutor her homework, sometimes we would watch a movie
It's totally platonic
To be honest, our friendship becomes a relationship between a big brother and a little sister
Claire certainly has a lot of dates (she is very beautiful), but she doesn't have a stable boyfriend, she seems to like to hang out with me very much
I told Claire about me, Jen and Ricky, the whole dirty story, going back to college, starting with the first threesome, all the process
Claire didn't expect we were freaks
In fact, she thought Jane was pretty cool and dared to take risks
(I think she is quite envious of Zhen for having a husband and a sexy boyfriend). She agrees with me that Ricky is a donkey egg, but she also understands why Zhen finds that he is so attractive
She admitted that when they were dating, she was also deeply attracted to Ricky.
Claire had seen them last weekend, how did they look at a party with Ricky friends? I asked
Like a pair of lovebirds in heat, she answered without hesitation and saw the anxiety on my face, and she said: Sorry, Mike, because you asked
Jen and I always have sex after her date, either that night or the next day
Seeing her rigid sex always makes me crazy
When I wanted to have sex, she never rejected me, although I don't think she got a lot of fun from it, and she couldn't compare with what she got from Ricky
I mean, when I fuck her, she was under me, although she didn't show like a dead tree, but she would never show up like what she and Ricky had, that uncontrollable lewd passion.
She is my wife, but I can't give her sexual pleasure
I almost had difficulty getting her to orgasm again
I can use my fingers or tongue to make her feel comfortable, but not from sex
I think part of the reason is that Ricky always gives her so much satisfaction and fullness
But there is also part of it because my body no longer has sexual appeal to her
Especially when she spent so much time with a man like Ricky, how else could she be?
You've got all the sex from Claire, you'll want me, which surprised me a little. After we had sex, Jen once joked that
Are you saying you want to interrupt mine? I forced myself to be happy, like telling a joke, but her annotation is like cutting me with a knife. She doesn't want to have sex with me anymore? Is this what she wants to say?
No, I just said...
Her answer to avoid the importance proved that she no longer wanted to have sex with me. Maybe since Ricky knew that her body and heart belonged to him, she no longer wanted me to touch her
Well, if she wants to interrupt me, I won't make it easy for her
I said: Jen, I will always want you, no one is more beautiful or sexy than you! I like Claire, but she has nothing to compare to you, so if you have something to tell me, god Ah, damn, just tell me!
OK, OK She said with a big smile, she looked very happy, don't be angry, she said with a laugh
What are you doing? She is making fun of me? Just do whatever you want, Zhen, I'm very nasty after I said that!
Mike! Wait, she said, still smiling, holding my arm
This is our conversation, I said a lot, it's abnormal, it's all screwed up, I screwed up
One day, Jen told me that Ricky was on vacation and he wanted to take her to spend a full week on a holiday!
Where? I asked it's a stupid question It doesn't matter but I'm trying to deal with this new idea mentally and emotionally
Cancun, she looked at me and said that many of his friends were going, so we would form a group to go to Mela and will be there
We will go I repeat her words in my mind
We are no longer me and her, this is her and Ricky
He had her for a whole week, and a whole week would make her fall in love with him even more
Jane looked at me expectantly, waiting for my answer to be obvious, she wanted to go, but she felt guilty, so she asked me to tell her that I had no problem
Last time we were on the beach, it was our honeymoon
I still remember how she was wearing an exposed bikini during the day and wearing an exposed dress at night
I still remember how she fucked Kyle twice on our honeymoon, and even though she had sex with other men, when I came back, I was still in her in life number one guy
Now, she and Ricky, wearing exposed bikini and dress for him, fucked him all day, and slept in his arms again at night
They would take a shower together, she would apply soap for him, and then she would kneel down and savor his flute for him
It's stupid, but I wonder how he can help her wash her hair and massage her neck and shoulders
A stupid imagination, but the most hurtful
I guess you want to go, I said at the end
Do you want me to go?
She asked hesitantly, probably because she was afraid that I would not say anything
She lowered her head and saw the tent that was raised from my pants
Yes, even if I want to lose my wife, all this will still make me excited. Yes, I am very sad and not worth it. Please give me a thumbs up and scold me. Come all, it doesn't matter
She wasn't kidding, or commenting on my erection
She understands my conflict
But she also knows that it means I have no problem with this
To be honest, my dick is fine with this
But my heart is almost dead
She said: It's spring break, I think you can pass the time with Claire
What?
Claire?
Why did she ask Claire, how much did she care?
Then I remembered the lie I told before, about my extramarital affair with Claire
I managed to make it sound like a very enthusiastic saying: Yes Ah, that's a good idea
Is she your girlfriend now? She asked with a curious smile
I shrugged and joked: I haven't given her my high school ring
Then I stared at her chest and saw the outline of Ricky's ring under her top
She wears it often now, even if she doesn't go to see him
Seeing the place I was watching, she said: Oh, sorry, start taking it off
If you want to stay there, I say, my voice hides bitterness and why does it matter anymore?
She kept it there and gave me a stiff smile and then her body approached me, holding my crotch I could take care of this for you, she said with a smile
I learned about it for me to agree to give her a quick thank you can spend a week with Ricky but it is unlikely to ask me to say no to her OK I said, we walked into our bedroom
The following weekend, when Jane was packing for her trip, I was drinking beer and watching sports stations
She ran out and went to get some last minute toiletries, so I took the opportunity to look at her suitcase
Almost everything was brand new, she bought him all the things he would wear that week
Lightweight bikini, tight dress, short skirt, thin low-cut women's shirt
No bras and underwear
I guessed that Ricky wanted her to not wear a bra all week and to facilitate contact with her pussy
How many pairs of slim heels are there, and seven pairs of stockings
She plans to wear stockings for him, one pair every night in Cancun, even if it's hot as hell this time of year in Cancun
Ricky came to pick her up later that day
She hugged and kissed him and walked towards me
I think I'm leaving
She said
Although the plane won't take off until tomorrow, Ricky asked her to go to bed at night so they could set off earlier
Zhen once asked me if it is OK
I shrugged and told her that it was OK
Why do I care about one more night?
I forced a smile to squeeze out my face. I wish you a happy time. I said, hug and kiss her.
So do you, she said and hugged me and came back
Call me when I have time, and I said with a sly smile
I will call every day, she agreed, I squeezed my hand and I was a little suspicious, but so what
She looked at my face, although I forced myself to smile, she saw the heartache on my face, she brushed my cheek with her hands
Are you okay? If you don't want me to go, I won't go
That's right
If she doesn't want to go, why would she buy all the new bikini and dresses for him?
Why doesn't she wear any bra or panties?
Why did she wear high stockings for him every night, she never wore stockings for me, even once on our honeymoon?
She just wanted to hear me say it's okay to relieve her guilt
My heart was hurt, and I saw that she was leaving and was going to be with him for a whole week, in his arms for a whole week, I lost her, maybe I had lost her, but I wouldn't let Ricky see me being torn apart
Looking for any excuses, I blurted out: You'd better go, Claire is coming soon
Oh, is she staying with you?
It's Ah, I lied She'll be here soon, so you'd better leave, I hope you have fun
It's Ah... She said with a little distracted look
Then, she looked at me and gave me a naughty smile
Leave some for me, she said and held my crotch. When I come back, I will have a lot of pornographic stories to tell you
Then she left, I was alone, the loft felt like a coffin, and didn't know what else I could do, I called Claire and I cried on her shoulder for a long time
Mike, you have to find something to do, you can't go on like this, Claire said
Is it Ah...what does it look like?
Tell Jen you don't want her to see Ricky
Oh, it seems like this last time would be very smooth, I said sarcastically
I tell you, she was addicted to him Claire, she just left to spend a week's vacation with him, if I wanted her to choose, was it me or him, who do you think she would choose?
Then you should dump her! Claire said sternly that she is not good for you!
It's not easy Claire
Why?
Because I love her, I helplessly said that I was addicted to her, and she was addicted to Ricky
I saw Claire shook his head helplessly
I know, screwed up, right? Then the first time that night, I noticed Claire she dyed her hair blonde! Claire, what the hell are you doing with your hair?
She smiled, her face turned from anger to joy
I got this role, in the Romeo and Juliet drama! I played Juliet! Well, this is just off Broadway, but this is my first real role!
But why is hair?
Oh, I don't know, the stupid director wishes Juliet was a blonde, how do I look?
You look good
I've told you the truth
I mean, she looks like a brown hair who wants to dye her hair blonde
But I like blondes, so I'm better than a brown hair, and of course I'd like Claire is a blonde
If this is a fairy tale, seeing a blonde Claire makes me fall into her love network, and we will always live happily in happiness after that.
But no, she is still Claire, my little sister, I am still completely obsessed with Zhen
In fact, Claire's blonde reminds me of Jen
I recalled being in college
When I first met Jen, I noticed two things
First, her long blonde hair
Secondly, her seductive long legs
At this point, I'm already halfway in love with her
Then, when I saw her beautiful face and talked to her, I realized how sweet she was. I was deeply attracted
About an hour after we met, I knew I would spend the rest of my life with her
I was not worthy of her on the condition of Zhen, but for some reason, she and I quickly fell in love with each other.
I think it's probably the opposite sex to attract
When she discovered that I had a preference (hobby?)
Love blondes, she uses this fact to tease and tease me, especially because she is a natural blonde
She always keeps her pussy neatly trimmed
She hated the hair below and even treated it to make her permanently bare, except for a narrow track.
Once, I asked her why she didn't just shaved her completely
She looked at me sweetly and blinked her eyelashes
Then he whispered in my ear in a teasing tone, so, baby, you will never forget that I am a natural blonde
That was before we got married, when we were still dating in college
Ricky seems to have a blonde estrus
I doubt she would have told him the same thing?
These memories made me depressed again, but Claire wouldn't let me get bored there. She threw a script to me and asked me to help her practice her lines
She's here many times this week to make sure I'm fine
She is indeed my little sister
Without her, I can't live this week
However, I am still sad that I have been separated for so long.
We have been together for many years, and this is the longest time we have been separated
Even when she slept in Ricky for the night, I couldn't see her, and it never took more than a day.
This time she left for eight nights
I found myself wondering if she would miss me
She must miss me a little
But she had Ricky and all his friends, who were having fun at the beach, drinking and going out for dinner and dancing
Then she had Ricky in the bed and they were likely to be like newlyweds having sex all the time, maybe at this moment
She keeps her promise and calls me every day
But there is usually a lot of background noise, like she walks away from dinner or nightclub
Sometimes she would call me from her room, but Ricky would tickle or kiss her, so these calls were always short-lived
I know very well that she called out just because of a sense of obligation
Finally, Saturday arrived, the day she booked to go home
I woke up a little dizzy, so excited I wanted to see her
I was looking forward to her all the time. Claire called and she was so anxious that she couldn't find her script. Tonight was their first rehearsal.
I looked around and found it, and she came over and brought it back
When she was about to go out, she gave me a kiss and put it on her cheek. At this moment, Jen walked in.
Jane's face changed from smiling to frowning Oh, Claire She frowned at Claire's blonde
Hi Jane Claire said she was too excited about the rehearsal and didn't notice anything else I'm going to be late, goodbye Jane and she left
I hold her and I miss you
She was stiff and had she been here all the time? She asked coldly
No, no whole time
But it comes often, right?
What did I do? She turned her eyes and looked at me and said: It doesn't matter
She kicked off her heels and gave me a tight smile, Sorry, I'm just tired
At this moment, her cell phone rang and I looked over her shoulder. She saw that it was Ricky and gave me a tight smile and said: I'll come over immediately.
She walked into the bedroom with the phone
Hi Ricky, I heard her say: It's Ah, I'm home, it's Ah, I have the most pleasant time, thank you no, you know I can't, I tell you why I stop, I can't be okay, OK, I love you, Bao... Well, I love you too
I heard her in the bathroom, washing her face, brushing her teeth when she came out, her hair tied up with ponytails, she was wearing jeans and my shirt
She picked up her wedding and engagement ring and prepared to wear it back. She looked at me carefully.
I glared at her So, he is your baby now? I asked hatefully
She sighed tiredly, and in her hand, she still held her ring. Mike, don't start, okay?
Seeing me glaring at her and getting bored with rudeness at her, she said: I don’t mean that, you don’t let me call you like this, sometimes you just say it and say it just casually. It doesn’t mean anything.
So, when you used to calling me like this, doesn't it mean anything? I spit out my words
Ah, Mike, you twist everything I said
But you love him, right? You told him just now
Mike, we've talked about this before...
What does he want? I sternly said
What?
What is what he wants?
Jen shrugged and he wanted me to stay with him for the night
I looked at her in disbelief. You just had a full week with him. Can't I get any time with you?
I know Mike, I know it's not fair to you, that's why I'm here
I looked at her without belief, and my heart was hurt. So, you would rather be with him immediately, what are you with me now, out of pity?
No, Mike, that's not what I mean! Stop twisting everything I said!
I don't believe her
She wanted to be with him, she was here just out of a sense of obligation
Something is biting my heart, I point at the door
If you want to be with him, just leave. I don't need your pity.
She looked at me in disbelief and suddenly my injury and despair turned into anger. Let's go! I screamed and pushed her hard at the door. Let's go!
When she didn't move, I grabbed her rings and threw them out of the open window you are a cheap slut, I want you to leave here!! I don't want to see your cheating face!
Her hands covered her mouth, tears filled her eyes. She sobbed and ran out of the apartment
Of course she went to Ricky's place and I wanted to call her. I wanted to apologize, but I didn't have any reason? She didn't call me either.
The days that followed were blurry. I was mostly drunk and I didn't answer the phone, and even when Claire and Sam called
Sam finally came over
He didn't know the whole story like Claire, but he heard that Jen left me
He awakened me and made me go to work the next day
This is a good thing, the last thing I need is to be fired
That night, after I got home from get off work, I opened Zhen's suitcase
This is a mess
Zhen has never been a person who folds everything neatly
The concept of her packaging is to stuff everything into the box, then close it and sit on the box cover, snapping it tightly.
I checked every single bikini trousers
I can't control myself
They all have lumpy, dry semen
Many of her clothes, skirts and tops also have dry semen marks
I was surprised that I didn't find any stockings worn in the suitcase maybe they were already slim and dirty and not worth keeping
I picked it up and studied her high heels
She brought three pairs of sandals with high heels and ankle laces, black patent leather slim heels, bright red heels, and polka-dot pink heels
She also brought flats and slippers
She loves shoes
She always brings too much when traveling
I used her dirty bikini trunks to pistol my penis, and I spanked it on her clothes. This is how dementia my fantasy is, how addicted to my fantasy
I haven't seen her or talked to her for about three weeks and felt empty inside, like a walking corpse
Then she showed up in our apartment Ricky was deployed back to California and he asked me to go with him and help him settle down he was downstairs and we were on the way to the airport
OK, I said silently, feeling numb
I need to pack up some things, she said
OK, I said it again, what else can I say?
A few minutes later, she walked out with her suitcase and she sat next to me, seeing the pain and hurt on my face, she gently stroked my chest
Sorry, I hurt you, Mike, you are the person I don’t want to hurt, about this matter with Ricky…
You don't need to explain, I forced a smile and said to her, I think I understand, I paused for a moment, and then said: Sorry, the last time
It's Ah... She said, looking into the distance, she looked sad and hurt
I want to tell you...you know Claire? There's never anything between us, we're just friends, I help her through her math class
Jen smiled I know, she told me, I want her to dye her hair blonde for you
She's for a play...
I know, she told me, Jen laughed
What she said about some crazy things you two did, I'm sure she made it up
Why? Because she said she likes having sex with me? I said hatefully
I love sex with you, Mike, I love it, I always have
Yes, right, I said sarcastically
Mike…just because I like sex with Ricky doesn't mean I don't like it and I'm with you
Jen, don't lie, okay? At least give me this
She paused and looked frustrated Mike, you know, you're a person who always wanted to hear about what we do
Oh, so now you have to tell me that you're all lying, you really don't like to have sex with Ricky?
She pinched my arm Please, let's not make noise She waited for me to calm down I just said, I thought a lot, in your head how do you think me
In my head?
I smiled, but there was no humor
You have lived with him for a month, and I said hatefully: You will never come to see me, you will never call, you will leave with him again, this is not in my head, Jen, this is the actual
You didn't call me either
You are the one who fucks him! You are the one who falls in love with him!
Jen looks like she holds back her tears. Are there nothing else you can say?
I just said... I stopped and forgot what I wanted to say. Zhen, don't be pity me, okay?
Mike… A tear fell on her cheek What can I do to make you feel more comfortable?
You want to go with him?
Yes, I owe him
I looked at her in disbelief. You owe him? Whenever he wants, he can fuck your mouth, pussy and asshole. Isn't that enough?
Zhen was a little scared, like what I said was a slap in the face. Are you calling me a slut again?
I was afraid to reply to her words, I stood up and walked away a few steps away. I didn't want to cry in front of her.
She walked towards me and kissed my cheek. Goodbye Mike, she said: Call me when you have time, okay? Then she left
I stood there, motionless, feeling numb. She just broke up with me. Maybe we broke up with each other. It doesn't matter. She left. I don't think I'll see her again.
Partly I want to be with Jen I've seen her less often (because she's with Ricky), I miss her
Of course, there are also parts that I need to see them together about this I am quite conflicted I think I gave her a mixed signal she saw both my anxiety and excitement
We often sit in a private room, and Jen will sit between us
Usually at the beginning, she would sit close to me, but gradually moved closer to him. This was not planned or carefully arranged, it just happened.
Sometimes it may take a drink to relax us, but in the end, always under Ricky's magic, he gets her
Seeing the woman I love and another man gradually approaching him when they were talking and laughing, it was quite tormenting to see the development of this matter.
She seemed so vivid and energetic during their interactions, smiling, looking into his eyes, and listening to him talk about everything with joy.
As a highly tactile person, she would often touch him and pat his arms or chest while they were talking
Sometimes she would approach me or bring me into the conversation, but soon she would sit next to him again
Her attention to him was so natural, and there was nothing to pretend.
I mean, she didn't do it to make me excited
This also made me watch them more and more excited and uneasy.
Sometimes, Jen would realize that they were ignoring me, and she came closer and asked me: Are you okay, dear?
It's Ah, I said, my voice became slutty with excitement
She would give me a sly knowing smile and see the excitement on my face
She knew it was extremely painful for me, but I also told her how jealousy actually fueled my excitement
Once, I made an appointment with them to meet for dinner (Jane and him had already spent some afternoon)
I got there, it was a little late
Ricky's arms were wrapped around her and they were talking
As she spoke, looking at his face, she absent-mindedly playing with a button on his shirt
That kissing moment stayed in my mind for a long time
It was an awkward moment, and when I approached their table, Ricky felt Jen's uneasiness, so he reluctantly retreated his arm
She slid close to me in the private room
But the waiter has determined that they are a couple, and I am an invited guest, so it is still very embarrassing
In the end, she moved closer to Ricky without restraint.
Usually after dinner, we will go back to our apartment for sex
I didn't join them in bed
Ricky doesn't like me with them. He acts very aggressively. He wants to get everything she belongs to him.
He didn't swear, but whenever Jen tried to join me, he immediately pulled her back and made sure his lips and hands and the body of his big muscles covered her without leaving me any space
Fortunately, I like to watch, Ricky doesn't seem to care about it
In fact, sometimes when Jane's moans became intense, or when he brought her to a shocking orgasm, he would look at me with a smug smile on his face, seemingly silently telling me something I already know, that is, I can't please her like him
Watching them have sex will keep my desire burning so much
It is unforgettable to see Ricky hit her between her legs.
He was big and strong, and when he hit her like this, the only thing Jane could do was to try to grasp the beautiful life as much as possible.
What's even more exciting is that when he fucks her slowly
At this time, he would give her the best orgasm. His long and thick cock slowly thrust in and out, pounding her G-spot and clitoris
They often caress each other, his hands would put on her breasts and rub her nipples, and her hands would stroke his chest and arms up and down
They kissed from time to time while they were having sex slowly, and they also talked, whispering to each other, so close that their lips almost touched each other
Zhen told me that she likes to fuck her pussy slowly the most
When I asked why, she said, it was indescribable to feel his long cock sliding into her body, and then she slipped almost endlessly and slipped out of her body.
Since his is so thick, and he knows how to rotate his hips and adjust the angle to hit all her pleasant points, of course, it gives her a better feeling
Knowing that I can never give Jen the same pleasure makes me more painful
When I met Jen, she was twenty years old, and we fixed it almost immediately
Before me, she had several lovers (she lost her virginity at the age of eighteen), and maybe about eight of them were around eight.
She once told me that it was enough to let me know that I was the smallest of them.
Despite this, our sex life has been fine
I can usually make her reach orgasm through sexual intercourse, she likes my tongue, and I can always make her feel comfortable in this way.
I doubt our sex life will never return to being as good as before
I'm pretty pretty, but I can't beat her like Ricky. I can't hit her violently like him.
The worst part is that my dick is only half as long as Ricky and not as thick
I can't fuck her like he did
After being fucked regularly by Ricky for a few months, he had already messed up. I could no longer make her satisfied as before
But it was their intimate touch, kiss and whisper that bothered me the most
Every time they have sex slowly like this, Jen will get closer to him, and she will fall in love with him even more.
Despite how this makes me extremely painful, I still look at them, which will still make me feel sad, and I will still rub myself when they have sex, because I think I deserve to get something from this disaster
This is how I messed up everything, how I messed up myself
Life is not just about her relationship with Ricky
She saw him outside (usually one Tuesday to three times, and we would sleep with him overnight), and we lived our lives as a newly married couple (I think it is considered newly married within the next year)
But Ricky also sneaked into our normal life
Thankfully, our circle of friends does not overlap much with Ricky's
But some people often ask at parties: How is Ricky doing recently?
Jen would stammer and say something like that Oh, I think he's good
Often their sex is too intense and they will leave some marks on her
I always excite myself when I see these marks
Once at a party, a friend pointed out a kiss mark behind Jen's ear (we didn't notice it)
Things suddenly became silent and awkward because I had been busy with work all week, and the kiss mark seemed to be only a few days ago (actually yes, Jen was out with Ricky on Wednesday)
Jane stammered and found an excuse to say that she had something on her neck, but you can be sure that our friends didn't believe her
I'm sure our friends will think that Jen and Ricky have an affair
Whenever we talk about these things, Jen always says: They may doubt something, but they don't know
I remember she said the same thing as in college
This bothered me, she was so reckless about it
She doesn't seem to care that our friends think she's not loyal to me
I think her obsession enveloped her conscience
This is especially embarrassing to me, when our friends see me as a man who is castrated
I know they know my wife opened her legs for another man
However, I have to admit that it is too exciting, I guess it presses another button with a cuckold complex in my heart
As their relationship grows, we start to quarrel. It's our end and their start we will quarrel about stupid little things.
Once, after they went on a date, the three of us were going to a party (the host is a mutual friend of ours), she curled her hair and did not wear a bra
I'm crazy, you're dressing for him! I yell at her
OK, I'm sorry she said it was like she thought I was stupid. She put on her bra and put down her hair
Knowing that she hurt my feelings, she stayed by my side during the party, ignoring Ricky
But after the party, she walked into the bathroom, curled her hair high, and took off her bra
She made me feel like she was just condescending to me
Ricky wants to spend more time with her
We quarrel about this many times
The most hurt is that she obviously wants to spend more time with Ricky too
That's when their dates go from once a week to Tuesday or three
Once there was an argument, Zhen said: I don’t know why you are angry, I still spend more time with you than him. This is like being with me is a sacrifice.
She saw the hurt in my eyes and immediately said: Sorry, just pretend that it wasn't said, but it was too late, you can no longer take back what you said like that
Jen knows I'm hurting what I mean is that she knows me as I know her if she can. I think she will break up with Ricky, but she can't, how was she attracted to him (addiction to him?)
In order to help me treat her relationship with Ricky, she encouraged me to meet other girls
Of course, it wasn't what I said from the beginning
She first advised me not to stay at home when she was out because she knew it was unhealthy for me, if I was sitting alone at home, and having trouble with her and Ricky with her
So the next time, while she was out with Ricky, I went to a sports bar to watch the game
I was there for several hours, and a waitress flirted with me
I think her flirting is about getting a better tip instead of being interested in me
But the next day I mentioned this to Jen and I wanted her to be jealous but instead, she said it was a good idea, if I went to see other girls, I could even go on a date with what I like
I forced myself to squeeze out a smile and said I would consider it
This is the worst moment for me
I feel like my heart is dead, part of me is dead, I know she just wants to help me treat her love for Ricky.
But what if she wanted me to find someone else?
How she was loyal to us and our marriage, obviously she only wanted Ricky, not me, so she wanted me to find someone to relieve her guilt of spending so much time with Ricky
Jen even arranged a blind date for me
Or maybe it was Ricky
This may be him, he wants to make a joke
Once she came home from a date and she was a little drunk (and filled with Ricky's cum)
She handed me a phone number
Grizzly, she told me that it was Claire's number, and Ricky said I should call her
Claire is a young, plump-boobed brunette, Ricky's date before Jen
I didn't call her
It's not that I wasn't attracted to her, she's very beautiful and sexy
But she is younger (I think she is about twenty years old), I can't afford to be with me, I don't need to suffer more rejection
Then one day, something unexpected happened, Claire called me! I thought it was Ricky who arranged it for her, so the next time, Jen and Ricky were out on a date, I also went out with Claire
We didn't have sex
I think maybe she would be willing to give me a pity like a pity
When I politely declined her, she seemed a little disappointed (we didn't even kiss), and maybe she would be disappointed to tell Ricky the thing she was rejected as an interesting joke (like how my dick is so young and how I suck and lick it in the bed, etc.)
Unfortunately, I'm not interested in her
She is young and beautiful, and any normal man will get on her soon
However, to me, every girl will lose her lust compared to Jane
I'm not just about Claire, I'm not interested in any other girl
Surprisingly, our date was not a disaster
We had a fun time, but as friends, not lovers
She studied to become an actress at NYU (she has this appearance), but she failed math and a compulsory course
I've always been good at math, so I ended up using most of our date time to tutor her math
I admit I was worried that Ricky would say sarcastic to Jen to tease me if he knew what was actually going on on our date
Claire is cool about it
She told me that if Ricky asked, she would tell him that we had great sex
When Jen came home that night, she asked me about my date with Claire
She asked a lot of questions
I think it's Ricky who wants to know, hoping my date is a disaster so that he can belittle me
I think he did a lot of things like this on their date to suppress me, so that Jean wouldn't miss me too much and would miss him more
I lied and told her that we had sex, it was pretty good
She wanted to know more details, but I dismissed her and said that I was not a guy who would talk everywhere after kissing her.
To be honest, I don't think I can lie to the point of convincing, nor do I want her to know that my date is a waste of time
Claire scored high on her next math test, and her final exam will be here
She called me and asked if I could tutor her again
why not?
Jen will have another date with Ricky, I have nothing else to do
On our date, I told Claire about how Jane crossed me about the last time we were sex between us
Even though she is much younger, Claire is more sophisticated than me, at least in interacting with others
She smiled and said she knew and told me not to worry
She sometimes meets Ricky and Jane on dates (she is a soldier's child and their gang), and she makes sure they will have all the obscene details of our sex
Not always, but often, when Jen and Ricky, Claire and I were dating
We're always together like friends
Sometimes I would tutor her homework, sometimes we would watch a movie
It's totally platonic
To be honest, our friendship becomes a relationship between a big brother and a little sister
Claire certainly has a lot of dates (she is very beautiful), but she doesn't have a stable boyfriend, she seems to like to hang out with me very much
I told Claire about me, Jen and Ricky, the whole dirty story, going back to college, starting with the first threesome, all the process
Claire didn't expect we were freaks
In fact, she thought Jane was pretty cool and dared to take risks
(I think she is quite envious of Zhen for having a husband and a sexy boyfriend). She agrees with me that Ricky is a donkey egg, but she also understands why Zhen finds that he is so attractive
She admitted that when they were dating, she was also deeply attracted to Ricky.
Claire had seen them last weekend, how did they look at a party with Ricky friends? I asked
Like a pair of lovebirds in heat, she answered without hesitation and saw the anxiety on my face, and she said: Sorry, Mike, because you asked
Jen and I always have sex after her date, either that night or the next day
Seeing her rigid sex always makes me crazy
When I wanted to have sex, she never rejected me, although I don't think she got a lot of fun from it, and she couldn't compare with what she got from Ricky
I mean, when I fuck her, she was under me, although she didn't show like a dead tree, but she would never show up like what she and Ricky had, that uncontrollable lewd passion.
She is my wife, but I can't give her sexual pleasure
I almost had difficulty getting her to orgasm again
I can use my fingers or tongue to make her feel comfortable, but not from sex
I think part of the reason is that Ricky always gives her so much satisfaction and fullness
But there is also part of it because my body no longer has sexual appeal to her
Especially when she spent so much time with a man like Ricky, how else could she be?
You've got all the sex from Claire, you'll want me, which surprised me a little. After we had sex, Jen once joked that
Are you saying you want to interrupt mine? I forced myself to be happy, like telling a joke, but her annotation is like cutting me with a knife. She doesn't want to have sex with me anymore? Is this what she wants to say?
No, I just said...
Her answer to avoid the importance proved that she no longer wanted to have sex with me. Maybe since Ricky knew that her body and heart belonged to him, she no longer wanted me to touch her
Well, if she wants to interrupt me, I won't make it easy for her
I said: Jen, I will always want you, no one is more beautiful or sexy than you! I like Claire, but she has nothing to compare to you, so if you have something to tell me, god Ah, damn, just tell me!
OK, OK She said with a big smile, she looked very happy, don't be angry, she said with a laugh
What are you doing? She is making fun of me? Just do whatever you want, Zhen, I'm very nasty after I said that!
Mike! Wait, she said, still smiling, holding my arm
This is our conversation, I said a lot, it's abnormal, it's all screwed up, I screwed up
One day, Jen told me that Ricky was on vacation and he wanted to take her to spend a full week on a holiday!
Where? I asked it's a stupid question It doesn't matter but I'm trying to deal with this new idea mentally and emotionally
Cancun, she looked at me and said that many of his friends were going, so we would form a group to go to Mela and will be there
We will go I repeat her words in my mind
We are no longer me and her, this is her and Ricky
He had her for a whole week, and a whole week would make her fall in love with him even more
Jane looked at me expectantly, waiting for my answer to be obvious, she wanted to go, but she felt guilty, so she asked me to tell her that I had no problem
Last time we were on the beach, it was our honeymoon
I still remember how she was wearing an exposed bikini during the day and wearing an exposed dress at night
I still remember how she fucked Kyle twice on our honeymoon, and even though she had sex with other men, when I came back, I was still in her in life number one guy
Now, she and Ricky, wearing exposed bikini and dress for him, fucked him all day, and slept in his arms again at night
They would take a shower together, she would apply soap for him, and then she would kneel down and savor his flute for him
It's stupid, but I wonder how he can help her wash her hair and massage her neck and shoulders
A stupid imagination, but the most hurtful
I guess you want to go, I said at the end
Do you want me to go?
She asked hesitantly, probably because she was afraid that I would not say anything
She lowered her head and saw the tent that was raised from my pants
Yes, even if I want to lose my wife, all this will still make me excited. Yes, I am very sad and not worth it. Please give me a thumbs up and scold me. Come all, it doesn't matter
She wasn't kidding, or commenting on my erection
She understands my conflict
But she also knows that it means I have no problem with this
To be honest, my dick is fine with this
But my heart is almost dead
She said: It's spring break, I think you can pass the time with Claire
What?
Claire?
Why did she ask Claire, how much did she care?
Then I remembered the lie I told before, about my extramarital affair with Claire
I managed to make it sound like a very enthusiastic saying: Yes Ah, that's a good idea
Is she your girlfriend now? She asked with a curious smile
I shrugged and joked: I haven't given her my high school ring
Then I stared at her chest and saw the outline of Ricky's ring under her top
She wears it often now, even if she doesn't go to see him
Seeing the place I was watching, she said: Oh, sorry, start taking it off
If you want to stay there, I say, my voice hides bitterness and why does it matter anymore?
She kept it there and gave me a stiff smile and then her body approached me, holding my crotch I could take care of this for you, she said with a smile
I learned about it for me to agree to give her a quick thank you can spend a week with Ricky but it is unlikely to ask me to say no to her OK I said, we walked into our bedroom
The following weekend, when Jane was packing for her trip, I was drinking beer and watching sports stations
She ran out and went to get some last minute toiletries, so I took the opportunity to look at her suitcase
Almost everything was brand new, she bought him all the things he would wear that week
Lightweight bikini, tight dress, short skirt, thin low-cut women's shirt
No bras and underwear
I guessed that Ricky wanted her to not wear a bra all week and to facilitate contact with her pussy
How many pairs of slim heels are there, and seven pairs of stockings
She plans to wear stockings for him, one pair every night in Cancun, even if it's hot as hell this time of year in Cancun
Ricky came to pick her up later that day
She hugged and kissed him and walked towards me
I think I'm leaving
She said
Although the plane won't take off until tomorrow, Ricky asked her to go to bed at night so they could set off earlier
Zhen once asked me if it is OK
I shrugged and told her that it was OK
Why do I care about one more night?
I forced a smile to squeeze out my face. I wish you a happy time. I said, hug and kiss her.
So do you, she said and hugged me and came back
Call me when I have time, and I said with a sly smile
I will call every day, she agreed, I squeezed my hand and I was a little suspicious, but so what
She looked at my face, although I forced myself to smile, she saw the heartache on my face, she brushed my cheek with her hands
Are you okay? If you don't want me to go, I won't go
That's right
If she doesn't want to go, why would she buy all the new bikini and dresses for him?
Why doesn't she wear any bra or panties?
Why did she wear high stockings for him every night, she never wore stockings for me, even once on our honeymoon?
She just wanted to hear me say it's okay to relieve her guilt
My heart was hurt, and I saw that she was leaving and was going to be with him for a whole week, in his arms for a whole week, I lost her, maybe I had lost her, but I wouldn't let Ricky see me being torn apart
Looking for any excuses, I blurted out: You'd better go, Claire is coming soon
Oh, is she staying with you?
It's Ah, I lied She'll be here soon, so you'd better leave, I hope you have fun
It's Ah... She said with a little distracted look
Then, she looked at me and gave me a naughty smile
Leave some for me, she said and held my crotch. When I come back, I will have a lot of pornographic stories to tell you
Then she left, I was alone, the loft felt like a coffin, and didn't know what else I could do, I called Claire and I cried on her shoulder for a long time
Mike, you have to find something to do, you can't go on like this, Claire said
Is it Ah...what does it look like?
Tell Jen you don't want her to see Ricky
Oh, it seems like this last time would be very smooth, I said sarcastically
I tell you, she was addicted to him Claire, she just left to spend a week's vacation with him, if I wanted her to choose, was it me or him, who do you think she would choose?
Then you should dump her! Claire said sternly that she is not good for you!
It's not easy Claire
Why?
Because I love her, I helplessly said that I was addicted to her, and she was addicted to Ricky
I saw Claire shook his head helplessly
I know, screwed up, right? Then the first time that night, I noticed Claire she dyed her hair blonde! Claire, what the hell are you doing with your hair?
She smiled, her face turned from anger to joy
I got this role, in the Romeo and Juliet drama! I played Juliet! Well, this is just off Broadway, but this is my first real role!
But why is hair?
Oh, I don't know, the stupid director wishes Juliet was a blonde, how do I look?
You look good
I've told you the truth
I mean, she looks like a brown hair who wants to dye her hair blonde
But I like blondes, so I'm better than a brown hair, and of course I'd like Claire is a blonde
If this is a fairy tale, seeing a blonde Claire makes me fall into her love network, and we will always live happily in happiness after that.
But no, she is still Claire, my little sister, I am still completely obsessed with Zhen
In fact, Claire's blonde reminds me of Jen
I recalled being in college
When I first met Jen, I noticed two things
First, her long blonde hair
Secondly, her seductive long legs
At this point, I'm already halfway in love with her
Then, when I saw her beautiful face and talked to her, I realized how sweet she was. I was deeply attracted
About an hour after we met, I knew I would spend the rest of my life with her
I was not worthy of her on the condition of Zhen, but for some reason, she and I quickly fell in love with each other.
I think it's probably the opposite sex to attract
When she discovered that I had a preference (hobby?)
Love blondes, she uses this fact to tease and tease me, especially because she is a natural blonde
She always keeps her pussy neatly trimmed
She hated the hair below and even treated it to make her permanently bare, except for a narrow track.
Once, I asked her why she didn't just shaved her completely
She looked at me sweetly and blinked her eyelashes
Then he whispered in my ear in a teasing tone, so, baby, you will never forget that I am a natural blonde
That was before we got married, when we were still dating in college
Ricky seems to have a blonde estrus
I doubt she would have told him the same thing?
These memories made me depressed again, but Claire wouldn't let me get bored there. She threw a script to me and asked me to help her practice her lines
She's here many times this week to make sure I'm fine
She is indeed my little sister
Without her, I can't live this week
However, I am still sad that I have been separated for so long.
We have been together for many years, and this is the longest time we have been separated
Even when she slept in Ricky for the night, I couldn't see her, and it never took more than a day.
This time she left for eight nights
I found myself wondering if she would miss me
She must miss me a little
But she had Ricky and all his friends, who were having fun at the beach, drinking and going out for dinner and dancing
Then she had Ricky in the bed and they were likely to be like newlyweds having sex all the time, maybe at this moment
She keeps her promise and calls me every day
But there is usually a lot of background noise, like she walks away from dinner or nightclub
Sometimes she would call me from her room, but Ricky would tickle or kiss her, so these calls were always short-lived
I know very well that she called out just because of a sense of obligation
Finally, Saturday arrived, the day she booked to go home
I woke up a little dizzy, so excited I wanted to see her
I was looking forward to her all the time. Claire called and she was so anxious that she couldn't find her script. Tonight was their first rehearsal.
I looked around and found it, and she came over and brought it back
When she was about to go out, she gave me a kiss and put it on her cheek. At this moment, Jen walked in.
Jane's face changed from smiling to frowning Oh, Claire She frowned at Claire's blonde
Hi Jane Claire said she was too excited about the rehearsal and didn't notice anything else I'm going to be late, goodbye Jane and she left
I hold her and I miss you
She was stiff and had she been here all the time? She asked coldly
No, no whole time
But it comes often, right?
What did I do? She turned her eyes and looked at me and said: It doesn't matter
She kicked off her heels and gave me a tight smile, Sorry, I'm just tired
At this moment, her cell phone rang and I looked over her shoulder. She saw that it was Ricky and gave me a tight smile and said: I'll come over immediately.
She walked into the bedroom with the phone
Hi Ricky, I heard her say: It's Ah, I'm home, it's Ah, I have the most pleasant time, thank you no, you know I can't, I tell you why I stop, I can't be okay, OK, I love you, Bao... Well, I love you too
I heard her in the bathroom, washing her face, brushing her teeth when she came out, her hair tied up with ponytails, she was wearing jeans and my shirt
She picked up her wedding and engagement ring and prepared to wear it back. She looked at me carefully.
I glared at her So, he is your baby now? I asked hatefully
She sighed tiredly, and in her hand, she still held her ring. Mike, don't start, okay?
Seeing me glaring at her and getting bored with rudeness at her, she said: I don’t mean that, you don’t let me call you like this, sometimes you just say it and say it just casually. It doesn’t mean anything.
So, when you used to calling me like this, doesn't it mean anything? I spit out my words
Ah, Mike, you twist everything I said
But you love him, right? You told him just now
Mike, we've talked about this before...
What does he want? I sternly said
What?
What is what he wants?
Jen shrugged and he wanted me to stay with him for the night
I looked at her in disbelief. You just had a full week with him. Can't I get any time with you?
I know Mike, I know it's not fair to you, that's why I'm here
I looked at her without belief, and my heart was hurt. So, you would rather be with him immediately, what are you with me now, out of pity?
No, Mike, that's not what I mean! Stop twisting everything I said!
I don't believe her
She wanted to be with him, she was here just out of a sense of obligation
Something is biting my heart, I point at the door
If you want to be with him, just leave. I don't need your pity.
She looked at me in disbelief and suddenly my injury and despair turned into anger. Let's go! I screamed and pushed her hard at the door. Let's go!
When she didn't move, I grabbed her rings and threw them out of the open window you are a cheap slut, I want you to leave here!! I don't want to see your cheating face!
Her hands covered her mouth, tears filled her eyes. She sobbed and ran out of the apartment
Of course she went to Ricky's place and I wanted to call her. I wanted to apologize, but I didn't have any reason? She didn't call me either.
The days that followed were blurry. I was mostly drunk and I didn't answer the phone, and even when Claire and Sam called
Sam finally came over
He didn't know the whole story like Claire, but he heard that Jen left me
He awakened me and made me go to work the next day
This is a good thing, the last thing I need is to be fired
That night, after I got home from get off work, I opened Zhen's suitcase
This is a mess
Zhen has never been a person who folds everything neatly
The concept of her packaging is to stuff everything into the box, then close it and sit on the box cover, snapping it tightly.
I checked every single bikini trousers
I can't control myself
They all have lumpy, dry semen
Many of her clothes, skirts and tops also have dry semen marks
I was surprised that I didn't find any stockings worn in the suitcase maybe they were already slim and dirty and not worth keeping
I picked it up and studied her high heels
She brought three pairs of sandals with high heels and ankle laces, black patent leather slim heels, bright red heels, and polka-dot pink heels
She also brought flats and slippers
She loves shoes
She always brings too much when traveling
I used her dirty bikini trunks to pistol my penis, and I spanked it on her clothes. This is how dementia my fantasy is, how addicted to my fantasy
I haven't seen her or talked to her for about three weeks and felt empty inside, like a walking corpse
Then she showed up in our apartment Ricky was deployed back to California and he asked me to go with him and help him settle down he was downstairs and we were on the way to the airport
OK, I said silently, feeling numb
I need to pack up some things, she said
OK, I said it again, what else can I say?
A few minutes later, she walked out with her suitcase and she sat next to me, seeing the pain and hurt on my face, she gently stroked my chest
Sorry, I hurt you, Mike, you are the person I don’t want to hurt, about this matter with Ricky…
You don't need to explain, I forced a smile and said to her, I think I understand, I paused for a moment, and then said: Sorry, the last time
It's Ah... She said, looking into the distance, she looked sad and hurt
I want to tell you...you know Claire? There's never anything between us, we're just friends, I help her through her math class
Jen smiled I know, she told me, I want her to dye her hair blonde for you
She's for a play...
I know, she told me, Jen laughed
What she said about some crazy things you two did, I'm sure she made it up
Why? Because she said she likes having sex with me? I said hatefully
I love sex with you, Mike, I love it, I always have
Yes, right, I said sarcastically
Mike…just because I like sex with Ricky doesn't mean I don't like it and I'm with you
Jen, don't lie, okay? At least give me this
She paused and looked frustrated Mike, you know, you're a person who always wanted to hear about what we do
Oh, so now you have to tell me that you're all lying, you really don't like to have sex with Ricky?
She pinched my arm Please, let's not make noise She waited for me to calm down I just said, I thought a lot, in your head how do you think me
In my head?
I smiled, but there was no humor
You have lived with him for a month, and I said hatefully: You will never come to see me, you will never call, you will leave with him again, this is not in my head, Jen, this is the actual
You didn't call me either
You are the one who fucks him! You are the one who falls in love with him!
Jen looks like she holds back her tears. Are there nothing else you can say?
I just said... I stopped and forgot what I wanted to say. Zhen, don't be pity me, okay?
Mike… A tear fell on her cheek What can I do to make you feel more comfortable?
You want to go with him?
Yes, I owe him
I looked at her in disbelief. You owe him? Whenever he wants, he can fuck your mouth, pussy and asshole. Isn't that enough?
Zhen was a little scared, like what I said was a slap in the face. Are you calling me a slut again?
I was afraid to reply to her words, I stood up and walked away a few steps away. I didn't want to cry in front of her.
She walked towards me and kissed my cheek. Goodbye Mike, she said: Call me when you have time, okay? Then she left
I stood there, motionless, feeling numb. She just broke up with me. Maybe we broke up with each other. It doesn't matter. She left. I don't think I'll see her again.
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