Chapter 1

It's been living with that man for more than 3 years

I have lived with that man since they divorced three years ago, but my mother only meets once or twice a month.

Although I don’t meet many times every month, I know that my mother’s love for me has not been reduced by the separation of her from that man.

Or, it's more

In the afternoon when I met my mother, I cleaned up myself and went out to the appointment coffee shop to meet my mother.

She was still as always, with her smooth black hair tied around the back of her head, and a black professional suit that made people's eyes lit up

Professional outfits cannot highlight her figure, but make her look slender, but instead have a more extraordinary temperament.

She sat slowly in front of me and ordered coffee

Then, as usual, I asked about my recent situation. I answered vaguely, lying to her that the man was very nice to me and let her work and live with confidence.

Seeing her warm eyes and a few thin wrinkles at the corners of her eyes, my heart sucked hard.

Today, let me take a walk with you, I suggest

She was slightly stunned, obviously not expecting that I would say that. After thinking about it, she said: I didn’t see that, my son will grow up one day. When I saw her eyes, my warmer eyes became more and more warm, and I couldn’t help but feel relieved for my own proposal.

But after less than a while, I can't bear it anymore. Men may be born not suitable for shopping.

I just felt dizzy. My mother seemed to see my dilemma and proposed to end today's itinerary

I couldn't bear to destroy her interest, and said with a smile, I just wanted to go to the bathroom and let her continue to stroll.

Then, in order to make a lie, after making an appointment with the meeting place, he hurriedly escaped from her sight

Wandering aimlessly among the rows of shops, suddenly a skirt in the glass cabinet caught my attention

The V-shaped opening, white waist, layered skirt hem, for some reason, suddenly my mother was wearing this skirt in my mind.

Black hair is loose, eyes are silent, knife-cut shoulders, straight legs, delicate, lazy

So virtuous, it makes people unable to bear to blaspheme

Almost without hesitation, I took out my wallet that was not a drum and bought it

When I was back with my mother, I noticed the joy in my eyes when I saw me carrying a dress.

I was secretly proud. When I handed the bag to her hand, the smile in her eyes became stronger and the corners of her mouth were raised

A magnificent luster on the lips, which is not a decoration like lipstick, but a natural lip gloss, but it makes me obsessed with it.

But my mother said, "You don't make much money yourself. You just entered the company and there are so many places to use money. I listened to her nagging and suddenly felt a burst of happiness."

Mom, let's not eat outside today. I want to go to your place to eat. I haven't eaten the dishes you cooked for a long time. I suggested

What, is there any inconvenience? Seeing my mother's frowning slightly, I asked carefully

No, how could it be inconvenient? My mother hesitated for a while, and said as if she had made up her mind. Tell me, what do you want to eat, Mom will make it for you tonight. When I heard that my mother agreed to my proposal, I was happy and said quickly: As long as it was made by my mother, I like to eat it. So my mother and I visited the vegetable market together for a long time

I bought the commonly used ingredients and walked to her residence

Here, a little far from the center of the new district

Those houses that are a little old make people feel very at ease

Look, I'm not a slut who pretends to be aloof. I just said that a woman like her, I don't know how many men have slept with her in private. Alas~ I had to be caught in my era and soaked in the pig cage. My mother and I walked into the community side by side and heard a group of old ladies' discussions.

Looking up, looking at her mother, her eyes were red and her shoulders were shaking. Thinking of the hesitation and anxiety of my mother when she heard that I was about to reach her residence, I suddenly felt that I understood something and glared at the group of long-tongued women.

Moreover, for my mother, in order to agree to my wish, she was willing to be humiliated in front of her son in this way, and she felt a pain.

Those long tonguedresses were like stuck movies, and suddenly there was no sound.

I don't know what else I can do besides glaring at them

Fortunately, at this time, my mother gently pulled my arm on the side, which was so helpless

I hummed and walked past them

This is the first time I have walked into my mother's residence since I lived separately from her.

A small house with only more than 40 square meters was cleaned up by my mother

But there is only a set of toiletries and a towel in the bathroom; there is only a set of quilts and pillows on the bed in the bedroom.

I can't help but wonder, has my mother been alone over the years?

Looking at my mother who was busy in the kitchen, in order to cook for me, she didn't change the professional suit, and hurriedly put on an apron and entered the kitchen.

I couldn't help but ask: Mom, those old women, before they finished asking, they were choked by their mother's sudden trembling shoulders

I knew I had said the wrong thing, so I hurried into the kitchen and saw her lowered her head and trembling her shoulders. I suddenly realized that I might have inadvertently hurt this woman who seemed strong but fragile but fragile.

My abandoned youth did not have too much interaction with girls. Looking at my mother crying alone, I suddenly felt at a loss.

Thinking of the way she hugged me and comforted me when she was a child, I silently hugged her shoulders from behind.

I could feel her trembling when I touched her

But it softened after a while and leaned back on me

The bodies that are close to each other allow me to feel her soft waist

I tightened my arms so that she could rely on me more easily

Silence, continuous silence

Until her shoulders slowly softened

Smelling the faint fragrance between my mother's hair, I feel intoxicated

Suddenly I found that my own arm was actually placed on her chest, but I felt that my breasts under the professional suit were hard

There is no softness that I imagined when I was fantasizing about those female stars before

I couldn't help but feel speechless because I could even think about it at this time.

He quickly retracted his hand and embarrassedly

My mother also straightened up. Don’t listen to them talking nonsense. There are so many troubles in front of the widow! My mother said softly, not knowing whether she was telling me or comforting herself.

I suddenly didn't know what I should say, so I walked out of the kitchen awkwardly

Mom, why don’t you clean up your bedroom? Looking at the underwear on the bed in the bedroom, I probably just put in the room, and I asked with a blushing look

Hearing my words, my mother hurriedly ran over from the kitchen, grabbed the traditional white cotton underwear, and hurriedly stuffed it into the wardrobe on the side.

It was just a few regular white cotton underwear, with some lace and ropes on it for basic decoration

But these traditional underwear were sold in my mind like a soldering iron

A strange stimulation made me blush and my breathing was a little rapid

You are also a big man, how can you stare at a woman's underwear? My mother's face is red. I don't know if it's because she has cried or is she embarrassed.

It made me dizzy

I wanted to defend myself, but I found that I couldn't speak.

I had to sit aside awkwardly and asked Mom, when will I have to eat? It will be fine soon! Mom glanced around the bedroom again and confirmed that there was nothing indecent, so I walked into the kitchen

I haven't eaten the dishes cooked by my mother for a long time, and I feel that it's delicious and I'm about to bite off my tongue

Eat slowly, no one will compete with you. Mom saw my eating habits and said with a smile

Actually, I have always lived alone, so I didn't stack my clothes when I put them in. My mother said softly

I don't know if I was explaining to me the secret of not folding my underwear, or complaining about my innocence that I was slandered by those long-glossed women

I suddenly felt relieved. Perhaps no one hoped that his mother was a fickle woman.

Although I know my mother is a hyun-zhen woman, I couldn't help but feel relieved when I heard her explain this.

My mother moved here three years ago and has never talked about marriage anymore. No wonder she was slandered by those lingering women, but she has been tolerant.

I seemed to see my mother being pointed at when she was coming out early and returning late. I felt a little guilty about myself and the guilt that I could not take good care of my mother as a son.

After the meal, in order to make up for the guilt in my heart, I took the initiative to help my mother clean up the dishes and then wanted to escape in a hurry. I found that I was a little afraid of seeing my mother's helpless eyes.

Can you accompany me again? My mother said softly behind her

Well? I'm a little afraid of this lonely room... Oh, if you don't have time, forget it. I suddenly felt that my mother was so helpless. Thinking about the slandering her by those lingering women during the day, how could I leave?

Really stayed, but found that it was still a long time of silence

We watched TV together, and my mother went to bed early

Apart from the occasional conversation, we basically spent this night in silence

Sometimes, I feel that my mother really just needs someone to accompany her

She has lived alone for too long. This room is too big and too hollow for a woman.

After that day, I can't remember how I got home

I just remember that in the end, the better I went to West Lake with my mother, and let her go with her to relax.