In the spacious dance room, the complex and gorgeous decorations on the walls make the room magnificent. The blonde girl stood quietly by the window with her hair curled up, and the gorgeous silver curtains were hung on the gray-brown wooden hooks beside her. The well-maintained mahogany floor shines with crystal luster, which reflects the slender figure of the girl. She raised her feet and supported the wooden side by the window with her arms looking out. The sunlight shone on the girl's fair young face, but there was a faint sense of inexplicable sadness...
What is she looking at?
Is there someone standing outside the window?
Her lover?
friend?
Or simply desire freedom?
What does she want?
……
Lu Qing, Lu Qing...
Suddenly I heard someone calling me a name, which came vaguely, awakening me from a moment of loss of consciousness. The corner of my mouth quietly curled up, turned around, and looked at the man slowly walking towards the right side of my body and smiled slightly:
Lin Yu...
A tall and thin young man was wearing a dark blue casual suit, his slightly long hair was neatly maintained, and the smile that could not be concealed between his eyebrows was enough to show that he was in a very good mood.
The old man who had a very happy conversation with him stopped and looked at Lin Yu walking towards me with his hands behind his back, but he had no intention of going forward. He just looked at me and used a color, then pointed to the handsome man who was walking towards me, then waved his hand and smiled kindly. Then the old man turned around and walked away elsewhere.
I sighed softly, stretched out my slender fingers to gather the hair scattered on the right side of my face behind my ears, and shook my head helplessly.
Director him...?
He said he wanted to go somewhere else and would not accompany us for the time being...
The man interrupted my question with a smile
Well, he's very good...
I looked up at the man I had known for a long time and said lightly
The director is my grandfather's student. I have known each other since I was a child. I am a friend of mine... By the way, what were you looking at just now? I called out several times but didn't hear it?
Ah! Sorry...
A blush appeared on my face, and then I turned to look at an oil painting on the wall in front of me.
"Ballet Girl", Yara Casey's practice before she became famous
The man walked to me and stood side by side with me, looking at the paintings hanging on the wall and said calmly: Most of Casey's famous paintings are in the main hall, why did you come here for this painting?
Yara Casey, a famous French painter in the 18th century, is best at palace oil paintings. The famous paintings "Gathering on the Seine" and "Picture of Queen Billie" are all about the daily life of the palace royal family. They are especially good at soft and delicate colors, and do not pay attention to the grandeur of the scenes, but they are extremely carved in the details, showing the luxurious life of the nobles to the general public.
This time, Casey's paintings were transported from the Orsay Museum in Paris to the Central Art Gallery for exhibition, which caused a huge sensation in the art circle. It was so difficult to get a ticket. If it weren't for Lin Yu's help, I might not be able to visit the exhibition, let alone come here on the first day of the exhibition as I do today...
I looked up at the painting in front of me and said softly: Don’t you think this painting is beautiful?
The smooth lines, layered color rendering and Casey's unique five-point composition greatly enhance the overall feeling of the whole picture.
The girl is the eye of the painting, but she has a very high degree of integration with the background. She is worthy of being a master!
It's very beautiful...
The man beside him said these three words for a moment.
I was very happy when I heard that my teacher recognized my aesthetic, so I smiled and looked at Lin Yu next to me. I was about to say thank you, but I saw that he was quietly looking at my face, his eyes as clear as water.
He didn't look at the painting, could it be...
My face turned red and I immediately turned around and pretended to look at the painting, but my heart kept beating.
Has he still not changed his mind?
I still remember the last time I was by the lotus pond, he hugged me tightly and said the words "Like me"...
Maybe it was a bit embarrassing to say it, but at that time I almost agreed, but at the moment when the words came to my mouth, the figure of that man flashed in my mind for some reason. At that moment, I finally understood that I still couldn't forget him.
Uncle, do you know that Qing'er still can't forget you?
It's been so long, so I should have forgotten it, but why...
I gently pushed Lin Yu away
At that moment, I didn't dare to look at him
I'm afraid that as long as I see his eyes, I will feel unbearable
But I know that there is someone living in my heart, so I don't want to hurt him anymore
Lin Yu and I can't be together, not only because of the uncle, but also because...
I promised Shen Ruxue!
It is said that a real man can't be pursued if he has a word
But I think this is what a woman said!
Isn't it good to be a good friend for the rest of your life?
He didn't force me, I'm grateful for it
After that day, he was still my teacher, and I was still his student. Nothing seemed to have changed, but everything seemed to have changed...
I don't know if his eyes have changed or my mood has changed
In short, everything seems to be unable to return to the same way as before, just like there is a very wonderful relationship between us
Can't explain clearly, can't explain...
Half a year has passed, and it is still the case!
Now I am a sophomore, and I have also begun to work with Yueting.
I have won the first place in the school dance competition several times in a row and have become the most popular star in the school. Even Yueting said that in the so-called school beauty rankings ranked by that boy, I have surpassed Chen Ruxue, who once dominated the list and became the top spot!
However, all this did not make me feel happy at all
Uncle, it seems that he has really disappeared from my in life forever...
Whenever I think of that man, my heart will be inexplicably painful!
Have I really known such a person?
Now, even I'm not sure about this
As for the woman who doesn’t know what to complain about and worry about, Liu Fengmei!
Forget it, it's better not to mention it...
Many troubles made me feel damaged, but there was only one thing that made me happier.
For some reason, after rejecting Lin Yu by the lotus pond that day, Chen Ruxue's attitude towards me turned 180 degrees!
Afterwards, she didn't seem to care about the defeat in the game or the so-called decline in the ranking of beauty. Instead, she was surprised to see me, and even felt that I was inexplicably uneasy!
Maybe happiness came too suddenly, and even I couldn't believe it?
I have no idea
But it's always good to miss an opponent who always regards me as his enemy...
As for why she is like this?
Maybe it was because Chen Changqing told her about me?
Or maybe because Lin Yu told her about my rejection of him?
Or maybe she gradually let go of me because we slowly got along with each other?
I can't figure it out, nor do I want to go into it
Maybe we can really be good friends...
Casey's paintings are mostly made of gorgeous palace life. Although I have loved them since I was a child, I always feel that they are too far away from my life... I put away my messy thoughts and then Lin Yu said slowly: However, this painting is different. I accidentally read it in the library in high school, "Ballet Girl"...
Do you think she looks a bit like you? The man raised his hands and stretched his neck and looked at me.
I shook my head gently: What do you think she is thinking?
In his memoirs, Casey hinted that he had a crush on a woman in the palace but never said her name. Is it possible that it was her?
The man looked up and pointed his eyes at the woman looking out the window in the painting in front of him.
Teacher Lin, these are all my random thoughts, so don’t take them seriously...
Since last time, I have paid more attention to my relationship with the other party. No matter what he said, I always called him Teacher Lin, reminding the other party not to forget our identities. This can be regarded as a warning to myself.
When the other party heard the three words "Teacher Lin", a trace of loss flashed in his eyes, and I happened to notice it. My eyes immediately moved to another place and no longer had eye contact with him.
After a while, the other party continued: I read Casey's memoirs, and it does mention this point. I just thought about it carefully. Almost all of Casey's paintings are multi-person, and occasionally there are single portraits and royal portraits. Only this one is a single scene. If I look at it like this, it may really be my guess just now! Lu Qing, you are amazing, and you have discovered such a secret detail!
The man was a little excited when he said that, looking at me and nodding.
No, I just like and curious... Looking at the other person with a rare childish expression, although I said that, I was still very happy
I'll go and talk to the director later. He's very obsessed with these things! Lin Yu smiled and said
Well... I nodded slightly
……
Although I had been shopping in the art exhibition for most of the day, I was very satisfied. During this period, some men came to talk to me, but they were all stopped by Lin Yu. When they walked out of the door together, he still looked a little excited.
Teacher, are you still thinking about the people just now?
I asked tentatively
No... He immediately interrupted my question, then turned his head and whispered: Just come to the art exhibition and look at the paintings well. I wonder if it is rude to talk randomly with the opposite sex you don’t know!
Actually, I... Looking at the other person, the big dancer in the eyes of others, was jealous of such a thing, which made me feel a little amused, but I felt a little happy in my heart. I just wanted to say that I was often harassed by this, but when I talked to him, I felt it was inappropriate, especially when I said it to him, so I immediately changed my words: I am hungry...
As soon as I said this, my face turned red suddenly
How could he say he was hungry in front of the boy? He was so utterly speaking. Isn’t this a joke for Lin Yu!
oops……
It's really hard to speak!
I don’t know why, every time I’m with Lin Yu, it’s hard for me to be as calm as usual. Sometimes my brain short circuits and even make a mistake. Will he take these to heart?
That happens, I'm hungry, and today I will take you to a very good place... Lin Yu said nothing, as if he was talking about something very ordinary
Lin Yu, I didn't mean that, just now... I was about to explain, but I was interrupted by his words
Just have a meal together, don't be polite. I often go to that restaurant. It tastes good. Go and try it? Lin Yu stopped and turned around and asked with a smile.
The man's smile is pure, and it seems that he does not mix with any other complex emotions, making people feel relieved.
If you refuse again, will it seem a bit too pretentious...
I looked at my toes with my eyes, and I felt very confused.
I shouldn't have agreed to him to come to the exhibition, but the opportunity was too rare, so I still did it
In fact, it was nothing to eat with a boy. I had just made up my mind not to get too close to her, but in a flash he agreed to eat with her. This was obviously beyond my acceptance. Besides, Chen Ruxue trusted me, how could I hurt her? Even if I don’t have any other ideas, if she knew about it, she would probably misunderstand...
If you don't speak, you agree! The man's words suddenly rang out
Lin Yu, I... When it comes to my words, I still stopped
What am I afraid of? Isn’t it just a meal together?
He is my teacher, isn’t that normal?
At this moment, another voice in my heart sounded instantly, as if it was completely to the left as before
I stood behind Lin Yu, and nodded and said: OK, thank you...
In this way, Lin Yu and I were about to sit alone for the first time in our life.
……
The car turned around the alley and stopped at the entrance of a courtyard. I just got off the car and looked up at the exterior wall of the courtyard with some shadows of Western architecture in front of me. I felt quite interesting in my heart. It is indeed very rare to have such a quiet place in the prosperous urban area of Yàn!
It is not yet midsummer, and the weather is neither cold nor hot. I saw seven or eight tables placed outside. At this moment, most of them already have guests, but there are empty tables in a secluded place, which looks quite elegant.
As far as I know, I usually need to reserve a location in advance. But when I look at the waitress coming in front of me, I seem to think that Lin Yu is not thinking for a moment. The calm and gentle look just now seemed a little deliberate. I then looked at the expression of the man beside me at this moment and found that he was not looking at me. The slight movement of his throat showed his inner tension...
I couldn't help laughing, and I felt that the other party's combination of punches was sophisticated. I, who had always rejected him, was led by him at this moment. But the expression that the man just showed was a bit like an unfamiliar child. If it weren't for the advice of an expert behind him, it would only mean that this man seemed to have poor experience in love...
Thinking of this, I suddenly felt a little funny
I, who lacked love experience, would mock the other person for having no experience in my heart. I don’t know who gave me confidence. It is said that girls will be much precocious than boys, and maybe the same is true in love. Although I can’t justify myself, I can only explain my strange psychological state at this moment...
Mr. Lin, the seat you reserved is ready, I will take you there
The waiter said with a smile holding the menu in his hand, and at the same time, she looked at me without deliberately concealing her eyes, then immediately withdrew her gaze.
Cough... The man next to him seemed a little embarrassed because he was seen through the trick. He coughed lightly and then said: OK... Then he walked forward, and glanced at me in a slanted manner, as if observing my expression
With the waiter leading the way, we soon arrived at the reserved seat. It was the empty table in a quiet place I saw before. Lin Yu pulled open one of the chairs and reached out to signal me to sit down.
I smiled gently, held the hem of the skirt beside my hind legs and gently sat on the chair, and then he sat opposite me.
Today I was wearing a light yellow dress, which complemented the simple and clean white rose table flowers. I was very comfortable with the faint fragrance of flowers.
Since I was a child, I was very happy whenever I saw the flowers. I always felt that this is the most beautiful thing in the world and it cannot be separated from my sight no matter what.
So Lin Yu is responsible for ordering dishes at this moment, and I am simply responsible for being idle.
Actually, being a flower artist is good...
Thinking of this in my heart, time passes quickly
When I came back to my senses, I saw the waiter's back as he walked away. I realized that I had been distracted for a long time just now. I smiled quietly at the man opposite and apologized. But he just shook his head gently, as if he didn't care.
In a moment, the waiter brought two cups of coffee, and the Italian coffee with a heavier taste was placed in front of Lin Yu, and the one in front of me was still the latte I was used to.
Take a drink, the unique aroma of beans in freshly ground coffee is soaking the throat little by little, warming the heart and stomach...
Is the dining environment here satisfactory?
The man picked up the slightly smaller coffee cup in his hand and took a sip.
Very good Ah, especially at this time, it is very comfortable outdoors... I took a sip and then said something tepid
This is the first time you didn't reject me, thank you...
The man said with a smile
Thank you for what I did? I was a little confused about his words
Thank you for still being friends with me
You are my teacher...
Can't teachers be friends?
That's not what I mean!
The man suddenly looked dark and looked at the knife he was holding on his right hand and whispered: Maybe you will make a joke when you say it, but in fact, sometimes I don’t know if I am a good teacher…
I just picked up the coffee cup and took a sip. I was stunned when I heard his words, raised my eyes and looked at him, feeling a little surprised. Why did such a proud man suddenly say such inexplicable despairing words?
And I said in front of me, I didn't know how to answer for a while
I gently put down the coffee cup and said lightly: Why do you think so? Did someone say something to you?
That's not, it's what I thought about... The man raised his hand to hold his chin, his smile was a bit far-fetched, and then said: I'm the only two students, you and Shen Ruxue, she treats me... and I treat you... Haha, what do you think? I'm a little embarrassed to say that I'm a good teacher.
These things are no longer a secret now, and the man said them openly, which made me feel relieved!
If some things go by, let them go, we always have to look at the future, right?
I supported the table with my elbow and said calmly
Is it past...
The man looked dim and confused. His expression was very complicated when he looked at me. He muttered to himself.
Two guests, fry foie gras for the appetizer, please use it slowly...
The waitress came over from our right side, and there were two light gray foie gras in the center of the plate she held in her hand. She said as she arranged the plate neatly, with dark brown sauce on the edge of the porcelain plate, and a small strip of rosemary was dotted on the side.
The waiter came in time and saved me from the dull atmosphere just now. I let out a sigh of relief.
I cut a small piece and put it in my mouth. The fat of foie gras slowly melted in my mouth. The rich fragrance spreads, full of French romance, making people feel happy...
This dish tastes great, authentic French food...
I gently wiped the corners of my lips with a white tablecloth, and I said with a smile
Why, you have also studied French food?
The man finally stopped immersing in the sadness he had before, and became interested in my words.
My father once studied in France and learned some common French food recipes. He used to cook occasionally and said he wanted to show his hands to my mother and me. The taste of foie gras is very similar to what my father made, so I said that...
I was a little embarrassed, so I didn't speak loudly
Oh? Uncle is amazing! If it were me, I wouldn't have learned it even if I was beaten to death, haha! Lin Yu also took a small bite and then laughed, as if he was in a much better mood than before
He is too busy now and has no time to do this anymore... I said softly, thinking about my mother talking about her father's busy work on the phone, and hearing that the principal is about to retire now, and my father and several vice principals are competing for the position of principal. My mother feels the nervousness every day.
In fact, for me, the so-called vice principal and principal are not important. In the end, what I want is a safe family. Knowing that my father works so hard every day, I am even more worried about his health and hope he doesn't worry too much about labor.
Dad has always been a very gentle person...
But I also know that men never stop on the road to pursuing power, so there is no need to persuade them. Since Dad wants to try it, we can support it with all our strength.
Lu Qing, what are you thinking?
Suddenly, Lin Yu's words interrupted my thoughts. I looked at the smiling man opposite me, shook my head gently, and smiled embarrassedly: It's nothing, I remembered the three-step jumping skills I learned in class...
……
Before I knew it, the appetizers and soup had been eaten
The main dish is the classic French frying beef tenderloin with truffle juice. The five-ripe beef is tender and smooth, and the fresh and sweet truffle juice is very suitable for my appetite.
After all, because of my pursuit of dancing, I am extremely harsh on my diet and I have a rare opportunity to eat these foods. I slowly savor the fun brought by the food. Although I can’t be called a feast, I am also very happy!
Thinking of this, I looked up at the man with a gentle and gentle appearance on the opposite side and had a naughty smile: Teacher Lin, I remember you told us in class that dancers are the most self-disciplined and should pay special attention to their diet. So is it considered a breaking the precept when we eat this meal today?
It doesn't matter if you eat it once a while. I'll increase the intensity for you tomorrow during training... A man is serious
Come on! How can there be such a teacher... I pouted and muttered
Hahaha! Lin Yu's laughter is refreshing
I will smile, and the haze in my heart has disappeared a lot.
No matter how you say that the man sitting opposite me was also a man who had confessed to me, and he was my teacher. If I hadn't tried my best to straighten out our relationship, I wouldn't have agreed to the other party today. At this moment, I seem to think that the knot between us can be slowly untied.
People can't live independently in this world. Sometimes they still have to rely on the power of the outside world. On this road, Lin Yu is my leader. My closeness and distantness between me and him will affect this. But if I am with him against my will in order to get more, it will only make our final relationship extremely awkward, or even strangers. I don't want to see such an ending, so it's better to always keep some distance and become a relationship that is both a teacher and a friend. It is undoubtedly the best result for me at the moment...
By the way, you performed very well in these school competitions and can use the skills I taught you in a comprehensive manner in stage performances. Your talent is still above my imagination. Your future achievements may really surpass me...
When the man said this, he looked solemn and became much more serious
I curled my lips and said: Teacher, I can't stand it if you say that, it's very stressful!
Of course, I wouldn’t say that to students, but I have been observing you for a long time, and it seems that pressure will not affect your performance at all. I am also very curious about how you did this?
Lin Yu stared into my eyes and said
When the man looked at it like this, my pretty face turned red and I immediately avoided his gaze: I would be nervous, not like you said...
The man opposite put down the knife and fork in his hand, looked at the side and asked softly: In all the competitions he participated in, you showed a better talent and strength than Chen Ruxue, she...
A man wants to speak but stops
Hum? What does the teacher want to say? The other party suddenly mentioned Chen Ruxue's name, and the corners of my eyes suddenly jumped
You two are my students, but their personalities are very different, and they are descendants of Shen. They are famous for their masters and are used to being arrogant. She has always been the most outstanding young man without any disputes, but your appearance has changed this pattern. I believe that with her personality, she must have a strong sense of frustration. This feeling will have an adverse impact on her future dance career over time. I am a little worried...
The man looked solemn and even looked a little worried
The other party suddenly said this, and I was a little confused. Could it be that the person put pressure on him?
For some reason, the first person that popped up in my mind was the man who was telling me about Shen’s past in Wuxin Tower, Chen Changqing...
But last time he clearly told me that I hope I can help him realize his long-cherished wish, but if he really stood up for his daughter, would he change his mind?
teacher……
Listen to me first... The man waved his hand and interrupted my explanation. He continued: Actually, there is nothing to hide. At the beginning, I just wanted you, Ruxue, a student that Chen Changqing insisted on me. As his identity, I couldn't help but agree that I didn't want to accept her. It was not because I was not optimistic about her potential. On the contrary, she was very talented and was only one line away from you. But she was just to me... You should know this, and Chen Changqing didn't seem to object, but I didn't have the same thoughts. If I got closer, I would inevitably mistakenly think that I had that kind of meaning to her, which would be troublesome. So I could only stay away from Chen Ruxue. It seemed very unfair to you. I think she must have many complaints about me in this regard...
Sister Chen won’t think so, she is really nice to you!
Lin Yu said this to Senior Sister Chen a little angry because I know the best how much that woman likes the man in front of me.
Do you know her very well? The man asked back
Then, that's not... I feel a little guilty
I remember when the man said this last autumn, he suddenly looked at me. We were a little embarrassed, almost at the same time. He coughed lightly and continued: Ruxue took a full two weeks off for no reason, and her condition became very bad after coming back. Everything I said seemed to be unable to understand. For a whole half of a year, your level was improving rapidly, but she was still standing still and even regressing a little! No matter what, I was always her teacher. Seeing that the student became like this because he followed her, I always felt uncomfortable. I asked her but didn't say anything. I really don't know why! If this situation continues, maybe Chen Changqing should ask me for a crime! So I guess if it was your appearance that put too much pressure on her and crushed her self-confidence. This will undoubtedly cause a devastating blow to her. Maybe she will never recover and will never be able to become a top dancer again...
What do you mean is that I want me to lose to her intentionally in the game? I asked word by word
For some reason, I suddenly felt disappointed
Dance is the only pure land in my heart. If it is also full of various means and hypocrisy, then what else is there to be something worth pursuing!
I stared at the other person's eyes, and after he said the word "yes", I would no longer recognize this person as my teacher
Don't get me wrong, I didn't let you let the water go in the competition, that would definitely be an insult to the art of dance... The man looked at me with a very firm tone.
His answer was a little beyond my expectations, so he breathed a sigh of relief in his heart.
I know what you want to say. In fact, the fragility of my mentality is a taboo for dancers. I can't blame others for this, but her talent is indeed outstanding. I don't want such talent to be wasted because of my personal glass heart, and my relationship with her is not suitable for solving such a thing. So today I also hope that you can help her because she is your senior sister's relationship.
How do you want me to help? I asked lightly
I may understand his situation, but I was really embarrassed by what I did when I did this.
Seeing that you get along well with her, I hope you can find more opportunities to talk to her. Girls should communicate better. Maybe you can understand why she is like this. If you can untie the knot, it is naturally the best. What do you think?
The man picked up the cold espresso on the side and took a sip of it.
I took a deep breath and finally said softly: I'll try it as much as possible. You know the temper of my senior sister, not to mention that as you said, this matter was caused by me, and I have more or less responsibility...
Having said that, I still feel uncomfortable after all, and my good impression of the man in front of me has diluted a little.
He smiled awkwardly but politely, and I don't agree with this.
The dessert arrived as scheduled, and it was French Lorraine salted tart
Because I was in a bad mood, I just ate a few small bites of pie skin and stopped. I was disappointed and had no energy.
It was almost dusk and the sky gradually dimmed
After the man checked out, we slowly walked towards the car next to us, but we didn't know what to say
I looked up at the sky. I didn't know when the sky began to become cloudy.
It seems that it will rain soon
It's time to go back...
Sitting in the car, the man deliberately did not turn on the air conditioner in order to be afraid that I would be cold. I put down the passenger's window and looked at the stone building outside the car window slowly back. Suddenly, a strange feeling of freedom came to my heart, as if everything that happened before was so unreal, but I couldn't say the reason, I just felt that I was not at all at ease in my heart.
The man quietly pressed the music keys, and the thick overture sounded. It was Schubert's Rosamon, a classic ballet. I heard it since I was a child, but I heard it a different feeling at this time.
My body moved gently with the music, and my fingers were rhythmic on the hem of the yellow skirt. All of this was natural, just like instinct, without any discomfort.
Gradually, the music gradually became high and cheerful from the beginning. Even with dark clouds outside the window pressing against the sky, the mood gradually improved. It seemed that as long as you could hear the ballet, you would be much happier.
The car was driving on the street road, but there were no longer Western-style buildings around it, but ordinary houses, with a lot of fireworks. The shops on the street were lit up one after another, as if they were welcoming this sudden rain.
This time next year should be the day of the latest Shaurna Shelley. Shen Changqing and I will apply for quotas for you and Shen Ruxue respectively. During this period, I will do my best to train you... Lin Yu mentioned the matter of Shaurna Shelley next year when he was driving, which really surprised me.
Thank you... I answered softly, and suddenly remembered something: Did Senior Sister Chen not participate last year?
She participated but didn't get a ranking next year, she should be about to graduate. This is just this opportunity. This is different from yours. Do you still remember the ticket I gave you last year?
The man asked while driving
It's that oval... I heard him say this and it seemed that he remembered it. He gave it to me when I just finished the competition last year. If it weren't for the other party's reminder, I seemed to have forgotten this matter.
Yes, that's the ticket to Adele's performance. I want to take you to see it and learn about the strength of top dancers. It will definitely be beneficial to your training this year. The man said as if nothing had happened.
It's really Adele?!
The man told me about this before, but because the time was too long apart, I had already forgotten it. At this moment, he suddenly mentioned it, and I was still shocked and screamed in an instant when I was too excited!
Of course it was Adele. This time she gave me two tickets, let's go together...
The man asked this, and his tone sounded calm and gentle
Not in Yàn? I said softly
No, in foreign countries, Barcelona, Adele's hometown, is also her curtain call... The man holding the steering wheel looked left at the rearview mirror, and his expression suddenly felt a little sad
What?!
Adele's curtain call!
Adele, is Adele not going to jump?! At this moment, I was so shocked that I asked the man loudly without thinking. My back felt numb, my throat was a little hoarse, and my heart was cold
Adele was my childhood idol. Her inspirational stories inspired me to move forward all the way. Although I knew that she had indeed reached the time to achieve success, when all this happened in front of me, I still couldn't stop feeling lost and confused in my heart, just as an important goal in life suddenly disappeared...
She had a plan to retire a long time ago, but she had not made up her mind, so she has not announced that she has suffered a lot of hardships over the years that ordinary people can't imagine. She and her husband have always wanted children just to maintain their figure! This is also the price that top dancers must pay... A few days ago, she told me that she was going to have a baby, and the focus of the future will be on the child, so she also made a temporary decision and turned this performance into her own curtain call. I have only recently learned that she was going to do this, and the first thing I told was you
The man looked at the road ahead, and couldn't hide his sighs in his words
After all, Adele was once the woman who beat Lin Yu in the Shorna Shelley match, and her existence failed to make Lin Yu the first Chinese to win the championship in this event!
I wonder what kind of mood this man next to me feels when he hears his lifelong opponent leave the court. Is it a blessing or regret?
Or both?
Maybe it will only take many years to experience this state of mind...
Do female dancers face such a dilemma? I asked softly
I can't answer this question, but if I were her, I might have made a different choice... The car turned at the end of the alley, and the man said so.
I don't know why, but the topic is getting heavier and I start to not want to talk
Sorry, I was going to take you out for a break, but I didn't expect that the conversation was all about unhappy topics
The man's words sounded in my ears. I smiled and was about to respond, but suddenly, I stared at the corner of the street with my brain blank!
After a while, I suddenly came back to my senses and said anxiously: Lin Yu, stop, stop quickly!
The car stopped slowly, but I didn't look at the expression of the man beside me. I opened the car door, picked up the corner of my skirt and ran to the corner of the street I had just passed. My body seemed to be uncontrollable, and my heart began to jump around with a thump.
What I just saw...
My breathing gradually became disordered, and I instinctively took a big breath, as if my whole body was resisting the tension of rising instantly!
There were footsteps behind me, but I didn't care at all...
Arrived at the corner of the street that had made me lose my mind before, I slowly stood still, looked at the person who was also surprised in front of me, and called out softly with a trembling corner of my mouth
Uncle...
He seemed to be thinner than before. The blue vest that used to be replaced with the black long sleeves of the moment, which was more decent.
The only thing that remains unchanged is that the wide straw hat is still on his head, which is a bit out of place in the clouds at this time...
The man widened his eyes, his expression full of extreme shock. He stood in front of me, his eyes straight at my face, his body trembling faintly. If I read it correctly, it seemed that there was still a surprise that could not be concealed!
Bang!
The watermelon in the man's hand slid from his hand inadvertently, and the moment it fell to the ground, it cracked into several petals and made a dull sound. The bright red melon juice splashed everywhere, flowing all over the ground...
He and I squatted down at the same time, stretched out their hands to pick up the scattered melon skin, but they reached into the same place in a strange way!
My slender and tender fingertips touched one of the melon petals, but the man's hand held the back of my hand intentionally or unintentionally!
Feeling the rough calluses and wide joints of the man's fingers, I couldn't help but take a deep breath, and even felt very difficult to breathe!
It's him...
It's really him...
The little bits and bits of the man instantly surged into my heart. Instead of pulling out my palm, I slowly raised my head, and looked at the man in front of me with a gentle look as if I was about to melt it. I asked gently: Are you doing well recently?
I felt the tremor of the other person's palm on the back of my hand. I tried my best to suppress the surging emotions in my heart at this moment. I did not avoid the other person's hot gaze projected by him. I looked at the warm eyes of the person in front of me, but still looked familiar...
Before this moment, I almost thought I had forgotten it successfully, but all of this collapsed when I saw him, just like seeing a lover who had been separated for many years, the long-lost sweet moment wrapped me up in the instant.
Finally I saw him again, and he seemed to be very good...
Unlike Lin Yu, I never feel embarrassed in front of him, I feel very relaxed
Everything I experienced before seemed to be released from the moment I saw him, as if as long as I was with him, all my worries would disappear...
What should I say?
What will he say?
These are not important to me at all. As long as I am with him, nothing matters...
The man's lips had begun to turn purple, and slight sweat beads oozing from his dark face. He opened his mouth but didn't say a word. What was he worried about?
Looking at his appearance at this moment, the corners of my eyes gradually became a little wet
I remembered the scene when I first saw him in the ridge of the field. This somewhat dull but enthusiastic man began to enter my life from then on, and he appeared like this when I was most helpless...
I remembered that day when I was naked and collapsed in despair at the campus gate, this man wished me to get through the difficulties again!
Until now, I still remember that I was naked and snuggling in his arms, looking at his face, as if I were looking at the whole world...
I remember our first time in this simple but clean home...
Under the man, I sing like a bird. As the man casts his body, every time he enters my body, it makes my soul tremble, as if every time a man thrusts, he planted seeds in my body, and slowly grew into a towering tree in the extremely long years to come!
At that moment, I forgot who I am, and the only thing I want is to stay with him forever...
Is this love?
I have no idea
But I'm very happy...
That's enough, isn't it?
Child, why... The familiar low voice instantly pulled me out of my memories. I suddenly looked up and looked at the man in front of me. My heart beat suddenly accelerated, and my face began to get hot, full of expectations.
He finally spoke!
Does he still remember me?
Suddenly I felt very naive. How could he forget that we had done something like that...
He once pushed me away, and today, I am standing in front of him alive
Will he still push me away again cruelly?
Lu Qing, why did you suddenly get off the car? Do you know that this is very dangerous?!
The voice of another man suddenly came from behind, with a little blame and worry in his words
The uncle trembled heavily, and he pulled his palm away in an instant, and his words stopped halfway
This? The man behind him is getting closer: How about it, didn’t you hit the foot?
I shook my head slowly, gently avoided Lin Yugang's arm that was about to support me to get up, and stood up silently.
The sky was covered with clouds, and his face was dim and unclear when he was wearing a straw hat on the opposite side. The man took a step back and his steps were a little staggering.
I ignored the words of the man behind me, just looked at the dark man opposite me quietly, waiting for him to say something to me, even if it was just a sentence or a word...
But he didn't look at me anymore, his eyes kept dodging my eyes
The next moment, he actually spoke: Sorry Ah! When I was moving the watermelon, I accidentally met this little girl, and almost scared you, that, what, young man, you are his partner, right? So, I'll give you a watermelon to keep sweet, go back to you to keep it in peace, it's delicious, delicious...
The man started to speak incoherently, and when he stumbled to the last few words, he finally used all his strength and his voice became smaller and smaller until it completely disappeared.
It's okay, we should have apologized. You suddenly came over. You probably didn't pay attention. You can't blame you. You don't have to give us watermelons, or I bought this... Lin Yu walked to my side, and his words were still so polite.
Take it... I suddenly said lightly
Hold it? The man didn't seem to expect me to say that, and asked in a low voice in surprise
Instead of turning my head to look at him, I looked at the dull man in front of me with a cold look and said word by word:
Since they are kind-hearted, how can we refuse? Are you right?
This sentence seems to be asking Lin Yu, but at this moment I am asking him...
He did not respond
Are you right? You said Ah! My voice began to tremble faintly
Lu Qing..., what's wrong with you? The words of the men around you are full of confusion
He still didn't answer, and turned around and started picking from the pile of watermelons, until he found a large green watermelon, held it in his palm, then walked to Lin Yu and slowly handed it over.
Young man, I'm giving it to you, it's time for me to close the stall...
The man didn't look at me all the time, like a cloud of air
Lin Yu held the watermelon he took, looking like he didn't know what was going on, and only a word popped out of his mouth
good……
What is she looking at?
Is there someone standing outside the window?
Her lover?
friend?
Or simply desire freedom?
What does she want?
……
Lu Qing, Lu Qing...
Suddenly I heard someone calling me a name, which came vaguely, awakening me from a moment of loss of consciousness. The corner of my mouth quietly curled up, turned around, and looked at the man slowly walking towards the right side of my body and smiled slightly:
Lin Yu...
A tall and thin young man was wearing a dark blue casual suit, his slightly long hair was neatly maintained, and the smile that could not be concealed between his eyebrows was enough to show that he was in a very good mood.
The old man who had a very happy conversation with him stopped and looked at Lin Yu walking towards me with his hands behind his back, but he had no intention of going forward. He just looked at me and used a color, then pointed to the handsome man who was walking towards me, then waved his hand and smiled kindly. Then the old man turned around and walked away elsewhere.
I sighed softly, stretched out my slender fingers to gather the hair scattered on the right side of my face behind my ears, and shook my head helplessly.
Director him...?
He said he wanted to go somewhere else and would not accompany us for the time being...
The man interrupted my question with a smile
Well, he's very good...
I looked up at the man I had known for a long time and said lightly
The director is my grandfather's student. I have known each other since I was a child. I am a friend of mine... By the way, what were you looking at just now? I called out several times but didn't hear it?
Ah! Sorry...
A blush appeared on my face, and then I turned to look at an oil painting on the wall in front of me.
"Ballet Girl", Yara Casey's practice before she became famous
The man walked to me and stood side by side with me, looking at the paintings hanging on the wall and said calmly: Most of Casey's famous paintings are in the main hall, why did you come here for this painting?
Yara Casey, a famous French painter in the 18th century, is best at palace oil paintings. The famous paintings "Gathering on the Seine" and "Picture of Queen Billie" are all about the daily life of the palace royal family. They are especially good at soft and delicate colors, and do not pay attention to the grandeur of the scenes, but they are extremely carved in the details, showing the luxurious life of the nobles to the general public.
This time, Casey's paintings were transported from the Orsay Museum in Paris to the Central Art Gallery for exhibition, which caused a huge sensation in the art circle. It was so difficult to get a ticket. If it weren't for Lin Yu's help, I might not be able to visit the exhibition, let alone come here on the first day of the exhibition as I do today...
I looked up at the painting in front of me and said softly: Don’t you think this painting is beautiful?
The smooth lines, layered color rendering and Casey's unique five-point composition greatly enhance the overall feeling of the whole picture.
The girl is the eye of the painting, but she has a very high degree of integration with the background. She is worthy of being a master!
It's very beautiful...
The man beside him said these three words for a moment.
I was very happy when I heard that my teacher recognized my aesthetic, so I smiled and looked at Lin Yu next to me. I was about to say thank you, but I saw that he was quietly looking at my face, his eyes as clear as water.
He didn't look at the painting, could it be...
My face turned red and I immediately turned around and pretended to look at the painting, but my heart kept beating.
Has he still not changed his mind?
I still remember the last time I was by the lotus pond, he hugged me tightly and said the words "Like me"...
Maybe it was a bit embarrassing to say it, but at that time I almost agreed, but at the moment when the words came to my mouth, the figure of that man flashed in my mind for some reason. At that moment, I finally understood that I still couldn't forget him.
Uncle, do you know that Qing'er still can't forget you?
It's been so long, so I should have forgotten it, but why...
I gently pushed Lin Yu away
At that moment, I didn't dare to look at him
I'm afraid that as long as I see his eyes, I will feel unbearable
But I know that there is someone living in my heart, so I don't want to hurt him anymore
Lin Yu and I can't be together, not only because of the uncle, but also because...
I promised Shen Ruxue!
It is said that a real man can't be pursued if he has a word
But I think this is what a woman said!
Isn't it good to be a good friend for the rest of your life?
He didn't force me, I'm grateful for it
After that day, he was still my teacher, and I was still his student. Nothing seemed to have changed, but everything seemed to have changed...
I don't know if his eyes have changed or my mood has changed
In short, everything seems to be unable to return to the same way as before, just like there is a very wonderful relationship between us
Can't explain clearly, can't explain...
Half a year has passed, and it is still the case!
Now I am a sophomore, and I have also begun to work with Yueting.
I have won the first place in the school dance competition several times in a row and have become the most popular star in the school. Even Yueting said that in the so-called school beauty rankings ranked by that boy, I have surpassed Chen Ruxue, who once dominated the list and became the top spot!
However, all this did not make me feel happy at all
Uncle, it seems that he has really disappeared from my in life forever...
Whenever I think of that man, my heart will be inexplicably painful!
Have I really known such a person?
Now, even I'm not sure about this
As for the woman who doesn’t know what to complain about and worry about, Liu Fengmei!
Forget it, it's better not to mention it...
Many troubles made me feel damaged, but there was only one thing that made me happier.
For some reason, after rejecting Lin Yu by the lotus pond that day, Chen Ruxue's attitude towards me turned 180 degrees!
Afterwards, she didn't seem to care about the defeat in the game or the so-called decline in the ranking of beauty. Instead, she was surprised to see me, and even felt that I was inexplicably uneasy!
Maybe happiness came too suddenly, and even I couldn't believe it?
I have no idea
But it's always good to miss an opponent who always regards me as his enemy...
As for why she is like this?
Maybe it was because Chen Changqing told her about me?
Or maybe because Lin Yu told her about my rejection of him?
Or maybe she gradually let go of me because we slowly got along with each other?
I can't figure it out, nor do I want to go into it
Maybe we can really be good friends...
Casey's paintings are mostly made of gorgeous palace life. Although I have loved them since I was a child, I always feel that they are too far away from my life... I put away my messy thoughts and then Lin Yu said slowly: However, this painting is different. I accidentally read it in the library in high school, "Ballet Girl"...
Do you think she looks a bit like you? The man raised his hands and stretched his neck and looked at me.
I shook my head gently: What do you think she is thinking?
In his memoirs, Casey hinted that he had a crush on a woman in the palace but never said her name. Is it possible that it was her?
The man looked up and pointed his eyes at the woman looking out the window in the painting in front of him.
Teacher Lin, these are all my random thoughts, so don’t take them seriously...
Since last time, I have paid more attention to my relationship with the other party. No matter what he said, I always called him Teacher Lin, reminding the other party not to forget our identities. This can be regarded as a warning to myself.
When the other party heard the three words "Teacher Lin", a trace of loss flashed in his eyes, and I happened to notice it. My eyes immediately moved to another place and no longer had eye contact with him.
After a while, the other party continued: I read Casey's memoirs, and it does mention this point. I just thought about it carefully. Almost all of Casey's paintings are multi-person, and occasionally there are single portraits and royal portraits. Only this one is a single scene. If I look at it like this, it may really be my guess just now! Lu Qing, you are amazing, and you have discovered such a secret detail!
The man was a little excited when he said that, looking at me and nodding.
No, I just like and curious... Looking at the other person with a rare childish expression, although I said that, I was still very happy
I'll go and talk to the director later. He's very obsessed with these things! Lin Yu smiled and said
Well... I nodded slightly
……
Although I had been shopping in the art exhibition for most of the day, I was very satisfied. During this period, some men came to talk to me, but they were all stopped by Lin Yu. When they walked out of the door together, he still looked a little excited.
Teacher, are you still thinking about the people just now?
I asked tentatively
No... He immediately interrupted my question, then turned his head and whispered: Just come to the art exhibition and look at the paintings well. I wonder if it is rude to talk randomly with the opposite sex you don’t know!
Actually, I... Looking at the other person, the big dancer in the eyes of others, was jealous of such a thing, which made me feel a little amused, but I felt a little happy in my heart. I just wanted to say that I was often harassed by this, but when I talked to him, I felt it was inappropriate, especially when I said it to him, so I immediately changed my words: I am hungry...
As soon as I said this, my face turned red suddenly
How could he say he was hungry in front of the boy? He was so utterly speaking. Isn’t this a joke for Lin Yu!
oops……
It's really hard to speak!
I don’t know why, every time I’m with Lin Yu, it’s hard for me to be as calm as usual. Sometimes my brain short circuits and even make a mistake. Will he take these to heart?
That happens, I'm hungry, and today I will take you to a very good place... Lin Yu said nothing, as if he was talking about something very ordinary
Lin Yu, I didn't mean that, just now... I was about to explain, but I was interrupted by his words
Just have a meal together, don't be polite. I often go to that restaurant. It tastes good. Go and try it? Lin Yu stopped and turned around and asked with a smile.
The man's smile is pure, and it seems that he does not mix with any other complex emotions, making people feel relieved.
If you refuse again, will it seem a bit too pretentious...
I looked at my toes with my eyes, and I felt very confused.
I shouldn't have agreed to him to come to the exhibition, but the opportunity was too rare, so I still did it
In fact, it was nothing to eat with a boy. I had just made up my mind not to get too close to her, but in a flash he agreed to eat with her. This was obviously beyond my acceptance. Besides, Chen Ruxue trusted me, how could I hurt her? Even if I don’t have any other ideas, if she knew about it, she would probably misunderstand...
If you don't speak, you agree! The man's words suddenly rang out
Lin Yu, I... When it comes to my words, I still stopped
What am I afraid of? Isn’t it just a meal together?
He is my teacher, isn’t that normal?
At this moment, another voice in my heart sounded instantly, as if it was completely to the left as before
I stood behind Lin Yu, and nodded and said: OK, thank you...
In this way, Lin Yu and I were about to sit alone for the first time in our life.
……
The car turned around the alley and stopped at the entrance of a courtyard. I just got off the car and looked up at the exterior wall of the courtyard with some shadows of Western architecture in front of me. I felt quite interesting in my heart. It is indeed very rare to have such a quiet place in the prosperous urban area of Yàn!
It is not yet midsummer, and the weather is neither cold nor hot. I saw seven or eight tables placed outside. At this moment, most of them already have guests, but there are empty tables in a secluded place, which looks quite elegant.
As far as I know, I usually need to reserve a location in advance. But when I look at the waitress coming in front of me, I seem to think that Lin Yu is not thinking for a moment. The calm and gentle look just now seemed a little deliberate. I then looked at the expression of the man beside me at this moment and found that he was not looking at me. The slight movement of his throat showed his inner tension...
I couldn't help laughing, and I felt that the other party's combination of punches was sophisticated. I, who had always rejected him, was led by him at this moment. But the expression that the man just showed was a bit like an unfamiliar child. If it weren't for the advice of an expert behind him, it would only mean that this man seemed to have poor experience in love...
Thinking of this, I suddenly felt a little funny
I, who lacked love experience, would mock the other person for having no experience in my heart. I don’t know who gave me confidence. It is said that girls will be much precocious than boys, and maybe the same is true in love. Although I can’t justify myself, I can only explain my strange psychological state at this moment...
Mr. Lin, the seat you reserved is ready, I will take you there
The waiter said with a smile holding the menu in his hand, and at the same time, she looked at me without deliberately concealing her eyes, then immediately withdrew her gaze.
Cough... The man next to him seemed a little embarrassed because he was seen through the trick. He coughed lightly and then said: OK... Then he walked forward, and glanced at me in a slanted manner, as if observing my expression
With the waiter leading the way, we soon arrived at the reserved seat. It was the empty table in a quiet place I saw before. Lin Yu pulled open one of the chairs and reached out to signal me to sit down.
I smiled gently, held the hem of the skirt beside my hind legs and gently sat on the chair, and then he sat opposite me.
Today I was wearing a light yellow dress, which complemented the simple and clean white rose table flowers. I was very comfortable with the faint fragrance of flowers.
Since I was a child, I was very happy whenever I saw the flowers. I always felt that this is the most beautiful thing in the world and it cannot be separated from my sight no matter what.
So Lin Yu is responsible for ordering dishes at this moment, and I am simply responsible for being idle.
Actually, being a flower artist is good...
Thinking of this in my heart, time passes quickly
When I came back to my senses, I saw the waiter's back as he walked away. I realized that I had been distracted for a long time just now. I smiled quietly at the man opposite and apologized. But he just shook his head gently, as if he didn't care.
In a moment, the waiter brought two cups of coffee, and the Italian coffee with a heavier taste was placed in front of Lin Yu, and the one in front of me was still the latte I was used to.
Take a drink, the unique aroma of beans in freshly ground coffee is soaking the throat little by little, warming the heart and stomach...
Is the dining environment here satisfactory?
The man picked up the slightly smaller coffee cup in his hand and took a sip.
Very good Ah, especially at this time, it is very comfortable outdoors... I took a sip and then said something tepid
This is the first time you didn't reject me, thank you...
The man said with a smile
Thank you for what I did? I was a little confused about his words
Thank you for still being friends with me
You are my teacher...
Can't teachers be friends?
That's not what I mean!
The man suddenly looked dark and looked at the knife he was holding on his right hand and whispered: Maybe you will make a joke when you say it, but in fact, sometimes I don’t know if I am a good teacher…
I just picked up the coffee cup and took a sip. I was stunned when I heard his words, raised my eyes and looked at him, feeling a little surprised. Why did such a proud man suddenly say such inexplicable despairing words?
And I said in front of me, I didn't know how to answer for a while
I gently put down the coffee cup and said lightly: Why do you think so? Did someone say something to you?
That's not, it's what I thought about... The man raised his hand to hold his chin, his smile was a bit far-fetched, and then said: I'm the only two students, you and Shen Ruxue, she treats me... and I treat you... Haha, what do you think? I'm a little embarrassed to say that I'm a good teacher.
These things are no longer a secret now, and the man said them openly, which made me feel relieved!
If some things go by, let them go, we always have to look at the future, right?
I supported the table with my elbow and said calmly
Is it past...
The man looked dim and confused. His expression was very complicated when he looked at me. He muttered to himself.
Two guests, fry foie gras for the appetizer, please use it slowly...
The waitress came over from our right side, and there were two light gray foie gras in the center of the plate she held in her hand. She said as she arranged the plate neatly, with dark brown sauce on the edge of the porcelain plate, and a small strip of rosemary was dotted on the side.
The waiter came in time and saved me from the dull atmosphere just now. I let out a sigh of relief.
I cut a small piece and put it in my mouth. The fat of foie gras slowly melted in my mouth. The rich fragrance spreads, full of French romance, making people feel happy...
This dish tastes great, authentic French food...
I gently wiped the corners of my lips with a white tablecloth, and I said with a smile
Why, you have also studied French food?
The man finally stopped immersing in the sadness he had before, and became interested in my words.
My father once studied in France and learned some common French food recipes. He used to cook occasionally and said he wanted to show his hands to my mother and me. The taste of foie gras is very similar to what my father made, so I said that...
I was a little embarrassed, so I didn't speak loudly
Oh? Uncle is amazing! If it were me, I wouldn't have learned it even if I was beaten to death, haha! Lin Yu also took a small bite and then laughed, as if he was in a much better mood than before
He is too busy now and has no time to do this anymore... I said softly, thinking about my mother talking about her father's busy work on the phone, and hearing that the principal is about to retire now, and my father and several vice principals are competing for the position of principal. My mother feels the nervousness every day.
In fact, for me, the so-called vice principal and principal are not important. In the end, what I want is a safe family. Knowing that my father works so hard every day, I am even more worried about his health and hope he doesn't worry too much about labor.
Dad has always been a very gentle person...
But I also know that men never stop on the road to pursuing power, so there is no need to persuade them. Since Dad wants to try it, we can support it with all our strength.
Lu Qing, what are you thinking?
Suddenly, Lin Yu's words interrupted my thoughts. I looked at the smiling man opposite me, shook my head gently, and smiled embarrassedly: It's nothing, I remembered the three-step jumping skills I learned in class...
……
Before I knew it, the appetizers and soup had been eaten
The main dish is the classic French frying beef tenderloin with truffle juice. The five-ripe beef is tender and smooth, and the fresh and sweet truffle juice is very suitable for my appetite.
After all, because of my pursuit of dancing, I am extremely harsh on my diet and I have a rare opportunity to eat these foods. I slowly savor the fun brought by the food. Although I can’t be called a feast, I am also very happy!
Thinking of this, I looked up at the man with a gentle and gentle appearance on the opposite side and had a naughty smile: Teacher Lin, I remember you told us in class that dancers are the most self-disciplined and should pay special attention to their diet. So is it considered a breaking the precept when we eat this meal today?
It doesn't matter if you eat it once a while. I'll increase the intensity for you tomorrow during training... A man is serious
Come on! How can there be such a teacher... I pouted and muttered
Hahaha! Lin Yu's laughter is refreshing
I will smile, and the haze in my heart has disappeared a lot.
No matter how you say that the man sitting opposite me was also a man who had confessed to me, and he was my teacher. If I hadn't tried my best to straighten out our relationship, I wouldn't have agreed to the other party today. At this moment, I seem to think that the knot between us can be slowly untied.
People can't live independently in this world. Sometimes they still have to rely on the power of the outside world. On this road, Lin Yu is my leader. My closeness and distantness between me and him will affect this. But if I am with him against my will in order to get more, it will only make our final relationship extremely awkward, or even strangers. I don't want to see such an ending, so it's better to always keep some distance and become a relationship that is both a teacher and a friend. It is undoubtedly the best result for me at the moment...
By the way, you performed very well in these school competitions and can use the skills I taught you in a comprehensive manner in stage performances. Your talent is still above my imagination. Your future achievements may really surpass me...
When the man said this, he looked solemn and became much more serious
I curled my lips and said: Teacher, I can't stand it if you say that, it's very stressful!
Of course, I wouldn’t say that to students, but I have been observing you for a long time, and it seems that pressure will not affect your performance at all. I am also very curious about how you did this?
Lin Yu stared into my eyes and said
When the man looked at it like this, my pretty face turned red and I immediately avoided his gaze: I would be nervous, not like you said...
The man opposite put down the knife and fork in his hand, looked at the side and asked softly: In all the competitions he participated in, you showed a better talent and strength than Chen Ruxue, she...
A man wants to speak but stops
Hum? What does the teacher want to say? The other party suddenly mentioned Chen Ruxue's name, and the corners of my eyes suddenly jumped
You two are my students, but their personalities are very different, and they are descendants of Shen. They are famous for their masters and are used to being arrogant. She has always been the most outstanding young man without any disputes, but your appearance has changed this pattern. I believe that with her personality, she must have a strong sense of frustration. This feeling will have an adverse impact on her future dance career over time. I am a little worried...
The man looked solemn and even looked a little worried
The other party suddenly said this, and I was a little confused. Could it be that the person put pressure on him?
For some reason, the first person that popped up in my mind was the man who was telling me about Shen’s past in Wuxin Tower, Chen Changqing...
But last time he clearly told me that I hope I can help him realize his long-cherished wish, but if he really stood up for his daughter, would he change his mind?
teacher……
Listen to me first... The man waved his hand and interrupted my explanation. He continued: Actually, there is nothing to hide. At the beginning, I just wanted you, Ruxue, a student that Chen Changqing insisted on me. As his identity, I couldn't help but agree that I didn't want to accept her. It was not because I was not optimistic about her potential. On the contrary, she was very talented and was only one line away from you. But she was just to me... You should know this, and Chen Changqing didn't seem to object, but I didn't have the same thoughts. If I got closer, I would inevitably mistakenly think that I had that kind of meaning to her, which would be troublesome. So I could only stay away from Chen Ruxue. It seemed very unfair to you. I think she must have many complaints about me in this regard...
Sister Chen won’t think so, she is really nice to you!
Lin Yu said this to Senior Sister Chen a little angry because I know the best how much that woman likes the man in front of me.
Do you know her very well? The man asked back
Then, that's not... I feel a little guilty
I remember when the man said this last autumn, he suddenly looked at me. We were a little embarrassed, almost at the same time. He coughed lightly and continued: Ruxue took a full two weeks off for no reason, and her condition became very bad after coming back. Everything I said seemed to be unable to understand. For a whole half of a year, your level was improving rapidly, but she was still standing still and even regressing a little! No matter what, I was always her teacher. Seeing that the student became like this because he followed her, I always felt uncomfortable. I asked her but didn't say anything. I really don't know why! If this situation continues, maybe Chen Changqing should ask me for a crime! So I guess if it was your appearance that put too much pressure on her and crushed her self-confidence. This will undoubtedly cause a devastating blow to her. Maybe she will never recover and will never be able to become a top dancer again...
What do you mean is that I want me to lose to her intentionally in the game? I asked word by word
For some reason, I suddenly felt disappointed
Dance is the only pure land in my heart. If it is also full of various means and hypocrisy, then what else is there to be something worth pursuing!
I stared at the other person's eyes, and after he said the word "yes", I would no longer recognize this person as my teacher
Don't get me wrong, I didn't let you let the water go in the competition, that would definitely be an insult to the art of dance... The man looked at me with a very firm tone.
His answer was a little beyond my expectations, so he breathed a sigh of relief in his heart.
I know what you want to say. In fact, the fragility of my mentality is a taboo for dancers. I can't blame others for this, but her talent is indeed outstanding. I don't want such talent to be wasted because of my personal glass heart, and my relationship with her is not suitable for solving such a thing. So today I also hope that you can help her because she is your senior sister's relationship.
How do you want me to help? I asked lightly
I may understand his situation, but I was really embarrassed by what I did when I did this.
Seeing that you get along well with her, I hope you can find more opportunities to talk to her. Girls should communicate better. Maybe you can understand why she is like this. If you can untie the knot, it is naturally the best. What do you think?
The man picked up the cold espresso on the side and took a sip of it.
I took a deep breath and finally said softly: I'll try it as much as possible. You know the temper of my senior sister, not to mention that as you said, this matter was caused by me, and I have more or less responsibility...
Having said that, I still feel uncomfortable after all, and my good impression of the man in front of me has diluted a little.
He smiled awkwardly but politely, and I don't agree with this.
The dessert arrived as scheduled, and it was French Lorraine salted tart
Because I was in a bad mood, I just ate a few small bites of pie skin and stopped. I was disappointed and had no energy.
It was almost dusk and the sky gradually dimmed
After the man checked out, we slowly walked towards the car next to us, but we didn't know what to say
I looked up at the sky. I didn't know when the sky began to become cloudy.
It seems that it will rain soon
It's time to go back...
Sitting in the car, the man deliberately did not turn on the air conditioner in order to be afraid that I would be cold. I put down the passenger's window and looked at the stone building outside the car window slowly back. Suddenly, a strange feeling of freedom came to my heart, as if everything that happened before was so unreal, but I couldn't say the reason, I just felt that I was not at all at ease in my heart.
The man quietly pressed the music keys, and the thick overture sounded. It was Schubert's Rosamon, a classic ballet. I heard it since I was a child, but I heard it a different feeling at this time.
My body moved gently with the music, and my fingers were rhythmic on the hem of the yellow skirt. All of this was natural, just like instinct, without any discomfort.
Gradually, the music gradually became high and cheerful from the beginning. Even with dark clouds outside the window pressing against the sky, the mood gradually improved. It seemed that as long as you could hear the ballet, you would be much happier.
The car was driving on the street road, but there were no longer Western-style buildings around it, but ordinary houses, with a lot of fireworks. The shops on the street were lit up one after another, as if they were welcoming this sudden rain.
This time next year should be the day of the latest Shaurna Shelley. Shen Changqing and I will apply for quotas for you and Shen Ruxue respectively. During this period, I will do my best to train you... Lin Yu mentioned the matter of Shaurna Shelley next year when he was driving, which really surprised me.
Thank you... I answered softly, and suddenly remembered something: Did Senior Sister Chen not participate last year?
She participated but didn't get a ranking next year, she should be about to graduate. This is just this opportunity. This is different from yours. Do you still remember the ticket I gave you last year?
The man asked while driving
It's that oval... I heard him say this and it seemed that he remembered it. He gave it to me when I just finished the competition last year. If it weren't for the other party's reminder, I seemed to have forgotten this matter.
Yes, that's the ticket to Adele's performance. I want to take you to see it and learn about the strength of top dancers. It will definitely be beneficial to your training this year. The man said as if nothing had happened.
It's really Adele?!
The man told me about this before, but because the time was too long apart, I had already forgotten it. At this moment, he suddenly mentioned it, and I was still shocked and screamed in an instant when I was too excited!
Of course it was Adele. This time she gave me two tickets, let's go together...
The man asked this, and his tone sounded calm and gentle
Not in Yàn? I said softly
No, in foreign countries, Barcelona, Adele's hometown, is also her curtain call... The man holding the steering wheel looked left at the rearview mirror, and his expression suddenly felt a little sad
What?!
Adele's curtain call!
Adele, is Adele not going to jump?! At this moment, I was so shocked that I asked the man loudly without thinking. My back felt numb, my throat was a little hoarse, and my heart was cold
Adele was my childhood idol. Her inspirational stories inspired me to move forward all the way. Although I knew that she had indeed reached the time to achieve success, when all this happened in front of me, I still couldn't stop feeling lost and confused in my heart, just as an important goal in life suddenly disappeared...
She had a plan to retire a long time ago, but she had not made up her mind, so she has not announced that she has suffered a lot of hardships over the years that ordinary people can't imagine. She and her husband have always wanted children just to maintain their figure! This is also the price that top dancers must pay... A few days ago, she told me that she was going to have a baby, and the focus of the future will be on the child, so she also made a temporary decision and turned this performance into her own curtain call. I have only recently learned that she was going to do this, and the first thing I told was you
The man looked at the road ahead, and couldn't hide his sighs in his words
After all, Adele was once the woman who beat Lin Yu in the Shorna Shelley match, and her existence failed to make Lin Yu the first Chinese to win the championship in this event!
I wonder what kind of mood this man next to me feels when he hears his lifelong opponent leave the court. Is it a blessing or regret?
Or both?
Maybe it will only take many years to experience this state of mind...
Do female dancers face such a dilemma? I asked softly
I can't answer this question, but if I were her, I might have made a different choice... The car turned at the end of the alley, and the man said so.
I don't know why, but the topic is getting heavier and I start to not want to talk
Sorry, I was going to take you out for a break, but I didn't expect that the conversation was all about unhappy topics
The man's words sounded in my ears. I smiled and was about to respond, but suddenly, I stared at the corner of the street with my brain blank!
After a while, I suddenly came back to my senses and said anxiously: Lin Yu, stop, stop quickly!
The car stopped slowly, but I didn't look at the expression of the man beside me. I opened the car door, picked up the corner of my skirt and ran to the corner of the street I had just passed. My body seemed to be uncontrollable, and my heart began to jump around with a thump.
What I just saw...
My breathing gradually became disordered, and I instinctively took a big breath, as if my whole body was resisting the tension of rising instantly!
There were footsteps behind me, but I didn't care at all...
Arrived at the corner of the street that had made me lose my mind before, I slowly stood still, looked at the person who was also surprised in front of me, and called out softly with a trembling corner of my mouth
Uncle...
He seemed to be thinner than before. The blue vest that used to be replaced with the black long sleeves of the moment, which was more decent.
The only thing that remains unchanged is that the wide straw hat is still on his head, which is a bit out of place in the clouds at this time...
The man widened his eyes, his expression full of extreme shock. He stood in front of me, his eyes straight at my face, his body trembling faintly. If I read it correctly, it seemed that there was still a surprise that could not be concealed!
Bang!
The watermelon in the man's hand slid from his hand inadvertently, and the moment it fell to the ground, it cracked into several petals and made a dull sound. The bright red melon juice splashed everywhere, flowing all over the ground...
He and I squatted down at the same time, stretched out their hands to pick up the scattered melon skin, but they reached into the same place in a strange way!
My slender and tender fingertips touched one of the melon petals, but the man's hand held the back of my hand intentionally or unintentionally!
Feeling the rough calluses and wide joints of the man's fingers, I couldn't help but take a deep breath, and even felt very difficult to breathe!
It's him...
It's really him...
The little bits and bits of the man instantly surged into my heart. Instead of pulling out my palm, I slowly raised my head, and looked at the man in front of me with a gentle look as if I was about to melt it. I asked gently: Are you doing well recently?
I felt the tremor of the other person's palm on the back of my hand. I tried my best to suppress the surging emotions in my heart at this moment. I did not avoid the other person's hot gaze projected by him. I looked at the warm eyes of the person in front of me, but still looked familiar...
Before this moment, I almost thought I had forgotten it successfully, but all of this collapsed when I saw him, just like seeing a lover who had been separated for many years, the long-lost sweet moment wrapped me up in the instant.
Finally I saw him again, and he seemed to be very good...
Unlike Lin Yu, I never feel embarrassed in front of him, I feel very relaxed
Everything I experienced before seemed to be released from the moment I saw him, as if as long as I was with him, all my worries would disappear...
What should I say?
What will he say?
These are not important to me at all. As long as I am with him, nothing matters...
The man's lips had begun to turn purple, and slight sweat beads oozing from his dark face. He opened his mouth but didn't say a word. What was he worried about?
Looking at his appearance at this moment, the corners of my eyes gradually became a little wet
I remembered the scene when I first saw him in the ridge of the field. This somewhat dull but enthusiastic man began to enter my life from then on, and he appeared like this when I was most helpless...
I remembered that day when I was naked and collapsed in despair at the campus gate, this man wished me to get through the difficulties again!
Until now, I still remember that I was naked and snuggling in his arms, looking at his face, as if I were looking at the whole world...
I remember our first time in this simple but clean home...
Under the man, I sing like a bird. As the man casts his body, every time he enters my body, it makes my soul tremble, as if every time a man thrusts, he planted seeds in my body, and slowly grew into a towering tree in the extremely long years to come!
At that moment, I forgot who I am, and the only thing I want is to stay with him forever...
Is this love?
I have no idea
But I'm very happy...
That's enough, isn't it?
Child, why... The familiar low voice instantly pulled me out of my memories. I suddenly looked up and looked at the man in front of me. My heart beat suddenly accelerated, and my face began to get hot, full of expectations.
He finally spoke!
Does he still remember me?
Suddenly I felt very naive. How could he forget that we had done something like that...
He once pushed me away, and today, I am standing in front of him alive
Will he still push me away again cruelly?
Lu Qing, why did you suddenly get off the car? Do you know that this is very dangerous?!
The voice of another man suddenly came from behind, with a little blame and worry in his words
The uncle trembled heavily, and he pulled his palm away in an instant, and his words stopped halfway
This? The man behind him is getting closer: How about it, didn’t you hit the foot?
I shook my head slowly, gently avoided Lin Yugang's arm that was about to support me to get up, and stood up silently.
The sky was covered with clouds, and his face was dim and unclear when he was wearing a straw hat on the opposite side. The man took a step back and his steps were a little staggering.
I ignored the words of the man behind me, just looked at the dark man opposite me quietly, waiting for him to say something to me, even if it was just a sentence or a word...
But he didn't look at me anymore, his eyes kept dodging my eyes
The next moment, he actually spoke: Sorry Ah! When I was moving the watermelon, I accidentally met this little girl, and almost scared you, that, what, young man, you are his partner, right? So, I'll give you a watermelon to keep sweet, go back to you to keep it in peace, it's delicious, delicious...
The man started to speak incoherently, and when he stumbled to the last few words, he finally used all his strength and his voice became smaller and smaller until it completely disappeared.
It's okay, we should have apologized. You suddenly came over. You probably didn't pay attention. You can't blame you. You don't have to give us watermelons, or I bought this... Lin Yu walked to my side, and his words were still so polite.
Take it... I suddenly said lightly
Hold it? The man didn't seem to expect me to say that, and asked in a low voice in surprise
Instead of turning my head to look at him, I looked at the dull man in front of me with a cold look and said word by word:
Since they are kind-hearted, how can we refuse? Are you right?
This sentence seems to be asking Lin Yu, but at this moment I am asking him...
He did not respond
Are you right? You said Ah! My voice began to tremble faintly
Lu Qing..., what's wrong with you? The words of the men around you are full of confusion
He still didn't answer, and turned around and started picking from the pile of watermelons, until he found a large green watermelon, held it in his palm, then walked to Lin Yu and slowly handed it over.
Young man, I'm giving it to you, it's time for me to close the stall...
The man didn't look at me all the time, like a cloud of air
Lin Yu held the watermelon he took, looking like he didn't know what was going on, and only a word popped out of his mouth
good……
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