Since I gradually accepted the fact that my taste for men is so unique, my mentality has relaxed, and I have also re-observed and understood the men around me from a perspective I have never seen before.
Through this year's observation, I discovered many unexpected details
For example, whenever I see the handsome guys around me, I always feel disgusted unconsciously, and want to avoid them and take them far away.
In the past, I simply thought it was because I was not interested in men, but now I know very clearly that it was an annoying feeling
On the contrary, seeing boys with poor figures and ugly appearances in school will unconsciously develop a particularly inexplicable favor, just want to get close to them.
In addition, although I have received a good education since I was a child and I am particularly polite, I really like those men with poor quality. The more I disrespect, scolding and uneducated I like them, the more I like them.
I remember that once I went shopping, I felt very excited when I saw a bald uncle with a gold chain and full of tattoos.
This reminds me of watching TV series when I was in school. Other girls were fascinated by the male protagonists, but I like to watch those villains. And the more vulgar and shameless I like it, the more I like it.
I don't know why I am interested in the bottom class, hooligans and vulgar men in society. Maybe it's because I have been too strict in my family since I was a child, but I hate orthodox things in my heart.
Now I am a sophomore girl. Because it is because of the art school atmosphere, some girls around me have changed their boyfriends one after another.
And I've been single so far, I'm so comfortable with this, I don't think so
In addition to practicing dance desperately, I also joined the school's public welfare club.
I always feel that in addition to doing a good job in their studies, college students today should also contribute more to society and do things within their ability
This is why I joined the charity club.
I heard from other girls in the club that because of my participation, the proportion of boys in the club has begun to grow rapidly this year, and it is a trend of catching up with girls. This matter once became the topic of conversation and topic of our club, and I will inevitably suffer from some girls' eyes and exclusion. However, I have long been used to these things and will not say much.
Anyone who has been to college knows that the topic that is indispensable in girls' dormitories is sex
There are four people in our dormitory, one of whom is particularly willing to share his sexual experience.
So every time she checked in with her boyfriend, she would tell us about the things she had on the bed with her friend when she came back.
What kind of boyfriend is how big he is, how fierce his new boyfriend is, etc.
The other two girls always participate in the discussion, but I have never participated in this kind of discussion before
Sometimes roommates would tease me, saying that I was a stone girl and wasted such a beautiful face and figure.
When I encounter this, I responded with awkward smile. Although I didn't say anything on the surface, I felt quite uncomfortable.
Maybe in the minds of my roommates, I may not even have a concept of sex
However, they never dreamed that I not only had no idea about sex, but also knew very well
I still remember when I was in the third grade of junior high school, one day after school, I suddenly found that I had put my homework book at school and hurried back to get it. When I returned to the classroom, I found that there was a pair of men and women in strange positions in the classroom. I still remember that the girl was lying on the desk, and the boy was standing behind him, thrusting his butt back and forth and moving constantly
The girl covered her mouth with her hands, but I still heard the low moans.
Although I have never seen this situation, I also guessed what shameful things they were doing. I was afraid of being discovered and quickly retreated. As soon as I left the classroom, I turned around and ran to the stairs. I still remember that I was sweating a lot at that time. I knew that I was blushing and my heart was beating for a while after running out of the school gate.
Until now, I don’t know who the male and female classmates are, and whether I have discovered my existence, but none of this matters anymore
For me, this incident opened my first understanding of sex
I remember since then I have started searching for knowledge about sex on the Internet about men and women
I began to know that the lower part of a girl is called the vagina. The front urethra is used for urination, while the vagina is used for shy things and for having children.
There is an organ called the penis under a boy. You can pee normally, but when you see the girl you like, you will become bigger.
After the boy puts his penis into the girl's vagina and rubs it back and forth, boys and girls will feel very comfortable. Then the boy's penis will also flow out white semen, which will make the girl pregnant with a baby when entering the girl's vagina.
What really changed me was after that trip to Qingdao in the first year of high school
After the man violated the first orgasm, I could never forget this feeling again. I began to search for all information about the love of men and women on the Internet. Of course, I was secretly browsing in my room
Slowly I started to find some porn sites, including pictures, articles and videos about porn
When I first found such a website, I was really shocked. I found that the world could still be like this, just like opening a brand new window for me.
So I was completely obsessed with these pornographic contents. Every day after training, I would secretly open the website and immerse it in it.
At the beginning, I just browsed some pictures and occasionally watched Japanese romance action movies. Those exciting scenes kept stimulating my nerves and excitement.
Gradually I felt unsatisfied and started to read pornographic articles. My favorite topics are rape and humiliation.
Maybe it's related to my previous experience. When I think of the article, the peerless beauty being violated by a very vulgar man, I am very excited.
Every time I read these articles in bed, my underwear is wet, as excited as if I had just been violated.
This state continued until my sophomore year, which is now
Fortunately, these sexual fantasies did not affect my academic and dance training, and I am still relatively self-controlled at this point.
In recent months, things have gradually become beyond my control.
Maybe as my body develops and grows, my desires are becoming stronger and stronger. Just watching pornographic websites and fantasy can no longer meet my needs.
There is a little flame of desire in my heart, no matter how I fantasize, I can't suppress it.
Sometimes when I was in class, I felt itchy and itchy below me, as if there were many ants crawling, and constantly tightening my thighs would only make the feeling stronger, and I couldn't even listen to what the teacher said.
I know, if this state continues, I will collapse.
So gradually I had an idea that even I thought was incredible. Maybe it was time to end my girlhood career and I wanted to become a real woman
Actually, because I am an art student, many of the girls around me have tried the forbidden fruit in junior high school, but now I may be the only one who is still a virgin.
I actually thought about this when I was a freshman, but as I said before, I don’t like the boys in our school, so naturally I don’t plan to give them the first night, and my circle is very small, so I have been dragging it to the present
And now I have made up my mind to give my first night
Since your idea has been decided, it's time to think of a specific plan
I was faced with a headache at the beginning. Who would I give my first time?
This bothers me
The first one I passed was the boys in our school. I really couldn't accept having sex with these boys. This is something I hate for me.
Go outside to find a one-night stand?
I don't like this method very much either
And to be honest, I am very introverted in this regard. I was unable to do this by asking me to take the initiative to chat with a man online.
So these days I have been troubled by this problem and even affected my daily dance training
Maybe it was luck. Just when I didn’t know how to start, my casual words from my roommate Xiaoting inspired me.
Yesterday, several of our roommates were chatting in the dormitory. Xiaoting casually said that her brother had just passed the exam for the police officer in the market and was now assigned to the west of the city.
We also told us some fun things about her brother just joined the police station. At the end of the talk, she casually said: Everyone has already remembered that you must not go shopping alone in the west of the city at night. The security there is so chaos, and rape cases often occur. My brother and their branch have set up a special project team for this.
Is it so scary? The public security is not good now. He Ping, who was sitting opposite me, said disbelief
That was all said on TV, and many things were not made public. I heard from my brother that I knew that the west area of the city was relatively biased. There were a lot of foreign populations. Many people who came from surrounding suburban counties to do small business generally have low quality, so the public security is particularly chaotic, and you can often see gang fights on the streets!
Xiaoting said solemnly
Why do you say this in the middle of the night? It's so scary! I don't dare to go to the west district of the city in the future. OK, let's change the topic. I saw a handsome guy on the playground today... Another roommate Hua Hua hurriedly interrupted the topic and talked about other things
When I heard this, I felt like I had caught something in my mind. I didn’t listen to a word about the conversation behind me. I just kept silently chanting the rape case in the west district of the city…
Two weeks passed soon
It was already past 11 o'clock in the evening, the sky was completely dark, the street lights around were not very bright, so the sight was not good
And I am located on a street in the center of the west district of the city, and the commercial street is next to the intersection
Now at this time, the shops have basically closed down. Only some snack stalls and food stalls on the roadside are still running their business with lights on. I have been walking on this street for almost half an hour.
Today I wore a white student shirt. The dark green plaid skirt I rarely wore underneath, which was just half of my thighs. Because I rarely wore stockings, I was also bare-thighs today. I also found the pair of white sneakers my dad gave me on my birthday before.
My hair is very long, this time I don't have braids, and my long hair is scattered casually on my shoulders
When I went out, I simply put on light makeup. My aunt often told me that light makeup is the most suitable makeup for me.
Although I don't want to show off my appearance, I know I'm beautiful now
Actually, I am very nervous now. I have been in a state of confusion in the past two weeks, and I have not even made up my mind on the way here.
I have only one purpose here, that is, I want to end my 19-year-old virginity here and become a real woman!
Since I heard what Xiaoting said, I began to have a thought in my heart that even I felt very crazy. I think there are many men I like in the west area of the city.
The public security there is not very good. I am likely to be raped in the past alone, but isn't this exactly what I thought of
I even thought of the man in Qingdao and the unforgettable memories that were fascinated by this time, and this is the most important reason why I decided to come here. I really want to experience it once.
No, I want to further experience the feeling of bone-aberaging
I silently told myself to myself
I know this kind of thing usually happens late at night, so I left very late and then took a taxi here
And in order not to let my identity be leaked, I did not bring my wallet, ID card and mobile phone, and only brought a portion of the money for taxi
I walked on the dim path with a nervous mood, occasionally passing by some snack stalls and food stalls
When I saw a few men eating on the street suddenly appearing obsessively because they saw me, my face turned red instantly, and I looked down and didn't dare to look at them, my heart was pounding.
I slowly walked past them, and their eyes followed me and never left. Their eyes were like lions who had been hungry for a few days, as if they could strip me naked with their eyes. This scene made me feel very nervous, but I also felt inexplicably excited in my heart.
Maybe today I can really get the feeling I want
After all, it was just a plot in the novel when I saw a beautiful woman in the middle of the night. In the end, the kind of lewd plot in the novel I expected did not appear.
Half an hour has passed. Although I have met someone like me who whistles and who called me beautiful women, there are no one who actually attacked them. If you think about it carefully, it is true. If you are raped so simply, then how messy this society will be
It's almost 12 o'clock, and there are basically no one on the street. I, a girl, dare not continue to wait here no matter how brave I am.
Maybe my method won't work, I smiled helplessly, it's time to go back to the dormitory as soon as possible
But it was so late, I couldn't even see the taxi on the road. At this time, I began to feel anxious.
Just when I was at a loss on the side of the road, a dumb man's voice came from across the road. Today, my foot was so damn tricky. It was not as expensive as the foot massage shop in our county. If it were our territory, I would have had sex with them!
Opposite me is a very large-scale foot bath city, and the sound comes from the gate of this foot bath city.
Along with this very ugly sound, three men and one woman came out of the door one after another. This sound came from the mouth of the man in front.
The man at the top was a big bald man with a squid face, and he looked like he was in his 30s.
With his upper body naked and beer belly, he swayed when walking, and a big red flower pierced on his left arm, which looked quite scary
The two men following behind, one tall and one short, looked not old, and were only in their early 20s.
Gao's son is very thin, with a tuft of yellow hair on his head, and he looks like a sharma
A shorter boy shaved his little flat head and walked around. His little eyes narrowed into a slit. If he didn't look closely, he couldn't tell whether he was still closed.
On the right side of the little squinting eyes is the only woman among these people. She is only about 1.5 meters tall. Her hair seems to be covered with fluffy on her head. It is a typical non-mainstream feature of the countryside. She looks like she is seventeen or eighteen years old. Her thick lips and a small nose look inconsistent, especially the makeup she paints is too thick, which looks quite funny from a distance.
I was standing opposite the road, so these people saw me immediately as soon as they came out of the door. The bald man was still chattering and didn't look at me carefully, but the two men behind him looked at me, and they stood there motionlessly.
The bald man also noticed the abnormality between the two of them and looked at them according to their eyes. It didn't matter when he looked at them. His eyes instantly stared at me, as if he had seen some rare treasure.
My face turned red by their appearance. I lowered my head embarrassedly and didn't dare to look at the bald man.
Oops!
In this case, my lower body actually reacted. Am I really a slutty girl?
I secretly scold myself for not being able to do anything
Just as I was standing by the roadside, lowering my head and falling into shyness, I didn't know when the ground I was staring at suddenly had two dirty big feet in slippers.
I jumped back and took a step back, raised my head and looked forward.
It turned out that the bald man and several others had crossed the road and came to me. The movement was really fast.
Where did this beautiful girl come out? What was the one who stood here at night?
The bald man stared at my face and grinned and said, "The face is coming towards me, as if he wants to see more clearly."
I hurriedly explained that I was waiting for a taxi here, but I waited for a while. I felt a little nervous and spoke so low that I could not even hear myself.
The bald man was happy when he heard this. Oh, you are waiting for the taxi Ah, why don’t I look like him? Do you think it’s Ah? After that, he looked at the two men, one tall and one shorter, next to him.
Brother, I don’t think this woman is waiting for a taxi, but she is waiting for a man! Hahaha The short man spoke first, staring at my face and laughing loudly
The tall boy also agreed: This girl looks so pretty. I watch better than the stars on TV. She is so fucking sex. Big brother, it’s not in vain to go to the city today!
As he spoke, the drool was almost falling out
The girl next to her lowered her face when she heard the tall yellow-haired words, and pinched his arm, twisting it and said sorely, "Depending on your virtue, you have never seen a beautiful woman, you are better than a celebrity, why don't I think this slut is not waiting for a taxi. I think she is just a taxi, a taxi that seduces other people's boyfriends, I bah!"
While talking, he tried hard, and he was so hard that he was begging for mercy.
I looked over them, and the woman glared back angrily, as if showing that this man belongs to her
The few people in front of me were shocked as soon as they said the first few words. It was the first time I heard someone speak so explicitly, and the girl said something that was really too much. I have never been insulted like this since I was a child.
The words of these hooligans made me very angry. My original plan was gone. I didn't want to get involved with them anymore. I just wanted to turn my head and leave and disappear from here as soon as possible.
But just as I turned around and was about to leave, the bald man seemed to see my plan, and rushed to me with a quick step and blocked his way.
I hurriedly avoided it and wanted to go around from the side. Suddenly, two other men were stopped on the left and right sides of my body. Both of them looked at me with a smile, as if they were looking at the fat in their mouths.
The woman behind me also took a step forward and blocked the way I finally escaped, and she looked at me with disdain.
Only then did I understand my situation. These people really didn't plan to let me go. I met a real gangster.
I secretly complained in my heart that the dangerous game could not continue, and I had already begun to regret my ridiculous actions.
no!
I have to get out quickly and can't continue to get entangled
What do you want to do? If you do this, I will call the police! I mustered up the courage and said loudly with great determination
This sentence really worked as soon as I said it. The people in front of me didn't expect that I could say this. They subconsciously stopped further actions, as if they were shocked by my words. They didn't know whether to give way or continue to entangle for a moment.
Don't be fooled by this woman's words. What's the policeman at this night? Besides, there are no people around here. The bald man is worthy of being experienced. He was stunned for a few seconds and soon came to his senses.
Don't worry, this place is remote and has a bad view now. Even if we do anything, no one knows, so don't be afraid that we will change places and do this girl later. What's the point of taking a little risk?
The bald man may feel that his accomplices have not made up their minds yet, so he continued to tell them.
My elder brother is right. This girl looks so beautiful. I have seen her for the first time in my life. I have to seize this once-in-a-lifetime opportunity. Otherwise, I will not have this Dianer after passing this village. Brother, I will listen to you! A Biao, don’t be too slow, let’s do it quickly!
The yellow-haired man nodded when he heard the bald man and turned his eyes to the little-eyed man opposite him.
I also learned that this little-eyed man is called A Biao
When I heard the bald man say I'd do it, I was so scared that my legs couldn't stand firm.
I'm not a child anymore. I vaguely guessed the meaning behind this word, but it's really hard for me to accept the fact that these people nakedly discuss how to commit crimes in front of me.
This is too much. Are these people not afraid of the law?
But at the same time, there was another complicated emotion in my heart that was suppressed by me. When the bald man said he wanted to do it, a hint of excitement appeared in my heart. Although this emotion was subtle and negligible, it was still noticed by me who was sensitive, which made me feel ashamed in anger and helpless state of mind.
OK, brother! I dare not say anything else, but I will never be vague about playing with women. The little eyes stared at me lustfully for a long time, showing an impatient look that I had been waiting for this sentence for a long time.
I know that things have developed to the most urgent moment. If I don't do anything, it's really too late
I hurriedly said to the bald man in front of me, this brother, I really don’t bring money, and there is nothing worth robbing. You really don’t need to do these things. If I can let me go, I will definitely pay more rewards. I began to talk to the people in front of me in a softer tone, hoping that they can let me go
Grab money? Are you kidding? Let me tell you the truth. We didn't go to your money. If you don't know, I don't believe it at all. My brothers see that you are good-looking and want to play with you. How can you not eat the fat meat on your mouth? Do you think it's Ah?
The bald man said without any concealment
Brother, stop talking nonsense to her, hurry up and do serious business, save a lot of dreams! Xiao Miscellaneous eyes quickly break up
That's right, look at the little girl's skin and tender flesh here. She looks like she is not a good-efficient lamp. I think you can hurry up and do it, don't be weak at that time. The girl with heavy makeup said with jealousy on the side, as the sixth sense of a woman of the same gender, I felt the jealousy of the woman behind me all over the floor.
When I heard these people's words, I knew something was wrong, and what's worse was that I didn't know how to deal with it.
I don't know if it was a coincidence or something. I couldn't even see a shadow of a person around for so long, and the night was getting darker at this time.
Just as I thought about it, before I could react, a black shadow flashed in front of me, and I instinctively hid backwards. At this moment, I felt a soft body sticking up from behind me. Just as I was about to dodge forward, I felt a wet handkerchief stretching out my right hand with a wet hand covering my mouth and nose. Before I could react, I suddenly became dark and I knew nothing.
I was so dizzy that I could only vaguely feel that I was being carried to a place where I could lie down, and then I seemed to hear the sound of the car starting
I tried hard to recover, but I could only sleep more and more, as if my consciousness had gradually left my body
Occasionally I can feel the bumpy position of my lying, and sometimes my body seems to have a force swaying around, maybe I am walking on the winding mountain road
Because when I was a child, I was often taken by my parents to climb mountains, so I knew that this feeling should be on the winding mountain road.
Where exactly are they going to take me?
This question broke out in my heart
But I'm really sleepy, my eyelids are like I'm filled with lead, I can't open it at all
It seems that people are touching me from time to time, but I can't resist
Slowly I fell into a deep sleep and could no longer feel the surrounding environment...
Where is this, where am I?
I don't know how long it took, but my consciousness began to slowly wake up, and I seemed to be lying on a bed
I felt my face being slapped twice, and a sound seemed to come from a distant place. I slowly opened my eyes
The light was a little dazzling. It took me a lot of effort to gradually adapt to the intensity of the light in front of me, and the scene in front of me began to become clearer.
It's the man with yellow hair!
I saw the man who was patting my face in front of me. I saw his long acne-covered face and his eye-catching yellow hair
I saw that the room I was in seemed to be a very old house. There were some cracks on the roof and the signs of falling off the walls, and the smell of moisture and mold around it was also emitting a smell of moisture and mold.
He saw me open my eyes and instantly showed my yellow teeth and grinned, then shouted to the side, "Brother, this girl has finally woken up, fuck! She can sleep like a dead pig!"
OK OK OK Don't make a noise, you've had a long sleep just now!
The head was very heavy, and my body was slowly regaining consciousness. At this time, I didn't even have the strength to tilt my head, but I could still hear the hoarse voice, which was the bald man in front of me before.
Xiaomei, you girl, are really. The next dose of the next trance potion is so much that we will wait for so long!
Brother Ah, you are wronged by me. I have never done such a thing before. When you secretly handed me the medicine, you didn't say how much. I didn't know Ah, now that the wave hoof is awake, you are slowly playing with it. I heard the sound of a pointed woman in my ears. It should be the non-mainstream girl among the group.
OK, look at what you are anxious about, this is not your fault, it's OK, the bald man doesn't want to get too involved in this matter
Yes, Xiaomei, you have also worked hard this time. I didn't expect you to be so neat and knocked down this woman in one go
When the yellow hair saw that the elder brother was not concerned, he quickly changed the topic and said with a smile.
You are so embarrassed to say Ah, if I hadn't done this for my elder brother's sake, I wouldn't have helped you do this, especially you Yu Risheng. You really can't change your shit. When you see this little slut, you're so tempted, right? I'm angry when I see you, eating the bowl and looking at the pot, and forgetting what I said when I fuck me! You won't be allowed to do anyone in a while.
The woman said angrily
Huangmao immediately became anxious when he saw it. Xiaomei, my goodness, Xiaomei, aren't you going to suffocate me to death? Besides, you still care about this after you have started. At worst, let's play together. I'm sure you'll always be excited. Oh, don't worry, although this girl looks good, but how can I compare with you? Even after playing, what can I still live with her? You are my dear!
Huangmao's words were said, and indeed the girl named Xiaomei's tone eased down. This was almost the same. If you have a conscience and can let you play, your heart must be kept here, otherwise, I will see how I deal with you!
OK OK OK OK OK My good little beauty, I promise you only love you!
When Huangmao heard this, his tone suddenly became excited
At this moment, my body had just recovered to be able to move a little bit, and I reluctantly turned my head in the direction where they were talking
Just happened to meet the girl's eyes
She looked me up and down, hummed in her nose, walked over and picked up a strand of my hair with a finger, looked at my face and said, "Is this woman really so beautiful in the eyes of you men? Look at you all, you're so angry when you see it. She's very close to me, I can even see every bad false eyelash she brings."
Suddenly she approached my eyes and showed an elusive smile to me
After a closer look, you really look the most beautiful one I have ever seen. It was the first time I saw you with such delicate and tender skin. No wonder I want to fuck you so much haha! Don’t be proud, these guys are particularly troublesome in bed. I really want to see you fucked by them. Ah!
She actually said this
I didn't expect this sentence to come from a girl's mouth. There is such a shameless woman in the world. I feel full of contempt for this woman.
Seeing this woman's performance, the men around her burst into laughter, which sounded so harsh to me
Just as the laughter of the room was filled with laughter, I found that my mouth and tongue could move. I stared at the woman in front of me and said the first sentence I woke up. You woman is really shameless and despicable. I feel ashamed of you. When I said this, I mustered up the courage to say it. At this moment, my heart was filled with grievances and anger, and I wanted to vent my heart.
The woman in front of me heard what I said, then she lowered her face and pulled my hair back.
It hurts so much, I held back and didn't say anything, tears rolling in my eyes
She cursed you slut and said that I was shameless and despicable. You were slutty and swaying on the street at night. Don’t think I don’t know what you want to do. I think you are just a street girl and said that I feel ashamed. You are quite good at talking about Ah, but when you fuck you, you still know how to say that!
He said that, he raised his hand and slapped me in the face, and slapped me!
With a crisp sound, my face was so painful that she used real power.
It hurts so much. This woman said she was merciless. I was almost angry, but my body could barely move. Now there was no way to fight back. My tears flowed down suddenly.
Today, I won’t leave. I’ll be here to play with you with them. I have to watch them fuck your pussy! After that, she will slap me another time
Suddenly his right hand was grabbed by a bald man, and he stared at the woman, "Fuck me and calm down, don't be like a crazy woman. We finally got such a beautiful woman. You just want to hit Ah, and how can you slap in the face? Our brothers and others still want to play with her! Just say a few words, just toss her hard on the bed! We brothers will help you breathe this, do you think this will work? If you still feel angry, just don't do anything that affects our sex. Whatever you do, your father will be kind to me, but don't force me to do it.
Looking at the situation in front of me, I felt that everything was so unreal, and my heart sank to the deepest part of the waves
Through this year's observation, I discovered many unexpected details
For example, whenever I see the handsome guys around me, I always feel disgusted unconsciously, and want to avoid them and take them far away.
In the past, I simply thought it was because I was not interested in men, but now I know very clearly that it was an annoying feeling
On the contrary, seeing boys with poor figures and ugly appearances in school will unconsciously develop a particularly inexplicable favor, just want to get close to them.
In addition, although I have received a good education since I was a child and I am particularly polite, I really like those men with poor quality. The more I disrespect, scolding and uneducated I like them, the more I like them.
I remember that once I went shopping, I felt very excited when I saw a bald uncle with a gold chain and full of tattoos.
This reminds me of watching TV series when I was in school. Other girls were fascinated by the male protagonists, but I like to watch those villains. And the more vulgar and shameless I like it, the more I like it.
I don't know why I am interested in the bottom class, hooligans and vulgar men in society. Maybe it's because I have been too strict in my family since I was a child, but I hate orthodox things in my heart.
Now I am a sophomore girl. Because it is because of the art school atmosphere, some girls around me have changed their boyfriends one after another.
And I've been single so far, I'm so comfortable with this, I don't think so
In addition to practicing dance desperately, I also joined the school's public welfare club.
I always feel that in addition to doing a good job in their studies, college students today should also contribute more to society and do things within their ability
This is why I joined the charity club.
I heard from other girls in the club that because of my participation, the proportion of boys in the club has begun to grow rapidly this year, and it is a trend of catching up with girls. This matter once became the topic of conversation and topic of our club, and I will inevitably suffer from some girls' eyes and exclusion. However, I have long been used to these things and will not say much.
Anyone who has been to college knows that the topic that is indispensable in girls' dormitories is sex
There are four people in our dormitory, one of whom is particularly willing to share his sexual experience.
So every time she checked in with her boyfriend, she would tell us about the things she had on the bed with her friend when she came back.
What kind of boyfriend is how big he is, how fierce his new boyfriend is, etc.
The other two girls always participate in the discussion, but I have never participated in this kind of discussion before
Sometimes roommates would tease me, saying that I was a stone girl and wasted such a beautiful face and figure.
When I encounter this, I responded with awkward smile. Although I didn't say anything on the surface, I felt quite uncomfortable.
Maybe in the minds of my roommates, I may not even have a concept of sex
However, they never dreamed that I not only had no idea about sex, but also knew very well
I still remember when I was in the third grade of junior high school, one day after school, I suddenly found that I had put my homework book at school and hurried back to get it. When I returned to the classroom, I found that there was a pair of men and women in strange positions in the classroom. I still remember that the girl was lying on the desk, and the boy was standing behind him, thrusting his butt back and forth and moving constantly
The girl covered her mouth with her hands, but I still heard the low moans.
Although I have never seen this situation, I also guessed what shameful things they were doing. I was afraid of being discovered and quickly retreated. As soon as I left the classroom, I turned around and ran to the stairs. I still remember that I was sweating a lot at that time. I knew that I was blushing and my heart was beating for a while after running out of the school gate.
Until now, I don’t know who the male and female classmates are, and whether I have discovered my existence, but none of this matters anymore
For me, this incident opened my first understanding of sex
I remember since then I have started searching for knowledge about sex on the Internet about men and women
I began to know that the lower part of a girl is called the vagina. The front urethra is used for urination, while the vagina is used for shy things and for having children.
There is an organ called the penis under a boy. You can pee normally, but when you see the girl you like, you will become bigger.
After the boy puts his penis into the girl's vagina and rubs it back and forth, boys and girls will feel very comfortable. Then the boy's penis will also flow out white semen, which will make the girl pregnant with a baby when entering the girl's vagina.
What really changed me was after that trip to Qingdao in the first year of high school
After the man violated the first orgasm, I could never forget this feeling again. I began to search for all information about the love of men and women on the Internet. Of course, I was secretly browsing in my room
Slowly I started to find some porn sites, including pictures, articles and videos about porn
When I first found such a website, I was really shocked. I found that the world could still be like this, just like opening a brand new window for me.
So I was completely obsessed with these pornographic contents. Every day after training, I would secretly open the website and immerse it in it.
At the beginning, I just browsed some pictures and occasionally watched Japanese romance action movies. Those exciting scenes kept stimulating my nerves and excitement.
Gradually I felt unsatisfied and started to read pornographic articles. My favorite topics are rape and humiliation.
Maybe it's related to my previous experience. When I think of the article, the peerless beauty being violated by a very vulgar man, I am very excited.
Every time I read these articles in bed, my underwear is wet, as excited as if I had just been violated.
This state continued until my sophomore year, which is now
Fortunately, these sexual fantasies did not affect my academic and dance training, and I am still relatively self-controlled at this point.
In recent months, things have gradually become beyond my control.
Maybe as my body develops and grows, my desires are becoming stronger and stronger. Just watching pornographic websites and fantasy can no longer meet my needs.
There is a little flame of desire in my heart, no matter how I fantasize, I can't suppress it.
Sometimes when I was in class, I felt itchy and itchy below me, as if there were many ants crawling, and constantly tightening my thighs would only make the feeling stronger, and I couldn't even listen to what the teacher said.
I know, if this state continues, I will collapse.
So gradually I had an idea that even I thought was incredible. Maybe it was time to end my girlhood career and I wanted to become a real woman
Actually, because I am an art student, many of the girls around me have tried the forbidden fruit in junior high school, but now I may be the only one who is still a virgin.
I actually thought about this when I was a freshman, but as I said before, I don’t like the boys in our school, so naturally I don’t plan to give them the first night, and my circle is very small, so I have been dragging it to the present
And now I have made up my mind to give my first night
Since your idea has been decided, it's time to think of a specific plan
I was faced with a headache at the beginning. Who would I give my first time?
This bothers me
The first one I passed was the boys in our school. I really couldn't accept having sex with these boys. This is something I hate for me.
Go outside to find a one-night stand?
I don't like this method very much either
And to be honest, I am very introverted in this regard. I was unable to do this by asking me to take the initiative to chat with a man online.
So these days I have been troubled by this problem and even affected my daily dance training
Maybe it was luck. Just when I didn’t know how to start, my casual words from my roommate Xiaoting inspired me.
Yesterday, several of our roommates were chatting in the dormitory. Xiaoting casually said that her brother had just passed the exam for the police officer in the market and was now assigned to the west of the city.
We also told us some fun things about her brother just joined the police station. At the end of the talk, she casually said: Everyone has already remembered that you must not go shopping alone in the west of the city at night. The security there is so chaos, and rape cases often occur. My brother and their branch have set up a special project team for this.
Is it so scary? The public security is not good now. He Ping, who was sitting opposite me, said disbelief
That was all said on TV, and many things were not made public. I heard from my brother that I knew that the west area of the city was relatively biased. There were a lot of foreign populations. Many people who came from surrounding suburban counties to do small business generally have low quality, so the public security is particularly chaotic, and you can often see gang fights on the streets!
Xiaoting said solemnly
Why do you say this in the middle of the night? It's so scary! I don't dare to go to the west district of the city in the future. OK, let's change the topic. I saw a handsome guy on the playground today... Another roommate Hua Hua hurriedly interrupted the topic and talked about other things
When I heard this, I felt like I had caught something in my mind. I didn’t listen to a word about the conversation behind me. I just kept silently chanting the rape case in the west district of the city…
Two weeks passed soon
It was already past 11 o'clock in the evening, the sky was completely dark, the street lights around were not very bright, so the sight was not good
And I am located on a street in the center of the west district of the city, and the commercial street is next to the intersection
Now at this time, the shops have basically closed down. Only some snack stalls and food stalls on the roadside are still running their business with lights on. I have been walking on this street for almost half an hour.
Today I wore a white student shirt. The dark green plaid skirt I rarely wore underneath, which was just half of my thighs. Because I rarely wore stockings, I was also bare-thighs today. I also found the pair of white sneakers my dad gave me on my birthday before.
My hair is very long, this time I don't have braids, and my long hair is scattered casually on my shoulders
When I went out, I simply put on light makeup. My aunt often told me that light makeup is the most suitable makeup for me.
Although I don't want to show off my appearance, I know I'm beautiful now
Actually, I am very nervous now. I have been in a state of confusion in the past two weeks, and I have not even made up my mind on the way here.
I have only one purpose here, that is, I want to end my 19-year-old virginity here and become a real woman!
Since I heard what Xiaoting said, I began to have a thought in my heart that even I felt very crazy. I think there are many men I like in the west area of the city.
The public security there is not very good. I am likely to be raped in the past alone, but isn't this exactly what I thought of
I even thought of the man in Qingdao and the unforgettable memories that were fascinated by this time, and this is the most important reason why I decided to come here. I really want to experience it once.
No, I want to further experience the feeling of bone-aberaging
I silently told myself to myself
I know this kind of thing usually happens late at night, so I left very late and then took a taxi here
And in order not to let my identity be leaked, I did not bring my wallet, ID card and mobile phone, and only brought a portion of the money for taxi
I walked on the dim path with a nervous mood, occasionally passing by some snack stalls and food stalls
When I saw a few men eating on the street suddenly appearing obsessively because they saw me, my face turned red instantly, and I looked down and didn't dare to look at them, my heart was pounding.
I slowly walked past them, and their eyes followed me and never left. Their eyes were like lions who had been hungry for a few days, as if they could strip me naked with their eyes. This scene made me feel very nervous, but I also felt inexplicably excited in my heart.
Maybe today I can really get the feeling I want
After all, it was just a plot in the novel when I saw a beautiful woman in the middle of the night. In the end, the kind of lewd plot in the novel I expected did not appear.
Half an hour has passed. Although I have met someone like me who whistles and who called me beautiful women, there are no one who actually attacked them. If you think about it carefully, it is true. If you are raped so simply, then how messy this society will be
It's almost 12 o'clock, and there are basically no one on the street. I, a girl, dare not continue to wait here no matter how brave I am.
Maybe my method won't work, I smiled helplessly, it's time to go back to the dormitory as soon as possible
But it was so late, I couldn't even see the taxi on the road. At this time, I began to feel anxious.
Just when I was at a loss on the side of the road, a dumb man's voice came from across the road. Today, my foot was so damn tricky. It was not as expensive as the foot massage shop in our county. If it were our territory, I would have had sex with them!
Opposite me is a very large-scale foot bath city, and the sound comes from the gate of this foot bath city.
Along with this very ugly sound, three men and one woman came out of the door one after another. This sound came from the mouth of the man in front.
The man at the top was a big bald man with a squid face, and he looked like he was in his 30s.
With his upper body naked and beer belly, he swayed when walking, and a big red flower pierced on his left arm, which looked quite scary
The two men following behind, one tall and one short, looked not old, and were only in their early 20s.
Gao's son is very thin, with a tuft of yellow hair on his head, and he looks like a sharma
A shorter boy shaved his little flat head and walked around. His little eyes narrowed into a slit. If he didn't look closely, he couldn't tell whether he was still closed.
On the right side of the little squinting eyes is the only woman among these people. She is only about 1.5 meters tall. Her hair seems to be covered with fluffy on her head. It is a typical non-mainstream feature of the countryside. She looks like she is seventeen or eighteen years old. Her thick lips and a small nose look inconsistent, especially the makeup she paints is too thick, which looks quite funny from a distance.
I was standing opposite the road, so these people saw me immediately as soon as they came out of the door. The bald man was still chattering and didn't look at me carefully, but the two men behind him looked at me, and they stood there motionlessly.
The bald man also noticed the abnormality between the two of them and looked at them according to their eyes. It didn't matter when he looked at them. His eyes instantly stared at me, as if he had seen some rare treasure.
My face turned red by their appearance. I lowered my head embarrassedly and didn't dare to look at the bald man.
Oops!
In this case, my lower body actually reacted. Am I really a slutty girl?
I secretly scold myself for not being able to do anything
Just as I was standing by the roadside, lowering my head and falling into shyness, I didn't know when the ground I was staring at suddenly had two dirty big feet in slippers.
I jumped back and took a step back, raised my head and looked forward.
It turned out that the bald man and several others had crossed the road and came to me. The movement was really fast.
Where did this beautiful girl come out? What was the one who stood here at night?
The bald man stared at my face and grinned and said, "The face is coming towards me, as if he wants to see more clearly."
I hurriedly explained that I was waiting for a taxi here, but I waited for a while. I felt a little nervous and spoke so low that I could not even hear myself.
The bald man was happy when he heard this. Oh, you are waiting for the taxi Ah, why don’t I look like him? Do you think it’s Ah? After that, he looked at the two men, one tall and one shorter, next to him.
Brother, I don’t think this woman is waiting for a taxi, but she is waiting for a man! Hahaha The short man spoke first, staring at my face and laughing loudly
The tall boy also agreed: This girl looks so pretty. I watch better than the stars on TV. She is so fucking sex. Big brother, it’s not in vain to go to the city today!
As he spoke, the drool was almost falling out
The girl next to her lowered her face when she heard the tall yellow-haired words, and pinched his arm, twisting it and said sorely, "Depending on your virtue, you have never seen a beautiful woman, you are better than a celebrity, why don't I think this slut is not waiting for a taxi. I think she is just a taxi, a taxi that seduces other people's boyfriends, I bah!"
While talking, he tried hard, and he was so hard that he was begging for mercy.
I looked over them, and the woman glared back angrily, as if showing that this man belongs to her
The few people in front of me were shocked as soon as they said the first few words. It was the first time I heard someone speak so explicitly, and the girl said something that was really too much. I have never been insulted like this since I was a child.
The words of these hooligans made me very angry. My original plan was gone. I didn't want to get involved with them anymore. I just wanted to turn my head and leave and disappear from here as soon as possible.
But just as I turned around and was about to leave, the bald man seemed to see my plan, and rushed to me with a quick step and blocked his way.
I hurriedly avoided it and wanted to go around from the side. Suddenly, two other men were stopped on the left and right sides of my body. Both of them looked at me with a smile, as if they were looking at the fat in their mouths.
The woman behind me also took a step forward and blocked the way I finally escaped, and she looked at me with disdain.
Only then did I understand my situation. These people really didn't plan to let me go. I met a real gangster.
I secretly complained in my heart that the dangerous game could not continue, and I had already begun to regret my ridiculous actions.
no!
I have to get out quickly and can't continue to get entangled
What do you want to do? If you do this, I will call the police! I mustered up the courage and said loudly with great determination
This sentence really worked as soon as I said it. The people in front of me didn't expect that I could say this. They subconsciously stopped further actions, as if they were shocked by my words. They didn't know whether to give way or continue to entangle for a moment.
Don't be fooled by this woman's words. What's the policeman at this night? Besides, there are no people around here. The bald man is worthy of being experienced. He was stunned for a few seconds and soon came to his senses.
Don't worry, this place is remote and has a bad view now. Even if we do anything, no one knows, so don't be afraid that we will change places and do this girl later. What's the point of taking a little risk?
The bald man may feel that his accomplices have not made up their minds yet, so he continued to tell them.
My elder brother is right. This girl looks so beautiful. I have seen her for the first time in my life. I have to seize this once-in-a-lifetime opportunity. Otherwise, I will not have this Dianer after passing this village. Brother, I will listen to you! A Biao, don’t be too slow, let’s do it quickly!
The yellow-haired man nodded when he heard the bald man and turned his eyes to the little-eyed man opposite him.
I also learned that this little-eyed man is called A Biao
When I heard the bald man say I'd do it, I was so scared that my legs couldn't stand firm.
I'm not a child anymore. I vaguely guessed the meaning behind this word, but it's really hard for me to accept the fact that these people nakedly discuss how to commit crimes in front of me.
This is too much. Are these people not afraid of the law?
But at the same time, there was another complicated emotion in my heart that was suppressed by me. When the bald man said he wanted to do it, a hint of excitement appeared in my heart. Although this emotion was subtle and negligible, it was still noticed by me who was sensitive, which made me feel ashamed in anger and helpless state of mind.
OK, brother! I dare not say anything else, but I will never be vague about playing with women. The little eyes stared at me lustfully for a long time, showing an impatient look that I had been waiting for this sentence for a long time.
I know that things have developed to the most urgent moment. If I don't do anything, it's really too late
I hurriedly said to the bald man in front of me, this brother, I really don’t bring money, and there is nothing worth robbing. You really don’t need to do these things. If I can let me go, I will definitely pay more rewards. I began to talk to the people in front of me in a softer tone, hoping that they can let me go
Grab money? Are you kidding? Let me tell you the truth. We didn't go to your money. If you don't know, I don't believe it at all. My brothers see that you are good-looking and want to play with you. How can you not eat the fat meat on your mouth? Do you think it's Ah?
The bald man said without any concealment
Brother, stop talking nonsense to her, hurry up and do serious business, save a lot of dreams! Xiao Miscellaneous eyes quickly break up
That's right, look at the little girl's skin and tender flesh here. She looks like she is not a good-efficient lamp. I think you can hurry up and do it, don't be weak at that time. The girl with heavy makeup said with jealousy on the side, as the sixth sense of a woman of the same gender, I felt the jealousy of the woman behind me all over the floor.
When I heard these people's words, I knew something was wrong, and what's worse was that I didn't know how to deal with it.
I don't know if it was a coincidence or something. I couldn't even see a shadow of a person around for so long, and the night was getting darker at this time.
Just as I thought about it, before I could react, a black shadow flashed in front of me, and I instinctively hid backwards. At this moment, I felt a soft body sticking up from behind me. Just as I was about to dodge forward, I felt a wet handkerchief stretching out my right hand with a wet hand covering my mouth and nose. Before I could react, I suddenly became dark and I knew nothing.
I was so dizzy that I could only vaguely feel that I was being carried to a place where I could lie down, and then I seemed to hear the sound of the car starting
I tried hard to recover, but I could only sleep more and more, as if my consciousness had gradually left my body
Occasionally I can feel the bumpy position of my lying, and sometimes my body seems to have a force swaying around, maybe I am walking on the winding mountain road
Because when I was a child, I was often taken by my parents to climb mountains, so I knew that this feeling should be on the winding mountain road.
Where exactly are they going to take me?
This question broke out in my heart
But I'm really sleepy, my eyelids are like I'm filled with lead, I can't open it at all
It seems that people are touching me from time to time, but I can't resist
Slowly I fell into a deep sleep and could no longer feel the surrounding environment...
Where is this, where am I?
I don't know how long it took, but my consciousness began to slowly wake up, and I seemed to be lying on a bed
I felt my face being slapped twice, and a sound seemed to come from a distant place. I slowly opened my eyes
The light was a little dazzling. It took me a lot of effort to gradually adapt to the intensity of the light in front of me, and the scene in front of me began to become clearer.
It's the man with yellow hair!
I saw the man who was patting my face in front of me. I saw his long acne-covered face and his eye-catching yellow hair
I saw that the room I was in seemed to be a very old house. There were some cracks on the roof and the signs of falling off the walls, and the smell of moisture and mold around it was also emitting a smell of moisture and mold.
He saw me open my eyes and instantly showed my yellow teeth and grinned, then shouted to the side, "Brother, this girl has finally woken up, fuck! She can sleep like a dead pig!"
OK OK OK Don't make a noise, you've had a long sleep just now!
The head was very heavy, and my body was slowly regaining consciousness. At this time, I didn't even have the strength to tilt my head, but I could still hear the hoarse voice, which was the bald man in front of me before.
Xiaomei, you girl, are really. The next dose of the next trance potion is so much that we will wait for so long!
Brother Ah, you are wronged by me. I have never done such a thing before. When you secretly handed me the medicine, you didn't say how much. I didn't know Ah, now that the wave hoof is awake, you are slowly playing with it. I heard the sound of a pointed woman in my ears. It should be the non-mainstream girl among the group.
OK, look at what you are anxious about, this is not your fault, it's OK, the bald man doesn't want to get too involved in this matter
Yes, Xiaomei, you have also worked hard this time. I didn't expect you to be so neat and knocked down this woman in one go
When the yellow hair saw that the elder brother was not concerned, he quickly changed the topic and said with a smile.
You are so embarrassed to say Ah, if I hadn't done this for my elder brother's sake, I wouldn't have helped you do this, especially you Yu Risheng. You really can't change your shit. When you see this little slut, you're so tempted, right? I'm angry when I see you, eating the bowl and looking at the pot, and forgetting what I said when I fuck me! You won't be allowed to do anyone in a while.
The woman said angrily
Huangmao immediately became anxious when he saw it. Xiaomei, my goodness, Xiaomei, aren't you going to suffocate me to death? Besides, you still care about this after you have started. At worst, let's play together. I'm sure you'll always be excited. Oh, don't worry, although this girl looks good, but how can I compare with you? Even after playing, what can I still live with her? You are my dear!
Huangmao's words were said, and indeed the girl named Xiaomei's tone eased down. This was almost the same. If you have a conscience and can let you play, your heart must be kept here, otherwise, I will see how I deal with you!
OK OK OK OK OK My good little beauty, I promise you only love you!
When Huangmao heard this, his tone suddenly became excited
At this moment, my body had just recovered to be able to move a little bit, and I reluctantly turned my head in the direction where they were talking
Just happened to meet the girl's eyes
She looked me up and down, hummed in her nose, walked over and picked up a strand of my hair with a finger, looked at my face and said, "Is this woman really so beautiful in the eyes of you men? Look at you all, you're so angry when you see it. She's very close to me, I can even see every bad false eyelash she brings."
Suddenly she approached my eyes and showed an elusive smile to me
After a closer look, you really look the most beautiful one I have ever seen. It was the first time I saw you with such delicate and tender skin. No wonder I want to fuck you so much haha! Don’t be proud, these guys are particularly troublesome in bed. I really want to see you fucked by them. Ah!
She actually said this
I didn't expect this sentence to come from a girl's mouth. There is such a shameless woman in the world. I feel full of contempt for this woman.
Seeing this woman's performance, the men around her burst into laughter, which sounded so harsh to me
Just as the laughter of the room was filled with laughter, I found that my mouth and tongue could move. I stared at the woman in front of me and said the first sentence I woke up. You woman is really shameless and despicable. I feel ashamed of you. When I said this, I mustered up the courage to say it. At this moment, my heart was filled with grievances and anger, and I wanted to vent my heart.
The woman in front of me heard what I said, then she lowered her face and pulled my hair back.
It hurts so much, I held back and didn't say anything, tears rolling in my eyes
She cursed you slut and said that I was shameless and despicable. You were slutty and swaying on the street at night. Don’t think I don’t know what you want to do. I think you are just a street girl and said that I feel ashamed. You are quite good at talking about Ah, but when you fuck you, you still know how to say that!
He said that, he raised his hand and slapped me in the face, and slapped me!
With a crisp sound, my face was so painful that she used real power.
It hurts so much. This woman said she was merciless. I was almost angry, but my body could barely move. Now there was no way to fight back. My tears flowed down suddenly.
Today, I won’t leave. I’ll be here to play with you with them. I have to watch them fuck your pussy! After that, she will slap me another time
Suddenly his right hand was grabbed by a bald man, and he stared at the woman, "Fuck me and calm down, don't be like a crazy woman. We finally got such a beautiful woman. You just want to hit Ah, and how can you slap in the face? Our brothers and others still want to play with her! Just say a few words, just toss her hard on the bed! We brothers will help you breathe this, do you think this will work? If you still feel angry, just don't do anything that affects our sex. Whatever you do, your father will be kind to me, but don't force me to do it.
Looking at the situation in front of me, I felt that everything was so unreal, and my heart sank to the deepest part of the waves
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