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Chapter 11 The Pain of Ultimate Bliss (4)

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Ren suddenly lowered his face and said coldly: Have you thought about it? If you choose to whip it, then it is not ten times, twenty times, but fifty times.

Yu said expressionlessly: Whip

What is this? Ninja looked at him with his head tilted, and sneered: Use the pain of the body to cleanse the soul? It's so ridiculous

Yu said nothing

It's so naive... How old are you this year? You're 22 years old, no wonder you're full of idealism... I'm so sorry to touch his head gently, like a kitten and a puppy. Freedom, dignity, and body no longer belong to you, so I have to defend my soul desperately. That's what you think in your heart, right? No matter how much suffering you suffer, you have to keep your soul intact, right?

Yu tried his best to endure the urge to punch the hand and bit his lips tightly.

Well, since you want to be beaten, I will fulfill your wish. Look, what a kind master I am. I stand up, stretched, looked at him with a smile, and suddenly said: You once told me that you can't understand why those masochists would rather be beaten, why they like pain over happiness

But look, you would rather choose whip than sex, even though you know that the latter is the ultimate happiness in the world

Do you really want to suffer to defend your soul? No, pain itself is your pursuit, and your desires are whipped make you feel noble, even though you actually know that this can't change anything

So, you are actually the same type of people as them, but you haven't noticed it before

You are just masochist you look down on and cannot understand

He saw Yu's sudden contraction of pupils and confusion in his eyes, and couldn't help laughing, and frivolously pinched his pale face: What are you thinking? Nothing works, no matter whether you choose to whip or sex, it will not stop your soul from falling into the depths of the darkness.

He picked up the whip, threw a whip flower beautifully, and smiled and said: What are you waiting for? Don’t think about it, just enjoy the full whip!

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Yu felt his mind was in chaos. He softly allowed the other party to tie himself to a torture frame, tied two iron balls to his genitals to his devil training gift. Now his nipples and genitals can bear a considerable weight. He was still thinking about what Nin had just said:

Is this true? Is what I said true?

Did you really have a masochistic constitution?

Or is it that I am a masochist?

The moment the wind whistled, the whip bit the flesh, the body had already reacted before the brain, and instinctively said:

1. Thank you, Master

2. Thank you, Master

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The whipping continued, and the number was mechanically reported in his mouth, but his heart was in a state of chaos:

Yes, he fears pleasure than whipping, because the humiliation of orgasm under the enemy is even more than whipping

However, is this really the case?

Deep inside, is he escaping pleasure or craving pain?

He cannot moan and twist under the enemy, and cannot let the body indulge in lust, because the depravity of the body will inevitably corrupt the soul

But when he chooses whip instead of sex, does it mean that his soul has actually been violently distorted?

This is a paradox...

This is a trap...

He can't think about it anymore, otherwise he will fall into a trap...

Don't think about it anymore, it's useless to be stubborn...

The whip fell on the back, causing familiar pain

Don't think about it anymore, let your mind go blank...

Just feel it, just rest...

Why does physical pain make his mind feel relaxed? No need to think about it...

Why does the pleasure in sex make him feel inexplicably frightened? Don’t think about it…

Is he choosing to suffer physically in order to maintain the purity of his soul, or does suffering mean that he will be happy?

Don't think about it...

What is happiness?

What is pain?

Or are these two inherently inseparable?

Don't think about it...

Close the brain, close the mind, just feel... just rest...

He felt a warm liquid flowing down slowly. Is it blood?

Or sweat?

More liquid crawled over his shoulders and winded down like a small snake. He could clearly depict the traces of liquid flowing on him.

……

Forty-eight, thank you, Master

Forty-nine, thank you, Master

Fifty, thank you, Master

The whipping stopped, and a burning and warm liquid on his back was dripping.

The pain is real

He is alive

Yu sighed and let himself fall into a coma

Just the moment before he was unconscious, he could vaguely hear the cruel laughter of the God of Destiny in the distance, in the high place, in the incomprehensible void:

Don't think! Stupid human Ah, your thoughts can only make the gods laugh

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I don't know how long he was in a coma, but Yu gradually woke up and found that he was still kneeling beside Wan, resting his head on his thighs. He just wished he could faint again.

However, Ninja has already discovered: Are you awake?

He gently applied ointment to Yu's scarred naked back: How do you feel?

Cheer and laugh: You didn’t seem to feel the pain at all in the last few whips and got into the state? Did you think about nothing, just relax your body and enjoy the whip?

Yu closed his eyes patiently and ignored him

Actually, this is not bad. When pain is no longer pain, won’t you feel much more comfortable? I’m so reluctant to say, maybe one day, you will twist your body and beg me to hit you

Yu felt a little nauseous and tried hard to suppress the feeling of dry retching

Just like when my fingers move, you will twist like a snake, silently shouting that I want me to. The fingers are reaching the Hongying in front of Yu's chest, and pinch them maliciously

Yu jumped up in shock and looked at him angrily, his chest kept rising and falling

What's wrong? I looked at him leisurely and slowly wiped the ointment on my hand. Am I wrong?

Yu Zhen wanted to explode, but reason still grabbed him and said with a tantrum: Thanks to the master's careful training

Ninja looked at him with a smile and said: You overestimate this. Teachers can only develop and cultivate a person's lewdness and slavery. They cannot make it grow out of nothing, just like a duck that can never be applied to an egg, unless it is a duck, for example, you

He looked at Yu's bloodless face and slightly trembling lips with satisfaction, and said softly: Don't you believe it? Do you want to prove it again? Now I'll let you choose to have sex with your master, or choose to enjoy a whip?

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Note to this chapter: Here, the teacher is lying. There are indeed people with normal sexual desire who have become monsters that can only be erect after being trained. However, Yu did not reach this point, but he was just confused by the words of Tomizu.

I was exhausted from physical and mental health and could not tell which sentence is true and which sentence is false