After a long time, he slowly said: What do you want? This is the first time he did not call the master, but used you, as if he was too tired to act anymore.
Ren Youran said: Not so good, but since he is a bitch, he honestly admits that he is a bitch, and he still has to pretend to be Sanzhen and Jiulie. It would be ridiculous to say that others are doing so.
He didn't say anything, and after a while, he said: You're right, I really love money, I think money is really a good thing
He smiled, his eyes became hazy: In fact, before the age of ten, I had no idea of money at all. Whatever I wanted to eat or what toys I wanted, no matter how expensive it was, my father would buy me his sushi restaurant immediately. He has always been very successful. Many people advised him to open a branch or create a brand with a big food company. He always smiled and ignored it, as if just by guarding me and my mother, it would be the greatest happiness. Although he did something unforgivable to me later, he still had to say that he was a good father and a good husband until... until that day, everything changed.
Although it was already a long time since his voice was still trembling, he paused before continuing: Actually, there was nothing. Since this fatherly love was stolen, it was worth it to take it back. But at that time I couldn't figure out that even if I wanted a ruler for class, I had to beg him for a long time. I almost knelt down and finally got it. The first thing was to stretch out my hand and get it twenty times. As a punishment for accidentally breaking the ruler, I thought, if I had money, I would buy whatever I wanted, and I would buy whatever I wanted. I didn't have to look at other people's faces and then started working
He smiled tiredly, as if he was overwhelmed, so he simply surrendered: Look, my greed for money is earlier than you thought I want to buy safety with money. I feel that only money in the world will not leave me by myself. You are right, this is what I think
However, how many people in this world don’t love money and can’t get along with money? For the first time, he raised his dark ink eyes and looked at Ninja. If he loves money, he is a bitch, then how many innocent people are in this world? The master says that you love money, and you dare to admit it. Does the master admit that he is also a bitch?
Without waiting for an attack, he immediately added: Just a joke, the master doesn't have to be angry, of course I am a bitch. I have a prostitute's body, I am a worthless bitch.
He smiled self-deprecatingly: Look, I have been able to say this very fluently. I have said it hundreds of times and thousands of times. As long as the master is happy, you say what I am, and a bitch is a bitch. How dare I not admit it?
He looked at him strangely and wanted to see his heart: It is true that everyone loves money, but not many people would rather give up the blood feud of killing their mother for the sake of money, it would be fine to sell themselves for the sake of money. It is understandable to betray others, but even relatives can be betray themselves and think they are noble, that would be more interesting
Yu looked at Shinobu quietly, without any uneasiness or cowardice in his eyes, and said lightly: My mother's death is a tragedy, it's not a murder. She is already dead. No matter what I do, I can't save her life. If I want to make an excuse, it can even be said that she originally wanted us father and son to recognize each other. I did this just to fulfill her wish.
I can't do anything to Asami Heiichiro, or even my mother comes back to life, and it's impossible to do anything to him, because that's the man whom I love. If he doesn't feel guilty, no matter how I scold him or reject him, there is no revenge, because he doesn't care about it at all. If you are me, what can you do? Kill him? Not only does it violate the criminal law, but he is going to die.
I love money, and I have not introduced myself to refuse to accept the inheritance because of my mother's death. The dead are gone. I want to live a better life. What's wrong with this? If you don't steal or rob me, I will give it to me. I accept it neither violates the law nor morality. He owes us mother and son. I feel at ease.
He was stunned and clapped his hands and said: Wonderful! You can make such a rude statement so concisely, you can imagine how pitiful your negotiating opponent in the mall is, facing such a shameless negotiator
His face sank and said: Don’t tell me that it is legal to bribe and buy others in the mall!
He Gujing Wubo said: Illegal, but it is a kind of relationship. This is the unspoken rule in the shopping mall. Everyone does this, especially when he has already asked for it. If I don’t do it, others will not say that I am noble, but only say that I am a fool. If someone is hurt by it, I will be sorry, but I will not feel guilty. If you do this, you must be mentally prepared. Doctors will not feel guilty for every mistake on the operating table. Teachers will not feel guilty for every student who fails to pass the test and cut off other people’s hope of going to school. Why do I feel guilty? I am not a saint, not more noble than others.
He glanced at himself with iron chains and said lightly: But it is not more despicable than others. At least, I did not force them to accept bribes with a gun, nor did I tie others with a chain, and threatened that if you don't agree, I will rape you
He looked up at Ren again, and suddenly smiled and said: Actually, if someone blamed me for these words, maybe I would really feel guilty, but if it came out of my master's mouth, it would be different. Even if I refuse to inherit the inheritance, the master will say how cruel and cruel it is to let an old man die with peace of mind. All parents in the world, wait, you just want to make me feel uncomfortable.
There was a hint of mockery in his smile, and he slowly said: Now that the master opens his mouth and wants to talk to me, I am extremely nervous. He just thinks: He wants to hurt me again, and he wants to hurt me again, don't pay attention to it, think about how many malicious deceptions there are in these words, I know this is not good, but I can't control the instinctive reaction of my brain, just like when I get whipped, I will scream thank you for your master, it has become a conditioned reflex.
I didn't expect that he was so invulnerable that he couldn't find anything for a moment. He sneered twice and said: It's true that he is hypocritical enough to a certain level, and he actually has the whole set of theoretical support! Do you still have the shame?
Yu stared at the void blankly and smiled, with indescribable bitterness and fatigue in his smile: I don’t know why I still have the shame to be fucked naked like a dog all day long. No, even a dog is just a tool to vent desires, a container for men’s semen. Shamefulness? Even if it was there, it had been worn out long ago.
Those self-deprecating and self-deprecating words, even if you have armed yourself, you will know how hurtful it is after repeating day after day. Especially these words are so close to his true state of existence
What is the use of self-respect?
Others really treat him as the lowest and lowest creature and use Ah
Does a person’s value depend on self-judgment, or how society or others evaluate you?
For a long time, he has been struggling and struggling with the goal of confirming his own value from the eyes of others' admiration and envy. He seems to have succeeded.
But in the blink of an eye, he was thrown into hell, imprisoned, abused, despised, and insulted. Does this mean that he is really worthless?
Does this mean that such a long-term effort is in vain?
Doubts are like weeds in Yu's heart, which is the opposition between the theorem of the world and the self, like the sky and the plain, separated by an infinite distance.
I ignored his distracted moment, just pretended that he was deliberately using showing weakness as a weapon to respond to himself, sneered and said: Isn’t this the treatment you deserve? The most loved ones are parents. For money, you betray your mother and regard the murderer as your father, and you are your adoptive father. How did you treat him? Don’t say that you are so noble, remember your kindness but not revenge. If you give him money, it’s not to repay the kindness of raising you, but to humiliate others and never come to you. It’s you who come to provoke others by yourself, the purpose is to let others see how glory and happiness you are now, right? Don’t think I don’t know what kind of person you are!
Yu said tiredly: Yes, yes, yes, the master said everything right. Whatever the master said is what I am despicable, shameless, and I am obscene. Can the conversation end? Please allow the slave to sleep.
Although Ren had warned himself to calm down countless times, he couldn't help but get angry when he saw his depressed expression. He seemed to be saying: OK OK OK Don't think I don't know you are a fool who talks nonsense. Now I'm too lazy to pay attention to you. He grabbed Yu's collar and forced him to raise his head and sternly said: You sent him to the door to give him money, just showing off yourself that you are not going to repay him, but to humiliate him, and take a filthy and bloody money to humiliate your adoptive father who has raised you!
The nearly suffocating pain finally made Yu come to his senses, his face turned from pale to ashen, and then turned from ashen to ashen to ashen, so he let him go
He coughed a few times in choking and said softly: What do you want to hear me?
What do you think I should say? He smiled and his voice became louder
What are you expecting me to say? The voice is higher and higher every time
I'll tell you now, completely
The silver-plated memory rust spots of lies suddenly gushed out: I'm going to show off and humiliate him, so what? I just want to throw a lot of money into his face and see how he regrets, who told him not to love me! He raped me, not me raped him! He watched the woman call me a bitch, beat me, insulted me, he sent me to a boarding school and ignored me, he let me drift outside as a teenager and suffer all the hardships! How else can I treat him? He didn't bully him, and forced him to go bankrupt and jump off the building is worthy of him!
Tears flowed freely on his pale face. Those desperate memories and the sources of those nightmares suddenly splashed out from the tightly sealed ice layer, swift and fierce, like the roaring waves when the wind blew, swept through his whole body, washing all his reason and calmness into pieces, leaving only him naked, naked heart, and the teacher who was determined to conquer him, looking at him head-on
Ren Youran said: Not so good, but since he is a bitch, he honestly admits that he is a bitch, and he still has to pretend to be Sanzhen and Jiulie. It would be ridiculous to say that others are doing so.
He didn't say anything, and after a while, he said: You're right, I really love money, I think money is really a good thing
He smiled, his eyes became hazy: In fact, before the age of ten, I had no idea of money at all. Whatever I wanted to eat or what toys I wanted, no matter how expensive it was, my father would buy me his sushi restaurant immediately. He has always been very successful. Many people advised him to open a branch or create a brand with a big food company. He always smiled and ignored it, as if just by guarding me and my mother, it would be the greatest happiness. Although he did something unforgivable to me later, he still had to say that he was a good father and a good husband until... until that day, everything changed.
Although it was already a long time since his voice was still trembling, he paused before continuing: Actually, there was nothing. Since this fatherly love was stolen, it was worth it to take it back. But at that time I couldn't figure out that even if I wanted a ruler for class, I had to beg him for a long time. I almost knelt down and finally got it. The first thing was to stretch out my hand and get it twenty times. As a punishment for accidentally breaking the ruler, I thought, if I had money, I would buy whatever I wanted, and I would buy whatever I wanted. I didn't have to look at other people's faces and then started working
He smiled tiredly, as if he was overwhelmed, so he simply surrendered: Look, my greed for money is earlier than you thought I want to buy safety with money. I feel that only money in the world will not leave me by myself. You are right, this is what I think
However, how many people in this world don’t love money and can’t get along with money? For the first time, he raised his dark ink eyes and looked at Ninja. If he loves money, he is a bitch, then how many innocent people are in this world? The master says that you love money, and you dare to admit it. Does the master admit that he is also a bitch?
Without waiting for an attack, he immediately added: Just a joke, the master doesn't have to be angry, of course I am a bitch. I have a prostitute's body, I am a worthless bitch.
He smiled self-deprecatingly: Look, I have been able to say this very fluently. I have said it hundreds of times and thousands of times. As long as the master is happy, you say what I am, and a bitch is a bitch. How dare I not admit it?
He looked at him strangely and wanted to see his heart: It is true that everyone loves money, but not many people would rather give up the blood feud of killing their mother for the sake of money, it would be fine to sell themselves for the sake of money. It is understandable to betray others, but even relatives can be betray themselves and think they are noble, that would be more interesting
Yu looked at Shinobu quietly, without any uneasiness or cowardice in his eyes, and said lightly: My mother's death is a tragedy, it's not a murder. She is already dead. No matter what I do, I can't save her life. If I want to make an excuse, it can even be said that she originally wanted us father and son to recognize each other. I did this just to fulfill her wish.
I can't do anything to Asami Heiichiro, or even my mother comes back to life, and it's impossible to do anything to him, because that's the man whom I love. If he doesn't feel guilty, no matter how I scold him or reject him, there is no revenge, because he doesn't care about it at all. If you are me, what can you do? Kill him? Not only does it violate the criminal law, but he is going to die.
I love money, and I have not introduced myself to refuse to accept the inheritance because of my mother's death. The dead are gone. I want to live a better life. What's wrong with this? If you don't steal or rob me, I will give it to me. I accept it neither violates the law nor morality. He owes us mother and son. I feel at ease.
He was stunned and clapped his hands and said: Wonderful! You can make such a rude statement so concisely, you can imagine how pitiful your negotiating opponent in the mall is, facing such a shameless negotiator
His face sank and said: Don’t tell me that it is legal to bribe and buy others in the mall!
He Gujing Wubo said: Illegal, but it is a kind of relationship. This is the unspoken rule in the shopping mall. Everyone does this, especially when he has already asked for it. If I don’t do it, others will not say that I am noble, but only say that I am a fool. If someone is hurt by it, I will be sorry, but I will not feel guilty. If you do this, you must be mentally prepared. Doctors will not feel guilty for every mistake on the operating table. Teachers will not feel guilty for every student who fails to pass the test and cut off other people’s hope of going to school. Why do I feel guilty? I am not a saint, not more noble than others.
He glanced at himself with iron chains and said lightly: But it is not more despicable than others. At least, I did not force them to accept bribes with a gun, nor did I tie others with a chain, and threatened that if you don't agree, I will rape you
He looked up at Ren again, and suddenly smiled and said: Actually, if someone blamed me for these words, maybe I would really feel guilty, but if it came out of my master's mouth, it would be different. Even if I refuse to inherit the inheritance, the master will say how cruel and cruel it is to let an old man die with peace of mind. All parents in the world, wait, you just want to make me feel uncomfortable.
There was a hint of mockery in his smile, and he slowly said: Now that the master opens his mouth and wants to talk to me, I am extremely nervous. He just thinks: He wants to hurt me again, and he wants to hurt me again, don't pay attention to it, think about how many malicious deceptions there are in these words, I know this is not good, but I can't control the instinctive reaction of my brain, just like when I get whipped, I will scream thank you for your master, it has become a conditioned reflex.
I didn't expect that he was so invulnerable that he couldn't find anything for a moment. He sneered twice and said: It's true that he is hypocritical enough to a certain level, and he actually has the whole set of theoretical support! Do you still have the shame?
Yu stared at the void blankly and smiled, with indescribable bitterness and fatigue in his smile: I don’t know why I still have the shame to be fucked naked like a dog all day long. No, even a dog is just a tool to vent desires, a container for men’s semen. Shamefulness? Even if it was there, it had been worn out long ago.
Those self-deprecating and self-deprecating words, even if you have armed yourself, you will know how hurtful it is after repeating day after day. Especially these words are so close to his true state of existence
What is the use of self-respect?
Others really treat him as the lowest and lowest creature and use Ah
Does a person’s value depend on self-judgment, or how society or others evaluate you?
For a long time, he has been struggling and struggling with the goal of confirming his own value from the eyes of others' admiration and envy. He seems to have succeeded.
But in the blink of an eye, he was thrown into hell, imprisoned, abused, despised, and insulted. Does this mean that he is really worthless?
Does this mean that such a long-term effort is in vain?
Doubts are like weeds in Yu's heart, which is the opposition between the theorem of the world and the self, like the sky and the plain, separated by an infinite distance.
I ignored his distracted moment, just pretended that he was deliberately using showing weakness as a weapon to respond to himself, sneered and said: Isn’t this the treatment you deserve? The most loved ones are parents. For money, you betray your mother and regard the murderer as your father, and you are your adoptive father. How did you treat him? Don’t say that you are so noble, remember your kindness but not revenge. If you give him money, it’s not to repay the kindness of raising you, but to humiliate others and never come to you. It’s you who come to provoke others by yourself, the purpose is to let others see how glory and happiness you are now, right? Don’t think I don’t know what kind of person you are!
Yu said tiredly: Yes, yes, yes, the master said everything right. Whatever the master said is what I am despicable, shameless, and I am obscene. Can the conversation end? Please allow the slave to sleep.
Although Ren had warned himself to calm down countless times, he couldn't help but get angry when he saw his depressed expression. He seemed to be saying: OK OK OK Don't think I don't know you are a fool who talks nonsense. Now I'm too lazy to pay attention to you. He grabbed Yu's collar and forced him to raise his head and sternly said: You sent him to the door to give him money, just showing off yourself that you are not going to repay him, but to humiliate him, and take a filthy and bloody money to humiliate your adoptive father who has raised you!
The nearly suffocating pain finally made Yu come to his senses, his face turned from pale to ashen, and then turned from ashen to ashen to ashen, so he let him go
He coughed a few times in choking and said softly: What do you want to hear me?
What do you think I should say? He smiled and his voice became louder
What are you expecting me to say? The voice is higher and higher every time
I'll tell you now, completely
The silver-plated memory rust spots of lies suddenly gushed out: I'm going to show off and humiliate him, so what? I just want to throw a lot of money into his face and see how he regrets, who told him not to love me! He raped me, not me raped him! He watched the woman call me a bitch, beat me, insulted me, he sent me to a boarding school and ignored me, he let me drift outside as a teenager and suffer all the hardships! How else can I treat him? He didn't bully him, and forced him to go bankrupt and jump off the building is worthy of him!
Tears flowed freely on his pale face. Those desperate memories and the sources of those nightmares suddenly splashed out from the tightly sealed ice layer, swift and fierce, like the roaring waves when the wind blew, swept through his whole body, washing all his reason and calmness into pieces, leaving only him naked, naked heart, and the teacher who was determined to conquer him, looking at him head-on