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Chapter 16: The Forbidden Room Training (4)

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It seems that someone is stroking him, and his movements are so gentle that he has the illusion of being cherished. His voice is trembling and he is cherished: Don’t struggle anymore, don’t be so stubborn anymore, this will only make you more painful...

It's an illusion, it must be an illusion

How could that ruthless teacher say such warm words?

It's useless... Even if I let you go now, you will never be able to get happiness and peace. The dark memories will always be entangled with you. Believe me, no one has experienced these things and can still live as if nothing happened. You will always struggle in painful memories and nightmares, and never want to get another moment of peace...

That guy started to bewitch people's hearts again, but damn it, he believed it, really believed it!

Bastards sometimes tell the truth, for example, they mention that the islands are full of reefs

But the truth that comes out of that mouth always hurts his heart more than lies

He smiled hoarsely: Bastard! Is it all about your pain or not? So what if I suffer for a lifetime? That's my own choice! Now, don't you think it's too late? It's really a cat crying rat...

I paused for a moment when I stroked his hand, and continued stubbornly. The scorching temperature in my palm showed the owner's chaotic mood: Yes, it was me who turned you into what you are now, so I will definitely be responsible for the beginning of accepting this commission for money, and later to prove myself, and now...

There was a little more shame in the voice: Whether you believe it or not, it is for you now, to stop suffering and stop struggling, give up... If you still want peace...

The pliers clamped his fingers again, and he roared in the severe pain: No

The heavy damage from both physical and mental aspects made him tremble all over his body. I don’t know whether it was tears or blood in his eyes, and he trembled: I will be responsible for my life, who wants you to be passionate...

A miserable smile appeared on Ninja's pale face: Don't be stupid, do you think you can do it? No one can do it, the power of individuals is limited... We are all small humans...

His hands were trembling, but he still clamped them without hesitation

The severe pain of the ten fingers connected to the heart came one after another, the body automatically opened the defense system, and the feather gradually slid into the abyss of unconsciousness.

All the pain and injuries became blurred, and the lightness flew in the sky

Big white clouds float on the blue sky, and the grass smells of grass

The sun is bright and quiet like raindrops

Qingxiao, wearing a plaid shirt, sat under the shade and read a book. She watched him run over and smiled at him happily

What book are you reading?

Wilde's fairy tale collection was read for the children when he went to the orphanage last time. I found it very interesting, so I borrowed it back and check it out.

He frowned: Oh, I don't like Wilde. The fairy tales he wrote are cruel and are not suitable for children to read adults. They feel that they are too bitter, including the Happy Prince you are reading now

The prince has been living in his own world. After his death, people have placed his statue on a high place, allowing him to see the real world clearly, darkness, coldness, miserableness

Qingxiao smiled: But he was not alone, there was a Yàn who was accompanying him, helping him, and loving him like that

But Yàn's son died, and the body was thrown into the garbage dump. The prince's heart shattered, even though his heart was made of lead. The tragic ending was made of lead.

You must not see the end, that's not the real ending

no?

It is not the end that God brings their souls to heaven, where the prince and the son live happily together, that is true, eternal happiness, not in a palace made of illusions

forever……

Together...

Another wave of severe pain came, and he finally fell into the darkness and lost consciousness.

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Note: It is said that Wilde's "Happy Prince" tells a story about homosexuality. This is not what I, yy, n, many critics say

I remember that Sanada Kiyoto used these non-cj books to seduce Xiaoyu from my CJ, and finally brought him into the evil abyss of homosexuality.

Amen, forgive these sinners, oh oh oh oh...

ps

Some readers may have misunderstood that Yu's biggest spiritual pillar is always himself. Whether it is Yamashita or Sanada Kiyoto, they are actually the psychological support he has found for himself.

Therefore, there is no possibility that Qingxiao will collapse once he falls in love with others, especially if it is in the general environment of society, rather than in the special environment of the world, such as the training institute.

Yu's cherishment of love actually happened in a zero-degree space where he had nothing, and after Kiyoko first showed him the cherishment and importance of transcendence to life, that is, what he said, I will treat him as much as others treat me.

Yu's adoptive father is an example. Even if you can't bear to let go of it and are greedy for that warmth, if you are ruthless, I will break off the relationship.

But the power of an individual is limited after all, and his own loneliness will always exist

Yu's problem is not that he is not independent, but that he is too independent, and he is easy to break if he is strong, and he is extremely humiliated.

Personally, I think that the problem of people is to know their own limits, and when necessary, trust others and let others give necessary help, but at the same time preserve your own space.

Freedom and bondage exist at the same time. Freedom means self, and bondage means responsibility. People belong to both themselves and society. If they can achieve a reasonable balance, that is, their ideal state of life.