Chapter 14

Although I thought it very clearly, I was determined to suppress my desires and help my husband get out of the predicament first

On weekdays, I have arranged my life so that I don’t think about sex

But my body's desire for sex is not something I can control. A little bit of sexual suggestion will be discovered by the sensitive me, which will make me breathe rapidly and my lower body wet

Repressed sexual desire may erupt at any time like a silent active volcano

Girls' Generation's showerhead sprayed the vulva in warm water. The technique of kneading the vulva with your fingers is already scratching itchy through the shoe, and it is far from soothing the itch deep in the body.

Without thinking, cut the nails of the index finger of the right hand shortened, polished all the burrs and washed them impatiently, inserted the thin finger into the body, and while feeling his warm cavity, he stirred his own pool of spring water to pursue the relief of sexual desire.

After that ecstatic tremor, what I got was the shame of restoring rationality, the shame of being lewd, and the shame of being slutty when I was slutty.

Cutting off a fingernail brings about the overall beauty of ten fingers

Although it is not obvious, there is also a kind of guilt that is in the heart. If you type on the keyboard, drink water and eat, and reach out to hold things, you will feel that the smiles and eyes that you usually like to be used to contain a meaningful feeling.

It seems everyone knows that I trim my nails to masturbate

Grip your teeth, cut all your nails short and polish them all round

Now, what I usually cherish is not sharp or round, naturally all the manicures are gone, and they become round and slick fingertips

Removing psychological burden makes masturbation more unscrupulous

Use fingerprints to depict the entire vulva in the bathroom, gently soothe the groove between the labia minora and the labia majora, stroking the foreskin of the clitoris, and exposing her from time to time to feel the flow of warm water

Use your palm to wrap the entire vulva more vigorously, and squeeze the random itchy places everywhere. The index finger and middle finger tap the entrance of the cavity together.

Finally, insert both fingers into your body to enrich the emptiness of your body, stir up the wet wrinkles to find an opportunity for climax, imitate the thrusting of your penis to reach climax

After orgasm, desire fades away like a tide, and the return of reason brings emptiness of the body and mind.

I miss the comfort of climaxing with my husband, and I miss the satisfaction of the soul and body

I miss the sense of security that is wrapped in my husband's strong body after orgasm

I miss the feeling of my husband's penis being inserted into my body. Even the soft penis is happy

You must showdown when you find an opportunity, even if you masturbate face to face in the future, or help the other person masturbate.

This guy is still trying to prove himself. Will the sudden showdown stimulate him? Should he wait until he takes the initiative to express his thoughts on wanting a wife?

Everything is still within the scope of normal people, wait first! You need an opportunity

Time passes day by day, sexual desire continues to affect the body and mind, and is hit by frequent masturbation

The fingers used to punish the lewdness of the husband and punish the body, all the itchy parts that could be obtained, and the two slender nipples could not escape. The kneading of their fingers was getting more and more forceful.

Masturbation becomes more and more frequent. The actions that only take place during the bath start in bed. When your daughter falls asleep, you can be unscrupulous.

Then even the company bathroom was secretly carried out many times. There were also some rubbing it through clothes several times without secret space and sanitary conditions.

During lunch break, I couldn't help but immerse myself in those novels

He was also discovered by his boss, Sister Yàn's adulterer. He stood behind me without saying a word and watched for a long time before he expressed his opinions on the characters in the book, which scared me.

The annoyance and shame caused by being discovered to do bad things made me subconsciously choke him a few words, and he was not angry either

But the sound of Sister Yàn being hit and the moans of pleasure that day were very loud that day, as if it was just sticking to the door, as if it was just for me to hear it.

I couldn't help but stick it on the door panel and listened, fantasizing about everything behind the door. It was not until Sister Yàn heard the vibrato that reached its peak that she quickly ran away.

This adulterer is Niu Hao, and his childhood sweetheart is a returnee. After returning to China, he found his sister Yàn and was together.

Niu Hao has appeared from the beginning as a person who is dressed well and is very rich. His clothes, bags and belongings are valuable at first glance.

He is very talkative and can chat with everyone in the studio. He asked us to call him Brother Niu. He has a wide range of knowledge and claims to have traveled around the world. He can point to the globe and tell stories about seven days and seven nights.

Their afternoon exercises have been going on for a long time

They are all financially free people, and they don’t know how to check in. They often use their lunch break to have sex in the office.

Others go home at noon, but I always pretend that I don't know anything.

I don't know when, but my fantasy when I masturbate would occasionally flash Niu Hao's image. He was originally tall and about the same height as Zhang Dong.

When I came to my senses and drove him out of my spiritual world, the process of chasing pleasure in my body was interrupted

The fading of desire made me very annoyed, but I couldn't vent my feelings.

After a few consecutive times, the volcano of desire erupted. I don’t care who he is, I just masturbate, no matter who he is!

Just treat him as Zhang Dong who has become fat and plastic surgery

After Zhang Dong, who was dreaming of Brother Niu's face with his eyes closed, fucked me to orgasm with familiar techniques, the strong sense of shame made me squat in the bathroom and hugged my legs together, trembling. The warm water sprinkled on my body could not soothe my body's trembling.

It was a completely different experience from normal sex. In my fantasy, I was fucked crazy by faces other than my husband. The background image turned into Sister Yàn's office. The furnishings of the desks and sofas were so real and so familiar. I made the lewd moans that Sister Yàn that day, and her legs and buttocks seemed to be hit by a super fast frequency, which moved my hand and fucked and ravaged my vagina frantically.

Although it was just in fantasy, the shame of being deceitful and physical surrender completely defeated my tide of desire. I had no sexual desire for two weeks, which made me very happy. I was happy that this body finally obeyed my rationality.

People's calculations are not as good as God's calculations. A few days later, when I went to Brother Niu's newly opened store to do interior design, Brother Niu actually confessed to me. I looked at him in shock, and in a daze, he hugged him in his arms.

He murmured his admiration for me, and his hot breath blew my hair

The hug I felt in my fantasy made me lose my ability. My face was buried in his chest. The hot embrace and the hard objects that kept beating on my stomach made me lose my ability to resist.

It took him ten seconds to react, stomp his instep hard, and then ran away in panic

I was still panicked when I got home. The feeling made my heart roar, but it made me feel a numb feeling.

The first thing that comes to mind when I calm down is to resign, and fantasy and reality are about to blend together!

If this continues, you will betray the marriage!

I called to resign immediately, and I would like to pay or not. If I don’t approve, I would be dismissed from work until I was fired.

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