Oh,lift me as a wave,a leaf,a clud!
I fall upn the thrns f life!
I bleed!
PSShelley呵!
Swallow me away, like falling leaves, waves, and flowing clouds!
I fell on the thorn tree of life, and my blood flowed all over my body!
If days are said to be a song, with high excitement, low reels, laughter and sadness, and melody repetition
I would rather draw a rest here, at the most beautiful melody I feel; but unfortunately, no matter whether you want it or not, the days are still PASS, and even in a sad rondo.
Wandering between two women, love and desire, I gradually knew what I should choose and what I should give up, at least at that time, after returning from Tamsui's trip
I decided to suppress my feelings for my cousin, or it might be a distorted love!!
, let it pass by the wind
Open your heart and fill it with Xiaojie's love
But when you say it, the pain and setbacks in life are more often picked up on what you accidentally approached you. What you take for granted or should be like this. Under the hardships of real life, it is no longer the same thing.
It is hard to see the myth of Prince Charming and Snow White in the world. If you want to find it, just go to the fairy tale!!
Time flies, and the four years of university life are in the time-changing changes of spring and autumn, and it ends soon
The relationship with Xiaojie is both sad and happy, and it is also smoothly developing; my feelings for my cousin, as she graduated, went outside to work and moved out of my house, seemed to have risen far away.
However, the love fairy tale that is not linked to real life is like many stories you have heard. Under the barriers of time and space and the pressure of real life, even if there are vows, it still collapses fragilely, leaving only another sad memory...
I picked up your lost notes and wrote them all in the back: Your nostalgia for a woman and me and the waves, set off by the sunset, gently read your story with a trembling voice...
Du Shisan
Legend has it that with graduation, I, who don’t work very hard, will naturally not go to school again
So I joined the army as expected, and Xiaojie also stepped out of the campus and became a newcomer in society.
Being fucked at the new training center, I have been pampering since childhood and have been regarded as a preliminary understanding of the real and dark side of society.
I couldn't wait to find Xiaojie to comfort my lovesickness when I used the family leave before I drew lots.
Xiaojie wore a red bean-colored dress and came out of her home with a smile; and I took a small flat head, and my usual confidence and arrogance seemed to be worn away.
Looking at Xiaojie and looking at her clumsy appearance, I became a little dirty
But Xiaojie took the initiative to hold my hand, just like when I was in college, it was natural. Two people walked to the riverside.
It was almost dusk, and the sunset shone on the Xindian River, and the waves shone brightly, reflecting the reeds by the river.
We sat on the river bank and told us that we would like to see the latest situation
Xiaojie happily talked about her new job, the boss's embarrassing things, and the funny things about teasing those lusty old men; and I, as if I were from another world, seemed to have only a few rules of law in my life: had been fucked, be fucked, and will be fucked... Compared with her colorfulness, my life seemed to be much empty and boring.
Therefore, I can only be a quiet audience and share Xiaojie's excitement and Princess' laughter
The sunset reflected in her face, and her smile was still the same, but I gradually felt a sense of loss in my heart. I don’t know why, maybe it’s the regret that I can no longer live with her in my life!!
Look, the sunset is so beautiful! I pointed to the lingering clouds in the sky, as red as flowers
Well!... Xiaojie smiled
Xiaojie, I think...If I'm discharged from the army, would I get married? Well... let's talk about it! We are still young! She lowered her head a little hesitantly
Well, I also have to see how I look for a job! I was trying to smooth things over and regretted pushing her into such a sensitive topic
Xiaojie! Do you remember one time when I took you to Tamsui, you said you wanted to live by the beach, I fished and cooked... I changed the topic
Well!...We had a simple idea at that time!! She responded, a little absent-minded
But I think the simple idea is good too!! I smiled
Yes! But real life is not that easy! She also smiled
I suddenly felt a little surprised. When did the girl who loved fantasy in the past have experienced it inadvertently and talked to me about reality?
Did I miss something?
I feel sad in my heart
The setting sun made her face look as beautiful as a flower. I couldn't help but kiss her cheek. When I wanted to take further action, she pushed my hand away
Let's go! It's late!! She smiled and jumped in front of her as she walked
Looking at her gradually elongated figure, I felt a gap growing and widening between us; on the other hand, I felt a deep sense of powerlessness
A crow screamed, and under the reflection of the sunset, it intertwined with the reeds on the edge of the embankment to form a beautiful and somewhat sad scene. I remembered the painting of Van Gogh. The crow flew over the wheat field, and suddenly, an ominous omen came to my heart silently.
Once the old shirt is over, the rugged road is flying around and you pick it up. The body is no longer separated. The road is cold sleeves
When the flowers bloom, draw lots and get off the army
The God of Destiny sent me to the outer island
Just as I got here, the cold monsoon blew my whole body away
Crouched in the dripping tunnel, a moisture and musty smell floated in the air, and the next night the quilt could be twisted out of water.
With the busy and boring structure and practice, I started counting steamed buns.
As the personnel and environment get better, I began to get used to this world that belongs to men, masculinity, dullness... Learn to use their terms to curse people, curse the sky, curse the earth, curse ourselves... When people face common enemies, they can easily develop the same hatred of the enemy, and their friendship with others seems to grow in this common experience of suffering and the sound of trouble.
Whenever the night falls, when there is no guard, after filling half a steel glass of strong wine, I will shrink into the quilt, try to recall her appearance, recall the past, and use this to dream.
The past is still vivid, but her face is becoming increasingly blurred, and I seem to be moving further and further away from the past, and my lover is far away...
The happiest moment is to calculate the moment of receiving the letter
Xiaojie still told me happily in the letter that she was living in various colorful ways
A happy newcomer in society has some youth that can be consulted for squandering; while I am just a rookie holding a gun and counting steamed buns
Before going to bed, I took the dim light of the flashlight, and her smile vaguely appeared on the letter paper; when I was standing in the guards, I held the letter in my arms, looking at the stars in the sky, as if she was leaning against the side, telling the legend of the Cowherd and the Weaver Girl; in the wet quilt, I recalled everything with her, devoted myself to her as the object of imagination, and gave the gentlest comfort to my younger brother... At the moment when the warm current ejaculation was shot, I seemed to still feel her body temperature and touch...
All the flowers, the world, the messy and lingering are collected in the book, and are placed on the aluminum bookshelf, including thread-packing and paste. Du Shisan
The 45th steamed bun on the fallen flower: Xiaoxiong My Love: I dreamed of you again tonight. When I woke up, the moon was bright and the crescent moon was like a hook. I remembered the old song MnRiver. As I thought about it, I wet my pillow tears!!
A year, ten months, long, long, long, h!!
If only you were lying beside you!!
The 106th steamed bun of Jie who can't sleep: Xiong: You have been out of the army for a while, I wonder if you have adapted?
Miss me?
A few days ago, the maple leaves turned completely red
The whole road was like a fire... I slowly walked to the art gallery and saw many pigeons eating on the ground, and I felt very happy
Just as I was about to turn back and talk to you, I realized that you were not around...
Can Kinmen be cold?
Take care of yourself!
Miss your 202nd steamed bun: Xiong: Happy exhibition letter!
The New Year is approaching, and today I went to Dihua Street with my mother. It was crowded and it tasted like the New Year.
You could play with me during the Chinese New Year, but this year it probably won't work.
I will definitely find it boring!!
One of my colleagues is Chen Zhizhong, who is three years older than me. When I first joined the company, I was always pestering me, which is a bit annoying.
Later I told him that I already had a boyfriend, and he said with a smile that there should be more than one boyfriend for girls like me. I was so angry that I rolled my eyes. It was such an annoying person.
I'll count it for you, today is the 202nd steamed bun
The 320th steamed bun of Xiaojie who loves you: Xiong: I was scolded by my boss at work today. When I got back to my seat, I knocked the tea over the table. Looking at the messy table, I remembered you again. I felt sad in my heart, and tears flowed down my face without any effort.
However, Chen Zhizhong hurried over, helped me organize the table, handed me a hand towel, comforted me, and later taught me how to deal with the boss's moves... He didn't look that annoying today, probably because I found that his eyes looked very much like you!!
The 351st steamed bun with red eyes: Xiong: Hello!
Today I went to watch a movie with Zhang Wenying, Cai Zhenguan, and Chen Zhizhong after work. It was the sixth sense of life and death love. Zhang and Cai both cried. Zhizhong saw my eyes red, handed me a handkerchief and signaled me not to show them. It was really fun
The movie is quite rmantic, but I think, do you really have such a relationship?
I remembered you when I went to bed at night and hurriedly got up and wrote to you, but I just felt like you had disappeared. I really couldn't remember what you looked like?
Xiaojie, who misses you, hurriedly replied to the letter, three letters a day, I want to catch or save something, but I feel a sense of loss in my heart
But I don’t believe that the relationship over the past four years is so fragile and easy to hurt...
The first time I returned to Taiwan during the holiday, I wrote a letter to Xiaojie, but I didn't see any reply.
When I returned to Taiwan, I realized that she and her colleagues went to Italy to play. I felt sad. Why didn’t she tell me?
A feeling of increasing loss, accompanied by a hint of jealousy, is eating my heart
Later, she went to find her cousin. She hadn't seen her for many days and seemed to have become more mature and pretty
The faint smile that used to be still hanging on my face. I revealed my longing and attachment to Xiaojie to her, and she just smiled faintly and comforted me.
As we talked, we were feeling much calmer
Suddenly, she felt a little holy on her face, just like the Guanyin who saved the suffering.
Thinking of all the things I had with her before, my cheeks turned red involuntarily
With a nervous mood, I returned to Kinmen after taking the holiday and received a letter from Xiaojie: Xiong: Happy receiving the letter!
I’m sorry I was not here when you came back because I went with my colleagues and the itinerary was scheduled early. I’m sorry for changing my personal factors. I can only say sorry to you!
This trip to Italy was a pleasant one. I saw many works by Michelangelo, Rafael and others that you often told me before. I also went to Rome.
That Chen Zhizhong was so fun. Although he didn't understand, he liked to make fun of it. Maybe when he went to another place, everyone put down his figure!?
If you have the opportunity, I can introduce you to you...
I was crazy Xiaojie, and I seemed to take revenge, deliberately not writing a reply to her
She didn't reply
One month, two months have passed, and I feel a little anxious
After dinner, he hurriedly compiled books to her under the dim light.
I said sorry to her because I was busy with official business and the email was missed!
I felt a strong sense of loss that was about to lose my love but was powerless...
Two weeks later, I finally received a reply from her: Xiong: I really don’t know how to speak to you, and even I can’t figure out what it is and when it started.
You should know Chen Zhizhong and me!?
I feel like I am no longer just an ordinary friend or a colleague
I haven't seen him for a day, but my heart is worried about him, just like I used to treat you
He is not handsome (not as handsome as you), not tall, a little fat
He doesn't know much about it, but he treats me very well, really treats me very well
I spoiled me very much. If you say he has any characteristics that you don’t have, I think it’s a kind of tolerance, care and gentleness!!
The relationship with him is developing naturally and gradually
He cared about me very much and asked me about my well-being. Before he knew it, he gave his heart to him.
By the time I found out, it was too late
To you, I can only say, I'm sorry, okay for forgetting me?
After all, we have been together for a not-so-short period. I am very grateful for all your mistakes and accusations against me. I am willing to bear it. I believe you will find a girl who is a hundred times better than me... I wish you a blessing!
If possible, let us still be good friends, okay?
Xiao Jie, my hands were trembling, and ten thousand could not come to my heart, but I forced myself to tell myself that this was just a terrible nightmare, and everything was as old as I woke up.
In that nightmare many years ago, Xiao Jie turned around with tears in her eyes, her expression still seemed to be still watching... I could only shout helplessly
But tonight, facing this loveless letter, I feel like a big joke that fate plays with me
Maybe it was a letter sent by Xiaojie!!
Helpless and self-pity, I didn't even have the strength to cry, and I just wanted to fall asleep...
The tutor knew about me and asked a few people to set up a table to comfort me
I drank a big gulp and patted my chest to promise that I, Xiong, is a strong man, there is no grass everywhere in the world, why bother to love a flower alone... In the end, I was drunk and vomited all over the ground, but I didn't cry
A few brothers always follow me, as if afraid that I will do something
I still count steamed buns every day, work out, build, laugh and scold, just as before
The company commander was afraid that I wouldn't think so, so he didn't dare to ask me to stand guard
I just slept every day, or I was just dazed
All of us are confused, like a walking corpse
My brother who had experience in mutiny comforted me and advised me to cry, but I felt dry and irritated in my heart, but I just couldn't cry...
After washing up, I leaned alone on the Wangjiang Tower and passed by thousands of sails.
Wen Tingyun
After a month in Meng Jiangnan, I felt that I had recovered, so I took out Xiaojie's letter and photos and started burning in the backyard.
Suddenly I realized Lin Daiyu's mood of burning books
I think the relationship with Xiaojie has ended, and there is nothing to say.
Besides, didn’t I like her very much at the beginning?!
I told myself that if you look for another woman like her, you can find one. Don’t be too sloppy and be a happy wolf!!
Seeing that I had returned to normal, the platoon leader lined me up with the guards.
It was night, I stood guard, the sea breeze was cold, a crescent moon was like a hook, fishing fires on the sea reflected the stars in the sky, the sky was vast, the sea was vast, and the sea was bleak
Under the flashing of fishing fire, my blurred eyes seemed to see the outline of the magnificent central mountain range of my hometown. It emerged at the end of the sea and sky, and then turned into Guanyin Mountain, Datun Mountain, Tamshui River, my mother's face... Xiaojie's face!!
In a dreamlike moment, a fishing sing came from the sea, intermittently and vaguely acquainted each other... It was Liu Wenzheng's promise!!
……
My tears finally flowed down unsatisfactorily...
I fall upn the thrns f life!
I bleed!
PSShelley呵!
Swallow me away, like falling leaves, waves, and flowing clouds!
I fell on the thorn tree of life, and my blood flowed all over my body!
If days are said to be a song, with high excitement, low reels, laughter and sadness, and melody repetition
I would rather draw a rest here, at the most beautiful melody I feel; but unfortunately, no matter whether you want it or not, the days are still PASS, and even in a sad rondo.
Wandering between two women, love and desire, I gradually knew what I should choose and what I should give up, at least at that time, after returning from Tamsui's trip
I decided to suppress my feelings for my cousin, or it might be a distorted love!!
, let it pass by the wind
Open your heart and fill it with Xiaojie's love
But when you say it, the pain and setbacks in life are more often picked up on what you accidentally approached you. What you take for granted or should be like this. Under the hardships of real life, it is no longer the same thing.
It is hard to see the myth of Prince Charming and Snow White in the world. If you want to find it, just go to the fairy tale!!
Time flies, and the four years of university life are in the time-changing changes of spring and autumn, and it ends soon
The relationship with Xiaojie is both sad and happy, and it is also smoothly developing; my feelings for my cousin, as she graduated, went outside to work and moved out of my house, seemed to have risen far away.
However, the love fairy tale that is not linked to real life is like many stories you have heard. Under the barriers of time and space and the pressure of real life, even if there are vows, it still collapses fragilely, leaving only another sad memory...
I picked up your lost notes and wrote them all in the back: Your nostalgia for a woman and me and the waves, set off by the sunset, gently read your story with a trembling voice...
Du Shisan
Legend has it that with graduation, I, who don’t work very hard, will naturally not go to school again
So I joined the army as expected, and Xiaojie also stepped out of the campus and became a newcomer in society.
Being fucked at the new training center, I have been pampering since childhood and have been regarded as a preliminary understanding of the real and dark side of society.
I couldn't wait to find Xiaojie to comfort my lovesickness when I used the family leave before I drew lots.
Xiaojie wore a red bean-colored dress and came out of her home with a smile; and I took a small flat head, and my usual confidence and arrogance seemed to be worn away.
Looking at Xiaojie and looking at her clumsy appearance, I became a little dirty
But Xiaojie took the initiative to hold my hand, just like when I was in college, it was natural. Two people walked to the riverside.
It was almost dusk, and the sunset shone on the Xindian River, and the waves shone brightly, reflecting the reeds by the river.
We sat on the river bank and told us that we would like to see the latest situation
Xiaojie happily talked about her new job, the boss's embarrassing things, and the funny things about teasing those lusty old men; and I, as if I were from another world, seemed to have only a few rules of law in my life: had been fucked, be fucked, and will be fucked... Compared with her colorfulness, my life seemed to be much empty and boring.
Therefore, I can only be a quiet audience and share Xiaojie's excitement and Princess' laughter
The sunset reflected in her face, and her smile was still the same, but I gradually felt a sense of loss in my heart. I don’t know why, maybe it’s the regret that I can no longer live with her in my life!!
Look, the sunset is so beautiful! I pointed to the lingering clouds in the sky, as red as flowers
Well!... Xiaojie smiled
Xiaojie, I think...If I'm discharged from the army, would I get married? Well... let's talk about it! We are still young! She lowered her head a little hesitantly
Well, I also have to see how I look for a job! I was trying to smooth things over and regretted pushing her into such a sensitive topic
Xiaojie! Do you remember one time when I took you to Tamsui, you said you wanted to live by the beach, I fished and cooked... I changed the topic
Well!...We had a simple idea at that time!! She responded, a little absent-minded
But I think the simple idea is good too!! I smiled
Yes! But real life is not that easy! She also smiled
I suddenly felt a little surprised. When did the girl who loved fantasy in the past have experienced it inadvertently and talked to me about reality?
Did I miss something?
I feel sad in my heart
The setting sun made her face look as beautiful as a flower. I couldn't help but kiss her cheek. When I wanted to take further action, she pushed my hand away
Let's go! It's late!! She smiled and jumped in front of her as she walked
Looking at her gradually elongated figure, I felt a gap growing and widening between us; on the other hand, I felt a deep sense of powerlessness
A crow screamed, and under the reflection of the sunset, it intertwined with the reeds on the edge of the embankment to form a beautiful and somewhat sad scene. I remembered the painting of Van Gogh. The crow flew over the wheat field, and suddenly, an ominous omen came to my heart silently.
Once the old shirt is over, the rugged road is flying around and you pick it up. The body is no longer separated. The road is cold sleeves
When the flowers bloom, draw lots and get off the army
The God of Destiny sent me to the outer island
Just as I got here, the cold monsoon blew my whole body away
Crouched in the dripping tunnel, a moisture and musty smell floated in the air, and the next night the quilt could be twisted out of water.
With the busy and boring structure and practice, I started counting steamed buns.
As the personnel and environment get better, I began to get used to this world that belongs to men, masculinity, dullness... Learn to use their terms to curse people, curse the sky, curse the earth, curse ourselves... When people face common enemies, they can easily develop the same hatred of the enemy, and their friendship with others seems to grow in this common experience of suffering and the sound of trouble.
Whenever the night falls, when there is no guard, after filling half a steel glass of strong wine, I will shrink into the quilt, try to recall her appearance, recall the past, and use this to dream.
The past is still vivid, but her face is becoming increasingly blurred, and I seem to be moving further and further away from the past, and my lover is far away...
The happiest moment is to calculate the moment of receiving the letter
Xiaojie still told me happily in the letter that she was living in various colorful ways
A happy newcomer in society has some youth that can be consulted for squandering; while I am just a rookie holding a gun and counting steamed buns
Before going to bed, I took the dim light of the flashlight, and her smile vaguely appeared on the letter paper; when I was standing in the guards, I held the letter in my arms, looking at the stars in the sky, as if she was leaning against the side, telling the legend of the Cowherd and the Weaver Girl; in the wet quilt, I recalled everything with her, devoted myself to her as the object of imagination, and gave the gentlest comfort to my younger brother... At the moment when the warm current ejaculation was shot, I seemed to still feel her body temperature and touch...
All the flowers, the world, the messy and lingering are collected in the book, and are placed on the aluminum bookshelf, including thread-packing and paste. Du Shisan
The 45th steamed bun on the fallen flower: Xiaoxiong My Love: I dreamed of you again tonight. When I woke up, the moon was bright and the crescent moon was like a hook. I remembered the old song MnRiver. As I thought about it, I wet my pillow tears!!
A year, ten months, long, long, long, h!!
If only you were lying beside you!!
The 106th steamed bun of Jie who can't sleep: Xiong: You have been out of the army for a while, I wonder if you have adapted?
Miss me?
A few days ago, the maple leaves turned completely red
The whole road was like a fire... I slowly walked to the art gallery and saw many pigeons eating on the ground, and I felt very happy
Just as I was about to turn back and talk to you, I realized that you were not around...
Can Kinmen be cold?
Take care of yourself!
Miss your 202nd steamed bun: Xiong: Happy exhibition letter!
The New Year is approaching, and today I went to Dihua Street with my mother. It was crowded and it tasted like the New Year.
You could play with me during the Chinese New Year, but this year it probably won't work.
I will definitely find it boring!!
One of my colleagues is Chen Zhizhong, who is three years older than me. When I first joined the company, I was always pestering me, which is a bit annoying.
Later I told him that I already had a boyfriend, and he said with a smile that there should be more than one boyfriend for girls like me. I was so angry that I rolled my eyes. It was such an annoying person.
I'll count it for you, today is the 202nd steamed bun
The 320th steamed bun of Xiaojie who loves you: Xiong: I was scolded by my boss at work today. When I got back to my seat, I knocked the tea over the table. Looking at the messy table, I remembered you again. I felt sad in my heart, and tears flowed down my face without any effort.
However, Chen Zhizhong hurried over, helped me organize the table, handed me a hand towel, comforted me, and later taught me how to deal with the boss's moves... He didn't look that annoying today, probably because I found that his eyes looked very much like you!!
The 351st steamed bun with red eyes: Xiong: Hello!
Today I went to watch a movie with Zhang Wenying, Cai Zhenguan, and Chen Zhizhong after work. It was the sixth sense of life and death love. Zhang and Cai both cried. Zhizhong saw my eyes red, handed me a handkerchief and signaled me not to show them. It was really fun
The movie is quite rmantic, but I think, do you really have such a relationship?
I remembered you when I went to bed at night and hurriedly got up and wrote to you, but I just felt like you had disappeared. I really couldn't remember what you looked like?
Xiaojie, who misses you, hurriedly replied to the letter, three letters a day, I want to catch or save something, but I feel a sense of loss in my heart
But I don’t believe that the relationship over the past four years is so fragile and easy to hurt...
The first time I returned to Taiwan during the holiday, I wrote a letter to Xiaojie, but I didn't see any reply.
When I returned to Taiwan, I realized that she and her colleagues went to Italy to play. I felt sad. Why didn’t she tell me?
A feeling of increasing loss, accompanied by a hint of jealousy, is eating my heart
Later, she went to find her cousin. She hadn't seen her for many days and seemed to have become more mature and pretty
The faint smile that used to be still hanging on my face. I revealed my longing and attachment to Xiaojie to her, and she just smiled faintly and comforted me.
As we talked, we were feeling much calmer
Suddenly, she felt a little holy on her face, just like the Guanyin who saved the suffering.
Thinking of all the things I had with her before, my cheeks turned red involuntarily
With a nervous mood, I returned to Kinmen after taking the holiday and received a letter from Xiaojie: Xiong: Happy receiving the letter!
I’m sorry I was not here when you came back because I went with my colleagues and the itinerary was scheduled early. I’m sorry for changing my personal factors. I can only say sorry to you!
This trip to Italy was a pleasant one. I saw many works by Michelangelo, Rafael and others that you often told me before. I also went to Rome.
That Chen Zhizhong was so fun. Although he didn't understand, he liked to make fun of it. Maybe when he went to another place, everyone put down his figure!?
If you have the opportunity, I can introduce you to you...
I was crazy Xiaojie, and I seemed to take revenge, deliberately not writing a reply to her
She didn't reply
One month, two months have passed, and I feel a little anxious
After dinner, he hurriedly compiled books to her under the dim light.
I said sorry to her because I was busy with official business and the email was missed!
I felt a strong sense of loss that was about to lose my love but was powerless...
Two weeks later, I finally received a reply from her: Xiong: I really don’t know how to speak to you, and even I can’t figure out what it is and when it started.
You should know Chen Zhizhong and me!?
I feel like I am no longer just an ordinary friend or a colleague
I haven't seen him for a day, but my heart is worried about him, just like I used to treat you
He is not handsome (not as handsome as you), not tall, a little fat
He doesn't know much about it, but he treats me very well, really treats me very well
I spoiled me very much. If you say he has any characteristics that you don’t have, I think it’s a kind of tolerance, care and gentleness!!
The relationship with him is developing naturally and gradually
He cared about me very much and asked me about my well-being. Before he knew it, he gave his heart to him.
By the time I found out, it was too late
To you, I can only say, I'm sorry, okay for forgetting me?
After all, we have been together for a not-so-short period. I am very grateful for all your mistakes and accusations against me. I am willing to bear it. I believe you will find a girl who is a hundred times better than me... I wish you a blessing!
If possible, let us still be good friends, okay?
Xiao Jie, my hands were trembling, and ten thousand could not come to my heart, but I forced myself to tell myself that this was just a terrible nightmare, and everything was as old as I woke up.
In that nightmare many years ago, Xiao Jie turned around with tears in her eyes, her expression still seemed to be still watching... I could only shout helplessly
But tonight, facing this loveless letter, I feel like a big joke that fate plays with me
Maybe it was a letter sent by Xiaojie!!
Helpless and self-pity, I didn't even have the strength to cry, and I just wanted to fall asleep...
The tutor knew about me and asked a few people to set up a table to comfort me
I drank a big gulp and patted my chest to promise that I, Xiong, is a strong man, there is no grass everywhere in the world, why bother to love a flower alone... In the end, I was drunk and vomited all over the ground, but I didn't cry
A few brothers always follow me, as if afraid that I will do something
I still count steamed buns every day, work out, build, laugh and scold, just as before
The company commander was afraid that I wouldn't think so, so he didn't dare to ask me to stand guard
I just slept every day, or I was just dazed
All of us are confused, like a walking corpse
My brother who had experience in mutiny comforted me and advised me to cry, but I felt dry and irritated in my heart, but I just couldn't cry...
After washing up, I leaned alone on the Wangjiang Tower and passed by thousands of sails.
Wen Tingyun
After a month in Meng Jiangnan, I felt that I had recovered, so I took out Xiaojie's letter and photos and started burning in the backyard.
Suddenly I realized Lin Daiyu's mood of burning books
I think the relationship with Xiaojie has ended, and there is nothing to say.
Besides, didn’t I like her very much at the beginning?!
I told myself that if you look for another woman like her, you can find one. Don’t be too sloppy and be a happy wolf!!
Seeing that I had returned to normal, the platoon leader lined me up with the guards.
It was night, I stood guard, the sea breeze was cold, a crescent moon was like a hook, fishing fires on the sea reflected the stars in the sky, the sky was vast, the sea was vast, and the sea was bleak
Under the flashing of fishing fire, my blurred eyes seemed to see the outline of the magnificent central mountain range of my hometown. It emerged at the end of the sea and sky, and then turned into Guanyin Mountain, Datun Mountain, Tamshui River, my mother's face... Xiaojie's face!!
In a dreamlike moment, a fishing sing came from the sea, intermittently and vaguely acquainted each other... It was Liu Wenzheng's promise!!
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My tears finally flowed down unsatisfactorily...
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